Date: Fri, 14 Dec 2007 15:05:53 -0500
From: ronyx <ronyx@woh.rr.com>
Subject: Brittle as a Bird  Chapter 2

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Brittle as a Bird          Chapter 2



" Can anyone tell me what the positive and a negative coterminal angles
are to angle A if it is -200o?"

I had my head down on the desk, but I wasn't asleep. Honest. I was just
bored with the way Mrs. Moss taught the class. She treated us like we
were a bunch of morons. We were in advanced trigonometry, for Christ's
sake.

Alright, I'm smart, so sue me. Just because I hustle and live in a
garage doesn't make me stupid. I've always done well in school. Well,
almost. I hate history. History is always about wars. I got my own
battles to fight. Do I really give a shit how MacArthur led the troops
into Manila Bay?

"Mr. Albright?" Mrs. Moss's voice screeched like a parrot in a pet
shop.

I looked over at Gene Albright- God's gift to every teenage girl who
ever had a sexual fantasy. His blue eyes looked frantically around the
room as he pushed back his long, blond hair. I chuckled inside knowing he
probably hadn't been paying attention, and he was hoping someone would
give him the answer.

"Well, Mr. Albright?" Mrs. Moss's parrot voice screeched again.

He looked at me and ours meet briefly. I shrugged my shoulders, and
laughed to myself again. God, he is handsome. I'm just glad he isn't on
the street, because if he was, no one would want anyone else. He could
make a fortune.

His cheeks blushed as he responded, "I don't know, Mrs. Moss."

"Why do I even try?" She screeched in despair. "I might as well talk
to the blackboard." She turned and addressed it. "Do you know the
answer?" The room broke out in laughter.

"She is so stupid," I muttered to no one in particular. I just find it
ridiculous when teachers try to amuse students with their inane actions.

"What?" She turned and her eyes narrowed as she approached me. "Did
you have something to say, Mr. Carpenter."

"No, Ma'am," I responded as I returned her glare. She didn't
intimidate me. After my old man, I wasn't afraid of anyone.

"Then perhaps you can tell me the answer to the question I just posed?"
She stood smugly looking at me with her arms crossed. A small smile
appeared on her face because she thought she had the opportunity to
embarrass me.

"160 degrees, positive. 560 degrees, negative." I stated sharply as I
returned her glare. Her eyes narrowed in anger. We continued to stare for
several seconds. There was an eerie silence in the room.

I always try to remain a nonentity in school. I come to school, do what
is expected, and leave at the end of the day. Except for a few words
shared with Ticker, I hardly ever speak to anyone. I have a feeling that
most students are afraid of me. Not because I intimidate them with my
size. I'm tall and skinny, remember? Not exactly your bully physique.

I heard a girl once remark to a friend in the hallway when they passed
me. "You have to be careful around him. It's the quiet ones who you
have to be afraid of." I chuckled to myself when I heard her words. What
did she expect me to do some day? Terrorize the school? Afraid not. I
don't really give a shit what anyone thinks about me.

Mrs. Moss let out a small huff, and then turned abruptly and walked to
her desk. Several students sitting nearby started giggling when she
muttered, "Smart ass," as she walked away.

"Bitch," I muttered back. The guy next to me started laughing. Mrs.
Moss's body stiffened, but she continued to walk away. I was pretty sure
she had heard me. I guess she chose to ignore it, rather than provoke
another confrontation.

She stood behind her desk and then looked at the clock on the wall.
"Since Mr. Carpenter has decided to take up so much of my teaching time,
then I'm afraid you'll have to do the work at home." The students
moaned, and then they turned to look at me.

I sat defiantly, glaring at Mrs. Moss. I knew what she was doing. Since
she couldn't intimidate me in class, she was going to try and turn the
class against me.

"I want you to do all the problems at the end of chapter 16." She
glared at me.

"Man, Mrs. Moss," moaned Gene. "That's going to take me all night."

"Don't blame me, Mr. Albright," she said smugly. "Blame Mr.
Carpenter." Just then the bell rang. I stood up and several students
brushed against me as they walked past.

"Thanks a lot, Fucker," spat Gene as he pushed past me.

"Bite me," I replied challengingly.

"You wish," he responded as he hurried away.

Oh yeah. Did I mention that the entire school knows I'm gay and that I
hustle? That information has made me a leper around school. Everyone
thinks I'm a walking, sexually transmitted disease.

Last year one of my regulars was dropping me off outside Louie's, just
as a group of girls from my school came walking by.

"Thanks, Honey," the john replied. "That was great. Can I pick you up
same time next week?" He hollered out the window as I tried to quickly
walk away. However, he called it out just as I walked past the girls.
They started giggling and pointing at me.

"I knew there was something strange about him," one said.

"Must be a fag," said another. They continued to look back and stare at
me as they walked away. By the end of school the next day, everyone had
heard about it. For a few months, I was known as Joey the Hoey. They
don't call me that any longer, but they also don't speak to me, either.

I'm going to get even with everyone next year. My counselor said that it
looks like I may be the valedictorian of our class. I've been working on
my speech for a few months now. Actually, I'm writing two. One I'll
submit for the approval of the principal. The other is the one I'll
actually read.

As I exited the class, Gene was standing across the hall with a couple of
his friends. I turned to walk away from him, but he stepped in front of
me, blocking my path. His two friends moved up beside him.

"Thanks to you Cocksucker, we have additional homework," he said
angrily. I raised my head and stared into his face. I could sense
nervousness in him. He was trying to put on a show for his friends, but I
could tell he was trembling inside.

"Move out of my way," I replied sternly. I looked down and saw him
balling his hand into a fist. Students began to rush around us, pushing
me closer to him.

"Fight!" someone shouted, and then I was forcefully pushed into Gene.
He raised his fist and hit me in the right side of the face.

"Shit," I thought. Not again.

I don't need this. I just want to come to school and then leave. I'm
the guy who to tries to go around unnoticed. Now Gene was forcing me into
a confrontation. I could tell by his nervousness he didn't want it
either; but his friends, and now the students gathered around us in the
hallway, were hungry for action.

"I'm not fighting you," I said emphatically, and then I tried to push
my way through the mass of students who were anxious to see a fight.

Just then, someone pushed Gene into me. I turned to shove him away, but
once again he threw a fist into the side of my face. Neither punch was
thrown with much force. Besides, I had endured my father's punches for
years; so I was used to taking a hit.

I could hear a whistle in the background. I knew that sound. It was Mr.
Walters, the assistant principal. He always blow his whistle to get
students' attention. He says it makes more noise than him shouting.

I could sense the mob of students begin to part, and soon Mr. Walters was
grabbing me around the collar. I turned to pull his hand away, but he
gave me a warning look. I knew if I touched him, I might as well kiss my
valedictorian spot goodbye.

He grabbed Gene by the arm and jerked him away from me. "Both of you go
to my office and wait." I gave a final glance at Gene, and then pushed
my way through the crowd and headed to the office. I looked back once and
saw Gene stomping angrily down the hall about 20 feet behind me.

This fucking sucks. I'll probably get suspended and I didn't do a damn
thing. I tried to walk away. I told Gene I didn't want to fight him, but
all Mr. Walters saw was me in the middle of the fight. You can look at my
face and see the beginnings of bruises, while Gene doesn't have a mark
on him. That should indicate I didn't hit him.

But Walters won't listen. He has a reputation as a strict
disciplinarian. His idea is, that if he can use one student as an
example, then others will fall in line. Word around school was he didn't
tolerate fighting, in any form. So I guess Gene's fist against the side
of my face was my participation in the fight.

Gene and I waited in the office for about fifteen minutes. It became a
glaring contest. Neither of us wanted to be the first to look away. If we
did, it showed weakness. I know I can't beat his ass physically, but
mentally I can win. I don't have a problem getting into someone else's
head. It's my own I can't control.

Suddenly, the door flew open and Walters came barging in. He cast an
angry look at Gene and seemed to ignore me. He walked to the counter and
wrote something on a piece of paper and then walked over to me.

"Here," he said, handing me the paper. I looked down and noticed it was
a hall pass with my name on it.

"What's this?"

"Go to class." He ordered. I looked questioningly at him, and then rose
and left the office. On the way out, I heard him say angrily, "Go to my
office, Albright." I turned and watched Gene get up from his seat and
walk dejectedly down the hall to Walter's office.

What in the hell just happened? I'm sure Walters will deal with me
later. It can't be that easy. He's probably going to talk to Gene first
and get his side of the story, then he'll call me to his office later
and suspend me. Gene will plead his innocence and Walters will buy it.

I'm the school fag who no one talks to, right? Gene is Mr. BMOC. Who
will believe my side of the story? Fuck it, I don't care anymore. I've
been wanting to leave this suck hole for a long time. The only reason I
stayed was to piss off these bastards around here. I wanted to rub it in
their faces when I received my diploma and gave my speech.

I wish Walters had kept me in the office. The class I reported to was Mr.
Henderson's AP History class. I don't know why he's fixated on the
Civil War. He talks about it like we are still in the 1860's. Didn't we
move past all this slavery shit? I think he gets an orgasm thinking about
young African girls being sold naked on the auction block. When he
described it to us last week, he had to sit down in his chair. And
everyone thinks I'm the school pervert.

Jesus, now he's fighting the Battle of Antietam again. We've heard this
story at least a dozen times. Half the class is asleep. I'd put my head
down, but I know Walters is going to call me to the office any minute.

I was surprised when the bell rang ending class, and I hadn't been
summoned. Lunch follows History. Talk about a poor schedule. Henderson
will make anyone lose their appetite.

"Look here," I hear a familiar voice behind me. It's Ticker. I turn
and he's holding a joint covered in his hand. "Herbal medicine from the
Gods," he laughs. He throws his arm around my shoulder and leads me out
the side door.

Ticker is the only guy in school who couldn't give a shit what people
say about him socializing with me. He always says, "Look at my fat ass.
Don't you think they already talk about me?" We always end up laughing
because we know it's probably true. The only reason anyone talks to
Ticker is because he supplies weed to half the student population. I've
never figured out how he does it without getting caught.

He's usually pretty cautious, though. He never sells at school, and he
won't sell to anyone he doesn't know personally. He's not one of the
dealers who stands on a street corner selling dope to small kids. He also
sells nothing but marijuana. He says, "Crack and meth are for losers.
Weed makes you high, but it doesn't make you crazy."

He threatened to kick my ass last year when I asked him if he could score
me some cocaine. I was going through some heavy shit in my mind and weed
and alcohol weren't helping. I thought I needed something stronger.

It was the only time I thought I seriously was going to lose him as a
friend. He told me if I touched shit like that, then not to come around
him anymore. I could tell by the disappointed look on his face he meant
it. It took me two weeks to get him to talk to me after that.

"I heard about what happened, Man," he said as he passed me the joint.
We were behind a garage where they maintained the school buses and vans.
There were a few other students smoking, some cigarettes, others joints
that they probably had purchased from Ticker.

"Yeah," I replied. "Walters will probably call me in and suspend me
this afternoon. Fuck, I'm screwed. I didn't even do shit."

"You haven't heard?" He looked at me questioningly.

"Heard what?"

"He ripped Albright a new asshole." Ticker was looking at me and
smiling. He started laughing when I gave him a blank stare.

"I heard a couple of students told him that you hadn't done anything-
that you didn't want to fight him."

"Well I didn't," I replied. "But why would anyone stand up for me?"
I can't believe that students would side with me over Gene Albright. It
had to be a former girlfriend who was trying to seek revenge on him.

"Maybe they took a truth pill," he laughed as he passed me the joint.
"Or maybe they were high." He laughed again as he blew a puff of smoke
in my face. "Nothing like some good dope to mellow you out and tell the
truth."

"So what did you hear happened?" I really don't give a shit about
Gene, but I was curious.

"Ten days," informed Ticker as he held up five fingers.

"You're fucked up," I laughed.

He butted the remainder of the joint, and threw an arm around my
shoulder. "I'm hungry now."

"You're always hungry," I laughed as I poked him in his large stomach.
As always, his pants were low over his stomach, and his tee shirt was
hanging out. Ticker never cared much for making a fashion statement.

I don't usually like eating in the school cafeteria. For one, the food
sucks- big time. A joke circulating around school is that one night two
rats were found pounding on an exit door begging to get out. And
secondly, no one wants me here. On the rare occasions I do eat in the
cafeteria, students panic when they see me walking through the cafeteria
looking for someplace to sit down. God forbid I'd ever sit down with
them.

I got even with Barry Davidson last year. He had been tormenting me for
months, calling me names and pushing me in the hall. One day I noticed
that he was sitting alone at a table. I carried my tray over and set it
down on the table and sat down across from him. The surprised look on his
face was priceless. You could hear students all around us begin to
snicker.

"Sitting with your boyfriend, Davidson?" Someone across the cafeteria
hollered. The cafeteria broke out in laughter as Barry's face turned a
scarlet red. He got up and hurriedly left the cafeteria. That was a good
day.

We walked through the food line, and I bought what I thought was a slice
of pepperoni pizza. It was triangular and had something that resembled
circles on top. I also purchased an apple. That I could easily recognize.
There's not too many ways the cafeteria staff could ruin an apple.
However, I wouldn't want to wager a bet on it.

"Look, Joey," Ticker said. "I have to go talk to Wagner a minute." He
motioned with his head at a black haired goth-looking student standing at
the door. Billy Joe Wagner was as much a leper at school than I was, if
that's possible. He wears a black trench coat and paints his finger
nails black. He also pierced his tongue last year.

He likes to sit in classes and fuck with students by staring at them and
then acting like he's writing their names down in a little black book.
He's got every one scared shitless that he's making a hit list and
he's going to come to school one day and shoot them.

Me and Ticker got high with him one Saturday night a few months ago.
After getting fucked up, I actually asked him if it was true that he was
making a hit list. He put his arm around me and pulled me into him, and
he laughed uproariously.

"Fuck no, Man." He pulled the book out and opened it up. "I'm a
fucking poet," he laughed. "Sometimes I get an idea and I got to write
it down before I forget it. But I love it when I see the frightened looks
on their faces. Fuck `em."

He let me read some of his poetry. Wagner is one fucked up dude. I
thought I had problems. His writings are so dark, that even I had trouble
relating to it. Since that night we kind of bonded a little. We don't
hang out with each other, but we will occasionally speak when we pass
each other in the hall. I guess outcasts have got to stick together.

I followed Ticker to a table by the door, and he put his tray down.
"Don't let anyone fuck with my food, Joey." He nodded and then
disappeared through the door with Billy Joe following.

I sat down and took a bite of the pizza. It tasted like cardboard, and I
couldn't even bite into the pepperoni. I pushed my tray aside and began
eating the apple.

"You're not going to eat that?" Ticker asked as he sat down and lifted
the pizza and began biting into it. I sat in amazement and watched it
disappear in a couple of bites. He then began eating the two hamburgers
he had purchased.

"What?" He asked as he saw me staring at him.

"How can you eat that crap?"

"When you're a growing boy like me," he said as he patted his enormous
stomach, "you'll eat anything."

"You're a fucking pig," I laughed.

"But you love me," he stated as he opened his mouth and showed me the
contents of the half devoured mixture inside.

"Later, Dude," I frowned as I pushed myself away from the table. Ticker
was like a brother, but even that had its limits.

I walked outside and headed back behind the garage. I saw Billy Joe and a
couple of girls standing in a circle. Billy Joe looked up and motioned me
over. Hesitantly, I approached.

"Here," he said as he handed me a joint. "Ticker has some good shit
this week." I took a puff and inhaled it deeply before blowing it out.

"Want to do a shotgun?" One of the girls asked as she moved up beside
me and held my head down. I cringed when she grabbed me around my waist
and pushed her tits against my chest. I quickly pushed her away. She
wasn't a bad looking girl. Any other guy would have been happy to have
her

"Forget it, Camilla," laughed Billy Joe. "He plays for the other
team." I gave him an angry look.

"It's cool, Dude," he apologized. "No one around here cares."

"It's a shame," said Camilla as she rubbed her hand against my chest.
Again, I flinched and stepped back. "We could have had some fun."

"Don't worry about it, Joey," said Billy Joe. "She wants to fuck any
guy."

"I don't hear you complaining," shot back Camilla. She reached down
and ran her hand against his black leather pants. I noticed it begin to
harden. Camilla leaned over and whispered something in his ear, and his
cock continued to harden to full length.

"Here," Billy Joe handed me the remainder of the joint and grabbed
Camilla's hand and led her away. It didn't take a rocket scientist to
figure out where they were going. They were heading in the direction of
the football stadium. I'm sure if those bleachers could talk, they'd
have a lot to say.

I turned to head back into the building, when I realized that another
girl had been standing unnoticed off to the side.

"Sorry," I apologized. "I didn't see you there. I'm Joey."

"Everyone calls me Star." She looked up at me and blushed. She was very
attractive. She was petite, standing only about 5'2". She had long
blonde hair that cascaded off her shoulders and down her back. She had
the most beautiful deep blue eyes. They reminded me of the color of the
lake water on a bright sunny day. She had on a long flowing dress that
was blowing gently in the wind.

"Would you like to hit this?" I asked as I held up the half-smoked
joint.

"I don't mess with drugs," she responded. I started to put it out, but
she reached out and gently touched my hand. "But it's alright if you
do."

I put it to my lips and inhaled deeply while Star closely watched me. For
some reason I suddenly felt naked as she studied me.

"Why haven't I seen you before?" Star asked. "I know most of Billy
Joe's friends."

"I'm not really a friend," I replied. "Actually, I've only spoken to
him a few times."

There was an awkward silence, as we cast glances at each other. I was
afraid she was going to hit on me like Camilla had.

"How did you get the name Star?" I asked, trying to break the uneasy
silence. "It's a rather unusual nickname."

"It's not a nickname," she replied. "It's my real name."

"Sorry," I apologized. I could feel my face begin to redden.

"It's alright," she smiled. "I get that all the time. When my mother
was pregnant with me, she said she saw a falling star streaking across
the sky the night before I was born. She decided to name me Star."

"I guess it's better than being named Streaker," I laughed. She put
her hand over her mouth and giggled.

"That's funny," she laughed. "That's the first time I've heard that
one."

Again, we stood in awkward silence. Occasionally we'd look at each other
and smile. Star was the first girl who had ever made me feel comfortable.
I was pretty sure she knew I was gay, and she didn't seem to be
disgusted by my presence.

Just then, we could hear the bell ringing inside the building.

"I guess we better get to class," Star said. She seemed disappointed
that the bell had interrupted us.

"What class do you have?" I asked.

"English Literature," she sighed.

"Mr. Vickers?"

"Unfortunately," she sighed again. "I'm failing the class."

"I have him first period," I replied. "Perhaps I can tutor you."

"Really?" Her blue eyes lit up. "You don't know how much I'd like
that. If I don't pass the class, I won't be able to graduate in June."

"Don't worry, Young Lady," I said as I held out my arm. She wrapped it
around mine and we began walking into the building. "I'll make sure you
pass."

She suddenly stopped, and then turned to me. "Why?"

"Why, what?"

"Why would you want to help me?"

"Why not?" I laughed. "That is if you don't mind being helped by
someone like me"

"Why would I not mind being helped by one of the nicest boys in the
school?"

"Who?" I laughed as I looked around the hallway. She stood and smiled
up at me.

"You don't know much about me, do you?" I asked seriously.

"I know all I need to know," she replied. She grabbed my arm once
again, as I walked her to her class. It seemed like everyone we passed
looked back and remarked about us walking arm in arm together. I guess
they couldn't figure out what a gay hustler would be doing with a
beautiful girl.

Honestly, I didn't quite know myself.

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