Date: Sat, 6 Jan 2001 18:33:58 EST
From: WrItErScRaMp99@aol.com
Subject: The Truth 2001- 9

Hey Guyz what's up? I am so sorry that this segment took forever to come
out...it is just school is like hell right now....well if there are a lot of
puncuation errors i am truly sorry...well i am gonna get down to
business...if you are under age of whatever don't read it and if you are over
the rightful age please enjoy yourself!


The Truth 2001- 9
By: Toby

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LAST TIME:

    " Brian?" Justin search for brian face. " Promise me one thing"

    " i promise..I will promise you anything. Just say it"

    " Brian, I want you to go and love Nick!" justin cried out these words.

    Brian heard this and dropped Justin's face and was in shock.  Everyone in
the room wa sin shock.  As for Nick.

    " Nick isn't like that Justin..." Brian told Justin.

    " I beg to differ..." said the voice next to the door, NICK!

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     Justin can tell that was Nick Carter's voice.  Justin's mind was full of
crazy things.

    " What? Nick what are you talking about?" Brian ask.

    Nick got down to his knees and hung his head low.

    " Brian, Justin, I know I have been the worst friend anyone can have for
the past year or so.  I am really sorry.  when I first saw you two together,
it got me sick.  Then I realize that you two were truly happy.  For the first
time in my life I have wanted that sort of happiness.  I look deep into
myself and I realize I need a man.  So what i am trying to tell you is that I
am gay.  Brian I am in love with you.  I am sorry J, I know this is a bad
time to be saying this shit..." Nick was cut short.

    " NO! NICK! You are right you ned to be with someone as for Brian..."
Justin said with those same tears coming down his angel eyes.

    " NO! what are you both talking about?  Justin I love you, give me one
good reason I should stop that love," Brian was on his knees next to the
hospital bed.

    The rest of the guys just stood there watching this not daring to say a
word.  When Justin heard this request, he was stomp.  He couldn't think of a
good answer.  He knew how much this means to Nick since Nick has known Brian
so much longer than he has.  There was only one thing, one good thing to say.

    " Because I am not gay! I sm straight as a ruler," Justin bursted out,
out of nowhere.

    Brian heard this and was heart-broken.  His first true love has just said
he wasn't gay.

    " But...very well...I am sorry...." Brian said these with a river of
tears streaming down his face.

    Brian was too ashamed to stay where he was.  He felt really rejected.
Brian got up and ran out of the room.  Justin can hear the heavy running foot
steps.  Jusitn called out his name but he was gone.  Justin say back and
cried.  Nick went after Brian. The rest of the guys were confused about what
just happened.  JC told everyone to go inside the waiting room and wait while
he talks to Justin.  Everyone slowly left while Justin laid there crying his
blind eyes out.

    " Justin? Justin? Are you ok?  Listen it is for the better if you let him
go," JC tried to comfort his friend.

    Justin heard his friend voice and started to cry some more.  JC told him
everyone else went to the waiting room to wait for them.  Justin turned
around and JC could see Justin's red, puffed up eyes.  Those eyes were used a
lot today.

    " JC...I..." Justin tried to get out those words.

    " Hey..hey...it is ok...it is gonna be ok.." JC said in a very soothing
voice.

    " But...I want someone..to.."

    JC has known Justin for years.  He knows when his best friend wants or
need something.  JC could tell Justin needed someone to hug and hold.  JC got
to Justin's bed and held him for hours.  JC sat on Justin's bed and held the
boy to sleep.  JC fell asleep too.  Lance came to see what was taking so long
and saw this.  He just smiled and felt that being gay is OK.  he went back to
the rest of the guys and told them to go back to the hotel and rest.  These
two are fine.  So the guys left.

    Nick chased after Brian from the room Justin was in all the way to down
to the first floor.  Nick was calling his name but Brian never looked back.
Brian got into a taxi as Nick tried to get in but it drove off.  Nick quickly
got into one and told him to follow the front taxi.  They drove from the
hospital all the way to Hollywood.  Then they reached there destination.
Nick can see Brian sitting on the swing at the park where Brian found Justin
on Christmas Eve.  Nick got out and walked slowly to him.  It was pouring
rain outside and both Nick and Brian were wet.  Brian just sat there looking
at the puddle of mud and the ripples that formed.  Nick stood there for a
couple minutes not saying anything.  Brian just sat there.

    " It's over..." Brian said. " It is really over.  I can't believe it is
over.  He is straight, htat was a good reason for me. It is really really
over."

    " Bri...it is..."

    " NO nothing is ok... nothing is going to be ok..I have lost him to
Britney Spears..."

    " Hey at aleast it wasn't Christina Aguilera...heheh.." Nick joked and
laughed.

    When Brian heard this he juss laughed.  Brian giggled and then went back
to a crying phase.  Nick squatted down and looked into Brian's eyes.

    " Brian, I am here.  Give me a chance at this,"

    " What?" Brian asked.

    " I can be the next Justin Timberlake.  Please Bri give me a chance."

    Brian just sat there and cry silent tears.  Nick knew that the answer was
NO so he got up and started to leave.  Brian sat there looking at Little
Nicky while he left.  Brian stood up shouted his name and ran toward Nick.
Nick turned around and saw Brian coming toward him.  They got into a sweet
ingrace.  They hugged each other at the park.  Brian gave nick a litttle kiss
on his forehead.

    " Aww...Nicky...what happened to my little Nicky that followed me every
where?" Brian asked in a humoress way.

    " I am right here in the arms of the first man I fell in love with..."
Nick said.

    " Well come on lets go back to the hotel before we get sick."

    Back at the hotel, the guys were in there rooms.  Nick went to his room
as Brian went to his room.  The two smiled at each other before going to
their rooms.  During the taxi ride home, they promised to keep their small
relationship a secret until later.  Nick went into his room and popped in his
new favorite CD.  Nick saw this artist on the shelf of the new comers.  Her
name was CoCo Lee. ( she sang the theme song for the movie " Run Away Bride"
)

Here we are  Alone again  In your arms again
And it keeps on gettin better  Well I don't need
To read your mind  Cause when I look in your eyes
I can almost see forever

But before you go too far  Before I fall too fast
Baby you should know  I need love that gonna last
You gotta promise to be here
Though the laughter and the tears
Let me know that you're mine
Every day, every night... ' Cause

CHORUS

There's just no other way to love me
Take my heart  Take my soul
Baby never let me go
No there's just no other way it should be
If you're gonna fall in love with me
No, there's just no other way to love me

    Nick heard this and felt his throat beginging to tighten as his emotions
over come him.

Let me show you   How much I care  And baby I swear
I'll be right there when you need me  But I gotta know
That you'll always be true  That you're gonna see this through
And give your heart completely  I wanna feel it when we kiss
Believe it when we touch  Don't just say you love
'Cause words are not enough
I wanna see it in your eyes  Believe it deep inside
I gotta know you'll be here
Every day, Every night

CHORUS

I will never ask for more than I'll give to you ( gonna give you my
everything)
But I gotta know that my heart is true
Every day, Every night
For the rest of my life

    Nick was crying tears again.  He got up and took this CD and placed it
outside of Brian's door.  He knocked and ran back to his room.  Brian opened
the door and saw the CD on the ground.  He picked it up.  On it had a note
saying:

    Please listen to track number: 1, 2, 5, 8, 9, 10
    I can't explain in words so just listen to these songs and then you will
know what I
    am feeling.  Love you always.

    Brian took it back to his room and popped it in and listne to the tracks.

1) Do You Want My Love
2) Just No Other Way
5) Before I Fall In Love ( Theme Song to " Run Away Bride" )
8) All Tied Up In You
9) Don't You Want My Love
10) Crazy Ridiculous

    Brian insteadly feel in love with her voice and was crying as well.  He
knew this CD belonged to Nick.  He can tell through the lyrics these were
what Nick was feeling because he was feeling this to.  Then someone knocked
on the door.  Brian quickly wiped off his tears and went to open the door.

    " Oh hey Kevin. Come in" Brian said

    " Are you ok Brian?"

    " Yeah I am fine"

    " Hey where is that music coming from? It is good!"

    " Oh, it is a CD I bought, it is really good." Brian lied through his
teeth. Then he turned it off.

    " Well I wanna hear it too. Don't turn it off, turn it back on.  I like
it"  Kevin said.

    Brian turned it back on and took the note and put it in his pocket.
Kevin really liked what he was hearing.

    " What's her name?"

    " CoCo Lee" Brian responded.

    " I am calling management and asking them about her!" Kevin got up and
called his manager and told him about CoCo Lee.

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Author's note:

    Hey guys! Yes that was CoCo Lee.  CoCo Lee is really famous in Australia
and the European countries.  Go visit her site WWW.COCOLEE.ORG   or go to
WWW.AMAZON.COM and check out her CD.  Her voice is absolutely wondeful! Her
songs are soo good.  Even for a gay guy like me! hehe...go listen to her
tracks and download it off napster or something.  Go buy her CD because it is
good!  The next segment probably won't be coming out till later.  I mean
really later...bye bye!