Date: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 13:03:41 -0700
From: Ken Germane <kenee18@yahoo.com>
Subject: Kenee's Lessons 5
Kenee's Lessons Part 5
This story is about preteen boy who doesn't know anything about sex
and is starting puberty and is a mommas boy. His momma just took a new job
as a legal secretary and they moved into this neighborhood. A boy and girl
in the neighborhood, who about are the same age, go together and have
feelings toward one another but they haven't quite got there yet. Her older
sister is determined not to let her little sister be dominated by any male
and she wants to teach her sister how boys should learn to worship their
girl friend. It seems Kenee showed up at just the right time for her
lessons. Don't expect to find a love story here. If you don't care to read
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This part doesn't contain any sex. It does show a lot of emotional
issues because of what went on lately in Kenee's life and helps set the
tone for going forward. Hope you enjoy it.
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Kenee woke and needed to pee. This was the first time in recent memory he
hadn't sprung a morning wood. It was just to mind boggling to him to
understand what was going on. In one way he was thrilled with his
relationship with Billy, but he was dreading the relationship with Billy's
girl friend, and he just plain hated the change he saw in his mother these
past few days. It seemed like she was just finished with him and was
throwing him out to whom ever wanted to bother with him. He totally felt
used and he started crying again.
He was still sobbing when Billy came in an hour later. Billy had an odd
night too. He had a taste in his mouth all night that he recognized as his
own sperm. Yes, he had tasted it soon after he started to produce it,
Actually it wasn't that long ago , about 6 months, but he knew what it was
and how he got a mouthful this time. He was going to tell Kenee that he
sort of had a good time yesterday even if it didn't seem like it at first.
He didn't know if he should shake Kenee to wake him or not, so he decided
he would say something first and see how Kenee reacted.
He spoke softly when he said "Hey buddy, Are you sick or something? Can I
do anything for you? I'm here for you. Please tell me what is wrong."
Kenee said "If you want to do something for me, GO HOME."
"Hey buddy, I love you please tell me what is wrong."
Kenee said "Fuck You." and he burst out crying. He was shedding real tears
and they were flowing like a river. All his pent up emotions over the years
had burst out like a dam bursting, he felt devastated. He felt like
everything that was good had suddenly turned bad.
Billy stepped into the hall and he called Lucy and told him what was
happening. She said "I'll be right there."
Billy had gone back into the room and lay down on the bed and wrapped Kenee
in his arms. He said "Kenee, Whatever is happening, I want you to know,
I'll help, everything is going to be all right."
Kenee said "I told you to fuck off and go home. I can't trust you anymore."
At least now, Billy had a clue what this was all about. He answered "Kenee
I'm sorry I forgot to let you know Lucy was coming over. It's my fault she
embarrassed you. I promise, It's ok."
Just then Lucy peeked her head in the door and Billy got up and went to
her. She could hear Kenee crying and it did scare her. She remembered that
her mothers sister had depression one time and tried to kill herself and
she could see Kenee was in bad shape. Billy whispered the only clue he had
to her and she went and sat on the edge of the bed and stroked Kenee's hair
and said "Hey little brother. I love you, tell me what's wrong." He didn't
tell her to go fuck herself. instead he buried his face in her lap and
wailed. He was now hysterical in his crying and she got scared. Billy was
now stroking his back and she was stroking his hair. She said "We better
call his mother." Kenee shouted "NO SHE WILL ONLY MAKE IT WORSE. SHE HATES
ME. GO HOME AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
Even though she was scared, she knew she couldn't leave now, so she sucked
up her breath and kissed Kenee on the cheek and said "Little brother, I
love you, Please tell me; Why do you think Mommy hates you."
Kenee opened up. He burst open and poured out all his feeling about being
abandoned to strangers who only wanted to embarrass him and spank him. No
one loved him, his mother just hates him, and he doesn't know why. He broke
down crying again.
Billy was wise enough to have turned on his smart phone when Lucy sat down
to try to clam Kenee down. He whispered to Lucy that he was going to call
Kenee's mother and let her know what was happening. When he reached her, he
played told her that Kenee was hysterical and he played what he recorded so
she could hear what Kenee had said. When she heard that ,she told her boss
that she had an emergency at home and had to leave. Her boss could see how
shook up she was and said "There is no way you are in any shape to
drive. I'll drive you home."
Every cop in town knew his car and there wasn't one who even dreamed about
giving him a speeding ticket. They got there in record time and they rushed
into Kenee's bedroom. He was still crying hysterically. His head was in
Lucy's lap, which was now soaked from his tears, and by now she was crying
too. Billy's mother was there and she and Billy were crying too. The only
one who was there who had an unemotional clear head was Mommas boss. the
lawyer. He didn't use his tough attorney approach this time. He used a
loving daddy approach and it worked. He said "Hey, little guy. I work with
your mother. She loves you very much and she asked me to help you. How
about you and I go out in back yard by the pool and have a talk." It didn't
bother him one bit that Kenee was nude. Kenee reached out and Morris
Goldstein,Esq. who had once been a U. S. Marine Corps officer, picked him
up and carried him out the back door and held Kenee on his lap as they sat
at the picnic table.
Whatever it was that Kenee felt. He opened up to this stranger. Maybe he
just need a friendly adult male in his life. Whatever it was, Mr. Goldstein
just listened as Kenee poured his heart out. Everyone inside the house
watched out the window and were happy to see Kenee responding. They all
felt relieved. Billy's mother made some tea for Lydia Germane and herself
and hot chocolate for Billy and Lucy. They sat at the table and shared
experiences as they too had to unburden their emotions. They peeked outside
and saw Mr. Goldstein and Kenee standing in front of the swing set. Kenee
was pointing to the trapeze and to the pieces of rope on the ground. Both
Billy and Lucy gasped when they saw that. Billy's mother and Momma G made
them sit down a tell them what went on at the swing set yesterday. Billy
took the lead and told them the whole story. They were stunned by what the
children told them, but they held back on chastising the children.
Mr Goldstein was playing the detective and asked Kenee to show him the
swimming hole in the woods. Kenee led him by the hand out through the
hidden gate in the fence and to the spot where they could hear the kids
playing. When the kids saw Kenee standing there naked they ran over to
him. One little girl, put her arms around his waist, and hugged him and all
were saying "Hi Kenee, we missed you." Mr Goldstein was taken aback as he
watched the out pouring of friendliness shown to Kenee. All of the little
girls had bathing suits on. and 3 of the 7 boys did too. The rest were
skinny dipping. One boy asked "Who is that man?" Kenee responded "He is my
friend. I wanted to show him where I like to swim. An 8 year old boy asked
"Can you help me learn to swim like you did last time you were here?"
Kenee said "Sure" the little boy held Kenee's hand as he led Kenee into the
water."
Everyone back at the house were worried when they looked out the window and
discovered that the back yard was empty. Where had Kenee and Mr Goldstein
gone? As they looked, it was Billy who noticed the fence panel had be
moved and he said "I know where they are follow me." Billy ran ahead and
was relieved when he saw Mr. Goldstein standing near the swimming hole and
even more relieved to see Kenee teaching a little boy how to swim. Billy
stripped off all his clothes and ran into the water and asked Kenee "Can I
help teach too." Kenee took one look at his nude best friend and said "Help
that little guy, he's next."
When Mrs. G., Mrs Eisemann and Lucy arrived they where thrilled to see
Kenee laughing and having a good time. She asked her boss. "How did all
this come about? How did you know about this place?" Mr. Goldstein said
"I'll tell you all about it later."
Mrs Eisemann was embarrassed to see her son totally naked in the water like
that and she told Lucy not to look. Lucy said, He's my boyfriend and I
love him and I don't care if he has clothes on or not, He's mine. This is
an awesome place. I'm going to bring my baby brother here, he will love
it."
They were there a good hour and a half before Kenee and Billy came out of
the water with their arms over each others shoulder walking over to the
adults and Lucy. They did nothing to hide their nakedness. They were so
relaxed that neither had a boner at the time. Their 4 inch peckers just
flopped from side to side as they walked.
Both boys hugged their moms and Billy hugged Lucy too.
They all waved goodbye to the kids and walked back home.
When they arrived Mr. Goldstein said "Kenee you were wonderful and
see.... someone loves you. All those kids loved you." Kenee looked at the
floor and said "Yeah, I missed them too." Mr Goldstein said "Kenee you have
got to get some rest, let me put you to bed and I'll call you in the
morning. While the boys were swimming, he had arranged for Mrs. G to make
some more hot chocolate and cut a sleeping pill in half which he gave to
Kenee as he tucked him in. Kenee gave Mr Goldstein a kiss on the lips and
said "Thank you, I love you." Mr. Goldstein said "I love you too."
When he got back to the living room, he said "Based on what I have seen and
heard I think I know why Kenee was so depressed. Kenee told me, in detail,
exactly what has been going on in his life these past few years. Whether or
not it's all fact is not the point. It is how he perceived it as being
true. Mrs. Eisemann none of this involves you and it is probably best if
you would excuse yourself because I'm sure you will be upset if you sit in
on the analysis.?"
Mrs. E said, "I'm sure you are right. Some of what I've seen and heard has
already upset me, what do you think I should do about whatever Billy has
done. Just let it go?"
"Mrs. Eisemann, I will let Billy know what attitude adjustments I believe
he should make.. All you need to do is be the same loving mother you have
been. Billy is a fine boy, you can see that in both his concern about Kenee
and how he was willing to teach the youngsters at the swimming hole. He is
a very caring person. I hope you help him nurture that."
Mrs E. said "Thank you, I can live with that assessment. But it bothered me
to hear about and see him running around naked like that."
"I believe that conduct will resolve itself as he matures. If you make it
an issue, it's possible you will force him to start hiding everything he is
doing, and in the long run you will both be the looser." he responded
"Ok you have convinced me. See you all later." Then she kissed Billy
goodbye with the admonition " You pay attention and behave yourself."
After she left, Mr Goldstein said "Let me start at the beginning. Kenee's
life these past few months had been very traumatic. Everything he knew and
loved growing up has been turned upside down and as a result, he felt
totally alone and that his life was completely out of control and that he
had lost everything. First, he had to deal with moving to a place where he
knew no one. He knew his mother had to work and that was a normal part of
his life and he accepted that. Before he moved here, he had difficulty
making friends, the only person he could go to at home, on a moments
notice, was his nanny Emma. He love her and trusted her. Obviously, moving
removed her from his life... She was the security blanket that protected
him from a world he didn't trust. Lydia, I completely understand why you
didn't want to hire a nanny when you moved here. It was natural to think
Kenee would be able to make new friends and he was reaching an age where he
could be able to take care of himself. I know you were concerned about him
and I thank you for sharing with me what was going on in your sons life. I
know you were elated when he told you he had a new friend, Billy. I believe
he and Billy bonded because it seems Billy and he had some things in
common. They were boys who were about the same age. They both enjoyed
swimming, and they enjoyed doing things together. I know you were concerned
when you found out Billy was spanking him, but, Kenee seemed to accept that
as a part of his friendship with Billy. In fact he told me he liked Billy
because he help him do things that would make You, Billy and in turn, make
him happy."
"Billy, I'm not sure what your motives were to take charge like that and to
imitate spanking him, but I will say this. Kenee seems to accept you as his
best friend, not as a big brother. He trusted you and accepts your
correction."
'Lydia, "Kenee need someone like Billy in life. There was a void left in
Kenee's life, because his nanny was gone, and Billy filled that role. He
accepted and appreciated your appointment of Billy as a teacher. He had
trouble accepting your command to totally obey Billy, because you gave him
no options to disagree with Billy and work out other options. But he went
along with your mandate because he had bonded and trusted Billy."
"Lucy you came along and shook Kenee to the core. He didn't care for you
just showing up without any warning, he was very embarrassed and then when
you started ordering him to do things , and spanking him when he knew you
didn't really know anything about him, He resented that. He had heard of
you because Billy did let him know he had a girl friend and that sort of
made him jealous, but he held that in reserve until he met you. He had some
trust, because Billy liked you, and that maybe he had you figured wrong. He
did like your little brother and when your friend Susan showed up he was
even more embarrassed a second time. When you and your friend made both
Kenee and Billy perform sexually for them, his resentment grew. I suspect
that you and your girlfriend planned what you were doing on purpose to
embarrass both boys.
In any event, When Kenee's mother listened to Lucy talk about how you
needed to teach boys their proper place. I believe you struck a sore point
Lydia has, but has not admitted. I believe that she had been carrying a
resentment over her relations with Kenee's father all these years and when
she agreed with your point of view, she transfered her anger over that part
of her life to you. In that she knew you would teach Kenee your point of
view which happens be her own hidden point of view. She was quite pleased
to appoint you as his boss too, again leaving him no options about his
possible choices.
Lydia, when you did that, you may have felt relief, but when he knew he had
no say about his life going forward, he felt you abandoned him and he
believed he lost your love, he knew Lucy didn't love him, it was obvious
she had her own agenda, and that Billy had betrayed him. As a result he had
a melt down."
All three were in total shock. They looked at each other and realized Kenee
had it right. His life was out of his control. He had no options and there
was a good possibility he was going to end it by taking his life.
Mr Goldsmith continued "When Kenee finally finished talking, I could tell
beyond any doubt he was totally defeated. I did notice one thing. He had
stopped crying. I felt like that was a good sign and I thought, If we could
both get away from the house for a little, he might calm down some more. I
asked him if he would show me where the swimming hole was that he had told
me he went to and had a good time one day. He took me by the hand and led
me to the movable fence panel and he led me to the swimming hole. I was
truly amazed at the reaction of the kids when they saw him. I realized he
was naked, but I noticed some of them were too. What amazed me was how the
kids ran to him and let him know they missed him and how happy they were to
see him again. I just stood back in awe when I saw the look of gloom leave
his face and be replaced with a smile."
"I believe we can undo some of the errors that were made and you all can
come out winners if you are able to adjust your attitudes."
"Billy.... Kenee loves you as his best friend. Please continue being his
friend. go swimming, race, have fun, build your training area. It will help
both of you. Based on watching your willingness to join him this afternoon
teaching the youngsters how to swim, I know you regained a lot of the
respect that had been lost when he felt betrayed. Whether or not you know
it, I believe, he forgave you. Teach him about sex like his mother asked
you to, It makes sense right now because he doesn't have a man in his life
to do it and he needs to know about it. From what Mrs . G tells me, I know
his best friend can help him in that area. He also accepted your spanking
corrections. He considered that as a sign of your love to him. You can
continue that, provided you don't get abusive. Don't give him anymore than
what your father would give you. Be fair and don't betray him. Let him have
a say in matters. He is entitled to an opinion. He doesn't seem to be
sexually attracted to you, but it is quite possible he may be, it is far to
early to try and figure that out. Since you have a girl friend, I guess you
have already figured out your sexual preference. I believe any jealousy he
had was not because he wanted you sexually, he just didn't want to lose
sharing time with you."
Lucy, I have no idea where you developed your attitudes about males. I can
tell you that neither males or females, where one assumes a dominate role
and makes the other their slave, ever works out to anyones advantage. In
the end. It is a recipe for tragedy. . I know from practicing law that the
successful marriages, or relationships, happen when both parties find ways
to agree on sharing their lives together. I know that sexual drives among
teens can get out of hand, basically because they allow their sexual urges
to control them. I am not against people having sex, but I am against
people letting sex control them and, in turn, they hurt others. Going to
war against males is not going to win you anything, because just like you
saw today, when someone sees their situation as hopeless, bad things
happen. If you have a boy friend and you want to keep him, you will never
do it if you treat him like your slave or a prisoner. Prisoners and slaves
rebel and when that happens. You lost. Don't force anyone to become what
you want them to be. Keep looking and you will find someone to love who
fills your expectations and you will both be happy. Stupid sex can ruin all
those dreams." Kenee doesn't need you to take the place of his mother and
you have no place assuming that role even if she appoints you to do so."
"Lucy does your little brother love you?' She didn't even hesitate before
saying "Yes of course he does." Lucy do you correct him and help him when
he is wrong?" She answered yes. "Do you spank him when he is naughty."
Again she said "Yes" He then said "Your little brother loves and respects
you even though you punish him, Doesn't that suggest that Kenee may love
you as an older sister rather than you being a substitute mother. He may
appreciate a loving sister that is willing to teach him and correct him and
even punish him as long as you give him a chance to be himself and express
his opinion too."
"Lydia, You never told me anything about Kenee's father, I am not
criticizing you for that, It is none of my business, but I do sense that
you have become the professional person that you have become because you
are dedicated to your work. If you weren't the professional you are now, we
would never had hired you. I can tell you that behind every professional
person there has been a lot of sacrifice of time and that translates back
to your family. Some people pour themselves into their work to prove they
don't need anyone to support them. I have a feeling that your experience
with Kenee' father put you in the position that you needed to prove to
yourself and others that you could take care of yourself and your son
without depending on anyone else. I think you have done a wonderful job
doing that. When you changed locations to work with our firm you came upon
a dilemma. If you moved, how was that going to affect Kenee. You realized
he was advanced academically, but you didn't realize, he was way behind
socially. You thought he would be able to fend for himself, when in fact,
you forgot that he had depended on his nanny to fill in for his working
mommy. You some how failed to realize he needed someone there. It is
understandable that you thought he was no longer a child, he didn't need a
nanny, he was entering puberty and shorty he would be a teen. I know that
you were concerned that he didn't make any new friends when you moved here
and you were elated when Billy showed up on the scene. Unaware to the both
of you, Billy filled the role of missing nanny. I know you were thrilled to
hear of their developing friendship while being uncertain about Billy's
observed display of 'I'm boss and if you don't do as I say, I'll spank you
attitude." Since Kenee didn't object you went along with it. When you found
that Billy's girl friend Lucy arrived on the scene and you discussed her
attitude towards boys, you discovered you shared her feelings, and you
appointed her as on overseer of both Kenee and Billy with full authority to
disciple Kenee too. In both cases with, Billy and Lucy, you left Kenee
with no option to discuss his opinion. He saw it as a "You do it or else
you will be punished and you have no say about it situation." He knew he
was trapped. And he felt you had abandoned him to follow your own agenda
while he was left with a substitute set of proxy parents who were going to
treat him as a slave for their own personal use."
"Lydia what you have to do is rescind the parental authority that you gave
away and love on your son more. Spend some time and get physically involved
in what he is interested in. Let Lucy be his big sister, if she can shift
her attitude, and let Billy be his best friend. You heard what I told Billy
and Lucy, try to remember that as Kenee tries to recover. Whether you know
it or not, he had reached the end. His next step would have been to have to
be committed because of a mental crash or worse he may have killed
himself."
"Ok you have heard what I have had to say. I would really like to know what
you have to say."
Lucy started "Mr. Goldstein, In my case I think you had it right. My sister
is a lesbian and she keeps drilling into me that boys and men need to be
put in their place. I know she is doing that and I find it hard not to
believe her since I know girls are the ones to suffer because they may end
up having a baby and the guy walks away. I thought if I keep boys on a
level below me, I would come out a winner. I know that sounds odd since I
do have Billy as a boy friend and I do have strong feelings for him. I just
hope my attitude doesn't screw that up. But I have to tell you. when I came
over this morning and saw Kenee, I was crushed. My heart cried with him and
when he told me to go home, I cried with him. At that time, I truly felt
like his big sister. I felt his pain and I honestly wanted to help
him. When you asked me to change my attitude, I have to tell you, I have
already changed my attitude. I do have a brother and I am not mean to him
just because he is a boy. I love the little rascal and will do anything to
protect him. Somehow after seeing Kenee, I feel the same way towards him, I
just hope he can see the change in me."
Billy was next. "I admit I was guilty for thinking I may make Kenee do
things he may not have done if I hadn't prodded him. I am truly sorry I
just got carried away. I just thought he wanted to experiment like me and
some of my friends do and I made him do stuff that they wouldn't do, but I
wanted to try. When I saw Kenee this morning and when he told me to "F"
myself I felt so guilty I too cried. I love Kenee like a brother. But I
really want him to be my best friend. I promise not to make him do anything
that he doesn't want to do just because I want him to. Some of my friends
and I do talk about sex and girls and stuff and I know Kenee doesn't know
all that stuff. You said its ok for me to teach him and I'll do my best not
to take advantage of him. I hope he still wants me as a friend."
Mr Goldstein said "Billy when you went to help him this afternoon, he
appreciated you being there. If he hated you, he would have let you know
that this afternoon. Don't worry, I'm sure he will be happy he didn't
drive you away. I am also sure he is going to realize all of you were
there for him at his worst moment. Let me add this. "Billy, If you are his
best friend and Lucy if you are his big sister, He is going to be happy for
you, not jealous of you."
They both said "Thanks Mr. G that makes us happy."
Mr. Goldstein said "Kenee will probably be a sleep until morning. We gave
him some medicine to help him recover and that is about the time it will
wear off. You two can go home now, I want to speak to Mrs. Germane alone if
f you don't mind."
Once they left, Mrs. Germane said "I really screwed everything up. I guess
you will not want someone as stupid as I am working for you. I'll be in
tomorrow to pick up my stuff. Thank you for helping Kenee and me out
today. I don't know how we ever would have seen what was happening by
ourselves."
Before she could say another word he said "Lydia, Our firm needs you and we
need a lady who loves her family too. I have no intention of letting you
go. Now I ask you to give everyone a chance to adjust to the suggestions I
made, and we will go from there. Kenee said he was going to tryout for a
swimming team at the "Y" on Friday, why don't we,,,, you and I,,, move my
Friday calender, and lets go watch him tryout and afterward, Kenee, Billy
you and I will go and visit the new Waterpark in Westfield. I think that is
a good place to have some family fun."
Mrs. G said "Why would you want to take a day off and spend it with Billy
and I ?"
"Well I guess I sort of got attached to that little naked boy who sat on my
lap and told me about everything he could remember that happened in his
life. When he finished, I bet I knew more about him than you do. At least,
I understood his perspective better than you would have been able to." He
said. "If that isn't enough, Maybe I am sort of attached to his mommy
too. I think that is enough reason to take a day off."
She answered, "Yeah he is sort of cute isn't he."
When he left he gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and she said "Whoa, You
deserve better that that and she planted one right on his lips. She swore
when he walked out to his car she saw him make an adjustment to his pants.
She took the other half of the sleeping pill and fell asleep but was woken
about 4 in the morning by a naked little boy who crawled under the covers
and spooned up to his mommy.
(to be continued)