Date: Mon, 19 Mar 2001 19:47:26 -0800 (PST)
From: Reilly Enis <enis1220@yahoo.com>
Subject: What I Want Is What I've Got Chapter 7(Gay/Celeb/BoyBand)

DISCLAIMER: This story is FICTION. This is not a reflection on the
Backstreet Boys, Westlife, and Boyzone or their sexuality.

This is a gay story, I don't know them , and don't know anything about
their sexual preference. It is complete fiction and should not be taken
seriously just merely a source of entertainment.

This has a homosexual theme so if you are offended by this go see another
story more appropriate for your taste.

Note: This story will not be nsync friendly.


What I Want Is What I've Got
By: Enis
Chapter 7
Backstreet Boys  Point Of View


		Westlife sits on one side of the room scattered in
chairs and on the floor, while the Backstreet Boys sit
on the other side mostly on chairs. The exception of
the two groups being Markus and Brian who sit in the
middle conversing with each other.

	"Okay guys let's all get to know one another, we'll
go around the room saying our names and what else you
think would be appropriate. Well I'll start I'm Kevin
and I'm the eldest of the group."

	"I'm Nick, and I'm the youngest."

	"I'm A.J., I'm bored, and I think this is ridiculous
cause everyone knows each other so let's get to the
juicy stuff straight or gay? And by the way I'm
straight."

	"Yeah as straight as a banana sweetheart." Deana says
poking fun at her boyfriend.

	"You get him Deana, I'm Howie and I can go either way
with sex. As long as my dick has a warm place."

	"Eww, that's disgusting Howie, well I'm gay and
seeing Nicky." Kevin says hugging tightly to Nick.

	"I guess I don't have to answer the question
anymore." Nick smiles and kisses Kevin on the cheek.

	"I'm Brian and I'm gay." Brian says hanging his head
down a little, not wanting to see the reaction from
Markus.

	" Hmmm... short and to the point Brian, we'll I'm
Bryan too, but with a y and not an i. I myself prefer
both blokes and ladies. Right now I'm with Kian."
Bryan says smiling at his sweetheart.

	"I'm Kian and I only like blokes, and as Bryan said
we are together." Kian says and kissing the bridge of
Bryan's nose.

	"I'm Shane and I can go either way it doesn't matter
to me." Shane says taking a side glance at Nickay.

	"I'm Nickay and I'm gay completely, I don't like the
lasses."

	"Nickay your gay, we thought you were straight what
about Georgina." Bryan says speaking for his 2 other
shocked bandmates. Shane just sitting back already
knowing the truth.

	"She's just my friend Bryan a cover. She knows and
she dates who ever she wants while I'm out on the
road." Nickay says addressing the group quickly.

	"Well I guess I'm stuck being the last on I'm Markus
and I like blokes and nothing else." Mark looks down
down embarrassed missing the big grin that spreads
across Brian's face.

	" Well what movies are we gonna watch gentlemen and
of course lady." Kevin says making sure not to leave
Deana out.

	"Kevin don't push it being nice to me don't work on
anyone." Deana snaps.

	"I vote we watch Jim Carrey" Brian says getting a
pillow thrown in his face.

	"NO!!!!!!" All the Backstreet Boys say in unison.

	"Brian we are not watching any of those movies ever
again..." Kevin says getting ready to give a lecture
to Brian, before Markus thankfully steps in and saves
Brian.

	"Well we have Darby O'Gill and the Little People,
Armageddon, Titanic (still haven't seen that movie and
don't plan on it) and Scream." Mark says going through
the tapes.

	" We'll watch Scream  I ain't watching a movie with
little people in it." Nick says putting his two cents
in.

	"No matter what movie we watch Nick, your gonna be
clinging to Kevin in bed tonight from nightmares."
A.J. says receiving a smack from Deana.

	"Leave Nicky alone!" Deana says defending Nick as
always. Nick sticks his tongue out at A.J., slightly
laughing cause he was being yelled at by Deana.

	"Put your tongue back in Carter before Kevin jumps on
the chance to use it and we don't need a free porn
show."

	Brian gets up and quickly puts the movie on and turns
off the light before the fighting gets worse. He then
proceeds to sit back next to Mark.

	Half way through the movie the only people who were
watching the movie was Brian, Mark, Howie, A.J. and
Deana, everyone else was making out or cuddling, or
sleeping.

	Nick is clinging to Kevin's chest his head buried
into Kevin's neck. Kevin just held him tightly kissing
the top of his blonde head once in awhile.  Brian and
Mark have been  stealing  glances at each other hoping
the other wouldn't notice. Deana finds it amusing
watching them. After one would turn their head the
other would look quickly. It is obvious to anyone that
they like each other, if only they could notice it
themselves.

	Kian and Bryan are sitting on the floor in the
corner, not paying attention to the movie but each
others lips. Kian sitting on Bryan's lap, his hand
down Bryan's trousers.

	Shane and Nickay who had been sitting on the couch
now lay asleep on it, using each other as a pillow.
Both with smiles on their faces, being able to hold
each other without the other guys noticing.

	Deana sits in between A.J.'s legs, A.J.'s hands  on
her thighs rubbing up and down. Deana obviously trying
to ignore him and the appendage that was poking her in
the back. Deana finally moves away from him, to keep
her eyes glued on the movie with no more
interruptions. A.J. now with a scowl on his face
wanting so bad to go back to his room with Deana.

	By the end of the movie everyone had fallen asleep.
Mark's head falling onto Brian in his sleep, both
cuddled into each other unconsciously. Kevin and Nick
have fallen into a spoon position, Nick still shaking
in his sleep. Deana has moved back over to A.J. just
to use him as a pillow. Kian has fallen  asleep in
Bryan's lap, his hand still circled around Bryan's
cock. Shane and Nickay have moved even closer to each
other having their arms wrapped around each other.
Howie, the lonely one has passed out on a chair.

Kevin:

	Kevin woke up very happy to have Nick wrapped around
him very tightly. Kevin left him to sleep and woke
everyone else. He walked past Brian and Markus not
really wanting to wake them up, but he had to. When
everyone was awake he picks Nick up and brings him
back to their room to sleep some more before they had
to get ready for the concert.

A.J.:

	"We didn't even watch the movie! Hey Lifers you wanna
do this again after the concert maybe we'll be more
lively" A.J. says stretching.

	"Yeah sure A.J. see you then have a nice nap." Markus
says walking into his own room, to go back to sleep.

	"I ain't going to sleep come on Deana let's go have
some fun!" A.J. says grabbing Deana and pulling her
out the door.

	"Boy if you think we're doing more than sleeping on
our bed, you better go to the bathroom and jack off
cause I ain't gonna give you any, you horny toad."
Deana says walking out the door, waving to the
Westlife boys.

	"Oh come on Angel, PLEASE!!!!!! you know you can't
resist me" A.J. says grabbing her from behind into a
tight hug kissing her softly. Deana pulls away, puts
her hand over her mouth and runs to the bathroom. A.J.
runs to see what's the matter, but gets the door
slammed into his face. Deanna was sick again, A.J.
could hear her gagging through the door and then hears
her crying softly. He opens the door and sits beside
her and holds her until she stops crying. He carries
her into the bedroom and lays her down on the bed. He
holds her until she falls asleep only then does he
lets the tears fall, fearing the worst is yet to
come..............

Brian:

	"So Mark are you gonna hang out with us tonight like
A.J. said or are you gonna just go to sleep." Brian
asks Mark hopeful.

	"I'm gonna hang out, I have nothing else to do.
Anyway it would be fun to hang out with you....uhm I
mean all of you again." Mark mentally hits himself for
screwing up.

	`I want to see you so bad Mark, but in a different
setting maybe a bed and nothing else. Atleast he's not
mad at me for like being all up on him while we were
sleeping. I hope he doesn't think I'm trying to get on
him now that he knows I'm gay." Brian think to
himself.

	"Yeah it's cool hanging out with you Lifers, your all
cool when your awake of course." Brian says `But I
liked waking up in your arms more. I wish I could do
that all the time.'

	"Yeah.... look Brian I'm sorry about that whole
sleeping on you thing. I guess my subconscious didn't
realize what I was doing. I hope your not mad at me."
Markus looks at Brian hoping he's not angered.

	"No I'm not mad, it's my fault too, my arms were
wrapped around you as well." `god I'm not mad at you,
it was nice to feel your body all close to mine, to
bad our clothes were in the way.'

	"Well I'm going to my room to get some sleep, if I
don't see you before the show good luck and to all the
other Lifers." Brian says making his way out of the
room.

	" Thanx Brian, see you later." Markus says smiling at
Brian and walking into his bedroom, giving Brian a
chance to check out the back of him.

	` Oh lord, he's so hot, great now  I have to go take
a cold shower before going to sleep.. Why does he do
this to me? I feel like one of those damn
teenyboppers.'

	Brian walks into his room and goes straight to the
bathroom to take his cold shower. It didn't help much,
he was still thinking of Markus.

	He steps out of the shower hearing a knock on his
door. He wraps a towel around his waist. He drops his
towel when he see's who is at that door.

	There stands Howie  in only his boxers, looking at
Brian very lustfully. He looks at his body stopping at
Brian's erection.

	"Hey Bri, can I come in." Howie says giving an almost
devilish grin.

	"Yeah sure Howie" Brian closes the door and stares at
Howie not even trying to cover himself up.

	"Need a little relief Brian?" Howie says dropping to
his knees and inhales all of Brian's 5 inches.

	"No Howie.....mmm...this is wrong... we can't keep
.... keep... keep... Oh god!! that feels so good!!"
Howie speeds up his motions paying a lot of attention
to the head of Brian's penis. When Brian was about
ready to cum, Howie stops and smiles at Brian. He
pulls Brian down to the floor. The two kiss
passionately and strips Howie of his boxers. Howie
pulls Brian's legs up and enters him quickly not even
stopping to let Brian get use to the feeling. He
thrust in and out as fast as he can. All Brian can
think about Mark and how this is in his mind betraying
his love for him. Howie cums quickly not even
bothering to finish Brian before he pulls his boxers
back on , kisses Brian and leaves. Brian cries
hysterically until he falls asleep, naked on the
floor.

Nick:
	`Mmmm... to wake up in his strong arms is the
greatest feeling. He's so cute when he sleeps. His
hair all messed up, that smile on his face, the way
his arms wrapped around me so protectively. I'm gonna
let him sleep, I wonder what the other guys are
doing.' Nick gets out of bed and dresses himself. He
steps out of his room and finds Howie coming out of
Brian's room zipping up his pants.
	"Hey Howie what are you doing coming out of Brian's
room?" Nick says looking at Howie peculiarly.
	"Nothing Baby Nicky, don't worry about it." Howie
walks to his room closing the door in Nick's face.
	Nick stands there contemplating what he should do.
`Maybe I should go talk to Howie. No I should go check
on Brian make sure he's not getting himself in trouble
with Howie again.' Nick stands there weighing his
options for a few minutes before moving towards
Brian's door. He knocks on the door, but no one
answers. Checking the door he notices it's not locked
and walks in. He walks in, gasping at the sight of
Brian naked on the floor passed out from crying. He
wakes Brian up and drags him to the bed and puts
boxers on him before putting him to bed. Nick can't
stop crying, he knows Brian is getting himself into a
mess again being with Howie. When he is sure Brian is
okay, he goes straight to Howie's room to give him a
few choice words. Not even bothering to knock, Nick
opens the door to find Howie in bed sleeping. He jumps
on Howie, punching him quickly. Howie woke with a
start, his sleepiness making him not understanding
what is going on. When he realizes he starts screaming
for help. A.J. and Kevin come running into the room
along with the body guards. Kevin pulls Nick of Howie
bringing him away from the bed.

	"What the hell is going on Nick, why are you using
Howie as a punching bag?" Kevin says still holding
onto Nick tightly.

	"Leave me alone Kevin, I was only protecting your
cousin, cause I know he won't against Howie." Nick
says trying to pull out of Kevin's grasp.

	"What the hell do you mean Nick?" A.J. says getting
in Nick's face.

	"Always protecting Howie, even when he put Brian in
the hospital. Well I'm not gonna sit around and watch
that happen again. I'm not gonna let Howie near Brian,
not after what I just saw. Brian laying on  the cold
floor naked passed out crying." Nick says not
bothering fighting Kevin anymore.

	Kevin lets go of Nick walking swiftly to Howie's bed
ready to attack. "Howard you were with Brian again?
What are you thinking, stop doing this shit leave him
alone."

	"Kevin leave me the hell alone. I don't need a
lecture from you, I'm not the baby. I'm just as old as
you are, I can do whatever I want and you can't tell
me what to do. Brian wasn't complaining at the time,
he rather enjoyed it."

	"Why because you manipulated him again. You are sick
Howie, Brian can't resist you and you know that. I
think half the time you get off on that. You told me
you were gonna stop this shit, but your doing it all
over again. I can't believe you I thought I knew my
own best friend but I obviously don't!!"

	"Oh, Alex, stop your over reacting, Brian wanted it.
I never did anything he didn't want and you all know
the last time, when he had to go
to the hospital was because we got a little out of
hand with the bondage stuff. We get along fine now and
he didn't object maybe he just fell asleep, cause I
wore him out. And you Nick, why do you have to be so
damn nosey about everything?"

	"Don't question me Howie I care about Brian, he's my
best friend." Nick says staring to get teary eyed.

	"Oh do you really care about him Nick, when was the
last time you hung out with him. Ever since you got
with Kevin you neglected Brian atleast I pay attention
to him." Nick starts to cry more. Kevin pulls him to
his chest and brings him out of the room.

	"Nick calm down, sweetie don't get worked up on
Howie. Just go get Brian and talk to him and I'll deal
with Howie okay? Calm down, I hate to see you cry,
your gonna make me cry." Kevin hugs Nick once more and
turns to go back to Howie's room.

	"Okay Kevin I'll go get Brian, and talk to him.
Please atleast do something to Howie."

	"Believe me I'm holding back as much as I can. I
don't like that he did this to my cousin." Kevin
kisses Nick and goes back into Howie's room.

	Nick moves to Brian's room and watches Brian sleep,
he really doesn't want to wake him. He knew though,
Kevin would be mad if no one talks to Brian. So Nick
sits on the bed and lightly shakes Brian.

	"Kevin leave me alone... want to sleep.... you can
sing my part,,, atleast you'll get some air time."
Brian rolls over burying his head in the pillow before
getting smacked by Nick.

	"Brian!, it's not Kevin and I don't appreciate that
comment about my man." Brian woke up, looking around
before settling on Nick's face.

	" Sorry Nick, uhm... what are you doing in here
again?" Brian says turning himself around to face
Nick.

	" I wanted to see if you were okay. Brian we should
talk."

	" Nick I'm okay, I let him do it. I wanted him okay.
You don't have to worry about me I'm fine." Nick pulls
Brian up out of the covers to seriously look at Brian.


	"But I do worry about you, your my best friend. Also,
I know you didn't want Howie, he probably seduced you
again like he always does. Brian I'm worried about
you, you can't keep letting him walk all over you."

	"Like you don't walk all over Kevin, playing with his
emotions, haven't you seen how much of a wreck he is.
So don't condemn Howie, when you do the exact same
thing. Nick you have a lot to learn about life." Brian
gets out of bed and goes into the bathroom locking
Nick out. Nick begins to cry trying to think what
Brian meant.

	`What have I done to Kevin, that was so bad? Was he
upset about me tying him to the bed? Oh god... did I
hurt him...............'

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