Date: Thu, 18 Aug 2005 00:38:54 -0700 (PDT)
From: Brandi Hares <casualties_nofxchk@sbcglobal.net>
Subject: What She Wanted Pt.1

Yeah you guys know all of the bullshit......IF YOUR
NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE....LEAVE! And if you don't
like things on gay or bisexuality then what the hell
are you doing at Nifty?

Anyways, this is a story about a girl,Ashley, who has
2 gay friends,Nick and Sam,who were together.This
isn't like some of the stories on here where they fuck
and its over with.This story has meaning and its quite
long.Anyways, Ashley is very close to the boys,in fact
that's what she called them,Her boys.The 2 of them
meant everything to her and were her best
friends.Problem was,she liked them more than
friends,both of them.But she couldn't tell them
that.She knew it was no use even putting any effort
into anything more than friends being that they were
gay.So we will start the story in class with Nick and
Ashley.

Written in Ashleys diary:

*Hi,my name is Ashley Aarons and I am 15 years old.I
have 2 best friends named Nick and Sam.Both of which
are SO hot! Nick has blond hair and blue eyes and hes
really tall.Sam has really dark skin and big brown
eyes and brownish red hair.Both of them are perfectly
muscular.Sounds like a perfect story doesn't it?Don't
get your hopes up.I would totally go for them if they
weren't both....well um.....they're gay.That must be
why I love them so much but that also presses the fact
that I'm attracted to them.They are gay! I have no
chance so I don't see why I bother.Oh well.....Woops!
Gotta go Nick and I are sitting in class and he just
passed the note back to me.I'll write later.*

Ashley put her diary away back in her notebook.

"Hey.....You ever gonna let me read that?"Nick said as
he smiled and whispered over the desk to Ashley.

"No.Sorry Nick but for my eyes only." Ashley said as
she smiled back at him and winked.

Throughout class they passed notes.Basically Nick
talking about how much he loved Sam and how excited he
was to be able to see him after school.Ashley usually
just replied with a 'I know' or 'aww how cute' sorta
thing.It didn't bug her that they loved each other.She
just sorta.......got jealous of them.But she would
never tell them any of this....it wouldn't make a
difference seeing that they liked guys and she was a
girl.She just decided to keep it to herself.

When the bell rang Nick and Ashley got their things
and went out to lunch where they would walk around
holding hands and then they would go and sit under a
big shady tree.Ashley got out her cell phone so Nick
could make his daily lunch time call to Sam.Sam didn't
go to the regular high school like Nick and Ashley did
so Nick made sure he called Sam at least twice a day
at school.As Nick talked on the phone to Sam,Ashley
ate her lunch and daydreamed into the sky.She was
awoken 30 minutes later from the lunch bell
ringing.Ashley held Nicks hand and walked him halfway
to class and then departed to her own class.Throughout
the next 2 periods Ashley pretty much daydreamed some
more and didn't pay attention.Finally the bell rang
for school to be over.Ashley met Nick in front of her
class as they walked down to the basketball courts to
meet Sam.Sam came to school everyday after school and
hung out mainly with Nick but also with Ashley and
sometimes their other friend Danielle.Danielle didn't
come that day since she had a doctors appointment
after school.Ashley,Nick and Sam walked over to a
shady spot on the grass under a tree.They lade down
together.This was the time that Ashley cherished
most.The couple of seconds that the 3 of them would
all lay together and talk.

Ashleys moment of utter happiness was short lived.She
took her cue as Nick and Sam started to get into their
kissing session and she put her headphones in for her
ipod.She pretty much tried to mind her own
business.When the boys kissed it didn't really bother
her.It was just a part of life.Ashley closed her eyes
occaisonaly looking over at the boys.After about 15
minutes of their intense kissing and making out,Nick
and Sams position had changed.Ashley looked over and
her gaze stayed on them longer than intended.Nick was
on his back with his knees up as Sam was sitting ontop
of him bent over still kissing him.It was this that
made Ashley get something like butterflies in her
stomach.She took her eyes off of them in case one of
them opened their eyes.Her eyes drifted back over
there again when she head Sam moan even through her
headphones.She took her left headphone out of her
ear.She'd never seen Nick and Sam do that before.They
were having dry sex right there on school grounds.She
started to get aroused as she kept watching them.She
noticed that and quickly put her headphone back in and
shut her eyes.Trying not to strain her hearing to hear
what was going on with Sam and Nick,Ashley kept her
eyes clenched shut and changed her thoughts to
something else.It was no use.Even trying her hardest
to keep her thoughts away from what the boys were
doing didn't work.She was now drifting in a deep
sleep.

Ashley awoke suddenly to her cell phone ringing.It
said she had 4 missed calls probably because the
vibrator was on and she didn't notice it.Her mom was
on the phone telling her that she was there and ready
to pick her and Nick up to go home.Ashley hung up the
phone and sat and thought about the dream she had just
had.It was amazing! She decided she better try to
break the boys up now and write about her dream in her
diary when she got home.

"Nick.Sam.Time to go my moms here.I think your mom is
here too Sam."Ashley said at a room tone as she got up
off of the thick soft grass.Nick and Sam didn't
budge.Raising her tone to somewhat of a yelling volume
Ashley said,"Nicholas! Samuel! Let's go!"

"Ok Ok Ash calm down were coming.Let us
get.........situated."Nick said lifting his head up
off of the ground and looking at the bulge in the
crotch of Sams pants.Ashley rolled her eyes to make it
look like it was no big deal but in her mind she was
thinking 'What is THAT?!' She decided to let it roll
off her shoulders seeing that that probably wouldn't
be the last time she would see that on either of
them.She got her backpack and helped both of the boys
up.They were both sort of 'sheilding' their crotch
areas.They walked outside of the school where they saw
Ashleys mom waiting in the car.Sam and Nick waited
back to give each other one last kiss before Sams mom
got there.She didn't know that Sam was gay even though
it was pretty hard to NOT know.Nick and Ashley walked
over to her moms car and got in.

"Whats wrong with you? You seem a bit tense." Nick
whispered into Ashleys ear as they drove the small
distance to his house.

"Nothing." Ashley said shaking her head.She was deep
into thought about her dream.

Ashley got out of the car and gave Nick a hug once
they got to his house."I love you Nick." Ashley said
loudly watching him walk up to his door.

"I love you too Ash."Nick said back.Ashley wished she
could believe it.

The ride home was a quiet one,Ashley still deep in
thought.When she got home she took her diary out of
her backpack and started writing in it on her bed:

*Wow! I can't believe what happened today! Nick and
Sam were practically doing it at school! Well,with
their clothes on of course but still! And then diary I
had this weird but awesome dream that I was involved
with them too.In my dream we were all just sitting at
school like we were today and in the middle of Nick
and Sams kissing session Nick leaned over and kissed
me! I looked sorta surprised at the both of them
seeing no reaction but smiles.So I did what I would
have done if it weren't a dream,I smiled back and just
looked down.And then Sam leaned over and kissed me!
Weird!And then we ended up getting into this 3-way
kissing/ sucking on each others necks deal.It was a
great dream! Too bad they were gay.Well that just
ended my mood on wanting to write about my great
dream.Ill write later when Im in a better mood.*

Ashley put her diary back in her backpack and layed
down on her bed.She thought about whether the dream
could be a sign or something.A sign maybe saying that
thats what was going to happen.No,probably a sign
saying she was crazy for thinking that that could ever
happen and that it would ONLY be in her dreams,she
thought.She didn't even want to think about it
anymore.She definatly wouldn't tell the boys about her
dreams,then they would know how she REALLY felt about
them.Why did she have to like 2 GAY guys.Why couldn't
they be straight.She took that thought back as soon as
it came into her head.She was glad Nick and Sam were
gay,if they weren't who knows what would have been
different about their relationship.She decided to give
the thoughts a rest for the time being and went to get
something to eat before she went to be.

Later that night after she had eaten,gone online to
check her mail,and talked to Sam and Nick on the phone
Ashley went into her room once again and crawled into
her full size bed and pulled the covers up to her
neck.Every night was the same,she would go to sleep
thinking about how lucky she was to have friends like
Nick and Sam that she loved so much.Tonight on the
other hand was completely different.Instead of
thinking about that her thoughts went straight back to
what she saw them doing at school that day and to her
dream.She drifted off to sleep for the 2nd time that
day.

Ashley awoke the next morning to the loud sound of her
alarm clock and to the sound of her mother screaming
at her to wake up and get ready for school.Ashley
opened her eyes slightly and smiled.She had yet
another dream that night.This one being alot like the
last one but alot more meaningful.She just couldn't
understand what it meant.The boys and her used to talk
about their dreams together and decided what they were
supposed to mean.She couldn't do that with these
dreams.She set it to the side of her thoughts for the
morning and changed her clothes.She washed her face
and brushed her teeth and fixed her hair and did her
makeup.Another day of school had started again.

The school day passed by like every school day
did.Doing work,passing notes,falling asleep and having
weird dreams.For some reason these dream about Nick
and Sam just kept coming.They got more and more
intense everytime.Every dream ended up still being
somewhat PG-13 at the end though.Clothes were still
left on and such which Ashley was pretty glad
about.She wouldn't know what to do if the dreams
started to get anymore intense.

After school Ashley hung out with Nick,Sam and
Danielle this time.Nick and Sam did their snuggling
and cuddling and kissing as Ashley and Danielle ran
around or took romantic pictures of the boys.The thing
Ashley and Danielle liked to do was throw the boys
shoes or backpacks or any loose belongings up into
tress and have them have to get them out when they had
hard-ons.Still,everytime Ashley would see the boys
kissing,her gaze would get locked.It's like she was
hypnotized and she had no clue why.How could she be so
amused let alone by the fact that her 2 best
friends,the 2 people that meant the world to her were
making out on the ground.Of course she thought as them
as attractive but so did everyone else that laid eyes
on them.There had to be something more,but if so,what?

That day after school was pretty much like the last
one.Ashley had her little daydreams and got over it
and went home.At least she thought she got over it.If
she would have known what was going to happen the next
day,she would have planned to stay home.

It was middle of 2nd period the next morning and
Ashley was yet again sleeping through it.Her teacher
had had enough of her misbehaving so she moved her up
front.Even after she did that, the teacher gave up on
putting up with Ashley so she ignored.Thats why Ashley
was sleeping.All of a sudden in the middle of class
Ashley woke up with the whole class including her
teacher staring and laughing at her.

"Wh-Why is everyone laughing at me?"Ashley said
embarassed looking at the class.

"You only were just moaning some kid named Sams name!"
yelled one of the students named Gilberto.

Ashley remembered what had just happened.She had
another dream with Sam and Nick.This time it wasn't
like the rest.This time is was full blown sex.When the
bell rung Ashley put up her hood and met Nick outside
where they went under the tree for him to call
Sam,while he did Ashley quickly pulled out her diary
and started to jot down her dream so she didn't forget
it.

*Dear Diary,the dreams with Sam and Nick are still
continuing,today being the most intense.Today it
wasn't just the normal kissing and cuddling in the
dreams,in this one they were having sex!And I was in
the room hiding but they didn't know it.Oh god how I
wish I was in that bed with them.With both of their
muscular warm bodies entwined in the sheets of the
bed.I saw everything!The dream ended bad along with
the class period.Everyone laughed at me and heard me
moan Sams name.The dream ended in the boys finding out
that I was in the room.When they found me they were
both still butt naked,they opened the closet and saw
me and smiled and then I woke up.I hope the dream
continues,I just hope not while Im at school
again.Well I should be going the bell should be ringing
soon.*

Ashley wrote as she closed her diary just as the bell
had rung and Nick hung up the phone.

~~~~~~Now this is just part one! check back in very
soon for part 2! E-mail me at bloodfairy@msn.com if
you have any comments....Thanks!~~~~~~~