Date: Mon, 23 Apr 2001 02:27:02 EDT
From: MrClean290@aol.com
Subject: The Thing With Nick 3

Disclaimer: o, my, Nick's telling me that him and Howie are enjoying my
story, LOL still RPS m/m ( and no, i dont know them!)

Song Credit:  Beautiful when You Cry, Copyright Elisheva A-B

The Thing With Nick
3

The thing with Nick is, his voice, is so fucking sexy.

I woke up a week later to him outside my door.  Singing my song. I walked
to the door. And without opening it just listened to it.

Beautiful When You Cry

I have no idea how it started
But somehow we came to a point in our lives
Where we can't, live with, or without each other
And all we can do is cry away the confusion

But even when you cry
I wanna hold you close
And wipe away the pain
Even when I'm the one causing the pain
But to me
You'll always be beautiful when you cry.

All I can do is try my best
To explain to you how
And why I do these things
And why I say these things

All I can do is beg you
On my knees to forgive me
I just wanted the pain in my heart to fade away
But all I do is cause you to cry

But even when you cry
I wanna hold you close
And wipe away the pain
Even when I'm the one causing the pain
But to me
You'll always be beautiful when you cry.

But don't you see
You cause my tears
As the pain of not holding you, tears apart my life
And all I wanna hear from you
Is that I'm beautiful when I cry

I don't know how it started
I don't know how it ended
I don't know how to get it back
All I know how to do
Is cry away the confusion

We beg for forgiveness
We let the tears drown us
But when it comes down to it
We don't wanna let each other go

But even when you cry
I wanna hold you close
And wipe away the pain
Even when I'm the one causing the pain
But to me
You'll always be beautiful when you cry.
(Beautiful When You Cry, Copyright Elisheva A-B 2001)

I heard him singing through his sobs as he sang the last verse.  I opened
the door, expecting to have him crumble into my arms.  All I found was a
tape recorder.

The thing with Nick is, he's just as scared as I am.
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Like?  let me know.  4 soon.
~Elisheva
MrClean290@aol.com