Date: Sun, 27 Aug 2000 17:06:27 -0400 (EDT)
From: Candy <Angelusette@webtv.net>
Subject: The Singing Madman 2

The Singing Madman 2
Summery: Inside Chris Mind.
By: Candy
Disclaimer: I don't know Nsync I also am not implying that they are
gay by this fictional story. I'm also denying the fact that I think
Chris is this crazy.

   ....................

I need to stop banging my head into the wall, people are starting to ask
questions (And my head is really starting to heart).

So...I have came to a conclusion. I love my blue eyed God. There is no
way around it. I can sing like a madman but I'm singing for him.

When I hear the lines "God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You", I
think God really did spend way to much time on Justin Timberlake. He
spent so much time one him, he forgot about the rest of us. That's why
no one else is a perfect as he is.

My Justin. I'm going to tell him I love him. I will. I'm not too worried
about rejection because:

1) Everyone under the age of 14 has confessed their undying love for him
at one point in time.

B) my love for him is strong enough to out last my insanity, his love
WILL be just as strong.

3) God is NOT that cruel and

Also, Dani said she has seen the way he looks at me. She thinks he might
feel the same.

I'm going to tell him. I will. Just one problem.....

He has a Boyfriend. He is "loves" him.

We've all known he was Bisexual, he was never shy about that. He has had
other boyfriends before but this is the first time he has ever told them
he loved them.

I don't think he loves him. He can only love me. We are soul-mates.

This is wrong- SO SO WRONG. I should be the one he is whispering sweet
nothings too!!!!!! I'm the one he should LOVE!!!!

I'm the one who stays up all night, thinking about ONLY him. I'm the one
who doesn't care that he rich and famous, of course I'm just as rich and
famous.

He cheats on my Justin. I know it. I just have to prove it.  I will
prove it, too.

How do I prove it?

Pictures, pictures will do it. I'll hire someone to spy on his ass.

No one hurts my baby.

Dani said I need to talk to one of the other boys. She isn't here all
the time and I need someone who is. She thinks I should talk to Lance. I
will. She even asked for his cell phone number. She said I really need
to talk to him. Dani is always right. She can't be wrong.

Talk to Lance.

JC asked me what's wrong the other day. He said I've been jumpy-er than
normal. I told him I had a problem, but everything is perfect now.
Everything.

It is now.

He said the other guy's are worried but I told him that they shouldn't
be. Everything is good now.

Everything. Perfect.

Joey asked me if I had a problem with Justin's boyfriend. I almost
slipped up. I said "Yeah, Justin is dating him" but I covered it up will
some excuse about not liking him and thinking there is something wrong.

But it's the truth. All of it.

That's not the best part of my day. My God talked to me. He said that if
there was anything I needed to talk about, I could talk to him.

But Dani told me to talk to Lance. I'm going to talk to Lance.

Dani is my Goddess. She said she was going to try and come to some shows
next week. I'm going to get to see her. That makes me happy.

But before she comes, I need to make her happy. I gotta go talk to
Lance.
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                -Candy Kane

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