Date: Tue, 12 Jun 2001 13:01:47 -0700
From: Aaron . <loveactivist@hotmail.com>
Subject: "Watching You Without Me" Ch. 13

Ok, here's chapter 13. If I was a superstitious person I'd be afraid of
this chapter.  But I'm not so fuck it. Thanks for all the e-mail I'm NOT
getting. lol.  *hint hint* (Extra strength Ultra-Thanks go to Nimm, as
usual. I'd die if not for her.)

Disclaimer: I THINK we ALL know what should be said here, so just pretend
I said it. Ok, solid. Enjoy!


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"Watching You Without Me"

Aaron DeLorean


*Chapter Thirteen*

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"Can't let you know
What's been happening.
There's a ghost in our home,
Just watching you without me.
I'm not here." --Kate Bush
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	I climbed up into the Tahoe. Tori and Nimm shuffled into the back
seat, and we were off. Nimm kept looking at her make-up and hair in the
pull-down mirror, clearly nervous about her first meeting with Nick
Carter. I reached into my bag and handed her my cosmetic case.
	"Use whatever you want."
	"Thanks." She mumbled.
	Tori, on the other hand, had slathered on enough foundation, and
sprayed her hair up into such a solid heap, that it would probably take the
blast of a jet engine to nudge it out of place.

As we zoomed down the interstate I began to hum the melody of "Midnight At
The Oasis" by Maria Muldaur. A.J. looked at me strangely,
	"Isn't that that old disco song?" he asked surprised. I smiled as
Tori laughed in the backseat.
	"Yes it is," she informed him, "He always sings that god awful song
whenever he's on the freeway." She rolled her eyes. I turned around in my
seat and looked at her.
	"It's a hell of a lot better than what YOU do on the freeway,
Victoria dear."  A.J. looked in the rearview mirror,
	"What do you do Tori?"
	"Never mind what I do." She replied huffily.
	"Aww! Come on, tell us!" Nimm pleaded, amused. Tori rolled her eyes
and picked at her mascara.
	"I'll tell you what she does," I began, "She writes her car phone
number on a big piece of paper that she holds up in the window when good
looking guys drive by!" A.J. and Nimm both burst out laughing and I could
see Tori smirking.
	"Honey, we won't even get INTO some of the things YOU do!" Tori
informed me. A.J.'s ears immediately perked up. He turned and looked in my
eyes.
	"I'd like to know." He said quietly. Tori patted his shoulder.
	"We'll talk later Alex."
	I rolled my eyes.


	Twenty minutes later we pulled up in front of the worst attempt at
modern industrial architecture I had ever seen in my life. Tori grimace as
well,
	"It looked better in picture." She said quietly. I nodded,
	"It sure as fuck did."
	Nimm and Tori began to drag their luggage out of the back of the
Tahoe as A.J. and I made our way up to the front door. A.J. rang the bell
and I could hear several dogs barking. He must like dogs, I thought to
myself. Suddenly, the door burst open and two precarious dogs ran up to
A.J, and immediately commenced licking him to within an inch of his life.
	"Damn dogs." Nick huffed.
	"OHHH! Panda! Bear! Ohhh hello babies! Hello!" A.J. made baby
noises as he hugged his children. I smiled at this new change in A.J.'s
demeanor.  He was so cute! I could hear Tori making gagging noises behind
me. I shot her the evil eye.
	"Alex, Why were your dogs at Nick's house?" I inquired. He stood up
and brushed his hands off on his jeans.
	"Well I thought it would just be easier to have Nick take care of
'em while we did the record." I nodded my head,
	"Ah."
	Tori held out her hand.
	"Hi Nick, I'm Victoria Weston. Call me Tori, everybody does." The
many bracelets on her hand clanked as Nick took her hand and shook it.
	I turned around to look for Nimm. She was hiding her five-foot
frame behind her large Pullman. I waved my hand and called her over. She
grabbed her bags slowly and shuffled over. She looked at me, nerves written
all over her face. Nick took one look at her and smiled instantly. I took
Nimm's hand and placed it in Nick's. I put my hands over theirs and said,
loudly,
	"Nick Carter, Nimm Nguyen. I now pronounce you friends for life!" I
smiled and Nimm blushed.
	We all made our way into the modern monstrosity that was Nick's
house.  Tori, as usual, had enough bags to stay for the rest of her life;
Nimm had one.  Nick offered to make me a vodka and Sprite, and I
accepted. Nimm looked right at me and glared. I stuck my tongue out at her.
	"I'm gonna need it sister, I'm going back to Seattle." She sighed
and tossed her hands up,
	"Oy vey, why do I even try?"  By the time I had finished my drink,
I noticed that Nick and Nimm had gotten awfully chummy on the sofa. I
smiled. Maybe my matchmaking scheme would actually work.


	After Nimm and Tori had settled themselves in Nick's tawdry yet
humble abode, A.J. and I went back out to the Tahoe.
	"AARON! WAIT!" A petite voice called behind us. I turned around and
saw Nimm running towards us with something in her hand. "I know it will
pain you to go back to Seattle," she began, "What with Brad and all. Here,
take this for good luck." She opened her hand, and I gasped at what I saw.
	"Nimm, no; sweetie I can't. It's what keeps you strong!" I
exclaimed. She shook her head.
	"You need to go to Seattle. There is more pain there then there
ever will be here. I want you to take this with you, it will protect you
and keep you safe."  She insisted. I looked down at the ring in her
hand. It was a white gold ring that her father had given her right before
he had departed on the expedition to the Amazon jungles. It was the last
anyone had ever seen of him.
	"But Nimm," I began again.
	"But nothing! You've got a plane to catch!" She moved me in the
direction of the car. "Go, get to the bottom of this mess or none of us
will be able to sleep at night!" She gave me a smile to show that she was
going to be all right. I took a deep breath, hugged her, and then climbed
up into the SUV.
	A.J. and I checked in a few minutes before the final boarding
call. To say that I was extremely apprehensive would be an
understatement. I rested my head on the seatback as A.J. squeezed my hand
to comfort me. I sincerely hoped that I could settle things with Brad for
good this time.

                                          *To Be Continued*


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