Date: Wed, 7 Jul 1999 18:58:28 EDT
From: BrwyMilo@aol.com
Subject: Nick and Justin part 6

Well, here's part 6 everybody.  I hope everyone is enjoying reading it, and
as always, comments and suggestions are more than welcomed.  They can be sent
to BrwyMilo@aol.com.  Note-I LOVE E-MAIL!  By the way, this story is
completely fictional and I don't mean to imply anything about the sexuality
of the bands.  Thanks for reading and enjoy!

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		Nick and Justin lay asleep in bed, fast asleep in each
other's arms.  Suddenly there was a loud knocking at the door.  Justin woke
up when he heard it and groaned.  He walked over to the door and opened it.
On the other side was JC, who had tears streaming down his face.

	"Can I come in?' he asked as the tears kept coming.

	Justin opened the door wide and let JC in, putting his arm around
JC's shoulder.  He closed the door behind them and escorted JC into the room.
 He turned the light on, causing Nick to stir.

	"What's wrong baby," Nick asked, his eyes still shut.

	"JC is here Nick."  Nick sat up in bed and squinted, his eyes
adjusting to the light.

	"Oh hey JC.  How was your night with Brian?" JC began to cry more.
Justin hugged him tightly as Nick sat up.  "What happened?"

	"He was so sweet.  I mean...it started out so great.  the dinner, the
movie.  then when I said it was time to go, he grabbed me and.."  He cried
louder as Justin cradled him.  Nick got out of the bed and walked over to
them.  He too wrapped his arms around JC.  "He just started touching me all
over...and he wouldn't stop....and I had to push him off of me..."

	"JC, I know how you must feel right now, but try to think of Brian as
well.  We all knew Brian was coming on a little strong.  I'm not telling you
this was your fault, but you shouldn't be surprised that he tried something."

	"I know.  It's just that he was so sweet during the movie.  It was
all so wonderful and then he did that.  I felt so cheap."

	"JC, you are not cheap.  Now I'm not going to tell you to forgive
Brian, but try not to be to upset about it.  There are lots of guys out there
JC.  You'll find the one that's right for you."  Justin said while looking
into JC's eyes.

	"I just felt like I could be with him, you know. He made me feel good
for a while.  Why would he pull something like that?"

	"Well, you are pretty hot JC," Nick said as Justin quickly looked up
at him.  "I'm making him feel better!" Nick quickly replied.  "You turned him
on and he was hoping that he had had the same effect on you.  He wanted
something physical that you weren't ready to give.  It happens a lot you
know."

	"I know-"

	There was a sudden knock on the door.  "Nick, open up please!  It's
Brian.  I need to talk to you.  Please open up."  He sounded like he was
crying pretty badly.  Justin quickly ushered JC into the bathroom and closed
the door.  Nick walked to the door to the room and Brian stumbled in, crying
hysterically.  He sat down on the floor and continued to cry.

	"Brian, what is it," Nick asked as he sat down on the floor next to
Brian.  Brian clutched Nick's arm and cried on his shoulder.

	"I blew it Nick.  I really blew it with JC.  I don't know why I did
it.  I'm so stupid!  Why did I do it Nick?  What the hell came over me?"

	"What did you do Brian?"

	"I tried to...I thought I could...I dunno!  JC was in my room and he
got up to go and I had to stop him!  I needed him to stay with me.  and
before I knew it I was all over him and he was trying to leave and I was
trying to stop him.  I really ruined thing Nick.  JC will never talk to me
again!  I mean why should he after what I did to him.  How could I be so
stupid!  I...I think I love him Nick.  What am I going to do?"  He cried even
harder as Nick pulled him into a hug.  He looked up at Justin on the bed who
could only sigh heavily.  The bathroom door began to open very slowly.

	"Brian..." JC said as he stepped halfway out.

	"JC!" Brian exclaimed.  He ran over to JC and threw his arms around
him.  JC didn't move for a moment, but then lifted his arms and placed them
lightly around Brian.

	"I'm so sorry JC," Brian said into JC's chest.  JC patted him on his
back gently.  "I don't know why I did what I did.  Please don't hate me!"
Brian continued to sob as JC tried to quiet him.  Brian slowly looked up.  JC
was looking down at him, his lips curved slightly upward.  Brian's eyes were
full of hope.  JC leaned down slowly and gently kissed Brian's cheek.  Brian
began to cry more as JC held him tighter.

	"Brian, listen to me," JC began.  "I don't know why you did what you
did.  But I did hear what you said when you came in here.  Brian, I didn't
know you felt that way.  Why didn't you tell me anything?  I've had feelings
for you since I first met you."

	Brian smiled widely as the tears streamed down his face.  "I only
found out you were gay today JC!  I didn't have much of a chance."

	JC nodded and hugged Brian closer.  "Let's go back to your room.  I
guess we have a lot to talk about."

	JC brought his hand up to Brian's face and wiped his tears away.
Brian smiled and he and JC left Nick and Justin's room.  Justin walked to the
door and watched as they entered Brian's room.

	Justin quietly closed the door behind him and waked over to where
Nick was sitting on the bed.  "That was quite a spectacle, wasn't it?"

	"You can say that again.  I don't know what Brian was thinking.  But,
maybe it'll have a happy ending after all?"

	"Well, maybe."  Justin yawned and leaned over against Nick.  Nick put
an arm around him.

	"I think they'd be cute together.  They seem to like each other well
enough.  I mean, they'll never be as happy as we are.  No one could ever be
as happy as we are.  I love you more than anything Justin.  I hope you know
that.  Sometimes I-" Nick heard a slight sound from Justin and noticed he was
snoring.  "OK, so maybe I am a little boring."  He lifted Justin slowly and
carried him back to where he had been sleeping before JC had come.  He
crawled into bed and then pulled the blankets over then both.  Justin
snuggled up to Nick's chest and Nick laid his head back on his pillow, his
arms wrapped securely around Justin.  He definitely enjoyed sleeping like
this.

	The phone was ringing as sunlight shone brightly into Nick's room.
He moaned and reached for it.  This time he was close enough to answer it
without disturbing Justin.

	"Hello?" Nick said groggily, his eyes still closed.

	"My room, twenty minutes.  We need both of you there to discuss the
next leg of the trip."

	"OK, Kevin, we'll both be there."  Nick hung up the phone and
stretched. As he removed his arms from around Justin, Justin tightened his
grip on Nick.  Nick knew he had his work cut out for him.  They had not
gotten much sleep last night with the whole Brian and JC thing.  And it was
only 7 in the morning now.  "Well, I guess I'll try the old fashioned
approach," he said out loud.  "Justin," he whispered into Justin's ear.
Justin moved around a little, but stayed fast asleep.  "Justin," Nick said
somewhat louder.

	"I'm not leaving this bed, so don't even think about it," Justin said
with his eyes firmly closed.  Nick sighed.

	"Alright then, you leave me no choice."  Nick got up from the bed and
through on a pair of boxers and a T-shirt.  Then he walked back to where
Justin had wrapped a blanket firmly around him.  Nick took a deep breath and
lifted Justin out of the bed, blanket and all.

	"What are you doing!" Justin said, suddenly awake.

	"I told Kevin we'd be at his room.  I make it a point to keep my
word," Nick said with a smile as he carried Justin out of the room.  Justin
laughed a little and then relaxed the best he could.  They were soon at
Kevin's door.  Nick kicked the bottom lightly with his foot three times.  He
could hear people talking inside and then a shuffling as someone approached
the door.  Kevin opened it and looked shocked at what he saw.

	"Is he alright!" Kevin asked with concern.

	"Yea, he's just tired," Nick said as he entered the room.  He walked
past the guys and gently put Justin down on the bed, facing them as best he
could.

	"Now why didn't we ever think of doing that!" Joey exclaimed with a
laugh.  Justin threw him a dirty look and then shut his eyes again.

	Nick sat down on the floor right below where Justin.  Justin dangled
his arm over the side of the bed and played with nick's hair.  Nick laughed
and turned his head to kiss the hand.  Then he turned his head to a corner of
the room, where Brian and JC sat.  JC sat in front of Brian indian style,
while Brian had his legs wrapped around JC's.  He looked up at Justin who
shrugged.  He looked back at Brian who had the biggest smile on his face.
'Well, whatever makes them happy I guess,' he thought to himself.

	"OK guys.  I was talking to management and here are our plans for the
next week or so.  We're flying back to Orlando tonight.  So, we have
basically the whole day off.  Then tomorrow we go to the studio.  Nick, the
label wants you and Justin to record "I Need You Tonight" just as you did it
yesterday.  It's supposed to be released as a single.  After some time at the
studio, we're supposed to do some promotional stuff for the tour, autographs,
etc.  Then, we get on the bus and the tour really starts.  Any questions?"

	The guys shook their heads and Kevin told them to meet in the lobby
in one hour, as their plane would leave at ten.  Nick picked up Justin who
had fallen back asleep and carried him back to their room, causing much
laughter from everyone in the room.  Once they were in the room and the door
was shut, Nick took his clothes off and turned on the water to the shower.
He made sure it was the right temperature and then walked to where Justin
was.  He removed Justin's clothes and carried him into the bathroom with him.
 As the water hit Justin, he quickly woke up and realized where he was.

	"Nick...we're in a shower together," Justin said in disbelief.

	"Yea well, you refused to get up, and we have to be ready to leave in
an hour so I thought this would be easiest," Nick replied as he held Justin
in his arms.  Justin giggled and then stood on his own.  He stretched and
smiled at Nick.

	"You are beautiful when you're wet," he sighed.

	"And you are beautiful all the time," Nick replied, tapping Justin's
nose.  Justin laughed and grabbed the shampoo.  He applied some to his hair
and then rubbed his hands through Nick's, cleaning it thoroughly.  Nick
enjoyed having Justin wash his hair and moaned in appreciation.  "We really
need to do this every morning."

	Justin nodded as he washed the shampoo out of his own hair and Nick's
hair.  Then he reached for the soap and began to wash Nick's body.  He ran
his hands up and Nick's well-defined body as Nick moaned.  He gently grabbed
Nick's semi hard member and began to stroke.  Nick moaned loudlyand reached
out for Justin's tool.  They stood under the water stroking each other before
Justin spoke up.

	"Say, we gotta get going, don't we?"  Nick sighed loudly and released
his hold on Justin.  Justin laughed at Nick's frustration and leaned into his
ear.  "Later teddybear."  Nick perked up and they finished washing quickly.
They turned off the water and stepped out.  Nick wrapped the shivering Justin
up in a big fluffy white towel and then put one around himself.  They stepped
out of the bathroom and quickly pulled some clothes out of their suitcases.
They hurriedly got dressed and threw all of each others clothes into the
suitcases, not caring what clothes went into either as they would be going to
the same place anyway.  Justin had invited Nick to stay at his house while in
Orlando.  Nick had protested at first, but Justin assured him that there was
plenty of room and his mom loved company.  So he had agreed and was looking
forward to meeting Justin's family.

	They made sure the room was in order and brought all their luggage
out into the hall.  "Justin, can I ask you something?"

	"Anything sweety."

	"Are we going to...well are you planning on telling your mom about
us?"

	Justin froze for a second.  He hadn't even thought it out that far.
How could he keep something this big from his mother?  She had always been
there for him when he needed her and he liked to believe they had a good
relationship.  "Um...yes.  Yes I am going to tell her I guess.  I don't know
when and I don't know how, but I will tell her."

	Nick smiled.  He felt like their relationship had just become
something more than a fling.  "I'll tell my mom too," Nick replied.  He
didn't know when he was going to do that, but he thought that Justin might
find it reassuring to hear that.  He kissed Justin lightly on the cheek and
they headed to the lobby to meet the other guys.  They found that they were
all already checked out.  The hotel manager escorted them to the rear exit of
the hotel, thanking them for staying there.  They looked out the door and
were thankful that there were no fans there.  Kevin, AJ, Howie, Chris and
Joey hopped in one limo, while JC, Brian, Nick, Justin and Lance sat in the
other.  Brian rode the entire time with his head on JC's shoulder.  Justin
stared at them with his mouth wide open for a minute, but then decided it was
best to let it go and laid his own head down in Nick's lap.  Nick played with
his curls as they sped to the airport. They were led through to a rear
entrance to avoid getting mobbed and boarded a private jet that the label had
provided.

	Nick and Brian both were not fans of flying back home to Orlando.
Nick sat clutching Justin's arm the entire time.  Justin laughed and wrapped
an arm around Nick's shoulders.  Nick laid his head on Justin's shoulder and
tried to relax.  He looked over to where Brian and JC were sitting and
noticed them in the same position.

	"Justin, have you spoken to JC at all about him and Brian?"

	"No, I haven't gotten a chance to yet.  But he's staying at my house
too, so we should have plenty of time to figure it out."  He laid his head on
top of Nick's and hummed lightly into Nick's ear trying to get him to sleep.
Soon they were both dozing off.

	"Justin, Nick, we're here."  Kevin was leaning over them, shaking
Justin gently.  Nick opened his eyes and nodded.  He untangled himself from
Justin and shook him slowly.

	"We're here."  Justin groaned and stood up without opening his eyes.
He let Nick lead him from the plane.  They quickly hopped into a bus that was
waiting for them.  Their luggage was already on the bus and they were soon
heading towards their homes.  Justin, JC and Nick were the first to be
dropped off.  Brian gave JC his telephone number and then ran back to the bus.

	As the three walked up the path to Justin's house the door flew open
and a little boy came running out.

	"JUSTIN!" he cried as he charged at his older brother.  Justin
dropped his bags and lifted him up.

	"Hey Jonathon!  I missed you buddy," he said as he kissed his brother
on the top of his blond head.  "Where's mom?"

	"She's in the kitchen.  Hi JC!"  Jonathon leaned over from Justin's
arms and hopped into JC's.  They both laughed as JC hugged Jonathon.

	"You miss me?"

	"Yea.  Wanna play Nintendo?!?"

	"Sure, I'd love to, but I have to unpack a little first.  OK?"

	"OK.  Who are you," he asked, pointing at Nick.

	"This is Nick, Jonathon.  He's gonna be staying with us while we're
here, ok?"

	"Do you like Nintendo," he asked, squinting his eye.

	"Sure do!  I play it with my brother Aaron all the time."  Jonathon
jumped from JC's arms over to Nick.

	"Good, you can play Nintendo with me!"  Nick laughed and slowly
lowered Jonathon to the ground.  They all picked up their bags as Jonathon
ran back into the house.

	"You passed the test," Justin joked.  "If you play Nintendo with him,
he'll love you forever."  Nick laughed as they continued to walk up to the
house.

	Lynn came running out from the kitchen as Jonathon ran around.  She
was entering the living room just as Justin, Nick and JC were entering the
house.  She smiled widely and threw her arms around Justin, giving him a big
hug. "It's so good to have you home!"

	"I missed you mom," Justin said as his mom released him.  He threw
his bag into the corner and let his mom give JC a hug as well.

	"Hi Lynn."

	"JC, you've lost a little weight haven't you?  We'll have to take
care of that."  She looked over at Nick and smiled and then looked over at
Justin.  "And who is this fine looking gentleman?"

	"Mom, this is Nick Carter from the Backstreet Boys.  They're on tour
with us, so I invited him to stay here with us."

	"Well isn't that wonderful."  She gave Nick a big hug.  "This house
has been empty for far too long.  We have plenty of room here, so you guys
just make yourself comfortable.  We're gonna eat early tonight.  I'm sure
you're all starving.  JC, you know where your room is.  Justin, you show Nick
to his room.  I'm sure you guys want to get cleaned up."  She ran back into
the kitchen leaving the three boys and Jonathon in the living room.

	"OK guys, let's get to our rooms." Justin said as he grabbed his bags
and headed up the stairs.

	"Can I come too," Jonathon pleaded.

	"Sure thing," Nick said as he picked Jonathon up and threw him on his
back.  Justin smiled at how well they were getting along and led the way to
the bedrooms.

	"JC, you know your room.  Nick, you come with me."  He led Nick down
the hallway.  "This is my room," he said as he flung his bags into a rather
spacious bedroom with a queen-sized bed in it.  "You can put your things in
this room over here," he said, indicating a room directly across the hall.
He looked up at Jonathon who was playing with Nick's hair as he sat on his
shoulders.  "Jonathon, why don't you go help JC unpack?"

	"Alright," Jonathon said as he climbed down and scampered down the
hall.

	"You can sleep in my room for the most part.  My mom usually stays
out of there when I'm home."

	"Well that does sound like a good idea."  Justin led Nick into Nick's
new room and closed the door.  As soon as it was shut he pulled Nick into a
close passionate kiss.  Nick began kissing him back, dropping his bags to the
floor.  He pulled Justin into him and began grinding his hips into Justin's.
Justin moaned and led Nick over to the bed.  He plopped down and then pulled
Nick down on top of him.  Justin pulled Nick's shirt off and looked at the
body he loved so much.  He licked around one of his nipples and watched
Nick's face contort with pleasure.

	"Justin, this may not be the best idea.  I mean, your mom is right
downstairs and she's gonna be expecting us for dinner soon.  As much as I
would LOVE to continue right now, it may not be the best idea."  Justin
smiled and slowly nodded his head.

	"Later.  I want you for dessert."  Nick moaned and rolled off of
Justin.  Justin stood up and began to walk towards the door.

	"Justin wait a sec," Nick called.  Justin turned and looked at him.
"You'd better hide that," he said, indicating the large bulge in Justin's
pants.  Justin turned bright red and walked over to Nick on the bed.

	"And you better look out now," Justin said as he began to tickle Nick
all over.  Nick roared with laughter, trying to free himself.  Finally Justin
agreed he had been tortured enough and got up.  Justin quickly adjusted
himself to hide the bugle best he could and walked towards his room.

	"Well if anything, this trip will be interesting," Nick said out-loud
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	"So Nick, is your room alright?" Lynn asked as she began to serve the
dinner which consisted of chicken and pasta.

	"My room is wonderful.  Thank you for letting me stay here."

	"Oh don't even think of it," she said as she smiled at him.  "Like I
said, this house has been to empty for too long.  You guys don't get nearly
enough time off."

	"Well, we won't be getting any for a while after we're done here," JC
said.  "We're really just here to do some recording and prepare a little more
before the tour really kicks into gear."

	"Yea, but we should be able to squeeze a week off every now and
again," Justin said, smiling up at his mother.

	"Nick, will you play with me when you're done eating," Jonathon asked
cautiously.

	"Sure I will.  What do you wanna play?  Nintendo?"

	Jonathon's eyes lit up as he nodded rapidly.  Justin laughed.  "Look
out there, you'll give yourself whiplash!"

	"What are you guys planning on doing tonight anyway," Lynn asked as
she took a forkful of food into her mouth.

	"Well, we might go to a club with some of the other guys," Justin
replied as he shoved some pasta into his mouth.

	Lynn sighed.  "Don't spend too much time at those clubs Justin.
They're not places I like you hanging out in."

	"Well don't worry, me and JC will take very good care of him," Nick
smiled.  Lynn laughed and then continued eating.  The rest of the meal was
spent in silence, with an occasional chime from Jonathon.  When everyone was
finished eating, he got up, walked over to Nick and tugged on his arm.

	"Ready?"

	"Sure am!  JC, why don't you call Brian and the other guys and see
what they're up to, and then we'll get going.  Justin, you can watch your
brother beat me if you'd like?"  Justin laughed and got up, following the two
up the stairs to Jonathon's room.

	Meanwhile, JC picked up the phone in the kitchen and dialed the
number Brian had given him before they left.  He waited a few rings before
someone picked up.

	"Hello?"

	"Hey Brian, it's JC."

	Brian felt his heart jump a little and a huge smile snuck up on his
face.  "Hi cutey!  I miss you.  What's up?"

	"Well, we were wondering if you and the other guys wanted to go to a
club tonight or something."

	"How about just you, me, Justin and Nick?  Just for tonight.  This
way the rest of the guys can get settled and we can spend some quality time
together."  Brian's voice had a hint of pleading in it, which JC couldn't
help but smile at.

	"You're very cute Brian Littrell.  And I think that sounds like a
wonderful idea.  Why don't you come over here at around 8 or so and we can
get going?"

	"Sounds great.  I'll miss you."

	"You're gonna see me in a couple of hours!"

	"I know, but I always miss you when I'm not around you."  JC felt his
heart turn to butter as he whispered his good-byes.  He hung up the phone and
stood in the kitchen for a minute.  He still was a little doubtful of his
relationship with Brian, but after the discussion in his room the night
before he felt a lot better.  Brian had explained to him that he thought
that's what he wanted.  It made JC feel better to know that Brian was not
merely being hormonal.  He inhaled deeply and ran for the stairs up to
Jonathon's room.  From the top of the stairs he could hear the sounds of
'Mariocart' being played.  He stepped into the room and saw Justin sitting on
Joanthon's bed staring at the back of Nick's head.

	"He's really good with him isn't he?" JC whispered to Justin as he
entered the room.

	"He's wonderful with him.  I wasn't sure how Nick would be with kids,
you know, if he liked them or not.  He's making me fall in love with him even
more JC.  It's one of the most wonderful things I've ever felt."  He let a
small tar slide down his cheek and then stared at the man he loved.

	"Aw, you win again Jonathon.  You' re too good for me," he yelled as
he began to tickle him.  Jonathon squealed with laughter as he kicked his
legs at Nick.  Nick finally stopped and gently placed him on the bed next to
Justin.

	"I like him!" Jonathon laughed.  Justin cracked a huge smile and
looked up at nick who was blushing.

	"Well so do I," Justin laughed.  "But we're gonna go out in a little
while, so why don't you run down and watch some TV?"

	Jonathon scampered off and Justin quickly kissed Nick on the lips.
"What was that for," Nick asked with surprise.

	"For being you," Justin replied as he walked towards his room.  Nick
smiled at JC and the two of then also headed to their own rooms.  They
freshened up in the bathroom and changed their clothes to go clubbing.  Nick
emerged wearing a pair of khaki cargo pants and a black ribbed tank top, with
his hair slicked back.  Justin was wearing a pair of baggy jeans and a baby
blue tank top.  Justin stepped out into the hall and saw Nick.  He grabbed
his hand and pulled him into his room, shutting the door behind him.

	"Justin, please don't do anything that's gonna make these pants any
tighter than they already are," Nick laughed.  Justin ran his hand up and
down Nick's stomach.

	"I wasn't planning on it.  I just wanted to tell you that I love you.
 Very much."

	"So much," Nick said as he pulled Justin in towards him. "God I don't
ever want to let you go," Nick said as he laid his head down on Justin's
shoulder.

	"Then don't, because I never plan on letting you go away," Justin
replied.  they held each other their for a moment.  Suddenly there was a
knock on the door.  Justin and Nick quickly separated.  "...and that's how I
got this scar on my chin," Justin said quickly as Lynn entered the room.

	"Oh, here you guys are.  Brian is here."

	"Thanks mom, we'll be down in one sec."  Lynn exited the room and
headed down the hall.

	"Ugh, that was close.  I guess I'd better tell her tomorrow, huh?"
Justin asked, a slight whimper in his voice.

	"Justin, if you're not ready to tell her then don't.  No one is going
to ask you to do anything you don't want to."  Nick gently brought Justin
into an embrace.

	"No Nick, I want her to know how happy you've made my life. I am
going to tell her tomorrow."  Justin kissed Nick lightly on the cheek and
then smiled at him for reassurance.  Nick smiled back at him and hugged him
tighter for a second.

	"Well come on, we'd better get going," Nick said as he tugged Justin
out of the room.  "The sooner we go out, the sooner we get home," Nick said
erotically.  Justin stopped dead and gave him a wicked grin.  They walked
down the stairs and out of the house, where Brian had parked his car.  Nick
and Justin peered inside and saw that JC and Brian were kissing passionately.
 "They're almost as bad as we are!"  Nick laughed.  They climbed in the back
seat and soon were speeding along the highway.


Well, that's part 6 for you.  The next installment will be out in a couple of
days and will have a few surprises in it.  I hope you're enjoying the series
so far.  It's only the beginning.  As always, send comments, suggestions,
etc. to BrwyMilo@aol.com.  Thanks for reading!