Date: Wed, 9 Aug 2000 22:47:17 -0700 (PDT)
From: Liliana Mae <thereisnoturningback@yahoo.com>
Subject: right where you belong chapter 1

Title: right where you belong
Chapter One: i give you my heart


Disclaimer: this is not meant to imply anything about the sexual
orientation of the members of *nsync. it's just for fun. :)

hey there.

i'm liliana mae. you may know me from such nifty stories as "my heart is in
your hands," or... okay, so that's the only other one i've submitted... :)

anyway, this is a new story for your reading enjoyment. fear not, i'll
continue with the other one as well as this one (if you think i should!).

by the way, i love feedback. you can email me at
thereisnoturningback@yahoo.com

okay, i've talked enough. time to read! funfun.
--lili

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	"Hey, beautiful," JC smiled as he closed the door behind him.
Lance smiled brightly as he raised his gaze from the book he was reading.
He stood up and walked to the door, fixing his eyes on the man he loved.
He let JC take his face in his hands and kiss his lips, softly and
lovingly.
	"I've missed you," Lance confessed.  It had only been a few hours,
but any second without him made Lance crazy.
	"Aww.  Well, I'm here now."
	"How did the meeting go?"
	"It went well, actually.  Sarah and I came up with great ideas for
the song."
	Lance couldn't contain his excitement.  A collaboration song
between *nsync and Sarah McLachlan!  How perfect could things get?  Lance
had been a fan since her first album came out in 1989, and JC was going to
make his dream of singing with her come true.
	"I'm so happy!" he cried.  He pulled his body into JC's warm chest,
feeling so at home in his embrace.  The two had been dating for almost a
year, and Lance felt as if things could never be more perfect.  Yet he
sometimes worried about things... important things...

	**"Dude, you've never had sex?  Were you a total loser in high
school??"**

	The taunting never seemed to stop with Chris and Joey.  Lance tried
to brush it off, but the truth is, he was scared.  He'd been so set on
waiting for true love, but once he'd found it, he still insisted upon
waiting.  He knew he could trust JC.  And he loved him more than words
could ever express.  He had just wanted a little more time.  But things
were beginning to slowly change for him.  Maybe it was the way JC looked so
deeply into his eyes that afternoon.  Maybe it was the way it felt to fall
asleep on his chest, feeling him breathe.
	He pulled himself away from their embrace and sighed.  JC could
tell he was concentrating on something, he could tell he was trapped in
thought.
	"Is something wrong, sweetie?"
	"No.  Nothing's wrong," Lance sincerely.  "Everything is just
right."

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	Later that night, the stars were just beginning to shine in the
deep blue sky.  The two had just returned from a romantic picnic dinner in
the park.  They entered the room slowly, each wondering what the next few
moments would bring.  Lance looked down at his shoes, wishing he could
remember one of the smooth lines Joey had taught him the day before.  At a
loss, he sighed and looked into JC's smiling eyes.  He knew he didn't need
a line.  JC stood behind him and gently ran his hands over his back and
pulled off his jacket, carefully hanging it next to his own.  Turning back
to face him, he reached down and took his hand, playing with his fingers.
The room was dark, but he could still see Lance's eyes shining in the
moonlight.  His other hand traced Lance's eyebrow, falling down to his
silky cheek before wrapping around behind his ear.  He leaned in and met
the pure and soft lips before him.  He could feel him shaking, so he pulled
him near, pressing his chest against his own.
	Lance was breathing hard, trying to grasp hold of something that
would pull him into this reality.  He was so afraid.  Suddenly, he was
trapped in JC's warm embrace, feeling his heart beating while rhythmically
moving his lips around his sweet mouth.  JC's hand slid slowly down Lance's
back, sending shivers down his spine.  This was the moment he had been
waiting for all his life.  He so wanted to fall into his role, simply
playing a part.  But there were no lines here.  He knew it all by heart.
	JC pulled away first, smiling and still holding Lance's trembling
hand.  He began to walk backwards, keeping his eyes on the object of his
affection.  He slowly sat on the dark bed, staring up at Lance.  He was
entranced by his schoolboy grin.  He seemed so innocent and afraid.  Almost
as if it were choreographed, JC moved back just as Lance climbed onto the
bed, threading his legs through the spaces between JC's knees and the soft
bedspread.  JC pulled off his green t-shirt, exposing his silky skin.
Lance's fingers stroked his chest as he worked up the courage to remove his
own clothing.  JC smiled as he rolled his head down, lifting his eyes
quickly.  He felt so content.
	"I love you so much, Lance."
	A bit startled and touched, Lance couldn't contain his happiness.
No one had ever uttered those words to him before.  And he had never felt
so complete.  He had always felt so lost and alone, but JC had changed all
that.  That small sentence gave him the courage to he needed.  He pulled
off his dark blue shirt and stared into JC's expectant eyes.
	"I love you, too."
	His melodic voice echoed in JC's ears as the two passionately
kissed, his strong hands running across Lance's soft back.  Lance fell back
on the feathery pillows and closed his eyes.  JC kissed his bare chest,
moving down slowly.  He lightly touched the perfect curve of his stomach
with his cheek, holding himself in the moment for one extra second.
Everything was so perfect.  He wanted to be able to remember how it felt to
be with Lance in the dimmed room, how it felt to be truly happy.
	Lance could feel his hands on his hips, unbuttoning his pants and
pulling them down with ease.  He was soon completely exposed, feeling very
self-conscious and worried. But this was what he had wanted for so long.
While he had thought this moment would have found him vulnerable and
scared, he was surrounded by complete mutual trust and love; he was with
the one who made his heart skip a beat and nothing else mattered.
	JC kissed his inner thighs, making Lance smile in anticipation.  He
was such a tease.  Then his tongue forced itself through his lips, gliding
across Lance's soft stomach.  Lance's heart was beating fast and he let out
a small whimper.  Without saying a word, JC reached up and held his hands,
allaying his fear.  Lance felt so safe, so happy.  He soon felt himself
enveloped in JC's warm mouth, sending him into sudden jolts of ecstasy.
His eyebrows were tense and raised; he was breathing quickly.  All the fear
had left him.  It seemed as if they were the only two people in the world.
And that's all he needed.


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well, there you have it. a little different than the other story, eh?
*please* send me an email and let me know if this is something you would
like to see more of.

my address is thereisnoturningback@yahoo.com
thanks for reading-- nifty rocks my world! :)