Date: Mon, 19 Dec 2005 07:35:46 -0800 (PST)
From: V
Subject: Rememberances 1

If you are offended by depictions of adolescent sex, incest between brother
and sister or cousins, same sex descriptions, or bisexual situations,
please leave now and don't read any more of this.  What you are about to
read is fictionalized rememberances of my growing up and becoming aware.
Some is based on actual events and some is fantasy, (but not much) Although
some events may be true, most is based on reality as remembered from
earlier years.

Reminiscing

I don't really remember when I first became aware of my body as a sexual
object, but I don't really remember when I wasn't aware either.  My
earliest memories are of being about 6 or 7 years old and feeling so
excited about just being naked.  I slept downstairs in a basement bedroom
by myself and whenever I had the chance, I would go downstairs, take off
all my clothes and, feeling really daring, I would throw my underwear clear
across the basement and have to go get them with my hard little 3" dick
just bobbing in the air.  The feeling was delicious.  I know some of the
excitement came from knowing that I might get caught, but I really didn't
think I would.  If my mom ever needed me for something she would usually
just open the basement door and call me.  That gave me time to get dressed
and go up stairs.

Mom was old school and masturbation was a real no no.  One time I was in
the basement, naked, with a boner just enjoying the freedom of being naked
and she opened the door and just came down without any warning. I had time
to get my undershorts back on, but it was pretty obvious even with only a
3" dick that I had a woody.  I got the age old warnings that if I continued
to play with my dick I would eventually go insane, or go blind.  She scared
me pretty good at first, but it wasn't long before the urge to get that
delicious hard on feeling was just too much to resist and I was doing it
again.

I have a sister 2 years younger than me.  She was my first other person
experience with sexual feelings.  I remember even when we were sleeping in
the same bedroom, we would sometimes play "you show me yours and I'll show
you mine."  My sister is probably the first person besides myself to touch
my cock.  I would get between her legs and look real close at her bald
little pussy and spread the lips apart just to see what that thing was.  It
wasn't a penis like mine.  I didn't know what it was for, so after a short
time my curiosity was somewhat satisfied and soon after that I got moved to
the basement bedroom.

Some of the other guys my age in the neighborhood would sometimes get
together and see who could pee the farthest, or whose dick was bigger.  We
were always adventuring and exploring like all adolescent boys.  We had a
big woods with a creek running through it not far from our houses and when
we were around 9 or 10 we would be allowed to ride our bikes to the creek
and hunt frogs and build forts and start clubs and do what all boys do.

Being in the woods for hours sometimes it became necessary to answer
natures call and often that is when the curiosity and false information ran
rampant.  I remember one time we had our dicks out taking a pee and of
course looking at each other to compare and one of the guys asked "hey,
have any of you ever fucked?"  None of us had so he asked if we wanted to
see how it was done.  We were all eager to learn this new experience so he
said "come here."  I was the closest one and he said "Come up close to me
and we touch penises."  So I got close to him and we rubbed our dicks
together.  He said that was fucking.  Wow.  I couldn't see what was so
great about that, but it was exciting enough because it was a new
experience.  Rich, the one who knew about this fucking thing was the real
experienced one of our group.  You can see how much we didn't know.  Rich
was one of my best friends, so I listened to him as if he was a real guru.
Another time, Rich and I were alone at his house after school.  His parents
both worked so we had the house to ourselves for several hours every day if
we wanted.  Rich's dad had some National Geographic magazines and we would
go through the ones of Africa especially to see the naked women.  Whenever
we found naked women we would both get a hardon.  One time Rich asked me if
I wanted to feel something really good.  Always up for anything to do with
my boner, I was always willing to try something that feels good.  He said,
"Drop your pants and get your prick out."  Then he said, "Do this."  He
laid back in his chair, put his 3 fingers on top of his penis, pushed it
against his belly and began to rub it up and down.  I laid back and began
rubbing my hard on and, wow! It really felt good.  I loved the feeling of
being hard, but had never actually masturbated before.  Rich said, "Just
keep doing it and it will make your dick feel really good."  I don't know
how Rich had discovered masturbation, but he had and he was showing me and
it felt very nice. Rich was bigger than me and had about a 4-1/2" penis
nearly as big around as a cigar.  He was uncut like me and it was always
exciting to see him good and hard.  I love to see other guys with really
hard dicks.  I still do, but more of that later.  As we kept rubbing our
penises, Rich suddenly said, "OH,oh,ohhhh, and stiffened out and threw his
head back and his hand was really flying up and down on his dick.  And then
he started to relax some and I had no idea what had just happened.  It kind
of scared me and I stopped rubbing my hard and just watched him.  He
noticed that I stopped and he said, "Did you do it?"  "Do what?" I asked.
"Did you get all tingly all around your dick and your balls?  Kind of like
an itch on the inside of your cock that feels better and better the more
you rub it?"  No, nothing like that had happened to me and I told him.
"Well you need to do it more then.  You didn't go all the way."  So I
started to rub my cock some more and about the time I was beginning to
think, "this is kind of boring," I started to feel a little tingle in my
cock shaft.  Oh wow, this is feeling good.  So I kept rubbing and the
tingling got more intense, and started to move down into my balls and
suddenly I was spasming and bucking my hips and having my first orgasm.  Oh
my God, I was hooked.  We just grinned at each other.  I went home and I
think I masturbated twice more that night before I went to sleep.

About that same time, Mom would leave us alone for an hour or so to go to
the grocery store just down the block.  I was about 10, my sister was about
8 and since discovering masturbation, I would try to get her to masturbate
me.  She would go in the bathroom and sit on the toilet, and I would walk
in on her and ask her to rub my cock.  I would pull my pants down and have
an erection and sometimes she really would take it in her hand and just
hold it.  I took her hand and started moving it up and down my cock and oh
my God, how it felt so good to have someone else do it for you.  It was
great to do it yourself, but it felt even better to have someone else do
it.  The only thing was, she would get bored, not knowing what she was
doing and wouldn't do it long enough for me to get off.

One time when we were alone, I think we were maybe 11 and 9, and I was
actually old enough to babysit for short periods, my parents went out for
dinner and I knew they wouldn't be home until after Lynn's bed time.  When
she went in to take her bath, I locked all the doors so we wouldn't be
caught if someone came to the door unexpectedly, and went in to her bedroom
which was right next to the bathroom and took off all my clothes.  At this
stage in my life, I had a perpetual hard on, so when I walked in to the
bathroom naked with a hardon, Lynn was surprised that I was totally naked,
but not shocked that I had a boner.  After all, we had been playing
together for quite some time.  I sat on the edge of the tub and took her
hand and put it on my dick and she started to pump it up and down, but as
usual got bored quite quickly and didn't want to do it any more.  I was
begging her to keep doing it because it felt so good, but she said it
didn't feel that good to her.  Click!  The proverbial light came on and I
said, "How about if I show you how good it feels?"  She looked at me kind
of confused and I said, "Stand up a minute."  When she did, I took my hand
and started to rub her wet pussy.  "Oooh, that feels nice."  She said.
Then I got an inspiration, I honestly don't know from where, but I took
some soap and got her pussy all soaped up and slippery and started rubbing
her pussy lips and she was liking it more and more and she was holding on
to my arm tighter and tighter and starting to breath deeply.  I took my
middle finger and separated her pussy lips and found her little clit and
started rubbing on it and she went nuts!  She was pressing her pussy into
my hand and bucking her hips and my finger just slid into her virgin pussy
and I thought she was going to fall in the tub.  I lifted her out of the
tub so she was standing on the bathroom rug and stuck my finger back in her
pussy and started moving it in and out and rubbing it against her clit and
she was breathing so hard I thought she was going to pass out.  She was
spreading her legs and pressing down on my hand to get my finger as far up
her vagina as she could get it, squeezing my arm in hers so I couldn't let
go if I wanted to and squeezing her legs tightly together when she just
began to shudder and kept hold of my arm and kept pressing down on my hand.
I could not believe how erotic this whole scene was.  I went in the
bathroom to get a handjob from my little sister, and wound up giving her
her first orgasm.  As her spasms gradually decreased and she began to
relax, she threw her arms around my neck and started crying.  I was
terrified.  If she told Mom or Dad, I would get the beating of my life.  I
was absolutely sure of that.  I started to apologize and she just said,
"Why are you sorry?  That felt so good, I couldn't' stand it.  I won't tell
Mom, but you have to do that to me again."  Can you imagine my relief?  Not
only wasn't she mad at me, and wouldn't tattle, but she loved it and wanted
more.  I said, "Great, but I've still got a problem myself." And I looked
at my hard on.  After having her first orgasm and experiencing what a
tremendous feeling it was, she now understood why I wanted her to do me.
She said, "OK, my turn.  You get in the tub."

So I stepped in to the tub and sat down and got myself good and wet and she
reached down and grabbed hold of my cock and started rubbing it slowly.
She said, "OK stand up," and she grabbed the soap like I had, and soaped my
cock good until it was all slippery and took my cock and started sliding
her hand up and down the whole shaft.  It wasn't much of a shaft at the
time, maybe 3-1/2" but it was hard as stone and after just watching my sister
have a full orgasm, I was so ready to cum that it only took about 5 or 6
strokes and I was stiffening up and thrusting my cock into her palm and
jerking spasmodically as I came harder than I had ever come before.  It was
still a dry cum, but it was definitely a cum worth remembering.

More rememberances to follow if there is any interest.