From: an363958@anon.penet.fi
Reply-To: an363958@anon.penet.fi
Date: Sun, 23 Jun 1996 05:55:39 UTC
Subject: My first bi experience (male, true)

This is a true story about how I came to realize my bisexuality. 

   My first bi experience happened, along with many other firsts, when  
I was in college. My roommates and I, in a stoned frame of mind, ecided  
to visit an adult bookstore. While they were examining the magazine  
racks, I wandered away to the back of the store where the quarter  
movies were playing. I went into one of the little booths, stuck a  
quarter in the slot and sat down. After a while of watching, I decided  
I would just whip my cock out and jack-off quickly. While I was playing  
with myself, I noticed a finger poking through a hole in the wall about  
waist-high. Now, I had heard about these "glory holes" before, but had  
never considered using them. In my extreme horniness, I stuck my cock  
through the wall and received a truly magnificent blowjob. After I  
came, I tore outof that store like a tornado. I was extremely upset  
about the whole experience for a few days. After a while, however, I  
realized what was upsetting me was that I really enjoyed it. Imagine  
that - enjoying having your cock sucked by another man. (I was assuming  
it was a man, because I have only on rare occasions seen a woman in the  
back of a bookstore. ) After I had gotten used to the idea of a man  
sucking my dick, I realized what a great thing I had found. I still  
preferred the ladies by a huge margin, but this was a great opportunity  
to get a little relief on those nights where no female companionship  
could be found. I began to visit adult bookstores more and more often,  
usually after an evening of buying drinks and dancing with a lady who  
ended up not wanting to go home with me. The routine is always the  
same. You get some change and head to the rear of the store. Usually,  
several people are just standing around. You pick a booth, go in and  
start watching the movie. Before very long, you hear the door to the  
booth next to yours close. I would always wait until I saw a finger  
tapping on the bottom of the hole in the wall, I would usually already  
be hard and slide my cock through to receive what is almost always an  
outstanding blowjob. One guy even had a handkerchief that he wiped my  
cock with after I had come. I think what I loved the most about it was  
the sheer perversity of the whole encounter. I am, you see, an admitted  
pervert who loves kinky sex play of all kinds. 
   I guess it was inevitable that the next step would happen someday. I  
was a little drunk and on my way home, when I decided to stop in and  
get a quick blowjob. It was a slow night in the bookstore. I was  
watching the movie and playing with my cock thinking that I was just  
gonna have to jack it off myself, when I heard the next door close and  
latch. I was watching the hole, waiting for a finger to poke through,  
when I got a surprise. The guy next door poked HIS cock through the  
hole. He was very well hung and had a nicely shaped cock. He was hard  
as a rock and I thought to myself, "Well, why not?" I got on my knees,  
opened my lips and put his cock in my mouth. It was very exciting to  
me. I remember wondering why I hadn't done this sooner. I was really  
enjoying the taste and feel of his cock. For those of you who've never  
had the chance or inclination, a cock in your mouth feels unlike  
anything else to compare it to. It's hard and soft at the same time.  
Smooth and silky and has a sligtly salty taste. It's very difficult to  
describe because it tastes like a cock and nothing else. As I was  
bobbing up and down on him and enjoying the sensation of his rod in my  
mouth, I began to wonder if I wanted to taste his come. I decided that  
I wasn't ready for that step and stopped sucking him. I wasn't going to  
let the poor guys just hang there though, so I jacked him off. He shot  
a huge load onto the floor and I departed quickly.
   The next day I had many of the same confused feelings that I had  
after I had received my first blowjob. Although this time around there  
was much less shame involved. I decided that I had enjoyed my  
encounter, and, although I was (and am still) enormously more attracted  
to the ladies, I enjoy being with a man occasionally. I am now  
comfortable in my bisexuality and have gone on to have even more  
experiences. I did, finally, suck a man until he came in my mouth. The  
sheer "dirtyness" of it excited me, although I didn't really care for  
the taste. Nowadays, with the rise of AIDS, I always use condoms  
anyway. I have also been fucked in the ass, which is fun. I have even  
had one guys fucking my ass while I sucked another. My favorite of all  
time, however, was once when I met a swinging couple and sucked his  
cock while fucking her. That, I believe is my favorite sexual activity  
of all. I recommend to everyone to try to live out all aspects of  
sexuality, you might be surprised by what you find is the most  
enjoyable activity. Don't worry about what labels your community will  
hang on you, there are always ways to be discreet. But above all, be  
sure to play safely. No matter how much fun you have, it's not worth  
your life. Thanks for listening - I gotta go. My girlfriend bought a  
new whip today that I need to try out on her  ;)