Date: Sun, 14 Nov 1999 15:26:11 -0800 (PST)
From: Francis O'Ratigan <frnceso@yahoo.com>
Subject: From out of the Ashes Chapters 3&4

Remember that this is fiction and in no way reflects the actual sexual
orientation of the BSB or Nsync.  If you are minor than you know you
shouldn't be reading this so scat and come back when you are legal.  If you
are an adult than enjoy the story.  As usual comments are welcome.  Please
e-mail to frnceso@yahoo.com.  Now on with the story.

From out of the Ashes (A Continuation of the Series Twist and Turns)
Chapter 3 & 4


"As a Doctor I am often the bearer of bad news.  This is no different.  I
have the results of your tests.  Jason I am afraid that you have Cancer."
He paused long enough to let the information sink in.  Kevin was at my side
immediately. "With you being shot a total of two different times hit a
total four times.  It has played havoc on your immune system.  We are
pretty sure that the cancer started in the stomach.  But I'm afraid that is
has spread to the lungs and brain.  I'm sorry Jason but I am afraid that
you only have 3 to 6 months to live," he reported sadly.

"UHH Doc? How about chemo or radiation treatment?" Kevin asked.

Shaking his head sadly.  "You can use those to prolong his life maybe by 6
months to a year.  But you have to realize that if you go that route his
remaining days will be extremely uncomfortalbe.  Either way the end will
still be the same," He replied.  After feeling me in on the different drugs
I could take to make my life comfortable.  He left us all alone.

I was strangely calm.  I just sat there nodding at what the doctor said as
if he was telling me how to remove a hang nail.  I looked around the room.
Justin and JC were staring off into space shocked.  Kevin was sitting by
himself with his head buried in his hands.  Not sobbing, just quietly
weeping.  I get up and go to him and pull into a hug.

"It's not true, it can't be true.  This must be a sick joke or something,"
he babbled.  He broke down his sobs racking his entire body.  It was as if
his soul was crying out in pain.  I just held him and comforted him.  God
knows he had comforted me enough to last a life time.

"Whatever God's will is it will be done," I said quietly.  He jerked away
from me in anger looking at me disbelief.

"TO HELL WITH GOD'S WILL!! I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE DAMMIT!!" he shouted at
me.  I cringed at the outburst.  He fell into my arms sobbing
uncontrolably.  Justin and JC came over too and joined in a group hug
drawing strength from each other.  Even Busta came over and laid down
beside me.  We heard the door open and looked up to see Joey and Chris and
Lance standing at the door.  We break apart and I walked back into bed and
scooted over and Kevin climbed in beside me and wrapped his arms around me.

"So you all want to tell us what is happening?" asked Chris picking up
Busta.

"We just got some really bad news from Jason's Doctor," answered Justin
wiping the tears from his eyes.

"Whant to tell me about it?" asked Joey concerned.

"I've been diagnosed with cancer and only have 3 to 6 months to live," I
answered.

"You've got to be kidding," replied Lance.  Kevin looked up at him.  "OH my
God, your not kidding are you?" asked Lance all of the color leaving his
face.  I shook my head sadly.  He came over and hugged both of us.  Joey
sat down beside JC and Justin.  Chris just sat there holding his dog.  I
had to break the silence it was driving me nuts.

"So what have you guys been up too?" I asked trying to lighten the somber
mood.  They all looked at me like I was nuts.  Well maybe I was.  "What am
I supposed to do guys?  Sit around and mope for the next six months.  Well
I wont and don't expect me to.  If I die I die.  I'm not happy about it.  I
am a religious man and I believe God has a plan and if part his plan
involves me dying at an early age than so be it.  I'm not going to argue
with him," I said.  Kevin got up and walked away.  He was mad and I could
tell.

"So you're not even going to fight it?" he asked mad.  "I never knew you to
be a quitter!" He yelled at me.  I was shocked, I never expected him to
turn on me like that.  Before I could stop him he swore and stormed out of
the room.  Justin jumped up and followed him out.

"Does anyone have a cell phone?" I asked.  Three cell phones were shoved in
my face.  I choose one and dialed Brian's number.  Three rings and he
picked up.

"Yo this is Brian it's my quarter so talk fast," he laughed.

"Brian it's me Jason," I said.

"Hey Jason, what's up?" he asked happy to hear my voice.

"Not good, I have some really bad news.  You need to call Kevin he is not
taking it well," I replied.

"What's wrong?" asked Brian worried.

"Well there is no easy way to say this buddy.  I have cancer and only have
3 to 6 months to live," I said.  There was silence on the other line.  Nick
took the phone out of his hand.

"Jason, Brian can't talk right now he is really upset.  What is this about
you dying?" he asked.  I told him the news and he took it real bad too.  I
finally got Brian back on the line and I convinced him to call Kevin and
talk to him.

An hour later Kevin came back in followed by Justin.  Both of their eyes
were red.  Kevin walked over to me and bent down and kissed me passionately
on the lips.  I brought my arms around him and pulled him down.  We were
interupted by a bunch of gagging noises.  We broke apart both of us
blushing.

"You guys need some privacy," Lance said ushering the rest of the guys out
of the room.  Justin stuck his head and yelled.

"We'll see you two tomorrow," a hand reached in and grabbed him and pulled
him out.  Kevin and I looked at each other and laughed.  I scooted over and
patted the bed.  He smiled and hopped in beside me.  He lay on my chest and
I rubbed his back.  Before long he was asleep.  I let him lay there
sleeping.  I thought about how long this next few months were going to be.
I always knew I would die but never thought it would be this early.  I
thought about all that had happened over the past month.  I realized that I
had been through a lot of shit.  And I realized that I was tired.  I closed
my eyes and went to sleep.

(From Kevin's point of view.)

I woke from my nap.  I looked up at him so beautiful and young.  It was
hard to believe that he was going to be taken from me.  I really wasn't
surprised, this always happened to me.  Except I was the one that drove
them away.  Jason was different though.  I thought of nothing else but him.
He was my life and now he was going to be taken from me.  'Damm it, it just
wasn't fair,' I swore to myself.  Jason moaned out my name and I smiled.
He always did that when he was asleep.  I carefully untangled myself from
him and climbed out of bed.  I heard my cell phone ring and I rushed to
answer it before it woke Jason.

"Hello," I said quietly into the phone.

"Kev, is that you?" Brian's voice asked.

"Yea it's me, what do you want?" I asked.

"Just wanted to talk is all," replied Brian hurt by my tone of voice.  He
always did get hurt easily.

"Sorry Brian, we have just had the worst day possible.  So I am not in the
best of moods," I apologized to him.

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked.  I grew quiet for a moment trying
to figure out how I was going to tell my cousin that the love of my life
was dying.  Tears came to my eyes.

"It's Jason," I choked out.  "He has cancer and he's dying and I can do
nothing to stop it."  Looking at Jason to make sure he was still sleeping.
He was, good he didn't need to see me like this.  "I don't want to loose
him Brian, but I can't stop it this time."

"How is Jason taking it?" asked Brian carefully.  I walked outside of the
room to carry on the conversation with my cousin to let Jason rest some
more.

"He is actually taking it better than I am.  It amazes me just how strong
of a person he is. He said it was God's will and we should accept it.  But
I just can't sit back and let him die.  I won't go through that again.  I
watched my father die of cancer.  You know what it did to me," I said.

"He is right you know?  We have to accept it as God's will.  And don't sell
yourself short Kev.  You got through your Dad's death and you became a
stronger person because of it.  Hell that was when I started looking up to
you," Brian urged me. I almost laughed at how he was.  He always did know
the right things to say.  We talked some more and hung up with a prayer and
than I headed back into Jason's room.  Good he was still asleep so I sat
down and waited for him to awake.

(Back to Jason's point of View)

I awoke from my nap feeling refreshed and hungry.  Kevin was back waiting
for me to wake up.  My stomach growled and he laughed at me.  I pushed the
button and a Nurse came.

"I want to know if I can have something to eat," I replied.  She said I
could and a tray was brought in.  I ate what was on it and kept it down
this time.  Kevin looked at his watch and swore.

"Dam! I'm going to be late!" he exclaimed as he ran out of the room.

"Hey where are you going?" I demanded.  He looked back and grinned.

"Sorry it's a surprise," he laughed and I just shook my head.  After he
left I was alone again so I turned on the TV and the news.  It showed the
hospital gain and reports of Kevin visiting and Nsync visiting too.  I was
bored so I turned off the TV and called my sister.  She was crying when she
answered.

"Hey Carole what's wrong?" I asked concerned.

"That Bastard!" she yelled.

"OK so you are mad.  Want to tell me why?" I asked.

"It's Nick, the shit cheated on me!" she sobbed.  I was shocked.  I mean I
thought that Nick was cool.

"So you want to tell me about it?" I asked.

"Well this bitch Diane called and told me that she was having Nick's child
and that they were in love," she sobbed.

"Whoa whoa calm down Carole.  Nick is not cheating on you.  Dianne is that
bitch who tried to set him up last Halloween.  Did you talk to him about
this?" I asked.

"Well I didn't exactly talk to him.  I basically told him to go to hell,"
she admitted.

"Oh Carole you didn't.  You didn't even give him a chance to explain?" I
yelled.  There was a silence on the other end.  "UHH Carole can you get the
family together and come over to the hospital.  I have some news that is
going to affect the whole family?" I asked.

"Do you want me to bring him too?" she asked sarcasticaly.

"Carole don't do this.  You are to hard on him," I replied.  "I mean you
accepted me didn't you?" I asked.  I hear her sigh in the back ground.
"Please, it would mean the world to me if he was here," I begged.

"You know I can't refuse you, but don't blame me if he tries to do
something to destroy this family," she relented.  I laugh and she said
something unpleasant that I will not repeat and hung up.

A half hour later Kevin came back in wearing a wicked grin.  "Alright young
man spill.  What are you up to?" I demanded.

"You'll find out tomorrow," he said grinning and bending down and kissing
me.

"I'll give you a million years to quit," I moaned leaning in for another
one.  The door opens and my family walks in.  Kevin stands back up and
takes my hand.  My mom comes over to me and gives me a hug.  Carole comes
in and hugs me to.  I look up at her and asked.  "Could he make it?" I
asked.  She nodded and turned and yelled.

"Josh get your ass in here now!"  The door open and in he walked.  Kevin
gasped and I looked up at his shocked expression.

"Kevin you've already met my mother and sister.  Now I would like you to
meet my twin brother Josh," I said explaining the fact that an exact copy
of me was standing in the room.  He stepped forward and shook Josh's hand.

(From Kevin's point of View)

He looked just like Jason in every way except his eyes.  They were hard as
steel.  His gaze was cold and calculating.  I didn't like or trust him.

(From Jason's Point of View)

"Nice to meet you Josh.  I'm Kevin," he stammered.  Josh shook his hand.
And backed up.  I took a deep breath and started talking.  This was not
going to be easy.  I was glad that I had Kevin beside me.

"Uh, what I have to tell you is not going to be easy to accept but you have
to.." I started.

"Oh this is wonderful, you and Kevin are getting married," my mother
blurted out.  I shook my head sadly.  "If you have hurt him young man I
will..."

"Mom! Stop it!" I shouted.  "We are not getting married and he hasn't hurt
me.  Now do not interupt me again.  This is very hard for me to say."  They
all nodded for me to continue.  "I was diagnosed with cancer and I have
only 3 to 6 months to live," I blurted out.  I watched the expressions on
my family faces.  My mother got pale as ghost and Kevin stepped forward to
help her to a seat.  Carole stood there staring off into space and my
brother Josh stood there looking at his shoes.

"What about chemo or radiation?" asked Josh.  I shook my head sadly.  He
came over and pulled me into a hug.  We both cried for a long time.  It
must be that twin thing.  I looked up to see Kevin standing there with this
confused look on his face.

"When were you going to tell me about your twin?" he asked.

"I don't know Kevin.  We were never really close, we may look alike but our
personalities clash in a major way," I explained.

"It's just weird seeing another one of you hanging around is all," he said.

We all sat around making plans on what to do over the next few months.  Mom
wanted to plan the funeral but I insisted I wasn't up to it.  After about
an hour the family left and that left Kevin and I alone again.  We sat
quietly in each others arms watching TV.  I noticed that Kevin was asleep.
I wasn't tired so I got up and grabbed Kevin's cell phone and left the room
and padded down the hall to the waiting room.  It was late at night so no
one was there.  I dialed Nick's number and waited for him to pick up.

"Yea, what do you want and it had better be a very goodlooking girl on the
other end of this phone or I am hanging up," he grumbled.

"Ok I'll just hang up now," I laughed.

"NO NO don't go!  I'm sorry," he begged.  "I want to talk to you!"

"Ok so I am not going to hang up.  I talked to Carole tonight," I said.

"Oh man now you hate me right?" he asked.

"Nick will you stop jumping to the wrong conclusions.  No I don't hate you.
I mean you are my "Kinda sorta" adopted brother aren't you?" I joked.

"Man you are not going to let me live that one down are you?" he asked.

"Now what kind of brother would I be if I passed up an opportunity to pick
on you?" I laughed.  "No seriously I talked to Carole and explained the
whole Diane thing.  She is going to call you tomorrow so you can guys can
talk," I stated.

"Well we were kind of wondering, since we have the next four days off and
if you're not doing anything, well would you sorta like some um company?"
he asked.  I had to laugh at the round about way he was asking.

"Sure, I would love to see the gang again.  I mean you have to stay in a
hotel because I don't have a house anymore.  Is every one coming up?" I
asked hopefully.

"It will be Brian AJ and Me.  Howie wants to go visit family," replied
Nick.

"Great I can't wait to see you guys.  UM Nick, can you put AJ on the phone
for me?" I asked.  There was a pause on the other end and a sleepy AJ came
on.

"Yea Jason," mumbled AJ.

"Did I wake you?" I asked laughing.

"Well let's see it's three in the morning so the answer would be, YES YOU
WOKE ME!" he yelled into the phone laughing.

"GEES you don't have to yell," I complained laughing.  "Listen Kevin is
really down right now and I need your help with something."  I explained
what I wanted to do and he agreed.  I hung up laughing to myself.  'Hmmm I
wonder how Kevin was at practical jokes.  Oh well we'll find out tomorrow.'
I thought to myself.

I crept back into the room and sat down in the chair watching Kevin sleep.
He was so beautiful laying there sleeping.  I thought about the fact that I
would be leaving him soon.  I thought about all of the days we would not
share together.  The fall days and nights the cold winter nights cuddled up
to the fireplace the holidays.  The more I thought about it the sadder I
got.  I start weeping quietly.  So as not to wake Kevin.  To late he woke
up.

"What's wrong Babe?" he asked climbing out of bed and going to my side."

"I was just thinking and got a little emotional is all," I replied leaning
into his shoulder.  "Come on let's go back to bed."  We climbed back into
bed and he gathered me up in his arms and held me until I went to sleep.

Chapter 4

We woke to a loud knocking at the door.  "Come in," I yelled.  The door
flew opened and in charged Justin and JC.  Justin had his arms full of
ballons and a giant teddy bear.  I groaned and rolled my eyes.

"Hey don't knock it until you try it," ordered JC.  "We noticed that you
were a little down yesterday so we bought out the gift store," he said
dropping three boxes of chocolates in my lap.  I busted up laughing.
Justin shoved the giant teddy bear in my arms and tried to hug both me and
the bear.  He wasn't successful.  We set the things around the room and sat
around talking while I ate my breakfast.  At nine sharp the Doctor came by
with some good news.  I was going to be released from the hospital that
morning.  I looked at Kevin who had this funny smile on his face.

"What are you up to?" I demanded.  Kevin nodded at Justin who than came
around me and tied a blind fold around my eyes.

"Hey I can't see!" I complained loudly.

"That is the idea," laughed Justin waving his hand in front of my eyes to
see if I could see.  I could hear Kevin and JC laughing.  "Hey I had to
make sure that he couldn't see," he complained.  I was wisked away from the
hospital.  All the way to where they were taking me I kept asking,

"Are we there yet?" to the point that it drove Kevin nuts.  Although he
didn't say it.  Finally the car stopped and they helped me out of the car.
They carefully led me up a side walk and into a door.  I could smell food
cooking and could hear music playing.

"Ok you can take off the blind fold," Kevin said.  I lifted the blindfold
and looked around.  I was in a room of a house.  The furniture was new as a
matter of fact every thing was new.  I looked at Kevin and he reached out
his hand and took mine.  "Can I give you a tour?" he asked.

"Kevin, what did you do?" I asked.  He looked down at the floor.

"I uhh kinda bought you a house," he said looking back up at me with a
small smile.  I took his hand and his offer to give me a tour.  Justin and
JC waited in the living room as Kevin and I walked around the house slowly
looking at everything.  We ascended the stairs and looked into all of the
rooms until we came to a set of french doors.  He opened the doors and let
me in first.  It had a huge bed in the center of the room.  The bed was
facing a huge bay window overlooking the valley.  I knew at once what house
I was in.  I looked in shock at him.

" You kinda bought me a house? Jesus Christ Kevin, you bought the Belair!"
I exclaimed.  He nodded and handed me a gold box.  I took it and opened it
and took out a gold key.

"It's a key to the house," he explained.  He than walked up to me and
embraced me and leaned down for a kiss which I gladly accepted.  Our lips
touched and our tongues interlocked booth dueling for control of the other.
His mouth moved to my chin and than my neck.  I had to stop him or this
wasn't going to stop.

"UHH Kevin I want to shower and than we have to pick up the guys," I said
reluctantly.  He groaned in frustration.  I laughed softly and gave his
crotch a soft pat.  "Don't worry Kevin Jr. can come out tonight to play," I
consoled him.  He moaned and plopped down on the bed.  I began to look
around the room.  He had thought of every thing.  He had replaced my
wardrobe.  I looked at him and saw him looking at me expectantly.  "Oh
alright you can join me in the shower," I relented.  He jumped up and ran
into the bathroom.  I followed him in.

Soon we were both in the shower.  I looked down at my thin and dying body
and was ashamed.  I made a futile effort to cover myself up.  Kevin gently
grabbed my arms and put them around him His body felt so good against me.
"You have nothing to be ashamed about," he said softly gently kissing me on
the lips.  He than proceded to wash me down.  It was the most wonderful
feeling in the world.  I than washed him up too.  We climbed out of the
shower and put on robes and headed into the room.  After we got dressed we
headed downstairs.  I used the cane that the hospital sent home.  With
Kevin on one side arm in arm we made our entrance into the living room.  I
sat with Kevin and JC and Justin talking until it was time to pick up Nick
AJ and Brian.  I wanted to go but was to tired so Justin and Kevin went and
JC and Joey Lance and Chris and I stayed home.  I laid down on the couch
and fell asleep.

(From JC's point of View)

I walked into the living room and saw Jason laying on the couch sleeping.
I took a good look at him and saw that he was literly swimming in the
clothes that he was wearing.  I remember just a few weeks a go he was
vibrant and healthy.  It was hard to believe that he was dying.  My heart
went out to him as I saw him shiver from the chill.  I grabbed a blanket
from the chair and covered him up with it.  I than started the fire place.
"Oh Jason how could've I been so stupid those months ago.  I let the
greatest man in my life slip away just because I wanted one night of
pleasure," I sobbed burying my head in my hands.  I lost control and
started sobbing loudly.  I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see
Jason standing there looking down at me with compassion.  I didn't want his
compassion I wanted his love but I couldn't have what Kevin had and always
would.  He motioned for me to follow him.  We headed outside and sat down
on the porch.  The 200 year old home overlooked the Shenandoah River.  The
brisk fall wind that was common in Late November was blowing.  Most of the
leaves were off the trees now and the landscape had taken on a grey look.
My eyes welled up with tears again as I realized that the seasons of mother
earth were corrisponding with Jasons life.  I let the tears fall freely to
the porch floor.  His hand touched my chin and forced me too look in his
eyes.  I was shocked to see he was crying too.

(Back to Jason's point of view)

I looked down at JC and saw and felt the pain he was suffering.  My heart
went out to him.  I reached down and took his chin in my hand and made him
look into my eyes.  "If it is God's will that I die at such an early age
than we must not debate it or argue with it," I scolded him gently.  He got
a defiant look in his eyes and looked away.

"As Kevin is found of saying Jason, TO HELL WITH GOD'S WILL!!" he shouted
into the wind.  "DO YOU HEAR ME? WE WANT JASON TO LIVE DAMMIT!"  I pulled
him into an embrace and he sobbed into my shoulder.

"JC, you don't mean that.  I happen to know that you have a strong faith.
You know that God has a reason for this cross he has given Kevin and I.  I
am going to bear that cross as bravely as I can.  I would appreciate any
help from the rest of my Brothers." I said to him looking in his eyes.  He
tried to turn away but I wouldn't let him.  I locked eyes with him until he
nodded.  We walked down the steps and onto the drive way and headed down.
We spent the rest of the afternoon walking and taking in the brisk fall
air.  I made a point of strolling through the leaves and kicking them into
the air like I did as a kid.  JC laughed at me and I glared at him.  "As
you told me this morning JC, Don't knock it until you've tried it," I
scolded.  So he shrugged his shoulders and joined in the fun.  We continued
to horse around for the next hour.  The sun had set and there was a chill
in the air. I shivered and turned back towards the house.  I felt a jacket
being placed around my shoulders.  I nodded my thanks to JC.  Once back
inside the house I wondered into kitchen and started dinner.  The cook
looked at me like I was nuts. I explained to her that cooking was my hoby
and she could take the night off with pay.  She thanked me and left for the
evening.  I happened to look at the calender and saw that it was two days
before thanksgiving.

"JC! Joey, Chris and Lance, get in here!" I bellowed.  The came charging in
with a worried expressions on their faces.  "Well just don't stand there
guys!  We have a Thanksgiving feast to prepare for and we only have two
days to do it.  Come on chop chop!" I ordered.  They just shook their heads
and laughed.  I was in full "Captain's" mode right now and there was no
stopping me. We spent the next hour planning the menu for the Feast.  We
were so ingrossed in the task that we didn't hear the guys come back in.
The guys and I were hovered over a table in the dinning room with recipes
scattered all over the table and the floor.  "Now let's see JC we have the
Turkey and potatoes and ..." I started.

"Ahem," coughed Kevin.  We looked up to see the rest of the gang staring at
us.  "What are you guys up to?" he asked gesturing to the mess.

"We are planning our Thanksgiving meal and we can use your help," I
explained. He just shook his head and laughed.  The rest of the guys came
tromping in.  After we all decided what was on the menu we retired to the
living room.  I sat down on the couch and Kevin tried to sit next to me but
AJ beat him too it.  I scooted over so that Kevin could sit on the other
side of me.

"So, are you ready for tomorrow?" I wispered to AJ.

"OH yea, I'm ready, I have everything we need.  This is going to be great!"
he giggled.  Kevin looked at us suspiciously.

"What are you two planning?" he asked.

"Us?" I asked innocently, "why would we planning anything?"  He didn't buy
it but let it drop.  Nick gestured to me and I excused myself and walked
out side with him.

"So how are you feeling?" he asked.

"Not to bad for a guy that is dying," I replied.  I walked to the end of
the porch and looked out onto the yard.

"I don't want you to die," he wispered.  I turned and looked at him and
smiled.

"Well Nick if it makes you feel better I don't like the idea any more than
you do.  But we can't help that now can we?"  I asked.  He shook his head
no.

"It's just that I look at you as a brother. You know an older Brother.  And
I've never lost someone close to me," he explained with tears comming to
his eyes.

"You're not going to loose me Nick.  My body may be dying but my spirit
isn't.  And I plan on being a part of all of your lives for a very long
time," I consoled him.  We heard the door opened and saw Kevin step out
onto the porch.

"So JC tells me that you have a thing for leaves," he stated comming up
behind me wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing my neck.  I giggle
because it tickled.  Nick made a gagging noise and Kevin glared at him.

"So, I like to play in the leaves.  Don't you?" I asked leaning back and
letting him support my weight.  He answered by nibbling on my earlobe.  I
moaned and Nick rolled his eyes and walked back into the house.  I grinned
wickedly and dropped to my knees and grabbed Kevin's belt and opened it up.
In no time at all I had his pants down to his knees and his eight inch cock
free.  I leaned back to admire my quest for a few moments.  I was in awe of
the beauty of it. I heard him softly laugh breaking my concentration.  His
hands moved to my head and guided it to his crotch.  I inhaled deeply
breathing in his scent. The head of his cock touched my lips and I gladly
opened my mouth to allow it in.  He slid it all the way in so that his
pupic hair was tickling my nose.  I ran my tongue over the underside of it
and around the head making him groan loudly. The breeze picked up blew the
autum leaves around us.  The moon was out not quite full yet.  It made
Kevin's body glow in a blue white haze.  He had removed his shirt and my
hands travled up his rock hard abs and hard pecs stopping at his nipples
lightly pinching them.  He threw his head back and groaned my name.  My
hands travled back down his back and stopped at his but cheeks.  I slid one
finger into his ass and up his rectum.

"OH fuck!" he screamed as his cock exploded in my mouth.  I savored the
taste that was him swallowing every drop.  Finally his cock stopped
shooting and grew soft.  I pulled his pants back up and helped him with his
shirt.

"I always wanted to do that?" he whispered pulling me in an embrace kissing
me on the lips.

"Do what?" I asked kissing him back.

"Make love on the porch of Southern Plantation," he admitted.

"Yea make those Southern Belles blush," I joked.  We both laugh and head
back into the house.  When we walked into the living room everyone made an
obvious effort to look away as if nothing happen.  I didn't care I loved
Kevin and would do it again if I wanted to.  The new butler called us in
for dinner.  My eyes welled up with tears as I thought of Niles.  He was a
dear friend of the family and now he was gone from my life too.  We walked
into dinner.  Kevin watched me like a hawk while I ate.  So I made sure I
ate some of everything.  I really didn't have an appetite but just to make
him happy I ate.  After eating Kevin and I said goodnight to the others and
headed up to our little peice of heaven.  We showered again and than
climbed into bed.  I snuggled up to him and he wrapped his arms around me.

"So what all did you and JC talk about today?" he asked massaging my
shoulder.

"Mostly about his life and his expereince with fame," I responded.  "He
also filled me in on the court thing.  I hope they settle the suit soon," I
replied.  I watched the Fireplace burning for a while and than fell asleep.
Kevin slipped out of bed and went back down stairs to find Brian.  He found
him in the living room reading his Bible.

"Hey Brian, can we talk?" Kevin asked sitting beside him.

"Sure, Kev," Brian replied closing his Bible.

"I want to ask your advice about something," Kevin started.  Brian nodded
for him to continue and Kevin took a deep breath and reached into his
pocket and pulled out a velvet covered box and handed it to Brian.  Brian
opened and his eyes just about popped out of his head.

"Kevin are you sure you want to take this step?" asked Brian.

"Yes I am sure, what do you think Jason will say?" asked Kevin.


(Meanwhile in a bar across town.)

"So what do you want me to do?" asked a man in a dark suit.

"Just get me the info to nail the Backstreet Boys to the wall," smiled Josh
Gibson.

"Where do you want me to start?" asked the man.

Josh thought silently for a while and than smiled.  "Well you might as well
start with Kevin.  He is dating my fag of a Brother.  It shouldn't be to
hard to get the dirt on him.  Once we have him in our back pockets we
should have no problem controling the rest of them," he said raising a
glass to his lips and taking a drink.

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Well that is it for this section.  Let me know what you think.  Should I
kill Jason off or not.  INPUT PEOPLE I NEED INPUT.  e-mail me at
frnceso@yahoo.com

Special thanks to Tony author of When U say nothing and Nate the aurthor of
Questions of Faith.  Your advice is always appreciated.  Thanks guys.