Date: Sat, 18 May 2002 15:58:53 -0400 From: Taj E <taj_e@hotmail.com> Subject: Story to tell ----------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. This is all pure fiction. It doesn't imply anything on any celebrities mentioned. 2. This is a Gay Male story, if you're not gay, you're not encourage to be here. Kid's you know you're underage don't even think of going further. 3. I must say my english is bad. I enjoyed many of the stories here, I would like to share mine, a story to tell that is. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- I had that dream again last night. I forgot about it until Julia mentioned them over dinner. "Do you know that you sleep talking, you did last night and the night before" I mumbled something acknowledging her. "Who's Briana?" I almost choke myself. "Is she your ex?" She said "she". "I'm safe" Feeling a little embarrased, I gave her that smile. She slides herself and grab me from behind, tickles my tummy as she goes lower and slightly touch me down there. I grab her hand to stop and raised up my head. She leans over and kiss me. It was an abrupt one as my mouth was full with fried chicken. I laugh at the look of her face. We both laugh. "Brady, come on, tell me, entertain me will ya" She rolls her yes. "She must be someone special and HOT" She giggles. In my mind, as quick as I can, I was trying to make up a story. Kind of hard, It has to be brief and Briana will remain a she. I told her that SHE was a friend of mine. We had an affair but it didn't last long. That we were busy with our own work, travelling away most of the time and it just ended like that. "That's it? You're such a liar" She threw a napkin to my face. I smile under them. "I really talk with eyes closed?" I held out my hand she held hers. I made her sit on my lap as I whispered... "So what else did I say, huh?" gently biting her ear. "Well you said.." She paused. "Briana, I love you" She said it fast in a mono tone. "Oh I did? Weird?" I tried to kiss her and she gave me that smelly gestures. "I'm gonna clean-up, wanna help?" I nodded. We continue chatting basically about the movie we're working on, the Ocean 11. There were no mention on Briana, but the name, rather the person lingers on. I wonder where is he, what is he doing now? I love Julia, I mean who doesn't? I first noticed her on Pretty Woman. I like her since then. She's the most talented actress I've known. Have watched most of her movies even though at times her roles have becoming stereotype. There's nothing between us. It is just about sex and being discreet about them, we had it both in my room and hers at the hotel. And tonight we had it at one of the apartment she has rented nearby. Tonight will be our last night. I said that to myself. Which we did the next day. We left heading to our hotel room separately. We're still good friends. And I'm alone again. It is always hard to feel like this. I don't know why and why would I be? I can't be having this kind of feeling. Everyone loves me, wants me? As if I don't have the ability to love and be loved. I can't be GAY. I don't want to be one. It is just not right. And those dreams. Why him? Why this strong feeling? I never even met this BOY! Cursing away until I don't know who to blame anymore. As much as I need someone to talk to I am not sure myself if I can handle the feeling, having courage, it'll be too humiliating to do so. I got myself drunk last night, thinking that I would forget everything and doesn't have to. I was awaken by a loud bang on my door the next morning and I heard Matt calling my name. "Brad wake up you sleepy head!" "Be right there, in a minute Matt" I noticed that I slept fully dressed. Quickly I got myself undress and head for the shower. "Open the door Matt!" "Come in it's not locked you dumb ass!" "It is locked you moron!" "Huh?" I open the door and Matt jumps on me. He always do that. We both fell on the floor and he was on top of my naked body. "You're not dressed yet? Ugh...you smell, rat man" "Close the door will ya" Matt closes the door behind him with his other hand reaching my backside, squeezing them as he grab the towel off me. I gave him the finger and head for shower. I had a quick one and shout for towel from Matt. "Get it yourself" "Shit, come on Matt, I'm late" "We're already late pal, here's your towel" Indeed we were late for breakfast. Matt was a great friend of mine. I admire his works and has lot to learn from him. He's amazingly brilliant. We've become good buddy since the first day of filming. We don't spend much time together though. Matt kept to himself as much as I do. Heading for breakfast, we found Julia and George almost finished with their meals. "Let's get out together tonight guys" Julia motions. "Sounds great" George said. I was about to say no when Matt said, "I'm not sure tonight guys" "Aw come on Matt, I dare you on a Ferrari tonight" I knew he wouldn't say no. "O yeah? go ahead and get yourself killed" "Chicken? Chicken!" I flap my hands and do some sound imitation of a chicken. Julia and George joined in. We made a scene there. "Hey cut it off! Alright just shut up" That night we headed for the nearest bar around. Julia reckons the place as she has friends there. She kept mentioning that his friend Mike the bartender is superb. Truly enough Mike is. As busy as he is, whenever he had a moment or two he'll entertain us with his tricks, most of them are done with cards. And the best thing is he knows well about the Ferrari Race. I've done that before quite a number of times. As I'm a beer person, I don't get drunk easily on wine or any other liquor. Unlike Matt, I knew he'll fall out. I can't wait to see that. I whispered to Julia that Matt will need the cheering most and she got it well. I went first and as usual get it over in no time. I had to fake just to show that I did have a kick out of it, they were laughing. Then it was Matt's turn... A ferrari race comes along with a "race track" made of a line of liquor and at the end there is a glass filled with mixtures/layers of drinks, similar to cocktail with some ice. On top of the glass there are two straws placed horizontally and a small cup of strong vodka layered with a small amount of sweet cream on top of it. When the track is lighted one have to quickly bottom's up of the vodka and suck dry the drink using the straw. It has to be finished before the fire reaches or else you'll get burn along. Kind of scary right? I felt the same when I first tried it. It was fun! Matt nearly didn't make it, funny thing is he fainted! Julia was shocked. We all laugh. Mike quickly sprinkle some cold water on his face. I slap him few times until he wakes up. "Wow Matt buddy, you nearly burn the ferrari man" George laughs. "Are you okay Matt?" Julia sounded worry. "Am not sure, perhaps a kiss will help" Matt said. Julia kicks him. Before Matt even say "Ouch" she kisses him gently. There was silence for a second before everyone burst into laughter. George seems to be looking away, is he jealous? Me? I sure wish I was Julia that Matt was kissing, though it was actually Julia who kissed him. I mean I wished it was me Julia was kissing. Shit! I imagined kissing Matt? Damned. I looked away ashamed of myself when suddenly a familiar face, not far away is looking at my direction. It was a smiling face and it was him. I blinked and step forward just to make sure. Yes it is he. I smile back when suddenly I felt someone jump on my back. It was Matt and he is drunk. My mind was on him again. As I turn back, I could no longer see him, the place got crowded instantly. "Ladies and gentlemen, guys, Sting and Backstreet Boys are in the house! Give it up!" The crowd went wild.