Date: Tue, 08 May 2001 00:26:49 -0400
From: Susan Rogers <chocolate_cow_angel@hotmail.com>
Subject: wooing my beloved/chapter 14

Hello folks,

Disclaimer,

If you are underage, don't read it

this is FICTION! I don't know the ppl in this story, it's all what my mind
thinks

on with the show!

**

As the days flew by, and we moved from place to place. I noticed something
strange was going on. Justin, never went out with the guys anymore after the
shows. He would retreat to his room and lock the door.

	A few times, I had caught him talking in a whisper to someone on the phone.
Whenever I questioned about his sneaky behaviour, he would just get all
nervous looking and tell me to bugger off.

	It was really starting to piss me off, because I came to Justin when it all
started with Chris. Well, actually Justin came to me but that is beside the
point. I still confided in him!

	One night after one of the shows, Chris and I were lying in bed just
enjoying the comfort of each other's arms. I heard someone knocking softly
on the door beside our room.

	I sat bolt upright, and grinned. I quickly got out of bed and ignored
Chris' both puzzled and annoyed glance. I stalked silently to the door, and
opened it slowly and quietly.

	Just as I was about to get the glimpse of whatever the hell Justin was
hiding, the door opened and the guy walked threw. I was only able to get a
glance at the guy. I just saw a baseball cap, and jeans enter Justin's room.

	My shoulders slumped and I shuffled back to bed and the waiting arms of
Chris.

	"Okay Lance, spill. I'm getting sick of this." Chris said giving me a look
that I knew not to mess with.

	I stuck out my bottom lip, and said "Dunno what your talking about Chris."
I thought Chris would think I was silly if he knew I was trying to spy on
our bandmate.

	"Oh common Lance. You've been acting strange lately. You may think I don't
notice you doing your Matlock act but I do! I want to know what you're so
intent on finding." Chris said putting his finger under my chin and lifting
my head up so that I was looking directly into his eyes.

	I felt really guilty. It wasn't fair that I was hiding anything from Chris.
Especially something that is so petty and small. I just didn't want him to
think I was interested in Justin or anything stupid like that.

	I sighed and decided to face the music. "I think Justin's hiding something
from the group." I stated bluntly.

	Chris raised an eyebrow. "He is entitled to his private life you know."

	I nodded. "I know Chris, but this is different! He never comes out with us
anymore; he always seems so distracted and sad. I don't think it is a good
secret he's keeping. I can just tell that something is weighing heavily upon
his shoulders, and I want to know what it is!" I told Chris firmly hoping
he'd understand.

	"Aww love, I know you worry. I can see why you're worrying. Why don't you
try and talk to Just? He might just give up information voluntarily instead
of you sneaking around. And trying to find things other ways." Chris asked
me softly.

	"I've tried talking to him Chris he just gets upset with me, and tells me
to mind my own business." Lance said sadly.

	Chris pulled me into his arms and stroked my hair. "Baby, maybe this is
something Just has to work out on his own. I am sure, that everything will
all come out eventually. You just have to be patient." Chris said trying to
comfort me, and it was working.

	"I hope so Chris. I miss the old fun Justin." I said turning my head and
kissing his neck.

	"I do too baby." Chris said and reached over to flick off the lights.

	Once the room was in total blackness Chris hauled me close and kissed me
softly. I knew it was his way of saying bed time, so I snuggled in close to
him and closed my eyes. As I was drifting off to sleep, I wondered what was
going on in the room beside mine.

***
*Next Door*

	When I heard the knock on the door, it scared the life out of me. Who would
be coming to my room so late? I knew it wasn't Chris or Lance because they
were probably already sleeping. J.C never came this late, nor would Joe.

	When the knocking became more persistent I decided to answer it and I was
glad that I did.

	When my love entered the room and hauled me into his arms. I felt the tears
I had been holding in slip down my cheeks. These past few weeks had been so
hard. We were trying to get threw everything, and get all the kinks worked
out before we came out to our groups.

	It was very stressful and it was very hard on my nerves. I especially hated
lying to Lance, because I KNEW he knew something was going on.

	My love stroked the back of my neck softly and made soft soothing noises
into my ear.

	"What are you doing here baby?" I asked him softly, basking in the feeling
of security I got from him.

	"I know, we said that after the concert tomorrow we'd tell them, but I
couldn't be away from you a moment longer Justybear." He said softly to me.

	I lifted my lips up to his and kissed him softly. He in return kissed me
back. It wasn't as passionate as kisses before had been, but a comforting
kiss, his way of letting me know he understood.

	I felt the tip of his tongue gently wipe away the salty tears that had
escaped my eyes. And slowly we moved backwards towards the bed. Once my
knees hit bed I immediately fell backwards onto it. Allowing my loves weight
to crush down on my gently.

	I felt my love get up and I looked up at him with question in my eyes. He
just smiled a soft smile. "Be right back Justybear." He said softly and
entered the bathroom.

	I heard water running and I smiled. Whatever he had planned I welcomed with
open arms. After about ten minutes I heard him come back into the room, I
looked up at him looming over the bed, staring down at me like an angel in
blue plaid boxers.

	He reached down and gently ran his hands under my t-shirt and caressed the
skin underneath. I purred softly at his touch and smiled at him
encouragingly. I moved up slightly as he removed the t-shirt from my body.

	His hands slid down my chest in a comforting, but arousing manner. And he
skimmed his fingertips over the top of my boxers. As he tugged them off I
lifted my butt off the bed to make it easier.

	Once I was naked, he stood and slipped off the boxers he was wearing, and I
etched every perfect part of his body into my memory. It was a sight I had
seen many times, but it always took my breath away.

	He leaned down and scooped me up in his arms and I wrapped my arms around
his neck and allowed him to carry me into the bath.

	I had never taken notice of how huge the bathtub was, but looking at it now
I smiled.

	My love, gently sat me down in the warmth of the water. I hissed slightly
as the cold tile of the back of the tub hit my warm back. Once I was settled
my love told me to scoot forward, and I did.

	My love sat in the tub behind me and I leaned back against the warmth of
his chest, and allowed my head to fall in the crook of his shoulder. I
closed my eyes contentedly.

	I felt my loves hands move a washcloth gently over my body, cleaning away
all the pain and stress the past few days had caused. I felt his lips gently
nibble and kiss my neck, easing away the tension. His cloth-covered hands
ran up and down my torso covering me in a layer of soap and bubbles. I then
felt his hands run over my now slick chest.

	His callused thumbs gently caressed my nipples, and I let out a tiny moan
of pleasure. I felt him smile against my neck, his stubble slightly tickling
me.

	His hands then moved their way slow down my chest and over my hips. They
teased my thighs that were submerged in the water with gentle soothing
strokes.

	As much as his touch was comforting me, it was arousing me all the same.
And I pressed back against him to see if he was also aroused, and the
hardness I felt against my back proved the obvious.

	I said his name softly, trying to encourage him to stop teasing me; but he
kept on teasing me.  His fingertips tickled up my thighs and gently over my
balls. And I gasped in air at the suddenness of his touch.

	His clever hands kept getting bolder, and I felt them dance up my cock and
I moaned again. My love knew every touch that would arouse me.

	With his lips nibbling and licking, and kissing, and his hands stroking,
and caressing and gliding it wasn't long before I was completely lost in
sensations.

	However, something was missing, and I think he sensed it too, because he
nudged me gently and showed me that he wanted me to face him.

	It took some manoeuvring but eventually I managed it. And I straddled my
love, facing his beautiful face, one that brought me so much joy, and love.
I leaned forward and kissed his lips softly. He returned the kiss and pulled
me close.

	Our chests met, and rubbed and it felt wonderful. I felt his hands run down
my back and over the globes of my ass and pulled me closer.

	I willingly moved as close as humanly possible to my love, but it wasn't
enough. I needed more. Right then I needed as much closeness as possible, it
had been so long since he held me that all I wanted was the comfort of his
arms. I gently kissed the side of his neck and encouraged his touches and
his caresses. I needed everything he could give me.

	I felt his fingers probe inside of me getting my ready to welcome the only
thing that could bring me the closest physically.

	Looking into his eyes, and seeing all the emotions that raged there. From
protectiveness, to love, and everything in-between. It was all there naked
for me to see. Everything that was in his eyes was in our hearts, and that
entwined us further. Emotionally we were connected, our breathing patterns
the same.

	When I felt his fingers leave me, I gasped at the emptiness, but was
quickly fulfilled again. With him, all of him. And at that moment,
everything, all the pain, the sorrow, the love, the people who may not
approve of what we had disappeared. Nothing stood between us. It was just
our bodies meshing, our souls entwining.

	In essence we became one.

	And as we moved together and the gentle sound of water, and the steam that
moved around us I realized something.

	This was not for pleasure, this was for solace, this was just to be.

	And as we both erupted him into me, and me into the water. Without words,
we knew that nothing could ever tear us apart.

	And when we both came down from everything, my love picked me up in his
arms and dried me gently and then carried me off to bed.

	I snuggled into his body, and as the world grew dark within my eyes. I knew
no matter what, everything would be ok.



And as the night went on... the couples of n'sync slept... peacefully


Ok, i know.. it's weird but I hope you like it!!

Susie Q

chocolate_cow_angel@hotmail.com