Date: Tue, 25 Jun 2013 21:04:25 -0700 (PDT)
From: Raymond Bland
Subject: Schooldays in Suburbia (bisexual)

There are moments when you stand on the brink. The chance not taken. The
gift not seized. This was one of them. In the empty school art room,
Peter stood opposite me.

"Go on," I said, "It's a dare."

He looked around, then reached down to his trousers, pulled down the zip
and fumbled with his underpants. His limp white penis nestled inside. A
hot furtive feeling came over me as I suddenly had an erection. I
unbuckled my belt, unzipped my black school trousers and pushed my own
stiff cock into view. Peter's eyes widened, his hand flew to his mouth
and he gasped, with a laugh. We quickly buckled up again. But we had
crossed a frontier.

It was the nineteen seventies. We were teenagers. There was no internet,
no videos. For Catholic schoolboys, women meant mothers, aunts, sisters,
cousins and nuns. We were too embarrassed to buy the lurid girly mags on
the top shelf. Sometimes a well-worn copy of Forum magazine would be
passed around for scrutiny late at night. Most of us would graduate to
that dreamy land of tits, nipples, aureoles, cunts, clits and moist, warm
labia. But not just yet. For now we just had ourselves.

I'd been masturbating for a while, thanks to another boy called Kevin, a
spiky-haired sports star. One boring afternoon in biology class, Kevin
had been boasting about tossing off.

"How do you do it then, Kev?" I asked.

Kevin made a ring with his thumb and index finger.

"You think of a girl's pratt. Then you hold your knob like this and move
it up and down" - he gestured, helpfully - "then after a while your balls
go all hot and you feel like you really want to go to the toilet and then
the spunk comes right up and out," said Kevin.

"Ahem!" said Miss MacFarlane, the dowdy biology teacher, looking over at
the noise.

"Sorry Miss," said Kevin with a winning look.

Afterwards we stood pissing together at the urinals and I looked as Kevin
shook the last drops off the end of his short pink dick. He caught my
glance and laughed. The moment passed. Later on, Kevin enjoyed a
well-oiled reputation as a stud but I wonder how many of the ladies were
just a little bit disappointed.

That night I locked the bathroom door and performed the experiment as
Kevin instructed. I was just about to give up when a tingling and a
shudder announced a swift spurt of jissom into the bathwater. I was a
late starter. But from then on I never looked back. Soon I was locked
nightly in the bathroom, hunched over the basin with my right hand
flying, watching the reflection in the mirror as my sperm shot out. My
mystified parents seemed pleased that their son had become so fond of
hygiene and bathing.

Soon solitude palled. This was tricky territory. Although we lived in
pitiful ignorance, boys like Kevin were quick to spot imaginary 'poofs'
at every turn. The thought of being labelled was enough to sink your
stomach. Yet there was a subtle undertone of sexual activity at school if
you chose to detect it. Things were obviously going on. Besides, we
weren't poofs, were we?

Some boys were shy. I wasn't. I discovered early on that I liked to be
seen naked. I had played around with another boy scout in harmless
naughtiness. My most daring moment came when I invited a friend to watch
me taking a shit in the woods at the bottom of his garden. He gave an
excited commentary as I squatted and the turds uncoiled from my bum onto
the grass. I was transfixed.

Frankly, I was an unattractive proposition. I was skinny. I had wavy
hair. And, horror, I wore glasses. But I had something between my legs
that attracted admiration in the changing room. It wasn't that I was
bigger than average, just that I had developed a bit faster than the
others. A thick dark bush of pubic hair crowned my glory.

So here we stood, Peter and I. He wasn't the brightest chap but he was
friendly. A fringe of lustrous black hair fell over his eyes. He was pale
and of average build. Sometimes he larked around with silly noises and
voices. And God, did he have a dirty mind and ice cold nerves. We parted
in the art room in silent agreement to meet again.

So it was that a few days later I found myself standing alongside Peter
at the same urinal near the science labs in a quiet breaktime. I didn't
know what to expect, except that I was suddenly hard once again. Peter
did. He briskly pulled down the front of his trousers and underpants to
expose his cock. This time it was rigid, long and thick. A generous
foreskin covered his glistening knob. It was my turn to gasp.

"Squeeze it - really hard," he said. I did. For the first time my hand
closed around a mixture of silk and steel, warm to the touch. Scared to
death that we would be found, I faced the urinal to get my cock out.
Peter grabbed it and gave it a friendly tug.

But what was this? Within seconds, Peter was groaning and rubbing his
dick between his palms as if it was a sausage-shaped piece of pastry.

"You don't do it like that," I said, "you do it like this."

I risked turning away from the urinal to show off the Kevin technique.
Whether it was the fear or the excitement I don't know but within thirty
seconds I ejaculated a few jets of sperm. Peter copied me and, while I
cowered in fear, happily shot his load out of my sight into the pisser.

From then on we just wanted more. We weren't friends. We hung out with
different people and as far as I knew none of my friends guessed at our
regular rendezvous. From time to time I'd sidle up to him and ask: "do
you want to have some fun?" His lazy grin always gave the same reply.

It went on for a year or more. Teenage lust is amazing for daring and
invention. As winter drew on we returned to the toilets. We murmured
lurid female fantasies. The first time, he shocked me by revealing a
perfectly shaved cock and balls, which he pushed down between his legs to
imitate a cunt. "If only we had a woman," he sighed.

From then on we took huge risks. We adjourned to the cubicles, where
Peter stripped off completely and masturbated into the toilet bowl while
I looked on in fear of discovery. We swapped fast, hot talk about girls.
Only the jolt of desire could get me hard and swiftly coming before we
slipped out.

Then it went further. One day I cunningly obtained a key to the first
floor geography room during lunchbreak. Peter lurked in the corridor
until I let him back in. We picked a row of desks far back from the
windows. Then we pushed our trousers down and let our underpants drop to
our ankles.

Peter was hard and wet. He stroked my cock. We hadn't done this before.
Our penises jostled each other. He pulled his foreskin forward so that it
captured the tip of my dick and brought the two crowns together. It felt
glorious. We turned round and rubbed our bottoms together. Then he
quickly reached under my bum and squeezed my balls. A second later I felt
his thick penis pushing between my legs below my arse cheeks and up
against my scrotum, then moving back and forth. We mumbled about wet
cunts and excited ourselves further. All sorts of never experienced
feelings gripped my lower body. He didn't seem to mind when I turned him
round and did the same thing. (Little did I know that when I was first in
bed with a naked but determinedly virginal girl later on, this is how it
would be). A few seconds later I couldn't stop myself from rubbing my
dick until gobs of spunk dripped onto the geography room floor. Giggling,
Peter came in a flurry of gasps and wanks.

From then on, frankness ruled. We sought out a new refuge in the Music
Building, with a warren of unfrequented rooms.

"Do you put things up your arse?" he asked, as we sneaked away to it one
day, "I love pushing rods up my arse."

I didn't. My virginal teenage bum was unacquainted with anything of that
kind. The etiquette of successful anal intercourse was unknown to me. Let
alone sticking things up there. Wouldn't it hurt?
 
In the music house our wankings led to near disaster. Locked together in
a toilet cubicle, Peter was whispering a fantasy about the French
teacher's white knickers and her cunt while we began rubbing ourselves
when the door to the toilets was pushed open and an authoritative voice
demanded; "who's in there?" It was Dave Smith, the  hypocritical hippie
music teacher who pretended to be liberal. I knew he would take only one
view of two pupils masturbating in his toilets. Expulsion and humiliation
loomed.

"Alright, how many of you are in there?" the voice boomed.

"Just me sir," I muttered, "I'm not well." I could see his pair of boots
under the door. I felt a weight on my shoulder and realised that Peter
had climbed up onto the toilet bowl to avoid his feet being seen. His
pants were still around his knees. I felt paralysed.

"Hurry up and get out of there" commanded Mr Smith. By some miracle, he
then turned and left the room. Peter giggled. Did he have no fear? I was
shaking.

"We've got to get out" I said.

"No way" said Peter. To my amazement, he began a vigorous wank and
ejaculated a splodge of semen onto the cubicle wall, down which it
trickled like an indictment of sin. "That'll do," he gasped.

I shook my head, pulled my trousers up over my limp dick and shrunken
balls, and fled first. He followed a couple of minutes later. Months
later the trail of his spunk could still be seen on the wall.

It was never quite clear to me what Peter wanted, except to talk dirty
and enjoy copious ejaculations. He liked being squeezed hard and treated
'roughly' as he called it. Of course we never kissed or caressed. Yikes!
Beyond our encounters, which were always chatty, we hardly communicated.

Summer came. We went on a family holiday to France. On my return I at
last had a literally dirty story to tell Peter. Most days, I had taken
out a bicycle and pedalled around the country villages. One hot afternoon
I was overcome by a double need. I pedalled into a field and dropped the
bicycle by a hedge. Nobody was in sight.

In the shade, I dropped my pants and squatted. It was one of those shits
that is a glorious relief. A neat, smelly pile of turds lay beneath me.
Wiping my bum on a few bits of grass, I suddenly felt that glow of
forbidden yearning that illuminated my trysts with Peter. I looked down
and saw that my prick was throbbing and wet with juice (as it is while I
write this,  years later). I looked around. All clear. I stripped off my
shirt and knelt, naked. Then I masturbated long and hard, aiming
carefully. My balls tingled at the telling moment and four or five spurts
of my cum splashed all over my warm shit.

"Cool," said Peter when I told him this. He had experimented with bottles
and other objects, although it wasn't clear whether he had penetrated
them or they him. Either way, my unviolated anus quivered nervously at
the thought.
 
In the hot weather we adjourned half a dozen times to a bower deep in the
local park, behind a thick screen of trees and bushes. The first time is
still etched in my erotic memory.

We dropped our schoolbags and blazers, then loosened our grey shirts and
ties.

"Ooooh, do it roughly," pleaded Peter as I unbuckled his belt. I shoved
his trousers down. He turned to me. His cock formed a big bulge in his
y-fronts. I ripped them down at the front and it bounced up. He turned
round and I yanked the undies down over his white bum cheeks. I was
already stripped, with a raging erection. Hmm, I thought, enticing. What
would he do?

Nothing, it turned out, as I rubbed the head of my prick across his butt.
There was no question of more, the crack between his cheeks remained
uncharted territory, as was mine. How did girls fit in to this? Would
they let us probe? We turned back to our symphony of hands.

At various times we shot our sperm over tree branches, against a wall and
in great dripping globs on the fallen leaves. I noticed how his face
contorted with pleasure. But gosh, was he noisy.

I never knew how far it might go with Peter, nor even what we both really
wanted. But one afternoon we pushed it.

"I've got some plastic sandwich wrapping," I said conversationally, "how
would you like it if we used it as a Durex round your prick and I sucked
you off?" The things teenage boys will do. I suppose I thought he might
give me one too and I'd find out what it was all about with girls and
blow jobs.

Peter was enthusiastic. I dropped to my knees and wrapped the clingfilm 
around his sticky knob. Then I took my glasses off, as they seemed rather
ridiculous. Opening my mouth wide, I slid my lips around the head of his
dick and began licking it. There was only the taste of my lunchtime
sandwiches and a sensation of yielding warmth.

"Uuuuuh, the spunk's coming," said Peter in an urgent tone. That was  a
bridge too far for me. I hastily pulled back and stood up. Peter was
frantically rubbing his shaft. I leaned back so that my cock and balls
were pushed out towards him.

"Come all over my balls" I demanded. He did so. He squeezed his foreskin
so that every drop trickled out onto my bollocks. It felt warm, wet and
distinctly naughty. Was this gay? I didn't care. I was so excited that I
began masturbating fast and was poised to reciprocate.

"I don't want you to come on my balls," said Peter suddenly. I turned
just in time to squirt a load of cum between his feet.

What brought all this to an end? I guess some things naturally run their
course. I wasn't worried about being gay or straight as a result of it.
We were all still finding our way with such stuff. It was just, well,
sex. But Peter's recklessness frightened me. And I was beginning to
realise that work and success might have rewards, while expulsion and
embarrassment meant ruin.

One afternoon we adjourned to a room in the Music Building which I had
persuaded a gullible teacher to allocate to me for a school magazine. The
windows were blacked out. Joy of joys, it had a lock. It was ideal for
smoking or sex, my two favourite pastimes at that age.

Peter was in a horny, adventurous mood. Pants down, he lay back on a
table, rubbing his cock like a true exhibitionist. I looked at it, while
stroking my own. 

"Yuk," I said, "what's that big round scab on your cock?"

"Nothing, just a cut," he said, turning back to pleasure himself. God
knows what experiment he had tried. Whatever. I played at rubbing my
purple cock head around his big smooth balls. Getting into the mood,
Peter then swung his legs up, spreading his bum and exposing the inner
sanctum for the first time. He grinned. He had never seen mine.

His bum hole was neat, wrinkled and light brown. It puckered as I pressed
the tip of my dick against it. Nice. But what next? I had no idea. Except
that a mighty surge arose in my testicles and shuddering silently I
ejaculated all over the table, a chair and the floor.

While I was clearing up, Peter stood up, pulled his underpants half way
up and embarked on a prolonged and loud wank. He was gasping and
groaning. I would have said it was like a porno movie, except that I'd
never seen one. This was more like a disaster movie. Was Mr Smith lurking
again?

On and on he pounded, fringe flying up and down above his scarlet face.
Finally with a great groan, he pointed his penis into the flap of the
Y-fronts between his legs and I watched as dollops of warm spunk filled
them up. Then he smiled contentedly and pulled up pants and trousers,
quite happy to sit in lessons all afternoon marinating in his own juices.
Well, he got away with it. What a guy.

I have no idea what became of him. We drifted apart after that with not a
word of either affection or recrimination.

By then I was already happily masturbating regularly with my best friend,
who was a real soul mate. We never touched, but entertained and aroused
each other with naughty heterosexual fantasies to spur on our ejaculatory
contests. Our scorecard included trains, a swimming pool, the local
woods, bedrooms, the au pair girl's knickers wrapped around my shaft, and
a hostel room in which I excelled in my own delight at being watched and
came five times in succession in front of him. Eventually, girls came
along into our lives and it all changed - nicer and even naughtier.

The things you do when you are young.