Date: Sat, 22 Dec 2001 11:17:40 +0100
From: Dannii Ree <raindrops79@hotmail.com>
Subject: "the love we have" chapter 35 - The End!!

Disclaimer: You know it... don't know, don't want to imply - this is
fiction!

Author's notes: Yes, it is over. I can't believe it. 35 chapters... I never
thought this story would last so long. The sequel will come, but next year
*lol*. For this year it's enough.  I want to wish everybody who's reading
this a merry christmas, nice holidays and a happy new year!!! See you next
year!!

Thank you's:

Megan would like to thank Brandi and Ripley for all their support and
feedback, and anyone who's sent feedback to this story. And she would like
to thank me for writing this story with her (*blushes* I'm just telling you
what she told me, really!).

Dannii: I would like to thank Megan for writing this with me. I really
enjoyed it, girl, and I'm looking forward to write the sequel with you.  I
want to thank Luke, just because he's the best. Love you!!!  And of course
everybody who's sent feedback, which are the following persons: Luke,
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lpgr1964, Raven, Sammy, angie, RainBowBrite.  Damn!!!! So many
people... thank you all sooo much. I love you all. I hope I didn't forget
somebody; the order of appearance is quite by chance. Thank you!!!


Chapter 35 by Dannii

It was dark outside when Justin woke up. Moonlight was shining softly
through the bedroom window, delicately illuminating the features of the boy
laying beside him with his arms wrapped around him. JC was laying on his
side, face to face with Justin, and Justin could feel his warm, soft breath
on his cheeks. His mouth was open slightly, curved into a small smile, and
he looked really peaceful, his hair framing his beautiful face like a
halo. This was one of the moments where Justin couldn't believe how happy
he was, that this beautiful boy was his and his alone. As he let the last
weeks pass in review, he realized that he never before in his life had been
as happy as he was now. When his mother had told him that they were going
to move to Orlando, he had been thrilled, because he had wanted nothing
more than to move away from his hometown, because there was nothing keeping
him there. Of course he missed his grandparents, but still he was glad that
they were going to move to another city.

On his last days in Tennessee, he had often been up really late, laying in
his bed and thinking about how life might be here in Florida. He had
dreamed of making friends, having fun and living as a real family with his
mom, JC and Jim. But never in his life he had imagined that it would come
like this. To him, life was perfect now. He had a real family, with a step
dad he really liked, he had made really good friends with lots of people,
he loved college, and, most important, he had met the one person he was
meant to be with for the rest of his life, the one that was at the moment
cuddling a bit closer to him, nuzzling into his neck.

Justin knew that some people would say that he was crazy thinking about
forever with the first person he ever was with. But Justin knew that JC
*was* that special person to him. He knew he wanted to spend the rest of
his life with this boy, and he knew that JC felt the same about him. <It
just has to be like this>, he thought happily. <Making love to JC, falling
asleep in his arms, and waking up beside him everyday. Seeing him smile
just for me, hearing him laugh, talking to him about everything and
nothing.>

Justin slowly raised his right arm from between their bodies under the
covers, and pushed the covers down to their hips. It was warm in the room,
he noticed, so he pulled them off completely and tossed them to the
ground. Then he let his gaze wander over JC's slightly tanned body. They
were both still naked from their earlier lovemaking, and Justin could feel
his cock beginning to harden from just looking at his boyfriend. Carefully,
as not to wake JC up, he lifted his right hand and began to lightly caress
the other boy's soft skin. He was amazed by it's softness, it felt like he
was touching silk. He let his fingers trail up JC's arms to his shoulders
and his shoulderblades, and he could feel JC shiver slightly and snuggle
closer to him. So he continued his "inspection" of his boyfriend's body,
tracing patterns on the small of his back and doodling hearts and x's on
his hips. When he reached JC's ass and let his hands run over the soft
curve of it, he could hear giggling and knew that the older boy was now
awake.

JC lifted his head from it's spot on the pillow, just below Justin's chin,
opened his eyes - and looked into his boyfriend's soul. He started deep
into the dark blue orbs that were Justin's eyes and lost himself in them,
not able to look away. Slowly they leaned towards each other, and their
lips met for a long, loving kiss. All the while Justin didn't stop
caressing the older boy's asscheeks, one second tenderly rubbing them, the
next second squeezing them in his hands and running his index fingers
through the cleft between them, making JC squirm and moan against
him. Finally they broke up, panting, and Justin continued his exploration
of JC's body, caressing every inch of skin he was able to reach with his
hands.

"What are you doing?", JC asked, closing his eyes and enjoying the tingling
feeling his boyfriend's touches were doing to him.

"Learning", Justin answered simply and smiled when JC opened his eyes. "I'm
learning you."  They gazed at each other for a moment, and again their lips
met for a deep kiss. JC shifted until Justin was on top of him and wrapped
his arms around him, pressing their bodies tightly together. Justin's cock
was fully erect by now, as was JC's, and they were pressed together between
their bodies. JC moaned into his boyfriend's mouth, and Justin could hear
him mumbling "I love you" over and over. JC licked Justin's lips with his
tongue and then let it skip inside of Justin's mouth, sliding it over his
teeth and then deep inside, unwrapping one hand from Justin's waist and
running it up to the back of his head, pressing them together even tighter,
as tight as possible without hurting the boy on top of him. Justin began to
grind against him, finding a merciless rhythm that left them both
breathless, and JC pushed and pulled his tongue in and out of his mouth in
time with each thrust. Soon they were both moaning loudly, their bodies
sweaty and slick against each other, and Justin was fearing his chest might
explode because his heart was beating so hard and fast. He ground hard
against JC one final time and then pulled back from their kiss, gasping for
air and trying to control his breathing.

"Justin", JC whispered and ran his hands through Justin's disheveled curls.
"Will you...", his voice broke and he had to clear his throat. "Will
you... make love to me, Justin, please." Justin froze and looked down at
the boy beneath him.

"You want me.... really? You want me to make love to you?" When JC nodded
his head yes, Justin smiled his sunny smile at him and gave him a tender
kiss on the lips.

"Of course I will, Josh", he answered softly. "You were my first, and I
will be honored to be *your* first." He couldn't believe that this was
really going to happen, he was going to make love to Josh. He had always
feared this moment a bit, although he had always assumed that he would be
with a girl, he had feared that he might not be good enough and that the
girl would think he was a loser. But now, suddenly, he was very
confident. Because it was Josh he was with, and he trusted him with his
life, and he loved him, and Josh was as inexperienced as he was when it
came to boys. And he knew that it would be great. So he tenderly began to
kiss JC, just like the older boy had done it with him only a few hours
earlier.  He began at his throat, licking his adams apple, first with the
tip of his tongue, then with his whole tongue, before he sunk lower and
started to suck at the brunet's collarbone, sucking the skin between his
teeth until JC laughed and told him to stop.

"You'll give me a hickey", he complained, and Justin's eyes sparkled.

"Would that be so bad?", he asked with a mischevious grin. "Everybody would
know that you are mine, and I want everybody to know that. I don't want
somebody else to look at you the way *I* look at you. You only belong to
me." Before JC was able to answer him, he had lowered his head again.

Justin's face was only one or two inches away from JC's left nipple, and he
looked at it closely. It was brown, just a tiny bit darker that the rest of
his skin, and Justin softly touched it with the tip of his tongue. JC
hissed, and Justin watched fascinated as both of his nipples immediately
began to harden. So he stuck out his tongue again, and this time he licked
around the nipple, circling it with his tongue, before taking it in his
mouth and sucking on it. JC squirmed beneath him, and Justin made sure to
pay the same amount of attention to his other nipple before he kissed his
way down over his stomach to his navel. He let his tongue dance around it
and then pushed it inside, while he felt JC's erection pulsate against his
chest.  Suddenly he couldn't wait anymore, so he sat up and looked down at
his panting lover.

"You okay?", he wanted to know, and JC nodded.

"Yes, Justin, god yes...", he answered out of breath, "please, baby, make
love to me. Now, please..." Justin didn't have to be begged twice.

He let his hands wander down to JC's legs and gently pushed them apart, as
wide as he dared.  Then he crawled between them and stroked JC's thighs
calmingly, feeling JC shiver beneath his touch. Carefully he touched JC's
penis first with one hand, then with both, before he bent down and placed a
kiss on it's tip. JC groaned loudly, encouraging Justin to go on, and
Justin began to lick his cock, teasing it with his tongue, swirling it
around the head and then taking as much of the cock into his mouth as
possible. JC bucked helplessly underneath him, and Justin had to hold him
down with his hands. He pulled away from what he was doing and ran his
hands along JC's thighs and under his knees, bending them and pushing them
up. He took a moment to take in the sight of the boy laying before him,
sweaty skin, tousled hair, flushed face, legs bent and spread shamelessly,
all the while looking at him with trusting blue eyes.  Then he leaned down
again and placed a tender kiss on each of JC's balls.

JC sucked in a breath and fisted his hands into the sheets that covered the
mattress. Never before in his life he had felt what he was feeling right
now. His breath was coming in short pants, his heart was beating much too
fast, and the feeling that was running through his body was
indescribable. And then...

With a scream JC arched his pelvis off the bed, only to be pushed back down
by his younger lover. It couldn't certainly be that Justin was...

Justin pushed his tongue into JC's hole again, deeper this time,
penetrating him for a few seconds before pulling back, leaving him wet and
slick and aching for more.

"Oh god...", JC moaned, and Justin grinned, delving in again, pushing his
tongue as deep inside as possible, until JC was a shaking mess beneath him.

"You like that?", he asked when he pulled back to grab the bottle of lube
that was still laying on the nightstand where JC had placed it earlier. JC
let out a shaky breath and nodded, not able to form a coherent phrase. With
big eyes he watched as Justin squeezed lube out of the bottle and began to
coat his fingers with it. He brought the hand down to JC's hole and looked
at his lover.

"You ready?", he wanted to know, although he already knew the answer. So
when JC nodded again, Justin began to slowly push on of his fingers inside
of him, deeper and deeper, until it was in knuckles deep. He began to
carefully move it around, trying to find that sweet spot that he knew would
make JC moan even louder, and when he finally found it, he slowly pressed
his finger into JC's prostate, and JC screamed.

"Oh my.. fucking... oh Jesus... Justin... please... need you now. I... god,
please, now..."

Knowing that JC wouldn't last much longer, Justin pulled his finger out
again and came back with two, and then three, taking his time until he
could comfortably move them in and out of his boyfriend. He sat back on his
heels and grabbed the lube again, squeezing out an enormous amount, because
he didn't want to hurt JC, and coated his cock with it, enjoying the
sensation of touching himself finally. He leaned down, over JC, letting the
tip of his penis rest against JC's entrance, and he gave his lover a deep
kiss on the lips, looking into his eyes. JC nodded slowly, and Justin began
to push inside.

>From that moment on everything was like a blur. Skin sliding against skin,
the slapping of flesh against flesh, sweat running down their bodies,
thrusting, moaning, whispering words of love, thrusting, moaning,
thrusting, moaning... They exploded together, Justin collapsing down onto
his lover, his head spinning, dizziness washing over him, and for a moment
he wasn't even able to remember his own name.

Then it was over.

Long limbs tangled together, they lay on the bed, once again facing each
other, foreheads pressed together. Their heartbeats had calmed down, and
they were finally able to breath normal again.

"I love you." Both had said it, but it sounded like one voice.

"You know", Justin said and kissed the tip of JC's nose, "the night before
we left Tennessee, I made a wish to God. I asked him not for much, only for
some friends and a real family. And both wishes have come true. But I also
have found something much more important, something I never thought I'd
find in my life."

"And what is that?" JC wanted to know, although he already had an idea what
Justin was going to say. Justin smiled at him lovingly and gave him another
sweet kiss.

"It's the love we have."

THE END!!!!!!!
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