Date: Wed, 31 Jan 2001 09:46:29 -0600
From: Lee McDougal <leo1980@gay.com>
Subject: "Nick's Gift"

Hey everyone!  Well, here's a story for all those Nick Carter fans out
there!  I hope you enjoy it.  It was written with the intent of being a
one-part story, but let me know what you think.  I do have a few more ideas
for it.

And of course...I don't know the real Nick Carter, and have no clue to his
real sexual preference or his other details either *points down*.  So if I
have offended anyone, I apologize.  And if anyone personally knows Nick,
and wants to verify anything, feel free to do so!  LOL!

As usual you can email me at leo1980@gay.com


Nick's Gift

	It started off as a normal day, but it turned out to be a night I'd
never forget.  I happened to be listening to the radio one day to my
favorite Backstreet Boys cd...when I decided to go out for a while.  It was
a beautiful afternoon so I thought I'd walk to the near by mall.  There
were a few things I needed, or at least wanted.

	It was only a few blocks down from my house, and there was a great
park between here and there.  It had a nice pond where the ducks like to
swim.  Occasionally I would stop to admire them, and okay a few of the guys
there at the park as well.

	Well, brief introductions: my name is Paul.  I'm 21 and freshly out
of the closet.  I happen to come from a very well off family, so I've just
been kind of floating around lately.  My father has promised me $100,000 to
invest however I like, so sometime in the near future I have to find some
profitable investment.  But for now I'm just trying to enjoy life.

	In any case, back to babe watch.  I was scooping out this cute guy
in a ball cap.  I wasn't sure, but it seemed like I had seen him before.
But it wasn't ringing any bells yet.  Next what happened really blew my
mind.  He started looking my way too!

	I don't know what it was, but I was suddenly drawn to him.  I
walked up to him and smiled at him like a little kid...Oh great now what,
at least he's smiling back.

	"Hey there."  I said.

	"Hey man, what's up?"  He asked me in his sexy voice.

	"Me..."  I whispered, then covered up quickly with "Um nothing
much.  Just was walking to the mall, and stopped to enjoy the scenery."

	"Ah, cool.  Mind if I go with you, it's been a while since I've got
to do some shopping."  The guy said.

	"Okay that's cool."  I was glad he didn't catch my slip.  "Anyway
my name is Paul."  I introduced myself.

	"Nice to meet you Paul, my name is...Nick."  He whispered in my
ear.

	`OH MY GOD' I screamed on the inside.  "I thought I saw you
before."  I stuttered out.

	"Shhh...It's our secret."  Nick stated.

	** Reality check**

	Okay here I was in the park with Nick Carter of the Backstreet
Boys, and we were about to spend the evening shopping!  AS IF!  At this
point I pinched myself, but I still didn't wake up.  So I did the only
thing I could do...I shook his hand, and decided to see the dream through.

	** Whatever! **

	"So what are you doing here man?"  I asked him.

	"Well, we had a show last night here, and to be honest...I'm just
bored with it.  So I decided to go off for a couple of days.  They'll just
tell the reporters I'm sick or something I'm sure.  But I needed a break."
Nick explained to me.

	"So you just took off, by yourself?"  I asked him.

	"Yeah, it's not the first time.  And it can be fun sometimes."
Nick winked at me.

	"Aren't you afraid of being mobbed by teenage girls, and having
your limbs severed and sold on Ebay?"  I asked him jokingly.

	"Man your funny, but no I don't worry about the girls that
much...besides you have to admit I do look like a different person when I
don't shave, and wear a cap."  He mentioned his change of appearance.

	"That's very true.  Well, shall we get going then?"  I asked him.

	"Sure.  So you're a fan then?"  Nick asked me.

	"Of course, I have all your stuff."  I said trying not to get
embarrassed

	"That's great, we don't get a lot of male fans."  Nick said.

	"Yeah, I guess you like all the girls trailing after you though."
I joked.

	"You'd be surprised; I prefer the male fans."  He said with a big
smile.

	At that point I knew I was dreaming, but heck I didn't care!  We
walked the rest of the short way to the mall.  We entered through the
automatic doors, and headed for the music store.  I didn't know what he
wanted to shop for, but this was always my first stop.  At this point we
kind of separated to look at different stuff.  As usual I went to look at
the Backstreet Boys stuff...wait what am I doing, you got one of them with
you...isn't that enough?

	Oh well, what can I say I love this stuff.  They had the import
versions of the first 2 albums...you know the one's that weren't released
here in the states, and instead were made into a single one.  I always
wanted them, but never found them before today!  But damn they were
steep-30 bucks apiece.  That's sad for a CD price.  But I got the cash to
blow anyway.  I picked them up.

	While I was busy looking over the cd's, Nick crept up behind me.
"What you got there?"  He asked.

	"Oh it's your guys first 2 cd's I've been looking for them a while
now."  I told him.

	"Yeah, they are hard to come by here in the states...Damn 30
dollars, no can't let you do that."  Nick said.

	"Why not, I got the money."  I told him.

	"Yes, but you also have the artist.  When I go back I'll have them
send you a free copy of both, and something I want you to listen to for me.
If you don't mind?"  He asked.

	"Sure I'd be happy to."  I said.  I was shocked that he was going
to give me something, but then again I wasn't going to stop him.  Don't
look a gift horse in the mouth, or so they say.

	"Well, since you seem to want to spend money, how about I suggest
something?"  Nick asked me.

	"Sure, why not."  I said.

	"Here get this. They are really good."  He said handing me the new
No Doubt CD.

	"Oh cool, I`ve been meaning to buy this one.  I love Bathe Water."
I said looking it over.

	"So you've heard their stuff then, I thought so!"  He said
laughing.

	"What do you mean by that?"  I smiled at him.

	"Oh, let's just say I was checking to see if you were a real pop
music fan, or just trying to get in my pants."  He said and stuck his
tongue out at me.

	"What...?"  I asked ready to wake up from the new nightmare twist.

	"Don't freak out man, I knew you were gay when you were staring at
me back at the park.  Why do you think I invited myself to the mall with
you?"  He asked smiling, and calming me down.

	"Man, it doesn't bother you?"  I asked him.

	"Not at all..." He started to say something, but he held back.

	"Well, let's get checked out then."  I said ending the awkward
moment.

	"Right."  Nick said lost in what to say for once.

	Nick had bought a few things: Spice Girls: Holler, and the new
Matchbox Twenty.  And I paid for my Nick picked pop-approved copy of No
Doubt's "Return of Saturn".

	"I love the new Spice Girls, man!"  I said trying to get the
conversation running again.  Silence is so...stressful.

	"Yeah, it's great!  I've been meaning to get it for a while.  So
anyway, if you don't mind...can we go get something to eat?  I'm starved."
He said.

	"Sure, anything for the cutest member of my favorite group."  I
said flirting.

	"Thanks."  He said laughing at me.

	"Well, anyway what do you want to eat, there's a chicken place,
pizza..." Nick cut me off at this point.

	"Pizza will be great!"  He said.

	We both had a slice of cheese pizza, and set and talked about
stuff...  It was all small talk, like what kind of movies we liked, schools
we went to, and why people actually like Nsync.  We both come up with a
blank on that last one.

	After finishing our food, we started walking back towards the exit.
We both decided to call it quits for today.  For my part, It was exhausting
keeping from grabbing Nick's ass.  And for him...well whatever was on his
mind was bugging him.  But I already had that much figured out.  He was
obviously trying to work up the courage to tell me he's gay.  AFTER ALL,
this was my dream.  What else could it be?

	When we got to the park, part of me worried that this was goodbye.
I mean I knew I just met him, but I didn't want it to end.  What now, throw
myself at him?  No, not my style, too bad...sounds like a good idea at the
moment!

	"Well, this is where I found you.  Where are you staying at
tonight?"  I asked hoping I might get his number at least.

	"Well...actually I don't have anywhere to stay tonight...um, is it
okay if I crash at your place?"  Nick asked me.

	"Sure, that'd be great!"  I said ready to freak out.

	"Well, let's get going then.  Unless you want to stay and feed the
ducks.'  He asked.

	"Well, actually that's not that bad an idea.  It's a beautiful
afternoon."  I commented.

	"That's cool.  I'd like to talk some more anyway."  Nick said
setting on a near by bench.

	I set down beside him.  "What's up man...I know something's on you
mind."  I finally got the courage to just ask.

	"Well, I've just been trying to figure out if I can trust you with
something.  After spending some time with you, I'm pretty sure I can.  But
I need you to promise, not to tell anyone what I'm about to say."  Nick
said to me, almost staring a hole into me.

	"I promise Nick.  Your secret is safe with me."  Though I already
knew what it was.

	"I really hate being in a band...it's so annoying having to travel
from one place to another.  I just want to find a nice place to settle
down, and leave it all behind.  But the guys keep talking me out of it.  It
can be so annoying."  He said.

	Well... That wasn't what I thought after all...hmmm...well still at
least he was willing to talk to me.  Maybe we'd become good friends.  I
smiled at him.

	"Well, I'm glad you could trust me to talk about it.  I can see how
people would spread that all over and cause a bit upset with your record
company."  I stated.

	"So what would you do?"  He asked.

	"Well, I don't know...I can understand being burned out after what
8 years?"  I asked.

	"Yup and I think that's enough for anyone."  Nick told me.

	"I can imagine so.  You've certainly accomplished a lot as a group.
And probably have enough money saved back to retire."  I asked/stated.

	"Yeah, enough...and I do have a few back-up plans."  Nick told me.

	"Well, that's cool...to be honest I thought you were going tell me
your gay."  I admitted to him.

	"Oh, I just assumed you guessed that by now.  After all I've been
flirting all afternoon."  Nick said.

	"I knew it!"  I laughed with him.

	"Well, my best advice to you on what we discussed is...go back and
finish out this last tour.  And if you still feel the same way, you can
quit.  I know the guys will be disappointed and so will a lot of your fans,
but you have to be true to yourself too."  I told him.

	"Yeah, that's another thing...I'm tired of pretending to be
straight all the time.  It's annoying.  I mean if they just let me be
indifferent to the media, I'd be fine.  But they keep cooking up all these
stupid lies and rumors about me.  And I had to even do interviews saying
that I moved in with some girl.  Who knows what they'll do to cover my
trail next?"  Nick told me.

	"Well, that has to suck.  But if that's what's bothering you, tell
the guys you'll stay in the group on your terms.  Tell them your ready to
come out.  If you are, that is."  I told him.

	"That's a good idea...but I'm not sure if I have the courage to do
that."  Nick sighed.

	"Well, you'll be ready someday...or you can just quit and hide from
the world.  But would that be much better?"  I asked him.

	"You're right Paul.  I have to face up to it sooner or later."
Nick said with a tear running down his face.

	"Okay, let's get back to my place."  I told him.

	"That's a good idea."  Nick smiled through the tears.

	After that I led him back to my house.  It wasn't much, but it was
home.  After all I'm only 21 didn't want to spend all my money on a house.
So instead I'm renting a small home.  It's nice, but small is the case of
it.

	I led him to my couch and we set down, before long he was on my
shoulder crying some more.  I could tell he had been keeping this all in
way to long.  I didn't mind, hell he was Nick carter...guys would give
their left nut for this!  Well, maybe not, but it was still cool to have
him in my house.

	After he was better.  "Well, it's not very late, but I think you
should lie down."  I told him.

	"Yeah, that was a bit tiresome.  Where will I be sleeping?"  He
asked.

	"Well, I have two bedrooms, but since I live alone...I just turned
the other room into my computer room.  I guess you can sleep in my bed, and
I'll take the couch."  I offered.

	"Don't be silly, I won't let you do that.  And I'm sure there's
room for both of us."  He told me.

	"Okay, you're the boss I said leading him to my room.  When he came
in he saw that I had a couple of their posters up and laughed.  I blushed,
but not that much.  I was getting used to him teasing me.

	"So what do you think of my room?"  I asked.

	"Nice I like the red walls."  He said.

	"Thanks, it's my favorite color...and I wanted to be different."  I
told him.

	"You certainly are.  But like Howie would say, `what makes you
different, makes you beautiful to me'" It was sweet.

	"Aww..." I shot for broke and kissed him.

	He drew back for a second.  I thought I screwed up.  But he just
looked at me and smiled.  And leaned in for another kiss.

	With that we fell down on the bed and held each other...we kissed
and cuddled for at least an hour, before one of us got the nerve to speak.

	"Well, I don't know about you, but I'd be more comfortable if got
my jeans off."  I told Nick.

	"Mmm, me too!"  Nick said.  We got up and I helped him out of his
pants!!!

	He returned the favor, and I also helped him pull of his shirt.
And slung off my shirt too.

	When we were both down to our briefs, mine black, his white.  We
cuddled back up and made out some more. Talk about erotic!

	Nick started grinding his cloth-covered cock into my crotch.  He
was getting hard, and I could feel it!  And myself...I was right there with
him.  I loved the feel of his tongue in my mouth.  I was sucking on it, and
twirling it with mine.  His mouth was just so sweet and moist.  I couldn't
get enough!

	With as much self control as I could muster, I managed to pull
away.  I started to slowly lick at his neck, and suck gently on his soft
flesh.  I didn't want to leave a mark, so I moved around, making sure his
whole neck was covered with my mouth at least once.  He was moaning as I
went on, and grinding his cock on my leg.  I couldn't believe I was
actually on the verge of having sex with Nick!  The fact that he's a star
put aside...he was a great guy!  And so hot!  I ran my hand through his
blonde hair, and leaned up and kissed him again softly on the lips.

	"You're good at that babe."  Nick said.

	"You're one hell of a kisser."  I told him.

	Then I went back to what I was doing...I started licking his chest,
and sucking it...moving my way ever so slow to his left nipple.  I wanted
him to really enjoy this.  I licked it first, and then sucked on it
softly...I heard him whimper, so I took it as a hint, and really put some
suction to it.  He let out a good moan that time!  I could tell he was
having fun, his briefs were getting moist on my leg from precum!

	I moved over and did the same for the other nipple.  At this point
he was begging for release.

	"Baby please move down..." He said

	So I moved down to his briefs, and licked at the precum that was
seeping through.  I licked at some of it and sucked on the imprint of his
hard cock.  It felt a little strange sucking his cock through the shorts,
but he really loved it!  I finally pulled the briefs down, and licked all
the precum off his 7 inches of cock.  It was beautiful!  Uncut even, Grade
A choice cock!  I dove down on it.  And before long I had more sweet precum
to enjoy.

	If it was possible to fall in love with someone you just met...it
happened to me.  I sucked on his cock with a passion.  Going up and down on
his thick meat, I thought I'd choke.  But I did okay.  I kept going till he
was shaking, and moaning loudly!  I knew it was time.  He started shooting
into my mouth!

	There's no words to describe the way his cum tasted, but simply put
it was sweet and delicious.  I swallowed it all, and suckled at his cock
for any last drops.

	"That was amazing Paul."  Nick said and pulled me up and kissed me
deeply.

	We spent a long time just kissing and holding each other, till
eventually Nick did most of the same things to me.  He was really good at
sucking cock too.  He must have had practice.

	He soon had me shooting a huge load down his throat.  I was
surprised that he swallowed.  I just assumed that he wouldn't.

	After that we were both exhausted.  After another long wet kiss.  I
flipped off the light, and soon was asleep, with Nick's arms wrapped around
me.

*******

	The next morning I woke up alone.  I cried for a long time.  It was
a dream.  I thought I wasn't going to be alone anymore, but I guess it just
wasn't meant to be.  I guess I'd just have to become a monk or something!
I rolled over on my back and then I saw something in the corner of my eye.
A white pair of briefs!  I took it to my nose, and sure enough...it was
Nicks!  I hadn't dreamed it after all!

	Where was he though?  Did he just run off without saying good bye?
Great you got used!  I was pissed at him, sure he's Nick Carter...but whom
does he think he is.  Even if he is a celebrity he could at least say
goodbye!

	That's when I found this note, it was from Nick.

Dear Paul
	I'm sorry I had to leave before you woke up.  But I had a lot on my
mind, and I knew I had to go do something before I chicken out.  I'm going
to tell the guys about my plan.  I'm coming out of the closet...now!  I'm
not going to wait for another tour, or another year to pass me by.  Holding
you last night made me realize what I can never have as long as this game
keeps going as is.  I hope I will get to see you again.  Here's my cell
phone number, feel free to call me sometime.  Oh yeah, I left you a little
something on your bed.  Just to remember me by.

	Love Nick P.S. I'll have your CD's sent to you soon.

	I wrote the number down that was on the paper, and I wondered if it
was his real number.  I knew if he was really doing what he said...now
wasn't the time to call.  Staring at this simple pair of underwear it was
hard to believe it belonged to such an amazing guy.  But in my heart I knew
that I'd see him again.  And that this was the begging of a real
friendship...maybe more.

The end


And if you liked that story, you might enjoy my story "If You Were to hold
me" (another boy band story, mostly), and of course my sci-fi story, that
is non boy band "The One" (not to be mistaken for "the one" in the boy band
section of nifty, that is a very good story that I recommend as well).