Date: Mon, 28 Apr 2003 13:04:33 -0700 (PDT)
From: Will Anderson <big69will42@yahoo.com>
Subject: Will's Jack Off Journal - Chapter 9

Fantasizing - My Old Girlfriend

My wife is a very light sleeper, and I am a world class snorer, so we
have been in separate bedrooms of late.....which I've come to enjoy
because I am free to masturbate to my hearts content as the mood
strikes.  Last
night I wore a bathrobe with a pair of white cotton panties underneath to
simulate a girl wearing a dress, as I imagined I was my old high
school girlfriend (who I never did fuck, but got a very memorable handjob
one night after I'd finger-fucked her with her underpants removed).  That
night I had showed her how boys masturbate, then talked her into jacking
me off.  She did, and she watched as I shot in her underpants, which she
let me keep.  I used these treasured panties as my personal cumrag, under
my mattress, for a long time after that.

Anyway, in my JO fantasy, I imagined she and I were alone on her
couch watching TV, with her parents gone.  As we kissed and made out, I
started running my hand over her butt and I felt the panty line under the
dress.  I love the feel of that arched seam in girl's panties that
runs over the ass.  I pulled up my robe (dress) up until I had my hand on
her real panties, feeling the seam again, and leg bands (like I used to
really do when we parked and made out).  Then she raised herself a little
so I could run my hand around and under her crotch and feel the nice
familiar pussy crust she (all girls) leave in their panty crotches after
they've worn them all day.  I ran my finger on the inside of her panty
crotch to feel the actual slit-shaped cunt crust, and felt the
double-fabric panel between the two crotch seams - back and forth.  I
love the construction of girl's underpants that way.

I put my finger in my mouth, then ran it into my asshole, like I used to
do with both of her holes underneath her underpants.  I fondled my
erection and my balls beneath the panties.  Then I rolled over and very
deliberately pulled down her underpants to my (her) ankles, putting a
pillow between my legs to simulate the act of cunnilingus,
slowly masturbating myself (her hard clit). Then I removed the panties
and placed them over my face, crotch down.  I inhaled a few sniffs from
the small bottle of "poppers" I have, making the excitement level even
more intense.

I was especially turned on by the scent and taste of the female essence
in the panty crotch I was inhaling along with the poppers.  I
prolonged my strokes for a long time, not wanting to end it too soon
(I've heard guys call that "edging").  Just as I approached orgasm, I
would back off, and concentrate on fingering my asshole as the excitement
level subsided.  Then I'd resume slowly stroking. After 15 minutes of
that up-and-down technique, I finally succumbed by putting the white
cotton panties back on, and rubbing on top of the cotton panties
over my stiff clitoris.

I felt my orgasm gradually approaching, but this time I quickened my
strokes to completion.  Soon my semen burst thru the fabric, spurt after
spurt, as my asshole spincters pulsated around my finger lodged up my
anus....as I imagined my sperm pouring into Mary's vagina.  Then I dozed
off with my hand still wrapped around my penis, and the cum drenching the
front of the panties.  I'm wearing these same panties this next morning
as I type.  They're stiff with dried cum!  I'm about to jack off again
right now in front of a full-length mirror so I can watch my asshole
pulsate as I ejaculate.  Try it - you'll like it.