Date: Sun, 17 Feb 2002 15:52:27 -0800 (PST)
From: Secret River <secret_rivers@yahoo.com>
Subject: Beirut-my-adventure: The Trip - Chapter 2 (Bisexuals/Incest)

Beirut - adventure
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WARNING
This story involves Adult/child incest relationship.
If you are not 18 years of age or are offended by
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The story is not totally true, it has some real characters. Most names
have been changed.
The Trip  - Chapter 2
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The day after 'the truth' was very important for me. I have discovered
hidden sexual facts that in one or another way it is a normal act in that
house. I was very curious to know more about it, to get the whole truth,
because I was still little bit hesitating about the truth. I had very good
experience with similar people who try to push you o a trap and then
benefit from it! So I was very careful in dealing with it, but I haven't
done anything wrong so I decided to investigate more about it..

I decided to be close to ALI as much as I can, and I was planning to have
some tours in that marvelous country Lebanon. I knew that Ali have very
good connections, so I asked him to hire him and to drive for me to the
north to the mountains. He was excited about it and he knew that he could
earn some more money.

In the next day, I woke up on strong hand playing with my hair. I thought I
was dreaming, I then jumped from my bed to see ALI standing half naked with
his sweat tanned and marvelous body and large smile. He greeted me and
reminded me that it is time to wake up and be ready for the trip. We had to
leave little bit early in order not to stuck in the high traffic. I hated
the way his body disappeared in front of my eyes. I couldn't stop staring
at him, and I have to admit that he had the most wonderful and perfect body
I have ever seen. I have been in many countries, and I have see lot of
gorgeous people, and I also encountered in Lebanon many wonderful people,
but he was SPECIAL, he was PERFECT, his smile and his fit body with his
black eyes and olive skin where marvelous. It was a perfect morning .. But
he disappeared, he went to put on his clothes..

We were ready in few minutes. He was waiting me downstairs beside the
car. He was wearing as usual his blue jeans and a white thin shirt. It
seems that all his clothes are like that ..

We went to the north. I always loved the Lebanese mountains and how much
they are unique. They have marvelous overlooks. In 30 minutes you go from
the coast to the nigh mountains. It is amazing how much you can cross and
how much variety you can see in very little time. People educated nice and
friendly and also HANDSOME are everywhere. But Ali was everything for
me. He filled the whole trip with his cute shy smile. By his sweet and
caring behaving and very little talks.

It was afternoon. We were sitting 8000 feet in altitude. You can see the
whole coast and marvelous Beirut and the whole coast till far to the
north. The weather is soo beautiful and the Mediterranean is so blue .. Ali
was laying on the grass.. I was appreciating his behaving because we were
most of the day in Christian areas and he was very gentle in dealing with
issue because he is Muslim. He laid down, closed his eyes and started to
sing. I discovered new side of him, he has beautiful voice. Very manly and
deep voice reflecting his shy but mainly personality.

I thought that this place is the best place to open yeesterday's
subject. So I aske dhim: "Ali? Does the issue that you told me about, about
your father, doest it bother you?"

His answer was so deep but I couldn't judge if it is pain or love or I
don't know, he said:" life is so beautiful, sometimes it goes in the wrong
direction but sometimes it is so perfect, it even surprise you."

I added:" so this issue is bringing pain to you"

"No, it is an enjoyable pain. Who told you that pain is something unwanted?
I am not talking about sedumestics, I am talking about love and care
pain. It is nice to feel pain because you will know that you have something
to feel. I have passed in period where I was very neutral, so do you think
that this is enjoyable? What make you feel alive is to feel something, pain
or not it is same, it is your destiny. But it is a FEELING! " he said

"So, what I understand, you are in love right now for someone you can not
reach. Is it ture?" I said

"Yes, and no. Look, I feel you as very nice guy, I want to tell you about a
secret that I have never told before and maybe it will chock you but I know
that you will understand it" he said

" Ali, don't tell me something that you don't want just as favor, tell it
to me only if you want to talk, and I know that you want. I hope I can be
your best friend and a perfect listener. I can promise that but I cant
prove it right now" I said

"I know you and I know how much you are nice and how much you are an
understanding man. This is why I feel comfortable with you and also
relaxed. I have never felt like that before and I can see very well that
you are already my real friend.  Look, I told you few days ago about my
story with my father. But I didn't tell you that I also enjoy it and I also
want it very badly. I like women, and I like my youngest wife, but I love
and I adore my father. I love the way he ignore me, I adore him more when
he spit on me calling me a fag. But the best about him is when he touches
me after I cum and I lay down. This is his best and the most real touch he
can feel me. He put his hand on my shoulder and press strongly about it. I
can see his love to me, but he never say it. He only sees himself as 'A
MAN' and the fucker that he always offered his dick to be my daily duty,
sucking and liking. I like to have sex with him, actually I love it. but I
also love the way, and even it is very rare, the way he shows his real love
to me. Do you know the story about the man who used to beat and hit his
wife everyday and he then killed himself for the love of her. This is
exactly what it is happening between him and me. He humiliates me even in
front of his friends, but I can see his love when I don't look at him.  He
sometimes come and sits on my bed while I am sleep and stay like that the
whole day.  Yah, that is me. That is ali. and this is the story of the
father-son love which is something normal but unspeakable in my area. I
know it is not all over Lebanon but it is only in very little places and
usually it is in very conservatives and closed areas like my neighborhood."
he said while he was laying down in the silence in that chilly but nice and
shiny weather.

"I understand all of that Ali, I hope I can see a much clear picture about
your situation with your father. I will try to understand and learn
better. It is normal for to find it as weird because it is something
totally forbidden in my society. Did you meet or heard about other similar
issues in your neighborhood?" I asked


"Yes for sure, in front of us. You know the man who helped you with the
electricity the other days. He have a know affair with his 15 years old
son. His wife left him with 2 years old son 13 years ago and he didn't want
to marry again, so he find his sexual life with his son.I can see this
relation as normal, it is very pure and the son love his father more that
the father to son love. There are also other stories, and it is quiet
normal to see old men flirting with other boys from the refugee camp near
us. These boys have nothing to loose and it seems that elders like only
boys! .. I don't like these affairs, and I don't agree with them.. I am
only with monogamous serious relationships, even though this is not my case
with my father. My father flirts with many and many other men, boys and
girls.. My 2 young boys are even a part from his fantasy.. do you know that
I feel sometimes jealous when he is with my wife or rubbing my son's chest?
I don't feel angry but only jealous.  Hey, you will know about all of
that. you are living in our house so you will get used now or later about
those scenes. you will see. Anyway, we have to go, it is already
night. lets have dinner at the house. I have arranged with my wife a dinner
with you in our house. lets go..

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