Date: Sat, 26 Jun 1999 15:47:04 EDT
From: BrwyMilo@aol.com
Subject: Nick and Justin part 3

Ok, this is part three.  Fun fun fun.  I plan on continuing this story for a
while, so God only knows where it will go.  By the way, here's the fun
disclaimer section.  This is entirely an act of fiction thought up in my
mind.  I am not implying anything about the sexuality of any of the members
of the bands...no matter what many of us hope.  =)  So enjoy the story as it
continues.

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	Nick and Justin walked into the dimly lit chinese restaurant and were
immediately met by the hostess.

	"Table for two?" she asked, giving Nick and Justin an odd look.
"Say, aren't you..."

	"Yes, we are,"  Nick replied.  The girl got a huge smile on her face
and she looked like she was about to scream.  Justin held up a finger to his
lips and then brought it to hers.

	"Can we just have a table...preferably in a dark corner where not to
many people can see us?"  Justin kept his finger where it was as the girl
nodded.  He smiled at her and then removed his finger.  She giggled to
herself and then led the boys to a secluded corner of the restuarant.

	"Do you think you could..." She held out a slip of paper and a pen.
Justin laughed and signed it and then handed it to Nick who signed as well.
She laughed happily and ran off.

	"You are a terrible flirt, you know that Curley!"  Nick laughed a
bit, but was a little jealous inside.

	"You're not jealous are you?"  Justin giggled a little but then saw
Nick's face.  He was staring down at the table with a frown.  "Aww...I didn't
mean...I mean, you know I wasn't interested in her, don't you?"

	Nick nodded slowly and snifled a bit, making Justin's heart melt.
Justin reached under the table and placed his hand gently on Nick's knee.
Nick looked up and smiled.  "Alright, I'll forgive you.  You're too cute to
stay mad at, you know that?"  He laughed and waited until the waiter came
over.  He was a forty-something year old man who they could tell was quite
new to the country, so he had no idea who they were.  They both ordered cokes
and then looked over the menu to try to decide what food to get.  "Say, do
you like general tso's chicken?"

	"mmmm...I love that stuff," was Justin's reply.  "I have an idea.
Why don't we just share our food.  Like, get some tso's chicken, some fried
rice...I'm really hungry.  And i want to have lots of energy for later."

	"Sounds like a good idea."  Nick grinned.  The waiter returned a
minute later and they ordered almost everything on the menu.  The waiter's
eyes grew wide as they ordered.

	"You boys are too thin to eat all this!"  he laughed.  Nick and
Justin laughed and told him they were still growing.  The waiter left and
they stared at each other for a few mintues.  Finally Nick spoke up.

	"Justin, I need to ask you a question.  Why were you crying today in
our room?  I mean what set it off?"  Justin gasped a little when he heard the
question.  He didn't know whether or not he should bring up what Brian had
said.

	"Well...i don't know..."  His voice trailed off.

	"Justin, listen to me.  We need to be totally honest with each other
if we want this to work.  Just trust me."  Nick placed his hand on the table
and motioned for Justin to take it.  Justin glanced around and then grasped
it tightly.

	"Well...I had a talk with...Brian."  Nick's head shot up and he
looked Justin straight in the eyes.

	"What did Brian say to you?"

	"He just said it would probably be a good idea if I didn't hold out
to long about us waiting.  He said that you might cheat on me..and...I..."
His voice cut off as he thought about what Brian had said.

	"That prick," Nick said under his breath.  He grasped Justin's hand
tighter as he thought about what he would like to say to Brian.  "I should go
and beat the shit out of him."

	"No Nick, you can't.  Look, I got over what he said...you have to
too."

	"But Justin you don't understand.  You're...you're like an angel to
me.  I love you the way you are.  I don't care if we never have sex.  I love
holding you in my arms and keeping you safe. You're...you're just so sweet.
I don't want you to do anything that you're going to regret later on...or
anything that would make you resent me..."  Nick had tears in his eyes as he
spoke.  Justin already had tears running down his face.

	"Nick I love you more than life itself and nothing could ever make me
resent you.  I want to make love to you.  I want to feel you and then have
you next to me when its all over.  I want to sleep in your arms and feel safe
and protected."

	Nick could hold back no longer.  The tears he was desperately trying
to hold back came streaming down his face.  They were crying so hard they
didn't even notice when the waiter came over with the food.  They laughed
about how ridiculous they must look.  They waiter gave them a strange look
and then left.  They ate quickly, exchanging glances every now and again.
They joked about how stupid they must have looked to the waiter.  Finally
they had ate about as much as they could.  Justin leaned back in his chair
and groaned.  Nick laughed and they asked for the check.  They fought over it
for a little while, Justin finally giving in to Nick who handed the waiter a
credit card.  He returned and Nick signed the receipt, leaving him a generous
tip.

	"Wait here a second, ok love.  I need to make a very important phone
call."  Justion nodded and Nick quickly walked away.

	Justin leaned his head on the table and thought about how lucky he
was to have found Nick.  He felt he was even luckier that N'SYNC and
Backstreet Boys would be touring together.  He could spend as much time as he
wanted with Nick.  He felt loved and protected.  He was still grinning widely
when Nick returned.

	"You ok?  You look like the cat who just ate the canary."  Justin
laughed and looked up.

	"Who did you have to call?"

	"It's a surprise.  Now come on, let's get back to the hotel."  Nick
grabbed Justin and got him out of the chair.  Justin laughed as they ran out
of the restaurant.  It was pouring outside.  "Should we get a cab?"

	"No, lets run back to the hotel.  It isn't that far...it'd be
romantic."

	Nick laughed.  "Anytime I get to see you wet is romantic enough for
me!"  They quickly ran in the direction of the hotel.  About ten minutes
later, they reached their destination, soaking wet.  They laughed and Nick
threw his head back.  His hair splashed water all over the place.

	"God, you have no idea how sexy that just looked," Justin muttered.
Nick laughed and they went to the elevator.  Kevin passed them and gave Nick
a nod.  The three of them made small talk for a few minutes before Kevin told
them they had better get out of their soaking clothes before they got sick.
They giggled and Justin turned red.  They turned to the elevator and were at
their room in minutes.

	Nick took out his key and opened the door.  "Justin...you have to
close your eyes."  Justin sighed and obeyed.  Soon he was being lifted off
the ground by Nick.  "We can't have you bumping into anything, can we?"
Justin laughed and burried his head in Nick's shoulder.  Nick loved the way
it felt and nuzzled his head closer to Justin's.  Soon he put Justin back
down on the ground.  "Ok...open your eyes...now."

	Justin opened his eyes and gasped at what he saw.  There were candles
lit all over the room.  Long candle sticks in silver candleabras.  The bed
was pulled down and on the sheets were rose petals.  In a bucket on the table
next to the bed a bottle of champagne was chilling.  There were long stem
roses laid across the table.  Justin was so surprised he couldn't move.

	"I wanted it to be special," Nick whispered in his ear.  Justin was
too shocked to move.  He was shaking slightly and he let out a small cry.  A
tear rolled down his cheek as he turned to Nick and threw his arms around his
neck.  Nick smiled widely as he hugged Justin back just as tightly.  Justin
wiped his eyes off and backed away, looking up at Nick.

	"When did you have time to arrange all this?"

	"I called Kevin and asked him to handle it for me.  He owed me a
favor.  I told him what I thought would be nice and he got it and set it up."

	"Nick...this is all so....wonderful."

	"Like i said...I wanted our first time to be special."

	"You succeeded.  I think this is about as special as it can get."

	"Wait one sec." Nick grabbed the remote to the stereo and soon "God
Must Have Spent a Little More Time on You" was playing on the stereo.  Justin
laughed and put his arms around Nick's neck.  Nick in turn placed his arms
gently around Justin's waist.  Justin stopped smiled and looked into Nick's
eyes, slowly lifting his head up to meet Nick's lips.  Nick opened his mouth
slowly and let Justin's tongue enter.  He massaged it with his own, rubbing
his hands slowly up and down Justin's back.  Justin pulled his head back a
little and started sucking on Nick's neck.  He threw his head back in
pleasure as Justin moved down to his collar bone.  He rested his head on top
of Justin's and slid his hands down and slipped them down the back of
Justin's pants, gently squeezing the tender flesh.  Justin smiled up at Nick,
who removed his hands and quickly swept Justin off the feet and into his
arms.  He carried him over to the bed and gently laid him down.

	Justin shivered slightly.  "Are you alright?" Nick asked, concern all
over his voice.

	"I'll be fine," was Justin's reply.  He gave a weak smile and pulled
Nick to him.

	"We don't have to do this you know...I am perfectly happy just
holding you in my arms all night long."  Nick smiled down at his angel.  "I
don't want you to feel pressured to do anything that you're not ready for.  I
want this to be special, not something you do because you feel you have to."

	"Nick...I want this as much as you do.  I'm just a little nervous,
that's all.  You know, first time and all.  I just don't want to disappoint
you."

	Nick could feel the tears well up in his eyes.  "Aw baby...you could
never disappoint me!  Just being with you makes everything wonderful.  You're
so...special.  i can't even describe how much you mean to me.  I think I'd
die with out you.  Just as i can't imagine how i survived that past without
you, i can't imagine a future without you."

	Justin's eyes filled with tears.  "That's the sweetest thing anyone
has ever said to me."  'Why am I doing this to him?  Why am I doing this to
myself?!?  Why can't I just do this already?' His thoughts flew around in his
head in a crazy manner.  "Nick, I want to.  I'm ready."

	"Are you sure?  Because if you're not-"

	"No, i am."  Justin's words were slow and calm.  He reached to Nick's
face and lightly ran his hand down his cheek.  Nick smiled and turned his
face to kiss the hand that was carressing it.  Justin smiled lightly.  He
brought his hand to behind Nick's head and gently pulled him forward.  He
parted his lips as he did this.  Nick leaned down and placed his lips on
Justin's.  His tongue slowly entered his lovers mouth.  They massaged each
other's tongues very slowly.  Nick pulled back and put his arms on either
side of Justin's head.  He lifted himself up and looked down and smiled.  He
mouthed the words 'I love you'.  Justin smiled broadly and then wrapped his
arms around Nick's waist, pulling him down.  Nick began sucking slowly on
Justin's neck.  He worked his way down to the collar bone and then stopped.
He reached down and began to unbottun Justin's jersey.  Soon all the buttons
were undone.  Nick slowly removed it from Justin.  He shivered slightly, but
it felt good to be out of the wet shirt.  He realized that Nick must be just
as uncomfortable, so he reached down and pulled Nick's t-shirt up.  Nick
lowered his head and allowed Justin to get it off of him.  Justin admired
Nick's chest and torso, running his hands all over it.  Nick loved the
feeling of Justin's hands on him and groaned lightly.  Justin laughed and
slowly reached down to the top of Nick's jeans, resting his fingers on the
top button.  He thought for a moment and then quickly undid it.  Nick looked
down and stared into his eyes, as if asking if he was ok.  Justin nodded and
slowly unzipped Nick's fly.  Nick rolled over and allowed Justin to take his
jeans off.  He then undid Justin's pants and removed them slowly.  They were
both in their boxers, Nick lying on top of Justin.

	"So, you're sure you want to do this, right?"  Nick looked down at
Justin, who nodded his head in agreement.  He pulled at Nick's boxers.  Nick
rolled onto his back and Justin kneeled on all fours around Nick's knees.  He
brought his head down and began to lick at Nick's cock through the fabric.
Nick threw his head back in total ecstacy.  This gave Justin a bit more
confidence.  He pulled the boxers down until they were at Nick's ankles.
Nick quickly kicked them off and brought his arms up til they wrapped around
Justin.  He brought him down and began to grind their hips together.  Justin
moaned in pleasure as Nick brought his hand to Justin's cock and began to
jerk it through his boxers.  Justin rolled onto his back and placed Nick's
hand beneath the boxers.  Justin was fully erect.  Nick lowered his head and
began to lick around Justins cock.  Justin threw his head back and groaned,
gripping the sheets tightly with both hands.  Nick smiled and began to go
down on Justin.  He slowly took in inch by inch until all off Justin's cock
was in his mouth.  Justin was breathing very heavily.  He reached down to
Nick and pulled him back up to reach his mouth.  Soon they were kissing
again.  Then Justin began to kiss down Nick's body.  Nick moaned loudly.
Justin stopped when he got to Nick's large cock.  He opened his mouth wide
and tried to engulf the entire thing, but ended up choking a bit.

	"Justin, you don't have to."  Justin giggled a little and then began
licking around again.  After a few minutes of this, Justin looked up.

	"Nick, can i have you inside of me?"

	"Are you sure?  I don't want to hurt you."  Nick said, obviously
concerned.

	"You can't hurt me Nick.  Just tell me you love me."

	"I love you more than life itself."

	"That's all I need to know."  Justin laid down on his back Nick
reached into the drawer in the nightstand next to the bed and pulled out a
condom and a bottle of lube.  He looked down at Justin who had a very
peaceful look on his angelic face. He placed the condom on his hard penis.
Justin took the bottle of lube and slowly rubbed it all over his shaft.  Nick
moaned in ecstacy.  Justin smiled up at him then spread his legs wide apart.
Nick pressed the head of his cock to Justin, and then slowly entered.  Justin
gasped a little and Nick stopped.
	
	"Keep going," Justin said.

	"Not if this is hurting you."

	"Nick, i'm fine.  The pleasure is worth the pain.  Now please, keep
going."  With those words Nick  pushed farther and farther into Justin.  He
could feel the tightness around his cock.  After a few minutes, he was all
the way inside.  Justin let a tear fall from his eye and had stifled many
cries so as not to worry Nick.  Nick paused a moment, allowing Justin to get
used to the size that was now inside of him.  then he slowly withdrew and
reentered, very slowly.  Justin and Nick moaned in unison.
	
	"Are you alright?" Nick asked.

	"Yes, it feels great."  Nick began to thrust in with a little more
spead and force.  They continuously sighed and moaned as they were brought to
new levels of passion and ecstacy.  Justin began to run his hands throguh
Nick's hair, which Nick found to be very erotic.  Justin could feel himself
on the edge of cumming.  He grabbed the sheets tighter.  Another minute or so
and they were both reaching orgasm at the same time.  The both had held their
breath and when it was done let out a long sigh.
Nick layed down on top of Justin and wrapped his arms around him.  As his
cock become softer it slowly came out of Justin.

	"God that felt great," Nick said.  Justin could only nodd.  He was
shaking slightly.  "Are you ok?  You're shaking"

	"I'll be fine.  That was just so....I love you so much Nick."  Justin
again had tears in his eyes.

	"You have to stop crying.  I'm gonna start getting offended here!"
Nick laughed, gently wiping Justin's tears away.  He stopped smiling and
looked down.  "I love you so much it actually hurts.  I didn't know a person
could make me this happy."

	"Nick...could i sleep with you?  i mean, would you just hold me?"

	"Of course.  It's my dream."  He wrapped his arms around Justin and
pulled him close.  Justin snuggled up close and nuzzled his head to Nick's
shoulder.  After a few minutes Justin was asleep, his breathing slow and
rhythmic.  Nick watched him until his eyes slowly began to close.  He pulled
Justin in closer and rested his head against the pillow.  He whispered "I
love you" as he slowly drifted off....

To be continued...

Well, that was part three.  I hope everyone enjoyed reading it as much as I
enjoyed writing it.  Please send comments, etc to BrwyMilo@aol.com.  I love
email!!!!  Thanks for reading.