Date: 17 Jun 99 13:54:35 PDT
From: skyfire12@netscape.net
Subject: The Meeting 4

Disclaimer: Okay here's the deal. This story will sometime in the near
future contain sex between consenting men and women (not necessarily that
combination though). This is NOT real. It is fiction. It is not meant to
imply anything about the Backstreet Boys. If you find this material
offensive what on earth are you doing here?? This story may be
redistributed in other archives as long as you keep me as the author and
don't charge people to read it. This is not hard stuff.
     Jess, thanks for helping. Alec, this is for you. I love you. 

Chapter 4

     'Have fun?' Mat though to himself as he stepped out of the restaurant,
his uncles parting words lingering in his mind and pulling up images of
himself and Brian naked wrestling around on a huge bed. He felt his cock
rise and desperately tried to get the image out of his mind.  Suddenly he
realized that there was a lot of screaming teens around him. He watched as
Brian and the rest of the Backstreet Boys came out of the restaurant, Nick
deeply engrossed in a conversation with Jenna.  The screaming got louder
and the boys made a break for the limo Kevin and Nick practically dragging
Jenna into the limo as Mat continued to watch in surprise. Then to his
horror he realized that the fans were grabbing at HIM! He tried to move
towards the limo, but the determined teeny-boppers kept a tight grip on
him. He saw Brian and let out a shout.
     Brian was climbing in the limo when he heard Mat's cry. Quickly he
turned around and saw the fans attacking Mat. Running, Brian hauled the
girls off of Mat quickly and yanked Mat to the limo shoving Mat in before
him.  As they caught their breath Jenna looked over at her brother in
concern, "Mat? Are you alright? I was worried when it took you guys so
long." Mat nodded still trying to catch his breath.  Kevin looked over at
Mat too and let out a gasp.  "WHAT? What?" Nick asked frantically,
wondering what was wrong with Kevin.  "Mat...your bleeding." Kevin said
softly.  Mat looked down at the rips in his shirt and the deep scratches
from some girl's nails. "Well hell.  I hope you guys have disinfectant at
your hotel."  Brian nodded quickly and rolled down the window that
separated the driver from the passengers, "Hey Alec? Can you get us to the
hotel in record speed dude? And make sure that there is a first aid kit in
my room."  The driver called out, "You got it boss." and rolled the window
back up.  Kevin looked at Jenna, "You didn't get hurt did you?"  Jenna
forced out a laugh, "Not me. I'm tougher than my brother." Mat just glared
at Jenna from his side of the limo.  They traversed the rest of the ride in
silence but Jenna felt the man she had had a crush on for years watching
her, but whenever she looked at him he turned away.

* * * *

     Once they reached the hotel they used the staff elevator to reach the
floor that the boys were staying on. Brian looked at everyone, "We can use
my room for a meeting hall for once instead of Kevin's, since the first aid
kit is in my room." The rest of them simply nodded agreement.  In Brian's
room everyone just crashed except for Mat and Jenna who just stood in the
doorway staring in shock.  Nick looked around as he crashed on Brian's bed,
"What?"  Jenna smiled at him, "You may think that this is just 'a nice
room' but I have never seen a hotel room this big, let alone stayed in
one." The guys stared at them for a minute then grinned.
     "Hey we understand. When we started this and they were always putting
us in these rooms we were dumbfounded." AJ said from his stretched out
position on the couch.  "Okay Mat...get your tail in here so that we can
clean up those cuts." Brian said from the bathroom doorway.  Before Mat
could move into the bathroom Jenna was by his side and looking at the
cuts. She glared at them as if they were her worst enemy and then looked at
Brian.  "They aren't that deep, but he is going to whine like a baby when
you clean them." Mat glared at his sister, "Thanks Jen." and moved quickly
towards the bathroom.
             Watching her brother disappear into the bathroom Jenna
realized that she was alone with four guys. She felt fear bubble up inside
of her but quickly tried to rid herself of it. She nervously sat on the
love-seat while the guys started talking about the tour. As time went by
she slowly started to relax.

     Once the bathroom door was closed Mat simply sat on the toilet, trying
to keep his composure. 'Don't blow this now Mat...Do not blow this.' His
mind whispered to him. He watched as Brian approached him with the
antiseptic.  Brian looked at him a long time then said, "This will be
easier if you take off that shirt." Mat simply nodded and pulled his shirt
off.
     As Mat removed his shirt Brian told himself to breathe as he stared at
Mat's chiseled chest and perfect six pack. 'GOD, Brian...don't mess this
up.' he thought then he remembered how Mat had told the guys that they
weren't his type, that meant that he was straight, 'Damn. Damn' Brian said
silently and realized that Mat was watching him waiting for him to get
started. 'Or',Brian thought to himself, 'Maybe the other guys just aren't
his type and he really is gay. God I hope so.'  Brian quickly soaked a
cotton ball in antiseptic and gently started to swipe it over the gashes in
Mat's perfect skin.  As the antiseptic soaked into his skin Mat's breath
hissed in between his clenched teeth. Brian's head came up, "I'm sor... "
Brian cut off as he realized that he was only inches from Mat's
lips. Brian's eyes focused on Mat's lips, wanting desperately to place his
own mouth over Mat's and feel his tongue against his.
     Mat watched the lust rise in Brian's eyes and heard the little groan
that escaped from Brian's mouth as he surrendered and then Mat had the
erotic feeling of Brian's mouth pressing gently against his, then as Mat
responded pressing harder. Demanding Mat to give himself to him.
     When Brian felt Mat's sweet surrender he grabbed Mat by the hair and
pressed his body into his. Lightly licking his mouth until Mat opened to
admit Brian's tongue.

     Jenna was starting to relax when AJ suddenly popped out of his seat on
the couch.  Jenna gave a quick gasp of fear that only her crush noticed. He
gave her a quick glance of concern, his eyes asking her what was wrong. She
looked away but not before she saw his eyes flick to AJ then back to her
and saw the confusion and worry in those gorgeous brown eyes.  Jenna
decided that it was time for her to be getting the hell out of there before
anything else happened. She thought about knocking on the bathroom door to
get Mat, then realized that Brian and Mat had been in there quite a
while. Too long for it to be a straightforward cleaning of cuts.  She
smiled to herself. She had known from the first time that their eyes had
met that Brian and Mat were meant to be. AJ was simply pacing around the
room and Jenna had yet to take her eyes off of him. Suddenly he stretched
and said softly, "I'm giving it up guys. I'm going to bed. Jenna, it was a
pleasure to meet you." he said smiling at her then started to leave.
     "Wait up man. I'm going with you." Howie said jumping out of his seat
making Jenna flinch again.  "Me too."  As the other guys left Jenna
realized that she was alone with HIM. She looked across the room at him.
"Are you afraid of me too, Jenna?" he asked her softly his eyes boring into
hers. Jenna silently shook her head looking at him. "Why not?"
     She stared, "Because from the first time I looked at you on the cover
of your album I fell in love with you. How on earth could I ever be afraid
of you, Kevin?"  Kevin's eyes did not waver from hers as he continued to
look at her from across the room.  "Why? Why are you frightened of the
others?"  Jenna finally broke the gaze looking down at her tightly clenched
hands. Suddenly Kevin was there holding her hands tightly in his.  "Please
tell me Jenna. I swear I could and would not ever hurt you. But tell me
what makes you afraid."  Jenna looked into his eyes and slowly started to
tell him. "About 6 months ago my brother and I went to visit our cousin in
Washington...."

     When Mat felt Brian's tongue in his mouth and the feel of Brian's
hands gripping Mat's body close to his, he felt himself go back in time to
that moment when he had awoken to find his cousins tongue in his mouth. Mat
yanked himself away from Brian. Curling into a ball on the bathroom floor
Mat began crying softly.
     When Brian realized that Mat was pulling away he let go in surprise
then watched in shock and horror as this boy he had already come to love
huddled in a ball on the floor crying.  "Mat, baby?" Brian gently stroked
Mat's back, "What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"
     Mat grabbed Brain quickly. "No! No you didn't, but someone else did
and kissing you, as wonderful as it was brought back that moment."
  Brian prayed that Mat would answer no to his next question, "Were you
raped Mat?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.  Mat shook his
head, "No, but it was a damn close thing. I was lucky that I woke when I
did.  Jenna didn't fare quite as well...she had his hands on her more than
I did. Yet, his touch still haunts my nightmares."  Brian continued to
stroke Mat's back as Mat clutched at him, quietly rocking Mat on the
bathroom floor. He wondered who could have been so cruel as to hurt both
Mat and his sister.
 
     Kevin at on the floor wishing that Jenna would meet his eyes. He
clasped her hands in his tightly and wondered at these intense emotions
that she brought up in him. He had had been totally unable to keep his eyes
off of her during dinner. The minute that he had realized that the other
guys made her afraid he wanted them to leave so that he could make her feel
safe. Her words broke his heart when he heard her say softly,
   "I woke up and found myself tied to the headboard of my bed, I was still
mostly asleep and didn't understand what was happening until I felt him
ripping my clothes off. I was so afraid, I begged him to let me go, but he
kept telling me to shut up or he would gag me. I knew that he was going to
rape me, even though we were cousins and had grown up together.Then all of
a sudden he was gone and Mat was there. I had never seen Mat like that, I
thought that he was going to kill Brad."  Kevin knew that he would forever
be grateful that Mat had saved his sister from being raped. He still did
not understand how some one could be so cruel as to want to hurt Jenna. She
was so innocent and fragile. Then Jenna's next words invaded Kevin's
thoughts.
     "When Mat told me that Brad had tried it on him too, I couldn't
believe it. Mat still isn't over it either, no matter what he says. He
locks his door at night and last week a boy asked Mat out and Mat
agreed. He came home in tears. He told me that he had felt like the other
boy was going to jump him at any moment."  Kevin lifted her chin so that he
could look in her eyes, "And how about you? Does it still affect you?"
Jenna nodded silently, "Jen, do you trust me?" Jenna nodded again silently
and Kevin smiled at her. He slowly lowered his mouth to hers, giving her
time to move back.
     When Jenna felt Kevin's mouth on hers she returned the kiss. For a
minute she pictured Brad trying to kiss her and almost panicked, but at
that moment Kevin pulled back. His serious eyes just looked at her.  "Look
at me Jenna, know who I am. I don't ever want you to be afraid of me."
Jenna did and smiled at him, then pulled him back to her and kissed
him. Slowly they fell onto the floor, locked together.

     Brian continued to stroke Mat's back, he heard the outside door close
and realized that the only people left in the other room would most likely
be Jenna and Kevin. He had not missed the looks between them, and knew that
if Mat was his match in every way, Jenna was Kevin's.  Mat slowly came back
to himself and realized that he was sitting on the floor of the bathroom
and Brian was slowly stroking his back and hair. Mat sat up, pulling
away. "I'm sorry Brian."
  Brian smiled at him, "Sorry for what, this isn't your fault although I
would like to know who the bastard was that did this to you."
     Mat stared at Brian and knew that he had found the man that would
always be there to love him and protect him, as Mat would love and protect
him in return. "It was no one important. I will tell you, my love." Mat
said placing a finger over Brian's mouth when he looked as though he would
protest, "Just not tonight. I am so tired, I need to get Jenna and get back
to my aunt and uncle's house."  Brian nodded and stood, pulling Mat to his
feet. "You said you loved me. Is that true?" Brian asked nuzzling Mat's
neck, wanting desperately to make love to him.  Mat looked at Brian,
"Yes. Do you love me?"  Brian nodded, "Yes I do though I can hardly believe
it."  Mat grinned a smile of pure joy at Brian and then opened the door
into the main room. As they started to exit the bathroom holding hands they
were greeted by the sight of Kevin and Jenna on the floor kissing
desperately.
     Brian coughed loudly and the two on the floor rolled apart blushing
furiously. "Thinking of taking up wrestling, Cos?" Brian asked his cousin
innocently.  Kevin glared at his cousin as he helped Jenna to his feet,
"Are you saying that you two have spent all this time in the bathroom
cleaning Mat's cuts?" Both Mat and Brian blushed guiltily.
     "Actually less than two minutes was spent cleaning the cuts." Mat said
looking at the floor.  "Then they are probably not clean." Jenna said and
pushed her brother towards the bathroom, "I guess that I will have to take
care of it." The minute the bathroom door closed, Brian and Kevin sat on
the couch and Brian asked, "Does she have the same problems as Mat?"  Kevin
nodded sadly, "I clued in when AJ jumped out of his seat unexpectedly and
she freaked out. But she's not afraid of me, God knows why."  Brian looked
at him, "Did she tell you the whole story?" Kevin nodded, "Mat will tell me
when he is ready so I don't want you to tell me now."  Kevin nodded in
agreement.

     When Jenna had shut the bathroom door, Mat grabbed her and turned her
around, "Are you NUTS? What on earth were you doing with Kevin?"  Jenna
jerked away from her brother and grabbed the disinfectant, "I finally found
some one that I can trust Mat. I am not being stupid, I promise."  Mat sat
on the toilet and let Jenna clean the cuts, "How can you tell Jen?"  Jenna
looked at her brother then continued to clean the cuts, "How can you tell
with Brian, Mat?  The way he looks at you? The way he says your name? The
feel of his hand touching yours? I do not know I just do."  Mat leaned
back, "Okay Jenna I understand."  They quickly finished the job of cleaning
the deep scratches on his chest and bandaging them then exited the
bathroom. Kevin and Brian were sitting on the couch talking they both
looked up and smiled as Mat and Jenna reentered the room.  "I'm sorry guys
we have to get back to our uncle's house." Mat said looking at Brian with
regret in his eyes. Jenna nodded agreeing even thou her eyes told Kevin she
wished that she could stay.  They men on the couch stood and walked towards
them.  Jenna and Kevin smiled into each other's eyes and kissed gently and
pulled away, while Brian and Mat did the same.  "Look we don't have to work
tomorrow. Why don't we all come visit you guys at your aunt and uncle's
house?" Kevin asked.  Jenna smiled at him, "That would be great." she moved
away, writing something on the hotel's complementary pad of paper. "This is
the address. Come around 10 or 11 tomorrow morning, alright?" she asked
smiling at Kevin. He nodded kissing her again. They looked over and grinned
noticing that Mat and Brian hadn't stopped kissing. They shared one last
kiss and moved towards the others.
     "Alright lover boy. We have to go." Jenna said yanking at her
brother. He and Brian slowly disengaged.  "Bye, Bri. I'll see you
tomorrow." Mat whispered to Brian as he and Jenna walked out the door.
Kevin and Brian both felt their hearts break slightly as Jenna and Mat
left. They looked at each other. "You gonna be okay?" Kevin asked softly.
"Yeah, I'll see him tomorrow. You?"  Kevin smiled, "I'll live until
tomorrow. Night, Bri. See you tomorrow."  "Night, Kevin."

     In the elevator Jenna and Mat both leaned against the wall in their
own little worlds. As they made their way out Mat asked the doorman to call
them a cab.  In the cab they stayed silent, still not able to speak they
were both so happy. Finally Jenna broke the silence, "So when do you think
some awful thing will happen to ruin this?" she asked softly.
    Mat smiled at her, "Hopefully never." They sped towards their uncle's
house in silence.

To Be Continued

Well damn, no sex in this one either. I'm working up to it. Were y'all
surprised at who was Jenna's crush? Probably not. Who did you guys want it
to be? Hey, comments are always welcome at skyfire12@netscape.net No flames
please I will have to burn them. Please give me some feedback here. I will
stop writing it otherwise. Thanks to y'all who have given me feedback.