Date: Fri, 05 Jan 2007 22:35:06 +0000
From: hank fawkins <frank778@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: acceptance at last ch3

All characters in this story are completely fictitious.  Any similarities
to anyone is coincidental. This story is about a romance between men, so if
that is not your thing then you should cease now. Also unlike other stories
this is more of a slower moving story that is not just sex, but a slower
story about the people in it and coming into their own, so if you are
looking for something to get off too quickly this will not be it. If you
have any comments feel free to e-mail me at frank778@hotmail.co.uk Thanks


Chapter 3 Juan stays on...

I woke up with a start. There was something over my mouth and I realised it
was a palm of a hand. I instinctively threw it off my face and then
realised that it belonged to Juan. He was lying on his back breathing
deeply, Oh ok, he was snoring lightly. It was 8.00am and this was later
than I had slept in a long time. Also I had slept through the night without
waking up except for Juan came into the room.

I climbed out of bed and went over to the bathroom to relieve
myself. Afterwards on the way out of the bedroom, I picked up my lounge
pants and t-shirt and put these on. I went over to the kitchen, poured a
glass of water, opened the balcony door and stepped out. It was a freezing
December morning. At the same time it was fresh and I breathed in deeply
and smiled. We have summers and winters in our lives and I was hoping that
the winter is over and summer has arrived.

I walked back through to the lounge, making sure I closed the balcony
door. I retrieved the telephone from its socket and dialled my sister,
Lisa's number

`Hallo'

`Hi Dean, how are you? I am surprised you are up!' Dean is my sister's
eight year old son.

`Fine, Nick, Dad woke me up early to watch the cricket from Australia. They
are losing once again. I will call Mom for you. Bye.'

`Hi Nicky, how are you after the Christmas luncheon interrogation. Are you
coming over for lunch. Mom will be here at 12.30pm and she is bringing her
new best friend with her.'

`Hi Lisa. Who is Mom's new best friend, not that old guy she met at bowls
last week. She could not stop raving about him at Christmas lunch.'

`That's the one. They have been out to supper last night and Mom was on the
line at 7am this morning to ask whether she can bring him along.'

`Well, it is a pity I won't be there to meet him. I had a friend over last
night and will most probably have a relaxing day today.'

`And, who is this friend that stayed over? Is it only a friend or something
more?'

My sister, Lisa is younger by ten years than me however she has always
looked out for me and has been very concerned since JK sent through his
email saying it was all over. She has kept onto me to go out and forget
about him. It was easier said than done.

I said, `Lisa, it is only a friend, nothing more. I met him recently and it
became late and he stayed over. I am thinking of inviting him over for New
Year's Day lunch at yours. What do you think?

`The more the merrier. You know that I do not have a problem with it. Mom
will be happy too and I am sure that he will receive the third degree about
his career, family, possessions, intentions with her son etc.'

I laughed,' That is what I am scared about! Mom has a knack of putting my
friends on the spot. This guy, Juan would need to be prepared for this and
that is why today would not be a good idea to bring him along.

I said, `I will phone you tomorrow about seeing `Casino Royale' on Friday
night. I read the reviews and Daniel Craig has aced the role. A man's man
for a change.'

`What do you know about a man's man' she said playfully, `I'll speak to you
then. Bye Nicks'

`Bye Lise' and placed the telephone back in its socket

I lay back and thought about the last day and smiled. I had met a guy who
was someone I could get to know and it seemed that he liked to be around
me. The only issue was that he was younger than JK, he was 29 and I was 47
which did make a difference. I thought about if we did get together and in
18 years he would be 47 and I would be 65. Would I be able to keep up with
him? My dad was 16 years older than my mom and they had had a perfect
marriage. In fact my dad kept my mom young and his death two years ago was
very sudden. He had turned 86 and had suffered an aneurysm.

I smiled and thought I had only met this guy and here I was thinking about
him and me as having a future together. I recalled that I had the same
feeling when I met JK down in Hove. He was then 22 years old and I was 34
years old. From that first day we had seen each other every day for twelve
years and slept together very night for near on twelve years. JK decided to
give up his lease on his apartment in Hove and relocated to my apartment in
London. He was working in London and we convinced each other it was better
for our relationship.

Was this going to happen with Juan? I was hoping that it would. I thought
about all the issues in his life that he needed to address and I was not
going to put any additional pressure on him. Thinking about it, I decided
to be myself and see whether anything happens. I was enjoying the time with
Juan and this was the most important factor.

It was after 9am when Juan came walking through from the bedroom. He looked
even better than yesterday and I felt a huge tug on my heart strings. He
smiled, said morning and asked whether he could pour a glass of water.

`Good morning! Please do not ask and can you please refill my glass
too. How did you sleep?'

`Fantastic, I had a dream that I was in a lovely apartment and I woke up
and found it is true. I hope that you slept Ok too and that I did not snore
too heavily' He said as I handed over my empty glass to him.

`Your snoring did not wake me up. In fact it was the best sleep I have had
in months. I did wake up with a palm over my mouth but it could have been
worse.' I said teasily

`You wish it was worse. I know your type, next time you will have smelly
armpit up your nose!'

Juan came over with the two glasses and sat down. We both were quiet for a
time yet it was a comfortable silence. I felt totally at ease in his
presence and did not feel the need to speak. After some time, Juan said
that he felt the time was right for a change in his life.

`I know that I am capable of small steps and therefore I am keen to start
working, not in the legal profession yet but working in the service
industry, maybe in a retail environment. This will not be so taxing as I am
able to get along with people and do not have a problem approaching
strangers. Nick, don't look at me like that, I do not mean soliciting
strangers!'

`Even though I was joking about the strangers comment, I know that you
would succeed in a retail environment. You have an easy going personality
that puts one at ease immediately.'

As I said this, I remembered that Sue, our receptionist had called in sick
before Christmas. She had caught chicken pox from her daughter and the
doctor had booked her off for three weeks which meant that she would only
be back in mid January. The office had agreed to hire a temporary
receptionist from the local recruitment agency on the Tuesday after New
Year.

I mentioned this to Juan and said, `I know that this is sudden. How would
you feel in helping us out for two weeks. We have a staff of thirty people
and they are all very accommodating. I know that our office manager, June
will take you through the procedures and will be on hand to assist where
necessary. I am positive that you will be able to do it and be a great
success.

Juan looked at me and said,'My only thought running away from those guys
who robbed me was to get away as far as possible. I must have passed out
and when I woke up and saw someone standing over me, I thought that one of
the robbers had caught me. You offering to take me to the hospital was a
blessing because as a street person one becomes invisible to people. People
walk past one without ever making eye contact and this is one aspect that
made me sink further. Inside I was the same, yet I became a non person to
others. With you this has all changed and I have become someone again. I
know that \I need to take small steps and I am now willing to do so.

I am willing to take the position yet I do not know whether I am able to do
the job. My self confidence as you can appreciate is at an all time
low. Thank you for thinking about me and for this, I am willing to give it
a try.'

I took his hand and squeezed it and said, `Thank you for agreeing to help
us out and the next question I will not take no for an answer. Please do
not say anything before I finish as I am not sure how this will come out. I
would like you to stay on in my apartment until you find your own
place. There is a spare bedroom which as you know is not being used. To
answer the question I know you are thinking about regarding paying your
way, I would like to suggest that you save your money. This would allow you
to save for an apartment. You did mention you love cooking and we can share
this chore. There is a cleaner who comes in every week for the day and the
rest of the week we can tidy where necessary.'

He looked at me and I noticed that he had tears in his eyes. He came around
the breakfast counter and put his arms around me and hugged me tightly. I
could feel his body shaking and I hugged him back. He was now sobbing and I
too was tearful.  He pulled back and said, `Nick, I do not know what to
say.' And started crying again. I took him into my arms and said that it
was good to cry and that he was now safe.

I led him over to the sofa and we collapsed on it. He was still hugging me
and I continued to soothe him. It was beyond my comprehension to begin to
understand what he must have gone through the past year on the street and
all I was able to offer him was comfort.  Juan shakily said, `Thank you,
thank you, thank you. You cannot know how much this means to me and thank
you for all you have done. I would love to stay with you'

I went back to the kitchen and poured a glass of water and put in a
spoonful of sugar in it. After stirring it, I handed it over to Juan in the
lounge. He drank it in one gulp and smiled at me. My heart melted and I
smiled back. It sounds flaky but I knew then that all would be fine.

That night we had a quiet evening watching another dvd and after that we
went to shower (in the separate bathrooms)

I was cleaning my teeth after my shower when I saw a movement in my room. I
noticed that Juan had climbed into my bed and was under the duvet. I
finished cleaning my teeth, switched of the bedside light and climbed into
bed. The bedroom was not dark as I always slept with the bathroom light on.

`What are you doing in my bed,' I asked playfully.

`I did not want to sleep alone'

Juan turned me around facing away from me and then spooned me. His arm came
over my body and he started to pinch my one nipple. I went from soft to
rock hard in half a second. I could feel his penis poking me too and I
turned around to face him. Facing him made me more excited. He leaned over
and slowly our mouths touched. We pulled away slightly and I opened my eyes
to see the most desirable expression on his face. I wanted to eat him up
there and then. I moved closer and our mouths touched and in a milli-
second our lips were apart. The kiss lasted forever, it felt like forever
and was the most sensual and sexual kiss I had ever had. I did not want it
to stop. Ever fibre of my being was on fire and I was completely out of
control with every physical part of my body.

I was so aroused that I did not know what to do with myself. The feeling I
had was asif I had discovered my sexual awareness for the first time. It
felt like my body and mind were not in the same place. Juan was so aroused
too and his body as gyrating against mine. I then felt his hand over my
penis and I almost passed out. I stopped kissing him and he said anxiously,
`Is something wrong?'

`No no, I am having the most wonderful experience and I do not want it to
end. I am so aroused I am unable to control any part of my body.'

Juan murmured, `Me too. I want you so much that I do not know what to do
next. I want to feel every part of your body and at the same time make my
body part of yours. I do not know how to express how I feel'

We started kissing again and our hands were exploring each others
bodies. Hi body was naturally smooth like mine and I loved the ridge above
his groin. The tip of his penis was so wet that I thought he must have come
yet his penis was so hard I knew that he could not have. I enclosed my hand
over his penis and slowly moved my hand up and down his shaft. He was doing
the same to me as we continued kissing. We both very quickly reached the
point of no return. Juan came first and his first went over my head onto
the leather headboard. My cum hit Juan's face and he laughed. We then held
each other as the last of my cum pumped onto our stomachs.

I am usually into clean up mode as soon as I cum and was pulling away when
Juan said that he would like to hold me. We cuddled each other and it was a
very different scenario to my previous relationships. It felt different but
good. After some time Juan piped up and said, `Let's have a shower' and he
took control and I was led to the shower. We washed each other and both of
us had throbbing erections which ended in both of us being satisfied once
again. Afterwards we showered again and changed the bedding and fell asleep
in each others arms.

I woke up to singing the next morning. I had slept through Juan getting up
and sorting out a bowl of cereal for me. Usually I am a light sleeper and
this was another first. Juan was singing a Springsteen song, Philadelphia
which I love. He sat down next to me on the bed and as he was naked, I
grabbed his penis and said, `And you, you are going to be in big trouble
tonight.'

Juan laughed and said, `Promises, promises'

We ate our cereal and went to shower together. It was wonderful to have
someone to touch and I released that I had been craving human touch. We
spent the rest of the day at the furniture sales. Juan helped me select
pieces for my new house in Hove and we had fun selecting the beds for the
house. I was keen on an antique leather bed and Juan had managed to obtain
a further 10% discount off the sales price.

Back at the apartment he made supper whilst I phoned my sister to make
arrangements for the movies on the next night.

I mentioned to Lisa that I would be bringing a friend to see Casino Royale
and we agreed to meet up for an early supper after work. Lisa was very
inquisitive about this new friend and I mentioned it was the same one that
I had spoken about on earlier in the week. Through her probing I conceded
that he had not yet gone home and that he would be staying on for a
while. I said that I will fill in the details at the restaurant.

Juan prepared a great supper which we ate under candlelight and as both of
us were tired, we had a shower and climbed into bed. There sleeping took
second place and another first happened. Juan started kissing me, then my
neck which I found very ticklish. He then slipped down and moved to my
nipples which were very arousing. My penis or cock as Juan likes to call it
was jutting outwards. He continued on my nipples and I was only able to run
my hands through his hair as his body was too far down the bed. After a
while he moved down further to my navel area and was licking me all over
this area whilst his upper body was pressing against my cock. He then
started licking my balls and my body was arching up and in motion from
excitement. He moved up slightly and licked the tip of my cock which jerked
upwards. He laughed and said he loved the hold he was having over me. He
opened his mouth and slid it over my cock. I was in seventh heaven.

My hands wrapped around the back of his head and helped with the motion. I
wanted to do the same that he was doing and extricated myself and turned
180 degrees and took his cock in my mouth. He almost cried out and made an
animal noise. `Now I have you in under my control' I said and continued my
up and down movements. The same time he had my cock back in his mouth and
his hand at the base of my cock. I felt his balls and the surrounding area
and could feel that his cock was getting bigger in my mouth.

He thrusted and I almost gagged. My mouth came off his cock and I continued
to touch him. After a few seconds I was back again wanting more and soon my
mouth was engulfing his shaft again. His hand went around to my ass and
soon he had his fingers up my ass. He touched my prostate and I went over
the edge. My climax was explosive and Juan kept his mouth over my cock
until I was spent. I then kept his cock in my mouth and my one hand was at
the base of his shaft and sliding it up and down. Juan was loving this and
he came with my mouth over his cock. It cum tasted like cinnamon and I
remembered that we had had cinnamon buns that afternoon. I turned around
and kissed Juan on the lips.

I had the most incredible experience the past two days. I thought that JK
and I had something special however this was the main course and desert all
rolled into one

Juan said, `This has been the most amazing time. Not only sexually but
physically, intellectually and emotionally. How do I describe the past
three days? I now have a job, live in a great apartment and best of all, I
am with you. You are the best thing that has happened to me. I am saying
too much already.'

I was so humbled by what Juan was saying that tears came to my eyes. I
hugged him and knew that I wanted to say that I love him. I decided to say
it anyway as this was me being true to my feelings. `Juan, I am at a loss
for words. I thought that I was the only one feeling exactly the way you
are. I am the lucky one to have you in my life. I realise that we are at
such an early stage of a wonderful relationship and want to say that I love
you.'

Juan released himself from being hugged and replied, `I love you too. I did
not want to say it earlier as I thought it might drive you away. I have
loved you since the day you took me to the hospital. At the shelter I
wanted to phone you every minute of the three days but I thought that you
would not want to see a street person. Going to Watford was a nightmare as
the shelter did not allow one to phone without any money and after seeing
you, I did not want to resort to begging in the street again'

Juan hugged me again and said that he will always love me.