Date: Mon, 17 Oct 2011 11:58:29 -0700 (PDT)
From: August Zellner <ahzellner@att.net>
Subject: The Mohawk Boy - Part 3

THE MOHAWK BOY -- PART 3

Day 2 Aftermath

Once I set the camera down I was also totally spent and of course my head
was still fucked up from being stoned.  I collapsed onto the floor in front
of the Mohawk boy with my arms on one of his legs to prop me up and I kept
staring numbly at his huge hot throbbing black prick with his hand still
wrapped around it and the sperm still sslllooowwwwly sslllooowwwwly oozing
out.  "What just happened what just happened??" I said out loud to myself.
"I jes' jerked off all ova yo' furniture."  "Oh I know that I know that, it
was sssoooooo beautiful ... ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo ..."  And then, stoned
as I was, I couldn't stop myself from obsessively babbling on and on and
blurting out a list of everything that was swirling around in my mind ...

1. "You are the most beautiful handsome boy in the entire world ..."

2. "You have the biggest most beautiful black prick I have ever seen in my
entire life ... and you are 12 years old ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo ..."

3. "You let me touch you and rub you and make you feel good ..."

4. "You jerked off and let me watch ... and you roared and howled like a
fantastic black animal when you came ..."

5. "I think you just shot more cum than I have made in my entire life
... it was the most beautiful thing ever ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo ..."

6. "Now I'm sitting here staring at your beautiful huge black prick and
there's even more cum oozing out of it ... I love you Mohawk and I wanna
suck your cock, can I please suck your cock now and eat your cum?"

and with that I started for the Mohawk boy's huge still-pretty-hard
throbbing oozing black cock, but he immediately stuck his free hand out and
put his finger up to my eyes.  "I said, if ya touch my shit I'll smack the
crap outta ya!" he said firmly, and that stopped me in my tracks.

But then he took his hand off his prick, and of course there was cum all
over his fingers.  "Tell ya what, though, I'll let'cha eat da cum off my
hand ..."  "ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo thank you," I drooled, and he just
stuck his whole hand in my open mouth so I could slurp off all the cum,
which of course was more than I could have ever asked for.  I licked and
slurped and swallowed as much cum as I could.  When I was finished and had
his spermy hand all nice and clean, he laughed and admired his clean hand
and said, "Okay so now you can suck da cum off my dick too -dis way I don't
hafta wash it off - but looky here Fag, ya'll goes down one time, suck it
all off nice and clean, and daz it, no goin' crazy and suckin' me off or
nuttn', dig?" "ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo thank you," I drooled, and he
offered his wonderful huge black cock to be cleaned off.  It was still
somewhat hard so I had to open my mouth as wide as I could and go down as
far as possible to enclose all the slimy cum in my mouth.  I was drooling
so much at that point that the inside of my mouth was like some kind of
automatic car wash - or you could say it was a dick-wash! - as I washed off
the Mohawk boy's beautiful huge black prick.  OH MAN it tasted so good,
like no other cock I had ever tasted, I was in love and my head was still
spinning around and he had his big firm hands on my head to control the
action and my own prick was throbbing so hard it was painful.  He lifted my
head up a little ways once, which was good because it gave me a chance to
swallow a lot of his cum before drooling some more and continuing my work,
and then he pushed me all the way down so I was almost choking on black
cock ... it was ssssoooo great!!

I heard the Mohawk boy groan above me ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo which just
for that one moment betrayed the truth, that he was enjoying my loving suck
job and his cock was getting hard again.  I started to lick all around his
beautiful tasty huge prick inside my mouth, but just then I heard him say
"Okay Fag, dat's it!" and he yanked my head off his hard cock.  As he
pulled my head off I dragged my tongue up the tender underside of his
throbbing penis as hard as I could, and as my face came off the top of his
prick the suction pulled one last strand of cum out of his dick and it
smacked me and got stuck on my upper lip.  "You sumpin' else Fag, I told
y'all not ta do dat."  But he was giggling when he said it, and then he let
me eat the rest of the globs of cum off his balls and legs, which I was
anxious to do.  He was now nice and clean.  "I love you Mohawk, I really
do, I love you so much I can hardly stand it," I said.  "Well den you in
some deep shit Fag, cuz I definitely don't love you! - I ain't even decided
if I like you yet ... an' we both goin' home in a coupla dayz so it don't
even matta." he said.  "Anyway, you sucked my dick so now you got sumpin'
ta remember me by - plus all dem pics an' da video."

"So anyway, dis gonna cost ya' a lot mo'dn 50 bucks Fag."  Again, I
couldn't argue that point, and besides I was at a mental state where I
couldn't have denied my Mohawk boy anything anyway.  "Oh sure, sure ... how
much money you want?"  "How much you got?"  "Well I think I have about
$300."  That was a lie, so I guess I actually was able to deny him
something.  "Okay dat'll do."

"Hey man, I's hungry!" he declared, and getting up from the couch he made a
bee line for the pizza. "I've got sodas in the fridge too," I said, getting
to my feet.  "Yeah dat be cool!" he grabbed the pizza boxes and set them on
the dining room table, and made himself comfortable.  He was of course
still naked and beautiful, and didn't seem to care at all that I was
staring at him the whole time I fixed the drinks and brought them to the
table.  I really could not stop myself, and when I sat down next to him I
tried to position myself for the very best view of his entire wonderful
body, but especially his huge penis. I was very hungry too by this time, so
we were both sitting there munching away - for fast-food pizza it tasted
pretty good, but of course we were both still kind of stoned so at that
point we would've eaten almost anything, even the cardboard boxes that the
pizza came in.

I went into the bedroom and got some cash out of the safe.  I came back and
put it on the table.  "Well that's $286.  I hope you don't mind if I keep
20 bucks just so I'm not totally broke."  "Sure."  Then I decided to ask my
handsome Mohawk boy about his sex life.  "How many girls have you fucked?"
I said.  "Man, I fucked so many bitches I cain't even count 'em."  Then he
laughed, with pizza still in his mouth, and said, "Dat's'a lie right? Even
you know dat's a lie.  Acshully I only fucked four girls in my whole life"
(let's keep in mind here that he's talking about 'his whole life' and he's
12!) "- but I fucked two a dem girls a lot a times."

"Okay so tell me all about the first time you fucked a girl."  "My
babysitter.  An' I be eight," he said between bites. "She be 15 den, an'
she totally hot.  She babysit me a few times, den one time she had ta gimme
a bath, ya know?  She see my dick an' she go crazy - ya know I gotta big
dick even back den right?"  "Was she white or black?"  "She black.  She be
starin' at my dick - like you is - an' I be getting a big old boner.  Den
she say, let's you an' me take a bath togedda, an' I wash you an' you wash
me, ya'know, like wash each other everywhere, nice an' slow right?  We make
sure each other privates nice an' clean, right, an' y'all can wash my tits
too, an' git my nipples hard.  So we do all dat, an' when she done washin'
my dick it hurt so bad I cain't hardly standit, ya know?  So she say, now
it be bedtime, an' we gonna be in bed togedda all naked an' shit right? So
den, she teach me ta fuck.  Afta dat we fuck evvy time she babysit me - an'
she wild too man, she teach me evvythin', like eatin' pussy, how ta rub a
girl clit an' make her cum, fuck doggy style, eat pussy while she suck dick
at'da same time, all kinda shit."  "So how long was she your babysitter?"
"Well, like about a year and a half.  An' we be fuckin all da time, like
evvy Friday an' sometime Satiday an' udda dayz too, she make sure she put
my sista ta bed early evvy time ..." and then my Mohawk boy's voice just
kind of trailed off, he must have been thinking back on those good old days
with his babysitter ... "So, what happened, why'd you stop fuckin'er?"  "OH
SHIT, well my ma caught us she be sucking my dick!" but then his little
mind just went off into space again.

So then I said, "So how about the second girl?"  He laughed and said, "SHIT
YEAH, dat be my 5th Grade teacher!"  "NO SHIT!!" I just couldn't believe
it. "For real, I ain't lyin'!"  "So was she white or black?"  "She white -
an' she pretty young too!  She say, hey cute boy, you wanna get some extra
lessons over at my house?  I say, my gramma gotta say yes.  So den my
gramma say yes.  So I go to her house, an' SHIT, soon as she come ta da
door she wearin' some little thong panty an' a blouse you can see through
an' everything!  She lean ova an' dayz tits hangin' in my face!  So she got
one or two otha boys dare too, an' mosely she jes' wanna git her pussy
eaten.  Da otha boys could sit nexta her an' she play wit yer dick til ya
cum.  Den ya change places."

"Okay, and now you're saying I'm weird - but how was that?"  He laughed and
said, "Yeah dat be some weird shit too."  "So these other boys, were they
black or white? And were they kids in your class or what?"  "Naw day all
kinda differnt boys, she like ta change it up.  A coupla dem be in my
school, dat be weird too man.  I only do dat a few times, den I fuck her
once when nobody else around, den day ain't no mo' extra lessons.  I think
she got fired or somethin'."  No surprise there.

"So what about that little black girl from yesterday?  Did you ever fuck
her?"  "Oh ya mean my sista?  Naw man she ain't nuttn' but a tease - you
see dat yestiday, right?  She let ya kiss 'er, an' play wit her pussy, but
den she make you stop.  Or she suck yo' dick til it be hard, den leave ya
hangin'.  But DOG she pretty, I cain't stop tryin' - someday I git 'er,
you'll see ... well, y'all ain't gonna see shit, you be long gone."  Okay,
well now we are really in some uncharted territory - the fact that he's
talking about fucking his sister doesn't seem to mean anything at all to
him one way or the other - she's just another girl he wants to fuck.  But
on the other hand, I told him he could say anything he wanted, so I have no
idea whether any of what he just said was true or not.  "So, really, has
she sucked your dick?"  "Yeah man, lots'a times, but she don't let ya cum!
She ain't nuttn' but a tease ..."

"So what about you, how you git'ta be gay?  Did'ja evr fuck a girl?"  "Sure
I have - I'm actually not gay really - and I'm married - and I really love
my wife too - I really do! - and I have two kids, ages 4 and 2."  "Shit
y'all crazy - ya said ya wanna suck my dick an' be in love wit' me an'
shit!"  "Well it's a little hard to explain ..."  "Oh man here come da
weird shit ..."  "Yeah, well what can I say?  Ever since I was a teenager
I've definitely had this "other thing" for young kids - boys & girls your
age, or even younger.  It's just something I've had to get used to - it's
always there and there's nothing I can do about it.  I like to imagine
black boys like you fucking little white girls.  But not adult men - I have
no interest in that, only adult women.  So that's why I say I'm not really
gay."

"So, like, right now you totally hot fo' me but, it be 15 years from now
an' we see each other, nothin'?"  "Yeah ... yeah, that's right ... and up
until now, I've never ever done anything to any kid, boy, girl, black,
white, nothing - it's just this "thing" in my mind."

After thinking about that for a minute, he changed the subject (sort of).
"Hey man, so if I git dat girl tomorra, I gonna need someplace ta fuck'er,
right?  I kin use yo' room dare right?" he asked, nodding toward my
bedroom.  "Oh yeah, no problem."  "So like, when y'all gonna be here
tomorra?"  "Oh, well, the conference ends early, so I should be here by
about 1:30."  "Okay cool."

"So if you fuck this girl, can I watch?"  "Naw man, dat too weird.  I mean,
I don't give a shit but she prolly freak."

"Well then, how about if I got some hidden video cameras, would that be
okay?"  ...  ...

...  ... a moment of silence ...  ...

"Ummm ... yeah, dat be fine ... but check dis out Fag, if I fuck dis girl,
an' you got cameras, I wanna copy!"  Now we were both just sitting there,
looking at each other, giggling like a couple of little turds.  "Sure
thing," I said, "Tell ya what - we're both leaving the next morning, right?
You go look under the cushion of that bench by the elevator, and you'll see
a DVD there any time after midnight.  But you gotta get it by 9 a.m. or I'm
gonna snatch it back - I know neither one of us wants to get caught, right?
So you just leave something there under the cushion - anything to let me
know you got it.  And if you've got any brains you'll keep it to yourself
and never show it to anybody else no matter what -- and don't ever post it
on the internet! - take my word for it, the more time passes and you grow
up, the more you'll agree with me about that."

"Good deal."

While we were coming down from our highs, my Mohawk boy sat on the couch
with me and let me hold him. He was still naked, but I still had on the
same soft, very loose-fitting shorts that made me feel as naked as possible
but still could pass for a bathing suit, that I had on from the start.  I
held him like the way I saw him cuddling with his sister the day before,
and I stroked him and petted him and tickled him while he jerked off and we
both watched a porno movie that I found for him on pay-per-view ("Fucked By
Two Black Men" - I highly recommend it) - but I never tried to kiss him or
lick him or touch his shit, and that was really really hard for me, and I
had a big throbbing hard-on that he kept on grinding his ass into, and I
came in my shorts just before he came all over the couch and the floor.
"What you gonna do about all dat cum?" he asked.  "Nothing!" I said, "I
think it looks perfect just like it is - or maybe I'll jerk off onto it and
mix the cum together and eat some."  "Y'all too weird fer words."  After we
both rested a little, my handsome black Mohawk boy got up, put his Speedo
back on, picked up the money from the table and stuffed it in his Speedo
like he's a stripper or something.  I guess there wasn't any place else for
him to put it.  "Well, see ya tomorrow, I hope!"  And with that, he was
gone.

It was about 7:30 pm.  As soon as he left, the first thing I did was get
on-line looking for the closest electronics store.  Oh good, how does "The
Spy Shop" sound?  Open until 8:30 pm.  I called and said I'll be over there
in about 20 minutes, I need a set-up with about 6-7 high-resolution color
hidden cameras.  They have a special going on an 8-pack with a 3-day
rental.  Perfect.  By about 10:30 pm that night I was, shall we say, ready
for anything, and I still had a little time to download and partially
organize today's photos and video onto my laptop while I jerked off and
came onto the Mohawk boy's coffee table cum and mixed the cum together and
ate some.  Then I got a good night's sleep.

Day 3 - Paranoia Strikes Deep

I returned to the timeshare from my conference around 1:15 pm, and I was
just shaking like a leaf I was so nervous and excited and paranoid at the
same time.  This time I got into my soft, very loose-fitting shorts that
made me feel as naked as possible but still could pass for a bathing suit
right away, and tried very hard to settle down, settle down ... oh God oh
God, would my Mohawk boy come back?  Would he bring his little white
girlfriend, the one with the prettiest little face you will ever see, the
little body that was perfect in every way, and the beautiful blonde hair
and blue eyes?  And if he did bring that pretty little white girl here,
would he really fuck her right there in my bed?? Oh shit oh shit oh shit oh
shit oh ...

I just couldn't get settled.  I went out on the balcony and looked down
anxiously at all the nearly naked children running around and playing
happily in the afternoon sun.  Yes, there certainly were a lot of them, and
some black boys too, if I could just give up on this whole impossible
fantasy about the most handsome and muscular black boy in the whole world
showing up here to fuck some "totally hot" little girl, I could go down
there and enjoy myself and watch all those children play in the sun ... oh
shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit ... the Mohawk boy is not down
there, if he was there his red hair would stand out easily ... oh shit oh
shit oh shit ...

I was anxious and nervous and excited and totally paranoid all at the same
time.  There was no way I could settle down, and I thought my head would
explode at any minute.  Imagine for a second that there is a knock on the
door right now.  Who is it?  Well really, perhaps the LEAST LIKELY
possibility is that it's my Mohawk boy and his little girlfriend, all ready
to go fuck right there in my bed.  No, let's consider some other
possibilities, and let's list them in increasing order of likelihood and
paranoia:

* The door knocks.  It's the Mohawk boy, but there's no pretty little girl.
Instead, he has brought all those other black teenage boys with him and
they are going to gang fuck me up the ass and make me suck every one of
their huge black pricks -- several times each -- right there in my bed --
and oh by the way, that's what will be recorded on the video from 8
different angles.

* The door knocks.  It's the Mohawk boy and his grandma and about 7-8 of
her big muscular friends who have come to beat the livin' shit out of the
pervert who molested her little grandson, and steal everything in my unit.
But even if that happens, if I lived through it I would be able to go home
and lie my way out of it by telling my wife and kids that I got mugged and
robbed or something -- and if I got killed at least I would not be around
to have to explain what happened.  No, all that humiliation was reserved
for the most terrifying and MOST LIKELY possibility of all:

* The door knocks.  It's the cops.  They have a warrant to search my unit.
Oh gee -- I wonder what they will find?  An 8-pack of high-resolution
hidden cameras all trained on my bed, dried cum everywhere, a bag of pot
with a few joints pre-rolled, and a laptop full of child pornography.  "Oh
no officer -- I didn't suck that boy's dick -- oh no -- he made me wash the
cum off his dick with my mouth!"  Oh yeah, that'll work.  No, actually,
I'll be heading off to a long prison term where I will be regularly beaten
and sexually assaulted and eventually murdered, not to mention totally
rejected by my family and every friend I ever had.

So if you think about it, in less than 24 hours I have gone from "I'm not a
complete idiot like those guys you see on TV on those `to catch a predator'
shows" to I actually am one of those idiots ... oh shit oh shit oh shit oh
shit oh shit oh shit ...

I paced back and forth across the unit.  Well at least there's a peep-hole
in the door ... oh shit oh shit oh shit ... I sat on the couch for a while
hyperventilating and thinking about more and more terrifying possibilities
... oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit ... this went on and on
for almost an hour ...

So when the door really did knock while I sat on the couch
hyperventilating, I just about jumped out of my skin and the blood drained
from my head.  At first I literally could not move, my head was spinning
from lack of blood.  But then, after what seemed like another hour but was
probably about 5 seconds, I did manage to get up and go to the door.  I
looked through the peep-hole.  It was my Mohawk boy -- and he really did
have a white girl with him!  But there was also what looked like at least
one other black boy too.  They knocked again and I jumped out of my skin
again ... oh shit oh shit oh shit OH SHIT !!! I summoned every ounce of
courage that I had in me and opened the door.

"Hey man, wussup?" the Mohawk boy said as the three of them came in.  I was
frozen with terror, I couldn't move or say anything, I just stood there
like the total idiot that I was -- but they were all so totally into their
little adventure that they didn't even notice.  "Dis my cousin -- he name
Cherokee right? -- an' dis girl be White Feather."  I was still just
standing there numbly, but Mohawk's few words of introduction and the fact
that the other kids were acting like I didn't even exist were actually
starting to settle me down a little.  I started to calm myself by focusing
on each of the children in turn.

The two black boys are both wearing Speedos.  I know what you're thinking
-- there could not possibly be anything more mind-bendingly attractive than
the Speedo the Mohawk boy wore yesterday -- the one with the big red and
white stripes that were screaming DANGER ZONE!  But you would be wrong
about that, because today's Speedo is not only a little skimpier than
yesterday's, but it is dark red -- yes, the exact same color as his hair!
And HOLY SHIT today he has put on some war paint!  Red & white stripes on
each cheek, a couple of ziz-zaggy lines on his beautiful muscular chest,
and on top of everything else, a leather band on one of his arms, above the
elbow.  OH -- MY -- GOD it's totally perfect -- not enough to be gaudy and
look stupid, but just enough to turn him into an exotic Mohawk warrior
about to claim this young white girl as his prize
... ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo ... I struggled to tear my eyes free for just a
minute so I could see what the other children looked like.

I think Cherokee might be a little older than Mohawk -- anyway he is a
little bigger, extraordinarily handsome and muscular.  He is not quite as
dark-skinned as Mohawk, more of a very beautiful chocolate brown, and he
has a big natural afro.  His Speedo is also chocolate brown, so from any
distance at all he looks even now like he's totally naked.  What are these
parents thinking?  And of course, inside that Speedo is a huge chocolate
brown penis -- almost as big as the Mohawk boy.  He also is wearing some
war paint, but only the red cheek stripes.  Very hot.

White Feather is an entirely new white girl I don't recognize, but DAMN she
is almost impossibly hot!  She is a little older than either of the two
previous girls, so maybe she is 11.  By the time I start gazing at her,
Cherokee has already undone her bikini top and tossed it to the floor and
ooooooooOOOOOOAAOOooooo THOSE HAVE GOT TO BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TITS I HAVE
EVER SEEN!!

Okay, so now might be a good time to ask, how the hell do I know this
little girl's tits are "the most beautiful tits I have ever seen!!"?
Exactly what other tits am I comparing them to?  How often does an average
guy get to be up close and personal with an 11-year-old girl's tits anyway?
Well, if you are asking those kinds of questions right now, you have no
business even reading this story in the first place.  And while we're at
it, how about my previous assertion that the Mohawk boy's cock "tasted so
good, like no other cock I had ever tasted."??  Did I not also just get
finished saying that "up until now, I've never ever done anything to any
kid, boy, girl, black, white, nothing" and that "I have no interest in
adult men, only adult women."??  The fact is, I have never sucked any other
cock, before or since the Mohawk boy.  But if you are looking for
pornography with an internally-consistent story line, you have come to the
wrong place dude.

Nevertheless, that little girl had some great tits.  They were small --
just what you would want on an 11-year-old -- and that just made them more
delicious to me.  And they also had oversized hard nipples that stuck out
prominently.  By this time, Cherokee had his big brown hands all over her
beautiful little tits and he was twisting those little nipples around too,
while at the same time they were sucking face and sticking their tongues
down each others' throats as far as possible.  Meanwhile Mohawk was shoving
his hand down into White Feather's bikini bottom and feeling her up while
holding one of her legs up to gain better access, and she also had her hand
all the way into his Speedo so that his gigantic beautiful hard black prick
was bouncing around in the air while she felt up his huge wrinkly balls.
Watching the three of them giggle and feel each other up and suck face like
that was giving me a big throbbing boner and this time I didn't try to hide
it, instead I started mindlessly stroking myself though the thin fabric of
my very loose-fitting shorts that made me feel as naked as possible but
still could pass for a bathing suit, until at some point my prick just
popped out of one of one of the pant legs and I just started jerking off
right there in front of them and they didn't seem to care.  All three of
them were giddy with sexual anticipation as they gradually made their way
toward the bedroom.  The only thing I could think of was, holy shit this
little girl is perfect for these two wild black stallions -- she is a total
slut!  At one point she stopped sucking Cherokee's face long enough to look
in my general direction, giggle and say dreamily "These two niggers gonna
fuck me now ... and I'm gonna suck their dicks ..." and then she said
"... are you gonna fuck me too?"  "Naw baby not right now," Mohawk said,
"maybe later when we be finished."

As Cherokee hustled White Feather off to the bedroom, Mohawk lingered for
just a few seconds outside the doorway.  He leaned on the doorway with one
hand, then pulled his Speedo the rest of the way off with the other and
tossed it on the floor, allowing his huge hard throbbing black cock to
bounce around hypnotically in the air.  Then he looked at me with a big
shit-eating grin and said "Y'all ready?"  I picked up the remote control so
he could see it, pressed the "record" button, and said "Ooohhhhh yeah ..."
And with that he went inside, closing the door behind him.

Once the kids got started in there, all I could hear was giggling &
grunting & moaning & cursing & grinding & the bed creaking & muffled voices
giving encouragement as to what to do next.  I made my way over to the
couch and sat down.  I had not rented the remote monitor that was offered
with the hidden camera package -- partly because it was a pretty expensive
add-on and anyway it was the kind like you see at a gas station where every
5 seconds it keeps rotating between each of the 8 different cameras and I
thought that would be more distracting than anything else -- but also
because, and I know this is gonna sound really stupid, but I felt weird
about it like it was an invasion of the kids' privacy.  Yeah, right, like
having an 8-pack of high-resolution hidden cameras all trained on the bed
while they were engaging in every conceivable sex act for a little over an
hour was not an invasion of their privacy.  Still, that's the way I was
thinking about it, and besides, the couch was parked in the living room so
that it backed up against the bedroom wall, and the door was right there at
the end of the couch, so it's not like I would have any trouble hearing
every single thing as easily as if I was right there in the bedroom leering
at them.  I thought all that would be plenty arousing enough, I could watch
the video later and leer at them as much as I wanted, and as events were
proceeding it turns out I was right.  I was having no trouble at all
sitting there on the couch listening to all the giggling & grunting &
moaning & cursing & grinding & the bed creaking & muffled voices while
stroking my penis and maintaining a big throbbing erection.

However, the possibility of getting a turn to fuck the hot little white
slut when the two wild black stallions were finished having their way with
her made me realize I should not jerk off and cum all over the furniture
right now while I was listening to all that underage sex going on just a
few feet away -- NO I should actually "save myself" for later.  After all,
this was probably the only shot (so to speak) that I was ever gonna get at
fucking an 11-year-old girl, and I did not want to ruin everything just for
the sake of jerking off now.

This was also about the time when it really began to sink in for me just
how incredibly lucky I was.  None of the terrifying and very likely
scenarios I had been hyperventilating about had happened!  There were no
cops searching my unit and I was not under arrest!  I was not dead, and I
wasn't even getting the shit beat out of me!  No -- instead, my Mohawk boy
had returned, he really brought a pretty little white girl to fuck, and not
only that, he had unwittingly played into my most extreme child porn
fantasies by bringing his cousin along with him so they could have a
preteen inter-racial three-way while I recorded it all from 8 different
angles for my own future entertainment.  Do you think he got the idea from
watching that "Fucked By Two Black Men" flick yesterday?  And here I was,
sitting there on the couch listening to it all while stroking my penis and
maintaining a big throbbing erection.  So at this point I decided to
celebrate my good fortune by getting stoned -- not totally wasted like
yesterday, just a couple of hits so all the giggling & grunting & moaning &
cursing & grinding & the bed creaking & muffled voices would echo
pleasantly around in my head.  Wowwwwwww ...