Date: Mon, 4 Dec 2006 11:29:07 -0800 (PST)
From: Will Anderson <big69will42@yahoo.com>
Subject: Acting Out A Childhood Fantasy

In my early adolescent years, at age 12, I first discovered the joys of
masturbation. Ever since I have enjoyed this solitary pursuit of self
pleasure.  As I masturbate I usually envision all manner of sexual
fantasies, and imagine myself in a variety of scenarios like......being
molested and raped by older boys or an older girl, being seduced as
an young alter boy by a priest, asked to my scoutmaster's tent for my
group initiation with all the staff, given a sex lecture & demonstration
by a friend's mother or father, molested by a friend's uncle on a camping
trip, raped in a prison or concentration camp, forced into sexual slavery
as a young boy, hitting on a younger neighbor boy, forced into sex by a
coach in the shower, etc, etc.  I never lacked for ideas.

Throughout my teen years I became a compulsive masturbator, which continues
on to this day, but to a lesser extent as I grew older, and discovered the
joys of m2m sex.  As a kid I became very good at entertaining myself,
jacking off to all of the fantasies mentioned above, and many more, as I
would jack off.  I never had intercourse with a girl until college, and
never participated in m2m sex until my late 20's.  I was definitely a late
bloomer.  But that didn't stop me from my solitary pleasure.  I used to
ejaculate into panties that I had stolen from girls I knew in the
neighborhood, and over the course of many weeks the cotton would become
crusty and yellowed with dozens and dozens of youthful spermloads poured
into them.  After months of cum being spurted into these panties, they'd
almost stand up by themselves ... and smelled great as I would sniff and
lick my own dried cum during my next jack off session.  Occasionally I
would succumb to feelings of guilt, thinking I might be mentally weird, and
I would refrain for a week or so ... but my incredibly strong and
persistant libido would eventually get the best of me, and I'd return to
old habits and desires.

I'm in my 60's now, and I'm fortunate to have a number of very nice male
sex partners that I enjoy very much. One in particular is quite
special....my friend Scotty.  He and I live at opposite ends of the
state and we see each other only a few times a year.  But when we do it's
gangbusters.  Our last get together was so memorable that it compelled me
to sit down and write this account of this final encounter in his hotel
room.

I called his room the morning he was to depart, and he said that he was
waiting for me. We chatted for awhile, and I started sharing with him a
description of my early sexual beginnings as an adolescent, my
compulsiveness as a masturbator, and how much I enjoyed fantasy and role
playing.  He said it was ironic as I had just described him at that age.
He said that it would be a big turn on for him to act out one of my
favorite fantasies with me that morning.  I told him that I had a
scoutmaster named Gary (true), who was reputed to enjoy young boys
occasionally.  This had been hearsay for years, but I had never
personally been approached by him.....and never was.  The whole subject
was very hush hush, and I was never really sure if it was true of not.
Anyway, I told Scotty that one of my frequent jack off fantasies from age
13 on, was that I would be asked to come to Gary's tent late one summer
night at camp, and participate in a "rite of passage" to become one of
the camp staff the following summer. Scotty was to be Gary, and seduce me
as a 14yo camper.  He loved the idea.

When I arrived at his hotel room door, I was greeted at the door as young
Billy, with Scotty's usual smile and hug, and an offer of fresh juice and
rolls, which he had in his hotel suite.

Scotty kept in character as Gary the scoutmaster....and all of a
sudden, I was mentally taken back almost 50 years as a 14yo boy scout at
summer camp.  Gary/Scotty had on only a t-shirt and I could see the tip
of his penis peeking out below the bottom, but didn't say anything.  He
said that the assistant leader, Lenny, would be by shortly (actually
another mutual friend - Robert was coming by about that time, and Scotty
had told him about our role playing scenario).  I stood, and Gary sat
down in a chair in front of me, and told me that this was a yearly ritual
wherein selected 14yo Explorer boys are interviewed and initiated to
the inner circle, then to become one of the counselors.  He said that
there was a physical side of this honor, and that he would have to check
me out to ensure that I was equipped to fulfill expected duties.  He gave
me a lecture on boyhood hormones, sexual desires, puberty, masturbation,
the need for absolute discretion, and other related subjects.  In his
excitment I could see his penis starting to grow erect and protrude
further beneath his t-shirt....a good indicator of what was to come.

He started by reaching out and stroking the front of my courderoy pants,
then running his hand over my fly and patting my penis beneath.  I was
already semi-erect with anticipation, so my protruding package instantly
responded to his touch.

Gary commented, "I see that you're enjoying this Billy.  Do you want me
to continue?"

"Yes sir, please do.  And yes, I assure you I'm enjoying it."

He asked, "How often do you masturbate young man?"

I replied, "At least twice a day, sometimes more."

"Have you ever been masturbated or sucked off by another boy?"

"No sir, but I think about it a lot.  I think I'd like it....I'm just
afraid to approach anyone"

"How long have you been masturbating?"

"Since my first year in the troop, when I stole a pair of Laurie Brody's
underpants and got so excited that I jacked off into them.  That's the
first time anything ever shot out of my dick."

"So you like mastutrbating into girl's underpants?  There's nothing
unhealthy about that. How would you like for me to masturbate you
tonight?  Would you be embarrassed?"

"No sir.  Wow....I think I would really enjoy that."

"Are you surprised that I'm asking all these questions, and proposing
such things?"

"No sir.  Some of the older boys told me about this when they knew I was
coming here."

"So you're comfortable with having sex with me, and even Lenny?"

"Yes sir, that's what I was hoping would happen.  I'm a little nervous
tho....this is my first time.  And I've been jacking off for days just
thinking about tonight."

"Okay, Im satisfied.  I guess we can proceed with your initiation young
man"

With that Gary dropped to his knees, reached up and unfastened my belt
buckle, and unzipped my pants.  He slowly slid them to the floor, and I
stepped out of them.  Gary took off my shoes and sox.  Then he unbuttoned
my shirt and removed it, and took off my t-shirt.  I was standing in
front of him in just my pristine white cotton Calvin Klein underpants.
My rising young penis was bluging beneath the cotton.  He was visibly
excited at this sight, and lightly stroked the bulge with his palm, with
a soft humm.

"Very nice Billy.  I think you're going to do just fine on our staff."

He reached into the leg opening of my underpants and cupped my balls then
his finger ran up and down the sensitive underside of my now-fully-erect
young penis.  It twitched at the touch, and Gary liked that.  He ran both
his hands down the back of my briefs and fondled my ass, letting one
finger linger on my anus.  I moaned softly in pleasure.  Now he had both
hands roaming inside my underpants, tittilating my balls, my asshole, my
rock-hard penis, and I was starting to squirm a little in my
pleasureable response to his fondling.

Gary slowly slid my tented underpants down my thighs until the elastic
band slid past my penis, which was bent down beneath the cotton.  As he
pulled, my stiff penis sprang upward, and Gary coo'd at the sight of this
virgin adolescent cock before him, bobbing straight out and stiff as a
stick, with its nice pink circumcised head.  I stepped out of my briefs
and spread my legs a little to give him better access.  He ran his hands
under my crotch, slowly stroked my penis, and again tickled my asshole.
His cock was now erect, dripping pre-cum liquid, standing straight out,
and Gary removed his t-shirt.

"Let's play with each other for awhile....does that sound okay?"

Emboldened by his suggestion, I reached out and touched his hard 7"
penis........which is the first cock I had ever touched other that my
own.  I'd never seen an adult male in full erection before, and the sight
almost took my breath away.  Gary was beautiful.

"Let me lay down on the bed, and you can examine me more closely, if
you'd like Billy."

I nodded, and he did so, then spread his legs wide, exposing his balls
and asshole.  I ran my young hands up and down on his cock, around his
hairy balls, and over his asshole, as I examined him in total
fascination. Gary groaned with delight. It was quite exciting for a 14yo
kid to be able to touch and fondle a grown man's genitalia like this.
His cock twitched  and jumped every time I touched it.

"Do you ever jack off Gary?", I asked.

"You bet I do.  And it feels just as good at age 50 as it did when I was
14 like you.  Billy, every man and boy jacks off whether they care to
admit it or not....probably even your dad."

"Wow, do you really think so?  Will I get to see you shoot your sperm
tonight?"

"Well, before the night is thru, you'll probably have your opportunity."

"Okay young man, let's switch positions.  I'd like to check you out your
equipment."

He rose, naked, from the bed, then gently laid me down.  Gary spread my
legs and closely examined my cock and balls, opened my tiny piss slit,
then my spread asshole.  Before I realized what he was doing, he bent
forward and took my penis in his mouth and started bobbing up and down.
God, it felt wonderful!!!  I couldn't believe it.....I was actually
getting my first blow job.  I'd heard of a blow job, but had only
fantasized about it when I masturbated.  And here, my own scoutmaster,
who I loved and adored, was sucking me off.  He ran his tongue up and
down my penis, then over my balls, then back up my cock, then down to my
asshole.  I was amazed when he actually flicked his tongue up my butt
hole.  But the feeling was incredible.  Luckily I had bathed and my hole
was clean.  This went on for a good ten minutes as I moaned a writhed
spread eagle on the bed, completely naked.

"So Billy, how do you like getting a blow job and an nice ass reaming?"

"My God sir, it's incredible... better than I ever imagined. Keep doing
it."

And he did just that for another ten minutes, giving me a tongue bath in
every orifice.  He asked me to tell him if I was getting close to
cumming.  He said that once most boys ejaculate, they tend to lose their
sexual desire, and he wanted to prolong our activities quite a bit
longer, especially with Lenny arriving soon.  I had to ask him to back
off twice in the next few minutes because I could feel that familiar
feeling approaching.

"Would you like to do that to me Billy?"

"Gee, I don't know......b-b-but maybe I could try."

I rose from the bed, sank to my knees, and he stood in front of me with
his huge penis sticking straight out.  Damn it was big, and I just
couldn't take my eyes off it.  It seemed perfectly natural to just bend
forward and put my lips around his dick.  It was kind of strange at
first, but then instinct took over, and my mouth began sliding up and
down on Gary's cock like a pro.  I could taste the droplets of seeping
fluid at the tip of his tiny slit as I ran my tongue into it.  It was
kind of salty, just like my own cum.  Gary's penis was just like mine,
only a lot bigger and his hanging balls were much hairier.  I cupped his
balls as I sucked his dick.  I was suddenly in heaven!  I couldn't
believe that I was actually giving my first blow job....and I found
it quite arousing.

Just then there was a knock on the door - Lenny had arrived.  Gary told
me to lie spread wide on the bed, and slowly masturbate so that Lenny
could appreciate the full impact of what he was about to see. I did this
gladly.  Lenny was the senior counselor, about 19 years old - very
athletic, with a swimmers build, curly blonde hair, and gorgeous.
Lenny entered (actually our friend Robert).  When he glanced over at me,
he stopped dead in his tracks, blew out his breath, and said............

"Wow, just lookie at young Billy jackin' off!!"  I can see you two have
been busy.  Billy, you're one beautiful boy!  And look at that great
looking cock.  Can I help with that?"

His clothes literally flew off his body, and in an instant he was down to
his underpants, and his penis was starting to tent the front just as mine
had done earlier.  He knelt by the side on the bed, and extended his
right hand to cover mine.  Then he removed it, took a bottle of KY lube
and poured it on the tip of my penis. I stopped stroking in anticipation
to what he was going to do.  Then he took over and started masturbating
me.

"This, young man, is what's called a handjob.  Like it?  Hey Gary , Billy
has the perfect sized penis for this.  Look how easily my hand fits, and
slides up and down."

Gary responded, "You ought to try your mouth Lenny...he seems to like
that even more."

That's all it took for Lenny to drop his underpants, crawl in-between my
legs and lower his mouth onto my slippery erection.  The warm mouth over
the lubricated penis was an erotic combination that almost made me almost
cum right then and there.  I quickly gasped that I was about to cum, and
Lenny backed off.  Gary, in the meantime, had produced a life-like rubber
dildo, and suggested that they might try that up my ass to see how I
liked it.  They had me get got on all fours, and Gary run two fingers up
my hole with some KY to loosen me up.  Lenny, slid beneath me into the 69
position, and took my cock in his mouth again.

"Okay Billy, just relax.  This may hurt a bit at first, but that'll go
away.  I'll go slow.  Just let me know if I'm hurting you - okay?  Most
of the boys have really loved this."

I nodded, and Gary very slowly introduced the slippery dildo up my
asshole.  He was right, it did hurt a little at first, but that subsided
with his patient pacing  Pretty soon the six inch penis-like dildo was
all the way inside me.  Gary started sliding it in and out in time with
Lenny's sucking below.  Then I noticed that Lenny's erect cock, was
jutting straight up right in front of me, just begging to be sucked.  I
lowered my head and took his dick in my mouth...again, seemed only
natural, and it felt great. His penis was a little smaller than Gary's,
but equally responsive.  After a few minutes of the dildo plowing my anal
passage, Gary withdrew it, and said....

"Okay Billy Boy, it's time for the real thing.  Now that you're all
loosened up, I am going to fuck you in the ass myself......is
that alright with you?"

"Gee Gary, I dunno.  You're dick is awlfully big.  Will it hurt?"

"Doubt it, especially after you've done so well, and adjusted to that
dildo.  Your asshole is stretched pretty well.  Let's try it, and if you
tell me if it hurts too much, tell me tol pull out"

I braced for Gary's penetration up my virgin hole, but his cock slid in
just as easily and painlessly as the dildo before it.....a little
tighter.  But, knowing it Gary's real pulsing penis inside me, I found
the feeling divine.  I imagined I was a Laurie Brody, with her underpants
around her ankles, and it was me fucking her asshole.  Gary quickened his
pace, and pretty soon his hard cock was pistoning in and out of my hole
with nice ryhthmic strokes......and the feeling of being fucked, at last,
was euphoric, especially with Lenny's mouth around my cock, and his cock
in my mouth.......all at the same time.

Lenny moaned loudly and exclaimed, "This is an awesome view Billy....I
can look up and see Gary's glistening cock sliding in and out of your
asshole right behind your bouncing balls, as I suck your beautiful cock,
and you suck mine.  It doesn't get any better than this."

I had always dreamed about what it would be like to be fucked by another
boy, and now it was happening.....and by my own beloved scoutmaster
even.  And it felt wonderful.  This was truly everything I'd hoped for.
We went along in these positions until I announced that I was about to
cum.....then they decided to break off for a brief rest before
consummating the evening with three pent-up orgasms.

We sat around naked, each of us still sporting our throbbing erections,
and discussed our preferences and turn ons.  Lenny's dick was almost as
big as Gary's but a lot thinner, and it curved downward.  Gary asked my
if I'd ever eaten my own cum, and I confessed that I did it all the time
after I jacked off upside down and ejaculated into my own mouth.

"Do you like the taste of cum?"

"You bet...and it's gotten so it's my favorite way to jack off now.  I
like to sneak off into the woods, take off all my clothes, and
masturbate surrounded by nature, and when I feel my climax coming,
I hunker upside down up against a tree or boulder, then I shoot my load
down into my mouth and face, and eat my own cum.  It's really more fun
that way."

Gary looked at Lenny, then at me, and asked, "How'd you like to taste our
cum tonight?"

"I don't know. I never thought about it, but I'll bet it would be
fun.....okay I'll try it.  It'll be interesting to see if it tastes the
same as mine.  Do you think it will?"

"Well, we'll find out, and you can tell us if it does Billy."

They laid me back down on the bed, spread wide, with my head hanging over
the foot.  Gary crawled between my legs, and Lenny stood on the floor in
front of my face.  Then Gary started sucking me off again, and doing
magic with his tongue up and down my shaft, around my balls, and into my
asshole.  Lenny shoved his hard cock between my lips and started fucking
my mouth in rhythm with Gary. After a few minutes to this, Gary spoke.

"Okay Billy, we want you cum first......and do it in my mouth.  Tell us
when you're ready to shoot young man.....okay?  I want to taste your boy
cum when you're ready."

It didn't take long for the floodgates to open, and I quickly experienced
one of the stronger orgasms I've ever felt.  I must have spurted a
gallon of sperm into Gary's mouth as I humped up into his face with every
spurt.  God it was intense!!  When I finally came to my senses, Gary had
climbed off the bed, walked around next to Lenny, and leaned over me with
his cheeks bulging, and mumbled that he was going to give me my own cum
back......

Before he did that, he placed his mouth close to Lenny's, I watched with
fascination, as the entire volume of my semen poured from Gary's mouth
into my Lenny's.  The two of them swirled the semen around their their
mouths as they French kissed.

"Okay Billy, open your mouth to taste your first load of fresh
cum.....your own"

They both leaned down and each kissed me, with my own cum pouring from
each of their mouths into mine.  I savored the welcome taste, then
swallowed it down.  Talk about an evening of fabulous firsts.....and it
was juct beginning.

"Alright Lenny, time to add our sperm to Billy's."

Lenny reinserted his penis in my mouth, and pumped in and out, as Gary
masturbated himself next to him, awaiting his turn.  I could tell that
Lenny was getting close to orgasm because his mouth humping started
to become more and more frenzied.  Then he pulled out, stroked his cock a
few times.  He told me to open my mouth and stick out my tongue.  I
awaited my first taste of another boy's cum.  Lenny grunted loudly, and
we all watched as his first squirt of jizm ejaculated onto my cheek, then
my tongue, then my nose, then finally back into my mouth.....it just kept
coming and coming.  I was licking my lips and swallowing as fast as I
could.  I was ao enthralled with the moment, that I was jacking off
again, even tho I had just cum a few minutes before.

When Lenny withdrew, and I had a wonderful upview of Gary as he started
masturbating faster.  And as he did he leaned down and licked Lenny's
sperm off my face, then deposited it in my mouth with another sloppy
kiss.  Then he inserted his hard cock in my mouth and mouthfucked me for
a few strokes before announcing,

"Okay boys, here it comes.  I'm gonna cum now.....get ready Billy!!"

I opened my mouth, extended my tongue, and prepared for the second cum
blast.  It came almost immediately.  Gary rubbed his spurting cock all
over my face as he ejaculated until his warm pearly
white sperm completely covered my face.  He shot the final few spurts in
my mouth so I could enjoy the taste.  When he was thru shooting, they
both leaned down and started licking my face, pushing the cum with their
tongues into my mouth.  Thoughout all this, I kept jacking off.  Just as
they finished their erotic task, I arched off the bed and I came again.
They watched my second cumload shoot straight up in the air and land on
my stomach, cock and balls in a white pool.  They were on it in an
instant with their tongues, and licked me clean.

Then the two of them collapsed on the bed, and lay on either side of me,
exhausted.  We all just laid there for a good fifteen minutes not
speaking, as we recovered and caught our breath.  Eventually, we all came
down from our respective states of euphoria.

Gary finally said, "Young man...You have to be the finest recruit we've
had in years.  You are one horny young puppy, and we love you.  Welcome
to the fold Billy!!!!"