Date: Sat, 2 Mar 2002 22:03:04 +0800
From: pseud0nym <pseud0nym@edsamail.com.ph>
Subject: What I See 7/?

*Disclaimer*

If you are under 18 or not of legal age in your country, please do not read
on. If you couldn't accept themes of homosexuality and the like, please
don't read on. This is a story concerning gay males having intimate
relationships and is considered FOR ADULTS ONLY due to its sexual theme and
contents. BUT if you really like this stuff, please don't tell others.

Everything in this story is purely FICTIONAL. Or in simpler terms, it's not
true!!! Even if this story involves NSYNC, a real, successful American
singing group, and a fictitious character, all that happens in here is
fictional... again, it's not true. If there are instances that it is
similar to what happened in the real world, it doesn't mean that it's
really true. I don't know anything about their sexuality, as far as the I
and the world know, they're straight as an arrow so I dunno if they're gay
(but I do have my speculations) or not but I wrote this out of freedom of
speech and my love for these guys and slash fiction. I don't own or know
NSYNC personally. AGAIN, it's NOT TRUE!!! but don't we all hope that it's
true... hehehehe...

*First Words*

Hi guys. This is my 3rd work here in the boyband section of the Nifty
Archives. I dunno why I called it "What I See" but I just ran out of ideas
for a title and thought of something simple. So the title, What I See was
born *giggle*. I dunno if I can manage my 3 stories at the same time but
Crossed Paths is in its "season break" and Reformation is still there. But
I'll really try my best to update all my stories. Remember, I love
feedbacks.

Mail me at pseud0nym@edsamail.com.ph!!!


What I See Chapter 7

"That's a wrap! I'll meet y'all tomorrow." Wade said as he turned off the
radio. The guys cheered coz it was the end of their little hell in the room
and for me, I was cheering as well. My ordeal was over as well. Mental
note, when you go here again, don't forget to bring something to do. Wade
walked to me with a smile. "Hey, it's nice meeting you." Wade said.

"Nice meeting you too, Wade. You're a cool guy!" I told him. Well, Wade is
in fact someone who I could see as a friend. He's a little strict with the
guys and that's expected if they wanted to learn and perform at their best.

"You too. This is the first time I'm seeing JC this happy. Just keep it
up." Wade said as he squeezed my shoulder.

"I'll try my best." I answered with a grin. He gathered his things and bid
goodbye to the others. They also said their goodbye and Wade walked out of
the room leaving me and the rest of NSYNC in the room. I thought that Wade
was part of the guys, as what Justin placed it; he was NSYNC's honorary
member. Anyway, I'll just deal with that another time, it's time for my
Josh! With a bottle of water in my hand, I walked to Josh and handed it to
him. "You danced so well." I told him.

JC smiled at me warmly and opened the bottle. "I've heard that so many
times but when it comes from you, it's nice to hear." JC said to me that
made me blush. Joey and Chris were making some gagging noise. "You're just
envious coz I have this one hot guy and you don't!" JC told them
childishly.

"Eeeeew!!! I am not! He's a boy!" Joey and Chris said simultaneously that
made all of us laugh, even the two after hearing themselves. Ooops, my
mistake, almost everyone laughed coz Justin just made a faint smile. I can
see that he's still a little down and throughout the day, I could see him
taking some subtle glances at me especially when Josh and I were
talking. Justin turned his back away from us and walked to the exit.

"Is Justin still bothered with what happened? He looks down." I whispered
to JC subtly not wanting the others to know that I've met Justin beforehand
in a date. JC just shrugged. Now, should I talk to him or not? This will
not settle my feelings so I guess, I should talk to him and finally get
this over with. "Is it okay if I talk to Justin?" I asked JC who just
nodded at me.

"I'll just follow." JC said and gave me a peck at the lips. Again, the two
were making some noises and I could see Lance at the side shaking his head
but smiling with the antics of the two. "You two are so...!" JC said and
chased the two playfully just like a 5-year old would do when he's being
picked on.

I walked out of the room and saw Justin getting out of the building
already. He walks fast. I made a little jog to catch him. "Justin, wait!" I
shouted when I was a few meters from him. He stopped at his tracks and spun
around to look at me. What I saw really bothered me. I can see from his
eyes that he was sad, very sad in fact but with that sadness was anger.

"What do you want?" Justin asked in a blank tone. You know the tone where
there's no happiness, or sadness. Just apathy.

"I just wanna talk to you, about us." I answered him giving him a smile.

"There's nothing to talk about because there's no such thing as an 'us' as
you bluntly made. Why don't you go back to your 'boyfriend' and just forget
about me." Justin told me off and he walked again. I walked along side him
trying to maintain a close distance. I never imagined that he was so
affected with what happened.

"Just, I thought that we would be friends." I said to him. "I told you that
I wanna be good friends with you coz you're such an amazing guy. I still
want you to be my friend."

Justin spun around and I could see anger in his eyes. "I thought so too but
that changed when after two days from our date, you end up being the
boyfriend of my best friend." Justin spatted at me.

"JC and I have been friends for a long time already. You know that. And the
two of us liked each other already before we even had our date." I
explained to him. "I don't see anything bad with what Josh and I did."

"So it's Josh now." Justin snorted. "Look, if you want everything civil,
just don't go near me and everything will turn out right. Just leave me the
fuck alone, okay?" Justin placed his hand in front of me emphasizing his
point and walked away leaving me standing shocked with the display of
anger. I decided not to push further coz he was really getting aggravated
already but I won't give up. The two of us are gonna settle this soon one
way or another.

I just let my eyes follow him. He rode his stunning Benz and drove off
speedily. Everything will be okay, soon. It will be okay. Someone touched
my shoulder snapping me out of my daze. "Everything okay?" I looked back
and it was JC giving me a smile of support.

"As good as it gets." I told him sadly. I took his hand and intertwined it
with mine. "Come on, let's go home and we'll talk about it." I said to him.

"Yours or mine?" JC asked me as we walked towards my car. I haven't seen
JC's house yet so I guess it's his place for the day.

"How about your place? I haven't seen it and I'm all giddy now but we have
to go back to my house to get some clothes and Pookie." I said to him. I
rode on the driver's seat and he entered the passenger's seat.

"Sure." JC said to me and we drove off. Josh was still hyper, very hyper in
fact. He just kept on talking and talking and talking! Man, I've never seen
a guy talk so much. If you think that he's the reserved and the quiet type,
well you are right. He's kinda reserved and quiet but I guess he has this
moments where he's just too hyper that he needs to vent all of that
out. And in this case, talking, talking, and more talking.

We arrived in my house shortly and I picked up a change of clothes and
Pookie as well. She's a little hyper too. I guess Pookie and JC really suit
each other. When I returned to the car, Pookie jumped to JC and kept on
licking Josh's face. Until now, I find it so amazing how Pookie immediately
liked Josh. "Hey girl!" JC toyed with the dog.

With JC and Pookie playing with each other, it was a riot inside the
car. What do you expect? Two overly charged creatures locked in a
car. After a while, Josh toned down a little to help with the directions to
his house. Actually, when he gave me his address, I knew exactly where I'm
gonna go but if acting naive will keep Josh toned down, I'll do it. I dunno
how long we traveled but we reached his house.

And we arrived there, I was totally blown away. It was titanic. "God! You
have such a big house!" I exclaimed when the two of us stopped in front of
his house. He took out something from his pocket. It was like a little
remote control and when he pressed something on it, the gates opened. "Oh,
high tech as well!" I added in astonishment. I drove passed the gates to
Josh's house.

"It's actually the simplest among all of the guys' houses. I just want
somewhere to go home when we are in down time." Josh told me. I was shocked
when he said that it was the simplest. Come on, this isn't simple. It's
extravagant. The two of us stepped of the car and Josh, with Pookie, headed
the way to the front door. There's this numeric pad by the door. I think
it's a sorta security code coz he pushed some buttons and entered the
house. "Remind me to give you the security code of the house later." JC
said to me.

I stopped on my tracks and stared at the back of JC. He's gonna give me his
code in the house? "What?" I croaked. JC looked back and saw me standing by
the front door.

"What do you mean 'what'?" JC asked moving to my direction.

"Security code?" I said hesitantly. JC took my free hand and pulled me in
the house.

"Yeah. I want you to be welcome here anytime." JC said to me with a
smile. I don't know what to say. I mean JC is trusting me with his house
already. Is our relationship going to fast? Even if the two of us have
known for each other for a long time already, we just started a
relationship the other night. So it's still the 2nd day of our
relationship. But I don't wanna sound ungrateful or something so I just
nodded at him. "You hungry?" He asked me.

"Just a little." I smiled bashfully at him. Then, my stomach made this loud
growling sound. "I guess I am." JC dragged me to the kitchen which looked
so divine. It was like it wasn't used that much.

"This is the kitchen. It's seldom used coz only Lance and Joey are the
cooks in the band so if they come here, it gets used. Or if my mom decides
to drop by." JC explained. Well, if I'm gonna be here, I'll surely use the
kitchen very often. "I think there's still some stuff that we can make for
dinner in the fridge." JC walked to the ref and opened it looking for
something to cook.

JC produced a small portion of beef. I think I can make some beef stew for
this. "I'll cook." I said to him happily. I guess cooking is really one of
my passions in life.

"I'll help." JC said to me. The two of us prepared and cooked
everything. While cooking, JC again talked and talked. But a little toned
down coz he has to watch his hands while he was using the knife. Actually,
he has cut himself several times and it's taking forever for him to cut.

With a few cuts for him, we finally finished. I think JC was a little proud
for helping out. I guess he's really not into kitchens and cooking so
accomplishing something that tasted wonderful is really a big thing for
him. Well, if I was in his place, I think I'll be happy as well. The two of
us exchanged some more stories until the dreaded topic surfaced. "What
happened with your talk with Justin?" JC asked me.

How do I answer this? "Um, we didn't talk much. He doesn't want to talk to
me." I said weakly. "He's a little hurt that the two us got together and
he's venting it with anger." I feel so sad with what happened with me and
Justin. I really want Justin to be my friend coz he's really a cool guy
even if he's sometimes a self-centered jerk, which I think is excusable in
his case.

"So, you're not in good terms right now?" JC asked again. Isn't he full of
questions this night!

"I really don't know. But I think, um, I know that he doesn't like me right
now." I told me. Justin was really easy to read. You can sense what he's
feeling with his little moves and his tone. I guess being the expressive
kind of person brings that out. "I tried to sort everything with him but I
think he's not ready especially that the two of us made it official."

"It will soon pass. Justin is just blowing some steam right now." JC tried
to console me as he held my hand. I smiled at him and gave his hand a
little squeeze. The two of us resumed eating until we were done.

After cleaning up everything, JC toured me around the house. Believe me,
it's really big! And for a person who's living by himself, this is bound to
be bigger for him... and lonelier. "Your house is really amazing." I
complimented him, again. I think in every room that JC took me, I took note
how spectacular his house was. And all JC did was smile at me.

"Lastly, here's the master's bedroom." JC opened the door and when I saw
the inside of the room, it really awed me. I think it's the best room in
the house. It's really spacious with its brownish walls that give it an
earthly feel. There wasn't too much inside the room. Just the entertainment
system, which was really impressive, the king-sized bed and a tabletop
beside it.

"Wow." I said as I walked dumbly around the room examining the few
paintings that was hung around the room. I actually don't know who made
these paintings but they were beautiful. There are around 4 different
pieces in the room, which are really well crafted. "These are beautiful."

"Thanks. I painted them." I raised an eyebrow with what he said coz I knew
that art isn't really JC's strong points. True that he appreciate it but
make it, well, I doubt. But that changed everything. "I know that I can't
draw anything but when you just have this drive to do something creative
and artistic, I can just make some of these. And they are abstract
paintings!" JC smiled at me.

I examined the other paintings as well, and they are very different from
each other. The colors are different and the strokes... well, I can't
explain it into words because it's like seeing pure passion in them. I can
see the intensity of the paintings even if there wasn't any exact figure
drawn on it. The lines, strokes and colors tell the emotions like
storytellers. I was too absorbed in the painting with the bright yellow and
red that I didn't notice JC approach me. All I felt was his hands snaking
around my waist and his head laying on my shoulder. "This is an amazing."

"This is my favorite as well. I made that after I came out to the guys." JC
said to me. That's why it was like feeling a little free with the
painting. Like I said, it's a little unexplainable. You've just got to see
it. "What do you wanna do now?" JC asked me as he caressed my tummy. Good
thing it's not my ticklish spot.

"What do you want?" I spun around to face him. The two of us smiled at each
other like we are thinking in the same wavelength. Our faces approached
each other until our lips meet. My hands snaked around his waist as I
pulled him closer to me like what he was doing tome. It was like we were
forcing ourselves to be one.

I could feel the tightening of my pants due to my aroused state and the
bulge in JC's pants was pressing at mine. And believe me, it's big! JC
walked backwards pulling me as well but our lips never parted. Our lips
were still locked together and now with our tongues fighting for supremacy
in each other's mouth. I was getting a little hot and my mind was getting a
little clouded with lustful thoughts. You know, like JC naked on the
bed... but that would eventually come later on.

JC laid down and I was on top of him. Our lip lock broke and we stared at
each other. "I love you." I said it at last. It was the first time I
vocally said the dreaded 3 words to anyone outside family and friends. I
dunno why but this 3-word sentence is really something important to me that
I don't hastily say it to anyone and when I say it, I really mean it.

I can't explain what I saw in JC's face but all I knew that it brightened
up. "I've been waiting for those 3 words to be said to me and knowing that
the person I love said it to makes it more special. I love you too." JC
said to me as we started to kiss again with more vigor and passion than
before. I know where this was going.

I could feel Josh's bare hand rubbing my skin. His hands were inside my
shirt caressing my nipples that are really causing such strong
stimuli. This shirt is a hindrance. I broke the kiss and discarded my shirt
leaving my shirtless facing Josh. "I think we're a little too overdressed
in this party." I said huskily. JC nodded and the next thing we knew, we
were bare naked.

When I said that Josh was beautiful, well, think again! He is more gorgeous
without the street clothes and the 'pop star' look. When it's just pure JC
in the flesh without all the other stuff, he looked more divine. His skin
was so smooth and his muscles were just right, not too skinny but not too
beefy. And I think words are beyond when it comes to his beautiful
penis. "You're gorgeous." JC told me as I was gonna tell him the same
thing. But it's the first time someone complimented me. Well, I'm a little
body insecure.

"Yours looks better." I said to him as I locked my lips with him to end it
coz I know that he's gonna say something about what I said and that's the
last thing we need, an argument. The feeling of when our skin touched was
something that would be tattooed in my mind. I can still feel the softness
of his muscles as he wrapped his arms around me. I can still feel the heat
coming from his skin like he was burning in fire, not fire, but desire.

I set my attention to the other parts of his body, but not too hastily. I
wanted this to last. I sucked his neck like I was a vampire drawing blood
from my victim. As I pulled my head away, I saw a very red hickey started
to form from where I sucked. I chuckled a little bit and then moved down to
his right nipple. "Unngh..." JC moaned as I increased the suction that I
was making with his nipple. I could feel his nipple standing erect, teasing
me to bite... and so I did and it elicit another moan from JC. Josh was
just running his fingers in my hair and it felt wonderful. I moved down,
until my tongue reached his navel knowing that the prize I seek was a few
inches away already.

I sat at his legs and stared at the entirety of Josh's beauty. His eyes
were locked with mine I know what I wanted to do next. Without breaking our
gaze, I placed his penis in my mouth letting my tongue do the work in
teasing his cockhead. JC closed his eyes as a wave of pleasure passed
through his system. I sucked his penis as I pushed down at the length of
his penis.  "Jesus, Kyle..." JC groaned.

I bobbed my head slowly and I was rewarded by his slick precum. I felt his
hand adding pressure in his grip with my hair, a sign that he was getting
close in his climax. I strengthened the suction that I was applying and
sped up my bobbing. All I was thinking was to bring JC to a blissful
climax. I wanted to please my lover, to give him the physical pleasure of
an orgasm. "I'm cumming." JC groaned as his body stiffened and he gave a
stifled scream. I could feel the thick semen coming out of his penis and I
drank it greedily.

This is one of his most personal and intimate part product that only a few
or none had received. It was something that others call as cum, or even a
euphemism filled with cheesiness, love juice that I would like to think
about. This is the product of passion and love. The pulsing of penis
stopped. I could hear the deep breaths that JC was taking from the
strenuous 'exercise' we did, well, I did but it surely would take a lot
from him. "You okay?" I asked as I wiped away the cum that escaped my
mouth.

"Fantastic." JC panted. "You're amazing!" JC pulled me to him and gave me a
very deep kiss turning me over laying me at my back and he was on top of
me. "I really love you." JC said as I could see the sparkle in his eyes.

"I love you too." I told him. "Come on, let's sleep. You have rehearsals
tomorrow and I don't want you to be late tomorrow." I told JC. I could see
the protest in his eyes.

"But you haven't cum yet." Josh told me.

"It's okay. Something to look forward tomorrow?" I grinned at him. JC laid
his head on my chest and that's how we slept for that night. Our first
night together in his house. Our first time together
intimately... something that is locked in my memory that I would cherish
forever.

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End of Chapter

Well, that's chapter SEVEN. Officially, it's the first bed scene for my
series and I'm sorry if it didn't meet your expectation but being
unexperienced in that sort of thing just leaves me to my overly active
imagination. I'm starting to build up the drama of the series so the
utopian setting will slowly be cut and a little angst would be added.

Thanks to ALL of you who have taken the time and MAILED me! I truly
appreciate it very much. A big, big shout to my Danish pals, Chris and
Danny, I hope you always be in love forever coz you compliment each
other. You two are made for each other! :-)

PLEASE!!!! Send me feedbacks... I'm a feedback addict! I so love those
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A big 'HI' to the people in the Nifty Boyband Chatroom! They are so nice,
especially Wes, Dru, CJ, Duckie, Strat, Clive, Jayson... and the list goes
on. Wanna say hi to my friend Byron who have helped me with his support and
his friendship! Stay strong in your relationship! Finally, a big big 'thank
you' to David who maintains the Nifty archives, without him, we won't be
reading any of the best slash fics in the world!

Also, here are my suggestions of other cool stories in the archive that
influenced me in my craft.

 + Brian and Justin (Brian/Justin)
 + The One (Brian/Justin)
 + Jamie's Romance (Justin)
 + Love Thru Chat (JC/Justin, Lance)
 + Josh and Just (JC/Justin)
 + Lance in Shining Armour (Lance)
 + My New Life (Lance)
 + Because I Love You (Brian/Nick)
 + Double Take (Brian/Nick)
 + Bad Boy B-Rok (Brian)
 + Justin's Dark Angel (Justin)
 + My Surprise Romance (Lance)
 + Heir to the Darkness (Brian/Nick)
 + Life with Justin (Justin)
 + Kevin and Dustin (Kevin)
 + French Kiss Me (Brian)
 + Millennium Love (Brian)
 + Forever (Kevin)
 + JC's Hitchhiker (JC)
 + Get Another Boyfriend (Kevin)
 + Jimmy Needs Assistance (Lance)
 + Lance, JC and an Astral Fan (Lance/JC)
 + Lance's Search (Lance/JC)
 + Heir to the Darkness (Nick/Brian)
 + JC Dreams (JC)
 + On the Streets (Kevin)
 + Sans Vous, Je Suis Rien (Justin)
 + Insecurities (Nick)
 + Chance Meeting (Justin)
 + My Soulmate JC (JC)
 + Brian and Tommy (Brian)