Date: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 00:19:42 -0800
From: Dick Peters <dickpeters378@gmail.com>
Subject: Diary of a Reprobate-1

Early-years-1 diary entries

i like waking up in the morning and hearing my brother timmy still asleep
and purring  next to me.  he's 2 years younger than me and so cute and he
likes to sleep naked (so do i) and i get to just lay there and look at him
for a while before he wakes up.  he rolls around in his sleep alot  and
sometimes bumps into me and wakes me up.  his weenie is always hard when he
rolls against me. when I wake up with him almost on top of me it feels so
good and sometimes he even rubs his thing on me. i love the feel of it.

anyway like i said i watch him sleeping and feel so good looking at him
cause he's so pretty. he doesnt like me to say that but it's true.  you
should see his face, especially when he sleeps. it's so peaceful and blushy
and his eyelashes are so long and silky and ... well everything about him
is scrumptious (i dont really like that word but my sister sally keeps
saying it and now i cant get it out of my mind) but it's true, timmy is
scrumptions. did i mention his blond  hair and cute pudgy nose and his lips
that i love (and i wish sally didnt know about this because she teases me)
but i love to kiss timmy and sometimes in the morning i actually stick  my
tongue out and lick  all around his lips and he wakes up and says EEEUW but
i know he likes it so i do it anyway.  EEEEUWW dont do that he says and
rubs the back of his hand against his mouth.

wake up sneezer. i call him that because he sneezes a lot and it sounds so
cute like a furry little cat burping.  i dont wanna. let me sleep he says.
 time to get up sneezy i tickle his ears and rub my pee thing against his
fanny.  if you dont get up i'll stick my cocky in you and then you'll have
a baby. i dont really believe that but i like to say it.

timmy groans and pushes me aside, crawling out of the bed. he stretches
with his arms spread out and looks down at me.  i look up at his wiener and
try to touch it. i'm going to tell mom if you dont stop doing that, he
says. well then dont keep showing it to me, i say. i dont show it to you,
you just keep looking at it, he says and runs out of the room for the
bathroom.

are you bothering him again, sally says coming into the bedroom.  she's
still  got the little teddy pajama top on that she sleeps in. cant you
leave him alone. he's my brother, i say, i can play with him if i want to.
 but you always want to play with his penis, she says, proud that she can
use the grown up word for IT. she likes to talk about penises alot.
 sometimes it's too much. you want to do it too, i say. what? she says.
 play with his PENIS and mine too and daddies.  she sticks out her tongue
at me and heads for the door. i'm going to mommies bedroom, she says.

as she goes out, daddie comes to the door and almost gets run into by
sally.  whoa, sprout, where ya going in such a hurry daddie says. he's
being a pest again, daddie. make him be nicer to me, i hear her say. i'll
see what i can do muffin, he says.

before daddie gets to the bed, i can smell his after shave.  it always
smells so good and gets me excited to hug and kiss him. i like it when
daddie is naked too. sometimes he comes in my bedroom and it is sticking
way up. i never get tired of looking at it. this morning it's sort of like
a curve down and still looks  cute. when its like this its because mommie
was nice to him. i think i know what he means when he tells me this.

so what have you been saying to your sister, kiddo? she seems pretty upset.
she's just being her usual silly girl, daddie. she picks on me for doing
stuff she wants to do herself. and what would that be? you know, daddie,
like playing with timmy's peepee and stuff.

when I was telling daddie this his thing was starting to get bigger.

well honey she may be jealous because girls don't have what we've got.
daddie touched his weiner on mine a little bit and rubbed them together and
laughted. course they've got some pretty nice stuff that we don't have too,
he said.  I know cause sally and mommie have that thing, umm, a gina? that
we don't have. daddy laughted.  vagina honey and the older you get the more
you'll like playing with that too.

I like looking at it every time sally and I take a bath together.  really?
what do you like about it, dicky?  I don't know. I guess that it looks so
puffy and it's pink when sally opens it up and she can stick her finger in
it.  she does this when you're in the bath together?  sometimes. and she
lets me touch it too.  you touch it. daddie asks? I shake my head yes. I
like to spread it open so I can see inside.  my little pervie  daddy says
and smiles. but if its under water, isnt it hard to breathe?  she sits up
on the edge of the tub and spreads her legs and helps me open it.  so I
guess you already know what it looks like then don't you, daddie says with
a funny smile on his face. does your mom know you do this?  she watches us.
she likes us to do it. and she plays with her agina too.

well, I'm going to have to join you next time daddie says.  his peenee is
now real big so I can tell he likes me telling him. well I guess you're
more grown up about some things then I thought you were, dicky.  daddie
moves closer on the bed and starts rubbing his thing on mine again. it
feels so good and I wish we could do it all the time. daddie looks at me
and stares in my eyes. he has that funny happy look on his  face that he
gets whenever we play together. it makes my tummy tingle to see him look at
me like that.

daddy I say. what, honey he says and kisses me a little bit on my lips. I
guess I moan because I like it so much especially when our things are
rubbing together. what, honey he says again. can you tell me a story? hmmm,
what kind of story, sweetheart? you know. like some of the things that you
did when you were in school. well, I could tell you stories all day about
that. but since your mom will want us to get ready for today pretty soon,
I'll tell you a short one. thanks daddie.

while telling the story, daddie continued to rub his weiner and my weeny
together and it felt so good and exciting to do this and listen to his
story.

well, I had some really nice teachers in my classes. in second grade, our
english teacher mr chips really enjoyed having a classroom full of boys. he
was a bit of a fuddy and didn't seem to like girls very much so the
principal let him teach just boys. did I every tell you about chips,
buddie?  I think so daddie but tell me more. I like it when you talk about
your school and boyfriends when you were my age.

well, chippy, that's what we called him sometimes, was very smart and knew
how to tell us everything we needed to know in half the time alloted for
the class. whats alotted mean daddie?  that's how much time chippy had to
teach us every day. usually about 50 minutes so we had about 25 minutes to
play after our lessons.  what did you play?  daddie smiled. well mostly
what you and timmy and I like to play.  you mean things like me and timmy
dressing up like little girls and you taking our pictures?  uh-huh.  and
you kissing timmy with those pretty soft lips of yours, daddie said. I like
it so much when he says things like that. so does my peepee!  and daddie
plays with it while he's telling me his story.

sometimes we would just talk about penises, daddie said.  he told us not to
mention this to anyone, to keep it our secret.  just so we can continue our
games together, chips said and we all did keep it a secret because we loved
chippys games. but now you're telling me daddie, so its not a secret any
longer. daddie laughted and bent down to kiss the tip of my weiner and then
tickled it with his tongue. I squeaked because it felt so funny but I liked
him doing that. well, the other boys and I loved hearing chippy talk about
penises because he had so many stories - about all of the cocks he had seen
on his vacations on the special beaches on the mediraneon (I don't think
that's the right spelling but I decided not to have daddie spell it for me).

sometimes, chips showed us movies of the boys he saw there on the beach and
they were real cute boys(like you! daddie said), and they loved showing
off. they must have liked chippy because they posed for him and touched
themselves and each other in ways he wanted them to. did you ever go to
those beaches daddie?  well, honey, as a matter of fact I did, with your
mom a few years ago when we left you and timmy with uncle mike.  do you
remember that?  I think so. at least I remember how fun it was staying with
uncle mike. timmy and I  slept in the same bed with uncle and aunt. it was
a really big bed. yes, I know, mike told me all about it.

well anyway, chippy wanted us boys to do some of the things he showed us in
the movies.  all the boys together, I asked? well a few times we did the
puddle but sometimes he chose 2 or 3 boys to do what the boys in the movies
were doing. what's the puddle, daddie.

well that could get pretty complicated dicky. first chips told us to move
all the desks to the back part of the room. we boys got pretty excited
because we knew what was going to happen. tell me daddie. be patience
sweety. daddie squeezed my chin between two fingers and smiled at me.

there were mattresses against the wall and he ordered two boys to pull one
mattress over and lay it in front of his desk. then he ordered the two boys
to undress, slow and cute like they were strip teasing for us. he said they
would be graded for how sexy they did this. of course, the boys felt
ridiculous and looked pretty silly but chips seemed very pleased with how
they performed. after they were naked he told the boys to turn slowly
around so all the other boys could see them naked from every angle. he told
us to look especially at their faces, their hair styles, their bottoms and
penises. we  were  told to make sure their bodies were totally hairless
(that was very important to chips). chips would them call on one boy and
ask him to tell us what he liked best about the boys bodies. all of us were
embarrassed doing this but we liked it anyway.  we got to stare at their
naked bodies with chippy encouraging us to take as much time as we wanted.
 of course, most of the boys like the penis best and some of the bolder
ones said they would suck it if the teacher wanted.

not yet, chippy said. be patient.