Date: Mon, 19 Jul 1999 22:37:11 EDT
From: BrwyMilo@aol.com
Subject: Nick and Justin part 10

Welcome!  Sorry this segment took so long, but I was out of town for a couple
of days and couldn't get to a computer.  Not fun at all.  But now I am back,
and here's the next chapter.  Again, I would like to thank everyone who has
sent e-mail and words of encouragement.  They really do keep me going with
this and make writing this story worth while.  If you have any questions,
comments, suggestions, criticisms, etc, you can send them to Mike at
BrwyMilo@aol.com.  As always, this story is not meant to imply anything about
the sexuality of any of the members of these bands.  That said, I hope you
enjoy the story.  :o)

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	The room was lit up with hundreds of candles.  In the center of the
room was a large bed.  The sheets were black silk.  There was champagne
chilling in a bucket of ice and rose petals were strewn around the room
haphazardly.  Justin lay sleeping on the bed, dressed only in a pair of black
silk boxers.  His breathing was slow and rhythmic.  Lance stood in the corner
of the room and watched his angel sleeping.  He began to move towards the
bed.  As he did, he removed his red silk robe and let it slide off his body
and onto the floor.  He was left wearing a pair of red silk boxers.  He
slowly walked over to where Justin was laying.  He gently sat down on the bed
and put one hand on Justin's stomach.  Justin stirred slowly and moaned
softly.

	"Sshh," Lance said slowly.  "It's me baby."  Justin sat up slowly and
rubbed his eyes.  "You look just like a baby when you do that, you know
that?"  Justin giggled with bell-like laughter and smiled.  Lance wrapped his
arms around Justin and pulled him close.  Justin cooed softly and nuzzled his
head up to Lance's neck.  Lance held him tighter and kissed him gently.
Justin moaned loudly as Lance began to suck on his neck.

	"Would you make love to me Lance?"

	"Of course I will," Lance said.  He laid Justin down slowly on his
back and  looked deep into his eyes as he climbed on top of him.  He began to
grind his hips into Justin's arousing both of them.

	"Oh God Lance, I love you so much," Justin moaned out.  His breathing
grew heavier.

	"I love you too," Lance said as he pulled Justin's boxers off.  He
removed his own and soon was rubbing his cock up to Justin's.  Justin moaned
loudly in pleasure.

	"Never leave me Lance," he cried.

	"I never would," Lance replied.  He leaned forward and kissed Justin
passionately on the lips.  He looked up and noticed someone standing in the
shadows in the corner of the room.  "Who's there," he yelled.  There was no
answer.  Lance stood up and began to walk over to where the intruder stood.
As he did so, someone began to walk towards him.  He squinted his eyes to try
to see who it was, but as the person emerged from the shadows, candles began
to be blown out.  "Wait!" Lance cried out.  But soon the room was totally
dark.

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	Lance shot up in bed in a cold sweat.  He looked around his hotel
room and saw sunlight streaming in.  He glanced down at the clock on his
desk.  "Shit, I'm gonna be late," he said to himself.  He jumped out of bed
quickly.  His mind was on his dream as he headed towards the shower.  "Who
was that person in the room with us?"

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	"Brian, it's time to wake up.  We're gonna be late."  JC gently shook
his sleeping lover.  Brian groaned and rolled over onto his back.  JC
laughed.  "Brian?"

	Brian said nothing, but grunted as he lay dreaming.

	"Well, I have to get him out of bed somehow," JC said quietly to
himself.  He leaned forward and slowly pulled down Brian's boxers.  Brian
stirred but didn't wake.  JC gently and very carefully lifted up his erect
cock and licked it slowly from base to head.  Brian's eyes shot open.  He
looked down and saw JC gently sucking on his erect cock.  Brian slipped his
hand behind JC's head.  JC followed his lead and began to take more and more
in until he was deep throating Brian.  Brian moaned loudly as JC slowly
bobbed up and down.  With one hand, he massaged Brian's balls as he used the
other hand to jack off the base.  Brian was on the verge of screaming with
pleasure.

	"Oh God JC..." he cried out slowly.  He panted loudly as he ran his
fingers through JC's hair.  After several minutes, he shot load after load
down JC's throat.  Brian collapsed back on the bed when it was all over,
totally out of breath.  "God I love it when I oversleep and you wake me up,"
Brian said with a laugh.  JC laid down next to him and pulled him into his
arms.

	"And I love watching you sleep.  Waking you up just adds to the fun."
 JC laughed and then pulled Brian closer.  "Now, we have to get ready to go.
We have rehearsal soon."  He stood up and pulled Brian to his feet, one hand
on his arm, the other on his cock.

	"Lead the way," Brian laughed as JC led them both into the bathroom.

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	Nick and Justin sat in the living room, eating breakfast.  Jonathan
was sitting on the floor in front of them watching TV.  Lynn had to run into
the office quickly, so the guys were watching Jonathan until she got back.
As soon as Nick finished his breakfast, Justin took his plate and headed off
to the kitchen.  There was a knock at the door, so Nick got up to answer it.
He opened the door and saw Britney Spears' smiling face.

	"Oh, hey Britney," was all that Nick could manage.  He stepped aside
and allowed her to enter.

	"Nick, I want to apologize for yesterday," she said as she entered
the house and sat down.  "I didn't know about you and Justin, and if I did,
believe me, I never would have done that.  I realize how horrible I must have
made you feel and...Please forgive me."

	Nick looked at her in slight awe.  "Of course I forgive you.  It's
not your fault at all.  But I really do appreciate you coming here to
apologize."

	"Anytime," she said as she got up and gave him a hug.  Justin entered
from the kitchen wiping his hands on a towel.

	"Oh, hey Britney," he said slowly.

	"Hey Justin.  I was just talking to Nick here."  Justin eyed both of
them and saw a smile on Nick's face.

	"All good I hope..."

	Nick laughed a little then gently placed his arms around Justin's
waist.  He kissed him gently on the lips.  "You've got a great friend here,
Justin," he said, indicating Britney.  She smiled and sat back down in a
chair.

	"And I have an even better boyfriend," he said, kissing Nick on the
lips.  He put his arms around Nick's neck and kissed him deeper.

	They heard keys in the front door and then saw as Lynn pushed it
open.  She was carrying stacks of files.  Britney quickly leapt up and helped
her with the load.

	"Oh!  Hello Britney," Lynn said cheerfully.  "Britney!"  She looked
over at Justin and Nick and then at Britney.

	Justin smiled at his mother.  "She knows mom.  She's cool with it."

	Lynn sighed.  She saw Justin and Nick holding each other and then
looked over at Jonathan who was still watching the television.  "Honey, why
don't you go upstairs and play Nintendo.  Britney, would you go with him?"

	"Um, yea, sure thing.  Come on honey," Britney said as she picked
Jonathan up and carried him up the stairs to his room.  Lynn sat down in a
recliner and motioned for Nick and Justin to take a seat on the couch.

	"Justin...Nick...please try to understand what I'm about to tell you.
 Justin, you know I love you more than anything and I'll support you no
matter what you decide.  But I do need to ask you for something."  Lynn's
tone was very serious, that was evident.  Justin glanced at Nick in confusion
and the turned back to his mother.  "Justin, you're brother is very young.
He's at that age where he is still very impressionable.  I would really
appreciate it if the two of you did not engage in public displays of
affection in front of him.  What you do in private is your own business, but
when he is around, I really don't want you two to be all over each other."

	Justin could not believe what his mother had just said.  "How could
you say something like that," was all he could get out.  "First you tell me
and Nick that we can't share the same bed, now you don't even want us around
Jonathan!"

	"Justin, that's not what I said.  Do not twist my words.  Both you
and Nick are very good with Jonathan.  I see that and appreciate it.
However, I would rather you two not constantly kiss and hold hands in front
of him."

	"But mom, it's nothing to him.  He doesn't pay attention to it, why
do-"

	"Justin, please.  Just do it."  Lynn leaned back in her chair and
looked deeply at her son.

	Justin could feel himself trembling softly.  "Mom, I don't think I
should be here anymore."

	"What do you mean," Lynn asked, suddenly defensive.

	"You can't accept who I am.  I thought you'd be able to, but you
can't.  First I can't sleep in the same bed as the man I love, and now I
can't be around him when my brother is here.  I love Jonathan mom.  Very
much."

	"I know that Justin-"

	"Do you?  Do you think that I'm going to make Jonathan gay by kissing
Nick in front of him?  How could you say something like that to me."

	Justin was now crying openly.  Nick hesitated then put his arms
around Justin and pulled him close.  Nick looked at Lynn with sadness.
"Didn't you think what saying that would do to him?  He loves Jonathan.  Look
at him," Nick said.  Lynn looked at her son and felt pangs of guilt right
through her heart.  "I'll understand if you don't want me around here.  But
please, don't punish Justin for living his life the way he wants to."  Nick
held Justin tighter as Justin continued to cry on his shoulder.

	"Justin, I-" Lynn stopped.  "I can't help it.  I can't change what I
feel just as you can't change how you feel.  I don't feel comfortable with my
son kissing another man in front of me, or my baby."

	"I used to be your baby too," Justin said suddenly.  He looked up as
tears streamed down his cheeks.  Lynn felt her heart break as she looked at
him.

	"Justin, you'll always be my baby.  Look, I'm sorry I said anything.
You're only here for a couple more days.  Let's just make the best of it.
Just forget I said anything."  Lynn went to stand up.  She was feeling dizzy,
but needed to get out of the room.

	"I don't know if I can do that mommy," Justin said suddenly.  Lynn
stopped where she was.  Justin hadn't called her mommy in so long, since he
was much younger.  She could feel the tears well up in his eyes.  "I need
Nick mom.  I need him to hold me at night.  I need to feel safe now."

	Lynn fell down to her chair, sobbing uncontrolably.  She covered her
face with her hands and wept and wept.  "Why does that upset you so much,"
Justin asked, as he continued to clutch Nick for what could only be described
as safety.

	Lynn cried harder.  "I just keep thinking.  What I did wrong...when
was it that I made the mistake that made you like this."  She cried harder
and buried her face in her hands.

	"Mom, you didn't do this to me.  I'm gay mom...it's not about
something you did wrong.  It's not a punishment for being a bad parent.  You
were as good a mom as a child could ask for. I didn't choose to be this way.
If I did have the choice though, I would choose this lifestyle again.  It let
me be with Nick.  I love him mommy, I love him so much it hurts sometimes."

	"And I love Justin," Nick said as he held Justin tighter and rocked
him slowly.  Nick also had tears in his eyes as he saw what this was doing to
both Justin and his mother.

	"Justin, I'll try to support you no matter what, but you have to
understand how hard it is for me."

	Justin calmed down a bit and wiped is eyes.  "I'm going to make it
very easy for you then.  Nick and I will stay in a hotel for the rest of the
time that we're here.  And we'll stay in a hotel next time we're here too."

	"Justin, I don't want you to do that."  Lynn's voice quivered.

	"I don't think we have any choice."  With that he got up and walked
to his room to pack a few things.

	Lynn sat in her chair and cried softly.  "My baby's leaving me," she
said softly.  Nick stood up and put his arm around her shoulder.  She
withdrew slowly, but soon gave up.  "What am I going to do Nick?"

	"You have to stop crying first of all.  Justin will always be your
baby and you'll always be his mommy.  But you need to try to accept who he is
and what he wants.  This may seem hard now, but maybe you both do need a
little space.  I promise you, the next time we're here, we will be here first
to check with you."

	Lynn smiled.  "I know why Justin loves you Nick.  Anyone would be
very lucky to have you in their life."

	Nick blushed and started to walk towards the stairs.  "Nick," Lynn
called from her chair.  Nick stopped and turned around.  "Will you watch out
for my baby?"

	Nick smiled at her.  "Of course I will.  He's my baby too."  He
turned around and headed up the stairs.

	When he got to Justin's room, he could hear the sounds of muffled
crying.  Walking in, he saw Justin's head was buried in a pillow.  He walked
over and sat on the edge, his hand on Justin's back.  "Please stop crying
baby."  He slowly rubbed his hand up and down Justin's back.  Justin looked
up slowly.

	"My mom used to do that when I was little," he said in a tiny voice.
	
	"My mom did too.  It's a mommy thing I think," Nick said with a
smile.  "Come here."  He pulled Justin towards him and sat him down on his
lap, his arms wrapped securely around Justin.  He gently rocked him back and
forth.  "I talked to your mother.  She agreed that she needs a little time to
get adjusted to the idea of having a gay son.  But baby, please, don't give
up on her.  She wants us to come back here next time we're here.  She does
love you a lot."  Justin sobbed lightly and allowed Nick to rock him back and
forth while he rested his head on Nick's shoulder.

	"I love you so much Nick," he said as he lifted his head slowly.

	"I love you too.  My sweet angel."  Nick smiled and wiped away
Justin's tears.  "Now I guess we should pack you a few bags."  Justin smiled
and stood up.  They began packing all the clothes he would need for the
upcoming tour.  After about half an hour, Nick and Justin finished packing
all of their belongings.  Soon after they finished, the doorbell rang.  The
guys had arrived to take them to the rehearsal space.

	Nick helped Justin carry his bags downstairs.  Hid mom was sitting in
the living room with Jonathan on her lap.  When Jonathan saw Nick coming he
leapt up and ran over to the bottom of the stairs.  Nick put the suitcase on
the side and bent down to Jonathan's level.  "I'm gonna miss you buddy."

	"I'll miss you too.  Will you and Justin come back soon to see me?"

	"Of course we will," Nick said, his heart melting.	

	Jonathan threw his little arms around Nick's neck and gave him a
tight hug.  Nick hugged him back and then walked over to Lynn.

	"Take care of him...please..." Her voice had a hint of pleading in
it.  Nick gave her a tight hug.

	"Of course I will.  And I'll make sure he calls you often."

	Lynn pulled back and smiled at him.  "He's very lucky to have you
Nicholas.  Please, try to make him understand.  Don't let him stay mad at me
too long..." Her voice trailed off as more tears came.  Nick hugged her again
and waited til she was calmed down.

	"He loves you.  He'll be fine.  He really does understand.  We both
do."  That said, he pulled back and watched as Justin headed down the stairs.

	Jonathan cried a little as Justin hugged him.  "Please don't cry
buddy," Justin stammered out as tears came to his eyes.  "I love you, you
know that right."  Jonathan nodded then wiped his tears with his little hand.
 "You take good care of mommy, OK?"  Jonathan nodded again and hugged Justin
one last time before running up to his room.

	Justin slowly walked up to his mother.  Lynn stood where she was,
slowly biting her lower lip to keep it from quivering too much.  Justin stood
a few feet from her doing the same thing.  Finally he let out a cry and ran
up to his mother, throwing his arms around her neck.  She embraced him
tightly and rubbed her hands up and down his back.

	"I'm so sorry baby," Lynn said softly.

	"Me too mommy," Justin replied.  "Please don't hate me."

	Lynn looked at her son.  "Justin, I could never hate you.  You may be
eighteen now, but you will always be my baby."  Justin smiled slightly and
hugged his mother tighter.  "Now, you'd better get going before your friends
come in and drag you out."  Justin laughed and then looked at his mom again.

	"I love you mommy."

	"I love you too baby," Lynn said with a tear strolling down her
cheek.  She kissed Justin quickly on the cheek and then hugged him again.
Justin pulled away slowly and grabbed his suitcase. He headed out of the
door.  Lynn smiled again at Nick who smiled back.  He too walked out of the
house, closing the door behind him.  Lynn sat down on the couch and began to
cry once again.

	As Nick and Justin stepped out of the house, Kevin gave them an odd
look.  "Why do you guys have luggage with you," he asked.  Britney had
already left the house and was busy talking to Joey and Chris.

	"Justin and I are going to be staying at a hotel until we leave for
the tour," Nick replied quickly.  "Hey, JC.  We packed your stuff for you so
you don't have to come back here."

	"Thanks," JC replied a bit confused.  The guys all headed to the
limo, Nick and Justin throwing their bags in the trunk.  Nick put an arm
around Justin's shoulders.

	"Are you alright?"

	Justin nodded and then headed off into the limo.  Within minutes,
they were heading off to rehearse.

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Sorry part 10 was a bit shorter than the others.  I hope everyone enjoyed the
story and will continue to read the series.  The next should be out in a
couple of days, so enjoy.  Please feel free to send comments to Mike at
BrwyMilo@aol.com.  Until next time!