Date: Thu, 13 Dec 2001 16:31:04 -0800 (PST) From: Balthazaro <balthazaro@yahoo.com> Subject: Italian Family, Part I This work is copyrighted by its author. It may not be used without his express permission. Private individuals are given permission to have one (1) electronic and/or one (1) printed copy of this story. Nifty is given permission to archive this work. If stories about homosexual acts offend you, please don't read it... I hate to cause conniptions. *grin* If you like it (or don't like it) please let me know at balthazaro@yahoo.com. ------------ My wife Carla was cooking bacon, and the smell of it rose up the stairs and made my mouth water. I desperately needed a shower after my morning run; the days were getting warmer, and I was really sweating now even in the mornings. As I walked past my son Steve's room, the rising sun cast my shadow against the bathroom door at the end of the hall. In passing, I wondered if this was how Steve had seen me when he was a baby; ten feet tall, with arms that could span a whole room. As I took off my sweaty gear in the bathroom, I ran my hands along my pecs and down my muscular legs, admiring myself in the mirror on the door. Despite the current good shape I was in and the runner's muscles on my 6'1" frame, I had been well on my way to turning into my father at one point. I was built naturally lean, but I had started to develop a pot belly a few years ago from sitting at a desk all day and eating Carla's high-calorie Italian meals. When I turned 30, I started jogging again and working out at the local gym, and the fat slowly melted away. I made a mental note to myself to warn Steve about it too, when he got older; he looked just like me and the Giani family "curse" would start showing on him too the minute his metabolism started to slow down. Steve had been quite a shock to Carla and I; she was 16, I was 17, and our parents were furious. We were both still in high school and had no way to provide for a baby. Carla's family were recent Italian immigrants, Tuscans from Firenze. My family had been in America for two generations but we were still very, very Sicilian. Both of our families were strict Catholics, though, which made an abortion out of the question. We got married in the Church, and all the relatives hugged each other and cried (even though they hated each other before that, and still do). Sometimes I wondered what would have happened if she hadn't gotten pregnant, or if we had defied our families and not married; God knows we didn't have much in common other than sex in those days. We fought a lot in the first year or two - it was rough, living with someone you hardly knew - but we had hammered out a truce when we realized that it would be bad for Steve to hear us fighting. Over the years, we've come to have the same sort of comfortable relationship with each other that so many of my friends' parents had had in school. I also wondered how many of those couples' easy familiarity with each other hid the sort of disappointments and resentment that stayed just under the surface in my marriage; I never paid any attention to them, because they were just parents, peripheral to the world that my friends and I shared. Now, from an adult perspective, the things they did and said took on new meanings. I turned on the shower and stepped into it, fluffing up the thick growth of black hair around my slowly hardening cock and watching as the water dripped down it. One of the reasons that my marriage never worked out the way I wanted was simple. I had been fighting a war that Carla didn't know about when I was fucking her brains out on the family couch: other boys turned me on, and that was the ultimate no-no. Being gay was rough enough these days in "normal" families and cities; being gay in a big Sicilian family in Queens was a death sentence. As a kid, I slept in a room with my two older brothers, and I could watch them jerk off just about every night in the light coming through the window. I never really thought about any of it; it was just the way things were. When I was thirteen, I woke up one night with my cock hard as a piece of iron. My brother Tony (then 16) was lying in a patch of light from the window stroking his giant cock and moaning softly. I started jerking my little prick and imitating what he was doing, and it started feeling better and better. My brother Vincent was dead asleep, completely out of it. After a while my foreskin started squishing each time I slipped it over the big head of my cock, and I stared down at my dick in shock. I had no idea that this could feel so good, and I understood now why my brothers all liked to do it so much! I heard Tony whisper "Oh God! Ah, Madonna..." and I looked over to see him tense up with seven inches of thick cock sticking up over his fist as creamy white cum shot all the way up over his head and stuck to the wall. The next shot went all over his face, and he twitched and went "uh!" as the next two or three loads drooled out of his big meat and ran down on his stomach. He wiped his face off and got up with his boner sticking out in front of him, heading over to get tissues from the box on the dresser. As he was cleaning off the wall and cursing under his breath, I felt something give right under my balls, and I yelled as I shot a thin stream of clear fluid up into the air. It felt so good, I didn't even think about the fact that Tony was standing there; I didn't care, I just had to scream because it felt so GOOD. Tony said "Shuddup, stupid!! If you wake Mom up we're all gonna get it!" and came over to the side of my bed. I was lying there covered in cum, and didn't feel like I could even move. He threw me some tissues, and said "Was that the first time you ever came?" and I nodded, still trying to catch my breath. He grinned and said "Welcome to the club, little bro... you're turning into a man! Pretty soon you'll be sticking this thing in all the pussy you can find!" and he reached out and gave my now-limp cock a thump. For the next three years, Tony, Vincent and I all beat off whenever we could get away with it. Thinking about watching my brothers during those long, horny nights had gotten me hard as a rock. I looked down in the shower and saw the pisshole at the end of my thick cock distended and staring up at me as if to say "well?" I had been overjoyed as a kid when I realized that I was growing to match my brothers' proportions, and my cock finally topped off at a little over nine inches and about five inches around. Where my brothers' cocks were straight, though, and got thicker like cones toward their bases, mine was the same thickness all the way down and curved up at the end. I wrapped my soapy hand around the shaft of my cock, and gave it a few long, gentle strokes. The foreskin slipped back and locked behind the flared ridge of my cockhead, and I could feel my balls drawing up tighter to my body and getting ready to pump their load of jizz out into the rushing water. My toes tightened on the porcelain of the tub. I could feel the rush down my spine that told me I was close; precum started drooling out of my cock as I fisted it faster and faster. Thinking of Tony lying there that first night shooting his sperm out all over his face did it. I shot hard, jet after jet of my seed pumping out all over the shower curtain and my hand. I wanted to yell, to scream, to fall out with the feeling of my orgasm; I had always been inclined to be loud when I was getting off. Biting my lip and moaning, I leaned against the shower wall and panted as the last of my load slid over my fingers. Having kids had taught me caution about being but so loud; Steve had come running into the bedroom one night when I had just shot a load into Carla, thinking I was hurt. The resulting uproar was unpleasant for all three of us, and so I had learned to keep quiet (however much it went against my natural inclinations). Finishing my shower and turning off the water, I pulled a towel off the rack and dried myself off. One of the best parts about getting off in the morning was the relaxed way you felt when you went to greet the day. Going through these morning rituals helped me a lot; by the time I reached work, I already had my head immersed in whatever I had to do that day. I was a design engineer at an automotive plant, so I was ahead of the game if I could get to work already knowing what I was going to be doing. Long ago, I learned that if I went to work horny I had a hell of a time concentrating on anything. Since I had to sneak around to get any male action at all, my hand was my best friend; Carla and I had stopped having sex six years ago after Maddy was born. She didn't want any more kids, but wouldn't agree to getting a hysterectomy, or letting me get a vasectomy; being a good Catholic still, birth control was out of the question. I think she was just tired of sex in general. Walking back towards my room, I realized that I had no idea if Steve was awake. He was going to be late for school if he didn't get up, and if he missed the bus I was the lucky guy that got to drive him. I listened at his door, but didn't hear anything, so I opened the door and stuck my head in saying "Hey, Stefano, you got to get up..." As I leaned through the door, I stopped in amazement. Steve was lying in bed, the covers thrown off, pounding away on a dick that looked even bigger (from where I was standing) then the one his old man had just finished beating on in the shower. Two big walnut-sized balls were pressed up against the base of the shaft, ready to squirt. I had opened the door at the critical moment, and even though he was obviously embarrassed, my sixteen year old's cum was flying everywhere and his orgasm had complete control of him. I could hear him moaning softly on each breath, even though his eyes were glued to me where I stood in the doorway. I was thankful that I had only leaned in the door, because seeing my son with a huge boner had made my own cock so hard it had forced the towel from around my waist. I waited until he was finished, and said "Glad you're awake; you're lucky it was me and not your Mamma or all hell would have broken loose." I then almost ran back into my own room, towel in hand. As soon as my door closed, I wrapped my hand around my cock and only three strokes later was pumping another load off into a pair of dirty underwear. Jesus, my son was HUNG! Once I calmed down from my second orgasm of the morning, I was repulsed at myself; bad enough I was in a loveless marriage, now I was hot for my own son. I got dressed slowly, trying to think objectively about what I had just seen. My mind was whirling; I could barely button my shirt. It was a shock to think of my son as a sexual being, first of all - I could remember when he was toddling around in diapers! Second (and most disturbing) I was seriously turned on by the sight of Steve whacking off, especially with that monster he'd been packing between his legs. Third, as I had told him before running off, if my wife caught him spanking the monkey like that she'd lose her shit - and the last thing I needed was to listen to Carla throwing a fit and hauling poor Steve off to church for the priest to yell at him. Come to think of it, the priest would probably try to get into his pants. Growing up Catholic left you few illusions as to what the clergy got up to when they thought they wouldn't get caught. By the time I got downstairs, Carla had fixed a frittata with the bacon and Maddy was setting the table. Carla kissed me good morning and said "You better eat, you'll be late. Is Stevie awake? I knocked on his door and he answered, but maybe I should go up and make sure." "No, Steve's up." I said, laughing a little to myself at the double meaning. I had tried very hard to break myself of the habit of calling him Stevie, because he hated it... he said it made him feel like a little kid. My pop wanted to call him Junior since we named him after me, but I told him it made him sound like some kind of hick. Now I only called him Steve, or Stefano (his real name, just like Maddy was Maddalena after my grandmother, God rest her soul). I guess it was time I dealt with the fact that he was growing up in more ways than one. No sooner had I said this than Steve came sidling into the kitchen, not looking at me. "Morning, Ma... morning Dad... morning Maddy". He grabbed a piece of toast and a glass of juice and headed back up the steps. "Where are you going, young man?" Carla yelled. Jesus, I thought to myself. Just what I need. "You don't feel like you need to eat with your family? You think maybe I don't want to know if my son is eating right?" "Hey, Carla, give the kid a break, huh?" I looked at Steve and he was looking at me, but with a really weird expression. He quickly looked away. "He's gotta get ready for school, doesn't he?" Carla seemed to be taken aback; I normally didn't get involved in this kind of discussion. "Well, I just worry about him. You know I worry about you, don't you, Stevie?" He flinched at the name, and said "Yeah Ma" and went back upstairs. Maddy was oblivious to all of this, sitting and eating her frittata with little happy sounds, but looked up as Carla rounded on me. "So why do you suddenly care whether your son is ready for school or not? Like you ever talk to him! He could be doing drugs or anything, and we'd never know the way you ignore him... God knows, he won't talk to me!" At this point, I realized that this was not a conversation that we needed to be having in front of Maddy, and that Carla wasn't going to back down easily. I also knew that I didn't have the time it would take to hash this out before I went to work, so I said "Yeah, you're right... I haven't seen much of the kid. Maybe I'll drive him to school today." Leaving my wife with a dumbfounded expression, I got up, pecked her and Maddy on the cheek, and got my coat. As I was standing in the hallway, Steve almost ran me over on his way out the door to catch the bus. "Hey, you! The running man! I'm gonna take you to school today, OK?" He looked at me with mixed embarrassment and fear and turned pale, but only said "But... um, yeah, sure, whatever." and sat down on the steps. I could tell he thought he was going to get it for what I had seen earlier, but didn't see any way out of his predicament. As we both settled into the seats of my Lincoln and I pulled out of the driveway, Steve stared resolutely out the window. I could tell he was wrestling with it, and I figured I'd wait and see if he wanted to talk. Finally he said "Look, Dad, about this morning... um... " I felt bad for him; I knew he was horribly embarrassed. "Look, Steve, I didna drive you to school so I could bitch atcha... ah, I t'ink it's great dat my boy is growin' up." Boy, that sounded stupid, old man. Get a grip here. "It's prob'ly my fault, cause I just come in your room like dat. What I mean is, when I was your age I was beatin' it two and t'ree times a day, so I'm not mad or nuttin'. Just don't let your Ma catch you at it, hah? She'll lose her shit all over everybody and we'll all end up at church for t'ree mont's or sometin'." He grinned in spite of looking guilty; he knew how awful it got when Carla decided we weren't religious enough. "Well, I can tell it upset you a little." Steve said, his voice cracking in spite of the fact that his sense of humor was coming back. "Oh yeah? And why'dja t'ink dat?" "Because your accent gets really strong when you get upset, and I feel like I'm ridin' wit' da godfatha ovah heeh." I reached out and slapped him playfully across the back of the head and he burst out laughing. We didn't talk much for the rest of the trip, but I could tell he was a lot more comfortable with me than he had been when he got in the car. When I let him out, he said "See ya later" and went on into the school building just like normal. I headed for work feeling like a good dad. If only I could get the image of my son's naked cum-covered body out of my mind. For the next month or so, life seemed pretty normal at my house. Carla and I worked out the whole "you don't spend any time with Steve" argument later that night, and after that things went along pretty much like they always did. I tried to keep myself from thinking about what was going on in Steve's room. Once or twice I'd catch myself listening for moans or any other sign that he might be beating off when I was on my way to the shower, but I never heard anything. I recognized the signs of obsession in myself, and I tried like hell to resist thinking about it, but every morning when I shot my load down the drain, I was thinking about Steve beating his monster prick. My work suffered the first few days; I couldn't focus on anything. I would be sitting at my desk, or my drafting board, and suddenly the image would flash in front of my eyes and my cock would get rock hard in my pants. One of the problems with having such a big dick (though not as big as my kid's, I thought to myself) was that there wasn't really any hiding it when it stood up. I had to wait for it to go down before I could get up; several days I ended up working late or taking lunch at odd hours because I couldn't get my cock to behave. Once I even beat off standing in the urinal in the men's room at work, so that I could go back to my desk without embarrassing myself. Every time I looked at Steve now, I caught myself staring at his crotch like I was some sort of teenaged slut hot for action. I hadn't been this worked up in years. After a couple of weeks, I managed to get it back under control and stop thinking so much about what I had seen. Fantasies need fuel just like fire, and Steve was definitely keeping a low profile around his Dad. Despite the occasional flash of heat, I could function, but I decided that I had to get some action somewhere other than from my hand. I figured I would run over to the neighborhood mall that weekend; one of the department stores there had a bathroom with a glory hole in it, and I had gone there twice before when the need got too bad to handle. I could slut it up there, and not be recognized by anyone since the partition masked all of me but my mouth. I knew I'd be fantasizing about my son while I sucked off a few strangers, but that was OK... maybe I'd find a new fantasy. As I was getting ready to go out the door that Saturday afternoon, Steve came down the steps and said "Dad?" I looked up and winced. Being only 33, I felt like I made a pretty good Dad most of the time since I remembered what it was like to be his age. In spite of this, there were times when I felt 90 years old... especially when I looked at the shit my son wore to go out with his friends. He had on a bright orange t-shirt with a goggle-eyed fish in the middle of it, and a pair of those jeans that were so baggy that the crotch bound his knees together; they were so loose that he had to hold them up at the waist when he was walking. It's no wonder I had never figured out how hung he was; you could hide five children in those baggy clothes. I told him "Surely you're not going out looking like that? My father saw me leave the house looking like that, he'd beat the hell out of me... after he fell out laughing, of course. You look like a shoplifter." Steve gave me the look kids reserve for their parents when they are subjected to statements like that. "Everybody in school thinks these clothes are the bomb, Dad... it's not like I wear 'em to church or nothin'." "The bomb, huh? You look like a refugee, so I guess bomb is pretty close to it. What do you need? I was just headed out." "Oh! You're going out?" A look of disappointment was plain on his face. "You coming back soon?" "Eh, I don't know. I've got to run to the mall for some stuff, and got a few other errands to run. Why?" "Oh... well... oh. Wait, you said you were going to the mall?" "Yeah..." Oh boy, I can see where this is headed. "Could you drop me off there? I'm supposed to meet Louie and Jim and a couple of the guys from school there, and they'll give me a ride home but I gotta get to the mall. I was going to ask if I could borrow the car, but if you could drop me off..." He looked at me hopefully. "Well, if you don't need a ride home, I guess so. I don't want to have to go looking all over the mall for you when I'm ready to go, though, so make sure you have a way to get home." How did I get into these situations? Here I was going to the mall to suck some dick and try to get over my visions of my son, and he's going with me... This was not what I needed at all. We drove to the mall, and with a "Thanks, Dad, you're the best!" Steve took off to look for his friends. I grinned, remembering what my old man would have said to me if I'd hit him up for something like that. Time to hit the store john and see what the day had brought me. I opened the door, and I was in luck; there was nobody there. I took the stall against the far wall and waited. The way the bathroom was laid out, there were two doors in a sort of airlock at the entrance, so you could hear people coming in before they could see you. Along the same wall as the door there were two urinals and one stall, with a glory hole about three inches across punched into the partition. It was located so that the people coming in or pissing couldn't see the face of the person sitting on the toilet, but the guy in the stall could see from the chest to the knees of anyone at the urinals. Instructions to "show hard cock for blowjob" had been written over each urinal, and most people who went in there knew what the deal was anyway from the gloryhole. I waited for about ten minutes before I heard the outside door open. I leaned back so that I wasn't visible and watched as a burly guy about my age came in. He pulled out an average sized cock and pissed, and then stood there stroking it gently. I ran my finger along the edge of the hole, and he brought his cock over and stuck it through the hole for me. After my long dry spell, the first taste of his cock was like heaven. I licked along the head of his cock as he groaned under his breath and I heard him mutter "Gimme some head, dude." I slid my lips around the head and wrapped them tightly around the shaft of his cock as I slid it home in my warm, wet mouth. He gave a little sigh of satisfaction as I bottomed out against the partition, and he started pumping his hips and fucking my face with his six-inch prick. I could taste precum drooling from his pisshole every time it swiped across my tongue, and I pressed my tongue against the tube on the underside of his cock with each thrust to get more. I could tell it had been a long time since he had cum and that he really needed to get off. My own cock was throbbing against my stomach as I sucked this guy off, his breath coming harder and harder. After about five minutes of his brutal mouth-rape, I heard him whisper "oh man, I'm gonna... " as he went up on tiptoe against the stall wall. He grunted and I could feel the first blast of hot cock-spit shooting past my tonsils. A second and a third shot followed, and it was thick and salty and wonderful. He groaned and leaned against the wall as the last few spurts poured into my mouth. I ran all the way down his cock and held it in my mouth, milking the last few drops out of his bulging cumtube with my tongue. As his cock started softening in my mouth, he pulled back slowly, hissing in his breath at the almost-painful sensation of his cockhead slipping past my tight lips. Sticking his deflating member back in his jeans, he zipped up and left. I stroked my cock gently, but I didn't want to get off so quickly. I knew the afternoon could have more in store, and if I came now I'd feel so guilty I'd race home. I was so consumed with teasing my cock without letting it come, I almost missed the sound of the door opening. Leaning back, I looked through the hole and saw... an orange t-shirt with a fish in the middle of it. I was overcome by panic, and I almost bolted out of the stall then and there. The only thing that kept me in place was that I had no possible justification for being in that store; I felt sure that the sound of my heart beating was audible through the whole store, if not the whole mall. I felt trapped like a rat in a cage. After a few seconds, a thought pierced my panic; what the hell was Steve doing there, anyway? I thought he was supposed to meet some friends... I almost broke my neck looking back through the hole. He was standing at the urinal next to the hole, and stroking that cock that I had fantasized about so many times in the past month. It was even bigger seen from this angle; it stuck straight out like my brother Tony's prick, but it was the same thickness all the way down its length like mine. It was enormous... I almost fell off the toilet seat. He stood there, rubbing it, and was waiting to see what I was going to do. Thankfully, since he couldn't see me, he had no idea who I was. There were no veins on that monster of manhood; it looked like polished stone, the foreskin slipping back and forth over a huge purple knob at the end which had already started to drool. What choice did I have? I put my finger through the hole, and my sixteen-year-old son turned and stuck his firehose of a cock through the wall for me to suck. I reached over and wrapped my hand around it, making the tip flare even more. It was bigger than I remembered, and it pulsed in my hand like a rocket about to go off. All I could do was stare at it... I forgot where I was, who I was, and who this cock belonged to... it became the center of my universe. I don't know how long I would have sat there just running my hand along it if I hadn't heard my son's voice whispering "Come on dude... suck it for me." I leaned forward, licking the tip of that colossal organ, and tasted my son's tangy precum. It was sweet on my tongue, and made me want more of it, made me want to bathe in it, to spread it all over my body and howl at the Moon like a madman. I slid his foreskin over his bulging cockhead and stuck my lips over it, then slowly rolled the foreskin back until it locked behind the ridge of that huge purple helmet. The feel of his foreskin sliding around in my mouth like that made Steve whimper; I could feel his cock getting even harder. I was in heaven, and wanted this to last forever, but I knew that like most boys his age he just wanted to get off. I pulled him forward with my hand until I could lift his balls through the hole too... I didn't think this glory hole had ever held so much meat before. I went down and sucked on his balls like a real cockpig, licking my way through the sparse black hairs there and then tonguing back up the side of that turgid column of boymeat. His breath started coming in little gasps, and when I glanced down I saw his toes clenching in his Teva sandals underneath those ridiculous oversized cuffs. His cock was bouncing with his pulse against the side of my face, as my rough tongue worked its way over every inch of that olive-skinned pole. He was panting, no doubt wondering why I was prolonging this so much; his balls were drawing up tighter to his body telling me that his cock had had about enough teasing, regardless of what I might think. I slipped the giant head of his meat back between my lips, and slid down the length of his pole. The thickness of it distended my jaws, and when I felt the head slip into my throat there were still four or five inches left to go. How was I going to take this monster? By this point, I was beyond shame. My pants around my ankles, I knelt down in front of the wall and stuck my nine curved inches between his calves. I could feel him shift and look down, and heard him say "whoa!" as he unknowingly admired the rod that made him. Having gotten a better angle, I could take his whole cock down my throat. Despite my gag reflex, I had to have it. I wanted to taste his cum and nothing was going to stop me. He started rubbing his legs together with my cock trapped between them as I mouthed his enormous boymeat, feeling that precum making my throat slicker for its invader. He started panting like a dog, and I knew it was only a matter of seconds. Sliding back a bit, I got the head of his cock out of my throat and into my mouth just in time to hear him go "Uhnnn... oh god..!!" and shoot a massive gusher of hot cum. I felt like I was drowning; I could have died then and been perfectly happy. Each successive shot was a little less force, a little less cum, but they were still sweet, still tangy and tart and wonderful and Steve's. I stroked his rod with my free hand, milking more of his juice into my hungry mouth. He had collapsed against the partition, the force of his orgasm leaving him spent like driftwood abandoned on a beach. I was about to cum just tasting his hot essence, and I was almost at my peak when I felt him spread his legs and step back from my upthrust prickmeat. I must have moaned, or something; there's no other explanation for what came next. As if realizing that I was so close to getting off, I heard my son say "Lemme help ya with that, man." .... ... And a pair of hot lips wrapped around the end of my curved, veiny cock. He hadn't sucked anyone before, apparently, but it didn't matter one bit. The idea of Steve sucking me off had only crossed my mind during my most shameful fantasies; the reality of it pushed me over the edge faster than you could say "shoot off". His mouth made it about three inches down my cock on the first stroke, just in time to take a gusher of cum that had him gagging and pulling back. I kept shooting (what else could I do?), blowing two giant spurts of jism all over the far side of the stall wall. As if from another dimension, I heard him say "Jesus!", and felt his lips go back over the end of my pulsating, throbbing, cumming rod again. He took the rest of my load in his mouth and licked me clean, and then jumped up and said "uh, thanks!" and ran out the door. I got up off the floor slowly, feeling like my hips had been displaced from the force of my orgasm. I knew I had to get up, had to go clean up the jizz on the stall wall and floor, had to go home and face my son and try to lead a normal life knowing what I did. I had sucked my son's cock. My son had sucked my cock. Life would never be the same again.