Date: Mon, 27 Nov 2000 08:22:16 EST
From: Bwstories8@aol.com
Subject: A Place In My Heart - chapter 10

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A Place in My Heart - by BW             Copyright 2000 by billwstories
Chapter 10 - An unusual summer.         April 2000

Jordan and I were playing JV baseball and everything was going well.  It
felt really good to be playing a sport where my best friend was playing the
role of my best friend again.  I mean, football and basketball season were
really the pits this year while Jordan and I weren't speaking.  Not only
was it great to be playing and to be able to concentrate on the game
instead of our relationship, but our old competitiveness returned.  Jordan
and I discussed the fact that we both wanted to become the most valuable
player of the baseball team.  That meant it would be a no-holds-barred
contest in our efforts to get there, on a friendly level, of course.  We
were each going to do whatever it took to prove our case.  Damn, our juices
were flowing and we took advantage of every opportunity we had to take a
verbal jab at each other whenever we did something to support our
nomination.  For example, one game when Jordan was playing shortstop, one
of the batters ripped a shot up the middle of the infield.  Jordan had
positioned himself shading toward second base and he dove for the ball.  He
speared it just after the first hop.  He scrambled to his feet, threw out
the runner, and our team went crazy over his fantastic play.  As he brushed
off his uniform and returned to his position, he looked over at me at third
base.  "Bet you wish you could do that, huh, stone fists."  Then he shot me
that wicked grin of his.

Later that game I came up to bat.  The pitcher threw me a waist high
fastball on the outside part of the plate.  I got my bat moving early, made
solid contact, and ripped it over the left center field fence.  As I
crossed home plate and was greeted by my teammates, I took my verbal punch
at Jordan.  "You know, if you'd work on that body of yours once in a while
you might be able to do that too, instead of all those infield singles."
He flashed me his 'yeah, in your dreams' look and I gave him my best killer
smile.

The whole season went like that.  Jordan hit for a better batting average
but I had more extra base hits and more RBI's.  Jordan had an excellent
season at short and pitching and I did well at third and short.  When the
season ended, we were 14-0 again and the team voted us co-MVPs.  The
competition had been fun but I think that we enjoyed sharing the award with
each other more than anything else.  We were two halves of the same whole.
We were a single MVP, if only in our own minds.

School had ended and Jordan and I were back working for Dad K's
construction company.  It was near the end of our first week on the job
when Dad K got an emergency call at work.  He came over to get us and we
sped off to the hospital.  Justin had been injured.  We didn't have much
information.  All we knew was that Justin had been injured on the tennis
courts behind the high school.  A tennis injury can't be that bad.  Can it?
We all walked into the emergency room, we were directed to his cubicle, and
there was Justin lying on the examination table.

"What happened, Justin?" Dad K asked him.

"I feel so dumb.  It was a stupid accident."

"That's not important," Jordan added.  "We all do dumb things at times.
What's wrong and how did you get hurt?"

Justin still looked slightly embarrassed but he started his tale.  "I was
playing tennis with my friend Bobby.  We were on the end court at the high
school.  Bobby was returning one of my shots and he hit it way over my head
and over the fence.  I didn't want to run all the way to the other end to
use the door to the courts and then have to run all the way back around to
get the ball.  Instead, I decided to climb the fence because it would be
quicker.  I climbed to the top, jumped down, got the ball and threw it back
in to Bobby.  I climbed back up to the top of the fence and was ready to
jump back down when one of my shoelaces got snagged on the top of the
fence.  I didn't notice it and jumped.  My feet got hung up for a second
and my body weight went forward.  I landed hands first on the tennis court.
I thought I heard a snap and I was in a lot of pain.  I think I broke both
of my arms.  They've already wheeled me over to radiology and taken the
x-rays.  I was just waiting for the doctor to tell me the results of them
and see what they were going to do next.

"Just relax," his father told him, "and I'll go see if I can find a nurse
or a doctor to see if I can get any information."  Dad K left the room and
Jordan and I stayed with Justin.

"Pretty dumb, huh?" Justin asked us once Dad was gone.

"No, Justin," I answered him, "just bad luck.  Don't worry, even if you
broke anything, it will heal in a few weeks."

"Yeah, but we just started summer vacation.  That means I won't be able to
do much before we have to go back to school."

We were trying to make him feel better when Dad K came back into the room
with a doctor.  "Hello, I'm Dr. Singh.  I've looked at the x-rays and
you've broken both arms."  Justin groaned.  "Your right arm is fractured in
two places.  You've got a fracture near the wrist and there's another
fracture just below your elbow.  Your left arm is fractured between the
wrist and the elbow.  We'll have to put casts on both arms and we'll check
them again in six to eight weeks.  If the rest of you will excuse us, I've
got to make sure those fractures are set properly and then I'll cast them
up.  I'll let you know when I've finished."

We went out to the waiting area and sat and talked.  It was more than half
an hour later before we were called back into the examination room.  Justin
sat on the table with plaster casts on both arms.  The right arm had a cast
that went from the base of the fingers to just below the shoulder.  There
was some kind of padding on the underside of the cast to prevent chafing
his chest.  The left arm was cast from the palm of his left hand to a point
halfway between his elbow and armpit.  He looked very pathetic sitting
there.  The doctor told us that he wouldn't be able to do much for himself
for a while and that he would have to keep the casts dry when bathing.  He
released Justin from his care and we took him home.  He was really
depressed during the whole ride.  When we got back, we all went back to
Jordan's room.

"This sucks," Justin said disgustedly.  "Not only won't I be able to have
any fun but I can't do anything for myself.  I will even need help to eat
or to go to the bathroom."

"Don't worry, Justin," I told him.  "We'll help you with whatever you
need."

"I know you will, but it's still embarrassing."

"Why?  We've seen and handled everything you've got," I continued.  "Just
don't think about it and everything will be fine.  You know you can count
on us, little bro."

"Yeah, we're here for you no matter what you need," Jordan added.  "Hell,
I'll even wipe your butt if that will help."

"Yeah, it will help because somebody will have to do that for me.  Thanks,
guys.  I knew I could count on you two.  I love you both."

"And we love you too," Jordan responded.

"Yeah, we'd have to love you if we're going to wait on you hand and foot,"
I added.

"Wait on me hand and foot?  Heck, this is sounding better all the time.
Two slaves to do everything I command."

"Don't get too cocky," Jordan chided, "or you'll be on your own and sitting
in your own shitty underwear when you can't get to the bathroom by
yourself."

"Okay.  Okay.  I get the point.  So I don't have two slaves.  I have two
wonderful, loving brothers who will do anything for me as long as I don't
act like an ass."

"That's better," I told him.  "Now, is there anything you need before I go
out and talk to Dad?"

"No, I'm fine.  I just want to rest for a few minutes."

We left Justin on the bed and we went back out to sit with Dad K at the
breakfast counter.  "Dad, you know that Justin's going to need someone with
him all the time," I advised him, "because he won't be able to do anything
by himself.  I'd be willing to stay here with him and help him out."

"That's very generous of you, Tony, but I don't think it will be necessary.
I was planning to hire a nurse to stay with him while we were at work and
then we can all help him out in the evenings."

"I don't mean to knock your plan, Dad, but I don't think Justin will be too
happy about a woman having to hold his dick so he can pee or wiping his
butt when he has to take a crap.  He's used to me and I think it would be
easier on him.  Besides, I can help to keep him entertained the rest of the
day.  I know the things he likes and I'll be able to help him with more
than just the necessities.  What do you say?"

"I hadn't thought about it like that.  You're right.  I'll just hire you
instead.  You can work here instead of at the construction site.  I'll pay
you double because this job will take up twice as much of your time.  You
just let Jordan or me know if you need any help or if you want any breaks
from being with him.  Deal?"

"Of course it's a deal but you don't have to pay me.  He's my brother too."

"I know, but you'll be taking on the majority of the responsibility for him
and I would have had to pay someone.  It will be worth it for all of us.
Don't argue with me, young man, you're getting paid and you're getting paid
double.  That's final."  Dad K gave me a big hug and kissed me on the
forehead.  "Let an old man spoil his son once in a while, will you?  Do you
want to tell Justin about this?"

"Yeah, but I'm going to make him squirm for a while first.  Play along with
me if he comes out to ask any questions.  Okay?"

"Certainly.  I need a way to pay him back for all the worrying he caused me
earlier.  Get him good."

I walked back to the bedroom, planning my scheme along the way.  I opened
the door and Justin was lying on the bed and Jordan was on the computer.
"Dad just hired a nurse to look after you while we're at work.  I know her.
She's a big, old, fat lady and she can be a real bitch.  You better do what
she tells you, especially when your clothes are off, or she'll tear your
dick off and rip you a new asshole."

"Oh, shit.  Is she really that bad?"  I nodded.  "I'm not going to have to
let her help me going to the bathroom and all, am I?"

"I guess so unless you want us to put you in diapers while we're gone.
We'll all be at work so we won't be able to help you.  Who else would be
able to do it for you if she doesn't?"

"Damn.  I've got to go talk to Dad."  Justin got off of the bed as quickly
as he could, considering he had no arms to help him, and he sprinted to the
kitchen.  "Dad, Tony said that you just hired a nurse to look after me
during the day."

"Yes, it's all set."

"He says she's old and mean.  Can't we get someone else?"

"I tried but she's the only one available."  I could see a smile begin to
form on Dad's lips from where I was hiding but Justin was too concerned
about his situation to notice it.

"But she's going to see me naked and touch me there."

"Well, you'll just have to get used to that.  It has to be done and she'll
be the only one here to do it.  Your mother used to do many of those same
things for you and it didn't bother you then."

"Yeah, but I was a baby or little kid then.  I'm bigger now and other parts
of me are bigger too.  I'm not keen on having her see those parts or hold
them."

"I'm sorry, Justin, but that was the best I could do.  You'll just have to
grow up and accept this like an adult."

Justin slunk out of the kitchen and down the hallway toward the bedroom.
He hadn't seen me follow him out to listen to the conversation and he
didn't spot me as I raced back to the bedroom.  My sides were nearly
splitting as he dragged himself back into the room.  Justin went over and
flopped down on the bed, letting out a big sigh as he did so.  "Can it get
any worse?" he whined to himself.

I was beginning to feel bad for him.  I mean, two broken arms and this
terrible news on top of it.  I couldn't torture him any longer.  "Cheer up,
Justin.  It's not going to be that bad."

"That's what you think," he interrupted.

"No, hear me out.  Dad didn't hire that old nurse...he hired me.  I'm the
one who's going to be staying with you and taking care of you."

He thought about this for a minute.  "You bastard," he screamed.  "You knew
that all along, didn't you?  And Dad...was he in on this too?  You just
want until my arms heal and I'll break them again when I'm smashing your
smirking face in.  I'll get back at you for this.  You wait and see."

"Easy, little brother.  We were just pulling your leg a little.  Dad was
going to hire a nurse but I volunteered to do it instead.  I was going to
do it for free but Dad insists that he has to pay me for doing it.  I knew
that you wouldn't feel comfortable with an older woman groping your private
parts and I thought you might feel more comfortable with me.  I'm only
doing this because you're my little brother and I love you so damn much."

"Thanks, Tony.  I'm sorry.  I appreciate what you're going to do for me and
I love you too.  I didn't mean it when I said I was going to smash your
face in.  I just couldn't believe that you did that to me while I was
already feeling so bad about my summer being messed up."

"I'm sorry.  I just thought we could all use a little laugh and it might
distract you from feeling so depressed for a while.  I didn't want to make
you feel bad, though."

"I know.  It is kind of funny, NOW, although I didn't think so then.  I
still love you, bro, and thanks for offering to stay with me."

I explained the situation to my parents and I moved in with the Koontzes
while Justin was recuperating.  Dad K bought a king size bed to put in
Jordan's room so we could all sleep together comfortably and we did nearly
every night.  Taking care of Justin turned out to be more than a full time
job and I guess that I was a little surprised at just how much I had to do
for him.  When he woke up, I'd take him to the toilet, pull out his penis
and I'd hold it for him while he urinated.  Then, I'd shake off the last
remaining dew drops before I tucked it back into his underwear.  Later, I'd
remove his underwear, wrap two trash bags over his casts (to keep them dry)
and I'd help him get into the bathtub so I could bathe him.  I'd wash him
all over, shampoo his hair, and then I'd help him out of the tub and dry
him with a towel.  I would help him get dressed, carefully working each
item of clothing over his body so I didn't hurt him, before I would kneel
down and tie the laces on his Nikes.  Then he'd wait on the bed while I
took my shower.

Next, we'd go to the kitchen to eat our breakfast.  If he wanted cereal,
I'd have to pour it into the bowl, add the milk, and feed it to him, one
spoonful at a time.  If he wanted toast or eggs, I'd have to prepare them
for him and then put each morsel into his mouth.  I'd have to hold the
glass up to his lips and tip it for him whenever he wanted a drink of his
milk or juice.  When we were finished eating, I'd take him to the bathroom,
brush and floss his teeth for him, and brush his hair if it was needed.  It
was almost like raising a small child.

After breakfast, I'd have to help him do whatever it was that he wanted to
do at that time.  If he wanted to watch TV I'd turn it on, change the
channels and adjust the volume for him.  If he wanted to use the computer,
I'd sign on to it for him, call up the sites he was interested in, and flip
through the windows as we went along.  He and I looked at a lot of pictures
from Jordan's and my favorite sites and we read a whole bunch of stories on
Nifty, under the gay-young friends' or the bisexual-young friends'
sections.  Seeing Justin wasn't sure if he was gay or bi, I thought we
should read from both categories.  Hell, I wasn't even sure if I was gay or
bi, so how could he?  All I knew was that I had made a decision that I
wanted to be with Jordan more than anyone else, so that's what I did.  I
was still attracted to Amber and to other girls but I wanted to be with
Jordan.  If things changed in the future, maybe I'd make a new decision
but, unless something happened to Jordan, I couldn't see things being any
different from how they were now.  Some of the stories that we read on
Nifty were really interesting and we discovered a few things that we might
want to try with the three of us when Justin's arms had healed.

There were other things that Justin liked to do, as well.  When he wanted
to read a book or a magazine, I'd get it for him, flip through the pages as
he read them, and I'd put the materials away when he was done.  If he
wanted to play games, I would spin the dial or throw the dice for him and
then I'd move his game piece.  This wasn't much fun when there were just
the two of us playing the game but it got a great deal better when Jordan
or Dad K joined us.  It was best when we all played.

This type of assistance was required all day long, so I'd be with him every
minute, whether awake or asleep.  I'd keep him company all day and I'd
usually sleep beside him during the night.  Dad K and Jordan would do some
of the things for Justin in the evening, especially if he had to use the
toilet or he wanted something done, but he was my responsibility and I was
going to carry out my obligations to him the best way I knew how.  I loved
this little shit and I would do whatever he wanted or needed to make him
feel better or to speed up his recovery.

On about our third day together Justin announced that he was horny and that
he needed to get his rocks off.  Knowing how I was always horny at his age,
I took him back to the bedroom, pulled his pants down and his shirt up, and
I gave him a hand job.  He was extremely appreciative as I grabbed his
quivering boner and stroked it up and down several times before he shot his
load all over his belly.  I cleaned him up and redressed him and then he
sat and watched me as I did the same thing to myself.  You know how it is.
Doing him got me worked up and I needed a release too.  On other occasions
I would do the same thing for him or I would give him a blow-job to get him
off.  He was determined that he wanted to return the favor and have oral
sex with me.  The first few attempts were awkward, seeing he had very
limited use of his fingers and hands, so we ended up by having him sit
against the head of the bed and I'd fuck his face until I blew.  It was his
suggestion but I tried to talk him out of it.  I told him that he didn't
owe me anything and that Jordan would take care of me, but he was adamant
that I let him do his share.  After a lengthy discussion, I finally gave in
and he seemed more relaxed later when he had to ask me to do other things
for him.

At night, I'd get him ready for bed.  I'd remove all of his clothing except
for his underwear, brush his teeth for him again, help him use the toilet,
and I'd put him into bed beside me.  Sometimes I tucked the sheet in over
him but on warmer nights we'd just sleep totally uncovered.  I slept in the
middle between Jordan and Justin.  If Justin had to pee during the middle
of the night, he'd wake me and I'd take him to the toilet.  I got to know a
lot more about Justin during this time, not just the physical aspects, and
we became a lot closer.  How could we not?  As much as I had to do for him
and as intimate as some of that help was, we became almost as close as
Jordan and I.  I think that he felt that way too.

His recovery was pretty uneventful but it was a long, slow process.  The
summer crept by for both of us but I never regretted my decision to help
Justin.  On weekends, Dad K would often take Justin for a ride or go some
place with him, so Jordan and I could have some time alone.  During those
fleeting moments we'd make up for all the time we'd been apart while I
hovered over Justin.  On more than one occasion, Jordan thanked me for all
that I did for his brother and he said that he no longer worried about
anything.  He was sure that if something ever happened to him that I'd be
right there to take care of him the same way that I had taken care of our
little brother.  He told me how much he loved me and that everything I had
done for him and his family had made him only love me more.  Now I knew
that things would never change for us.  Jordan and I would always be
together.  Now and forever, brothers till the end.

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