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BOY BLUE
By Chance Brickman
Copyrighted 1997


	College graduation was the last time i saw the man i loved, even
though we were never lovers, or for a matter of fact, we never had any type
of sexual contact at all.  Kristian, was what you could say, was a very
good looking guy.  He had dark brown hair with grey eyes that could tame a
sweltering night.  At 5'7", he proved to be the best looking guy on
campus.  A man with the face of an 16 year old, and a body that the Greeks
would bestoe upon stone.
	
	I finished packing up the last of my belongings into my truck, and
left Kristian a note telling him that i was out of there once and for all.
I hated that I couldn't tell him goodbye in person, but with him, he was
probably out having one last party before heading back home to his small
quiet town.

Kristain,

Well bud, sorry i missed you, had to get on the road.  I have a long drive
ahaed of me.  I figured I would drive out tonight so the traffic
wouldn't be so bad.  If you ever have a chance, look me up if you get to
New York City.  I am pretty sure that we can go out and have a blast on the
town.  Be sure to drop me a couple of lines or call so I can know what type
of trouble that you're getting into.  I hate to leave all of the sudden,
but as you know we haven't got to talk much this last week.  Take care
stud, Chance


	I left the note sitting right next to his keys, so to be sure he
wouldn't miss it.  And as usual; he must have.  It has been 4 years
since I have heard from him, but from what I have heard from mutual
friends, he is still the same old guy.

	I live in the village of New York City.  Pretty cool place, I live
walking distance from the bars and anything that is "Family"
oriented.  Since moving here in 1993, i have made great strides in making a
home, making friends, and making a successful profession.  I work in the
music industry. Actually I am a studio tech, to some i have the duties of
mixing the music that the artists put on their hit records.  What a life,
some ask, but for me it is my driving force to be an artist of my own
oneday.  I spent plenty of time in college remixing Kristian's favorite
songs.  He was the most envied guy on campus for 4 years running.  He had
the looks, he had the body, and the hipest music around.  I enjoyed doing
anything I could for him.  To me he was not only my room mate he was my
best friend.  It strange that two people could be so close but yet so far
apart.  I know Kristian never thought that I was Gay in any sense.  I spent
years trying to hide my life from everyone; and now i feel so relieved that
I do not have to hide behind a mask anymore.

I work in the studio most of the day and evening, but sometimes I help my
friends who work on the Broadway shows.  So my life isin't all that
boring.  From time to time I work on weekend nights singing for some of the
dance clubs around here just to make a little extra cash.  It seems to help
with my social life alot.  I have alot of friends from all aspects of life,
some are famous, some are just your regular guy, and some are your typical
all around loveable person.

	I came home today from work and decided to take a quick nap; when
the doorbell rang and woke me up. I must have been in a deep sleep, cause
the noise from it almost made me have a heart attack.  Could you imagine
that?  GUY FOUND DEAD IN APARTMENT! STORY AT 11.  What would the neighbors
think?  I managed to make it to the door, and open it up to find a package
addressed to me next to the door.  I picked it up and found that it was
from Kristian.  All kinds of memories ran through my mind at this point.
Woundering why he sent me something.  I stepped back inside and seen a
person standing right behind me.  My first reaction was to nail him between
the eyes; I might add that I was a pretty good shot, cause the man was
lying on his back on the floor.  "Good Job" , Chance.  a low voice
flowed from the stranger.  "Who are you" I asked keeping my guard up
and wondering what I did with the box.  "It may have been 4 years, but
that doesn't mean you have to deck me one for not keeping in touch."
MY friend sat up rubbing his right eye.  "You know you shouldn't
sneek up on me like that." my voice was trying to hide the extreme
laughter.  It wasn't easy but hey what do you expect?  It was my buddy
Kristian.

	"What in the Hell are you doing here?" i asked wondering why
now, after all this time.  I sould have known that something must be up.
But I didn't know exactly how to ask him.  "I just got to missing my
best buddy that's all" Kristian said with a smirk on his face.  I
could never get mad at him when he would make those wacky faces.  After
seeing him for just a matter of minutes, every feeling that I ever had for
him came back with full force.  "You finally decide to come find me
after , What 4 years" knowing I could blow ther rest of his trip if I
wasn't careful.  Kristain just nodded, like always when he's been
scolded.  I didn't realize how much of a kid he still was.  "How long
are you going to be staying ?" I asked in hopes that he would see my
despiration to have him by my side once again.  "Well I actually wanted
to stay for just a short while, just until I found a job and maybe my own
place." He spoke with great hopes of being able to stay longer if I
allowed it.  "You know you have a place to stay, just as long as you
help keep the place clean." I knew then I had him.  Kristian was always
a clean freak in college.  "Go ahead and unpack your things."
"I'll Get you set you in the guest room." I felt like we were back
in the old dorm once again.

	I ended taking Kristian out for dinner at one of the popular
resturants.  Something that he never got to experience in his small coastal
town down south.  Dinner went well, I guess you could say.  We ended up
talking about school and our old gang that we hung around in what he
refered to as the good old days.  After dinner we headed to a small bar
down the street from the apartment.  Chance for me was that it was mainly a
straight bar.  I remained nervouse the whole time we stayed there.  I
finally got a big enough buzz from the amaretto and cranberry, that I
really didn't care if anyone did notice me from the clubs.  I know that
in time I would have to explain some of my friends that may come in contact
with him.  Kristian finally had his fill of beer, and was ready to head
back.  Stumbling out of the bar, I knew I had to get a Cab back to the
apartment.

	The cab ride didn't take long, luckly we made it back to the
apartment in one piece.  It took several minutes getting him up the stairs
to the door.  Kristain hung on to me like he did the night he was told his
father had passed away.  Just the smell of his cologne made me want to take
him back to my room for the night.  But reality set in and I was left with
no choice but to put him in the guest room.  I took his shirt off and his
shoes and socks.  I was going to attempt to take his pants off, but i had
to remember to watch what I did at this time.  I tucked him into the bed,
pulling the covers up just enough over his chest.  I followed the dim light
out of his room, closing the door just enough to hear him if he got up
unexpectanly.  I took off my clothes and headed to the showeer, just to let
the hot water help relax me.  I finally got to see my best friend.  And
remember the joy he brought to me everyday.

	I finally fell asleep around 3 am.  From what I can remember my
whole night consisted of dreams of Kristian.  At times I felt like he was
actually there in bed with me.  I finally woke up enough to realize that he
was actually in bed with me.  It did startle me somewhat.  "Chance you
awake?" he wispered trying to be as quiet as he could be.  Even though
his wispers were like his normal tone of voice.  "Yea I am now,
something wrong?" i asked back, knowing i wasn't sure if I wanted to
hear his response.  "No not really, just wanted to be close to you
tonight." his remark shocked the hell out of me.  "Chance, you
don't mind do you?" "Not really, just as long as you don't hog
the covers" I knew I had him.  Back in the dorm I would come in late at
night and find him wrapped up in his covers like a mummy.  "Night
Chance" he said with another one of those wispers.  "Night Boy
Blue" knowing that he would get a kick out of it.  I nicknamed Kristain
Boy Blue one night after he had went skinny dipping in the campus pond.
Being completely naked he reminded me of a guy in the blue boy magazines.
He chuckled as he rolled over on his right side.  Sometime during the night
I must have rolled over and snuggled up to his back, I woke up with the
biggest hardon ever; and it was planted right between his ass mounds.  I
started freaking out.  I had to loose the hardon before he woke up.  If not
I would loose my best friend once again.  Movement from him let me know
that he was wide awake.  "Go ahead Chance, you've waited long
enough" he started laughing and turned to face me.  The sun was pouring
in the window, giving me the perfect view of his beautiful eyes.
"Chance I know that you have been in love with me forever." I knew
then that i had been found out completely.  "Is that why you're
here?" I had to ask, I couldn't wait any longer to find out.
"Yes, I knew how you felt about me then as do I now." knowing that it
was more then just me, he was thinking about how he felt about me too.
"Why didn't you let me know about this before Kristian?" speaking
with fear of whats next.  "I was scared Chance, I tried to fight off
telling you, but it didn't work that way, I had to break away." I
knew then this had to be comming from his heart.  "You made my life
complete Chance, that is until you moved here and I had to move back to
that hell hole in the south." "You left me alone to fend for myself ,
you know I always had someone to take care of me." Spoke straight from
the heart.  Right then he planted a kiss on my lips that warmed up my
insides and hardened my cock to it's full 8.5." Kristian took
complete control of my body, planting kisses on my chest, working over to
my tits, biting each one.  There was more that love here, it was more than
that, it was more like unbridaled passion.  Kristian worked his way down to
my now flaring cock, engulfing it in a wild and rampage rage.  "Kristian
slow down a bit, youre gonna make me explode." "Oh no not yet you
don't." "youre gonna fuck me like you have always wanted." he
yanked open the night stand and grabbed a condom and some lube.  The next
thing I remembered he was going down on my cock like a mad man. I seen pain
in his eyes that turned into pleasure.  I could actually feel him tightened
up on my cock as it slid in and out.  With each move hi let out a sigh of
pleasure.  I worked him up onto my lap so i could take his cock into my
mouth as I fucked him.  I had never noticed how big Kristian's cock
really was.  It was about the same size as mine with a flared head that
spaned over the base of his cock. I knew that it would be soon that he
would shoot his load down my throat.  And at the same time I unleashed a
load into his fiery body.  We collapsed onto one another in a blazed feat.
There were two things that came out of us finding one another; one is us
being together once again, and the other is looking forward to the new
adventures we are yet to have.


Continued in A Boy's Blues