Date: Tue, 11 May 2010 17:47:38 +0200
From: Al Peres <al.peres@hotmail.com>
Subject: True Love - Part 1

This is a nice and tender long story of love, where egoism and selfishness
are banned. It is intended only for your enjoyment, nevertheless all rights
are reserved. It depicts sex contacts between minors, boy/boy and boy/girl,
however, no adult is involved in them, therefore all warnings apply.
English is not my mother language; please do not be too exigent with my
syntax. Any comment will be welcomed to "al.peres@hotmail.com"


				TRUE LOVE - Part 1
				================
				By Al Peres

CHAPTER 1
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My father was a tall man coming from a wealthy and ancient family, very
successful in business, he was an architect living in Spain. Today, shared
with my mother, has one of the biggest building companies in this
area. When he finished his studies in the university, my grandfather prized
him with a trip to Germany and the Scandinavian countries, in order he
could get some experiences and being introduced to some of the family's
business partners.

During the visit to Germany he joined a group of tourists in a trip round
Cologne to see the most important monuments, he knew most of them from the
professional point of view, however he wanted also to know the art and
history parts contained in them. The group leader and interpreter was a
beautiful girl that at the time was 23 y/o, my father was 24. To make
things shorter, when the trip finished they met and both fell in love; my
father prolonged his stay too much in Germany, so my grandfather called
him, forcing to return home.  They promised love and returns.

When my grandfather knew the cause of his delay and my dad intentions, he
made some inquiries about my mother's family; the outcome did not satisfy
him. She was clever, beautiful, and well raised, but apparently, poor and
that did not please to an old fashion man, nevertheless my dad, a
strong-minded and stubborn man, insisted, and a couple of years later they
married. Apart of their religion beliefs everything was ok.  Three years
later I was born on a Saturday 23rd of May, and for a strange coincidence,
just exactly a year later, my brother Nicholas was born; but due to the
calendar problem, his birthday was on Sunday. Six years later came my
sister Margaret. My parents decided that our birthday celebrations always
took place the next Saturday closed to 23rd May.

Up to now everybody would think that I would be the favourite of my father,
since my resemblance to him was obvious, absolutely wrong. Well not
exactly. I was his favourite but until my sister was born; she was a lovely
girl, I did not have any jealous about her; but I was very disappointed and
in such a way, I felt was left apart. That probably led me to turn all my
love on my angel brother Nick, as we called him; by the way, mi name is
Joss.

My dad loved all of us; he was very patient hearing us, and attending all
the time our questions, but we knew his daughter was his favourite. As
everybody said, I was a lovely boy with black curly hair and blue wide
eyes, and as mom always pointed out to her friends, I had world record eye
lashes; however Nick had her high preferences, and I think she was
right. Nick was a gorgeous boy since he was born, a movie boy. He was blond
with silky lank hair, deep bright blue eyes, and a clear flawless skin;
probably mom saw on Nick herself as she used to be when she was a girl. She
could not help expressing her love for him.

Nick and I were very close; we loved each other very much. Teachers,
nurses, and school psychiatric doctors said that our behaviour responded
more to twin brothers than different aged ones, and that was true.  In the
school always fought together, helped together and have the same friends;
we were inseparable pals and that is the cause of this story. We shared
everything except scare. Since I was very little I slept in a separated
room and when in bed lights were put off without any problem, however Nick
was sleeping in a cot in my parent's room until he was 2, then he was
transferred to my room in a little bed near mine, we had not much space
left.

We lived in a flat in the centre of Madrid, until my sister Margaret was
near to be born. Mostly because the flat was close to dad's office, so he
did not need to use the car. However they realised that three children
would need more space, be near the nature and not in the centre of the
pollution; so he built a large modern house with five bedrooms, one for
each child, one for them and one extra for guests, as well as bathrooms,
etc, that's upstairs. In part of the basement dad installed a gym with
tartan to practice martial disciplines; he was very fond of them. When he
was a young student of architecture, had contended in the University
European Games in the karate discipline, getting a silver medal as a
black-belt master. Since Nick and I were six and seven y/o, respectively,
he taught us karate three times a week. We loved being fighting with him
and spent lovely afternoons in the gym. We never told anyone about our
abilities in this discipline nor competed or fought anyone. Dad told us
that probably we were the best in the school, but we did that because we
enjoyed being with him; Nick was even better than I was. Dad always taught
us never to use our abilities against anyone, unless it was absolutely
necessary, we might hurt others without wanting it.

Why we came to live in that house is part of the story. Louise, our home
assistant, was considered, not only as a good worker, but also as part of
the family. She started working for my parents when just married. Mom was
alone in a foreign country so she relied on her and treated Louise more as
a friend and confident than as a worker. Mom was never disappointed for
this election.

I was born, and mom liked a lot giving her own milk to me and I enjoyed
sucking her; she loved that, and had promised herself she would feed her
children in a natural way; however, things would work on a different
way. Three months later, she was already pregnant, so she had not any milk
left for me. I was angry and crying. She started bottle-feeding me but I
used to reject it, it was not my pleasure. Another three months elapsed and
Louise, or Mother Louise, as I will call her from now on, gave birth to her
second child, a girl. I will tell as she told us:

	"At your six months age, you were a beautiful baby Joss, large blue
eyes and curly hair. You can check in your first pictures. When I returned
to work, I could not leave my new baby at home; your mom proposed me to
come by bus from the village, but always take a taxi in the bus-station, if
not available I would call her and she came to pick us up. Maria, my new
baby, on contrary, she rejected to suck my breasts; she was a large baby
always very hungry, and preferred the stream of milk provided by the bottle
rather than the slow one from my breasts. Only during the night, she was
ready to accept them. The first day after my return, you were crying, I
took you on my lap and I gave you my left breast. You started slowly and
quietly sucking it, enjoying it, I noticed how you started playing with
your little toes. When you finished with the left breast, I put you on the
right one. I was very pleased and I missed my children would not enjoy as
you did. You took half of it, and when you were fully satisfied, I heard a
lovely belch, you smiled at me, I kissed you, and a minute later, you were
asleep. Definitely, you caught my heart forever. A month later, you
recovered your pink colour; your eyes were bluer and your hair
blacker. Rarely we heard you crying again or got sick.

When you were 1 y/o, we took you to a nearby baby nursery half
boarding. Nick had already been born, so I found myself with three
babies. Nick was more or less as Maria; he preferred the bottle to feed his
large body, near 4 kilos at birth. Therefore, except during night, all my
milk was for you until you were 2 y/o that we suffered a lot to wean you
out. By then, you spoke a mix of German and Spanish, though I understood
you when insisted: "Please mom Louise, give me your tit." Still without
your mom knowing, I fed you six months, but not fully, always as a prize
for taking your food or being good to your brother. The fact is that I
loved those moments as much as you did, so I eagerly wanted you asked me
secretly. My god, you were so lovely!!.

Continuing with the house, my dad asked Mother Louise:

	"Louise, we are going to build a new house for the family, in seven
months a new member will be added to this family, and we think we must be
out of this pollution in spite of my transport problems."

	She meekly answered my dad: "Congratulation, we need a girl in this
family." She already knew my mother was pregnant. Women's confidence.

	"What about the place Louise? First, we will need to be near the
nature and not far away from a good school; we do not want the children
spending all day in a bus as some of my friends' children do. Do you have
any suggestion?

	"My village is near a large pine and oak tree forest, and only a
couple of kilometres is one of the best school in Madrid's area; now also
for girls, it used to be only for boys.

	"How long does it take from your village to here?"

	"My first bus takes half an hour and fifteen minutes by
underground."

	"Not bad, we'll have a look into it. Louise, would you mind to come
with us? We can pick you, your husband and your children up, let's say next
Saturday about 5 pm, we are now in February and it is not very cold, that
part must be beautiful."

	"Wise decision." Mother Louise said and continued: "Better, I need
to make some winter cloth purchasing for my family, they are now on sales,
so when I finished I'll come here to see you."

That was the beginning. We went to Mother Louise village, my parents saw
the places, and we met Louise's family, her husband, and her two
children. Peter one year older than me, and her daughter Maria, six months
younger. After finishing the inspection of the spot and some questions in
the neighbourhood, we went for an early dinner with sweets for the children
and different for the adults. At that moment, I did not realise how
important this family would be in our future. My dad bought a very large
extension of land that at that moment was very cheap and unexploited: an
abandoned large farm, formerly for horse breeding. The owner had died and
his heirs wanted badly to sell. I think that was one of his best
investments, the time would demonstrate it. My dad designed and built the
house; it was ready before summer vacations came, so we enjoyed our
swimming pool when school finished; sometimes with the company of Peter and
Maria.

When we moved to the new house, mom thought that I needed to start having
some privacy, so they tried to put Nick in his own room, but without
success; he cried like a mad, so mom asked me if I would mind him sleeping
in my room until he was used to it. I started arguing but I accepted, there
was plenty room to place another bed, so that is how Nick continued
sleeping in my expected own land.

The first night in the new home, after showering, mom put Nick in his bed
and left us giving a kiss and good nights. I was near asleep when I heard
some sobs near my bed, I turned to my left side and saw my little angel
brother standing between both beds, from his little hand hanging his teddy
bear and tears running along his beautiful face, he said between continuous
sobs:

	"Please Joss, I'm... scared... of the... woods, some ghosts are
jumping in the palm trees; can I sleep with you?" Probably he missed the
noises of the town, it was very quiet and silent. In that moment, I
realised how much I loved my little brother; I extended my arms to him, and
immediately he jumped in, cuddled against me and kissed my cheeks.

	 "Thanks Joss, I love you."

	"I love you too. Nick." Five minutes later, both were asleep. Next
morning mom came in and saw the picture. That night she repeated the
action, but Nick as soon as mom closed the door jumped into my bed without
asking. He knew that permission was granted beforehand; next morning my
mother found Nick again in my bed; so I think he discussed the problem with
my dad and thinking that a new baby was on its way, they believed that
would help Nick to overcome the new situation; avoiding jealous to the
newcomer. Some days later, our twin beds were changed by a king-size one;
when Nick saw the bed he gave me a kiss and flew downstairs running to find
my mother in the hall that at this moment was cuddling herself within my
dad arms in the couch, discussing home problems. Nick jumped between and
gave them an extra kiss.

	"Thanks mom, you are the best mom and dad in the world." Before
they could realise what was going on, he jumped back and run again upstairs
joining me in the bed, a few minutes later he was full asleep with a nice
smile of happiness on his beautiful face. I knew all this because I heard
mom telling to Mother Louise, our second mother.

Since we had air conditioned in the new house, and right from the first
day, I used to sleep nude and stay near naked in my room, only on my
underwear shorts; I moved a lot during night sleeping, and I hated the
pyjama being wrapped round my body, so I started discarding it. Nick soon
realised that.

	"Joss, why are you naked?"

	"Because I like it, I feel better and never got the pyjama wrapped
round me in the morning; besides, when my weenie gets hard before peeing,
it does not disturb if I'm nude."

	"I'm sure about that, can I do the same, Joss?"

	"Of course you can, if you like it, we feel more comfortable
without any clothes, we don't need them here with the air conditioned, but
when you leave the room you must wear the pyjama, that's what mom told me."
Nick immediately stripped down naked cuddling himself on my back as two
teaspoons; I noticed his little prick hard poking on my buttocks.

	"Thank you Joss, you are right, it is more comfortable now without
any pyjama. I love you Joss." I noticed how he kissed my back.

	"I love you too, Nick. I'm your brother and I'll tell you anything
that you want to know."

One year elapsed, Margaret came to this world, and I discovered the sex. I
was seven and I do not remember very well how it happened. I started
exploring my body; the fact is that I found myself face down with my left
hand between the mattress and my pecker pushing it up and down until a nice
feeling came thru it, so I was fucking my hand. I do not exactly remember
if that was an orgasm or not, but sure I enjoyed it a lot and made often,
especially during Saturday and Sunday mornings. One morning Nick discovered
me during my exercises, I was probably near the climax point, because I was
breathing hard.

	"Joss, what are you doing, are you sick?" He asked. I did not say
anything until got my goal, when I recovered, I turned over on my back and
looked at my little angel with all my love.

	"No, I'm not sick, I'm getting the nice feeling."

	"The nice feeling? What's that? Your weenie is very hard and red."
I noticed how he was already hard just seeing me.

	"I don't know, but if you rub your pecker up and down with your
belly you get a very nice feeling, I cannot explain it but it is much
better than when you touch yourself; I'll show you. You put yourself face
down, now your left hand between the mattress and your weenie, that's it;
now start up and down in order your prick rubs against your belly and
hand." Nick was very smart; soon he was masturbating himself for the first
time.

	"Joss it is very nice, but I feel it hurts a little."

	"Hold a minute, put some saliva in your hand." He did and started
again.

	"Oh Joss, now it is much better, it is, it is lovely." Soon he was
also breathing hard and I accompanying him again. We finished and turned on
our backs, our little pricks sticking out red and sore.

	"That was fantastic, Joss; let's do it again." We started again and
when that nice feeling came we groaned with pleasure, we remained quiet for
some moments, then Nick moved and kissed my bum's cheeks.

	"Why did you kiss my ass, Nick?" He blushed ignoring why.

	"I don't know Joss, I liked doing it; do you mind?"

	"Oh no, no; you can do it whenever you like it."

	"In fact I would like to lick and bite your butt. Do you want me to
do it right now?" I smiled at the perspective of Nick licking and biting my
butt cheeks.

	"No, thanks. You know that I can't resist ticklishness." That was
enough for Nick, he immediately started licking and biting my butt. I
started laughing and moving from one side to other in the bed playing until
we were tired. He cuddled again behind me with his little prick between my
legs.

	"I love you Joss, I love you very much, my brother." I turned on my
left side facing him, and then, tenderly, I lightly kissed him on the lips.

	"I love you too, Nick." I turned again to my previous position and
we drifted to sleep.

A few weeks later, during one of the breaks in the school, Nick started
explaining Alfred, our best friend so far, what we had discovered about the
nice feeling, he was amazed, he said:

	"Today is Friday, tomorrow morning I'll do it myself. I'll let you
know how was it. Next Monday, during lunchtime he quietly said:

	"Joss, I did it, it was fantastic, and I enjoyed a lot. My brother
Jim caught me during the exercise, he told me I had to be careful and not
to be sought by my mom or dad."

	"Why?" Nick asked.

	"Because mom said that sex things cannot be done by children, that
it is dirty."

	"Nonsense. Why is it dirty if we feel so good?"

	"I don't know. Jim told me that some adults are silly about sex,
and that I should not care about it, only to be careful, otherwise mom
could punish me."

	"We are sure that either our mom or dad would never punish us. They
sure would explain why it is bad or not."

	"I know, but your parents are completely different than mine. He
also told me he will teach me something else next Saturday, but I have to
promise no to tell anyone." Nick then said:

	"Won't you tell us, Alfred?, we told you our experiences."

	"Yes, we are best friends, your are different. He also told me that
we should always put some saliva or soap on our hand, so our prick will
never get sore. A couple of weeks later Alfred told us his new experience.

	"Jim told me to do it in a different way. He locked the door, then
he told me to lie on my back and rub my weenie up and down until it was
hard. Then I put some saliva on my cock head; he instructed me to cup my
balls with my left hand, then with the right I wrapped my dick and started
stroking it up and down until that nice feeling came; but this time sooner
and stronger. When we get today in the shower after sport, I'll show you
how to do it; but we must be very careful not to be seen. Jim said that the
best place is in the bathroom where you can lock yourself, and besides the
soap facilitates the task."

	"Don't worry, we will enter the last ones and take the bottom stall
so no one can see us, besides, Nick, you will keep an eye meanwhile Alfred
explains it to me.

	"Ok, we will see that." And he did. We could not wait until next
Saturday, so that night we went to have the shower before bed. Nick locked
the door but I told him to unlock it.

	"Dad and mom have told us many times not to lock the door, just in
case of accident."

	"But they can catch us."

	"I don't care, we will tell them what we are doing, I don't think
they mind about that; we love them and will never spank or punish us "

	"You are right Joss. I'm hard, let's start. We better sit down on
the edge of the bathtub." We did and starting jacking off our pricks for
the first time. I don't remember it very well, but we enjoyed a lot,
however, we preferred it on the bed and especially during Saturday and
Sunday's mornings.

We were not mad about sex, besides from Monday to Friday we were very busy
in the school and after the returns, before dinner, we had to do our home
works, and three times a week dad taught us karate; however, Saturday was
de best day. Mom and dad resumed their tennis playing; we used to start
wrestling and jumping on the large bed as any child likes to do. This
normally led us to rub against each other and most of the times get hard,
consequently we started to jack off until the nice feeling came.

Our bodies were well developed, so we seemed older than really we were. The
continue exercises, soccer, swimming, etc. in the school and with dad at
home contributed to it; so our dicks were larger and thicker than normal
for our ages. The culmination of our sex experiences came a little bit
after my tenth birthday. One of those Saturdays, we started wrestling and
playing, soon our cocks got hard, then Nick said:

	"Joss, what about if we jerk-off? We are very hard and hot."

	"Oh yes, we will do; but what about if I do it to you and you do it
to me?"

	"I will love that, Joss. Alfred told me that Jim said this
increases the feeling."

	"Ok, who will start first?

	"I'll do it to you first." Nick said. "You must tell me when I have
to stop."

	"Ok, but, please, put plenty saliva on my prick, otherwise we may
get sore." Nick was preparing himself to spit on my prick, but suddenly he
said:

	"Joss, what about if we use jelly soap as we did in the bathroom?
Remember, that time we did not get sore."

	"Excellent idea Nick." He grinned mischievously. We got up and went
to the bathroom; there he picked up a small empty plastic bottle used by
mom with soap for Margaret; he put a little bit of jelly soap and the same
amount of water, he shook it until got a perfect mix; them put some on his
own prick and stroke it several times. He moaned in pleasure; then returned
to our room:

	"It works, Joss, I have tried it with me."

	"Ok, go ahead." He kneeled near me, he put some of that stuff on my
cock-head and slowly started stroking it. It was very slippery. He
increased the pace and soon I noticed how the nice feeling was building in
my balls; a minute later, it was so intense that I instinctively bent my
knees to avoid it. I could not resist it, I was breathing very hard, I took
Nick's hand, and barely I could say:

	"Please, Nick, stop, I can't resist the feeling, it is so
intense..." Nick immediately stopped, however I was thinking that I was not
brave enough, I should have said, "please continue". I noticed that I did
not get the full release.

	"Now it is my turn, Joss." He lied on his back and I thought that
my little brother would experience what I could not. Instead of kneeling
beside him, I straddled him on his knees, so he could not move or bent
them. I put some soap in my right hand and cupping his balls with my left,
I started stroking his long and thin prick. Mine was very hard since I did
not get a proper release. Soon Nick started to moan, his eyes closed and
his breath heavier. I increased the speed of my strokes, only I could hear
the "chock, chock" sound and his increasing breathe. He started tossing his
head from one side to other; I noticed how he tried to bend his legs; I
thought he was just in the same stage where I gave up. As I continued
stroking and squeezing his thin cock, he got rigid and arched his hips
up. He was sweating with the exercise, his mouth open, and then he stopped
breathing. I noticed the increase of his hardness in my fit; during a few
seconds I was scared. I did not know what was next, he suddenly arched even
more his hips and moaned loudly.

	"Agh!!!." Then he collapsed on the bed, now breathing very hard and
gasping for air. Without a word, he extended his arms and grabbed me to his
chest. I noticed how the tension of his prick was decreasing, getting
softer, so I left it and I remained on top of my brother; my head on his
shoulder meanwhile he was recovering his normal breathing. His forehead was
dump with sweat and his lovely blonde hair glued to it. He raised me up and
said:

	"Oh Joss, that was too much, it was fantastic! Nothing to do with
the feeling we experienced before, this was hundred per cent stronger."

	"I felt I was not completed when I stopped you, so I want to get it
also myself. I was a little bit scared when you stopped breathing." He then
grinned and placed a tender kiss on my lips.

	"I also want you to get it. I think your dick is waiting because
you are very hard on top of mine; let's do it to you." We traded positions
and he straddled me. He put some soap in his hand and started jerking me
off. Soon I was in the stage I stopped Nick, he continued stroking my
penis. I noticed how the great feeling was building up in my balls and
travelling up to the tip of my cock. I closed my eyes, moving my head from
side to other. I could not resist; I was breathing hard and gasping for
air, my body sweating. As Nick increased his stroke's speed my dry orgasm
reached the peak, my body tensed and I arched my hips trying to reach
Nick's fit, my breathing stopped for seconds and I could not stop a very
loud groan:

	"Agh!!! Oh!!!." I collapsed exhausted on the bed trying to
recover. As Nick had done, I dragged him to my chest trying to say him that
he did not need to continue stroking my penis but I could not speak. My
god, what a wonderful sensation it was!!. My prick between us and in
contact with Nick's crotch, soon got flaccid, then I raised Nick and I
kissed him on the lips; I knew he liked that, he smiled.

	"I love you Joss. I thought you were to faint, I was scared."

	"I love you too, my little angel. The same happened to me. Let's
get a snap until it is time to get Margaret up." He cuddled behind me, now
his dick was soft. I felt it as usual on my buttocks. I think that a minute
later we were asleep. In my dreams, I was a brave warrior that converted
into a big hawk to fly over the high mountains. Far away, I heard mom
saying to dad:

	"Aren't they beautiful, David?"

	"Yes, they are. We are very lucky having these children. Leave then
sleeping."

We heard some knocks on our door and how it opened; and mom saying:

 	"Joss, Nick, are you going to sleep the whole day?" I woke up.

	"Oh, sorry mom, is Margaret awoken?

	"Long time ago, darling; it is near half past twelve."

	"Oh my God!!" I could not say anything else, we never slept until
so late, our "exercise" tired us.  Again, we apologised mom jumping out of
the bed. We gazed each other smiling. Mon asked:

	"What are you laughing at? Nick again looked at me and said:

	"Oh nothing mom, only that we were remembering a joke?." She
watched us.

	"Ok, hurry up, it is near time for lunch."

CHAPTER 2
---------------

Our birthday was approaching and we were preparing our list to invite our
friends. We discussed whether we should invite Maria and Peter, Mother
Louise's children; we had done during the past years, but they never
came. Mother Louise explained that they had their own friends in the
village, she always told them but they rejected to come; she did not like
to force them to attend, so we had not seen them during the past three or
four years. Of course, mom and dad saw them near every day when she or he
dropped John in their way back from the office. We did not mind, because we
also had our own friends, so we understood that they might not feel
comfortable in our party.

When we moved to the new house they used to come to enjoy our swimming
pool, but some years ago, a new and large pool was built in the village; so
they did not need ours anymore; besides, during summer holidays we went to
Cologne during a full month to stay with our granny. All that helped to
lose our contacts.  However deeply in my heart the only thing that I wanted
was to find Mother Louise at home when I returned from school; that
fulfilled all my expectations by now. In fact, when we arrived at home,
normally Nick dashed upstairs but I left my backpack in the hall and run to
the kitchen to meet Mother Louise's arms. When I was littler I used to jump
up and hang from her neck kissing her many times. She was very careful not
to hurt Nick, so if she saw him also coming, she would open both arms an
get him also hugged and kissed as she did to me; though Nick was very
smart, he always knew I was her favourite, the same as mom preferred him,
not me; so there were not any jealous between us.

	"Nick, do you think we should still consider inviting Peter and
Maria?"

	"We must, in fact they are your foster-brothers, and if they don't
want to come it is up to them."

	"Ok, but this time we will insist Mother Louise to bring them. Dad
and mom are always saying that Maria is getting into a very pretty girl and
Peter is a cute boy of near 12, he may teach us something..." Nick grinned
remembering our knowledge about sex.

During those previous months to our birthday, near every night I had
strange dreams. I continued being a brave warrior that converted into a
great hawk. Most of the times, I was fighting strange creatures together
with Nick and sometimes Alfred, and always saving a beautiful girl that I
could never see completely, but I noticed that when I woke up I found my
cock erected. As this dream was repeating, I commented it with dad, not
about my prick. The school's psychologist called me and I explained him my
dreams; he advised dad that this was normal for a boy of my age; it was a
symptom of me approaching puberty. From that time on, I enjoyed those
dreams a lot; but sometimes I woke up breathing hard and scared; I never
could see the girl completely, only she had long brown hair and dimples on
her face cheeks that I liked. In one of those dreams, I tried to get her.

	"Please, please, let me see you, I love you, please." She them gave
me her right hand and when she was going to discover her face I woke up.

	"Joss, Joss, what are you dreaming about? You were shouting and
have awoken me!"

	"Oh Nick! It was a beautiful girl, but when she was ready to put
aside her hair from the face you woke me up."

	"Sorry Joss, but you were breathing very hard and shouting, I
thought it was a nightmare."

	"Never mind, this dream repeats very often, she is a lovely girl,
dressed in white, with a red ribbon round her waist, but I have not been
able to see fully her face, only part of it. Let's sleep gain." Nick
cuddled himself behind me adjusting his body to mine; a couple of minutes
later we were asleep.

Meanwhile Maria was chatting with her best friend, Elisa; they were in the
schoolyard.

	"Maria, you look different these days, you seem happier and have a
strange bright in your eyes; what is it?"

	"Yes, you are right. Since a couple of months ago I have beautiful
dreams very often, yesterday night was the best; probably it was connected
to the lesson of History that we had. Normally I'm a princess and always
there is a fantastic knight-boy that defends me, he has the property of
converting himself in a great hawk that takes me very far away; some times
I'm very scared, but he said to me that I do not need to care about, he is
looking after me."

	"How is he? I mean, is he handsome?"

	"Oh Elisa, he is so beautiful... he has black curly hair and large
blue eyes, oval face with the largest eye lashes that you can imagine."

	"Larger than Peter's?"

	"I would say yes, at least it seems to me. He has very sensual red
lips. He is so kind..." Last dream he was fighting against a rare man, he
won the fight but the man's people came all together against him; he then
converted into a beautiful hawk and I rode him straddle on his back until
he left me safe on my castle.  He then said:

	"Princess Maria I love you." I observed his deep blue eyes and saw
a tear coming out, he was sad, I took his hands, and I answered:

	"I also love you my hawk." I kissed his red lips meanwhile I
caressed his curly hair. I was trembling and breathing very hard when I
heard my mom calling me. I woke up still excited. My mom asked me about my
scream, she thought something was happening me."

	"It is a lovely dream, unfortunately dreams never come true."

	"You are right, but it is much better than when we have a
nightmare."

	"C'mon, let's go, the bell is calling for the next class."

On those times our school formed part of a soccer league, junior and
senior. Nick and I were in the team, we played as left and right forwards;
at the opinion of our coach we were very good players, we did not need to
shout, we were as mind connected, so we played as a single man. A Saturday
we were to play against a village's school that was the second in the rank,
which meant that if they won we would be square since our school was on
top. Both coaches knew that fact but we played at village's home. The match
was very competitive, someone heard the other coach instructing his
players:

	"Beware of that couple, the blond boy and his brother, that with
the curly hair. Last time they made us two goals. We must do anything to
stop them."

The match was very competitive, it went into the second half 0-0, however
we had the initiative and put more danger in it; several times we were
close to get a goal in spite of the referee being a little bit partial on
their side. In a moment near the end, I took the ball and run quickly. I
shot to Nick; we run faster than our opponents. We were not far away from
the goalkeeper; Nick then shot back to me; I was in an excellent position
to shoot; I caught the ball, so all players thought I was to shoot. The boy
covering Nick left his position, a great mistake. Then I shot back to him,
deceiving the boy. Now Nick was alone; only a strong boy before him. He
clearly passed him, but when he was ready to shoot the ball, the boy
tripped Nick up and he fell on the ground; that probably would have meant
his expulsion if we complained; but we always were told to be fair and
never complain except in a grave case. Their team's captain was near, so he
immediately came to Nick, and offered his hand to get Nick to stand up.

	"Please accept our apologies, that was not fair-play, he is a good
boy but sometimes..." They looked at each other for a couple of seconds,
"he is an angel", he thought. "A lovely and gorgeous boy." He could not
help staring at Nick's lovely naked legs. I approached them and I looked at
that boy as he was expressing his apologies to Nick; that face was familiar
to me, two nice dimples on his face and a lovely smile...

	"Are you hurt, Nick?"

	"No. I'm ok." I observed how the boy looked at Nick with a tender
smile, I'm sure, I thought, he would have hugged Nick. The referee
approached.

	"What's going on? Are you hurt?" Nick looked at the other boy
again.

	"I'm alright."

	"Are you sure?" He was expecting Nick's complaint.

	"Yes sir, I'm ok." The public attending the match realised Nick's
action and started applauding him; then the referee blew his whistle and
signalled a fault, I shot it without any consequence, the match ended
square.

The following Monday Sylvia was with Maria in the school.

	"Maria, you know that I love soccer; well, last Saturday we were
near to loose the match; two handsome boys near got a goal. Fortunately one
of our players committed a grave fault against one of them when he was
ready to shoot and fell to the ground. He politely renounced to complaint
when Peter asked him; in fact it was not fair play from our side. He was
very cute.

	"Was he? Did you see him well?"

	"Yes. Very often he run along the side where I was sat. He was
blond with blue eyes. I could not see clearly the other boy because he was
on the opposite side, but I remembered your dreams, he was very handsome
and had curly hair. I could not see his eyes' colour. We all applauded
their decision of not complaining to the referee, otherwise our player
would have been dismissed and probably they would have won the match. The
blond boy then raised his arm thanking our applauses."

That evening when they were returning home, Maria asked Peter:

	"Peter, who was the boy that was hurt during the soccer match last
Saturday?

	"I don't know him, he was very polite, I would say too polite not
complaining. He was seriously hurt, I know that type of tricks because I
have suffered them; he on contrary accepted my hand when I helped him to
stand up. You cannot find persons like this very often. But, you don't like
soccer! Why are you interested?"  He knew was lying; he knew both boys were
brothers, Nick and Joss, David's children, but they were so changed... Had
he known they were so lovely he would not have rejected their invitations
to their birthday.  He heard his sister answering him:

	"I'm interested on the other boy, not in the match."

	"Oh, I see."

	"By the way Peter, which colour were his eyes?"

	"I'm not absolutely sure; I would say they were blue or green." But
why are you so interested?" Maria did not answer his brother; they were
near the gate of their small garden when saw my mom and dad stopping to
drop their dad. My dad commented to John:

	"Maria is converting herself into a beautiful girl."

	"Yes, she is a lovely one, we are very proud and lucky
parents. Till tomorrow."

	"Bye John." Maria and Peter rushed to kiss their dad. That night
Peter was lying on his bed after he had finished his home works; he could
not forget Nicks, he was so pretty... he felt the need to protect that
beautiful child. He could not get off from his mind the vision of those
lovely eyes and especially the flawless legs, he dreamed touching
them. Nick was so grown up... he was near as tall as himself. He thought
needed to see him, but how?, and in the instance of finding him, what would
he say?, would he recognize him? Why had he these thoughts? He liked girls;
and enjoyed dating and touching them. All these strange thoughts were
occupying his young mind; instinctively he was rubbing his cock that was
hard. He felt the need to jack off thinking on Nick. He put some saliva and
started stroking his prick until that lovely feeling came with his dry
orgasm; that relaxed him and drifted to sleep. He dreamt with Nick, he
kissed him many times and Nick was very pleased seeing him again after more
than three years. He felt happy the following morning joking with his
sister Maria.

The following Friday evening Peter was sat down on the sofa in the living
room near his mom, his sister was upstairs finishing her weekend home
works, she did not like to leave things for the next days, and wanted the
weekend to enjoy with her friends. He liked a lot those moments of intimacy
with his mother; suddenly he asked her:

	"Mom, how are Nick and Joss like now?" She was taken aback by his
son's question since he never expressed his wishes to contact them.

	"Well son, they have changed a lot during the past three years, the
same as you and Maria; probably you would not recognize them and vice
versa. Nick is like an angel, a movie kid, blond with silky lank hair and
deep blue eyes; he is a German, like his mother." Peter felt a stirring in
his groins only remembering his vision during the match; his mom
continued. "Joss is a different matter. He is more like you, big eyes and
large eyes lashed." Saying this she paused, kissed her son eyes, he then
thanked his mother's caresses hugging her. "But his eyes are blue and his
hair black and curly, he is a lovely creature. Yet, the best of him is his
affection, as you always do, the first thing he does when he return home is
to rush where I am and hug me; now he is very tall, but not long time ago,
he would jump into my arms. I'm sure he would like to sit down on my lap
and kiss me, but he realises is too old to do so."

	"He might be too old, but I am not." Saying this Peter jumped on
his mother's lap and kissed her several times.

	"I love you mom."

	"I love you too my dear son." She tenderly hugged and kissed her
son caressing his hair, then still on his lap Peter said:

	"You love more Joss than Nick, am I right mom?

	"I love both of them, but Joss has my preferences for many
reasons. I gave my breast to him and that is very sensitive for a
mother. If he becomes upset he will only accept me to calm him down; if I
ask him to do anything he gladly accepts to do it, he is always ready to
please me. I would say he enjoys pleasing me, because of that I cannot miss
his birthday, otherwise that day would become into a funeral for him."

	"By the way mom, I would like to go to their birthday party next
month, would they accept me?"

	"I'm absolutely sure they will be very glad seeing you again. Joss
has asked me why you never accept to come, so be sure this would be good
news for them. Nick is a lovely person; you will be able to check that. But
what about Maria?"

	"Please, don't say anything to her, I'll convince her myself, she
always tries to please me."

Joss and Nick were in the bus returning from school, as usual sat together.

	"Joss, do you know the captain of the team we played with last
Saturday? He has something special, I don't know what it is, but I liked a
lot."

	"No, I don't know who is he, but I do agree with you, his has
something special, his face is very familiar to me, but I don't know why."
Nick diverted the conversation to other matters and we forgot the incident.

It was near my 11th birthday. I was in the school one Friday and at
lunchtime with my friend Alfred. Nick had missed the school the whole week
due to an attack of influenza, so he had been in bed for a few days; he was
already much better but mom did not want him attending school until he was
fully recovered. Alfred approached me making motions as he had something
important.

	"Joss, I have something important to show you, can you come for
overnight, my brother Jim is away until Monday, so we can be very
comfortable without anyone interfering."

	"Well, it is ok for me but I have to tell mom if I can go or
not. What is it so interesting?"

	"I cannot tell you right now just in case someone hear it and says
to Jim when he returns."

	"Ok, let me ask my mom, as you know Nick is sick and I would want
him to share our secrets."

	"Never mind, you can explain him later all about, but we have only
this chance and I wonder when we will have another opportunity." He
paused. "I can go with you and see your mom, that might help, I think."

	"What about your mom? Won't she argue?

	"No, never if you are the visitor, she loves you and Nick".

	"Ok, let's go.

Alfred was a cool boy; he lived a few houses uphill of mine, we were best
friends and from time to time we had sleepovers, not many I am afraid. As
soon as the bus stopped we raced to my home; mom was giving some
instructions to Mother Louise about dinner for a couple of friends that
were coming that night. I went in and kissed both, however as I was kissing
Mother Louise, very slow I said to her:

	"I love you." She smiled satisfied and kissed me back. Alfred also
greeted them.

	"Mom, can I sleepover in Alfred's."

	"You can, but you may not." She always was correcting my way of
speaking, however my "second mother" interfered.

	"Nora let the child go, with the visit tonight and Nick being sick
the poor soul will be bored."

	"Please mom, may I?" I insisted.

	"Ok, but before you go, you both better go upstairs and see Nick
and explain, I don't want him complaining later, you must convince him,
meanwhile I'll have a word with Alfred's mom." Sure of our success I gave
kisses to both and Alfred and I went to see Nick. We rushed into my room
and he quickly covered his abdomen, I noticed the little tent on his
pyjama, he had a comic left aside.

	"Hi Nick! How do you feel? Don't you like the comics? Well I think
your prefer to play with your blade." Then I gave him a toy blade he had on
the bed. He understood the double meaning of my words but his beautiful
face was red. Alfred did not realise of this fact but he saw Nick's
redness.

	"Hi Nick I think you still have some fever, you are red." This made
Nick still redder.

	"You shit! I'm ok now, and you had better mind your own business.

Alfred did not understand Nick's reactions; he thought it was due to the
fever, however I stared at him and winked my right eye, he understood
immediately.

	"Sorry Nick" Alfred said. "I think we were too noisy and disturbed
your attention, next time we will be more careful, I promise." Them I
informed him:

	"Nick unless you don't want to be alone tonight, I'll be on
sleeping over in Alfred's." Then slowing my voice I continue: "He's going
to show me something cool tonight, his bro isn't there." He was intrigued.

	"What's it, Alfred?"

	"I can't tell you right now, sure it is something interesting,
tomorrow Joss will tell you"

	"Oh, this fucking cold!"

	"Nick you should care what you say, if mom hears that word she
might be very disappointed with his adorable angel." He then exploded in
anger.

	"You both better go to the hell and leave me in peace." Then I gave
a hug to my little brother, he truly knew that I wanted him to come with
us, but he could not.

We went downstairs and asked mom whether I could go, she answered me that
she had some words with Alfred's mom and that everything was ok, however
she warned me that she expected no complaint and that both of us should
behave as two good boys. I hugged mom and Mother Louise and said bye until
tomorrow.

We raced uphill a few hundreds metres and reached Alfred's home. His house
with some light modifications was very much the same as mine. His father,
that was a bank manager, knew my dad in a school parents meeting, they
talked about business and from that time they became good friends, my dad
built their house with not much problems since all drawings and studies
were already done in mine and they needed it quickly. It was built in a
record time. That was the beginning of an excellent friendship between both
families that still lasts. Therefore, I knew Alfred's house as mine and
vice versa.

When we entered his mom was in the garden, we greeted her and Alfred kissed
her, I felt a little bit shy and I remained apart, however she was a very
frankly woman.

	"Joss are you so an expensive man that you cannot give a kiss to an
old woman?" I flushed more than Nick before, so I approached her and kissed
on the chick, then she said: "Joss, be sure that if I were 30 years younger
I would wait for you, my handsome boy." I knew of her jokes, she always had
good temper.

	"You boys have a quick shower and come down quickly, we'll have
dinner in half an hour."

	"Thanks Julia." I said still redder than before.

	"Mom we showered in the school after gym, so now we'll help you in
the garden and later we will shower again before bed."

	"Ok, not bad idea."

We helped her transporting some pots with lovely daffodils and daisies,
removing the land where she was engaged sawing some new seeds, Alfred
watered part of the new plantations while I removed bad weeds from the
roses fields. It was already dark and time for dinner, so Julia told us to
clean ourselves and get ready. We had dinner and a glass of milk.

	"Mom we'll go upstairs, we are tired and want to chat before
sleeping."

	"Ok, have a shower and don't be late going to bed. Have nice dreams
my sons." We kissed her and said good nights. We went up to Alfred's room
where we planned to sleep.

	"We better go for a shower, but you forgot to bring with you your
pyjama, I'll give you one of mine."

	"Don't care man, I never wear pyjama in bed, except when I'm sick
just in case doctor comes or someone to visit me." With a mischievous look
I added: "And when Nick and I are alone we even do not wear anything, do
you expect anyone coming upstairs to our room?"

	"No one, unless we are too noisy."

	"In that case let's go for a shower." We undressed and in underwear
went into the bathroom.  Immediately dropped my underwear and Alfred turned
to lock the door, when he turned back and put off his clothes I could see
his dick was near erected, it was more or less like mine but stiff and
straight to outside world.

	"Alfred you got a hard on!"

	"Yes and I couldn't help it when I saw you naked, don't you get
aroused?"

	"No, only when I rub it in the shower or in bed, I'll show you
now." I entered and put on the water mixer getting it not too hot, only
warm. Alfred did not know what to do and a little bit shy, so I invited him
to join me under the water. We both started soaping and occasionally I felt
a few times how his erected dick brushed my upper legs and butt
cheeks. When I was fully soaped and before rinsing I rubbed my penis and
immediately it became fully erected upright, with a beautiful angle in
respect my abdomen.

	"Alfred, see what I said, don't you feel good when you touch it?"

	"Oh yes, very good, let us dry and go to my room, someone could
come here and catch us with our hard cocks." When we were near finished
drying still my prick was hard and erect. We put on our underwear, he
unlocked the door, and we run barefooted to our room. We entered and he
locked our sanctuary.

	"Stay here Joss, I'm going to fetch something in Jim's room." He
went out and entering in Jim's room he opened a wardrobe where Jim kept all
his belongings, especially music records and car magazines, everything was
very tidy as Jim is. He rummaged in a couple of drawers without finding
what he was looking for, but immediately he remembered how Jim ordered all
magazines; he started counting, one two...  fourteen, he picked up number
14 (Jim's age) and there it was, he took it and flew to his room. I was
lying on my back reading a comic; my dick was almost limp.

	"Joss, please, lock the door." I jumped from the bed, locked the
door, and immediately returned to the bed where Alfred was having a look to
the first page. It was a porno magazine where bisexual actions were shown
with young models, but all of them adults. No a single hair could be seen
on men and women, except on their crotches and on the armpits, most of them
fucking men to women in many positions, and other women being fucked, and
at the same time they were sucking; men sucking women cunts and some other
men sucking other men and being fucked in their asses.

	"Oh my God!  Look at this big dick, it is huge, it must be four
times ours. I have seen many times my father's but always was limp, I did
not think that a man could have such dimensions when erected!" My prick was
harder than ever before and without been conscious I was rubbing it thru my
underwear, the same Alfred was doing.

	"Joss I cannot hold my dick in his confinement, I must free it, it
is disturbing me, let's get off the underwear." I agreed and in seconds we
were fully naked on the bed watching all wonderful pictures as two naughty
boys and best friends. I noticed some precum oozing from the tip of my
penis, he was surprised, I was not conscious of that fact, I had sometimes
noticed that when I was manipulating my tool but I never realised that was
so important.

	"Joss, what a large amount of precum your prick is oozing! I wish I
had that."

	"Don't be surprised, Nick spits more than me and he's a year
younger, but what is this for? Then Alfred asked me:

	"Don't you jack off your dick?

	"Jack off? Yes, many times, and I notice that precum helps, if not,
I put some saliva or soap." I noticed he was rubbing his dick slowly up and
down with two finger trying to squeeze it to show precum.

	"Do you mind if I touch you?" I said nothing so he assumed permit
for granted. With his left hand he grabbed my cock and pulled down the
shaft; with the forefinger of the other hand he extended the precum that
was running out the tip and down to my ball sack wetting it. The moment his
finger touched my cock we both felt as if we had just received an electric
shock; Alfred got bolder and started using more of his hand, I released an
involuntary groan at the sheer pleasure of another's hand spread through
me. After that, he wrapped my prick with all his fingers with the palm
down, so that every time he jacked me down, the tip of my prick head
touched his palm. Instinctively I spread my legs giving him better access
and leaned my body backward with my elbows on the bed. I were not conscious
of what was happening in that moment, the only thing that I noticed was a
wonderful feeling building up down in my balls and coming up to the tip of
my rod and I did not want him to stop. He accelerated the pace at the same
time he was jerking himself off.

	Oh! Al...al...fred." I moaned loudly. "Plea...se don't stop."
Suddenly I stopped breathing in the moment that my dry orgasm hit me up. I
gasped for air and I fell back on the bed; my mind in blank remembering the
first time Nick and I did it together. Alfred was radiant of happiness and
grinned seeing me; he left me to recover; he then spitted some saliva on
his hand and started pumping his cock up and down jacking himself off, at
the same time that he was caressing my balls and groins. In a minute I
heard a quick breathing and after a low strong moan, he also was gone. When
he got his breathing back, lying on his back near me looked at me said:

	"Thanks Joss for letting me show you this wonderful thing, did you
enjoy?" Without waiting my answer he continued: "I think you did, but you
must be a little bit more silent next time, your moans probably could be
heard within a kilometre." He was grinning, I did not want to disappoint
him telling that Nick and I had experienced that before.

	"Who taught you that, Alfred? I did not know anything so good, only
to remember still my cock does not go limp."

	"My brother Jim. He has a very long and thick prick, he also has a
lot of hair round it, I would say more or less like my dad."

	"Did he do to you what you did to me?"

	"No, he showed me how to do it. I asked him to jack me off, but he
refused saying that I never should accept an adult to do sex things with me
because an adult dimensions could hurt me, always I must do sex with
persons of my age. He only permitted me to touch his cock. He showed me
this magazine and he jacked himself off in his room for me to see; I was
extremely hard to see that, the same as we are now, he also moaned very
hard when the nice thing hit him. Let's see all pages of the magazine."

On one page featured a woman eagerly sucking a man rock hard cock, next
picture was the same woman and a man, but this time the man was shooting a
white stuff over the woman's face and lips, and in the next page two men
were sucking each other in a 69 position.

	"What's this white stuff Alfred"?

	"Jim told me that this is what makes de babies, see this pic; the
man is inside the woman, when the nice feeling hit him he shoots his load
inside her."

	"Ah! That's what the teacher said about the seed, this must be it;
don't you remember a couple of weeks ago?"

	"Yes but I saw it alive."

	"Sure? When? Where?." I was amazed of Alfred's knowledge about sex,
then I realised how important was to have an older brother as Jim to teach
us all these naughty things. At that moment I mentally promised myself to
teach Nick everything I have learnt. Alfred answered:

	"I have just told you a few minutes ago, in his room, he jacked
himself off laying on his back on the bed; when he received the nice
feeling he spurted a lot wads of that white stuff with such a force that it
hit him on his nose and mouth." Alfred grinned. "He was with his mouth open
gasping for hair so it dropped on his tongue."

	"How does it taste?" I asked.

	"I don't know, he said it has a strange flavour but not bad. What
tastes very well is the precum, its flavour is similar to blood, a little
salty, try it." Without being aware we instinctively had wrapped our dicks
and were slowly stroking them so they were fully erected and oozing precum,
I collected some with my forefinger tip and dropped on my tongue, it was
nice.

	"When do you think we will shoot cum, Alfred?

	"Well, Jim told me that he was near twelve when he had his first
wet dream." We were very excited, our pricks were itching, and claiming
attention, so Alfred continued: "I'll explain it to you later." Suddenly
Alfred jumped on top of me and started grinding our groins, cocks and balls
together all wet from our leaks of precum. I was excited so I said nothing;
instead I put my hands on top of his butt and pushed down in order to have
a better contact. Both dicks were up and down together and I started again
to get the same sensation than when he jacked me off before, then he saw
something on the mag and said:

	"We will enjoy in a different way, from the moment I saw my brother
Jim jerking off I always thought to do it, hope you don't mind." I did not
know what he meant so I said nothing; up to that moment with his lead I had
enjoyed it a lot. Quickly he turned down so that his head was between my
legs and his groin on top of my head. He wrapped my penis in his hand and
put it into his mouth, I felt the warmth of his lips and I barely could
resist the touch of his tongue exploring the top of my cock. At the same
time, I found myself facing his cock in front of my face. I did not know
what to do. I was reluctant to put his meat into my mouth, but I thought
that he had given me a lot of pleasure and it was time to pay him back. We
were best friends, so I followed the trails of what he was actually doing
me.

I put his dick into my mouth and I tasted the flavour of precum oozing from
his rounded top. When I rubbed my tongue he groaned in pleasure, but I felt
more or less the same. I could not resist anymore, he was pressing my nose
and mouth near gagging me, so I took off his cock, and breathing with some
difficulty.

	"Alfred, Oh my god! Please let's turn on our sides. Oh!." He was
actually sucking me very hard and I could not speak. I turned on my right
side and resumed the sucking to his prick. After a couple of minutes or so,
I think that at the same time, the wonderful feeling came up from our balls
up to the tip of our penises.  That was too strong to resist. In spite of
being near gagged, we pushed our groins against each other until the
feeling subsided, then both turned onto our back near exhausted.

	"Joss that was wonderful, I never thought that was so good, your
meat tasted lovely." I turned over to the same position and looked at him.

	"Frankly Alfred, I was something reluctant to absorb your cock in
my mouth, but you are my best friend and I wanted to give pleasure to you
as you did to me. I would never do things like this with somebody else."

	"I know that Joss and I appreciate a lot you being my friend; you
are very cool and probably a lot of other boys wanted to be with you, but
you stay with me." Then he turned on his left side and on his elbow kissed
me on the cheek, just a peck. I was surprised and he blushed. "Please Joss,
don't think I'm a queer, I'm not, I badly like to do sex things and I would
prefer girls, but as you well know we have no access to them now." He
paused waiting any comments from me, as I said nothing he continued. "On
the other hand, what's the difference between you and a pretty girl,
anyway? That, they have pussy and you not?"

	"That is a big difference."

	"Sure, but your eyes, your face... are as lovely as those of the
prettiest girls, and I love them." He blushed again while expressing his
feelings, then in silence, I took his lovely cheeks between my hands and I
kissed him on the lips, but this time not a peck, but a long kiss. I knew
he was near starting to sob, and I did not want that; nevertheless, while
our lips were tight I noticed the salty flavour of his tears mixing with
mine.  We then separated and I stared at his naked body:

	"Alfred, you are the best friend that I could have and I'm very
proud of it, I think I feel very much the same as you do, so let's enjoy
it, do you want any additional proof from me?"

	"No, that is much more than I expected." We strongly hugged with
our head on each shoulder; I could notice his and my heart beating
loudly. Then I broke the situation saying:

	"I think we'll have many sleepovers. Tomorrow I'll show Nick
everything we did, hope you don't mind.  Do you?"

	"Of course not, he's also a lovely boy and I like him a lot, I know
he will keep our mutual secret."

	"The problem is that now I'm going to jack off myself all the time,
I do not want to lose a single day without doing it now that I have
discovered it, it is too good to waste."

	"Sure, but it is a lot better when done between two pals than
alone, no matter if they are boy/boy or boy/girl, you will notice. I have
experienced that and Jim also told me about."

	"That's for sure, but not all the time is a friend like you
available to do it together, except on sleepovers and in some other
occasions, I'm not going to wait so long."

	"Joss, do you remember that when we started I put in my hand some
saliva? Also Jim told me to be very carefully if I do very often, I must
put something that lubes the shaft in order it easily slips up down; you
may have not that problem because your precum comes out very soon, but mine
take some time." Again I thought I was not fair to Alfred, because I knew
near all things he was teaching me.

	"What happen if there is not precum or saliva?"

	"Well, your dick can become sore and very painful, a friend of Jim
was taken to the doctor, and you can imagine the embarrassment." I'm going
to replace the mag, I think it is time for bed now, still we have tomorrow
morning." He went out to Jim's room, soon he was back still naked, but now
our dicks were flaccid after their exercise of that night.

	"Do you mind if I sleep in your bed? My mother probably expects we
sleep each other in their respective beds, but she would not be surprised
if she finds us in the same bed, she know that friends when they are
together chat a lot and finally drift to sleep without noticing."

	"I love that because Nick is a little bit scared and he normally
sleeps in my bed since he was two, so I will feel strange if I sleep
alone. Nick tonight, beside he is sick, I am sure he is missing me, so
let's finish."

	"Not yet, I promised you to explain what a wet dream is."

	"Oh yes, please go ahead."

	"As Jim explained me, when our body is ready to shoot seed, he said
a different word, something as mature. If you do not jerk off your cock
every day, when the seed starts being produced, and stored in your balls,
your brains provide you with a fantastic dream during the night. Let's say
you are fucking the most beautiful girl, or the person that you wish best
for fucking. He said that it is so real, that your prick explodes
throbbing, squirting the first shot of cum. When you wake up after the
event, you find yourself with your underwear or sheets covered with that
white stuff that we saw on the pics in the mag, however, at the first times
it is not so thick and white, but clear. Most of boys that never jerk off,
when they see that, they believe are sick and something's wrong within
their bodies, they scared to death not knowing to whom ask or what to say."

We laughed together but I realised that it was not very far to happen to me
if not explained by Alfred, so hugging him I said:

 	"Fortunately that will never happen to us, thanks to Jim and to
you." After unlocking the door I think that a couple of minutes later we
were asleep, Alfred cuddled himself on my back with his left arm round me.


CHAPTER 3
---------------

The following morning we heard Alfred's mom awakening us:

	"Come on boys, what's the matter with you? It is 10:00 am, time to
get up, so don't be lazy, I supposed you talked too much last night and you
must be very hungry; so get a good shower and break out your mind. I wait
for you downstairs, don't be too hurry but steady."

	"Ok mom, we'll come down soon." I noticed Alfred cock pushing
between my legs fully erected and wet. Mine also was hard mostly due to my
bladder that was full. So we got up, still naked, we took our underwear,
and raced to the bathroom, we locked the door, and Alfred opened the water
mixer to get a fair temperature.

	"What about if we soap one to another?"

	"Good idea Alfred. I'll start soaping you, but first I want to be a
little naughty. Let's our dicks are together as good friends." I grabbed
him from his butt, crotch to crotch, both dicks tight. "Alfred, we have not
yet released our bladder; let the stream of urine shoot up and reach the
highest point. We are only allowed to close our eyes in case it reaches our
faces; if not, we will watch it; so, one two and three" Both dicks started
shooting up streams of warm yellow liquid that a few centimetres from the
starting point formed a single spray splashing onto our chins, neck and
chest. That was real fun.

	"Oh! It was fantastic, very cool indeed."

	"Yes sure it was, now let's proceed with the shower.

	"Ok, there are the gel and the sponge." Once we were watered I put
some gel on his hair and I rubbed his scalp softly, the same as my mom did
to me.

	"That's lovely." Alfred said. I continued soaping his back, legs
and between. I slightly touched his ball sack and he moaned slowly. I
turned him facing me soaping his chest till his crotch, continuing down his
legs without touching his most sensible parts. When I finished down his
feet I went up putting the sponge round his balls, leaving it in down with
my hands full of soap I started massaging his dick, I slid down the shaft
to uncover the red head and soaped it. Alfred could not resist, he gasped
at my final touch.

	"Joss, please, please, continue."

	"No; still I need to be soaped." I handed him the sponge and more
or less he did the same to me.  When he reached the final step, he put his
left hand under my balls cupping and at the same time massaging them, with
the tip of his other hand's forefinger he started circling the tip of my
dickhead, the tickling and pleasure was so intense that I could not bear
it.

	"Please Alfred, stop or I will faint."

	"That is my revenge for you not stopping, now you can do whatever
you want to me until I start the water again." I reached down and I took
his prick and balls in my hand and started softly rubbing the whole package
up and down increasing the pace; at the same time he was doing the same to
me. In a few minutes, waves of pleasure coursed through our bodies finally
reaching a blasting point of an intensity lust as our dry orgasms fully hit
our bodies, I moaned loudly.

	"Oh, Ahg!!! This is too mach."

	"Oh my God, this is... Oh!!!." Alfred moaned. We gasped for air and
finally we collapsed on each other arms exhausted; we sat down in the tub
and when we recovered our breathings we hugged tightly.

	"I'll never forget this sleepover, Alfred."

	"What do you think about me? Yet, we can repeat it anytime we have
a chance. Let's rinse and come down, I don't want my mom to come up again
to fetch us." In a few minutes our dicks were at a normal stage, we dressed
and went down for breakfast a little bit later, but it was Sunday, anyway,
and we had not much to do.

After breakfast I thanked Julia and we went home. I saw and kissed my mom
as we targeted for Nick. He was engaged resolving some mathematic problems,
nothing to do with home work; he loved that, in fact he was the best of his
grade and the following one, so most of the times I had to consult him
about my problems when doing home work, he was very helpful. On contrary on
foreign languages, that was my favourite field. Besides Spanish, we spoke
German as my mom native language and English that was the official one in
our school. Some times when we wanted no one understands what we were
talking about, we turned into German, however mom had to correct him many
times about his phonetic and grammatical errors.

	"Hi Nick, how do you feel?" I asked kissing him.

	"Fit and well with your help and medicine."

	"Please Nick don't be bad on me." He stared at me and after a
moment stood up, reached and hugged me very tight.

	"I miss you a lot Joss, I could not sleep well without you, I'll
never let you go alone again, if I can.  Now, what was it so important? Did
you have a good time with Alfred? I'm sure that yes.

	"Not bad, but all was an Alfred's trick to have time to chat,
nothing else." I gave a quick glimpse to Alfred, he was making efforts to
remain serious. I did not want Nick to know anything about our experiences
until next Friday, since still we had school and needed to concentrate on
our tasks. "We must discuss about our birthday party, I don't want a crowd,
only our best friends."

	"I agree with you, but mom and dad might have different ideas."

	"Ok, we'll see that probably tonight."

	"C'mon, let's go to play soccer with the other kids, we promised
them to form part of the team and we cannot disappoint them. They have been
here just half an hour to advise us."

	"Ok let's go."

That night we went to bed after discussing some points regarding the
invitations for our birthday party. Mom gave us a list, among them I found
Mother Louise's family, it was a long time we had not seen them, still I
thought of them they were little children, not realising that Peter was now
12 and Maria six months younger than me. When we were in bed, naked as
usual, Nick cuddled, but this time on my front facing me.

	"I missed you a lot my half, I love you my brother."

	"I love you too my angel." Then I added: "Ah Nick! Next Friday
remember me to tell you a joke"

	"Why not now?

	"It must be on Friday, otherwise it has not fun."

	"Ok, good nights bro."

	"Good nights my angel." I noticed how his always-erected prick was
pressing against my buttocks.

All week went on with normal school life, but most of our free time spent
preparing the party to celebrate our birthday. My parents always considered
this party not only as an anniversary's celebration, but also to get the
opportunity to meet their close friends and their children. The majority
young and middle aged couples and all with children. Mom used to says that
in young people lays the future; too old have already spent their lives and
their money, all they wanted was quiet evenings and not many children round
them, so I figured out that those parties also implied some business
transactions, because of that mom was very careful choosing their
friends. She was and still is very clever, especially on business, so we
spent lovely near summer evening. Yes I said evening. In our country end of
May is near summer and evenings are very warm and fantastic; so normally
the feast started round 7:00 pm and lasted about 11:00, even sometimes
later.  Children enjoyed very much being later out of bed since all slept a
good siesta in the afternoon.

Nick and I were very excited the following Friday, since the next day,
Saturday 23rd of May 1974 he would be 10 and I would be 11. By that time we
were very much the same in size. I was a normal child for my age and our
country; but Nick was taller than the average 10 y/o boys. Probably due to
our German ancestors inheritance, my German grandmother was always very
proud of Nick when every year we spent near four weeks in her company;
sometimes she was very disappointed when heard him speaking. That was
something that annoyed her not having a good Teutonic language. He was slim
but not bony, very well proportioned in all his body still with rounded
features as it is normal for our ages; his penis when erected was thinner
than mine but of the same length, we never measured so I have not the
slightest idea what the dimensions were.

We said good nights to mom and dad; Margaret was already in bed, and we
went upstairs. After the ritual of teeth brushing we undressed and went
under the covers. Nick was not a person who easily forgot things, so once
we were in bed he said:

	"What about the joke that you promised to tell me on Friday?" I
chuckled and turned to face him. It was a very warm night so windows were
closed but bed cover was drawn to our feet. I never could cheat Nick, so I
always preferred to say the truth.

	"It is not a joke, it's something better; I did not tell you before
because of the consequences it might have if I told you on Sunday. Don't
worry. It is not that serious, it's fun, a lot of fun."

	"You scared me, what are you waiting to start with?" He pushed me
down tickling my armpits and tits. We positioned again as we were before
and I started explaining him step by step what Alfred and I did on Saturday
night, except the 69 sucking that I was not very proud about. As I was
telling him I could see his cock, and mine too, were throbbing and without
being aware each one were slowly massaging them, they were fully erected
shining and oozing precum, then with his voice near cracked Nick said:

	"That was awesome and I lost it, but now you own me something." He
immediately jumped on top of me and he started grinding his crotch against
mine, prick against prick and balls against balls. He could not help
himself, he was near mad, he started kissing me round the face and all
upper parts of my body.

	"Joss, please do me what you did to Alfred, please, please!!!" He
claimed. I tried to protest:

	"Nick, but we are brothers and I love you too much!"

	"Is that something bad and awful? We did lovely things some weeks
ago, remember?, I don't think that you did better."

	"No, of course not, it is wonderful and you would be surprised,
but..."

	"Joss I love you a lot and you love me; what to argue about?" In
fact he was right, I loved that angel too much and I did not want to
disappoint him.

	"Ok, Nick; I'll use my best technique, you do whatever your body
ask for, be free to do what make you feel good without any limitation, in
this moment we are brothers and best friends. Please lay on your back on
the bed." Yes, I gave up all my prejudices and apprehensions. I forgot my
reluctant feelings thinking that he was my brother. I only saw the most
beautiful creature in the world to whom I adored and by whom I was adored;
he was my other half and if I had enjoyed; I felt the need to do everything
that I could to see him happy without any limitation.

Once he was on the bed, I saw his thin but long rod pointing to the ceiling
but with a little inclination to his crotch. The ball sack was loose and I
could notice the two peanuts in it. With all my love I knelt beside him and
with my left hand I gripped his prick stroking it very slow up and down. As
it started oozing precum; holding his penis with my thumb and forefinger I
extended all precum along the shaft becoming very slippery, as if I were
putting some cream on it. With every stroke Nick near screamed in pleasure,
his mouth open and eyes closed, with deep breathings throbbing his crotch
at the same time. I increased the pace of stroking, now my left hand
caressing his balls sack that for moments was becoming more and more tight;
at the same time I started kissing his belly and upper chest, as Alfred did
to me, and when I reached his little tits I sucked firstly one after the
other. I continued pumping his prick now quicker; I noticed the stiffness
of his body and the surge of pleasure coming up now approaching his
orgasm. I stopped for a moment in order to prolong his lust, but he was
muttering:

	"Joss, please, please, don't, don't stop, please, please!" I
resumed the strokes now quicker determined to end jerking off my
brother. Then he extended his arms and wrapped me bringing my face to his
eagerly kissing me on the lips; and now for the first time, I did not know
who had taught him, I felt his tongue inside my mouth. In that moment he
arched his body stiffed up separating his face from me tossing his head
from side to side and throbbing, he gasped for air and then a yell escaped
from his throat in the moment that a powerful dry orgasm hit his body:

	"Ahg!!!. Oh my, my God!!!. He embraced me so tight that I near
couldn't breathe; nevertheless, I said nothing because my angel in that
moment was in the heaven. I remained on top of him kissing his sweaty
forehead and caressing his silk hair, he was now sighing; our crotches
together, our cocks stacked, pressed as one and staring at me he kissed me
again on the lips.

	"Oh Joss, thanks, thanks, that was wonderful, I never expected a
thing like that, and you did all only for me! I love you so much, I do not
know how to say, how to express all mountains of love for you. It has been
even better than when we did some weeks ago."

	"Nick I will say nothing because you know very well how much I love
you, my angel." With that he gripped my head and started kissing me again
turning me down on my back without loosing his kiss and grip, now on top of
me.

	"I know that, but your cock is also asking for attention and you
also need to release your tensions. I have learnt your technique and now is
my turn to please you, my dear brother." Nick straddled me, now his cock
still erected in front of my face. He scooted down to my crotch and started
kissing and sucking my nipples. He sat down on my dick sucking my
nipples. My body was already trembling and my dick hard as a rock under
Nick. He rubbed his butt as he retreated more until he was on my thighs;
then he changed to my left side, and he started fondling my tight ball sack
with his left hand; with the right, he extended precum all over my shaft
now very slippery. I gasped at his touch, my eyes now closed I could barely
resist the tickling sensations and pleasure now arising from my groins. He
gripped my dick with all four fingers and started stroking my pole up and
down. After that he put his thumb as a hook, so whenever the stroke reached
my dick's base the thumb touched my dickhead. He stopped for some seconds
and rubbed the crimson head; every time he touched that sensible part my
cock throbbed and spitted more and more precum; my body was twitching and
trembling with lust; then he started accelerating the pace of beating off
my tool. I could not resist.

	"Nick, please, I can not resist." I mumbled. I was breathing very
hard and my throat was dry; but instead of slowing the pace, he speeded
increasingly. My body arched and stiffed wanting to meet his fist sooner;
finally, I held my breathing as my powerful dry orgasm hit my prick quickly
starting from my balls and reaching the head. I screamed with a long moan:

	"Ahg!!! Oh my, my angel!!!"

I collapsed on the bed sweating and my pecker still pulsating with every
heartbeat. Nick continued stroking it but now slowly and lovely, when he
noted it was coming limp he kissed it, turning up to my head, cleaned my
forehead with his palm and rubbed his fingers thru my scalp.

	"I love you brother, I love you very much! Did you enjoyed?"
Instead of answering, I gripped his head and brought it to my face kissing
him on the cheek, he then returned the kiss, but this time on my lips
introducing his tongue in mine. I did not like much that but he was my
angel, I notice that his prick was again hard, smirking and staring at his
erection I said:

	"Nick, I think we will never finish tonight, and tomorrow we need
to be fit and well." He sweetly smiled at me and my heart melted in love
for my angel brother. I knew I was powerless in front of that beautiful
face and would be very difficult for me to deny him anything, no matter
what. We covered ourselves with the sheet, but ten minutes later, we still
were with our poles fully erected, then Nick said grabbing mine:

	"Please Joss, let's do it again." Without any hesitation, he
grabbed me from my back and pressed both bodies and erections together. I
could not resist his touches; our bodies responded with shivering and
tingling feelings, so we sat on the bed and started beating off each other
until our bodies became again rigid and the trembling run from under our
ball up to cock head. When we reached our climaxes and the dry orgasm hit
us, we kissed again and collapsed on our back.

	"Please Nick, now unlock the door, otherwise our poles will be sore
and nothing left for tomorrow."  With a cute smile he said:

	"Ok, I'll do just now, but I'm not ready to sleep yet. Can we chat
a little bit, brother hawk?

	"Yes, why not, my angel." I forgot to tell that Nick called me in
private "Hawk", that is, he said, because I'm black haired and have big
blue eyes, no as bluer as Nick's, but enough. He jumped from the bed and
unlocked the door, now his dick was dangling, not so erected as before once
we have released. He came into the bed gave me a kiss and we lied in our
elbows facing each other.

	"Joss, tomorrow is our birth day, Mother Louise has started saying
that we are little men now, well, I don't think we are yet, but we are
approaching, what do you think?"

	"You are right, but you noticed the nice feeling in your weenie,
that makes difference."

	"Oh yes, but still we do not shoot anything except precum."

	"We will, and not after a long time, I think mine will come before
I'm twelve and yours not much later, since you are more developed than I
am." He started tickling my abs grinning.

	"Joss, what do you want to be when you are an adult?" I thought for
a moment about that important question.

	"I want to be a medicine doctor, a surgeon but specialised in
children. I would want to heal all pains of beautiful children like you."
Then I gave a peck on his rose cheek.

	"Only beautiful children?" Nick said a little bit disappointed.

	"No Nick, that was a joke. I wish I had enough power to cure all
pains of all children, no matter whether they are ugly or beautiful, black
or white; also, if I can restore to health any pain on adults all the
best. And when I get a lot of money from adults, I'll buy that wonderful
car we saw thru the window-shop in Cologne."

	"That Mercedes cabriolet?"

	"Yes, that one. And what about you, Nick?"

	"I want to be an architect like dad, but not in housing. I would
want to build large motorways and bridges. Do you remember that road crash
we passed by last summer during our holydays? I read in dad's newspaper
that some people died after the accident due to the long time that
ambulance took to the hospital, the report showed that if there was a
bridge linking the two parts of that mountain, those lives would have been
saved."

	"Yes, that was sad." At that moment, we heard some knocks on the
door. Mom came in.

	"My beautiful men debating? It was strange to see your light still
on; I thought you had forgotten to put it off." Both jumped up naked and
went to meet her, we hugged my wonderful blond mom.

	"Please sit down mom, we were still awoken and discussing what we
want to be when adults."

	"What have you decided, my boys." Nick took advantage:

	"Joss will become a doctor to heal children's pains and I'll become
an architect as dad is, but to build bridges and motor-ways to prevent
people dieing in road crash as we saw last summer." She hugged both of us
at the same time saying:

	"I love my children a lot, but if I had not, in this moment I would
be mad loving them. I hope you keep the same feelings forever. Now you need
to sleep, tomorrow will be an exciting day. Good nights my sons."  She gave
us a kiss, turned off the light, and closed the door. We drifted to sleep,
then Nicks turned round and whispered:

	"This has been our mutual birthday present brother, the best we
ever had and will have. I need it more and more, I would not stop beating
our dicks and kissing you, I'm mad about it, but we will have much time to
do everything we wanted, still there is something I would like to
complete."

	"What's that?"

	"The pees fight in the bathroom."

	"OK that's for tomorrow, it is too late. If we start now again I'm
sure mom will notice as not normal to shower at this time of the night, so
let's sleep, but tonight you will be in front of me." He knew why I said
that; his cock was always hard thru my thighs during the sleep. He laughed
and we drifted to sleep. Tomorrow would be a historical day, especially for
me.

CHAPTER 4
---------------

That night I had a dream that I will never forget. It was not dark it was
at dawn. I was in a beautiful garden surrounded by trees, I saw a girl, I
could not see her face, she had lovely brown hair that covered her face;
she was near my age, dressed in a white dress with a velvety belt round her
hips and white shoes and socks. She was the same girl that I had seen in my
previous dreams as a princess. I could not move, I was pinned down but
trying to free myself from something that kept me fastened on the grass. I
motioned her to come to me extending my arms, she slowly approached, but
still I could not see her face:

	"Who are you? Please come to me, free me, I want you." She
approached more:

	"I will liberate you if you kiss me as you did to Nick." I stared
at her head trying to see her face.

	"I'll do whatever you want. I don't mind if you don't free me as
long as I can kiss you; please come here." She kneeled at my right side; I
saw her red lips approaching to mine; at that moment, some stirrings
started in my groins. I felt that my body was trembling only at the thought
of kissing her. She put her sweet lips on mine, parted my teeth and her
tongue started exploring my mouth, in return, I did the same to her
eagerly. I felt a wonderful feeling coming from my groins and to the slit
of my penis, it was increasing very fast, I reached out my arms and grabbed
her head, but still I could not see her face; my body stiffed but I started
thrusting up to meet something, the pleasure was overwhelming me. I was
moaning and breathing very hard; the peak of my orgasm was near, so I
noticed she wanted to retrieve herself from me, but I was trying to retain
her, caressing her hair at the same time I could not speak, only in a dream
can happen such a thing.

	"Please, please don't go, don't go. I love, I love you." I stopped
breathing arched my hips up still grabbing her head.

	"Ahg!!!" I heard a scream, and then awoke up from that fantastic
dream; I was grabbing Nick's head meanwhile he was sucking my dick and
beating himself. The scream was his at the moment we reached together our
strong orgasms. I was sweating and my heart bumping inside my chest;
certainly I was disappointed but I loved too much my angel to said nothing,
so I smiled at him in happiness, he scooted himself up and we started
kissing, probably with part of my precum still in his lips.

	"Joss sorry, I could not help myself, I saw your lovely cock
standing up asking for attention and felt the need to suck it and give you
and me pleasure, I don't know why, but to whom were you pleading not to
go?"

	"Nicks, it was the most wonderful dream, unfortunately was broken
by your scream when your orgasm hit you"

	"I'm sorry my hawk, I did not want that."

	"Oh no Nick, you don't need to be sorry about, the dream came
probably due to you sucking my penis."

	"But to whom were you calling not to go?" I explained all details
to Nick, it was easily recorded in my mind; you can perfectly remember a
dream if it is broken, that what it is said, because that one was grabbed
in my mind forever.

	"And you couldn't see her face?"

	"No, I couldn't, I think she was the same girl I have seen in other
dreams as a princess. You also were enjoying, didn't you."

	"Oh yes very much, when I saw your prick so hard I could not stop
mine doing the same. Remember we are two halves." I kissed my angel and we
started tickling each other. We played naked on the bed for a long time
until we were tired of laughing and joking; then Nick said:

	"Let's go for a shower and a pee session, my bladder is full."

	"Mine too." We jumped out the bed and raced to the bathroom, our
penises were hard erected due to the excitement and the accumulation of
urine in our bladders, then Nick suggested:

	"We'll do in a different way, one pees and the other lead the
stream as a fireman using the cock as a hose."

	"Ok, I'll do first." Nick positioned in front of me, grabbed my
cock, he then counted:

	"One, two, and three, go." I started peeing, he then directed the
stream to my face, I tried to move my head but the rascal followed my
moves, so I had to get all pee on my eyes, nose and mouth, I closed them
until I finish.

	"Now is my turn, I'll show you how a fireman acts to put off
flames." I took his thin and long snake.  "One, two, and three!" He started
to pee forcedly, I sent the stream to the showerhead, he was engaged seeing
that, and suddenly I said: "Look! a spider's on the ceiling." Then he
looked up trying to locate the spider with his mouth open, in that moment I
shot the spray to his face and mouth perfect targeting his open mouth and
his urine in it. He spitted it. I laughed. "How does it taste Nick?"

	"You shit." He grabbed me and we started wrestling. At that moment
mom came:

	"Come on boys, get showered and down for breakfast, we are going to
pay a visit to your grand father in the city; he is in the hotel and is not
coming to the party, he does not feel well.

Meanwhile, Peter also was thinking about the coming birthday party. He had
not stopped thinking about us and especially about Nick, he had dreamed
with him, kissing and having sex with him; he was scared since up to now he
never had such a thoughts about a boy, only girls were in his
mind. However, what was happening to him now? He thought to himself. "I
think I love this boy, he is so beautiful, I never felt like this about any
boy, why about Nick?" He instinctively was rubbing his cock, then he could
not help himself but jerking his prick off. He met his sister downstairs.

	"Maria, are you ready for the party?."

	"Peter, in spite of you insisting I would like not to go, it is now
more than three years we have not seen them, we have our own friends, what
will we do there? We know nobody."

	"Maria, I have a strange feeling that this time will be important."
In fact, Peter was only thinking about Nick. A few times he took his bike
with other friends and had a ride thru that part of the road where we
lived; he saw us a little far away playing with other kids in our garden,
he wished he could be there with us, he hided his thoughts no telling to
anybody, even to his sister.

	"Ok Peter, we will go. At least I'll please mom and dad, but I'm
sure I will spend the whole evening playing with little Margaret." She
murmured.

	"Thanks my dear sister." He kissed her and left.

Three or four days before our birthday, something had happened in Mother
Louise home. That night she was late engaged doing some housekeeping work,
both children were in bed since three hours before, she heard her daughter
Maria screaming:

	"No, no, please go! Go away!." She approached the bed and saw her
daughter crying, but still asleep "Oh! Thanks, thanks, thanks." She was now
mumbling but still sobbing.

	"Maria! Maria! Wake up. I'm mom, you are having a nightmare, wake
up." Maria opened her black eyes still full of tears.

	"Oh mom! It was terrible, and so real.!

	"What was that?" Mother Louise asked.

	"I was playing in the park with my friends, suddenly came flying a
very ugly creature, it gripped me up in his claws and flew high in the
skies; he dropped me in a net in a mountain peak to eat me. However, in
that moment a great Hawk came, the same as one we saw in the Natural
Museum, but bigger, very big. He started fighting the ugly creature; I was
frightened because I thought the result would be the same if the Hawk were
the winner. It fought strongly but was wounded, and some blood was coming
out from one of its wings. The creature screeched very loud and dropped
down onto the mountain rocks, it was dead. Then I saw the Hawk posing
itself in the net, I tried to send him away, but he was very big, then he
spoke to me in a softly child voice: "Don't worry pretty girl, don't'
worry, I'm not mad on you. I have come to save you." Then he became into a
beautiful boy with large blue eyes, he wrapped me within his winds and
whispered on my ears: "Don't be scared, I'll take you with your mom." I was
thanking him when you awoke me up."

	"That was a nightmare with happy end, anyway. How was he?."

	" I could not see totally his face because he wrapped me in his
winds, only his eyes, his hair and dress, and a wonderful smell, but now I
cannot remember."

	"You better go to sleep again, it is late, and I do not want to
wake up your brother and dad. Good night pretty girl." She laughed. Maria
cuddled in the bed and drifted to sleep. That was as told by Mother Louise
to my mom.

A very much the same dream was repeated next night. She was a princess and
had been kidnapped by the ugly creature, this time the Hawk also won the
battle but he was seriously wounded, he landed and immediately converted
himself into that beautiful boy, he was bleeding from his chest and was
lifeless. She also was able to convert into an eagle. Seeing the boy so
wounded, she took him to his palace; laid him down on the bed and started
licking and cleaning the boy's wounds with her own tears. He was so
handsome that she could not help but kissing him on the now white lips. She
then realised that the pretty boy was dead, he had given his life to save
hers; she loved him, why, why is he dead?. She expressed her grief by a
loud scream. "No, please no!!!"

	"Maria, Maria, are you having again a nightmare?" It was his
brother Peter that shook her to wake her up. Her face was full of tears and
her eyes red.

	"Oh Peter, sorry it was so real..." Her mother had heard the scream
and entered in the room.

	"What has happened? I have heard a loud shout."

	"Nothing mom", Peter said, it is Maria's nightmare again."

	"How do you feel Maria?, are you ok? If this is going to be
repeated we must take you to the doctor."

	"I'm ok mom, it is only a dream, this will soon be over, I suppose;
if it continues I'll tell you." She cuddled herself and drifted to
sleep. She did not explain her dream and the dreams she was having since a
couple of months back, always with the same boy but in different
situations; however for the first time she appeared as an eagle and saw him
clearly, his curly hair, his large blue eyes and lashes and his lovely
white chest. He was so cute, so handsome... "I hope I'll have a nice dream
and not so bad." She thought.

Back to our birthday, my dad had covered the swimming pool; being firstly
emptied, building a cover to be used as a dancing platform for children. A
catering company was in charge of all necessary stuff to eat and drink, so
we came soon from the town, after having lunch with grandpa. We opened the
house to employees that used the gym in the basement as a store. Round 8:00
pm the guests started to arrive with their children; the sun was already
behind the trees, so it was a wonderful evenings. Mom then told us:

	"Boys, please go upstairs and get duly dressed for your
celebration. Each dress is in your respective room; the one that you
chose." They had given us their presents in the morning. So we raced
upstairs, mine was a silk shirt and fine cotton shorts light creamed
colour, as Mother Louise said, "white coffee", but I liked that
colour. Trousers were not like now; shorts were properly shorts up to
midway between the groin and the knee, so the major part of our thighs was
exposed. Now seeing those pictures taken by dad I see what beautiful boys
we were, rounded bodies, not fatty, and strong legs still not showing any
signals of the coming puberty, in spite of our sport activities.

Nick's dress was a two different colour pieces, a silk sea blue shirt and
white fine cotton shorts, no laces, no ties, we hated that. Nick finished
and came to our room. Certainly, the blue was an excellent option; it made
a lovely contrast with his blond hair, he was beautiful! When I saw him, I
could not help myself:

	"Nick, you are the most beautiful creature in the world, I don't
think there is another gorgeous boy like you." He said nothing; instead
came to me; grabbed my face and kissed me on the lips.

	"Joss, you cannot see yourself, that black curly hair, those
beautiful eyes in the centre of your lovely brown face is the greatest
beauty I ever saw, my lovely Hawk. I love you. Let's go downstairs."

	"Hey Nick, what about a little perfume from dad's?"

	"Good idea." Immediately we rushed to our parents' bathroom and
took a little bit of perfume, a very small drop. Finished, we went down to
present ourselves to mom for inspection. She had a look into us, corrected
something, and smelled.

	"My little men are ready; please do not break many hearts tonight."
We smirked and went out. Many children were already there, all gave us
congratulations, Alfred and Jim came to us as special friends that they
were, Jim said:

	"Congratulations boys." Approaching me he whispered: "Don't jerk
off too much, otherwise that beautiful face of yours would fade out." I
blushed at the same time I stared at Alfred that also blushed. Then I
quickly reacted.

	"Thank Jim."  Slowing my voice, I continued "for the advice, we
have much time to do that." He left us, and then Alfred in a whisper said:

	"Sorry Joss, I don't know how he knows that. You look beautiful."
We continued in a low voice:

	"Thanks Alfred, you don't need to worry about, I'm sure he is
jacking himself off a couple of times every day." Nick noticed our whispers
and asked:

	"What's going on your whispers?"

	"Jim's advising we should not jack off many times." Nick blushed,
so now we all three best friends were completed. I heard mom calling us:

	"Joss, Nick, please go round the house and open Louise the back
gate, they want to put their car inside, and she forgot her keys." Both
rushed to the back of the house, unlocked the heavy steel gate, Nick opened
the right slide and I did the left one. Once the car was inside we proceed
to close it again; when finished we sprinted to hug Mother Louise, she came
out the car saying:

	"Congratulations my little men, you look beautiful." She gave us a
kiss, I knew since long time that I had her preferences in spite she never
told me or appeared to make any distinction, especially when Nick was
present, but I heard once telling mom that she loved all family but I was,
she said, "her right eye." I did not understand that but I felt her love in
every moment. She preferred me because in such a way I was her son. Maria
and I were the same age, only six months difference. Mother Louise looked
after me and did house keeping when I was a baby meanwhile mom and dad were
at work. She came also with her baby, so at nourish time she fed Maria from
a milk bottle and me from her breasts as I have already explained, like if
we were twins, that's what we call a "milk mother." Normally a woman keeps
that feeling for a long time and part of her love goes to that child. I
loved that and probably in those moments, the idea to become a doctor to
look after children dawned in my self.

When I separated from her, the rest of the family was coming out from the
car. I turned to greet John, but something stacked me down again to the
grass, like in the dream. That white dress, that velvety band, that
beautiful hair, and now that lovely face. My God!!!. I looked at her, and
she looked at me. Firstly, my face blushed reminding me my dream, then
changed to white of shyness, my mouth agape. That was too much to bear. I
run away into the house and I dropped myself on one of the two large
couches in the living room, where we always sat to watch TV cuddled with
Mother Louise when dad and mom were away at work. My heart was beating so
strong that I thought it would go out of my chest.

To describe the complete situation we must come back where Mother Louise
and her family was. There were two different situations: Maria and myself
and Peter and Nick. I'll describe firstly the surprise that affected to
Nick.

Peter eagerly wanted to meet Nick again, however Nick ignored this, so
after greeting John and Mother Louise he turned round and saw Peter.

	"You!!!" He was taken aback when he discovered a handsome boy of
near 12 y/o that he could not imagine. He did not recognise Peter; he was
so changed..., besides he was the same boy that helped him in the soccer
match, some weeks back.

	"Yes me, Nick; sorry for our unfair play." Responded Peter in his
still childish voice still not affected by the coming puberty. They stared
each other; Nick saw that lovely face and those dimples on his face.  Peter
watched the boy with whom he had dreamed many times, lovely blue eyes,
round face and wonderful blond lank hair to his temples. "What a beautiful
angel he is!" He thought. They hugged tightly. Peter felt a stirring in his
groins now he touched Nick. Instinctively he kissed Nick's hair; Nick felt
the kiss and returned kissing to Peter on the cheeks; both blushed and
understood that something more important than a friendship had dawned
between them.

Mother Louise knew that something strange was happening, Maria had also
blushed when she saw me and then scared hugged her mom round the waist, she
started mumbling:

	"Oh mom, is he, is he!!"

	"Is he, who Maria? Please, please tell me." John, Nick, and Peter
were amazed, and then John said:

	"What's going on? What's that?

	"Maria, please tell us, is he, who?" Mother Louise asked, all of
them expecting the answer.

	"Mom Joss is. is the boy that I saw in my dreams, the one who saved
me from the bad creature in my dream." Nick quickly connected both dreams,
was it possible?

	"Maria, that was only a dream." Mother Louise said, she continued:
"Dreams have nothing to do with reality."

	"I don't know mom, but the same voice, same dress, same hair, and
what I cannot forget, the same blue eyes of a hawk. It is he, no doubt."
Nick was smirking and Mother Louise noticed that.

	"Ok, let's go inside." Now staring at Nick, she added: "You little
rascal, I bet you know something about Joss' run, don't you?" Nick blushed
remembering how and where he knew about it, his groins stirring inside.

	"It is better that Joss tells you."

	"Let's go inside." They found me still on the couch, my heart
beating. When I saw them I stood up and hugged Mother Louise, she hugged me
and tenderly caressed me.

	"Joss dear, what's happened to you?" I turned and saw Maria close
to me, she stared at me and both deeply flushed again but for distinct
problem; then stammering, I said:

	"I. I saw her in my dreams; same dress, same velvety band, and the
same be. be. beautiful hair; and what I can't forget, the same large deep
black eyes." I was redder than a beetroot, scared that Mother Louise asked
me about my dreams. John and Peter started laughing. Peter said with a
grin:

	"You are under the same star. Congratulations Joss! Nick, let's go
outside and have some fun." Then John that felt all was a question of
dreams said:

	"Now, since there is not any explanation to human nature, we should
leave things as they are and don't interfere." I was relieved; Mother
Louise understood she could not do anything, let alone to find out why we
dreamed about the same person. It was near four years that we had not met,
so as her husband said, it is better to leave things as they were. She got
up and left us alone. I glanced at Maria.

	"Maria, you were beautiful in my dreams, but now that I see you
again, you are even prettier than in my dream. She blushed again.

	"I would recognise your voice, your hair, and especially your eyes
as those of the hawk that saved me from the ugly creature." When I heard
that I jumped on my seat, she noticed that.

	"What's that Joss?"

	"Nothing, can you tell me your dream? She flushed a little and
proceeded telling me that entire wonderful dream. "It was nice, wasn't it?"

	"Yes, now it seems beautiful, but I was very scared. Why did you
near jumped when I mentioned the hawk?"

	"Can you keep a secret, Maria?" She looked at me with those deep
black eyes.

	"Of course I can, you can tell me anything, I'll keep forever, I
swear it."

	"You don't need to swear, I'm sure of that, besides it is important
for me but perhaps it a silly thing for you."

	"I don't think so, please tell me."

	"Maria, even your mom and my mom do not know anything about
it. Between Nick and I there is not any secret. We love each other very
much; we do things together; we help each other on everything; and I call
him "my angel", because I find him as beautiful as those angels on the
paintings in the Museum; in turn he call me "his hawk", that's why I was so
surprised, that's only between he and me, and now you." She deeply looked
into my eyes:

	"Thanks for trusting on me, I'll never disclose that unless you
tell me to do so. By the way, you did not tell me your dream." I blushed. I
was embarrassed and did not want to lie, so I tried to overcome the problem
postponing it for a better occasion.

	"Maria I'll tell you some other day; let's go outside, it is not so
important now that I'm with you, dreams are dreams as your dad says; now
reality is much better. I took her hand, she blushed a little, then she
pressed mine and we went out together. Mon and Mother Louise were chatting
together, they stared at us and commented:

	"It seems that those dreams have come true."

	"I hope so." Mom said.

We were hand clenched when Alfred came accompanied by a lovely blond; I
knew her because she also was in our school but in a different grade, she
was more or less Maria's age. He approached me:

	"Joss, will you excuse me this evening? I have to amuse this
beautiful girl; I can see you are in good company."

	"Ok Alfred, you are excused and more than justified, I'll see you
later before you go, hope you enjoy the evening." He thanked and in a
minute, he vanished.

My dad had bought the services of a university student's band to entertain
the evening; they were very glad because knew my father used to pay
well. The singer had a nice voice and was singing most of at the time
popular songs, we were dancing together, well dancing I would say not
exactly, just hands by hands, staring each other and following the music.
It was near 9:00; and at 9:30 would be the tart ceremony, then I said:

	"Maria, what about if we go inside and seat down in the living
room's couch?" She looked at my eyes trying to find out something; however,
as she told me sometime later, she only saw love in my hawk gaze.

	"Ok, let's go." Hand in hand, we sat down; at that moment, we saw
Nick and Peter rushing upstairs, they say hi as they were passing by and
continue their way. When we were sitting down I could not see anything but
Maria, I felt a stirring in my guts going to my penis, I was scared that
she noticed my dick was getting hard, so I mounted my left leg on the couch
so that I could partially conceal my erection. She also sat down facing me
with both legs on the sofa so I could see her knees and half of her lovely
thighs. They were strong and apparently smooth, my mind raced wanting to
touch them. I did not want that, I was not seeking or thinking about sex,
but my contact wit her did my body to react in a different way as my
mind. I could hear my heart beating in my chest, with our hands entwined
and looking at those deep black eyes I could not help but saying:

	"Maria, I. I love you." She blushed but I think she was not
surprised. I extended my left hand and placed my forefinger on her lips,
then, I continued. "Please don't say anything if you don't want it, but I
love you." Now I see how sincere my declaration of love was. I returned my
hand and this time I took hers on her gaze touching her thigh. An electric
discharge of anxiety and butterflies came thru all my body. That half-
minute seemed as a century to me. She kept silence and then her answer came
as from the heavens:

	"Joss, are you sure that you love me? Only a couple of hours ago we
were practically strangers to each other, in spite we were so close and
seeing many times."

	"Maria, I love you, I love you, please don't argue about the past."
I was near starting to sob, my eyes blurred because I thought she was to
reject me. She saw my anguish and leaving our clenched hands, took my
cheeks between, now with a couple of tears running down, looking in my
eyes, she kissed me on the lips.  It was a kiss of pure love between two
children.

	"Joss, even if it was ten minutes ago that I found you, I love you
too. Since I saw you in my dreams, four months ago, I have not stopped
loving you. I have thought a lot because mom and my friends always said
that dreams never come true, but I have found you, not as a prince but as a
true lovely boy." I could not resist that explosion of joy in my heart; I
hugged her tightly against my chest and with my mouth on her left ear I
whispered.

	"I love you Maria, I love you very much. I love those deep black
eyes; I love your hair I..." She softly and tenderly broke our hug.

	"I love you my hawk; what is supposed we should do now? I looked at
her carefully and then I kissed those lovely dimples on her cheeks:

	"Maria, I wanted to kiss these dimples since I started seeing them
on my dreams." She them took my face between her hands again and kissed my
eyes one after other.

	"I too wanted this." My body shook from top to toe as she kissed my
eyes, my cock was very hard, then I added: "We can do anything that you
want Maria. I would like to go outside and shout out to the whole world: I
love Maria!! I love Maria!! I would like that everybody knew that I love
you."

	"Probably you and I would do, my Hawk, but we must be realistic."

	"What about if we say it to our parents now that they are all
together? She thought for a moment.

	"No. This will be our secret, otherwise everyone will go gossiping
about it and I want you for me only, perhaps some other girl will feel
jealous and try to get you away from me. No, we will keep it secret."
Hearing this I could not behave in a different way, I grabbed her lovely
face between my hands and I kissed her in the lips. As Nick had taught, me
I put my tongue thru her lips, parted them, and met her tongue, she was a
little bit surprised but she found it so lovely that she responded in the
same way; however I noticed how his body trembled. This was our first long
truly kiss. She, a little bit surprise looked at me.

	"Who has taught you to kiss like that? Did you kiss any other girls
before me?"

	"Maria!, this is the first time I ever kissed a girl, it is my
first kiss of love, you can believe me. Who taught me? You may not believe
it, Nick taught me, who taught him? it is a mystery; he did not disclose it
to me. Do you want me to call him? You may ask him." She then looked into
my eyes.

	"No, I believe you and I will always believe you, your eyes cannot
lie me."

	"Did you like it?" She blushed.

	"Yes, I did. I never thought a kiss could be so wonderful, I felt
something in my guts, like butterflies, and I started quivering." Still
with our hands entwined, I responded her.

	"I have noticed that. Shall we repeat it again? I would be the
whole night kissing you Maria, I love you."

	"I love you too, Joss. I would do the same, but you should remember
that today is your birthday and you must attend your guests during the
party."

	"Maria, what about telling all about our love to our parents? Are
you sure that you don't want to tell them? I cannot lie, if Mother Louise
ask me I won't be able to lie her, she'll find out if she proposed it, it
would be very hard for me to lie."

	"I know that, do you think that I'm not aware of that? I'm on the
same situation as you are. Let's keep it secret and we will see. Ok?"

	"Yes my imperial eagle." She then grinned showing those lovely
dimples on her cheeks in its full deepness and gave me a peck on my right
cheek.

	"Let's go outside, it is 9:15 and the tart ceremony is coming." In
that moment a beautiful little doll named Margaret, my sister, came running
to where we were sat down, she jumped on my lap and kissed me:

	"Jossy, who is this girl? She is very pretty."

	"Margaret, she is. she is Maria; don't you remember her? Of course,
not; you were too little to remember. She is Mother Louise's daughter. If
you don't tell anyone I'll tell you a secret." Her eyes sparked.

	"I won't tell even Nick and mom, I promise, nor anybody."

	"Ok, I love Maria, she is my girlfriend." She expected something
more important.

	"Oh that's not a great secret, I also love you, but now I love
Maria." She left me and jumped on Maria's lap and in her lovely little
voice as pleading she said:

	"Maria, will you love me as Jossy does?"

	"Even more, little princess." Margaret smiled and hanging from
Maria's neck, she kissed and hugged her.

	"Oh I forgot, mom is calling you to come into the garden." We
looked each other; laughing and hand- by-hand we went out to the dancing
platform; it seemed ages that we were gone. Then something came into my
mind.

	"Maria, please, wait here a couple of minutes, I have to do
something." Then she lovingly whispered on my ear:

	"Too soon you start leaving me alone." I pressed her hand and I
went to where the band was. In that moment, the young singer was sipping
some lemonade.

	"Excuse me, can I ask you for a song?"

	"Sure, it is your birthday young man, what is it?"

	"Have you heard that song "Maria" from the movie "West Side Story"?

	"I love that film, I have watched it three times, and I bought the
record. We made some rehearsals but still we do not have it in perfect
shape."

	"Never mind, please do your best, that would be enough, thanks in
advance."

	"You are welcome young man." I went to meet Maria, and then the
band resumed his activity, the singer thru the loudspeaker said:

	"I have been asked for a beautiful song, but it is not yet fully
completed in the rehearsal, so please we ask for your pardon in advance, I
hope you like it. The music started the first compasses and immediately the
singer started:

	""The most beautiful sound of the world I ever heard, Maria."
	"Maria, Maria I just met a girl named Maria...""

When Maria heard that last sentence she blushed, stared at me and in a
whisper lovingly voice she said:

	"You promised me to keep it secret and now you are spreading it to
the four winds." I grinned.

	"It is only a song, I did not compose it." She pressed my hands, I
stared to mom and Mother Louise that were not far away from us. They were
laughing tossing their heads from one side to other suspecting the truth.

CHAPTER 5
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We left Nick and Peter when we were declaring our love. Nick and Peter hand
in hand went into his room, not "ours", then Nick shut the door; Peter
turned to Nick a little bit embarrassed, they had been talking in the party
and have decided to continue chatting in a more private surrounding, Nick
stared at Peter and observed the bulge in his short.

	"Peter, you have a bonner. Why?" Peter looked at Nick embarrassed
and stammering said:

	"I, I don't know Nick. I felt that when you took my hand,
you... are, you... are so cute... I have thought a lot about you since I
took your hand during the soccer match." He blushed and continued:
"I... I...  don't know what is happening to me, but from that day I jerk
off only thinking on you. Nick stared at him with those bright deep blue
eyes that melted anything; he lay on his bed and on his back:

	"Mine is also rock hard Peter, those dimples you have on your face
when you laugh make you so cute that I could not help but bringing you
here." Nick was now on the bed exposing his round white thighs that focused
Peter's look. Nick noticed that and continued: "You can touch me anywhere
Peter, I'll love that."  Peter was amazed but he soon felt the tingling in
his loins.

	"But someone could catch us and tells everybody, I'm scared of
that." Nick jumped up and locked the door; lying again on the bed. He
motioned Peter to approach.

	"You don't need now to worry about, no one can enter in this room,
and you can do whatever you like." Peter still was confused, then Nick
started to unbutton his shirt, but Peter reacted thinking on what many
times he had fantasized he would do if he has an opportunity like this.

	"Please stop Nick, I'll do myself. You stay on the bed; I want my
dreams to come true." He proceeded to unlace the shoes one by one. After
that, he continued slowly caressing Nick rounded calves and knees; after
passing the knees, he was rubbing the thighs. Peter was breathing hard and
slowly moaning in pleasure touching what he always had wanted and dreamed
so much about this beautiful boy.  His penis was disturbing him very much;
he approached the beginning of the shorts and introduced both hands up
until he touched Nick underwear. Nick was in an ecstasies wanting Peter to
be quicker and release him stroking his dick. He was rock hard. Peter
proceeded grabbing with both hands balls and cock. He could not resist
more, immediately retrieved his hands, unzipped Nick's fly and dragged the
underwear and shorts down to Nick heels. He kneeled on the bed, with one
hand stroking Nick and with the other unbuttoning the shirt. He massaged
all chest and the tiny nipples enjoying the moment watching that beautiful
face under him. Instinctively he place his lips on Nick's and started
kissing him passionately, Nicks opened his mouth meeting Peter's
tongue. Nick unbuttoned Peter shirt and started exploring and caressing his
back, Peter softly moved back himself.

	"Nick, hold a minute." He put away the rest of Nick clothes and
immediately he undressed himself, his cock was so hard as never before. He
started again kissing Nick; suddenly he turned and straddled Nick in a 69
position engulfing Nick's lovely cock and balls in his mouth. Nick moaned
in pleasure, but in front of him, a couple of centimetres away, was Peter's
dick full of energy and waiting for him to suck it. Nick eagerly dropped
that pole and started frenetically sucking it, taking any drop of precum
from his friend. A minute later, both bodies stiffened, they stopped
sucking and breathing, both at the same time with a loud groan:

	"Oh, God!!!" "Ahg!!!". The sound came from Peter's throat that was
the first time someone had sucked his cock and himself sucking another boy.

	"Ahg!!!" It came from Nicks, "This... this... was... so good!" Nick
could articulate still not recovered.  Both gasping for air but continued
sucking each other until their dicks were near limp; then Peter turned to
his original position and collapsed near Nick on his right arm.

	"That was wonderful Nick, I have jacked off my prick many times,
but the pleasure never was 10% compared with this, you are so
beautiful... Thanks for letting me..."

	"Peter, do you think you are silly? I have enjoyed it a lot, that
was neat, pretty good, and we have to repeat it again but without any
hurry. Please clean your precum with that towel and dress, it is 9:15 and
at 9:30 is the tart ceremony." They quickly dressed, combed their hair, and
raced down to the garden; in that moment, the band was plying "Maria" from
the movie "West Side Story." Then Nick said:

	"Tomorrow is Sunday, we have nothing to do, except to hang around,
what if I ask mom you sleepover here? We could have fun altogether. Mom and
dad normally go to play tennis with their friends and come back round
10:30, so we have much time to do things."

	"That would be great, but what about Joss and Margaret?"

	"Joss is crushed with Maria, don't you hear the song? And Margaret
never gets up before 10:00 am.  Joss and I must look after her until they
come from the tennis club, so I'll put the clock bell at 9:45 just in case
we sleep late. We must wait until the last moment, don't say anything yet,
otherwise Mother Louise may argue, in the last minute we can press her.

	"Nick, you are a naughty and fucking clever boy." Nick smirked
satisfied.

	"Be careful with that word when moms are present, they don't like
it. Sometimes I have to shut my mouth when it is coming out."

	"I know that."

The band finished playing "Maria" and everybody cheered up the band,
especially Maria and I. She stared at me lovingly.

	"Thanks Joss, that was wonderful, I'll remember always that song as
ours." I melted in love, Nick was absolutely right; I was crushed on
Maria. In five minutes, all garden lights went off and a big tart on a
trolley was coming from the basement with two sets of candles, on one side
11 and on the other 10. The band started playing "Happy birthday to you"
with focus light on Nick and me; I tried to drag Maria, but she refused.

	"It is your birthday, not mine, c'mon, ask for a wish." With mom
and dad behind us, and all our friends, we prepared to blow out the
candles. I stared at Maria, "one, two, three." We blew out and candles were
extinguished. Kisses and congratulations came from all sides, firstly from
mom, dad, and Margaret, after mom Louise, John, Peter and finally my love
Maria, but only a peck. The Maitre started to cut the pie with some
pictures, I took two parts and Nick took another two, he and Peter run
together disappearing. The party continued. Round 10:00, the guests started
to thanks and saying good-bye.

At 10:30 everybody was gone except Maria's family; all workers started to
clean the garden and to restore, when possible, to original situation.

Both families were sat down on the couches, then Mother Louise said:

	"It has been a great day my children, I love you." Nick and I
cuddled beside her and kissed once more. Then Nick addressed mom and mom
Louise:

	"I want to ask for a favour to your four." All were taken aback
except me that I imagined it, and emotionally I was thanking Nick because
that night I needed to be alone to think all about that wonderful day: 23rd
May, 1974; then Mother Louise said:

	"Today I can not deny you anything, what's it? Mom also said the
same, and then Nick said:

	"Tomorrow is Sunday and Peter and I would want to play here and do
things together. Would you please let him overnight here? My room has two
beds so there is not any problem." Silence, then mom said:

	"You know that you and Joss have to look after Margaret meanwhile
we are out for tennis, don't you?

	"Sure, I know that mom." Then mom asked:

	"Joss, any argument? Fathers?

	"Oh! no, no, nothing." I said. The same reply from John and my
father.

	"Ok, in that case granted." She continued: "In the little yellow
box in the main bathroom there is an extra new tooth brush for Peter,
tomorrow he can wear any of your clothes, he's the same size as you are."
Mother Louise knew she had been trapped, so she could not say
anything. Nick and Peter jumped joyfully; they kissed everybody. When Peter
was kissing his sister, in a whisper he said to her:

	"I told you this would be a great day, I was right." Maria blushed
remembering the events thru the evening; she said nothing but looked at
me. They said good nights and flew upstairs. When they disappeared, we
stood up.

	"It's late." Mother Louise said. "Today has been a long day; so
let's also go." My heart swelled in pain because Maria was leaving and I
did not know when I could see her again; however, love always finds a
lane. We were in our way to the car, adults were chatting, we retarded, and
in questions of seconds, we kissed on the lips.

	"How can I see you tomorrow? I can go on the bike to the village."

	"I'll be round 12:00 in the Park's far end; there is an ice-cream
shop, wait in there." I pressed her hand and she returned me the
pressing. They all went inside the car, but this time mother and daughter
on the back seat, mother always so clever! They started and the car went
out, we closed the gate and went into the house. Workers were cleaning the
garden and dad went to have a look. While the car was running to the
village, it was not too far away, Maria cuddled in her mom gaze, and
without looking she said:

	"Mom, Joss is a very handsome boy, isn't he?"

	"Yes, sure he is, but he is a man." Maria was too young to
understand the hidden meaning of her mother's answer, so she insisted
again:

	"But he is very handsome." Mother Louise stared at her daughter
with love and sighed.

	"Yes, he is."

Mom and I sat down again on the couch, I lied down on my back with my head
on her gaze, she started caressing my hair, I liked that very much,
especially when Nick was not around to disturb us or interfere.

	"Mom, Maria is a beautiful girl, isn't she?

	"Oh! Yes, sure she is. She'll become a wonderful woman." I sighed,
mom noticed that and kissed me on the forehead. "Be careful with that
little heart in your chest, sometimes he betrays his master." I stared at
her:

	"Thanks mom, you are great! I'll go to bed." I kissed her, went to
the bathroom for a last pee and brush my teeth. I approached the window on
the corridor, I could hear my brother, and Peter giggles in their joy.

Nick and Peter had rushed upstairs.

	"Firstly let's go for a pee and brush our teeth." Both could see
each other and their cocks inflamed with passion. They quickly finished and
entered in Nick's room. Nick locked the door, then Peter took his hands and
looked into those lovely blue yes, Nick made the same; both boys
contemplating each other in silence looking into the eyes, suddenly at the
same time both went into a hard embrace. Peter started rubbing Nick back
with a hand and his blond hair with the other. Nick did the same to
Peter. Then without breaking the hug, Peter said:

	"I love you Nick, I loved you since the very moment I saw you
during the soccer match; I will love you forever."

	"Oh Peter, I love you too, but you also like girls, will you prefer
me?"

	"I liked girls until I saw you my little blue, I never thought I
would love anyone like I do to you, my heart is yours, Nick." They tenderly
broke the hug. Nick looked into those deep black eyes and those dimples he
liked so much, then approached their lips and kissed passionately in a long
kiss.

	"I fully believe you Peter."

	"I want you Nick, I'm mad about you, I think my cock would eat you
without hurting a single hair."  Nick grinned with Peter's
occurrence. Peter started undressing, but Nick said:

	"Please Peter, I'll do myself." He dragged Peter to the bed and
laid him down on his back. Nick eagerly wanted to take Peter's cock in his
hands and mouth, so he went quickly taking everything off Peter until he
was naked, his cock claiming to be caressed. Then Peter said:

	"I'm more eager to take your meat within my mouth than you, but if
we go step by step we will enjoy a lot more, now is my turn. Please lay
back on the other bed; I'll do what I have dreamt since I saw you." He
looked at Nick's white round legs, and as two hours before, he started
firstly taking off shoes; now the socks, slowly he kissed both feet sucking
the big toe of each foot, at the same time rubbing with his left hand both
thighs. Nick was breathing hard only wanting he went quickly, his penis was
rock hard under his underwear and he started rubbing it.

	"Please Nick, don't jerk yourself off, I'll do the job, I want you
to enjoy the strongest orgasm that you ever had."

	"Ok, but my little brother is in jail, he wants freedom."

	"I'll look after him just in a minute." He resumed his task, now
caressing the young calves, once he reached the round knees Peter licked
and kissed them, but his preferences were Nick's white thighs. Many times
Peter had seen those white parts on other boys playing soccer and he
fantasized what he would do if he had them without being hurried up. He
rubbed them with his palms slowly introducing both hands under the shorts
until he reached the underwear, he returned and started licking carefully
the interior of both legs, and Nick spread them in order to give Peter
better access. Nick was breathing hard and gasping; he was near his orgasm.

	"Nick, please raise your legs." Peter took off Nick's shorts and
underwear releasing his cock, he licked up starting from the balls, and
then he engulfed totally balls and cock, sucking up and down. Nick could
not resist so many caresses, his body got rigid and his breath stopped
arching his hips to meet Peter mouth, he put his hands on top of Peter's
head and pushed down forcedly in the moment his dry orgasm hit him with a
loud groan.

	"Oh!!!, Ahg!!!, Oh... my... god!!!" He was breathing hard quickly
to recover himself "I could not wait..." Then Peter laid on top of Nick,
his dick between Nick's thighs, he started rubbing it up and down topping
with Nick's ball sack; Peter excited said:

	"I... have... have... not... finished yet, you... you... still need
a... new release." Peter also needed a release. Nick half-incorporated
dragged Peter from his butt cheeks to his chest; then he engulfed the whole
cock and balls in front of his face. Peter gasped for air and starting
fiercely humping Nick mouth, his eyes closed, sweating in a high
pleasure. Nick continued absorbing Peter cocks, suddenly Peter stopped
breathing, pushed his hips forward and a low scream came from his throat:

	"Oh!!! My... my... god!!!, this... is... too much." He gasped for
air. "I thought I could hold myself until I finished with your second
feeling, but it was impossible." Nicks grabbed his friend's head and
brought to him kissing tenderly Peter. When they released the kiss, Peter
said: "I love you Nick, my blue."

	"I love you too, my dimples." Now with a smile he continued: "You
did very well, now you can continue, you are fully satisfied of exploring
me, but I think you should wait ten minutes to resume it." Peter kissed
passionately Nick until their lips and chin were covered with saliva. Peter
did not want to wait; their young nature refilled again and was ready to
continue. He started where he left; licking and kissing Nick's groins, he
progressed to the crotch and navel, until he reached the little round
nipples. With his left hand, he continued slowly jacking off Nick's dick
and now started passionately licking and sucking the nipples. Nick was
trembling, his dick was again ready to explode, but Peter progressed, now
each side of the neck licking and sucking both earlobes, finally he
returned to the face and kissed gain tongue with tongue to Nick. Laying on
his right side, he turned and again started strongly sucking Nick's meat in
a 69 position. Nick eagerly took Peter cock. Within a few minutes, both
boys started breathing hard and gasping thru their nostrils. They did not
stop until their bodies tensed and arched to reach the deepest into each
other mouth, as the greatest dry orgasm hit their young crotches and
penises at the same time with a muffled groan, as their mouths were full
with each other cock. They collapsed side by side, now fully satisfied in
pleasure.

	"It was great Peter, very neat, I love you."

	"Sure it was, now my dreams have come more than true." Then looking
into Nick's lovely blue eyes Peter continued. "I'll love you Nick
forever. I don't mind if they call me queer, fag, or whatever they want."
Both kissed and continued: "I love you Nick." Nick dragged Peter's body in
a strong hug, chest-to-chest, nipple-to-nipple, and dick-to-dick, their leg
mixed as a sole body. Nick and Peter separated, they looked each other, and
then Nick innocently said:

	"I believe that queer is something dirty, we are not doing dirty
things, we only love each other, and we like to do things together, have
fun, have sex, why we cannot say that?"

	"Because adults think that those things we like and love are not
good, this is a consequence of our society, so we have to say nothing to
anybody, only we'll do whatever we like and keep it for us secret, that's
all."

	"But Joss knows everything about me, we have no secret between us,
even sometimes I had sex with him."

	"Did you?"

	"Oh yes. I have to recognize that he is not eager to do things as
you do; even I know he's reluctant to suck my cock. He only does things
because he loves me very much and I love him a lot; so we can trust on
him. He likes girls, as you well know and we noticed today, I think he has
fallen in love with your sister Maria.  Let's sleep, tomorrow we will get
up round 9:00 after mom and dad leave for tennis, we will finish this
sleepover with some fun in the bathroom." They drifted to sleep. Nick on
his right side and cuddle behind Peter. A few minutes later was erected,
his prick inside Peter's legs.

	"I love you Peter."

	"I love you too, Nick." They closely hugged and a couple of minutes
later they were asleep.

I was awoken lying on the bed still fully dressed, except shoes, with my
stare on the ceiling replying in my mind what the day had brought to me and
how happy I felt when Maria kissed me at the moment I thought was being
rejected. What silly I was! What wonderful Maria was!!, She is so
pretty!!. A tingling sensation was stirring my groins and even my cock
started to grow erect when I remembered the kisses. I started to think
about the future, especially tomorrow, what would she do? What would happen
if she is not there or Mother Louise does not allow her to go? I relaxed
but continued thinking and thinking on projects and things we could do
together, my dick now was quiet as the stream of love swept me all thru my
mind. It was late and the lights still on, mom found strange to see lights
still were on, she thought I might have forgotten to put them off, so she
entered and found me still awoken.

	"Joss my son, are you still awake?"

	"Yes mom, I'm sleepless. I'm just thinking on all the wonderful
things of today. It has been a lovely day." Mom looked at me; she careful
caressed my hair and my face.

	"I have the handsomest boy in the world." She started undressing
me, until I was on my underwear, she caressed me again, then she continued:
"But this little body also needs some rest, love is not enough, now to
sleep." She kissed me goodnights, and left. Does she know about my love for
Maria? I wondered.

That night I had a beautiful dream; in part it was a repetition of those I
had about Maria. We were together hand in hand, she was a princess dressed
in a lovely pink veil, I could guess her features thru the veil; I was a
prince myself, but now I could see completely her face, I tenderly kissed
her, she converted herself into a beautiful eagle, and I did into a
hawk. We flew together as the couple of the world, we stopped on a high-
snowed peak, and we were again persons.

	"I love you my beautiful eagle." Then she took my face between her
hands and kissed me on the lips.

	"I love you too, my handsome hawk. I have been waiting a long time
for you, now no one will separate us." Then I kissed her. We were again
eagle and hawk, we were flying as the sun was rising on the horizon that
disturbed my eyes, so I tried to protect them, but it was too bright. That
awoke me; the morning sun was hitting my face thru the window, I forgot to
draw down the blinds last night, it was about 9:00, mom and dad, as
usually, had already gone for tennis. Margaret was peacefully sleeping and
I heard some giggles in the main bathroom, so I peed in the other one.

 As I knew, Peter and Nick woke up a quarter to nine:

	"Come on Peter, it is near 9:00, I need to make some pee." Peter
woke up, rubbed his eyes, and took Nick face in his hands kissing lightly
his lips:

	"Good morning my beautiful boy, I also need some relief, my bladder
is full, and my dick fully erected."

	"Mine too, let's go to the bathroom." Nick said jumping naked from
the bed.

	"But we are naked!" Peter argued. Nick giggled.

	"We don't need to care about; Joss and I use to be naked round the
house, mom and dad don't mind as far as we remain within the premises."

	"You are lucky your parents allow you that." They entered in the
bathroom:

	"Don't pee yet, we'll play to firemen."

	"Firemen? What's that? Nick explained to Peter looking to his
erection:

	"I'm in a house set on fire, a house cannot move, you are the
fireman with your hose, so you have to extinguish the fire, we'll do it in
the big tub. Let's start, you are now the fire fighter, fire is
everywhere. Help!  Help!, someone is shouting." Peter laughed and started
shooting his urine onto Nick, to the face, to the hair, to his butt, until
he was empty. Then Peter, laughing loudly, motioned as if a real lady were
asking for help.

	"Sorry lady the tank is empty, I can't help you." Nick did more or
less the same, both laughing enjoying the play. "Now let's shower here, you
soap me, and then I'll soap you."

	"Ok, take that sponge and that bottle of slippery gel." They put
water to an appropriate temperature and the showerhead directly to their
heads, they firstly rinsed until all urine was gone. Nick poured some gel
on a sponge and left it aside. He poured some on Peter's head; he rubbed
the scalp until all was full of foam.  Then started slowly soaping Peter
neck and back, at the same time kissing and licking the smooth skin.  Peter
felt Nick's tongue on his skin and sighed as his dick was jerking at every
heartbeat. He continued. Now on the butt round cheeks, that had a beautiful
white line dividing the rest of body tan normally not covered.  Peter
gasped at Nick touch, especially when he soaped his butt crack; with his
hands and between the upper legs, he instinctively arched the legs to give
better access to Nick touch. Nick continued, first, one leg and then the
other one. He turned Peter round. Before he started, he kissed Peter a long
kiss; both boys grinding their bodies. Nick stopped and continued soaping
the face, neck, and now the chest. At this moment he kissed, licked and
lightly sucked the little round nipples; continued down to the crotch
soaping the ball sack expecting the moment when Nick touched his dick, but
he did not, he continued on the legs, toes and foot, finally he went up to
his rock hard dick, he grabbed the shaft and delicately soaped all. Peter
was on fire:

"Nick, please release me, my dick's going to explode"

"You have to soap me before, then we will do anything that we wanted, now
your turn", Nick said giggling.

Peter started soaping Nick on the other way round, more or less as Nick did
to him, when he was on his face Nick closed his eyes to prevent soap in, at
this Peter put a lovely unexpected kiss that Nick accepted with a sigh. He
continued licking and sucking Nick nipples, after the navel. At the crotch,
he fondled the ball sack and sucked three or four times the erected prick,
Nick moaned in pleasure but said nothing. Peter continued the legs and
between them, turned Nick round, soaped the legs, leaving the butt cheeks
he continued on the neck. Remembering the nice feeling he felt when Nick
soaped his butt crack, he put extra gel on his right hand and started
massaging the crack and asshole, Nick gasped as Peter touched that sensible
part. Peter was with his back to the tiled wall behind Nick, when he
finished soaping he reached out to grab Nick cock with his right hand and
placed his left one on Nick hips. His dick was extremely hard and when he
was trying to get Nick's, the tip of his cock was at Nick's butt hole
entrance. Nick felt that and without being aware, he pushed back against
Peter's tool. The soap and Peter precum did the rest. Instinctively Peter
made a first push and slid half of his cock inside Nick rectum without any
discomfort, since their dimensions were more than natural for their pre
pubescent bodies, he pulled out a little, and in a second thrust, he buried
his dick in Nick. A wave of pleasure cursed thru their young bodies.

	"Oh, that's wonderful, pull, and push harder Peter." Nick said in a
cracking and pleasure voice."  During a couple of minutes Peter started
humping Nick in and out, helped by Nick's hips moves, a the same time he
had grabbed Nick cock stroking it in every move, so he was receiving
pleasure in both sides. Their moans and gasps merged in lust as the point
of the dramatic orgasm hit both at the same time.

	"Oh!!! Ahg!!!". Peter clenched himself to Nick with his chin on
Nick right shoulder gasping for air.  They remained very tight until their
knees couldn't support them, as they recovered their breath.

	"Oh Nick! What was that? I did not expect anything like this; the
feeling was so intense, nothing to compare with what we have done before."

	"I don't know, I felt your dick on my butt and I could not help
pushing back to received it, it touched something inside my guts whenever
you made a pull and push moves that made me mad." Peter slid himself down
lying on his back on the large and wide tub still inside Nick totally
exhausted. Nick turned around, now facing Peter, sat down on his crotch,
and started kissing his boyfriend. "I love you Peter, this was fantastic,
I'll do to you next time; you need to know the great feeling in both
sides."

	"I love you too, my boyfriend." Nick laughed and they kissed
again. Their cocks now were limp and small, so they broke the embrace,
showered and naked went down to the kitchen. Joss was already there
preparing his breakfast but in underwear. Peter blushed but Joss that
noticed that, he took his underwear off, so he showed him naked all
together:

	"Sorry Peter, I did not realise that you were in here, we normally
hang about naked when we are alone, but you are part of us now. I see that
you have had a lot of fun." Peter blushed again.

	"Thanks Joss, yes we enjoyed a lot together, Nick is fantastic."

	"I know that Peter, I suppose that with so much fun you are hungry,
aren't you."

	"Yes, at least I'm."

	"Here you are all you need to refill you body. Let's finish having
breakfast, put on something and I'll go to wake Margaret up. Dad and mom
still will take an hour to return, and then we'll decide what we are going
to do." All three had breakfast restoring the lost energies. Then Nick
said:

	"It is a pity that the swimming pool is empty, but we can play
soccer in the annex, I love that."

On reference to the annex, when dad built our house he left a land plot of
the same extension of that of the house on the backside facing to a new
street to be built in the future, but now it could only be accessed from
our house. My father fenced it with barbed wire and surrounded with a thick
cypress hedge of 2,5 meters high so that it was impossible to see anything
from outside. Just in a corner, there was, and still is, a very old and big
Holm oak tree that dad looked after as a baby, the rest of the plot was
covered with natural grass.  We used this plot to play soccer with our
friends and to hang around naked when we were on ourselves in private, so
we had a lovely tan without any white line determined by the swimming
suit. Everybody thought that this plot was left to be sold later at a very
expensive cost, in fact, dad had many offers about it, but he left that
with an aim that we could discover many years later.

	"I need to go to the village round 12, I'll take the bike."

	"To the village?, Nick asked.

	"Yes, to the village, but I want you not tell mom or dad,
understand? Nick was amazed, this was the first time that his brother was
going to do something without telling him, well, he had not asked about,
anyway. Then Peter guessing Nick's thoughts he said:

	"Don't worry Nick, he is not going to be lost, there is a beautiful
place on the Park far end where you can buy lovely ice creams." I noticed
the irony on Peter as he guessed all about his sister.

	"Sure, I need to cold down all the heat that I got during the
night, like you." The three started laughing since all knew what was going
on, so I continue: "Yes, I'm going to meet Maria, I have fallen in love
with her, and I think she also loves me."

	"You don't need to swear, it can be guessed one hundred kilometres
far away."

	"Any suggestion, Peter?"

	"No, only that I feel very happy about it, the problem now is how
to get you together as much as possible, I suppose that is what you want,
isn't it? If you need my help, you can count on it anytime.

	"Thanks Peter, let's see how things go on." I looked at those
gorgeous naked children and said: "Now if you want to continue as in the
paradise, please go to the annex and enjoy in there, I'm going to wake
Margaret up and give her the breakfast, I don't want mom be mad on me, just
in case she finds out about me going to the village." Nick and Peter put on
some shoes, took a ball, and went to play soccer in the annex.  After more
than an hour, they were having a shower near the pool, five minutes later
they were back in shorts, just in time dad and mom returned from tennis.

CHAPTER 6
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I pedalled to the village, I knew the park very well, but let us know what
was going on Maria's mind. She had had a very similar dream as I had so she
was also eager to see me; however as it was Sunday she had to find an
excuse to go out for a couple of hours. Her friend Elisa came as every
Sunday to pick her up to go to the church. Normally the girls did not enjoy
the mass, it was only used as an excuse to see other friends, gossip about
boys and play in the park, so she said to Mother Louise:

	"Mom I'm leaving for the church, after the mass we'll go to the
park to play."

	"Ok Maria, but don't be late."

	"Don't worry; we will be here round 1:00 pm." As soon as they were
alone on their way to the church Elisa said:

	"Maria, you look happier than ever, your eyes spark, which is the
cause of such happiness?" Maria looked at her friend.

	"Elisa, I found him; he is not a prince, as I'm not a princess, he
is real, even cuter than in my dreams." Elisa was astonished with her mouth
agape.

	"Really? Is it possible?"

	"Yes, and you saw him before I did." Still more surprised Elisa
argued:

	"Me? Are you sure?"

	"Yes, you told me that you saw a very handsome boy, to be exactly,
you saw his brother Nick, the blond one: Joss, this is his name, was on the
opposite side during the soccer match, do you remember?"

	"Oh! I see." Maria told Elisa all about our encounter the previous
day, of course, omitting those beautiful moments that only belonged to us
forever. Then Elisa argued:

	"And at the first moment you said "yes" to him when he declared his
love to you? Why didn't you resist a little more?, perhaps he could assume
that you were an easy girl."

	"First, Elisa you know me; I'm not hypocrite. I loved him since I
dreamt about him several months ago, besides he asked me in such a way that
I couldn't say "no."

	"Yes, I suppose it is very difficult to advise anyone what to do in
such circumstances, it is better to follow what you heart says to you, even
if that may lead to a mistake." They stopped for a moment, and then Maria
looked at her friend's eyes:

	"Elisa no one, except Joss, can understand me like you; you are my
best friend and I'm proud of it, thank you for your understanding." Maria
hugged her friend; and Elisa blushed with such affection.

	"Maria, your happiness are mine, please always count on me to help
you. I suppose you will need some in the near future."

	"Thanks again, I appreciate that." They entered in the church and
after half an hour, they left after greeting some other friends. "I'll meet
him in the park, I need to see him. Will you come? I may introduce you to
him."

	"Do you think is it correct?"

	"Of course it is, besides you are my best friend."

	"Ok, let's go." Fifteen minutes later, I was on the spot signalled
by Maria; soon I spotted Maria accompanied by another girl. I jumped up and
near started to run; however, I stopped because I wanted to hug and kiss
her just in there, I cooled down. Something the same felt Maria when she
saw her handsome Hawk, but she thought that those manifestations were to be
done in private. When both were together, a single stare was enough to
understand the situation.

	"Hi Maria!"

	"Joss this is my best friend Elisa" then Elisa said bluntly:

	"Hi Joss. Well I think you have come to meet together and not to
start on compliments, so behind that bush there is a bench that is used by
people that are in love, so don't waste your time, we have not much left;
if anybody comes I'll whistle you." We went there and sooner we rounded de
bush we hugged and kissed on the lips. We broke the kiss, sat down on the
bench and hugged her again; with her head on my shoulder, I started
caressing her hair and his back, she was doing much the same to me; we
broke the hug and kissed again, this time not so passionately as before,
once we broke the kiss I took her hands in mine:

	"Maria, what beautiful you are! I spent the whole night thinking
about you my love; I want to be with you, to see you, to do things
together. I don't know, I think I'm becoming silly."

	"Oh my Hawk, I love you, do you think I'm marble? I miss you a lot;
I'm thinking on you all the time, what can we do Joss? Only to think I will
not see you the whole week makes me mad.

	"We must do something to see each other, even if necessary, I'll
lie. I never did before but what I want is to stay with you. Peter and Nick
will help us." Then she interrupted me.

	"Do they know...?

	"They say it is on our faces, if that is true, mom and Mother
Louise will know it immediately. No, I will not lie, I'll tell Mother
Louise and mom to permit us to see each other without needing to hide, we
are not doing anything bad or wrong, why can't we do it?"

	"Oh Joss, do you think is it that the right way? Let's wait until
we finish school, the holidays will come in a month time, and then we will
have a lot of time to decide what to do."

	"Maria it is a long time and you make me mad, I don't know if I
will be able to wait so long."

	"Only that?" She said with a grin that reflected those marvellous
dimples that I loved so much. I kissed her and we hugged." Don't worry my
precious boy we will be in touch." Then we heard Elisa's whistle,
immediately we went into open view with Elisa. "We can rely on Elisa, so we
can speak freely without any problem." We thanked Elisa for her help."

	"But how will we be in touch?" I asked innocently.

	"We can use a postman to send us messages."

	"A postman? A letter would take a whole week!"

	"No exactly a postman", Maria said, "but a post woman and the
message will not need any stamp.  Mom will be our courier."

	"Mom Louise? I think that our love is getting also mad on you, do
you expect her to carry our messages?"

	"Yes I do, but she does not need to know she is doing the
job. Every day I'll put a message adhered with chew rubber within the rear
car bumper. I'll clean the bumper carefully." She continued in a whisper.
"Then you can savour my mouth when you put the rubber in yours, you should
do the same." That memorable day I thought I could not afford to lose a
girl so clever. I pressed her hand and very slow, that only she could hear
it, I said:

	"I love you beautiful."

	"I love you too, my handsome boy." We laughed, I thanked Elisa for
her help; she returned home and I did the same. No one had noticed my
absence, except Peter and Nick.

The day passed out, next day was school day, so we decided to go to bed
early, there have been many emotions that weekend and we needed to refill
and to think on our tasks in the school, now more than ever because final
examinations were due to start on a couple of weeks. Before we said good
nights dad stared at me and said:

	"Joss, anything wrong?"

	"Why dad? Everything is alright." Mom looked at me, she was with a
concern in his eyes but I could not relieve her without disclosing my love
for Maria, I was scared she would ask me something because I could not lie
her, so I quickly kissed them and said goodnights. Nick as happy as usual,
did the same. When we were in our room upstairs dad said to mom:

	"Joss has something, I don't know what it is, but he is so
silent..., he never acted like that being as joyful as he is."

	"David, our sons are growing up very fast, faster than we would
like; he is now 11 and discovering new adventures of life. We should not
press him, he will tell you if he wanted so; up to now we brought them up
free of spirit and with a lot of love, only conditioned by honesty and
truth, nothing else, I think that is the best way unless I'm wrong."

	"No Nora, you are not, we have been very lucky having so good
children, but I still see them as my babies and I do not realise they are
fast growing up. Well, let's see."

I entered in my room followed by Nick, I thought he would go to his, but I
was wrong. We brushed, our teeth, had pee, etc. and undressed; as usually
naked. Nick cuddled behind me noticing his dick getting hard, I ignored it,
and he embraced me.

	"I thought you were going to your own room." Jokingly he said:

	"I'm still scared." Then I turned facing his adorable face. He
continued but now serious: "Joss I love you, I love you very much." He
started quickly kissing me everywhere on my face and rubbing my hair. "I'll
be in your bed until you say me to go or a girl takes my place, in this
moment I'll be very happy to give it to her."  I interrupted him:

	"Or until someone is in yours pleasing you."

	"Yes, that is another cause to be added." I laughed, kissed my
angel and again I turned to my side, we drifted to sleep.

The weeks went by very fast; daily I received the message from Maria, and
she got my answers and saliva in the chew rubber. Saturday and Sunday came,
I escaped to the Park far end we kissed and made projects, school would end
the following week, so we made some projects about how we could see each
other once school was over, but something would change them without our
intervention. Next Friday mom said:

	"We have invited Mother Louise, John and the children for dinner
here, we thought first to go to a restaurant but we also thought that you
both, Maria and Peter would prefer here, so please cancel any visit that
you may have, we prefer to be in family." She stressed the word Maria. What
a clever mom I have!! I thought. I near jumped in joy, dad saw the scene,
and stared at mom, she added: "Children are like that." I rushed upstairs
and wrote a quick message to Maria; Mother Louise was preparing herself to
leave. While I was chewing the gum, I wrote:

	""Dear Eagle, you and your family are coming tomorrow evening for
dinner, I just knew it. Please wear
	that beautiful white dress of yours with the red ribbon. I love
you. Your Hawk.""

I glued the message and went upstairs. Maria picked it up and when she read
it, she went to meet her mom, with a lovely smile, reached her mom's neck
and kissed her with such a joy that Mother Louise found strange:

	"Maria what the matter with you?

	"Nothing", she replied. "Please see my school qualifications; I'm
happy that I will not need to do any homework during the summer." Mother
Louise did not believed her daughter, she knew her very well, but she had
not any arguments, she thought that something was going on but she did not
know. We were sat down on the couch.

	"Please Nick, take from our backpack the school qualifications, the
envelope is sealed for dad." He delivered the envelope to dad and mom, one
each, after reading, they crossed smiles of satisfaction.

	"You have worked hard; therefore you deserve a prize."

	"Dad I don't need anything special, but may I to reserve the right
to ask you about?"

	"Same me." Nick said. Dad smiled again.

	"Probably tomorrow you may get your prize, especially you, Joss;
but not all depend on us, so I cannot tell you now." That puzzled m,
because I did not realise what it could be. Margaret was lying on mom's
lap, she argued:

	"Dad, I also have good qualifications, will you give me a prize?"

	"Just now." Taking her on his lap he gave her a sound kiss and hug,
she smiled and sighed, and hanging from his neck she kissed back dad. In
that moment, I thought my dad was the happiest father in the world. We got
ready for bed. When we entered in my room, I was so glad that I hugged Nick
before we undressed.

	"Nick I'm very happy tonight, Maria and Peter are coming tomorrow,
I'll see her in private and I expect from you and Peter to help me. I'm so
glad that you can ask me tonight anything." I started undressing, Nick was
already naked, and as usual, his cock was erected.

	"In that case I take the chance. Please Joss, let's make sex
things, I have done nothing properly since our birthday and my cock is
asking for some attention." My dick was also erected just to see him and
because I had not jacked it off during a few days, so I hugged him and
kissed, our dicks together starting to eject precum in anticipation.

	"Ok, we will do whatever you need, please lock the door and leave
only on the nightstand light." I lied on the bed awaiting my angel to
satisfy him. Nick locked the door and immediately jumped onto the bed, he
straddled me and taking my face between his hands, he kissed me on the
lips.

	"I have the best and most beautiful brother that I could have. I
love you Joss, I love you immensely." I could not resist that manifestation
of love and affection, I grabbed his head, and I brought down to my face
kissing him. He returned the kiss but this time passionately his tongue
exploring my mouth and at the same time grinding up and down his body
against mine, spreading his and my precum all over our cocks and
crotches. He broke the kiss and started licking and sucking my nipples, he
was incredible efficient because I moaned in pleasure, my breathe getting
quicker; he was also moaning in a low motion. Now he reached up my ears and
sucked the ear globes, his dick was now on top of my navel and mine behind
his butt cheeks.  He was returning down to lick my chest when he felt my
dick practically on the entrance of his asshole, he gasped at the sensation
reminding him with Peter in the bathroom. He reached back aiming my dick to
his hole and pressed down; the slippery pole needed not much effort to
entry in the cave, due to small size of an 11 y/o boy and a normal body of
that age. I felt that lovely tightness and pleasure, but I also realise
that the boy on top of me was my own brother. Jacking off or kissing was
normal, but in this instance I was fucking my angel brother, well, it need
to be said that he was fucking himself but with my dick, so I stopped for a
moment:

	"Nick, my angel, do you know what we are doing? We are fucking!!
That is not normal between brothers!"

	"Why not?" He said in a breaking voice and gasping for air. "We
love each other and we enjoy doing sex things that I like; I do not see the
difference, besides you told me to do anything that I needed, and now I
want your dick inside me because when it is there, it reaches something and
I feel a strong sensation of pleasure building in me. It is great."

	"How do you know that?"

	"Well, incidentally we made that in the bathtub Peter and I, so
let's continue." I could not argue with Nick, he always was so convincing,
I only could say:

	"Ok Nick, but be careful, you can hurt yourself, then all would
blame me, no matter what you say." I paused because I felt bad, I had just
regretted not to have the strength to say "no" and stop what we were doing;
but I immensely loved my little angel and was powerless before him; and the
problem was he knew it."

	"Oh, don't worry; your dick is not big enough to hurt me, besides
it is very slippery with precum." He resumed licking me and pushed down
again; near the entire dick was inside him, his cock, and ball rubbing my
crotch. In spite all my concerns, a wonderful feeling was building up down
my crotch and raising thru my prick, then Nick straighten up and
practically he was now sat down on my crotch with the full length of my
cock inside him. He put his hands on my hip and started pulling himself up
and down, then in a hoarse voice and stammering he said:

	"Joss, please, jack me off." I reached down his dick and I cupped
it with all my fingers, a minute o so later, a strong orgasm was
approaching me, and I gasped for air.

	"Nick my prick's going to explode." I think I could not complete
the sentence. My body stiffened, my breath stopped and the feeling reached
the top of my cock, I could not help but my hips arched, my butt clenched
and I took Nick from his waist and pushed him down looking for further
penetration inside him. At the same time, Nick was hit by his strong orgasm
as my dick touched those sensible parts inside his guts and my previous
stimulations on his cock. He tensed and screamed.

	"Oh!!." He fell down exhausted on my chest, sweating with his
beautiful face smiling with pleasure, still my prick inside him; when he
recovered, said: "Oh Joss, that was wonderful, thanks. I love you."

	"I love you too, my angel, I enjoyed it very much, more than ever
before, but please, don't ask me to do it again to you, will you promise?"
He, without moving on my chest, and almost as a pray innocently said:

	"I love you Joss, are you mad on me?"

	"No Nick, I'll never be mad on you, you know that, however, I feel
very bad myself. We can kiss, hug, jack off, to do all this stuff, but not
to fuck. You can do it with somebody else, with Peter, Alfred... I don't
know."

	"I don't understand you big bro; you advise me to do it with
somebody else but not with whom I love more?"

	"Nick, my love, I do not advise you to do it, just if you want or
need doing it, please don't ask me. I love you too much and I would kill
myself if I hurt you." In that moment I was sobbing, I do not know why, but
tears came running down to my ears, he noticed that.

	"Oh Joss, please don't cry, I suppose you feel ashamed, but I
don't. I did because I love you and it is my love that moves my heart,
that's all."

	"Ok, we leave like that. Tomorrow we will chat because I need your
cooperation." We drifted to sleep, he behind me; with his left arm round my
chest; I felt his kiss on my back neck.

The following day, Saturday, we got up not too early, we had breakfast and
helped mom to prepare things for the evening. I talked to Nick:

	"Look Nick, it is a week now that I haven't seen Maria." He
interrupted me.

	"Don't be a liar; you have been going to see her every day after
school."

	"Ok, officially I haven't seen her since our birthday party. So I
need to be with Maria, I suppose you want to chat with Peter, when they
come we will say that we are going to play in the annex, you and Peter will
guard the entrance and advice us if anyone's coming, ok?"

	"Sure, we'll do a good job for my loved brothers, but we also need
some time alone, will you in exchange guard us?"

	"Of course we will do, I know your business." Nick smiled and
hugged me.

	"I love you Joss."

	I love you too, Nick."

The evening arrived; we heard mom Louise's car, so we went to open the gate
before mom told us. She entered the car and we kissed her and John. I went
round the car and I got Maria kissing her politely on the cheek, she
pressed my hand; we all went into the house, without being aware that Maria
and I were hand on hand, we realised that when she untied from me to kiss
mom, dad and Margaret, so they were pretty aware of that fact. Then Peter
suggested playing, it was a long time without seeing ourselves. Margaret
said she wanted to be with Mother Louise.

As soon as we entered in the annex, Nick and Peter remained near the
entrance, we rushed to the Holm oak, I took Maria hands and I stared at
her, dressed in that beautiful white dress with red ribbon, she was so
beautiful!!. We kept silence for near two minutes staring to each other.

	"I love you, Maria, I love you very much." Without hesitation, she
dropped herself into my arms, with hers round me caressing my back and her
head on my chest, my nose on her hair perceiving that lovely aroma from
her, I notice a stirring in my groins as she muttered.

	"I love you too, Joss, I love you so immensely that I have no word
to describe it, I miss you a lot, every day, every minute. Oh my Hawk! I
cannot live without you." We broke our hug and after looking each other
again we kissed exploring each other mouth, then I started kissing her
quickly once, two, three times, many times in a minute, on the cheeks,
nose, eyes, hands on every part of her available, she returned me every
kiss.

	"Maria, especially I love those beautiful dimples that you have
when you smile." She smiled as a temptation inviting me to kiss her again,
and I did. With such caresses, my body responded with a tingle inside my
crotch and my penis started to grow erect. My soul felt ashamed, I think I
blushed. Something was happening that I could not explain myself on those
moments and out of my control. Most of me, preferred that clean and
beautiful love, but the body has his own rules, as clever as Maria is, she
noticed my redness and my human being internal fight, but to avoid any
embarrassment she laid her head on my chest again, I wrapped her with my
arms, she then mumbled:

	"I love you Joss, I love you as you are, as you will be." With
those words she made me understand that always she would support me, help
me to keep our love forever. Without any word, she was saying: "don't worry
Joss, you are not alone, I'm behind you, it is not only your fight, but
that of every honest human being, including myself." I kissed her on the
hair and we remained there quiet a good while. Meantime Peter and Nick were
watching but hidden behind the tall fence; they were expressing their love
to each other, kissing passionately without losing their attention to the
annex's entrance.

We chatted about everything until Nick and Peter came to say we must trade
places. We went to the entrance and they remained under the tree. As soon
as we left, they started kissing fiercely, Peter caressing Nick's hair.

	"I love you Nick, I cannot think in other things except you." Peter
resumed his kissing at the same time caressing Nick all.

	"I love you Peter, it is happening the same to me, and only I would
like to be all the time with you."  They sat down on the grass and Peter
started rubbing Nick's thighs until he touched the erected prick."  Please
Peter I cannot resist your touches, but we need to control ourselves,
otherwise the precum will stain our shorts."

	"We must prevent it, please stand up against the tree." Nick did as
told, then Peter dragged Nick's short and underwear to his knees, Nick's
boyhood appeared and without any more preliminaries, Peter engulfed it
totally into his mouth.

	"Oh Peter, it, it is so, so good!." A couple of minutes later
Nick's body got rigid, his breathe stopped and his knees could not support
him; he took Peter head and pushed against his crotch as the point of not
return reached him. Peter held Nick as he continued sucking Nick's prick
until it was near slim.

	"Did you enjoy it?"

	"Oh yes, it was fantastic, too quick but good. Now is your turn."
Nick did to his friend as he had received, however Peter could not avoid a
little loud moan as he was sent to the outer space. Soon he recovered from
the journey.

	"Nick you are fantastic, I love you." They tenderly kissed, now
with their passions calmed down.

	"I love you, too, Peter." They kissed repeatedly. With their hands
entwined, they started making plans for the coming holidays.

We were at the entrance guarding them and started playing with the ball,
enjoying our moment of being together, laughing, and joking as normal
children of our age do. In a moment she jumped to catch the ball, she
stepped on a hole and fell down; her left knee hit against a little stone
and made a tiny cut that started bleeding. I immediately went to her.

	"Have you hurt yourself? Please sit down against the fence." She
obeyed.

	"It is nothing, only a tiny cut."

	"Please bend up you knee." She did as I instructed; her right leg
flat on the grass and the left one lifted. I bent myself, I took her leg
and licked and sucked her blood until nothing was left; I raised my head
and I could not help to stare at her lovely thighs, even her panties; again
I felt a stirring on my crotch and again I blushed ashamed. Maria noticed
my embarrassment, she smiled, took my chin and looking at my eyes she
kissed me on each one and finally on the lips.

	"I love you Joss, you are so good. I'm very happy to have..."

	"Please Maria, say it."

	"To have a boyfriend like you, do you like the word?"

	"Yes a lot, my girlfriend. I would like to say it everywhere, to
shout out: Maria is my girl friend, I love her!!!."

	"You are mad, but God bless that kind of madness because I'm also
mad about you." We kissed tenderly as we were sat down on the grass. Nick
and Peter approached, Nick said:

	"We must prepare for dinner; sure they will call on us in a
minute."

Let us see what was also going on in the house.

Mother Louise and John sat down, immediately Margaret jumped in her lap,
mom reprimanded her.

	"Please Margaret, stay on the carpet, you have your toys on there."

	"Ok mom, but I love Mother Louise." Mother Louise smirked lovingly
to the little girl as dad said:

	"Let's have a drink." Each one chose whatever they liked and
started chatting about business. John was dad's general foreman; and he
trusted more on John's opinion than on anybody else, including
technicians. In one point, Mother Louise said:

	"Please David, stop speaking about business, this is a familiar
dinner, not a business general meeting." All other three started laughing,
then mom intervened:

	"As usual you are absolutely right Louise, business finish."

	"We have a serious problem to tackle with; well. it won't be so
serious if we know how to handle it."  Everybody shut up, after Mother
Louise words, however after a minute or so John said:

	"What's it, Louise? Mom and dad also looked a little bit puzzled.

	"It is Joss and Maria"

	"What's the matter with them?" Both men asked near at the same
time. Mom seemed not so surprised, she continued:

 	"Oh men! Don't you have eyes on your faces? or are they only for
businesses?"

	"Well they are children and good friends, I believe." Dad said.

	"They are more than that."

	"More than that? "Can you explain yourself Louise?" John asked.

	"John as usual, history is repeating, and probably it will repeat
meanwhile the human being is on the earth"

	"Oh no, my God!" John said. Mom and dad were impressed, I do not
know how many things went thru their minds on those moments, and they did
not know anything, so dad, just worried asked:

	"Please Louise, we are burning up, it seems there's something that
you know, and we ignore, what is it?"

	"Sorry it is not as grave as you might think. Joss and Maria are
fallen in love." Then dad and mom relieved themselves.

	"Ah, it is that!, many children fall in love each day and next day
they forget." Mother Louise continued:

	"In this case I don't think it is that kind, and, please, David
don't say it is not serious, it could be very serious if we do not know how
to handle it; we had a sad experience and I wouldn't want my children go
thru it. Believe me, they are our children, and I know them better than you
do. What you think it is only a childish event, it is not." She paused and
continued:" Did you see them when we came in? Love makes people very
clever, they complimented us and disappeared immediately, I would bet my
right hand that in these moments they are lovingly with their hands
entwined, kissing, hugging and contemplating each other and making promises
for a future." Dad tried to argue, but Mother Louise continued. "Please
David let me finish. I'll show you details and then I'll tell you a story,
upon that, we can discuss pros and cons. Did you see that lovely dress she
is wearing today?, well, she hated it; on Joss and Nicks birthday I had to
fight and convince her that she was very pretty in it.

	"And she truly is." Mom added. Mother Louise continued:

	"She then said she would wear it only to please me, but never again
in a feast or a visit. However since that day it is her favourite dress."
All three smiled, she continued. "I have gathered details and little pieces
of information, during the past 4 weeks; did you notice that Joss was not
here when you came from the office? Firstly, I thought he was hanging out
with Nick, but Nick was most of the times here; I thought he might be with
Alfred, he wasn't; then what else? I asked my sister Joan, she look after
them until I return from here, and she said that Maria was with her friend
Elisa in the Park, it was true, but not to play, but to meet Joss. I did
not asked Joss because I love him too much and I did not want him to lie,
because I'm absolutely sure that he would do to protect his lady, he is a
caballero, as Spaniards say. Then my dad asked:

	"How did they arrange meeting in the Park? They have not
"officially" met since the birthday party."

	"That is the funniest thing of the story, and it demonstrates how
clever people are when love is between. By a courier."

	"By a courier?" Mom said astonished.

	"By a courier! You are joking; who might be a courier of an eleven
y/o boy?" Dad asked.

	"They had that daily courier, and besides free of charge: Me!"

	"You?" All three laughed.

	"Yes me, of course without knowing that fact, I now know that John;
do you remember Maria and Peter's interest on keeping our car clean?" John
nodded, then she continued: "She or Peter cleaned every day the window
glasses, they said that it was for safety. In fact they kept cleaned all
glasses and also behind the rear bumper; that was the mailbox; every
message was glued with chew gum, so when Joss returned from school, either
himself or Nick will pick up the message and stick the answer. I knew it
because I found small pieces of gun still glued in there." Then mom said:

	"So they also have accomplices to help them."

	"That's for sure, and probably Elisa, Alfred and I don't know who."
Try to catch them, let's say kissing or hugging, you will never get in
time, they will always have an explanation, besides you will never see them
doing that, unless they wanted, of course. With this I reach to the
conclusion that we will never stop them loving themselves, unless they
stopped it by themselves."

	"That means that if we clearly oppose to that, it could become in
something as "Romeo and Juliet."

	"That's absolutely right and we do not want that in this two
families, do we?"

	"We must take into consideration that we are speaking about a boy
of 11 and girl of near 11, they are not matured yet, and the tale of Romeo
referred to teenager people"

	"That's the worst." Mother Louise said, she continued: "They
believe that they are doing nothing dirty, they only express their love to
each other. They would be ashamed if someone said otherwise, they would not
understand why we prohibit it, being that the only thing they want is to be
together, chat together, kiss and hug together, in short, love each other
clean and beautiful as a boy of 11 and a girl of 10 can do." Then mom said:

	"Louise, it seems that you have more experience in that field that
we have."

	"Sure we do, and I do not want that for our children. I'll tell you
the story, or better, we tell you the story, then you can argue." Mother
Louise started.

End of Part 1.- To be continued next week.