Date: Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:28:05 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mike Cox <niftywriter64@yahoo.com>
Subject: Caught With Her Vibrator Part I

You know the story. You hear it a thousand times. Go to any chat room and
you will hear a variation of it. Married men frustrated by a fading sex
life with their long time partners. I have been in the chat rooms looking
for mental stimulation, so to speak, and have heard the story and even
repeated it myself a few times. Of course nowadays you don't have to have
too much of an imagination while chatting because people have computer cams
and are more than willing to use them. I have seen couples having sex on
their cams in these chat rooms. From flashing breasts to blowjobs to even
having intercourse.  Even though I have watched such behavior and have even
gotten quite excited being a voyeur to these exhibitionists, I get more
turned on by reading pornography than by actually watching it. So as you
might imagine it is the reading of the sexual exploits and fantasies of
others that is the focal point of my story, my true story.

Starting at the beginning of this particular chapter in my life I have to
give my wife some credit, she hadn't totally cut me off sexually. However,
as with most men she could not and still does not have the sexual drive I
wish she had. So, not being one who wants to go out and cheat on my wife, I
would get on the internet and chat in chat rooms and more often than
chatting I would find myself searching for erotic stories.  In particular I
found I got more excitement out of reading about bi-sexual males than
anything. While reading I would imagine myself as that character and as I
read I would masturbate. I had never been with another man but for some
reason the thought of it excited me.

It just so happens that my wife watches as much television as I surf the
net. I can hardly stand television but I can spend hours on the computer.
So I usually end up in bed surfing the net while my wife is downstairs
watching television. I am not just surfing porn, I also like to read
sports, news, gossip, science, just about anything. I spend a lot of time
reading about technology related to computers and digital photography. If
all I did was surf porn I know my wife would be pissed and honestly I would
be too. That would be a sad existence. With that said, I do love to indulge
when the all too often sexual drought hits you know who.

She knew I occasionally looked at porn but she didn't know that my real
fetish was reading erotic stories and for sure she didn't know about my
interest in bi-sexuality. One night I was reading a particularly good story
and I was stroking myself pretty intensely. I didn't hear her walking down
the hall and barely stopped in time so as to not get caught. I wasn't
ashamed of masturbating because she knows I do and at times I have even
asked her to watch me. It doesn't turn her on as much as it does me when I
do this but she accepts it, I guess it saves her from having to do anything
other than watch.

At any rate, this particular time I was really turned on and close to
orgasm when she walked in. I stopped in time, I think, and she didn't see
what I was doing. When she has caught me she gives me a knowing grin and
usually makes a comment but she didn't this time. Even so I had passed the
point of no return and my still stiff cock began to spasm and I had the
most wonderful orgasm. It lasted longer than most because I was trying to
stop my orgasm by flexing my cock but it had the opposite effect.

The harder I squeezed the better it felt and the cum just kept pumping into
my underwear. The whole time this was happening my wife was walking back
and forth in the room getting ready for bed. It was probably one of the
most erotic orgasms I have ever had and I think it was because of the
culmination of circumstances. First I was almost caught masturbating;
second I was reading something that turned me on that was "forbidden"; and
third and probably the most important, it was a long orgasm that continued
without me or anyone else touching my cock. I was in heaven and if my wife
had even once looked at me during this time I know I would have been
"caught". When she finally got into bed I got out and went to the bathroom
to clean up.

That orgasm really had an impact on me and I longed for another orgasm
where my cock was not being touched by anything or anyone. I tried over the
next few days to recreate the experience but nothing I did ever approached
it. My efforts did nothing but frustrate me. I began to search for stories
similar to what I experienced and the closest I got was a story about a man
being fucked in the ass by another man. The description of what occurred
was the cock rubbing against the prostate which caused the orgasm of the
man being fucked. I was quite turned on by this and immediately thought of
my wife's vibrator. I was so turned on in fact that I decided to try it
even though she was downstairs watching television. I looked at the clock
and it was at least an hour before she typically came to bed. As I said, I
was extremely horny and longed for the hands free orgasm, so I took the
risk.

I reached over to her nightstand and pulled out the vibrator and lube. I
quickly stripped and lubed the vibrator and my ass. My cock was so hard I
thought it might explode in anticipation. Oh how I wanted it to! Having
never had anything in my ass before it wasn't the most comfortable
experience at first but as I said I was extremely horny and would do
anything for that experience again. I finally worked it into my ass far
enough that I felt the vibrations on my prostate. I pushed it in and held
it there and began to get a feeling like I needed to pee. Again this was
one of those erotic moments that you never forget. I was so close but not
close enough so I began to move the vibrator in and out, all the while
imagining I was that man in the story getting fucked. I was getting so
close and then I heard footsteps.

I immediately turned off the vibrator and covered myself up. The vibrator
slipped out of me and I immediately had the desire to push it back in. I
wanted to cum so bad and was so close. Instead I rolled over and feigned
sleep. I was so turned on and excited about how close I was that I forgot
her nightstand drawer where she kept her vibrator was open and that the
lube was lying in the bed next to me. I only realized my mistake when she
reached for the lube and put it in the drawer. I then heard her move some
things around in the drawer and realized she was looking for her
vibrator. She closed the drawer and went into the bathroom to get ready for
bed. As I listened to her brush her teeth and use the bathroom, my heart
was racing. What was I going to do? How would I explain what I was doing
with her vibrator? It was then that I realized that I still had the
vibrator in my hand! Shit! I couldn't do anything with it because she was
done in the bathroom and was on her way to bed. So I just lay there still
holding it as she climbed into bed.

I was under the covers but I was naked. I dare not move or try to do
anything other than pretend I was asleep. As she slipped under the covers
she scooted up next to me and I realized she was naked too.

My heart was beating madly. I had no clue what to do.

"What have you been doing baby?" she said softly.

My heart was going crazy. I couldn't speak. My body was frozen. I was
scared. But my cock was rock hard.

"I know you're not asleep so quit faking. Where is it?"

I was lying on my stomach and as she asked this last question she rubbed
her hand down my back to my ass. She eased her fingers in the crack of my
ass and felt the generous amount of lubricant there.

"Mmmm" she cooed "someone has been playing. Did I interrupt your fun?"

She was playing with me now. She wasn't mad, which was a relief, but it
seemed now she was taunting me.  What she did next completely surprised
me. She pushed a finger in my ass quickly and forcefully.

"You like having your ass played with?"

She was mocking me but the feeling was to great and as she started to
slowly fuck my ass with her finger I couldn't help but moan and my body
began to react and move against her finger.

"Where is it?" she asked again and this time my body could move and I
handed it to her.

She didn't stop fingering me as she took the vibrator from me. In fact she
became more animated. It was obvious she was searching for my prostate.
Being a nurse she knew anatomy.  When she bumped it I could feel my cock
twitch and jump. Again I felt I was close to orgasm but just when I thought
it would only take a couple more thrusts of her finger she stopped.

"Roll over on your back."

I did as I was told and when she saw my stiff cock leaking precum she just
looked me in the eyes for a second. Then she took her vibrator and placed
it against my ass hole. In response I spread my legs and stared back at her
with what I am sure was a pathetic desperate pleading look.

In response she gave me a wry grin and quickly and forcefully plunged her
vibrator in my ass. I took in a deep gasp of air but did not cry out. She
was looking at me closely, watching for my reaction. I think she wanted me
not to like what she was doing. It was like she was going to break me of
this desire to have a finger or vibrator in my ass. When I didn't protest
she started fucking me with the dildo. She was not being gentle but it
didn't matter. She was fucking me and the eroticism of it all was better
than anything I had ever experienced. She wasn't letting up and the fucking
was doing a number on my prostate. I thought the pain would dampen my
desire but I was surprised by the fact it actually was enhancing the
experience.

My wife looked like she was actually starting to enjoy herself and that put
me one step closer to the hands off orgasm I so desperately craved. But as
she got more into what she was doing she grabbed my cock and before I could
tell her no she gave it a stroke and I began to cum all over myself.  She
didn't let up with the dildo or her stroking until my erection began to
fade.

"How did you enjoy being fucked by a woman?" she taunted.

"I know you may not want to hear this but... I loved it" I replied.

"I could tell" she replied as she ran her fingers through the cum on my
chest.

She raised her cum covered fingers from my chest and placed them on my
lips. I didn't resist and our eyes locked on each other. She was waiting to
see what I would do. I didn't know what to do. Then, seemingly without a
conscious thought, I kissed her fingers. Her hand and fingers never moved
as she intently watched, almost like she was watching a movie. I then
opened my mouth and she slid her fingers in. I sucked and licked until her
fingers no longer had any sign of my orgasm. The look on her face never
changed and I had no idea what was going on inside her head.

"You aren't gay are you?" she finally whispered.

I am sure the look on my face was pure shock because that is what I felt.

"Absolutely NOT!" I exclaimed. "I love you and love making love to you. No
man could ever take your place."

I was losing the sexual fever that I had just experienced because I was now
trying to convince my wife that I wasn't gay. I am not sure what I would
have said if she asked if I were bi-sexual. Even though I had never been
with another man the desires were definitely, not to replace my sexual
preference (women), but to enhance it.

"Then what was this all about?" she continued.

"I don't know. Just a fantasy I guess."

"Where did you come up with this? Is that what you look at on your
computer?"

I paused long enough that she knew I was looking at something on the
computer that contributed to what I started on this night and she finished.

"Show me." She pressured as she pointed to the computer.

I didn't say anything or reach for the computer. I was embarrassed by what
I might have to show her and couldn't make myself reach for the computer.
She finally reached for the computer herself and placed it on her lap. When
the password screen came up she told me to type in the password and I could
tell she wouldn't take no for an answer. I didn't say a word as I typed in
the password because I knew as soon as she hit "enter" the screen would
have the most recent erotic story I had been reading, the one where the man
came without touching himself while another man fucked his ass.

She read the story as I watched. I was looking for some reaction but she
never changed her expression. When she was finished she looked at me and I
shrank in embarrassment.

"Is this what you want? You want a man?"

"It is just a fantasy. The thought turns me on but that doesn't mean I want
to do it. I just got excited."

"So you got out my vibrator to see what it felt like?" I nodded. "And you
liked it?" Again I nodded.

She sat there for a minute and I had a million thoughts going through my
head. The most prominent was that I didn't want to lose my wife over this.
I thought maybe I needed to have therapy. I was ashamed, embarrassed,
regretful. You name it I was feeling it.

"I love you." She started. "You know that don't you?"

"I love you too and I don't want to lose you" I almost pleaded.

The look on her face was one of pure surprise "Lose me? Are you worried
about that?"

The look on my face said more than words could. She took me in her arms and
assured me that she wouldn't leave me. She was more concerned about how she
had failed as a sexual partner and that she couldn't please me anymore.
This led to a very intimate conversation where we talked about fantasies
and our sex life and our love for each other. The conversation made us grow
closer than we had ever been at any time in our relationship. After the
talking was done we fell into each other's arms and slept a contented
sleep.