Date: Sat, 1 Mar 2008 22:43:57 EST From: KevHowieKaosRulz@aol.com Subject: Picking Up The Pieces To The Puzzle Chapter 1 (Revised) Disclaimer: I do not know any of the celebrities. There will be fictional characters. this is all fiction. I don't know their sexuality in real life and frankly it isn't my business any ways. If you're not 18 or over don't read any further. This is fiction which means not real. Oh there will be Mpreg and regular pregnancies. Picking Up The Pieces To The Puzzle Chapter 1 33 year old Kevin Richardson has known since he was 10 that he was bisexual and he has known since he met his band mate Nick Carter when he was 12 almost 13 that he's in love with Nick. At the time he was 21. He had married Kristin trying to get over his love for the golden blonde boy. But for the past two years the love for Kristin was only out of obligation since she was pregnant with their son Mason James Richardson and died during child birth three months ago not telling anyone about it not even Brian. They were divorced after her first trimester In fact he never told anyone for that matter for fear of rejection. Well someone found out all three of his secrets. He had recently withdrawn from the guys especially his Nick. Well not really his. He wishes he was his angel. Right now it's May 31st, 2005 it's 4 PM Kevin eating in his bunk wearing blue shorts with only his white black white wife beater shirt as well as white socks and headed to Dover, Delaware. "Boo, Eat at the table in the kitchenette with the rest of us." Nick who is wearing the same as Kevin except he has a white wife beater shirt and white socks said frowning. "If I tell you would you still be my friend?" Kevin asked frowning. "If it's about the divorce, Your bisexuality and love for me then there is something you must know, I'm gay Kevin and in love with you too." Nick said smiling. The others who are wearing jeans and jerseys gasped from behind Nick. "Yeah right Nicky, Don't say that out of pity because I don't need it at all." Kevin said frowning. "I believe Jr is telling the truth." Aj said smiling not caring what his friends as well as band mates that he thinks as brothers sexuality status."You bastards, How could you both keep secrets from us least of all me!" Brian roared. "I figured you wouldn't understand." Nick said frowning hanging his head down in front of Kevin's bunk bursting into tears. Brian's anger flew out the window because he always hated when Nick cried. "I'm sorry I lost it Frack, I'm just upset that you both felt you couldn't tell us." Brian said frowning turning Nick around and hugged him. "What about Mason?" Howie asked frowning. "At home with my mom right now, I got divorced after the first trimester guys, Kristin died three months ago during Mason's birth, They had to do a C- section because Kristin couldn't push out." Kevin said frowning sadly. "No way, I saw Kristin three weeks ago." Nick said frowning. "No, You saw her older sister Roxanne." Kevin said frowning. Oh my god, Poor Mason having to live without a mother." Howie said frowning. Nick hugged Kevin. "We can wait until you're on your feet again Boo." Nick said frowning. "I can't ask you to wait on me, I can't let you do that Nicky."Kevin said frowning with a straight face. "I love you boo, I can wait a life time to be with you complete." Nick said no longer crying. "Nicky, Stop it." Kevin pleaded. "Fuck you Boo, I fucking love you and Mason! Nick said screamed. "I'm sorry Nicky." Kevin said frowning. "No you're scared of raising a baby just admit it." Nick said frowning. "You're right I need time to cope with being the mommy." Kevin said frowning. "I love you and if no sex for what ever long you want so be it." Nick said frowning sadly.