Date: Wed, 23 Feb 2000 12:51:42 -0800 (PST) From: Francis O'Ratigan <frnceso@yahoo.com> Subject: Rude Awakening Chapters 5&6 Ok Here is the next installment. Please remember that this is complete fiction. Not reality!! If you are minor leave now. If you are legal enjoy. Happy Birthday to Brian Littrel he is 25 now. Previously on Rude Awakening Kevin sat down and watched the amber color liquid run the length of the IV tubing. He let out a sobb when the amber colored fluid entered Jason's vein. "It's started," sobbed Kevin laying his head in Jason's lap. Jason gently stroked Kevin's hair as Kevin quietly sobbed into Jason's lap. "SHHHH," soothed Jason. "It is going to be alright my love. It is going to be alright. I promise we will get through this." **************************************************************************** "You needed to be here for Jason Kev," said Nick in a small voice. Kevin got mad and turned on Nick. "I will decide if I need to be with him! Don't make my carreer decisions or decisions concerning my marriage with out consulting me!" shouted Kevin. "They are just looking out for you Babe," spoke up Jason in a consoling voice. "Don't you start!" Kevin hurled at him. "Don't start what Kevin?" Jason said back in a quiet voice. Kevin just shook his head and started walking out the door. "Don't you fucking walk out on me mister. Get your scrawny ass back in here now!" But Kevin just kept walking. "Brian go chase him down and dragg him back in here!" shouted Jason pushing his tray away. Nick went to his side and put his arm around him but Jason tried to push him away. Nick looked hurt and sat down. "You don't need this stress Jason," said Brian not moving. Jason growled in frustration throwing a pillow at Brian. Brian ducked and the pillow hit Howie. "Don't coddle me!" he shouted at Brian. "Now go get my husband dammit!" "Why don't you give him some time to calm down Jason?" asked Howie placing the pillow on the foot of the bed. Jason concidered throwing another one at Howie but decided against it. He was breaking out in a sweat again. He laid back against the pillows and sighed. "Is this the way it is going to be?" he aksed with out emotion. ************************************************************************* "Don't even try it!" he shouted at Luke. Luke just grinned at him showing him those perfect teeth. Kevin drew back his hand to hit him but decided against it. Luke decided to push his luck. "Who knows what is happening to your precious Jason as we stand here talking. Tic toc tic toc, come on Kevin times a wasten," laughed Luke. Kevin swore and took off running back to the hospital. "Hey who is going to pay for his drink?" asked an angry bar tender. "Second time this week I am stuck paying for his drink," commented Luke. "Oh well small price to pay for alittle revenge." He picked up Kevin's mug and drained it. The cell phone in his pocket started ringing. He answered it and heard the song "Crazy" playing in the back ground. "Who is this?" he demanded. "Shut up blondie," ordered a female voice. "You and I have a common enemy. I think we need to meet." ************************************************************************** "You are beautiful Nick," breathed in Brian as he bent forward and licked off the drop of precome that threatened to drop to the floor. Once his tongue touched the engorged member Nick shuddered. At his first taste he was hooked. He started bobbing on Nick's cock. Nick let out a groan and started meating Brian's assault with matching thrusts. Brian eased off of Nick's cock and looked up at Nick with lust glased eyes. "Fuck me Nick," he pleaded. Nick grinned down at Brian and nodded. Brian laid down on the bed and Nick positioned himself. His cock at Brian's entrance to his ass. He rubbed the head of his cock along the opening of Brian's ass. Brian let out a whimper. "You want this?" asked Nick teasing Brian. Brian nodded yes licking his lips. "Beg for it B-rock." "Give it to me Nick. Shove that hot cock up my ass," pleaded Brian. Nick shoved his cock up Brian's ass in one swift stroke. Brian threw his head back to scream but Nick clamped his mouth over the top of Brian's and Brain screamed into Nick's mouth as a mixture of pain and intence pleasure seared through his body. *************************************************************************** "Fuck my carreer!" he shouted making Jason jump. "I will not leave you alone during one of the worst times in your life. I did that once, never again will I do that!" he sobbed out. "I love you and I want to be a good husband to you. And part of that is being with you through this cancer thing. Please don't talk me out of this." They stared at each other for a few moments. "You're not going to change my mind on this Jas." ************************************************************************** "Nick and I had sex tonight," Brian said bluntly. AJ sat up shocked. "You did what?" he yelped out. "We had sex. I don't why we did it it just happened," sobbed Brian. "How do you feel about it now?" asked AJ. "I loved it. I don't want it to stop," Brian answered truthfully. "How do you feel about Nick?" asked AJ. "I would like to know that too," said a voice from the front door. Brian turned in shock. "Justin!" he said standing up. And Now Chapter 5 Begins "Don't you belive in knocking?" demanded AJ standing up walking towards Justin. "Kevin gave me a key so I could come and go as long as Jason is here. But let's get back to your first question AJ. How does Brian feel about Nick and why is he having sex with my Boyfriend?" demanded an angry Justin. "Justin you don't understand--," started Brian going up to Justin. "Why don't you make me understand Brian. I really want to know why my boyfriend is fucking your brains out!" he shouted at Brian tears streaming down his face. Brian didn't know what to say he just hung his head in shame. "I deserve an answer Brian, are you and Nick lovers?" Justin asked calming down alittle. "I think I can answer that," said Nick's voice from the doorway. Justin looked up at Nick. He was only wearing a pair of Boxers. God he looked so good standing there with his hair all messed up and sleep still in his eyes. Nick walked up to Brian and wrapped his arms around Brian and kissed him on the cheek. "You haven't been a boy friend to me in a long time Justin. I mean we go through the motions of being lovers but we never really were. Brian and I connect on a level that you and I just don't have. I'm sorry Justin but I love Brian," said Nick in a cold voice. Brian looked at Nick in shock. He gently untangled himself from Nick. "Babe it's you I want," Nick pleaded reaching out for Brian. Brian backed away from Nick and into the hall way. "Well Nick I hope you are happy, because it seems that you are now all alone," said Justin sadly as he sat down on the couch. Nick went back into the room slamming the door. Brian followed him in to talk to him. "Well it looks like sleep is out of the question for me!" grumbled AJ as he sat down beside Justin. "How is Jason doing?" asked Justin. "He had his first dose of Chemo this morning. They are keeping him in the hospital for observation. Kevin is with him," said AJ. They could hear Brian shouting at Nick. "You want to go out on the balcony?" asked AJ. Justin nodded and they headed out. In Brian's bedroom. "How could you just toss Justin aside like that?" shouted Brian. "Just like he tossed me aside after the wedding. He doesn't return my calls or my e-mails. When I do managed to get ahold of him he comes up with an excuse and hangs up on me. God Brian we haven't been in love in a long time. Hell we probably never really were in love!" Nick sobbed out. Brian went to him and put is arms around the sobbing teen. "So you think you love me huh?" asked Brian softly kissing Nick's tears away. "I don't know," he sniffled. Brian kept kissing Nick on the face slowly approaching his pouting lips. "Well why don't we explore that possibility?" asked Brian sliding his hand in Nick's boxers and taking hold of his cock. Nick let out a moan which Brian quickly silenced with his mouth covering Nick's. Pushing Nick back on the bed and covering Nick's body with his. Nick looked up at the older man with fear in his eyes. Brian took his finger and ran it along the side of Nick's face. "I would never hurt you Nicki," he whispered leaning down and kissing him deeply. Sliding his body down so that he was face to face with Nick's crotch. Taking the waste band with his teeth and sliding it down ovr Nick's erect cock. As he pulled the boxers down Nick's cock slapped Brian in the face. Nick let out a groan as a huge drop of precome leaked out of his cock. Brian quickly lapped up the gift. Than he slowly engulfed Nick's cock until he had most of it down his throat. He just let it sit on his tongue enjoying the sensation of Nick's cock resting in his mouth. Nick started to get impatient so Brian started to slowly bob up and down. He paid special attention to Nick's body and his responces to the blow job. He could tell that the boy was getting closer. His moans were becomming more frequent and his thrust were harder. "Ohh fuck Brian!" moaned out Nick. "I'm getting real close." Brian grinned up at him and kept on going. He was hungry for the teen's load and he was going to get it. Nick's balls started to get tight and his cock started to swell and twitch. Brian knew it wouldn't be long now. The first couple of spurts hit Brian in the back of the throat. Brian backed off so as to catch it all in his mouth. Finally he let the spent cock fall out of his mouth gently licking the remains of Nick's seed off of it. Nick bent down grabbing Brian's face and pressing his lips to Brian's driving his tongue down his throat catching the remains of his seed. They broke apart and Nick snuggled up to Brian. Brian wrapped his arms around Nick and held him close. "So are you sure about this?" asked Brian. He didn't get an answer for Nick had fallen asleep. Brian softly laughed and Untangled himself from him and headed to the kitchen. He saw Justin and AJ out side on the balcony. Justin was cryng on AJ shoulder. AJ looked at Brian with an expression that said help. Brian got a bottle of water from the fridge and headed out side. "Hey Curly," he said softly offering the water to him. Justin took it and drank from it. "Thanks," he sniffled. "Have you seen Jason?" he asked with this worried expresion on his face. "Yea we've been by his side pretty much through this whole mess," said Brian. "He is pretty strong, he's going to make it," Brian tried to assure him. AJ took this moment to slip back in the house. Justin looked out over the balcony. Brian could tell he was bothered. "You want to talk about it?" "You and Nick serious about this?" he asked raising his eyebrows. "I definately feel something for him. I don't know what that is but I want to persue it," answered Brian honestly. "What happened to us?" Justin asked. Brian was alittle shocked. He and Justin hadn't talked about them in a very long time. "Did we ever stand a chance?" "I don't know Just. I thought we did than you and Nick---, well you know," said Brian not comfortable with talking about the past. "We cheated on you," Justin finished for him. "That must have hurt you so bad," he said scrunching up his nose. "It did, took me along time to get over that. Than I started seeing Nick in a new light. All of a sudden I started having these feelings for him," admitted Brian. "Probably the same time we started drifting apart, about a week after the wedding," said Justin taking another drink from the water. Brian took the bottle from him and took a drink too. "Well I hope that he is happy with you. God knows I couldn't make him happy," sniffled Justin. Brian took Justin in his arms and held for a moment. Justin felt really comfortable in Brian's arms almost like the good old days. "I should probably let you go back to bed." "You are my friend Justin. You need me and I am here for you got it?" said Brian taking Justin's chin and tilting his head so he was looking in his eyes. "Thanks B-rock," Justin mumbled as he headed inside. "Why don't you sleep in Kevin's room. He won't be needing it until Jason gets released." Brian made his way back to the room. He looked down at Nick who was sleeping. "I think I am falling in love with you Nicki," he mumbled laying beside him. In the hospital. A light breaze was blowing in Jason's ear. He used his hand to brush it away. The breaze continued. He swatted at it again groaning and turning over. He wasn't ready to wake up yet. He heard a giggle and than a pair of lips press up against his neck. He also felt the rouch texture of a mustache and goate. He let out a small laugh too. "So my Baby decided to wake up," said a soft and sexy voice. Jason turned over to see Kevin smiling down at him. "Well some one decided to start a small windstorm so I really didn't have much of a choice," pouted Jason reaching up messing up Kevin's already messed up hair. "I know you are still tired but you have to get ready to go. You get to go home today," said Kevin softly rubbing the side of Jason's face. Jason noticed that his IV was gone. "They took it out about an hour ago," explained Kevin. "Are you hungry?" he asked. Jason shook his head no. Kevin brow crinkled with worry. "Jas, you really need to eat something." "I'll eat later, I promise," Jason smiled at Kevin climbing out of bed and shuffling into the Bathroom. Kevin brought in his clean clothes so he could get dressed and ready to go home. There was a knock at the door. Kevin opened it and let in Justin. "Hey Curly," Kevin said grabbing Justin in a hug. "What are you doing here?" "I'm here for Jason," he said. "How is he doing?" "He gets to go home today," Kevin said with a smile. Justin looked closely at Kevin. He could see the lines around his eyes. Justin grabbed him in a tight hug. Kevin looked confused but hugged him back. "Thanks Justin I think," he said smiling a little. "With Jason sick you really need to take care of yourself Kev," Justin said worried. Kevin went to say something but Justin stopped him. "Look at yourself you're dead tired and if I know you, you haven't slept right or eaten right in about three days." Kevin looked away. "I'm fine," he grumbled. "No you're not fine Kevin. Your husband is sick and part of his treatment makes him sicker. Come on Kevin you owe it to Jason to take better care of yourself. Jason needs you healthy!" insisted Justin. Kevin knew he wasn't going to win this one. "Yes mom," he said conceding. Justin rolled his eyes and laughed. "Now where is Jason?" he demanded again. "I have something for him." With that Jason came walking out of the bathroom and once he saw Justin his face lit up with a smile. Justin went to him and pulled him in a hug sobbing into his shoulder. "I'm so sorry Jason, I whish I could take this pain away from you," he said wiping the tears away from his face. "I am going to be fine Justin. We are going to beat this thing," Jason assured Justin. "Now where is it?" he demanded. Justin laughed and handed Jason a box. Jason sat down and opened it and pulled out a Tennessee sweat suit and ball cap. He looked at Justin funny. "Those are for you," said Justin. "You're going to need them as your treatment progresses." Jason tried on the hat and looked at Kevin for approval. Kevin smiled. "Better not let Brian see you in that. Cause he'll want to put you in a Kentucky one," he giggled. He wrapped his arms around Jason and gave him a kiss. Mmmmm minty fresh!" he said leaning in for another kiss. Jason stomach let out a growling noise. He grinned widely and pushed the breakfast tray towards him. "You're hungry?" he asked. "Maybe just a little," Jason conceded. While Jason sat and picked at his breakfast Justin and Kevin stepped outside to talk. "He is not eating to good is he?" asked Justin. Kevin shook his head no. "How much has he had?" "Some soup last night and what he is trying to eat now," said Kevin. "We have got to get him to eat Kevin!" insisted Justin. "Well it has been hard. He had his first dose of chemo yesterday so his appetite will be down. The Doctor told me she will prescribe some extra vitamins for him," said Kevin peeking in the room. A look of disapointment crossed his face when he saw that Jason had pushed the tray aside. "He's stopped eating," he mumbled. "Well maybe when we get him home his appetite will pick up," said Justin hopefully. They were interupted by some laughing. Kevin looked down the hall to see Nick and Brian coming down the hall joking around. There was something different about those two. Justin looked away and headed back into the room. "Ok now I know something is going on," Kevin said aloud to himself. As Nick and Brian approached they calmed down when they saw Kevin staring at them. "Morning Kev," said Nick grinning. Kevin nodded at Nick and caught Brian's arm before he went in. "What is going on?" he asked Brian. "Later Kevin," said Brian shrugging Kevin off. The two cousins walked into the room. "What is this?" asked Brian in a mock hurt voice pointing at Jason's new cap and sweat suit. Justin busted up laughing. "Justin gave it to me," said Jason grinning ear to ear. "Well I guess I am just going to have to get you one from Kentucky," he said pouting. The rest of the guys laughed at poor Brian. "So when are they letting you out of here?" Brian asked changing the subject. "Just as soon as he signs these," said a voice behind them. Kevin turned around and glared at Luke. "You stay away from him!" he shouted getting in Luke's face. "Kevin!" shouted Jason. "What are you doing?" "He is trouble Jason," yelled Kevin standing in between Luke and Jason. "I don't want him near you!" Luke just shrugged his shoulders and handed Kevin the papers. "Fine have it your way Babe, Just make sure he signs them and takes home a copy," sneered Luke leaning forward to kiss Kevin. Kevin didn't let him get near him. He punched him in the face. Luke tried to hit him back but was restrained by Brian. "Break it up now!" shouted Brian man handling Luke out of the room. Once outside he slammed Luke against the wall. "What the hell are you doing Luke?" "Just trying to kiss my former boyfriend," he whined wiping the blood from his lip. "Yea you got that right, "former" is the key word here!" shouted Brian. "Now get the fuck out of here!" Luke flipped him off and stalked off. Brian turned and headed back into the room. "What was that all about?" asked a confused Jason rubbing Kevin's arm. Kevin was leaning against the bed glaring off into space. "Kevin?" asked Jason again. "That was just a former boyfriend that can't take no for an answer," seethed Kevin. "Come on let's get you home." Jason nodded and sat in the wheel chair and allowed Justin to push him out of the room. "You guys head down to the car I have to stop off somewhere first," said Kevin. "Kevin?" asked Jason. "Leave it alone please?" "I'm not even going to talk to him. I just have to check on something is all," he said smiling and heading off in the opposite direction. "How come I get the impression that he is up to something?" Jason asked Brian. Brian just shrugged shoulders. "Yea right!" said Jason. "Onward!" he ordered Justin. "Yes sir!" Justin said smartly saluting him. They all busted up laughing and headed out of the hospital. Chapter 6 Kevin walked into the room. There was a meeting taking place. He was uncomfortable when he saw the number of cancer patients there. One thing that caught in his throat was the number of kids present. A nurse came up to him. "Can I help you?" she asked. She was a big and cheerful black nurse. Her smile lit up the entire room. He had no choice but to smile back. "I'm Kevin Richardson, and I uh need some information on the support group for cancer patients," he said shaking her offered hand. "Are you the patient?" she asked beaming at him again. "No my husband is," he said. Her eyes widened a little calmed down right away. "I am so sorry, this must be a difficult time for you," she said leading him into an office. He nodded and sat in the chair that was offered to him. "Why don't you tell me a little bit about you and your husband." So Kevin outlined the basics of their life and she politely nodded and took it all down on a pad of paper. "I think I have the perfect group for you. It is called the couples group. It mainly consists of Married couples going through what you and Jason are going through. I would like to send the Smiths over to your place and talk to you and Jason about joining the group. Is that alright?" she asked. Kevin nodded. "Good I will send them over at about 8 this evening." Kevin picked up the literature for the group thanked her and headed out. He climbed into the car and the driver pulled away from the curb. He felt two arms wrap around him and he turned and smiled. "Hi Baby," he said leaning down for a quick kiss. Jason's hand grabbed the literature out of his hand and looked at it. He looked up angrily at Kevin. "What is this!" he asked waving the papers at Kevin. "We can talk about this later," Kevin said not wanting to get into this in front of the other guys. They all looked confused as it was. Jason slumped down in the seat looking out the window. "I don't need no support group," he grumbled as he continued to stare out the window. He felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked over at Kevin. "Maybe you don't, but did you stop to think that maybe I do?" he asked with tears in his eyes. "I mean look at it from my point of view. My husband has this horrible disease and I can't do anything to stop it. I'm scared Jason. There is a real chance that I could loose you." "But this cancer is curable," stammered Jason. "Nothing in life is a gaurantee Jas," Kevin sobbed out. "Yes this cancer is treatable in most cases. But there is a chance that you could die. And the thought of you dying scares the shit out of me!" Jason pulled him into his arms and held him as he sobbed into his shoulder. "Ok I'll try this support group thing Kevin, I don't want you to be scared of me dying," Jason said crying to. "I want to beat this thing as much as you do." Jason continued to hold Kevin until they got back to Kevin's apartment. Jason was getting tired and by the time they got up to the apartment Kevin took Jason to his room and got Jason settled. When Kevin tucked Jason in he leaned down and kissed Jason lightly on the lips. "I love you Mr. Richardson," he said smiling. "I love you to," Jason said back reaching for Kevin's crotch but Kevin moved away and Jason whimpered sticking out his bottom lip. "You need to rest Jas," Kevin scolded him grinning. "Lay with me?" asked Jason. "I'll be in later, I have to talk to Brian," Kevin promised. Getting up to leave he turned and looked down at Jason. He had already fallen to sleep. "I am so worried about you Babe," he sobbed. "We all are worried about him," said Justin from the door. Kevin motioned him in. "Can I sit with him for a while?" asked Justin. Kevin nodded and stepped out side to talk to Brian. His jaw dropped to the floor when he saw Nick and Brian Locked in an embrace kissing eachother. He coughed loudly. They reluctantly broke apart. "What the hell is going on?" he demanded. "Well uhh," started Nick. "You tell him Brian." "Gee thanks Nick I think I will!" retorted Brian. "UHH Kevin Nick and I are kinda sorta seeing each other." "Kinda Sorta?!!" yelped Kevin. "How do you kinda sorta see someone?" he said trying not laugh. Nick let out a strangled laugh and got an elbow in his ribs from Brian. "Have you thought about Justin?" asked Kevin looking over his shoulder. "It just happened. We didn't plan on it!" defended Brian putting is arm around Nick. "We love each other!" "What about Justin!" Kevin said a little louder this time. "Justin knows about us," spoke up Nick. "I know he knows about you two but how could you do that to him?" Kevin asked his heart going out him. He just stared at them and shook his head and went back into the bed room. He looked over at Jason and was mildly amused to find Justin in bed with him ontop of the blankets holding Jason. He tapped Justin on the shoulder. Justin jumped up looking scared. Kevin busted up laughing. "Don't worry Curly, I know you didn't do anything." "He was crying and he needed someone to hold him," said Justin looking down at him. "He is a very special friend Kevin, it hurts to see him suffer like this." "He is a strong person, he will get through this," said Kevin. "Thank you Justin." "For what?" he asked. "For being such a good friend to him," replied Kevin. "I just want him better is all," he mumbled. "I should go now," he said with his head hanging low. "Hey Curly?" asked Kevin. Justin turned around and looked at Kevin. "Why don't you join us?" So Justin climbed in on one side of Jason and Kevin on another. It wasn't long before the three were sound asleep. Jason felt surrounded by security. He snuggled up against the Kevin. His hand reached up and stroked Kevin's hair. He stopped, something was definitely wrong. Kevin did not have curly hair. He leaned forward and sniffed for his cologne. This was not Kevin! His eyes popped open. "AAAAAAUUUUUUGH!" screamed Jason. "AAAAAUUUGGGH!!" screamed Justin. "AAAAUUUUGH!!!" screamed Kevin. "What is going on!" asked a confused Brian. "AAAAAAUUUGH!!!" screamed all three. "Will you three stop screaming and tell me what is going on? Why are all three of you in bed together?" demanded Brain. "Get out!" ordered Kevin. Brian shrugged his shoulders and left. "UHHH Kevin?" asked a scared Jason. "Why is Justin in bed with us?" By this time Justin had gotten up and was sitting in a chair. "I asked him to lay with us," said Kevin. "You asked him to go to bed with us?" yelped Jason. "Yes I did! He needed us dammit!" shouted Kevin. "He and Nick broke up," Kevin mumbled in a small voice. Jason got up and started pacing the length of the room. He had started to break a sweat while pacing in silence. Kevin got up and sat next to Justin comforting him. Jason started to laugh. Justin and Kevin looked at him like he was nuts. "Man I wish I had a camera when I first saw your face!" Jason gasped out between laughs. "My face!" laughed Justin. "You should've seen the look on yours, it was priceless!" By now all three of the young men were laughing their heads off. Brian stuck his head in. "Tell me there is nothing kinky going on in here!" he demanded. Jason walked over to him and put his arm around him and led him back out side the room. He came back in sat between Justin and Kevin. Out side the room. "Dammit they wont tell me anything!" shouted an aggravated Brian. "What happened in there anyway?" asked a confused Nick. "All three of them were in bed together!" said Brian shaking his head as if trying to convince himself that he was seeing things. "OOOOHH Boy!" said Nick rubbing his hands together. "I had no idea Kevin was into threesomes!" "Nick!" shouted Brian. "You are not helping here!" Nick got real quiet and watched in ammusment as Brian worried himself half to death. "Jesus Nick do you know what this means?" "Yea, It means that Kevin and Jason are really having fun," giggled Nick enjoying putting his boyfriend through some torture. "Uhh Brian?" "Yes Nick?" asked Brian. "Do you mind if I go join in on the fun," laughed Nick. "Oh you think this is funny don't you!" shouted an aggitated Brian. "Please Brian, I am joking, see me laugh, he he he," said Nick trying to convince his boy friend that he was joking. Brian just shook his head and sat next to Nick glaring at him. Nick leaned forward and kissed him on the nose. "You know I love you Babe." Brian nodded and kissed him back. Back in the room. "Ok Kevin, what does this all mean?" asked a confused Jason. "What do you want it to mean?" asked Kevin. "Do you have feelings for Justin?" Jason asked bluntly. Justin looked up shocked. Kevin looked down with his eyes filling with tears. "Oh my God!" breathed Jason getting up and going to the window. "How long have you had these feelings for Justin?" Jason asked. Strange he wasn't mad. He was actually very calm about it. "For a while," sniffled Kevin. "Do you still love me?" asked Jason scared now. "Of course I still love you Babe," he said rushing over to him getting on his knees and taking Jason's hand. "Than what do you want with Justin?" asked Jason. "Helloo!" shouted Justin. "I am here you know, you can talk to me too!" Kevin and Jason looked at Justin. "What the hell are you guys talking about any way?" he asked confused. "Well it seems that Kevin has these feelings for you. Now my question is do you share those feelings?" asked Jason. "I don't know!" yelped Justin getting up and heading for the door. Jason ran up and stopped him. "Please Justin don't go!" he pleaded. "Man you guys really know how to put a boy through the loops," sighed Justin. "All I know is that I care for you Jason. A whole lot. Maybe it's love maybe it's not. I know this, I see you in pain and my heart wants to make you better. I've never felt this way about anyone before." Jason backed up and sat back down on the bed. Kevin sat down beside him. "I do love you Jason," said Kevin looking him in the eyes. Turning to Justin. "And I love you too!" "I love you Jason," whispered Justin. All three young men were sitting on the bed. Jason was in the middle. No one knew who made the first move. But all three lips met in the middle. Three tongues dancing and dueling emotions running high. The door pops open and in steps Brian. "What the Fuck!!!!" he shouts. ************************************************************************** Ok here it is. We all knew that Justin had a major crush on Jason way back in Twist and turns. But who would've thought that Kevin had the hots for the Young Nsyncer. Will this make the newly weds relationship stronger or will it tear it apart. E-mail me and let me know what you think. I just allowed my mind wonder on this one. If you like let me know. If you hate let me know!! I expect to hear from my regulars. And I invite new readers to send me there input. e-mail me at frnceso@yahoo.com