Date: Wed, 22 Oct 2008 07:22:57 -0300
From: zero-drug@hotmail.com
Subject: Alex's Story: Entry 2 Part 3

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if homosexuality and incest is not legal in your state/area, then please,
leave now, or continue at your own free will. This is a story of fiction,
and neither I nor this website support acts of Adult-minor relationships
unless under the proper circumstances.


I didn't know what to do. I knew that the smart thing to do would've been
to stop him then and there. But I was to worked up, and his hand felt to
good. I was at his mercy. I laid my head back down, closing my eyes, trying
to control my breathing. All my problems seemed to wash away as the pace of
Colin's hand increased, and soon my sticky, hot man-juices flooded my boxer
shorts. I came with a soft breath; hindering on a moan, and arching my back
up to- wards his hand.

"Oh-... Colin..." I breathed, the thumping of my brain subsiding, replaced
with sweet release.

"Told you." Colin said sweetly, leaning and giving me a peck on the
lips. "I gotta go do my homework, but let's talk after dinner." He told me,
getting up and walking out without giving me another word.

'Casual kid.' I thought to myself.
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Alex's Story Entry 2 [Part 3]: August 6

The rest of that night seemed to drag on after my little "chat" with
Colin. My stomach was in knots, and I was trapped in my own anticipation of
what the coming darkness had to behold. I couldn't focus, and the thumping
of my brain was replaced with a renewed energy - to the point where I
couldn's sit still.

Eventually, dinner time came around, and I was tripping over myself to get
down to the table. I was the first down, then Colin, then Alicia, and
finally Derek. I said nothing, I just looked down at my plate. I needed to
avoid looking at Colin or Derek - lest Alicia want to chat with me again.

Colin was sitting directly across from me, next to Derek. I tightened my
hands into fists. I wasn't sure why, but that little seating plan made me
uneasy. Images of Colin and Derek wanking together flashed in my head, and
I was suddenly filled with an underlying contempt for my older brother
Derek; who before yesterday, I had only admired.

Dinner was boring at first. We all just sat in silence, eating our food,
with the odd question breaking the awkward quiet of the room. But finally,
a conversation started up ten minutes in.

"Where's dad tonight?" Alicia asked, taking a small spoonful of peas.

My mother tensed up, setting a mild tone of her own contempt to her
beautiful facial features. "He's working late, so he won't make dinner
tonight." She answered, swallowing a bite of mashed potatoes unnecassarily
hard.

"I hate when he works late..." Alicia sighed. "Makes the house feel so
incomplete."

Derek opened his mouth and began to respond to our sister, but I didn't
hear what he said, as my attention focused to the small foot rubbing
against the bare skin of my leg. I looked up at Colin, who was wearing a
small smile on his face. My mood became lighter; even pleased.

Colin's foot moved up my leg, his toe tickling the back of my knee. I did
my best not to show my growing excitement, not caring how Colin had managed
to shift his sock off without any notice. Goosebumps ran up my leg, and a
small little lump growing in my shorts. I chanced a glance at Alicia, but
she was deep in conversation with Derek, and obviously to focused on our
older brother to notice my situation.

I finished what was left on my plate rather quickly, and after calming
down, declared that I was done.

"Alright, put your plate in the dishwasher." Mom said. I got up, rushing
into the kitchen and quickly putting my little plate away. As I crossed
from the kitchen through to go back upstairs, I chanced one last look at
Colin.

He looked at me, smiling mischeviously. I grinned back, giving him a little
wink and a nod towards the stairs, before I started up them. I reached my
room, plopping down on my bed and waited excitedly. It was probably no more
then two minutes before I heard Colin outside my room. He came in, closing
the door behind him.

Colin walked towards the bed, sitting down next to me. "You feeling
better?" He inquied, laying a hand on my upper thigh.

"I'm still feeling a little unsettled." I lied. "Maybe you know how to deal
with that?"

Colin giggled a little at the transparent statement, before leaning in and
planting a nice, romantic kiss on my lips.  I returned his action, and we
necked for a couple of minutes. I lead him back more onto the bed, until I
was laying overtop of him, my hand sliding up and under his ass, grinding
our two groins into one another.

Colin broke the kiss. "Hang on..." He breathed, panting slightly. He sat up
once more, pulling me up with him. "Let's talk."

I came up with him, confused and slightly disappointed at the sudden break
in actions. I was fine today until Colin visited me, giving me that little
teaser, and then hyping me up for tonight. "Okay..." I responded.

"Don't worry." My brother said, laying a hand on my thigh. "There'll be
plenty of time for that later." He promised.

I smiled, nodding. "Okay." I repeated. "What do you want to talk about?"

Colin's face grew slightly serious. "I wanna know when you found out. When
did you know for sure?"

I raised an eyebrow. "Know what?"

Colin sighed. "You know... when you first knew you were gay! When did it
happen? How did you figure it out?" He asked, excitement and curiosity
shining in his eyes.

I leaned away, slightly taken aback. "I'm not." I told him.

"What?" Colin exclaimed. "What are you talking about?"

I looked from side to side. "I-I'm not gay." I reittirated.

Colin raised his eyebrows this time, a sense of desparation falling over
his face. "Then what's this?" He inquired, flashing his hand between him
and myself.

I still didn't understand what the big deal was. "We're brothers..." I said
bluntly.

Colin huffed. "Right." The twelve year old uttered. "'Cuz you know - this
is what every sibling relationship leads up to."

"Colin..." I whispered. "What's the problem here?"

"Let me ask you this!" My brother asserted. "In the future, what are we?
What do we do?"

Now I was lost. "We're brothers. You do your thing, I do mine."

Colin twisted his face into an annoyed one. Somehow he found a way to make
it cute. "Right." He said, standing up.

"What? Col, where are you going?" I questioned.

"Well, we're just brothers, doing our separate things. Your straight, I'm
straight, and we're just living our lives!" Colin yelled, storming out of
my room.

As he left through the door, a moment later Alicia was standing in view,
looking after our younger brother march off. She turned her head towards
me. "What did you do?"

I raised my hand desparately, but then dropped it. "I have no idea." I
sighed. I rubbed my eyes in exhaustion, a feeling of despair rising up
within me as I went over the conversation in my head. The feeling of
sadness just grew and grew the more I lingered on the talk that just
happened, and eventually gave up, deciding to focus my mind on something
else. I looked up at my sister. "What do you want?"

Alicia became alert when I asked about her, and she moved fully into my
room, shutting the door behind her. "It's about Derek." She said.

I sighed, my mental list of problems preparing itself for another
item. "What now?"

The blond fourteen year old practically blew smoke out of her nostrils,
setting her fist on her hip. I could tell she had to muffle a lot of urges
before speaking to me again. "I need your help."

"Yeah, I know." I said, laying back on my bed and stretching out. "Anything
specific?"

Alicia walked over, sitting in my computer chair. "Yeah. I was just talking
to him, and I pieced together that he's been with a lot of girls." She
acknowledged.

"Thank you tips." I responded.

"Shut it!" My sister hissed, balling her hands into fists once more. She
paused, taking in a deep breath. I knew that she was mentally counting to
ten, a good habit she picked up back in preschool. "If me and him get
together... it's gonna be really awkward. He's a lot more- experienced then
me."

I sat up, nodding.

"So... I was wondering if I could... like, 'practice', with you..." Alicia
confessed.

My eyes widened. "Your kidding, right?"

The pale blond bit her lip, a fury washing over her face. "No I'm not!
Listen, I don't want to any more then you, but if you don't want Mom and
Dad hearing about your little fling with our Colin, then you'll do as I
ask!"

I clenched my teeth together, realizing arguing with her was only going to
trap me further. My head began thumping again, and my mind wandered to the
thoughts of Colin jerking me off in my shorts. The thumping started to
subside, and I even became to get hard. Alicia obviously noticed, as she
let out a pleased little sigh.

"Thanks." She said, interrupting my thoughts. My sister walked over,
kneeling down in front of my crotch and placing her fingers in my waist
band. I realized that my body language had given her the go ahead, and I
helped wiggle myself out of my bottoms. Soon I was sitting on the edge of
my bed, my soldier at attention, and Alicia in a trance from looking at it.

She trembled a little in excitement, reaching out and wrapping her fingers
around the base of the shaft. I shivered under her touch; her fingers were
freezing!

Alicia paused, before straightening up. "So I just..." My sister whispered,
leaning in and taking my dick into her mouth.

"Ahh!" I hissed, pain touching at the edge of my skin. "Teeth!"

Alicia eased up. "Sorry." She said, her words muffled because of the my
object in her mouth.

She lifted off of my cock for a second, licking her lips and then going in
for another try. This time was better, her wet lips and warm mouth making
my pleasure scale hit ten. She began bobbing up and down faster, the
friction of her mouth to my cock increasing.

"Suck more..." I half spoke, half moaned. "You gotta get suction..." To be
honest, for all I knew she could've been doing this completely wrong; after
all, this was my first BJ. But it felt so good, and as she began sucking
in, the pleasure increased, and soon she was just driving her head down the
entirety of my cock, making me crazy.

"Alright..." I whispered. "I'm about to come..." I lifted my arms,
attempting to sort of try to stop my sister's sucking, but I couldn't find
the strength - all I could do was limply place my hand on her head. I was
at my sister's mercy.

"Oh..." I groaned, thinking once more of Colin and how earlier today I had
been under his control. "Oh my God!  Oh God... yes... fuck... Colin!" I
exclaimed, as I felt the pressure of my seed rising up and blowing into my
sister's mouth. I found myself grabbing her hair for dear life, forcing her
mouth to remain over my cock as semen poured from it.

Finally, I finished, and Alicia pulled her self off. She had some cum
hanging from under her bottom lip, and some on the bridge of her top lip. I
fell backwards onto my bed, panting.

"Why... didn't you..." I attempted to ask, but to worn out by the the
culmination of events which happened today to speak.

"Because," Alicia answered after a moment. "When I do this with Derek, I'm
gonna swallow everything for him."

I raised my head, looking at my sister. For the first time I saw her not
only as my favourite little sister, but as a woman. And it made me wonder
where she had really gotten these feelings for Derek. But I was to tired to
ask; I simply rolled under my covers, and closed my eyes.


To be continued...

Author's Notes: Thank to everyone who has written to me! You're all a great
inspiration. I'll try to include some of your suggestions within the story
if it's possible. Please, keep reading and writing!

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