Date: Fri, 20 Aug 2010 22:31:13 -0700 (PDT)
From: Andrew Clubs <boredwriter1990@yahoo.com>
Subject: Spade is a Spade: Chapter 1

Disclaimer: I do not know the sexuality of any celebrity mentioned in this
story. This story is FICTION.

What's up everyone?

I know it's been too long since I last updated, I'm sorry I had two
birthday parties and a baby shower to go to and to top it all off my sister
in law went into labor, it's been a busy few weeks. I would also like to
thank the people who sent me feedback.  Now, on with the show!

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Six months later. July 4th 1998

 Well, telling Madonna my name was the smartest thing I did.  The last few
months have been crazy I completed my first album; written entirely by me,
I might add.  As I'm sure you all know I'm gay and when I signed with
Madonna, I told her I'm not gonna hide that fact.  She was happy about
that, as I've come to learn, she loves controversy.  I just didn't have any
idea that I was gonna cause more controversy than she ever did on a global
scale.

 Right now, I'm in Orlando Florida getting ready to promote my first single
"Touch Me", I released it five days ago and so far the feedback has been
amazing.  I'm sitting in a green room waiting to appear on a local TV
program called "Fred's Morning", Madonna warned me to just be myself and
speak my mind.  I'm watching his first segment with a singing group called
NSYNC, I've never heard their music but their cute, especially the one with
the curly hair.  I think his name is Justin.  The first segment ended and a
stage hand led me over to the side of the sound stage to wait for my cue to
walk out.

 The camera man signaled they were back from break, and it was show time.
Fred started the introduction.

"Welcome back, my next guess released his first single called "Touch Me"
less than a week ago. Please welcome to the show Spade!"  Fred said as I
started walking out.

 The bright lights hit me, and I squinted slightly as the crowd started
applauding.  After shaking Fred's hand, I shook the hands of the guys of
NSYNC, when I shook Justin's hand, I felt a spark.  I looked in his eyes
and smiled which he returned, he held my hand longer than I think was
necessary.  After letting go of my hand, I sat down next to him, and we
started the interview.

"So, Spade, that's an interesting name. How did you get it?" Fred smiled at
me.

"I have no Idea, It's been my nickname for as long as I can remember." I
smiled out at the audience.

"Cool, so, have you met the guys of NSYNC yet?" Fred asked with a smile. I
couldn't resist being a smart ass.

"Yeah, just now." I turned to Justin, who sat next to me and asked. "Was he
not paying attention?"  I turned back and smirked at Fred, who, along with
the Audience and NSYNC laughed at my behavior.

"Your quick. Now, your single has been creating a lot of buzz and not just
because it's a good song." he said.  I wasn't sure where he was going with
this.

"Some parents have gotten upset by the lyrics in the song.  Specifically,
the chorus. You sing about a guy touching you. How do you respond to the
people who are offended?" he smirked at me.  This was not something his
producer discussed with me. I mean why didn't I know this going to come up?

"I say lighten up. It's just a song." I responded, I hoped that would be
the end of this kind of Questioning.

"Don't you think by putting this kind of song out there that you'll be
encouraging kids to be gay?" he said.  His demeanor was starting to change.
I realized quickly Fred was homophobic, and he was trying to throw me under
the bus.

"I mean, do you really think that you should be promoting kids to choose
that kind of lifestyle?  A lifestyle the Bible clearly states is wrong."
Ok, this jack ass is starting to piss me off, it's time to rock his world.

"I don't think anything is wrong with me singing about wanting to be with a
guy, because I do.  I don't need to Justify to you or anyone else myself or
my music.  If parents don't want their kids listening to my music then they
shouldn't let them.  However, I'm not gonna apologize for something that
isn't even wrong." I was clearly getting annoyed, the entire studio was
silent, but Fred just didn't seem to get it.

"The bible clearly states that it's wrong. If your gay that's your choice
but don't make kids think it's an okay choice, it's not."  he said. This
ass hole is crazy.

"First of all, of all it isn't a choice, you don't choose to be gay, you
just are." I said before he interrupted me.

" I'm sorry, but it is absolutely a choice, just like people who think
about killing somebody, some people think about it, and some follow through
with those thoughts, you have to resist the temptation."" he said.

"That statement is very offensive to me, to compare murdering someone to
loving somebody is ridiculous. I can't control how or when blood rushes to
my dick!  If it is a choice, fine, you and me right now in the green room,
I want you to flip that switch and give me a blow job, and I want you to
enjoy it.  No crying while you do it, anyone can give a blow job, but I
want you to climax while you do it, and when you're done you can flip that
switch in your head and be straight again."  I said while hearing NSYNC
laughing at what I said while the audience was silent.  Fred was red in the
face I could tell he was pissed.

"I'm not gay..." I cut him off.

"That doesn't matter, according to you, it's a choice so you can choose to
get on your knees, put my cock in your mouth and enjoy it.  Unless, it's
not a choice." I said very annoyed.

"The Bible clearly states God hates fags, just the other day the Pope
said...." I shut him off again.

"The Pope? You mean the man with the funny looking hat? The very same guy
who could sell the hat and use the money top feed an entire third world
country but is too selfish to actually do it?
 As for the Bible, give me a break. The bible also says that if a Bride
isn't a virgin on her wedding night, she should be put to death.
Furthermore, have you ever read the story of Johnathan and David?  The
Bible clearly says those two MEN, were in love! So don't even go there with
me cause you'll lose!"  I was almost shouting at this point.  With that
said I stormed off the set and back into the dressing room where Madonna
and my Manager Jack a guy in his Mid 20's were waiting.  I slammed the door
behind me and walked over to my back pack and lit a cigarette and sat by
Madonna, who smiled at me as she put her arm around my shoulder.

"That was fucking awesome! You told that fucker off! You're gonna get a lot
of press over that interview." she said trying to calm me down.  I just
kept silent and continued to smoke my cigarette. Then a knock came to the
door, and Madonna went to answer it.  I heard her open the door and heard a
commotion.  I looked up and saw the guys of NSYNC at the door looking at
Madonna in awe. She laughed at their reaction and ushered them in.

"Can I help you guys?" I asked trying to get my anger in check. Justin
spoke up, looking at me with a small smile.

"We just wanted to see if you were alright, you seemed pretty pissed, not
that we blame you."  he walked closer to me and smiled. I noticed out the
corner of my eye Madonna and Jack share a knowing smile.

"Yeah, I'm fine, the fucker just blind sided me. Oh, by the way, my name is
Spade, you can just call me Sean."  I stuck my hand out towards him. He
smiled and took my hand in his, there's that damn spark again.

"Nice to meet you, my names Justin. That's Chris, Joey, JC and Lance." he
said gesturing to the guys behind him.  I shook each of their hands
individually.  I took another hit off my cigarette and realized I was being
rude.

"Nice to meet you guys, ya'll want a smoke?" I pulled out my pack offering
it around the room. Joey, Jc and Justin took one.  I offered Justin my
lighter, and he took it while letting his hand linger on mine for awhile.

"Thanks." he said while ex hailing. I know a lot of you people are
disgusted by smoking, I know it's bad for you, but, to me, there is nothing
sexier than watching a hot guy smoke.  The rest of the guys of NSYNC turned
and started talking to Madonna, I turned to Justin.

"So, Justin, how old are you?" I asked I sat down on a nearby couch.  He
came over and sat by me putting his arm on the back of the couch and turned
to look at me.

"Sixteen, I'll be seventeen in January. How about you?" Taking another hit
off of my smoke, I replied.

"I'm twelve." I said smiling at the shocked look on his face.

"No way! You can't be twelve, you act way to grown up to be twelve." he
said in amazement.

"That comes from the way I was raised, but you can ask Madonna if you don't
believe me." I said getting a kick out of shocking him.  Justin turned and
face the others.

"Is Sean really twelve?" he asked talking over the others. Madonna turned
and smiled at the both of us.

"Yep, he's really twelve. He seems older don't he?" she asked.

"Hell yeah he does, I thought he was sixteen at least." Jc said looking at
me.

"Hey, you guys wanna go get something to eat with us?" I asked them all but
looking at Justin.  The guys, all agreed and we made our way into the
waiting car.

To Be Continued....

Let me know what you think, sorry it took so long but it's been crazy here
since my neice was born.