Date: Wed, 1 Jan 2003 12:18:51 +0800
From: "r(y)@n" <yr_ry_@hotmail.com>
Subject: Reformation-33

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 THIS STORY IS WRITTEN UNDER THE NIFTY BOY BANDS AUTHORS UNION
    Author: r(y)@n
    Email: yr_ry_@hotmail.com
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If you are under 18 or not of legal age in your country, please do not read
on. If you couldn't accept themes of homosexuality and the like, please
don't read on. This is a story concerning gay males having intimate
relationships and is considered FOR ADULTS ONLY due to its sexual theme and
contents. BUT if you really like this stuff, please don't tell others. This
disclaimer is for your protection and mine as well.

Everything in this story is purely FICTIONAL. Or in simpler terms, it's not
true!!! Even if this story involves the Backstreet Boys, NSYNC and other
famous celebrities all that happen in here is fictional... again, it's not
true. If there are instances that it scenes are similar to what happened in
the real world, it doesn't mean that it's what really happened. The events
are mere fabrication of my overimaginative mind. I don't know anything
about their sexuality, as far as I and the world know, they're straight as
an arrow so I dunno if they are gay (but I do have my speculations) or not
but I wrote this out of freedom of speech and my love for these guys and
slash fiction. I don't own or know the Backstreet Boys, NSYNC or other
cited celebrity in the story personally. AGAIN, it's NOT TRUE!!! But don't
we all hope that it's true... hehehehe...

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 Chapter 33
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"Sweetie, wake up now." I heard Brian's voice. I slowly opened my eyes a
little bit confused. I looked at Brian who was staring and smiling at
me. Everything clicked in me. I was in the NSYNC tour. I just talked with
the executives for this tour and it was boring. I fell asleep afterwards.

"I slept long?" I asked as I stretched my cramped body. I didn't lift my
head from Brian's lap. It was very comfortable; not too hard but not too
soft.

"Just an hour and so." Brian replied. I averted my gaze to the other guys
in the room. They were still engrossed with whatever they were talking
about. JC and Nick have already joined them and they looked better compared
to earlier -- the wonders of sleep and a little loving. "If you want, you
can sleep in our room. You just look so uncomfortable here." Brian said
with care in his voice.

"Nah. I'm not sleepy anymore." I answered and stood up.

"You finally joined the world of the living." Nick exclaimed with a grin. I
smiled at him still not yet fully awake. I didn't really want to sleep but
waking up very early would have that effect on a person.

"I woke up early. What's your excuse?" I asked back.

"Sex." Nick replied nonchalantly but that earned a smack from Justin and
JC. "What? It's the truth!" Nick said defensively. It was a little bit
funny to see and the others were amused as well. JC, Justin and Nick do
really look good together in a weird way. I could say weird because the
norms would have been a couple (but the norms also dictate that it should
be from the opposite sex). Ménage a trois are taboo. From an outsider,
the relationship of those three would have been taken as a casual thing
without love. Usually, threesomes are like that; fuck buddies. But in this
case, it was different. Nick, JC and Justin really love each other. I might
ask them on that soon.

"Enough with sex, what are your plans for the day?" Joey inquired.

"Sleep." JC, Justin and Nick answered simultaneously. We only had knowing
looks because we knew that sleep was the last thing in their minds.

"Our room." Brian answered as he looked at me. I just nodded thinking the
same thing.

"I'll try the pool." Alex said.

"I'll join you." Joey added.

"And me too!" Chris said.

"I'm gonna have a few talks with some people." Lance said mysteriously. I
wanted to pry but I just bit my tongue at that moment trying to fight urge
to be my nosy self. Maybe next time.

"Okay. We're gonna head to my room now." Brian said. I picked up my laptop
and followed Brian's lead who was already by the door.

"I'll see you later." I told the others with a wave and a big smile. They
bid their goodbyes and Brian and I stepped out of the room. "That was fun."
I said.

"But I'm thinking of funnier stuff in our room." He said with a gleam of
mischief in his eyes. Uh-oh. I knew that look. I just raised my eyebrow and
grinned at him. The two of us walked to his (our) room. I placed my laptop
on the couch and Brian engulfed me in a tight embrace as his lips met mine.

"I guess you're horny." I said out of breath when we broke our kiss.

"You betcha!" Brian answered. "Come on! Let's go to the bed." Brian held my
hand as he dragged me to the bed. Maybe it's the time of the month or just
something. When I looked in his eyes, I could see the lust in it. And we
just had sex when we left for New York. Brian was just so insatiable but I
wasn't complaining. I liked Brian in this mood.

Brian pushed me to the bed as he removed the shirt that he was wearing. He
lunged at me and wrapped me into a tight embrace as he kissed me
passionately. His tongue was as aggressive as what his totality was showing
at that moment. I tried to keep up with him but he was just too much at
that moment. He broke the kiss and just sat on my chest looking at me with
a glint of mischief. I on the other hand stared at the new person in front
of me. In my heart, it was Brian but my mind was asking where did the sweet
innocent Brian go? The person in front of me was aggressive and
passion-driven. But I loved this side of Brian.

My train of thought was disrupted when Brian was trying to pull out the
shirt that I was wearing. I dropped on the bed when it was removed and
grinned at him. "You're overdressed." Brian told me. Again, he dove to kiss
me with renewed vigor and passion. His hands were trying to unbuckle the
belt that I wore and when he succeeded in that, he went for the button of
my pants. I reciprocated by pulling down the shorts that he was
wearing. His boxers came off with it. More articles of clothing were
removed until the two of us were naked. Flesh to flesh. "I love you." Brian
murmured as he sucked on my neck -- that's gonna leave a mark.

"I want you in me Bri." I managed to say. The pleasure that was coursing
through my body was too much for my body to endure. Brian quitted sucking
and looked at me with his usual innocence. Yeah, he could still get me with
that even if almost everyone already knew that it's just a facade and that
a playful naughty guy was hidden beneath. He crept away from me and I knew
what he was about to do. The lube was just on the counter beside the bed. I
should know. I placed it there.

When he returned, he was holding the lube already. "Just look at me." Brian
stated. And that's what I did. I just stared at the blue eyes that he
possessed and got lost in it. His eyes reminded me why I love this man. He
was the caring man that was so selfless that he would think of others first
before himself. He was the imperfect man who committed some mistakes but
one would see his determination to do the right thing. He was the
passionate man who has this air of talent surrounding him but he wouldn't
brag about it. A caring, passionate and imperfect man. And I'm totally in
love with him.

I felt the tip of his cock enter my hole as he carefully pushed. Slowly, I
welcomed him inside once more. As far as I was concerned, it was his home
and it was the place where he should always be -- if that would be possible
that is. Finally, I felt his pubic hair touch the buns of my butt. He was
fully in me and I could feel every throb that his penis made in me. "Make
love to me, Bri." I said as I wrapped my arms around me letting our lips
touch sensually. That's when I got lost. It was like I escaped the bounds
of my body due to the ecstasy and passion that I was feeling at the
moment. It was a surreal moment for me. It was my moment of peace.

"I'm close." Brian said that brought me back to reality. All my physical
senses worked once again. I could hear the creaking of the bed as Brian
slowly thrust into me. I could touch the moist skin of Brian due to
perspiration. I could taste the bacon that he ate earlier on. I could smell
Brian's distinct musky smell that always makes me ecstatic. And I could see
Brian staring at me lovingly but with a tinge of lust as he sped his
thrusting. He was indeed close... and so was I. I could feel the build up
in my groin area. I would blow off in a few seconds.

"I'm cumming." I gasped as I climaxed. I knew that volleys of cum came out
of my penis as it landed on my chest and stomach smearing Brian as
well. Brian's body tensed signaling his climax as well. I always love
seeing Brian cumming. His eyes were close and he would bite his lower
lip. He would then hold his breath and a sense of bliss would wash over his
face as his face would relax. Slowly, his eyes would open and he would look
at me and smile at me lovingly. Finally, he would say, "I love you." That
always makes my insides tingle.

He laid his head on my chest as he tried to catch his breath. I, on the
other hand basked in the afterglow. It was a feeling of release. "I wish we
can just stay like this forever like we are the only two who exist in the
world." Brian said dreamily.

"Me too." I replied. "A world with no worries and hate. A world of our own
with just you and me in it." I tried to imagine our dream world and it was
a nice dream if I would say so myself especially when the world would look
and scrutinize at every move you make.

Brian breathed in. "But we don't." Brian said as he pulled himself off
me. He looked at me with a sad smile. "Wanna go out?" He asked.

"I love that idea." I told Brian as I sat up. "But I think we should shower
first." I said looking at our chests with my cum on it. He just chuckled
and walked to the bathroom. I followed.

After our much needed shower where nothing exciting happened except some
kissing and groping, we got out. I was thinking what I was gonna
wear. "Where do you wanna go?" Brian inquired interrupting my train of
thought.

"Anywhere with you is fine." I answered. I knew that it was cheesy but love
could bring out the best and worst in you.

Brian just flashed me his famous smile. "I'm still full from breakfast so
eating is out of the question. And I ain't gonna shop with you today. It's
our last day together before you go to work officially and I want to spend
it with you nicely." Brian seemed to be talking to no one.

"Hey! I think that shopping is a nice idea of spending together." I teased.

"Yeah, right." He answered dryly. "Let's just walk around Central Park and
then we'll just think of something after that." He told me at which I
agreed to. The two of us dressed up casually since we won't be going to
anywhere fancy. After all, Brian was trying to be low-key. Once we were
ready, we walked out of our room and walked straight to the elevator. While
in the elevator, I decided to send Alex an SMS message to tell them that we
were gonna go out. I didn't want them to worry about us and knowing them;
they could go to extremes sometimes.

The elevator door opened and we walked out of hotel. We hailed a cab and
stepped inside. At that moment, we knew that we were only a part of the
population of New York. There was nothing special about us but just normal
citizens. It was a wonderful feeling. Brian and I exchanged small talks as
we waited inside the cab. Knowing New York, it's bound to have heavy
traffic.

Our trip didn't take a long time because we soon halted to a stop and when
I looked outside the window, we were already in Central Park. Brian paid
for the fare even when I protested about that. "Hey! It's my idea that we
go here." Brian shot back.

"Fine but I'll pay for the fare when we go back." I said with a pout. Brian
just smiled at me. We started to follow the trail in the park as we
maintained a comfortable distance to each other. We didn't want to get
close too much because photographers could be lurking anywhere and even if
no one knew that Brian Littrell of the Backstreet Boys was in New York, I
didn't want to take any chances. "It's a nice day." I said as I looked
around. It was nature surrounding us. The trees offered us shade from the
sun and it also gave us a nice breeze.

"Yeah." Brian answered. There were only a few other people and most of them
were old people probably burning time. "How are you coping?" Brian
inquired.

"What do you mean?" I asked back.

"We haven't talked about you Mart. We just made up then flew away to DC and
then flew again to New York. I wanna know if you're okay." Brian asked.

"I'm fine Bri. It just feels a little weird sometimes seeing all the people
around me. I've been reclusive for 6 years and now, I'm surrounded by a lot
of people who wants to be my friend. It just feels overwhelming sometimes."
I answered. "I like these moments. Only the two of us when there are no
pressures from the world." Again I looked around admiring the surrounding.

"Want to just elope and disappear?" Brian asked. I laughed at him but he
didn't. "I'm not kidding Martin. I would give up all of these just to be
with you. I'm 26 (?) years old already and I feel so old. I have seen so
many things already and I'm ready to settle down away from any scrutinizing
eyes that would judge me. I have enough money to support us." Brian told me
that made me think.

Disappear from the world? If Brian offered me this a few years back, I knew
that I wouldn't think through about this and I would immediately say
'yes'. A life unknown to this world was my dream then. I didn't want any
attention and I just wanted to be left alone. If only I could survive
without doing anything and just live in a secluded place. But I couldn't. I
have to open myself a little bit. But now? I wasn't so sure. Alex was with
me now. I couldn't just leave him and I have friends now.

"How about the others?" I asked.

"Martin, they will understand." Brian answered.

"How about Alex?" I asked once again. "I can't just leave my brother. I'm
the only person he can cling on at the moment. I can't just abandon him
especially now that he's too stubborn to go to college. I have to parent
him now." I told Brian.

"I understand but the offer will forever be there. If you wanna disappear,
just tell me and we'll go." Brian said.

"Okay." I smiled at him. We found an empty bench and decided to sit for a
while since we were walking for a long time already. "Bri, what do you
really think about Nick's relationship?" I asked.

"Actually, I try not to look at the fact that the three of them are in a
relationship. I just look at the smiles plastered on their face and the
love in their eyes. Maybe it's taboo but who are we to judge? As long as
they are in a happy and loving relationship, it's okay with me." Brian
replied. "What prompted this? Thinking of a threesome?" Brian teased.

"Bri!" I eyed him. "I just wanna ask if you are really comfortable with
their relationship. I mean society dictates that a ménage a trois is
immoral."

"They also say that homosexuality is immoral." Brian pointed out. "All I'm
saying is that anything that has love must be something good. I myself
don't care about what others think of being gay. It's their opinion and my
opinion is just different with theirs."

"I guess." I said with caution.

"Why? You don't accept their relationship?" Brian inquired.

"I accept it with my whole heart but I fear for them. I fear for them that
others won't understand what they have. Whatever we say that we don't care
about what others think, one way or another it affects how we decide. There
is just so much hate out there that I am scared for JC, Justin and Nick." I
said truthfully.

"I see your point but time can only tell, Kyle. Don't lose hope." Brian
said. I looked at my watch and it read 12:30pm.

"Want to eat lunch?" I asked.

"Yeah. I'm a little bit hungry." Brian replied. "Where do you wanna eat?"

"Somewhere not too fancy." I answered. Brian and I stood up and walked away
from the bench still talking about where we should eat. It was a start of a
new tour for me and that meant that I have to work hard once again. I could
only hope that Brian would understand and not cause any problem between us.

We were about to hail a cab when Brian pointed at a cafe a few meters
away. It looked promising so I relented. "If the food is horrible here,
it's your fault." I told him once we crossed the road.

"Yeah yeah." Brian said nonchalantly. We entered the cafe and there were
only a few customers.

"Welcome to Danny's." A blonde lady welcomed us.

"A table for two." I said to the lady. She led us to a nice discreet
table. I looked around the place trying to find any flaws in it. As far as
I was concern, there was none. The place had a very good ambiance and it
has a Mediterranean theme in it. Only the food was the deciding factor. The
lady who introduced herself as Patricia handed us the menu and left us to
choose.

"Looks promising." Brian noted. I didn't comment. "What are you gonna eat?"
He asked me.

"I dunno yet." I said as I skimmed once again for the third time. "I'll
just get the chicken alfredo." I told Brian.

"Did you pick already?" Patricia gregariously said. I didn't even notice
that she was already there standing.

"Yeah. He'll get the chicken Alfredo and I'll try the spaghetti with
meatballs." Brian told the girl with a smile. The girl nodded as she wrote
our orders in her little notepad. I have always admired the work of waiters
and maitre d. It seemed so interesting to me seeing/serving countless of
people everyday.

"How about drinks?" She inquired.

"Iced tea." I told her.

"Diet coke." Brian said. She excused herself and left us in peace. "She's
very nice."

"Yeah." I answered.

After a few minutes, Patricia served us our meals. I have to say that it
was exquisite. Mental note, eat again here in the future. Brian and I had a
great time as we helped ourselves with the amazing lunch. We exchanged
jokes and anecdotes that made me feel light and cheery. I hoped Brian felt
the same way but if the big smile was an indication, he was having a blast
as well. Time flew by and we have finished our meal and our desserts which
we ordered after we finished our meal. We knew that our time in Danny's had
to end and we called Patricia for the bill.

"I had a great time." I told Brian.

"Me too. We should do this again. Just the two of us." Brian said. I just
nodded happily. Patricia handed the bill to me and even if Brian protested,
I paid the meal and gave Patricia a very generous tip. Brian was
pouting. "I wanted to pay." He told me.

I just chuckled thinking how much he acted like a toddler. Well, he's my
toddler. "Let's go. You can pay the cab." I told him. Brian just grinned
sheepishly. We thanked Patricia for the great service and promised her that
we would return here soon.

We hailed a cab and instructed the driver to bring us back to our
hotel. Again, I sent Alex an SMS message telling him that we were on the
way back to the hotel. Alex just replied, okay. I looked at my watch and it
read 2:30pm. It was a little bit early but I knew that Brian wouldn't
appreciate it if I ask him to go to the mall. Maybe Justin or Nick next
time.

By 3:15pm, we reached the hotel. There were no fans hanging around the
lobby and one of the NSYNC bodyguards was seating in one of the couches. He
looked at us and nodded. I waved at him. The elevator doors opened and we
entered it. "You tired?" I asked him.

"Nah! I enjoyed my day." Brian replied.

"Nice to hear coz I enjoyed my day as well." I held his hand and let it
caress my cheeks. "I'll be busy tomorrow." I told him.

"And I'm gonna be with you all the way." Brian said and gave me a light
kiss. No one was inside the elevator. We reached our floor and walked out
hand in hand. The next day was really going to be a busy one. I have to
arrange new stuff and I have to work with a new band. I just hope that
Brian would be patient enough with me. "I love you." Brian said.

"I love you too." Yeah, love. That's the only thing that I could cling
on. Brian's love.

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End of Chapter

Before anything else, I wanna thank everyone who voted for me in the BBSA
Awards. I was so shocked for bagging the Best Threesome. It's chapter 33
and it's really a light one. Well, it's the last day before Kyle heads to
work so I thought that he needed a break before the "storm." So, watch for
the next one. I wanna apologize for the delay but school has been a bitch.

Merry Christmas and Prosperous New Year.

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