Date: Sun, 19 Aug 2007 16:32:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: Danny Smith <bobber1945@yahoo.com>
Subject: My humiliation

I was happily married for 30 years and had never thought of being with
another man.  I had visited porno shops and masterbated watching girls
being fucked and sucking off guys.  Then one day I went into a video both
with a glory hole.  I was curious and I bent down to see into the other
booth.  The guy in the other booth had his cock out and was stroking it.  I
was mesmerized by that cock.  It was at least seven inches.  Mine was small
- only 4.5 inches and I had never seen such a masterful cock.  When he
turned towards me, I was startled and stood up, but he must have seen me
because he stuck his cock through the glory hole.  I stared at it, frozen
to the spot.  I wanted to get out but I couldn't.  I could not help myself
and knelt down and touched the cockhead with my fingers.  I felt the heat
of his cock and watched it throb in my hand.  I was excited by its girth
and heft especially next to my puny cock. I ran my hand lightly along the
cock and brushed my lips along its length.  What was I doing?  I was
trembling with excitement.  I got up and rushed out of the booth.  I left
the store and returned to my hotel room where I jerked off thinking about
that beautiful manly cock.  Later in the evening I retuned to the Arcade
hoping to get another glimpse of that cock, but of course the guy had left.

After that experience, I started to go on line to talk to gay and bi guys
about their experience and gradually revealed my desires.  At the same time
I still thought of myself as not gay.  Yes I had a small cock, but non of
the women I had been with ever complained.  I struck up a correspondence
with an older guy across town who started to draw me out about my desires.
I told him how I was inexperienced and wanted someone safe and experienced
to guide me, but I was not sure if I would ever really go through with it.
I told him I was in my early 50s about 6' tall and 175 and worked out three
times a week.  I was handsome and trim.  After a long while I finally sent
him a picture.  He continued to draw me out.  He told me that I owed myself
the experience.  I told him I had a small cock and was fascinated by bigger
more manly cocks.  He sent me a picture of his cock which was impressive
about 7.5 inches.  He told me he would be gentle and would not do anything
I did not want to do.

Finally after months of back and forth I agreed to meet him during a week
when my wife was out of town.  I did not want to be seen and agreed to meet
at his house.  That evening I showered nervously, doused myself with colone
and and even gave myself an enema. I decided to wear shorts and a t shirt
that showed off my body and allowed easy access to my cock.  Since I never
received a picture of him, I did not know what to expect when I arrived.  I
knew he was 65 and a "little overweight."  When he opened the door, I saw
that he was about 5' 8" with a huge gut and at least 250 pounds.  I wanted
to leave, but did not know how.

He reached out and hugged me and said "Hello Bobbie, Come on in and make
yourself comfortable.  You look more handsome than your picture" With that
he took my hand and led me into his living room.  He was wearing a robe and
I was nervous that he was nude underneath.  I wanted to flee, but I wanted
to be polite so I came in and sat down on his couch in his living room.
The room was dimly lit with soft music playing in the background.  He sat
beside me and patted me on my leg.  "After all you have told me about
yourself, I hope you feel you are doing the right thing.  "Nervous?  Let me
make you a drink to settle your nerves- It's Dewers and water you like if I
remember."

With that he left the room When he left I thought how do I get out of this.
He was huge and not someone I wanted to do anything sexual with.  Maybe I
would have the drink and then say I had to leave.

Charles thought OH yes he doesn't know it yeti, but he is going to be my
pussy tonight.  I saw how alarmed he was at my gut but i have something he
wants.  Let me open my robe so he can get a good glimpse of it.  Once he
sees it he won't be able to stop himself. I know a submissive cock sucker
when I see one and he has that look.  Let me stroke a cock a couple of time
to make sure it will a bit hard.

"Here you go Bobbie" He said as he returned with the drink.  OH no I
thought he opened his robe and his cock is just hanging there.  He stood
right in front of me as he handed me my drink.  His cock was bobbing
obscenely not more than six inches from my mouth and his balls were huge
and low hangers.  His cock was topped by a huge mushroom head and I could
see a drop of precum in the piss slit.  I tried to drag my eyes away from
his cock, but I couldn't.  "Like what your see?  As I remember, your cock
is only 4.5 inches or were you exagerating."  I flushed with embarasement.
I couldn't catch my breath.  "Lets compare your puny girlie cock with my
man's cock."  I couldn't believe what was happening.  I wanted to leave,
but he just reached down and unzipped my fly and I did nothing to stop him.
"Oh look at that, I don't think it is even 4.5 inches.  Here let me have
your hand so you can touch a real cock."  With that he dew me to my knees
and took my hand and placed it on his man cock.  It felt so hefty and firm
compared to mine .  I could not stop myself from sliding my hand down to
its base where I toughed his black pubic hair.  I had to stop this and get
out of here.  Bobbie, just bend forward and kiss the tip and then if you
want to leave you can leave."  I bent forward and pursed my lips and kissed
the tip wand then licked the drop of precum.  Then I could not stop myself
from slipping my lips over and around that mushroom head.  Charles said, I
knew you were going to suck my cock the minute I saw you tonight, but I did
not think it would be in less than five minutes.  You have the look of a
girlie coksucker.  You are going to be my pussy tonight.  Look at you in
less than five minute I have you on your knees with your lips wrapped
around my cock.  Look up at me while you are servicing my cock.  I want to
see the look in your eyes."  When I looked up I realized he had a digital
camera and in an instance the camera flashed.  "Now you can't deny you are
a true girlie faggot cocksucker, Can you."

I was flushed with excitement and shame.  What was I to do.  I loved the
taste of his cock and did not care what he looked like as long as he let me
have his cock I felt my own little cock getting hard.  What was I doing?  I
had to leave.

He leaned over and wispered in my ear: "Just relax Bobbie and let me take
control."  I could not believe what was happening.  I had to leave.  "Maybe
I should go.  I am not sure this is right" I said.  "Bobbie just look at my
cock.  This is what you said you want." took my head and started fucking my
mouth slowly.  "Bobbie, you told me always wanted a big many cock.  Now is
your chance. Let see what you can do with it.  I was so excited by what the
said that I opened my mouth and licked his cock.  "That's a boy.  I knew
when you saw this cock you would want it.  Show a cock to a cocksucker and
he is going to do anything to be able to suck it.  Now open up.  Let see
what you can do with it.  No teeth now. I love seeing you on your knees.
You thought you would leave, but I knew if I showed you my cock your lips
would be around it soon.  But you were easier than I expected."  His voice
and command started to make my cock get hard.  His cock was getting hard
and I had trouble fitting in my mouth. Maybe I would suck him, but
certainly not swallow any cum

He pulled my mouth off his cock and said "Wait a minute, l want to see if
your cock is getting hard.  He stood up and pulled me to my feet, grabbed
my belt and undid my pants.  I had not been wearing any underpants; so he
immediately saw that I was leaking cum from excitement.  "Oh yes Bobbie you
are a real cocksucker.  In my experience the real cocksuckers cum just from
sucking cocks.  I am going to enjoy using you.  Now get back on your knees
like the fairy you are."  He shoved my to my knees.  "Now you can't suck it
just yet.  Tell me about my cock and how you want it so much you will do
anything for me"

Here I was on my knees with my cock dripping with excitement staring at big
fat man's throbbing cock and just wanting to satisfy that cock.  "The head
is purple and oozing precum and the veins are pulsing.  Please let me suck
it."

"Oh yes my little pussy you are going to enjoy this.  I knew when I saw you
that your lips were made for sucking cocks.  You are going to beg for this
before I am through with you Bobbie" "Now before you get to the main meal,
lick and suck my balls" With this he pulled his cock away from my lips and
presented his massing low hung ball to my mouth.  I greedily licked and
sucked each one into my mouth as he started groaning with desire.  I want
to get back to his cock and taste his cum.  I didn't care that he was big
and fat, I just wanted his cock and cum.

"OK now Bobbie now I going to start fucking your pussy mouth my little
fairy.  With that he shoved his cock dripping with precum into my greedy
mouth and I started sliding my lips and tongue down and up,, down and up
his 7.5 inches, his mushroom head hit the back of my throat, I wanted it
all.  I wanted him to use my like a woman.  I could hear myself slurping up
and down on his cock.  I forgot all about not swallowing any cum.  I wanted
to please him and be a good cocksucker.


"OHhhhhhyes you are even a better cocksucker than I hope for.  I felt his
cock spasm deep in my mouth once, twice then three time . You are going to
take all my cum noowww."  I was slurping away on his big purple cock.  It
was leaking precum and the taste of it was making me even more excited. I
felt this cock throb and spasm as his cum flooded into my mouth.  I could
not swallow it all though and some leaked our of my mouth and dribbled down
my chin.

I was buring with shame at what I had done and had my eyes closed, but I
felt him bend over and then saw a camera flash as he took a picture of me
kneeling before him with cim on my chin and my own cock throbbing with
excitement.

"This is just to prove you are a cocksucking fairy.  Now get to work and
lick all the cum off my cock.  Them may I will let you jack off while you
look at this picture>


I was burning with shame.  After I finished licking his cock clean, he lead
me upstairs to his bedroom.  He had laid out panties, a garter belt and
miniskirt and he helped me dress.  Then he put lip gloss on my lips and
mascara.  Now you really look like a little faggot girlie.  He drew me to
him and out on some dance music.  What was I doing.  As we danced, he
started to massage my ass.  " You have a nice small round ass like a girl,
Bobbie" He reached down and started running his had under my dress and I
could feel his finder probing down my ass slit until he began to porbe and
finger my pussy.  I starteed to get really excited and pressed against him.
He whispered to me "You have suck and nice soft pussy.  I going have that
pussy tonight.  I going to fuck you until you beg for more> With that he
kissed me and ran his tongue in my mouth and I started to suck his tongue
shamelessly

He led me over to his bed and had me lie face down and began massaging my
back, legs and feet.  Me moved my legs apart to massage my inner thighs and
I began to get excited again.  Then he started massaging my ass and moved
to my pussy.  I groaned and started pusing against his probing fingers.  He
was using k-y jelly to soften up my ass.  First one finger then two then
three entered my virgin asshole.

"Ohh yes Bobbie, you are going to really feel what it is like to be a
woman, To be my pussy"

With that he knelt between my thighs and I felt his hard cock pushing
against my pussy.  Now I wanted to take his cock and be his pussy.  I had
quickly changed to a pussy boy for this old guy.  I could not stop myself
from spreading my ass for him and pushing back against his cock.  I did not
care what he looked like.  I just wanted his cock in me.

"That's it Bobbie you want to be my pussy don't you.  You are going to want
this anytime I call you aren't you" "If you don't tell me you want this
cock, you want to be fucked, you won't get it "

OHH please fuck me, I want you to fuck me .  I want you hard cock in me."
WIth that I racheed back and pulled my ass cheeks wide for him and felt his
big cock thrust past my sphinkter into to my pussy asshole.  It hurt but I
needed that cock and I pushed against it as he shoved it in deeper.  When i
felt it against my prostate I really went wiled and started to cum as he
started fucking me with abandon.  Then I felt his cum spilling into my
pussy asshole.

"Now baby, you are really my pussy"