Date: Thu, 19 Apr 2001 11:15:02 -0700 (PDT) From: John Walsh <alt76frat@yahoo.com> Subject: Fraternity Memoirs, Part 1 Fraternity Memoirs -- Part One Rush Season (m/m college fraternity) I've been reading stories on Nifty for over a year now, and I thought that it was time that I contributed some stories about my experiences in College with my Fraternity. The story is mostly true. Better said, true events spiced up just a little. I have left the name of the fraternity out and changed the names of the brothers, out of respect for my fellow Fraters. This story involves man to man (gay) sex; so if you don't want to read these types of stories, stop reading. If you are under the age of 18, go away and come back on your 18th B- Day. Please don't copy this e-mail and post in other places. Author (me) holds all rights to this story. All that said, hope you enjoy the story. Feedback is welcomed. My e-mail address is alt76frat@yahoo.com. This is my first attempt at putting these stories in words, so please be easy on me. I have a ton of stories to share, so I guess if this goes well, I can share them too. This story will have a minimum of three parts. This first part of the story will mostly be background information setting the stage for the other parts and all the sex stuff. It will also let you learn a bit about me and who I am and get a better understanding of how I really wasn't into all this frat stuff at first. I promise you, part two will get into all the good stuff and my first experience with a guy. Please be patient, it will be worth the wait. When I look back, I wasn't always into sex with guys. In fact, the thought never really came to mind. It's amazing how things can change in just a few years. I went to High School in Brooklyn, and there were a few gay guys who were 'out' that I was friendly with. I wouldn't say that they "hit" on me, but you could see the lust on their face whenever some of us were around. It never bothered me, and I never gave them a hard time like some of the other guys. My parents are very liberal and I've always had their "whatever floats your boat" attitude. In H.S. I played baseball, basketball and soccer. I was an average athlete. Not MVP material, but good enough to make the team. I showered with guys from the team and admired their bodies, but it was never sexual. We compared dick sizes and there was always the sexual jokes like who was gonna give who a blowjob, but it was only talk and male dominance. A bit about myself, I am 6'1" tall, about 180 lbs., blue eyes, brown hair, lean athletic body from working out and sports, but not too muscular. I'd say I'm a very good- looking guy, better than average. I've been told that I am "hot", and maybe I am too critical of myself, but I don't put myself in the 'hot' category. I must be humble; and I guess that is a good thing. I hung out with all the guys from the team, part of the "A" group, but not your typical jock. I smoked, drank and did drugs. I had sex with plenty of the girls, dated here and there, but was never really into a serious relationship. I was having too much fun just hanging out to concentrate on one girl and being tied down. I went to a Division 1 University in the NE and knew that I wasn't a good enough athlete to make the teams there. So when I went to college, I became a big time partier and sex hound, looking to screw as many gorgeous babes as I could. Joining a Fraternity was never even a thought before going to college. But I came to learn that at my school, if you are under 21, Greek Life dominates the social life. I started going to Frat parties, and they were awesome. Booze everywhere, 100s of students, drugs, music, dancing, and most importantly, all the fine women. What more could a college freshman want? One of the Fraternities always seemed to have the best parties and the most women, so I started hanging out mostly at their parties. For the first three weeks of school, every Tuesday and Saturday I was at this Frat House getting wasted and hooking up with a different girl each night. The girls on my floor who came to the parties with us called me a male gigolo, but I really didn't care what they thought. I really didn't pay that much attention to the Brothers at first. As I said, I was here for the beer and women, not to join a Frat. Saturday, about a month into school, I was hanging out with a few of the guys from my floor at this same Fraternity's party. I was scoping out the dance floor, looking for my next conquest, when one guy walks up to me wearing a muscle shirt with Greek letters. Must be one of the Brothers, I thought to myself and wondered what could he want? "Hey buddy, what's up? Name is Adam," he says as he sticks out his hand for a shake. "Hey, I'm John. Great party you guys are having, what's up with you?" I ask as I shake his hand. I'm actually a bit concerned because I can't imagine why this guy is talking to me. I've heard stories about some guys getting their asses kicked by Fraternity Brothers, sometimes for the stupidest thing like staring at one of the Brothers for too long, or talking to one of their girls. I can handle my own, but not against 50 Brothers. "Not too much. Hanging out, trying to meet as many of the guys as I can before I get back to the dorms and help my Girl out for her Physics exam," Adam says. "I've seen you around most of our parties. And if I'm not mistaken, I've also noticed you leaving our parties with some of the finest looking women here. You've pissed off quite a few of the Brothers, leaving with the girls they were hoping to screw." That's it; I'm in trouble I think to myself. The Brothers sent this guy over to tell me to get the hell out of this party and never come back. I glance over my shoulder and around the room to see if there is a group of Brothers gathering around me, ready to jump me. I look for my friends from the dorms, and I see that there are a few Brothers talking to them as well. Shit, we are done for... I noticed that Adam was still talking to me, and patted me once on the shoulder, "so did you score with all those ladies that you left with?" Still wondering if I was going to walk out of this party in one piece, I say, "Listen, Adam, right? I'm sorry if the Brothers are pissed at me. My friends and I will leave the party, we don't want to cause any trouble." "Leave, why would you guys leave?" Adam asks, with a look of confusion on his face. "You said the Brothers were pissed, so I thought you were coming over here to ask us to leave. I can see your Brothers talking to my friends over there, if You want us to go, we'll go," I replied. "No, man, we don't want you to go. I'm talking to you, and those guys are talking to your friends, because this is a Rush Party. You do know what a Rush Party is, right?" Adam laughed. "Rush party?" I asked, confused, but feeling better knowing that I wasn't about to get pummeled. "Yeah, a rush party. It's when the Brothers get to meet all the new freshmen, hang out with them, and talk to them about the possibility of joining the Fraternity. Didn't you notice that there was no charge at the door tonight when you came in?" "To be honest, I thought we were just lucky, but yeah, you're right I didn't pay the $5 bucks when I came in tonight. So your Brothers aren't pissed?" Chuckling, Adam says, " No, man, the Brothers aren't pissed at you; I was just yanking your chain. I don't know if they were even after the chicks you left with. I just noticed you and noticed who you were leaving with a few times and thought it would be a good way to start the conversation. I didn't mean to scare you or anything." "Whew, that's cool. People from my floor said last year a few guys got beat up by the Brothers for hitting on one of the guy's girl, and I thought that I was next. I'm glad I'm not going to get my ass kicked. But I'm even gladder that I don't have to leave." A few moments of silence, and I say, "Check out the girl in the corner. Isn't she hot? I'm going to do everything I can to see that girl naked in my bed tonight, ha ha," I say to lighten the mood. "Who, Mandy? Yeah, she is hot. Kind of slut though. She's been with most of the Brothers. Just a couple of weeks ago, 4 of the Brothers had a gangbang with her. They have it on videotape. So if you don't get to see her naked tonight, maybe you can watch the tape sometime," Adam said matter of fact like, like it was common for gangbangs and videotaping. I have to admit that my interest was peaked. I've always wanted to videotape myself having sex, but never quite had the opportunity to do it. And four guys having sex with one girl? That must have been crazy fun. A few of the porn movies I own have orgy scenes and gangbangs and I always got off on that type of thing. While I was having fun in the dorms, it nothing compared to what these guys are doing. And I am sure that they are doing a lot more than just these two things. "So what do you think?" Adam asked. Surprised, and not knowing exactly what he means, I replied "What, about the video? I think it's awesome. Maybe we can watch the video and get really horny and then I come back out here and get her to go back to my place. It would be like fucking a porn star in a movie after you rented it. That could be pretty hot, huh?" I asked Adam. "Yeah, that would be pretty hot, but I meant what do you think about joining a Fraternity, Our Fraternity? Besides, you need to be a brother to watch a video from the collection." Collection, I thought to myself. These guys have a collection of home made videos? "Join the Fraternity? I don't know Adam, to be honest I haven't thought about joining one. I've been having a great time at your parties and all, great music, dancing, the girls and shit. But I never actually thought about joining the Fraternity. If I can come to the parties and get laid, really, why should I join?" I asked. "I guess no one told you that after Rush season, the parties become invite only for guys, open for the ladies. That's the policy for all Fraternities, not just ours. They are only open for Rush Season so that you guys get to come out and see what you are missing if you don't pledge," Adam smiled wryly. "No fucking way, really?" I asked. I could tell from the look on Adam's face that he wasn't joking. "Man, that sucks. What am I going to do if I can't get into these parties?" "Rent a lot of videos and jerk off a lot, I guess, I don't know what else there is to do on this campus if you aren't Greek or aren't 21. That's why I pledged," Adam said. Adam and I wound up talking for another hour or so. He was a really cool guy. He was a Jr. business major from the Jersey Shore. He was on the Lacrosse team. He was about 6'2" or so, about 190 lbs. I remember noticing at the time that he was in great shape, must be a great athlete, and that he must be the Mack Daddy with the ladies. He had dirty blond hair and sharp green eyes. Sort of a surfer/beach type, but very well spoken. I found out that this Fraternity had a lot Jocks. No one really from the Football team, Adam said that they were like a fraternity within themselves. Most of the guys were from the Swimming, Baseball and Lacrosse team. We started talking sports and what I plaid in H.S. Adam told me about all the intramural teams the Fraternity had and how they were league champs in almost all sports. I thought that was cool, because I have missed playing some type of organized sport. The rest of the guys were really cool from all walks of life, mostly preps, but a few guys that he called "crazy mother fuckers". I asked him what that meant, and he said that I'd meet them and I could judge for myself. I also learned that this Fraternity was a National Fraternity that had been kicked off campus two years ago, and was now underground. They were not allowed to wear the letters of the national in public, but were still referred to as the national by everyone, and when in private, they wore their real letters. The letters they wore now were some type of derivative of the national symbol. I asked Adam what they did to get kicked off, but he wouldn't get into it. They were up to re-apply to be recognized by the campus in two years, and at that time they could wear their letters in public again. Adam said that there were benefits to being off campus that they could get away with more. I asked Adam what they were, and he said that one of the benefits is that they get to pledge first semester freshman. The other Greek organizations needed to wait till second semester to pledge freshmen. The other benefits I would learn if I decided to pledge. It all sounded so mysterious to me and really had me curious. Adam had to get going to his girl's dorm, but he introduced me to a few of the Brothers to hang out with and get to know. He told me that he hoped to see me later when he got back, or if not, at the first rush. I told him I would have to think about it. He said if I still wanted to get laid, there wasn't much to think about. He just sort of just smiled and left. The rest of the Brothers were real cool. I had a blast hanging out with them that night. We were doing keg stands, funnels, smoking weed, and even did a few lines of coke. The guys with the drugs were the ones that Adam was referring to as the crazy motherfuckers. These guys were walking right up to the girls, grabbing their asses and asking them "if they felt like a line and a fuck" or making a gesture of sorting their nose like they were doing a line, asked "How 'bout a blow" and then grab their dicks and say "and a blow...job". I was completely amazed but laughing at the same time. I couldn't believe how upfront they were. I was even more amazed when a few of the girls took the brothers up on their offer. A bunch of them went back into one of the rooms together, and I wanted to go, but I was stopped at the door and told, "Sorry John, Brothers only. We'll see you in awhile. I went back out to the kegs and was hanging out with some of the other brothers. I was totally caught up in the Brothers, their stories and conquests, sports and homecoming and Spring Break. It was like the Fraternity Letters were a license to fuck. Eventually the other guys came out of the room and everyone was hanging out together. They Brothers who came out of the room were whispering to the Brothers that were hanging around the keg. They all started laughing real loud and starting high-fiving each other and screaming. I assumed that they were talking about what went on behind that closed door. They didn't attempt to let any of us know what happened, so I left it at that. I felt such commradery with these guys, even though I just met them. Sure, they had their private jokes and secrets, but it made me want to be one of them even more. I realized that this is something that I really wanted. I also realized this is something that I really missed. It reminded me of the bond that I had with my teammates in H.S. I had made friends with some of the guys on my floor, but this was different. My roommate was cool, but he was a suitcase student, going home on the weekends to work with his Dad, and during the week he was always studying. We talked a lot and got along, but we would never be great friends. The party started winding down, and hadn't given any true attention to finding myself a lady. In fact, I hadn't even spoken to a girl all night I was having so much fun with these guys. The guys from my floor were still there too, and hanging out with all of us. The beer ran out around 3 AM, and by 4 AM I was ready to go back to my room and sleep. Some time during the night, I was given a sheet to fill out with my information like dorm room, phone number, age, year, major, etc. The brothers told me the first rush was Tuesday, and that I "better be there or else" but I knew that they were just kidding. In the car on the way home, we all talked about the possibility of being in the Fraternity. We all decided it would be awesome. The idea that we had to pledge a fraternity escaped all of us. We simply thought about being brothers. Tuesday came around and I was just getting back from class. I was walking through the hall headed to my room, when I saw Adam by my door. He seemed to be slipping something under my door. "Yo, get the fuck away from my room, punk!" I yelled down the hallway, giving Adam a hard time. "And what are you gonna do about it, Mr. We don't want any trouble, we'll leave the party, pussy?" Adam retorted. "Kick you ass halfway to Friday," I joked, putting up my fists like I had boxing gloves on. I really was getting along with Adam, as if I had known him for years. "So what are you doing here?" "I was walking the dorms, knocking on doors trying to get people to come to the rush tonight. Figured I would stop by our fall semester prime candidate's room and make certain he was going," Adam responded. "Who is that?" I asked, honestly, his reference to me completely going over my head. "You stupid! I see that brains don't necessarily come along with good looks and a great body," he said and punched me on the arm. Good looks and a great body I remember questioning and thinking to myself. Why would he say that? But I passed the thought, assuming he was just teasing me. "I knocked and you weren't here so I was putting one of these Rush Fliers under your door. So are you going to be there tonight?" Adam asked. "Yeah, I wouldn't miss it. I had a lot of fun at the party after you left. Your Brothers are real cool. And you are right, some of them are crazy mother fuckers." "They all said you had fun. They liked you a lot. You know John, I can't speak for all the Brothers, but I really think that you would have a good chance of getting a bid to pledge. Are you considering pledging?" Adam inquired. "I don't know Adam. You guys are really cool, and I would love to be a part of your group. This is all happening so fast and I am just a freshman," I said. "Being a freshman is the best time to pledge, dude. Classes are easy, you don't have any other activities, and the earlier you get in, and the earlier you get all the benefits of being a brother." "Like what benefits?" I asked. "Well, I already told you about the parties being closed after Rush. I also told you about the Intramural Teams. You'll have like 60 Brothers, best friends to hang out with and always have your back. The women, if you think you are getting a lot of Pussy now, wait till you are wearing the letters. We go party at other chapters on other Campuses, Road Trips, and Spring Break. There's the test file with tests from almost every class in this college that we have accumulated over the years. Lots of benefits, man. Lots of others you'll learn about once you are in. You'll love it, trust me," Adam replied. To get to the chase, I went to the rush with some of the guys from my floor and met all the brothers. They had a keg party after for all the Brothers and the "rushees". They went over some of the history of the Fraternity. It was cool just hanging around with all the guys. There must have been about 50 students at the first rush, which I thought was a lot. I was talking to Adam about it, and he said that the first rush was slow, there would probably be close to 100 people who would rush the Fraternity when it was over. Of 100 people, I asked, how many people would get the chance to pledge? Not more than 20. The largest class we will take is 20. Realizing how many people wanted to be a part of this fraternity made me want it even more. The following week was the second rush of three. More people were there than the first one, like 70 people. Adam said that you needed to be at a minimum of two rushes to be considered for a bid to pledge. The more I hung out, the more I was determined to get the "Bid". I also learned that night that there was a "4th" rush, but you had to be invited to it, and it was basically the first cut. Later that week was the third rush. Again, there were more people; it appeared to be 90 people or more. By this point, I had been hanging out with the brothers on a regular basis. I had been over the house to watch a few ball games and went to the intramural games as a spectator. I noticed how close these guys were and how much they truly 'loved' each other. Adam always seemed to watch over me and make sure that I was involved with what was happening. I started becoming friendly with a bunch of the guys, but I'll hit them in later parts. At the end of the 3rd rush, we were told that if we were allowed to the final rush, we would have an invite in our mailbox no later than 8 PM on Sunday. I was anxious, waiting for Sunday to come along. I felt pretty good about getting the invite. But still, you know how it is waiting for something like this. By Sunday at 6 PM I had checked my mail box 3 times and still nothing. I was really becoming nervous. I went to dinner and found out that the guys from my floor (3 of them) had received invites to the final rush. What the fuck?!?!? I checked my mailbox again on my way up, it was a little after 7 PM and still nothing. I went back to my room and watched some TV. There was a knock at my door. I opened it, and it was my RA. What could he want? "John, you mind if I come in for a second?" he asked. "Sure, come in," I said. He sat down by my computer and said, "I heard you and a few of the guys on the floor were rushing XYZ Fraternity, and I wanted to give you some warning. You know those guys are not recognized by the school, right?" "Yes," I replied. "Those guys got kicked off for hazing you know. They have the toughest pledge season on campus. They might be acting all buddy buddy know, but things will change as soon as you put that pledge pin on. Not being on campus, they don't have to follow campus rules. I've heard some fucked up shit that those guys do to the pledges, and I don't want to see you getting yourself into that." "Like what, what did they do?" I asked, a bit concerned but mostly curious. "I'm not exactly sure. There are numerous rumors flying around. Some say that beat the hell out of a pledge. Others say that a kid got so drunk at an event that they had to rush him to a hospital. I heard at one party they put liquid x in the punch and some died. There's even one rumor that they raped a pledge," he said, all serious. I could tell he wasn't making this up. "Aw, come on. I know these guys, and they wouldn't do shit like that. Rape one of the pledges? These guys are cool, jocks. They get all the girls they want. Why would they rape a pledge? I don't believe it," I said, angry with him. I was concerned before, but this sounded ludicrous to me. "The rape part is probably rumor. But you hear enough bad stuff about an organization you eventually have to believe that some of it is true. You say that you know them, John, but do you? Do you really know them? Besides, you are a first semester freshman, you shouldn't be pledging anyways. Take some time to see the Fraternities out there if you really want to join one. Those guys are bad news, trust me." "No, I guess I don't really know them. But I think I know them enough that they wouldn't do any of that stuff. Besides, you don't have to worry; I didn't get an invite to the final rush. The other guys got theirs, but I didn't," I said sadly. "Sorry to hear that John, but in a way, I think it's a blessing in disguise. If you need to talk, you know where I am." He left my room and now I was even more intrigued. Those guys couldn't have done those things. They are too cool for that. Adam wouldn't be a part of a group that did that shit. But once again, this rebel air had me hooked. At 8:00 I walked downstairs for the moment of truth. I opened my mailbox and I noticed that my hand was shaking a bit. Was I really that nervous, I wondered? I opened the door and nothing was there. Fuck! I yelled and slammed the mailbox closed. I turned and kicked a garbage can full of people's junk mail, sending paper flying everywhere. I couldn't believe that I didn't get an invite. Fuck them, I thought to myself. I didn't want to pledge anyway, assholes. Is that a tear in my eye that I felt? Coming around the corner, Adam jumped out of nowhere and nearly scared the shit of me. "Ha Ha Ha Ha," he laughed, finding this very amusing. He was holding the invite in his hand. "Here, John, this is for you! Sorry about that. I just wanted to see the look on your face." "Fuck you, asshole. I don't want to pledge your pansy ass Fraternity anyhow," I said, jumping on top of him and grabbing the invite out of his hand. I was totally kidding, and at this moment, I realized just how much I wanted to be a part of this organization. "Whatever, crybaby," he said as he lightly punched me in the stomach. We went up to my room, listened to some tunes and hung out. I read the invitation. The final rush was tomorrow night. "So what do you think Adam, you think I will get a bid?" I asked. "I think so, buddy, but I can't say for sure." "My RA stopped down for a visit. He warned me about pledging your group. He told me some of the rumors about you guys, are they true?" I asked? "Depends on what he said." I told him what the RA told me. Adam's response was, "Believe what you want to believe buddy. But no, they aren't all true. We don't make anybody do something they don't want to do. No doubt that we have the hardest pledge season of anyone. But that is what makes our Brotherhood so strong. Basically, why we are the best of the best. Pledging will be tough, no joke. If we give out 20 bids, 15 guys will make it through the season, if we are lucky. You need to be strong physically and mentally. But if you get a bid, you can do it. I know it. You think you are up to the challenge?" "Hell, yeah!" I said. The invitation said to wear shirt and tie. The other 3 guys and I got dressed and ready to go. We got to the house and all the brothers were there in shirt and ties. Looking across the room, I noticed that this was one hell of a group of guys. All were great looking, athletic guys. I am exaggerating a bit, but this could have been a call for AF models, no joke. I was excited that I might possibly be a part of a group of such fine masculine specimens. The same thing goes for the potential pledges, about 35 of us. All of these guys were cool and attractive. I've got to know a few of them from the rushes. Some of them freshman players of the various sports departments. The last rush began with individual interviews with the Executive Council. Then, we were broken up into groups of 8, spending about 10 minutes with 8 groups of brothers round robin. After that was done, we were all put together in the basement, amongst the Brothers. The President was speaking and went into more details about the pledge season. Campus rules stated that pledge season could last no longer than 8 weeks. But since they were off campus, they did not have to follow the rules. The President yelled out to the varying brothers from each of the more recent pledge classes, "Brother So-n-So, how long was your pledge season?" Each answer was different. 10 weeks, 9 ½ weeks, 11 Weeks. One guy said 12 weeks. 12 weeks, I thought to myself? Holy shit! The President went on to introduce the pledge masters. "The pledge season is run by two Brothers, referred to as Pledge Masters. For the next weeks, you can refer to them as God, since they will have total say in all that you do. I will introduce the pledge masters, who will then briefly go over pledge expectations, as this may help you make your decision on accepting your bid, should you receive one. The first Pledge Master is Brother Sean Thompson. Sean is a junior and a member of the Rho class." Sean stood up and came to the front. I had met Sean only briefly a few times, but I know that he was one of the "crazy mother fuckers" that Adam had referred to. I remember at one of the parties, the Brothers were having a Keg Tossing contest, and Sean tossed the furthest. Sean is one big guy. 6'3" and cock diesel, probably 230 lbs. easy. He is a member of the wrestling team, and quite intimidating. His nickname was Lothar. Certainly, not someone I would want to cross, and would definitely want I my side in a fight. Not knowing much about him or the pledge season, my first instinct was fear. The President continued, "The second Pledge Master is Brother Adam Leonard. Adam is also a junior and a member of the Pi class." What? Adam, the pledge master? I wasn't sure how to take that. He never mentioned it me. My first thought was cool, I have an in with the Pledge Master and he certainly isn't as scary as Sean. Adam made his way to the front. Adam started, "As potential pledges, realize that you will eat, sleep and shit Fraternity. You will belong to the Fraternity. Your weekends belong to the Fraternity. You will have no life but the Fraternity. The only other priority is class, and athletics if you are a member of a team. Those are the only two acceptable reasons for not being with your pledge brothers or at an event. You will enter this organization as boys. When we are done with you, and pledge season is completed, you will be men. Proud men, and members of the supreme Brotherhood, a Brother of XYZ Fraternity." His voice was stern and loud. Not the Adam that I had known. Sean continued, "Some of you here tonight will be invited to pledge our proud organization. We only choose the best of the best. Of those that are chosen, not all of you will make the Brotherhood. Of every pledge class, we expect a minimum of 5 to drop or be expelled. Those that do will become a part of the Bond. Brotherhood unsurpassable. A college life second to none. Brotherhood does not come easily. You will have minimal sleep. Some of the activities grueling. Some demeaning. But all with a lesson that will make you a better man and a better Brother. Anything that we ask you to do isn't something that all of us haven't already done. You can choose not to participate in an activity, but your quest for Brotherhood will end there. At any time and in any activity, you can ask a Brother to participate. We will not say no." Adam chimed in and yelled, "Is there anyone here not up to the challenge?!?!" All the rushees looked around at each other. I saw both excitement and fear in everyone's face. No one answered the question. Sean screamed, "Well then, who is up to the challenge?" There were a few feeble 'I ams' from the rushees. One of the Brothers yelled out, "Looks like no one here is up to the challenge or worthy of Brotherhood!" Again, Sean screamed, "Who wants to be my Brother!" This time, the rushees yelled, "I do!" with enthusiasm. "Who?" yelled Adam? "I do!" we yelled, this time on the top of our lungs. "So be it!" exclaimed the Brothers in unison. Before we were escorted out, we were told that tonight we were to go to bed with our doors unlocked. If we were to be honored with a bid, we would find out this very night. The brothers lined up to the door, shaking each of our hands as we left, wishing us good luck. As I shook each of their hands, I thought to myself, please accept me. As I shook Adams hand, he gave me a wink and a smile and mouthed "Hope to see you later." Back in the dorms, the guys on my floor who were at the rush and I couldn't sleep. We were all too anxious and excited. At the same time we were nervous as hell. What if we didn't get a bid? Some of the guys wanted to make a pact, either all of us or none of us will pledge. I said no way, that I was sorry and I hoped we would all be together, but I was pledging either way. We talked awhile about how great being a Brother would be. Around 12:30 AM, we each decided to go to our rooms and wait. My roommate was there. I told him about the rush and about Adam. I also warned him that there might be some commotion here tonight if I was lucky. I didn't know what to expect, but that they asked to leave the door unlocked. He decided to sleep in a friend's room. I got down to my boxers and lay in bed and tried to sleep. The last I remember was seeing the clock at 3:00 AM and I began to get depressed and fell asleep. Well, there's always next semester I thought. I was awoken by what sounded like a hundred screaming voices down the hall. I looked at the clock. It was 4:10 AM. What the hell is that, I thought? I started to get excited. They must be on the floor. Sounds like they are in Matt's room. Matt must have received a bid. Suddenly, there was silence. I heard a few "hushes". My heart was racing. In moments, my destiny would be made. I noticed light leak in my room as I heard the door creek open. I heard someone whisper, "I'll see which bed he is in." Someone crept up to my roommate's bed and saw that it was empty. Then the person turned and walked to my bed. As he got closer, I saw that it was Adam. He saw that my eyes were open. "Congratulations, buddy," he said and then screamed "Aaaaggghhhh". All of a sudden, the door flew open, the lights were turned on, and tons of Brothers flooded into my room. Next thing I knew, they all piled on my bed on top of me, all of them yelling and bouncing. Finally it subsided and they slowly got off of me. I was still under the sheets. Adam grabbed my hand and yanked me out of my bed. I was standing there, only in my boxers. Shocked, all the brothers started congratulating me. Somebody pointed at my boxers and yelled, "Looks like someone got excited by having 50 guys in his bed at once!" and everyone started laughing and was gazing towards my underwear. Someone else chimed in "You got a license for that weapon, son? Or else someone's gonna have to give you some lessons on how to use that thing" and there was more laughter. I was mortified. Without looking, I realized that I must have been sporting wood from all the excitement. As I looked down to confirm my assumption, some one behind me yanked my boxers down to my ankles and I was standing buck naked in front of my future brothers and hard as a rock. I could feel the blood rush to my face. I looked around and they were all staring at me and laughing. I also noticed that Matt, the guy from my floor was in the room. He must have got a bid too, excellent. I recognized a few of the other guys who rushed. All cool dudes from what I could remember. I didn't notice any of the other guys from my floor. I didn't have time to pull up my shorts because all the brothers were shaking my hand. I was so happy that I didn't even give a fuck. A few of the guys slapped me on my bare ass, rather than shake my hand. I was shocked at that, but I have had my bare ass slapped by guys before after good games in H.S. But I had known those guys for years. I was even more shocked when Sean, the pledge master, came up and rather than shake my hand, he grabbed my dick in his hand, looked directly at it, shuck it, said congratulations and started laughing hysterically. I turned around and saw that it was Adam behind me who had pulled my shorts down. He was laughing hysterically as well. "Sorry, bud," he said, "I couldn't resist," and he slapped my ass as well, pretty hard too. By this time everyone was out of the room except the pledge masters. I heard someone yell from the hallway, "Dibs on Walsh as my little!" Walsh is my last name. What could he mean by that, I wondered. I pulled up my boxers and Sean handed me my bid. They both congratulated me again. I was told that if I was going to accept my bid, I had to hand it in to them in the Student Center by 1 PM tomorrow. I was told that they had 5 more to give out, and that if I wanted to join them to give out the rest, I was welcome. I told them that after my little display, that I would rather skip and save some face. "Hopefully we'll see you tomorrow," Sean said as he left the room. "Well, that's the first time we ever saw a pledges boner the first night," Adam said, walking to the door, "but I guess there is a first time for everything. Nice dick though, Bro. I see why the girls are all over you. See you tomorrow?" "You know it," I said. "I know you are the pledge master and all, but once I am a Brother, I'm gonna get paybacks for this," as I pointed to my boxers. "That's what they all say, Bro. Just wait, you'll say that about 100 more times before the pledge season is over. Just remember it's all in good fun. Have a good night, don't let the bed bugs bite," Adam said as he closed the door. I jumped back in bed. Yes! I made it, I thought to myself. Fuckin' ay, I made it. I couldn't help but think about Sean grabbing my dick and Adam commenting that I had a nice dick. What was up with that? Sean is one crazy mother. I realized that I was still hard as a rock. Must be from all the excitement. I decided that if I was going to get any sleep tonight I was going to have get this thing to go down. Being that my roommate wasn't around, I pulled off my boxers and started rubbing one out. Oddly enough, I couldn't get Sean and Adam off my mind. It was disturbing at first, but I chucked it up to being so excited that I couldn't get them off my mind. It wasn't like I was picturing them naked or anything. A couple of minutes later, my toes were curling and my body was convulsing. I started moaning. So you know, when it comes to sex, I'm like a chick. I can't help but moan, and pretty loud. I came, shooting my load all over my chest and neck. God, what a great orgasm, I was gasping. And I was still thinking about Sean grabbing my dick. I tried to put it out of my mind. I grabbed my boxer shorts, wiped up my load, tossed them and the floor and felt sleep coming. Just as I was about to sleep, I heard all the Brothers out there, somewhere, doing a chant that echoed off the buildings. I fell asleep; content in knowing that one-day I would be out there with them, one of them. Next morning I woke up late. It was 11:30, but I didn't have class till 1:30. In my dreams I remember reliving the events of the night before. I was still totally embarrassed by the thought of all the Brothers seeing me naked and sporting wood. Not that I have anything to be ashamed of. I'm not huge or anything, but larger than most of my teammates I saw in the lockers in H.S. When hard, I'm about 7.5" cut. Pretty thick too. But I just don't like the idea of everyone seeing me that way. But come to think of it, living in a frat house, these guys must see each other naked all the time, and I'm sure that they have seen each other with erections. Besides, Adam said that 4 Brothers did that chick together, so they had to have seen each other with hard ons. Rationalizing it out made me feel much better. I jumped in the shower and headed to the caf for some lunch. I had to be in the Student Center by 1 PM the latest to accept my bid. As I walked past Matt's room, I knocked on the door. A minute later Matt came to the door. I woke him up, he was sleeping. He was excited though, saying, "Come in, future pledge brother!" He joked about my spectacle last night and said seeing Sean shake my dick was the funniest thing he ever saw. I asked him if went to the other rooms after mine, and he said that he did. I asked him what the Brothers said about me and he said they didn't say much, just that it was one of the funniest things they had ever seen as well. I was glad to hear that they weren't making fun of me. Matt turned all serious though, and said that the rest of the guys on the floor didn't get bids. Matt was the one who wanted to make the pact about all or none, and I was afraid he wasn't going to accept. I felt bad for them, but I was still going for it. Matt changed his tune though and said that he was going to pledge as well. He got up with me and we went to the caf together. We were sitting at a table, and everyone was congratulating us on getting our bids. Word gets out fast. We weren't even Brothers yet, and all of a sudden we had all the upper class girls talking to us. Suddenly, we were the bomb. We made our way to the Student Center. It was 12:45. All the different Greek organizations have "their spot". We walked over to 'our' spot, and I noticed that there were more Brothers there than normal. They must all be around to see who accepts the bids. The Brothers all started clapping and chanting as we approached, each with a huge smile. Someone yelled, "Here comes Woody!" Everyone laughed, I did too. Fuck it, I thought, might as well roll with it. Eventually, that became my Fraternity nickname, Woody. Not the best, but I guess it beats Boner. Adam turned around and saw us walking up. He started clapping as well. He was standing next to Sean. Not knowing exactly what to say, I handed Adam my bid and said, "I accept your offer to achieve Brotherhood." Matt said the same thing. Kind of corny, but I was a naïve freshman and was trying to be 'cool'. Smiling, Adam says, "You acceptance is granted. Welcome to the Brotherhood." Again the Brothers yelled and made a big hoopla. I could see the other Greeks watching, staring is more like it. Suddenly, I felt like king of the world, and everyone was jealous of us, of me. "That's 18 and 19," Sean said, "That makes them all accepted." "Nothing like waiting for the last minute, bud," Adam said with a bit of distain, "you had me nervous there for a few minutes." Jokingly, and with a smile, I said, "Well, I didn't make up my mind till about two minutes ago." I gave him a wink. Sean asked what the rest of my schedule was like for the day and I said that I had class till 6 PM. I was told that immediately after class I was to go to my room, but something all black on, and go directly to the Fraternity House, to be there no later than 6:30 or else! This time, I took 'or else' with a bit more severity. I had to run to class, and thus began my future as a Pledge of XYZ International Fraternity... Sorry guys, this is much longer than I intended. I guess I got away with my reminiscing. I went to cut a few things out, but I can't. Its' my life and it all seems pertinent to the story in my head. I promise you, future parts will be much shorter and much juicier. I'll try to get the next part out ASAP. I hope you enjoyed, let me know, please! alt76frat@yahoo.com