Date: Tue, 03 Oct 2000 22:29:53 CDT
From: T. Marie <ficklepickle76@hotmail.com>
Subject: Searching For The Light- Epilogue

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Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction, loosely based on the members of
*NSYNC. This story is not meant to imply the sexuality of the members of
*NSYNC or that they would say or do any of the things mentioned. This story
will contain explicit homosexual content. If it is illegal for you to read
fiction of this type please stop reading now.

Searching For The Light (c) 2000 T. Marie


Epilogue: Tonight And The Rest Of My Life

Waking up snuggled against Justin was one of the most comforting feelings he
could remember. Carefully stretching while attempting not to disturb his
boyfriend, JC momentarily questioned his decision to sleep on the pile of
blankets on the floor. The hard surface combined with his late-night
activities with Justin made him sore all over. **Thank God, we don't have to
dance today** he thought as Justin began to stir from sleep. Justin's eyes
blinked open and a sweet smile touched his lips as he saw JC.

"Morning" he murmured as he buried his face in JC's chest kissing softly and
letting his eyes drift shut again. JC settled down in the bedding again,
listening to the sounds of Justin's rhythmic breathing. As he ran a hand
through Justin's hair and over his back the younger man sighed in
contentment. Justin began to nuzzle JC's neck, kissing softly and murmuring
unintelligibly. His mouth made its way down to JC's nipple, and as Justin's
tongue snaked out to taste the bit of flesh JC shivered.

"Justin" JC called out softly as his penis began to stiffen.

"Humm" Justin mumbled as he ducked his head under the sheet, lavishing
attention on JC's rippled stomach. JC whimpered as Justin's mouth closed
over the tip of his erection. JC reached under the covers gripping Justin's
shoulders forcefully and pulled him out from under the sheet. Gently forcing
him back on the bed, JC covered Justin's naked body with his own. The couple
began to kiss lips, tongues and teeth all participating in a perfect dance.

"I want you Josh" Justin growled against JC's ear, his teeth nipping as he
thrust his hips against his boyfriend. JC reached over to the side of the
pallet grabbing the condoms and a bottle of lubricant. He reached for
Justin's penis; ready to slide the condom on when Justin stopped him. Blue
eyes locked with blue "No, I want you to put it on. I wanna feel you inside
me." JC's eyes widened as he moved to roll the condom on himself.

Watching Justin's face carefully he quietly asked "Are you sure?" Justin
smiled slightly and nodded his head. JC slowly moved down Justin's body, and
began to lick the length of his penis, swirling his tongue around the head,
then moving underneath to kiss the sensitive spot above his balls. JC wet
his finger with saliva and slowly eased it into Justin's tight cavity.
Justin gasped at the intrusion but soon began to moan as JC continued the
ministrations with his lips and tongue and his fingers slowly moved in and
out. Justin bucked his hips and JC adjusted himself so that his penis was at
Justin's entrance. JC's teeth and tongue examined the contours of Justin's
neck as his penis slowly entered Justin's body.

A few tears escaped the corners of Justin's eyes as he adjusted to the new
sensation. The knowledge that Josh was inside him made  the pain worthwhile.
After JC thrust inside him a few times he began to enjoy the new feeling.
Justin reached around JC to grab his hips, he moved his legs around JC's to
encourage him to move deeper and more quickly. As tingling warmth like none
Justin had felt before began to filter through his body he cried out "Oh
God, Josh". The unabashed passion on Justin's face caused JC to lose his
grasp on the final straw keeping him from erupting. As Justin felt his
boyfriend reach his climax deep inside him he too reached the peak of his
orgasm. Simultaneously they screamed each other's names. JC collapsed beside
Justin, slowly pulling out and rolling to his side so that his face was
level with Justin's.

"Wow" Justin said breathing heavily, "I didn't know it would feel like that,
that was just... Wow! "

JC chuckled lightly, "It's never been quite like that for me before either
Jus." He ran his fingers playfully through Justin's curls. The couple lay
there cuddled together for quite a while, kissing and talking about
nonsensical things, simply enjoying being close.

Justin and JC were awaked by a knock at the door. JC grabbed a sheet and
walked towards the entrance calling "Who is it?"

"It's Lance, I've been trying to call you for the last half hour and
..."Lance's words were cut off as JC opened the door.

"What the hell happened in here, it looks like a tornado hit."

JC laughed and Justin crawled from underneath the tent of blankets. "What
time is it?" He asked scratching his head and yawning.

"It's 11:30 we need to leave for the photo shoot in like an hour, are you
guys gonna be ready?" Lance asked

"Yeah I guess" JC muttered looking around the room "The phone must have
gotten knocked off the hook."

"Okay, so we have an hour to shower, dress, clean this up a bit, eat and
then meet you and the guys?" Justin asked.

"Well I was just about to order lunch, if you hurry you can meet in my room
in like half an hour and eat before we go."

"Okay" JC and Justin exchanged doubtful glances "We'll try to hurry." JC
righted the phone and Justin walked to the bathroom to start the shower. He
stepped into the shower letting the warm water coarse over his tense muscles
and sore body parts. After a few minutes he felt JC's presence behind him.
Justin turned around to face JC; he bent his head slightly to reach JC's
mouth. Slowly their lips met, Justin could taste the minty toothpaste JC had
just used. Still kissing his boyfriend, JC reached for the shower gel and
mesh sponge. Pouring a generous amount of gel on the sponge he began to
lather up Justin's body. Justin sighed as JC massaged his arms and back,
making his way down his legs. He took extra care of all the sensitive parts
making sure every inch of Justin's body was clean. The shower became a long
drawn out affair and both of the men were thoroughly clean when they
emerged.

They quickly dressed and threw the blankets in piles on the beds. They sat
together in Lances room, leaning up against the headboard of one of the
beds.

Justin ate quickly and then lay down on the bed his head resting against
JC's thigh.

"What's wrong Curly?" Joey asked with a gleam in his eye "JC give you a
workout last night?" Lance grinned at the comment but reached over to hit
Joey playfully in the arm. Justin just grunted and buried his face in JC's
side tiredly.

"Jealous, Joey?" JC goaded his band mate "I know Lance was up early doing
work for Freelance. Did the Phat One not get any lovin' last night?" The
entire group laughed at JC's singsong tone. Joey playfully stuck his tongue
out at JC and the men quickly finished up their meal.

Once the group arrived at the site for the photo shoot the men were each
taken to a separate dressing room for wardrobe and makeup. The building was
huge and various backdrops had been set up around the interior. The
afternoon was hectic, filled with multiple costume changes for each set.
There were combinations of group and individual shots and the men were
herded from scene to scene very quickly.

After several hours Justin began to get very tired, he'd barley seen JC all
afternoon and had begun to get a little cranky. During a break JC caught
Justin's eye and motioned him over.

"Come here" JC whispered with a smile as he led Justin out the small side
door. They were now standing in a stairwell, enclosed by three walls and
overlooking a quaint courtyard. With a deep sigh JC leaned up against the
wall as far in the corner as possible and pulled Justin towards him. As he
wrapped the younger man in a hug he murmured "I needed to get you alone."
Justin leaned with his full weight against JC, bending his head to kiss the
spot above the first button on JC's shirt.

Justin kissed his way up to JC's lips, nipping and nibbling for a few
moments until Justin slowly pulled his lips away. "I love you so much." He
said looking JC straight in the eyes.

"I love you too, more than I knew was possible."

"We're so lucky."

JC smiled and kissed Justin's forehead "Yeah, we are."

The End