Date: Tue, 22 Jan 2002 18:10:00 -0800 (PST)
From: Mike James <jamesbeck18@yahoo.com>
Subject: The child chapter 2 (to be or not to be part 2)

I know I know it's been a while on this one....I am
sorry for that ...... Well when we left off Justin had
just talked to tyler and found out that one of his
friends wanted to give there kids up for abortion and
when he told JC he said he wasn't ready.....

The child (to be or not to be Part 2) chapter 2

Disclaimer: I don't know them although i want to....

For thoose of you following the start of something
great! the next chapter will be out soon..

The child chapter 2

Jc grabs Justins hand and pulls him towards
himself...."Baby, don't be like that. I didn't say no,
but I am not saying yes either. I want nothing more
than to raise a fmaily with you.  I am just not sure
that the timing is right that's all"

"Joshy, I love you.  I always loved you. I respect you
and what you think, but I want this, I need this."

Justin breaks away from Jc's embrace and walks out of
the room.  He goes down stairs and Jc just sits there.
 He wonders what just happened and wondered why this
was so important to him.  Then he realized that this
is something that his mother wanted for him.  A family
with kids and all.  He wanted to run down there and
tell him that he was being stupid and that he wanted
to tell Tyler yes. He wanted to, but instead he
slammed the door and layed back down on the bed.

Justin heard the slam of the door while he was in the
kitchen. He sat his head in his hands and cried for
what seemed like forever. Why was Jc beign this way.
He knew how much this meant to him.  How important a
fmaily was to him and to his mother.  Why couldn't Jc
see that the time was perfect.  Brian had moved on and
the band was doing great.  They had the money and
there fmaily's would support them in this, and so
would there friends.

Justin sits up and walks to the sink and pours himself
a glass of water. The phone rings twice before Jc
picked it up. Justin picked it up and listened in on
the conversation. It was Tyler.

The phone conversation....

JC-HELLO
TYLER-HEY BRO.
JC- WHAT'S UP.
TYLER- SO, WHAT DO YOU THINK?
JC- I THINK I FUCKED UP TY.
TYLER- WHAT DID YOU DO?
JC- I TOLD JUST THAT I WASN'T READY FOR KIDS YET.
TYLER (YELLLING)- WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT FOR.
YOU FUCKING IDIOT. YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS GOING TO BE
FOR YOU TO GET KDS THEN WHEN YOU DO GET THEM YOU DON'T
WANT THEM.  AND ABOUT THE WHOLE NOT READY THAT IS A
CROCK OF SHIT AND YOU KNOW IT.  YOU WANT THIS JUST AS
MUCH AS HE DOES IF NOT MORE.
JC- I KNOW I DO. I JUST.....I DON'T KNOW....MAYBE I AM
AFFRAD THAT WE WILL END UP LIKE HIS PARENTS AND BE
DIVORCED.....AND WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF ONE OF US DIED
TY, WHAT THEN......I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
HERE.....

Justin couldn't llisten to it anymore, he hung up the
phone and walked up the stairs.  When he got up there,
Jc just hung up the phone.  Justin walked into the
room and then over to the bed where Jc was sitting and
put his arms around him.

" I am sorry, I kind of over heard a little of your
phone conversation with Ty.  It is nice that you are
thinking of the future, but  can you think a little
bit more positive. We won't get divorced and if
something would happen that one of us past on, are
children will be very well taken care of.  With all of
the guys and are family's they will be fine. "

"Justin I know that now, if you would of kept on
evesdroping, you would of found out that Ty cracked
me.  I want to do this and I know that we can.  I know
that we will be great parents and that they will be
well taken care of.  So let's go meet the mother of
our children."

"I love you so much, you know that don't you." Justin
said as he kissed his husband.

" Yeah, I do.  I love you too.....but I don't know
why." Jc said with a laugh.

Justin punched him in his arm and then kissed his
lips.

Later on that night Justin and Jc were getting ready
to go to the airport and pick up Tyler and his friend.
 The phone rang and it was Lance.

"Hey Lance........no we are actually on our way
out......to the airport....no, we are picking someone
up.......Tyler and a friend of his......yeah they will
be here for the week.....I don't know about a hour I
guess.....sure if you want......okay tell the guys
then.....peace." Justin said then hung up the phone.

They go and pick up Tyler and his friend at the
airport, once they are there they see that they were a
little late.  There plane had already gotten there.
Tyler was sitting next to a young woman who looked to
be 18 at the most and 6 months pregnant. They thought
whenTyler told them about her, that she wasn't that
far along.  With the whole she didn't want a abortion
thing.

They walked over to tyler and took him into a embrace
and then the young woman.

"Was your flight okay" Justin asked of her.

"Yeah it was fine, thank you." she said back with a
smile.

"Justin, Jc, this is Amanda." Tyler said the
introductions.

"It is really nice to meet you Amanda.  I hope your
stay with us is very relaxing.  You should have a good
time, and while you are here if you need anything just
ask." Jc said

"Ok, and thank you for giving my babies a good home, I
knwo that you two wil do a great job." Amanda offered.

They all go back to Justin and Jc's place.  Once they
are inside the other guys start showing up.  First
Lance and Chris, followed by Joey and Aj, then Howie
and Kevin, then Brian and Nic.   Once they are all
there, they all sit down in the living area to discuss
a few things.

"Well with the whole Joey and Aj thing,  It's going to
have to come out sooner or later.  They are in
seperate groups. We won't be able to keep it a secret
for that much longer.  The tours are starting soon and
what if they decide to go see the other one.  It may
be wierd." Kevin said fartherly.

"I know that, and I think that it should come out, and
that make you one open gay guy and us three." Justin
said.

"Yeah, but see you all are gay, we only have three."
Howie added.

"We win" Jc yelled.

Tyler and Amanda walk into the room for the first time
that night and all eyes are directed at the young
pregnant woman.

"Whoa Ty, did you knock her up!" Chris yelled.

"NO! She is just a friend, we haven't had sex.  She
just needed a little help that's all, so my brother
and favorite brother n law decided to help her out a
little." Tyler shoot back.

"Help, with what?" Lance asked.

"With finding a home for my babies". Amanda said fast.
 "I am only 18 and there is no way I can afford to
take care of these babies.  I don't believe in
abortion so this is all I can do."

"I think it is a very nice thing to do, give them life
at least.  Will you have anything to do with them
though, like a friend or a Aunt, or are you gonna be
on one of thoose talk shows looking for them in a few
years." Aj asked.

"She will be part of there lives any way she wants to
be" Justin rushed the information.

"How can you answer that,  you have know idea if the
parents will even let that happen.'? Kevin said.

"Yeah I do...." Justin started then was interupted....

"No we do.  We know, because we are going to be the
parents" Jc said.

All heads turned to the young pregnant woman and then
back at Justin and Jc.  The tension in the room was
thick and the two young men didn't like the silence
that had taken over, it made them nervous like there
friends were all sitting there jugeing them or
something.

"Someone say something!" Jc yelled.

Lance stood up and began to speak, when Tyler started
before him.


TBC

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