Date: Mon, 12 Apr 1999 23:05:21 -0700 (PDT)
From: Curious Guy <curioguy@yahoo.com>
Subject: Surprising Myself

This is my first story.    The story below is based on a some factual
events.  I have taken some liberties to prove to myself I have an
imaginative mind as well as an open sexuality.  If this material
offends you, please don't read it.

Surprising Myself

by Curious Kid

I was always the good boy on the surface.  Considered a prude in
highschool, I never got the chance to date much.  Everyone was dating
and having sex but me.  All those stories of sex and my hormones didn't
help any.  My brother was a porn addict.  So it was to my relief I
found his box of xxx movies.  I knew what sex was but seeing was
believing.  I instantly knew what to do.   We had more than one VCR in
the house so I re-recorded most his movies.  I started relieving myself
two to three times a day.

I grew out of dorkdom and did much better in college.   I wasn't a stud
by any imagination but all those years of watching porn helped.  I
never thought any of the girls I met would go along with the kinky
stuff I was use to.  I was very good at eating a girl out.  I would
lick around the clit and tongue the hole for hours.  I always got the
girl off with my mouth first before actually putting my average 6
inches in them.  Must have been an ego thing.  I wanted them to come
and wanted to make sure they did.   

After college, I moved away from home to the city.   No girlfriend, no
friends, no family.  I was pretty lonely.  I had been to strip bars
before but didn't really get into them.  I had heard from some of the
guys at work that some of these places allowed you a blowjob or sex for
money.  Curious and lonely, I decided to go to one to see if I could
get away with anything.   It must have been a myth.  I just ended up
spending a hundred bucks on table dances, too many drinks and a really
bad hardon.  I was in the mood to go home and finish what they had
started.  I decided to drop by an adult video/bookstore to  help me
out.  

While in the shop I noticed a sign over a corridor for "booths". 
Curious, I walked to the corridor.  The guy at the cash booth next to
the corridor said it was seven bucks to get in and I could stay as long
as I wanted.  I gave him the money.  I was excited to just be somewhere
I wasn't suppose to be.  There were all these small closet size rooms
with a tv in each.   There were tens of channels to choose from.  I was
scanning the channels when I caught a guy giving head to another guy. 
My immediate reaction was to change the channel.  I started watching
straight sex.  Two guys were double penetrating a girl.  Like being
afraid my parents would walk-in on me in my room jerking off, I wasn't
able to finish that easily.  I started scanning some more.  Every other
channel seemed to involve either gay guys or bisexual guys with a girl.
 I started getting really turned on by it and started watching in
amazement.  Was I turning gay?  The thought of it bothered me at first
but I was in no mood to change the channel.  The drinks at the bar were
really starting to take affect as I started feeling comfortable sitting
back in my chair watching.  Pants around my ankles, rubbing my balls
and shaft slowly.  

Something seemed wrong.  I looked over to one of the walls and noticed
a hole about four inches or so in diameter with an eyeball looking
through it.  I tried to cover myself at first but then didn't really
care.  The guy on the other side of the wall stuck his finger through
the wall and made a waving motion.  Not quite ready to go that far, I
just ignored it and kept watching the tv.  The finger disappeared.  On
the screen, one guy was fucking another guy doggy style while another
girl was going at it with two other guys. One of the guys and the girl
was giving this huge dick the blowjob from hell.   What surprised me
wasn't the excitement of two tongues on my dick, but the way the guy
was sucking that huge cock.  I looked over at the hole to see if that
guy was still there.  He was, dick in hand, standing up jerking off
slowly to his screen.  He was an hispanic guy  around 40 or 50 years
old.  He had a tinge of gray hair and mustache.  Didn't find him
attractive or repulsive, I just watched him jerk-off.

Not sure what came over me, I stuck my finger through the hole and
waved at him.  In a second this big cock hung slightly hard through the
hole.  I had never seen another cock that up close before.  I felt
dwarfed by the size of it.  It must had been eight inches long and
three inches wide.  Huge compared to me.  With a slight hesitation, I
grabbed it with my right hand.  I gave it a few slow jerks.  I imagined
what I liked when I got head and started doing what was on my mind. I
slowly licked the tip around the head.  I gave the head a slight suck. 
 Tasted a little salty but not dirty.  I could feel the guys groan from
behind the wall.  His cock was fully hard by now.  I licked the shaft
from where it met his balls to the tip and took one big gulf.  I
couldn't get all of it in my mouth at first.  I just sucked three
quarters of it or so and slowly jerked the rest with my hand.  I
started slowling bobbing my head up and down.  I started increasing my
suction being careful not to catch him with my teeth.  I hate it when
that happens to me.  I'd stop sucking for while to lick around the
shaft and head before sucking just the head really hard then back to
taking all of him in my mouth again for more head bobbing.  I looked at
the screen and imagined that I was the guy on the screen giving head. 
I started really going fast.  I guy pulled back from the wall.  

I wasn't sure what was wrong.  He stuck his tongue through the wall.  I
understood and put my aching sore hardon through the wall.  His mouth
was all over my cock.  No hands, no licking just constant hard sucking.
 I started humping the wall and his mouth.  It felt incredible but I
knew I wasn't going to come this way.  

After a few minutes of this, I withdrew my cock and stuck my tongue
through the wall. Still hard, his cock entered the whole and my mouth. 
I started slow again, sucking the full length of his cock and jerking
him with my hand as I got to the tip.    I looked up at my screen and
the guy on the movie was coming all over the other guy and girl.   In
his mouth, on their faces, on her breast.  I drove me wild.  I started
sucking fast and hard.  The guys was trying to pull back but would give
in and thrust forward again.  I felt him getting closer and started
sucking the head for all I was worth while jerking the lower part of
his cock.  That did the trick as he moaned and released his load in my
mouth.  I wasn't sure at first because my mouth was so hot but I
started tasting the saltiness.  I let go of his cock and let the cum
drip out of my mouth.  I continued sucking h is cock clean until he
withdrew.  By now I was close to coming myself.  I sat back and within
a few jerks sprayed my own wad all over my leg and the wall. 

I quickly pulled my pants up and ran out of there.  In my car onto the
highway in a matter of seconds I was trying to comtemplate what I had
done.  Was I gay?  It was a long fourty minutes to my place.  When I
got home, I barely made it to bed before passing out. 

Didn't think about what happened at the bookstore for weeks.  Then I
convinced myself that I was okay.  I was bisexual and that I enjoyed
sucking cock.  Since then, I've been back to that videostore often. 
Except after I agree to suck the other guy off, I don't stay behind the
wall.  I knock on their door to do what I like to do in the same room. 
I still haven't had a guy finish me off but that's okay.  Giving is my
favorite.  To both girls and guys.