Date: Fri, 23 Jul 2004 00:33:56 -0400
From: daysed69 <daysednconfused69@yahoo.com>
Subject: Forgotten Desires

I've always had a thing for one of my friends. I've been a sort of
in-the-closet bi all my life. One of my few desires was simply my friend
Pete. I personally thought he was gorgeous looking. Always had a smile on
his face. Not dorky but those grins that let you know he's a cool-guy. Hair
was always perfect, clothes nicely dressed. Well, for being a twenty-two
year old with a skater fashion sense, he always looked awesome. Well I
always thought so at least, that could just be me my desires showing
through. Lets just say he was perfect.

I've though this way ever since I was fifteen yes fifteen, when we first
met. I was always too afraid to say anything at first and eventually we
just became best friends. The fantasy was always there just not though of
as much anymore. And being that we had girlfriends on and off, I was just
meant that it would never be. Which was a sad fact but I just took it for
destiny that no one would ever know. A secret to die with, until...

We liked bar hopping. Actually now that I think of it we do it a bit too
often. We never really get drunk. I have no idea were things went wrong,
but we were. After the last bar we decided to go to my place being it's the
closest. Nothing in mind, just to crash in the closes possible thought. It
figures that there isn't a cab in sight either and we both spent everything
we had. It was quite stupid of us, but it happens every once in a while. In
conclusion, we walked. It wasn't too far a distance, maybe four or five
blocks cutting through the park.

Well, it seemed to take longer than we thought. Being we were both a bit
tipsy we were basically relying on each other not to trip stupidly or
something. We reached the park half way and we both had to take a piss. Not
one of those drunken one, one where there is an extreme moments that if you
don't go within the minute there's a hundred percent chance you're going to
piss yourself. There this group of bushes that we made a designated
bathroom stop.

"Yo, Pete. Hold on a sec, I really, really got to go!" I was already
heading over when I said it.

"Yea I know what ya mean."

I got through the bushes frantically. You know when you got to go when
you're finally able to relieve you self got to even more! So I stumble
through already un-zippering and let go. Without knowing Pete comes right
up to me and let his out. I was already looking down not to piss on myself
so it was in plain view. From what I could tell without starring directly
at it, it was at least six and a half inch of uncut manhood. That was only
the visible part too. Granted I'm pretty big myself, but seeing his was a
revelation. Damn, if I wasn't pissing I'd have a hard on. It made all those
fantasies come back in an instant.

To get my eyes off of it I looked up toward the trees. As I looked up Pete
quickly turned his head away. It was so noticeable. I was a bit more
obvious as he looked away quickly. Was he actually looking at mine? I
wondered but couldn't be a hundred percent certain. I was almost sure of it
though. Well we've been silent for a while and I was almost done. "Damn, I
though it would never end. Think I lost ten pounds."

Pete chuckled, "Yea, I'm at pound seven."

I was a bit of a stupid comment but I made my way out of the
bushes. Stumbling a bit but I don't think he noticed. Of course it didn't
matter because when he came out of the bushes something caught his leg, or
at least that was his excuse. He flew forward like he was trying to fly. As
a reaction I went to try and stop him from a meeting with the grass but as
you know reaction time was a bit off. I missed somewhat and went falling
backwards myself. I don't quite remember the actual fall but the impact was
a memory. It didn't hurt as much as the split-second later when Pete came
crashing down upon me.

Though it hurt like hell all I could think of was the stupidity of the
entire moment and began cracking up. Laughing hysterically I got him
laughing too. After calming down a bit like thirty seconds later I noticed
he was still there. I didn't want him to move but my mouth took over, "Ah
you think I can get up now?"

"Up? Aren't we up already?"

"What the fuck!" I laughed pushing him up. We made a strange sort of eye
contact for a moment but both looked off. Could he be thinking the same way
I do? I kept thinking it was just me. I'm a bit buzzed and it was all my
imagination I convinced myself. We helped each other up and brushed off a
bit. We were half way and we already fell over. We continued onward toward
my house. We didn't say much here and there except for laughing about how
stupid the whole past occurrence was.

We finally got onto my street. We were both so tired of walking and it
seemed like we were walking forever. "Next time we really need to save
money for a cab." He nodded as I scratched away my door handle getting the
key in. "Ah, hello Sparky," the cat almost tripping me coming in. Cat got
the name because he was electrocuted. An emergency vet moment, but nothing
severe just a funny moment with a broken socket. "Hey can you find the
light. I need to feed the cat."

"No problem," I heard as I felt my way toward the kitchen, knocking over
all the tings on the end table on my way. The cat darted in front to avoid
the falling objects. I finally got the cat fed and got into the living
room. Pete was sprawled out in the recliner. "Ah I can't move! Feel so
numb," he cried. He got sitting up and fiddled with his shoes a while. He
stood up a bit aggregated. "You know this sound really stupid, but can you
help?"

I of course laughed at him before getting up myself and over to untie his
boots. "What, not coordinated enough to get your shoes undone?" I was still
laughing a bit when I said it. I wasn't too much more than he was so it was
quite an effort. And we both had big work boots on so I could only imagine
trying to get mine off. I was going to be sarcastic and yell at him for
something, just a stupid comment. It was totally forgotten because I looked
up with an open mouth to talk and instead received a half erect cock in my
mouth.

I was completely terrified. It was just too extremely unexpected to
react. I was sitting on my knees with Pete's cock hanging in my mouth. I
looked up and Pete had as horrified a look on his face as I must of. "Yo,
man I'm so sorry, I..." he was trying to explain. I don't know what
happened, no direct thinking, but I closed my mouth around it and sucked a
little. I couldn't see, but Pete definitely stopped talking. I didn't quite
know what to do but just took over.

I remember how my past girlfriends made me feel and just improved on
it. Being an uncut man myself I just did exactly what I would think a
perfect blowjob should be done.

All I could smell was his musky aroma. Granted it has been a long sweaty
night of partying. It would have deterred me but for some reason it really
turned me on, like never before actually. I could hear Pete moaning away,
"Ah, oh, damn, ah, that's... a-mazing. Stop, ah, oh please stop." I did
slowly retreating like a lollypop.

I must have got a bit of pre-cum at the tip of his cock. It was quite a
strange taste. Not too bitter, but quite unique. I looked to see the
biggest erect cock ever. It was almost pulsating, in fact it was. I got up
pulling on his pants as I rose. We are both the same height as long as we
both have are boots on. We just stared eye to eye for a long time. I guess
neither one of us had any words to say. Before I even remotely began to
think of something to say Pete beat me to it.

"Sky," my name being Skyler, Sky was nothing new. It was just the way he
said it that made me wasn't to collapse. "Sky, I've always had
thoughts. Like, of us, and, well," I didn't want him to ramble so I just
spoke up. Nothing complex, just two simple words that explained it all, "me
too."

Without any words Pete sat back down onto the recliner and un-zippered my
pants. I couldn't breathe in anticipation. My heart was just so irregular
and the adrenalin mixed with the alcohol made quite a moment of
ecstasy. But I didn't know what that word truly was yet. He reached in and
parted my boxers with a simple button unsnapped. He massaged it inside my
pants. Oh it was so hard already it hurt. He pulled it out with some effort
as it popped out like a Jack-in-the-box. He laughed slightly, "Already
ready?"

"You have no idea," I said looking down at him. His eyes looking up at me
taking the end on my cock slowly into his mouth, ever so gently pushed my
foreskin back with his lips. It's a mental note never to forget. The
pleasure was spectacular. His tongue slid around under the skin giving me
sensations that were never realized. I stopped him for a moment and dropped
my pants to my boots. I didn't even realize it but a minute later we were
in a position where I was sprawled out over the seat as he was holding me
up from falling.

My feet were already so tired they were numb. It was almost like a
weightless feeling. Eventually I was in his complete control weather I fall
upon him or not.

I could of stayed there forever, but realistically that couldn't happen. A
minute more and I'd explode. I put my hands through his perfect hair and
slowly backed him off. He went to pull off his shirt at the exact same
moment as I did. A moment later I got my pants off. He just watched. My
effort had to be quite amusing, because I wasn't even going to attempt to
undo my boots. They'll stay. After I was finished I pulled him up and like
a puppy led him into the bedroom. Once in he got his pants off also.

I helped with his pants, but while down there I couldn't resist. Being
drawn to his, still erect, cock I sucked him off for a minute before being
pulled upward.

We were both still tipsy and a sudden rise like that got very
lightheaded. We kissed as soon as we were able. It was the most meaningful
kiss in my life. Our tongs intertwined in perfect symmetry. Plus the
lightheadedness still wearing off mad it quite an experience. He was
already toward the edge of the bed. I doubt he knew where he was at the
moment because I pushed him back onto the bed. "Woa," was all that was
heard as he fell back pulling me with him.

We both looked at each other, me on top of him, completely naked, flesh
against flesh. I was so warm, inside and out. He smiled, ah that ever so
intriguing smile, "Well now?"

"Well..." I smiled back. We kissed again. This time it seemed to be
never-ending. I found myself to his neck. I didn't mean to but I left a
lasting impressing that if any worse could scar. He had very little chest
hair and it tickled my nose as I followed it all the way down. It was like
a landing strip. But when I reached his cock, I had something else in
mind. As I got up and turned I think he already knew what I was planning. I
wanted to experience a sixty-nine position. He propped a pillow as I got
situated so my cock was right over his mouth. I guess he couldn't wait
because as soon as stopped moving he was already going at it.

It wasn't as exciting as I thought it was going to be, but the sensations
were still unbelievable and at least there was the scarification that we
were both getting sucked off at the same time. I gasped loudly for a moment
and didn't quite know what was going on at first. I looked under me,
between us, and could see him fingering my asshole. Oh and I thought that I
was already at the peak of my ecstasy. I continued to suck him off, well at
least trying. I gave up eventually and just enjoyed the
pleasure. Eventually he got two fingers in.

After that he withdrew them and in a disgusting feat licked his fingers. I
started laughing. I couldn't help it. "What?" he asked. I shrugged my head
and looked forward as he repositioned himself under me.

He grabbed a bunch of more pillows. I was looking at his thighs as his face
plunged into my crack. Although I was enjoying the chills going up and down
my spine all I could think of was, what if I want to kiss him again. The
idea was quickly forgotten as I sat up so it looked like I was shitting
into my mouth.

Which was another random idea that I was thankful I didn't have to go. I
don't know how long I was like that either. He loosened my hole up so much
between fingering and doing amazing things with his tongue; he was able to
fit four fingers in. I finally turned around at some point and said, "damn!
I hope that goes back to normal." He chuckled in my ass crack that was
extremely funny.

On that note he was about to get up and he motioned me to the edge of the
bed. I already knew how to position myself. Propping a pillow under my head
as my legs were at the end of the bed. I was so turned on that he was going
to fuck me. It was an idea that I've always had and though of way too
much. Never did I think it would actually be possible however, but the day
has come. Before I was settled I reached into my nightstand and got out
some lubricant. Hey, I was currently a single man at the moment. It
probably wasn't intended for the inside of your ass, but realistically
neither is another mans cock.

As we kissed I greased up his cock. It was throbbing in anticipation, so
was mine. Making sure that there was plenty I put a bit on my hole and sat
back. He helped my legs into the air and held them into place as he
massaged his cock. "You know you don't have to do this? I mean this all
happened really weird." All I had to do was look into his eyes and say his
name and he understood. He arched over to kiss me and during the kiss my
eyes bugged open as his firm head pierced my hole. I held him firmly with
one arm and felt my ass with the other. As we still kissed I felt it move
through on hole like two inches. I was a bit rough and I moaned a bit. It
ruined the kiss but that was all right.

He was gentle and waited a moment massaging my chest before inching
again. Oh it felt so warm. Just no way to explain the first time, it's
always the best. He tried a little more but I put my hand on his chest to
hold a second, he was so understanding. After a minute I let go and he
entered some more. It pushed into my ass filling it completely. It felt so
good to have a cock in your ass that the whole moment it's quite ironic. I
didn't notice but I guess he was already all the way in. I reached down and
to my disbelief it he couldn't possibly fit anymore. He withdrew a moment
and I let out a quivering exhale. He asked me if I was all right but all I
could do was keep my eyes closed and know my head.

With that permission he slowly re-entered. It was much a different feeling
as his head hit the walls of my insides. Altogether it was quite a painful
experience but the sensations of pleasure were to-die-for. I felt him raise
my legs a little higher. I let him without any resistance. After a while I
opened my eyes. "Faster, it's alright." He may have been a little over
eager because he really sped up. Oh I cried out. He stopped and had such a
hurtful look on his face as he apologized I almost laughed. Hell, the whole
moment of him fucking me in the ass was probably comical anyways. I held it
in though and just smiled.

"Maybe not that fast." He still resisted. I guess he was waiting for me to
tell him to continue. I reached up for his hair. He lowered himself and
closed his eyes, allowing me to snake my fingers through. He seemed to have
really liked the whole moment to. I exhaled and nodded as he continued.

I was never so content in my life, that and never so overly horney
either. My cock was going quite limp, but I was afraid it'd explode if I
tried. Eventually I had to jack off even for a little bit. "Fuck!" I said
out loud. It wasn't meant for him to go harder. It was just a
statement. But he grabbed my ass, inched it a bit more toward the end of
the bed, and really started to go at it. My sensational cries could
probably be heard a block down. He was moaning himself now, which made it
all the more exciting.

Our sounds mingled together in symmetry at times. I was in complete
ecstasy; too far from heaven to explain. "Harder, harder," I tried to say
in short breaths. I almost screamed like a little girl as I shot a load so
hard it shot up in view of Pete and landed in my hair. Another long-ass
stream expelled and hit me dead center in the face. It kept oozing out till
I'm suppressed my balls didn't hurt.

I was I'm cries that I didn't know what I was saying. Random assortments of
"fuck!," "faster!," "harder!," that were almost in rhythm. He tried to yell
out but was stopped like someone grabbed his voice before it had a chance
to escape. His face turned so red it was unbelievable. Shot after shot hit
my insides so hard I could feel the force he was cumming, and he kept
going! He must have cummed twice as much as I did and that was quite
amazing, of course evidence was not present. Except for the full feeing
inside my ass. His cock couldn't possibly fuck anymore as he was thrusting
so hard I twitched each time he entered, until one time he had spent all
his energy and it didn't come back out. He lodged it up in my ass and
collapsed on top of me, literally.

We were so spent we stayed in that position forever. Shortly after he
collapsed I even felt it shrink and get pushed out. I lost my breath as it
got expelled to. I still never got that cum off my face but it didn't
matter. He enjoyed licking it off. We kissed and I got a full flavor of
what cum tasted like. Quite different tasting it from his mouth also might
I add. The rest was glued in-between our pubic hair, but neither one of us
complained. We fell asleep in that position. No covers, no nothing, just
us.