Date: Mon, 28 Apr 2003 08:52:19 -0700 (PDT)
From: Will Anderson <big69will42@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: Will's Jack Off Journal - Chapter 4

Masturbating with Stephanie's Panties

I recall when I was 15 or so in early high school days, I still had a crush
on Stephanie, who lived on the next block.  Her parents had a lot of money
and they lived in a really impressive house.  She was this very cute and
popular blue-eyed blonde, cheerleader-type.....a Meg Ryan look-alike.  She
was a year behind me in school.

Her family was away on vacation and they asked me to feed the cats, and
told me where the house key was hidden.  One night, I remember it was dark
and rainy, I got their key and slipped into the house.  I fed the cats,
then went immediately upstairs to Stephanie's bedroom and started going
thru her dresser and clothes hamper with a shielded flashlight.  I stripped
naked, and with a raging erection, I explored each and every pair of
Stephanie's underpants for almost an hour.  Those in her dresser were
clean, but the ones in her hamper were freshly crusted with that wonderful
cunt smell.  Those brownish-yellow slit crust that girls deposit in the
crotch of their panties had became an obsession of mine at a very young
age. Over the years I'd gotten a number of glimpses up her shorts or her
skirt to her underpants when she got careless about not keeping her knees
together.  All boys that age yearned for shots like that. I recalled how
hot and worked up I became when I had jacked off, fantasizing about
reaching up Stephanie's dress.  But this was better!

That rainy night I proceeded to have my own private orgy dressing up in
Stephanie's panties, slips, skirts, garter belts, hose and bras.  I
pretended that I was she, and we were making out in the back seat of my
dad's car.  I imagined my hand running up her skirt to her panties, then my
fingers slipping under her panty leg opening.  My balls and asshole, and
rock-hard penis had now became her sex organs in my fantasy that night.

I lub'd up my finger and shove it in and out of my asshole envisioning it
was Stephanie's cunt and asshole under the panties.  I remember I even went
down to their fridge and found a large carrot, which I gnawed to a round
tip, greased it up with some Vaseline from their medicine cabinet, and then
proceeded to pull the white cotton underpants aside and fucked myself
wildly with my new vegetable helper.  As I did this, I very slowly
masturbated myself, while sniffing the crotch of her freshest and crustiest
panties pulled tight against my nose and mouth.  I licked off the remnants
of Stephanie's pungent cunt crust as her panty crotch became soaked with my
saliva.  It became a challenge not to cum too quickly, which wasn't easy
given my state of arousal.

Finally, I couldn't stand not cumming anymore, so I lined up a dozen pair
of her clean panties on her bed, jacked off with the carrot up my ass and
shot semen, spurt after spurt, into a drinking glass from her bathroom,
then poured my cum into the crotch of each of her panties.  After my
ejaculations subsided I rubbed the cum into each of her underpants with my
stiff penis.  I was careful not to deposit too much sperm as to make it too
crusty or noticeable.  I took her hair dryer and dried each panty crotch so
they wouldn't stick together later.  I then folded each up neatly and
replaced them in her drawer as I found them.  I kept some of the really
crusty dirty ones for my collection at home to wear and jack off with
later.

In the following weeks after Stephanie returned I couldn't help but get
excited every time I saw her, thinking of my very own cum in every one of
her panties, nestled right up against her warm moist vagina and asshole.
My adolescent fantasies were quite intense back then, as I never had the
opportunity to experience sex until much later.  But it wasn't for lack of
desire....just shyness, lack of confidence and fear of rejection.  I had to
settle for vicarious sex with various girl's thru their dirty underpants.