Date: Thu, 18 Oct 2012 17:09:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: J J <whtbuck4blkbear@yahoo.com>
Subject: Leo and James - Part Two

Interracial - This is the second part of a true story.

Chapter Two - The Waiting

For the next few days I made a daily effort to see if I could find Leo. I
checked out the courts when I could, went to Charlies on a regular basis
but to no avail. I had not even seen Ricky or John to inquire about
him. Then it turned into weeks and I was beginning to wonder was it all a
dream, until September, 3 months after our meeting when I turned my ankle
playing basketball and had to get X-rays taken. A friend helped me to the
hospital emergency room which was about a block away.

After being wheeled into the X-ray room I was told to wait until the
technician came in to take the X-rays. After about 15 minutes I heard a
familiar, deep voice talking outside the door. When he entered I recognized
him right away -- Leo. He appeared not to recognize me so I called him by
his name which caught him by surprise.

"Leo?"

His brow furrowed as he gave me a hard look. "You look awful familiar. How
did you know my name?"

"We met backing August on the basketball court outside my apartment
building. You had to carry me to my place. Remember?"

Leo closed the door. "Let me see." He bent down to look at my behind
sitting in the chair. "How could I forget?" he laughed. "James!"

"You had to go there didn't you?"

"Believe me. I've been wanting to go there since we met. But this is
business so let's see what's going on." Charlie studied the chart. "Damn
man, you better quit playing basketball before you become permanently
handicapped."

"Did this myself, turned it making a move."

We made small talk while Leo set up the equipment to take the X-rays. He
was very good at getting me on the table without pain. "Well, this feels
familiar." He said as he positioned me with his big hairy arms.

"Yeh, we have to stop meeting this way."

Leo laughed and avoided the obvious.

"So you're an X-ray tech. How long?"

"This is my 15th year man. Seen a lot of bones in my life." He joked as he
winked. This time he did not avoid the obvious.

"I'm sure," was all I could say.

After he finished he got me back in the chair. "So you still with your
girl? And if so, how are things going with her?" he asked.

"Yeh, and OK. She's good company."

"Company? Don't tell me you still haven't hit it."

"No man, she won't get off the marriage issue."

"Have you tried getting some?"

"Not really." Lisa and I did a lot of kissing and cuddling but never to the
point where either of us got aroused. I was worried myself that we would
not reach that point.

"So besides the marriage thing, what's holding you up? Man your porn
collection must be huge."

"Not sure man -- just not as attracted to her as I have other girls. She's
nice and all and has a great body but just does not have that sexual
presence."

"Why don't the three of us go out and I'll see what's going on. I'm pretty
good at these things you know."

"So I've heard." I let slip.

"You've heard what?" Leo appeared to be surprised.

"Never mind man."

"Oh, hell no, too late for that. Give me your number and we'll get together
after work."

I gave him my number and he wrote it down. "I've got to know what you've
heard."

"OK."  was all I could come up with. "I looked for you after that night so
we could get together and talk again."

"About what you `heard?'" Leo asked dryly.

"No man, just wanted to thank you again and go out for a few drinks. You
seemed really cool."

"Well I've been working 12 hour days, 7 days a week so that's why I haven't
been around."

"Damn, all work and no play."

"Well apparently you have not `heard' everything." Leo said as he wheeled
me out. "But we'll catch up on things."

"Sounds good man."

"I'll get the X-rays to the doc right away. That looks pretty serious."

"I twisted it pretty bad."

"Talk to you later. Good luck" said Leo as the nurse wheeled me out of the
room.

I felt really good despite the throbbing of my ankle. I finally had a
chance to see where my thoughts about Leo would take me.

The doctor gave me the bad news. I needed surgery to repair the ankle and
would be in a cast for a month or so.

Following the surgery Leo came up to my room and visited often. He was a
great help with his ability to converse and joke around. Meanwhile my
girlfriend was there everyday and very attentive. I introduced her to Leo
and they seemed to get along fine which was a relief.  I badly wanted both
of them in my life.

After being released from the hospital I stayed at Lisa's for a couple of
months until I was able to get around on my own. During that time Leo and I
talked on the phone but never met. Lisa and I were getting along but still
no sexual moves despite some very awkward situations where I had to bathe
and needed help getting dressed. I never got aroused and she never showed
any interest in my sexual organs. When she was away at work I would talk
about it with Leo and he agreed that the chemistry between Lids and I just
wasn't at all sexual.

By December I was back in my own place and Leo informed me that John had
moved in with him and that things between them were getting serious. We
never had that talk about Leo's sexual prowess so I was unaware of the
arrangements they had. I didn't think a dom/sub relationship could be a
loving one but apparently I was wrong. John had told Leo that he loved him
and wanted them to be partners. I wondered where that left me. Leo still
had not made any physical sexual advance towards me but on several
occasions indicated that he was very interested. I no longer ruled out the
possibility that it could happen and this made things interesting, and
confusing.

The four of us had agreed to meet at Charlies for their New Year's Eve
party. John and Lisa had never met and I was anxious to see if they would
connect. Lisa was very open to people's lifestyles and had no problem with
Leo and I being friends. But neither Lisa nor John were aware that the
sexual tension was building up between Leo and I and that my desire for him
was increasing.

It was that night that Leo made his move. Having rung in the New Year we
all had gotten drunk. Lisa and I exchanged kisses while Leo and John did
same. Well into the morning Leo began to discretely rub my thigh and
eventually unzipping my pants. When he felt that my dick was rock hard I
saw him flash a huge grin and wink.

A few minutes later Leo announced it was time for a bathroom break and
motioned for me to go with him.

"I got to go too, be right back." I said.

Once in the bathroom Leo took a piss while I went to the urinal next to
him.  When the only other guy left Leo grabbed my ass before I had a chance
to sneak a peek.

"Let's go to the stall." He said, looking at me in a strange way.

"For what?" I asked.

"C'mon." He took my arm and led me to the handicapped stall. He closed the
door, pulled me to him and started kissing me on the lips, which completely
caught me by surprise. I pulled away but he pulled me back, forcing an open
kiss in which his tongue searched mine. I gave in and returned it with
equal passion. He took my hand and placed it on his dick. Ricky was
right. It was humongous.

"I want you bad boi," said Leo as he pulled away for a minute, looking me
straight in the eyes with his. Before I could say anything he was kissing
me and pulling my pants down over my ass.

"No, not here Leo." I said as I pulled them back up.

He pulled them back down and grabbed my cheeks with such a force that I
knew I was going to be bruised.

"I want to fuck you." he whispered.

"Not with that thing." I said as I held his enormous bulge.

Just then the door opened and in walked two bar patrons. They stood at the
urinal and relived themselves while Leo and I stood quietly. When they left
I gathered my pants and fixed my shirt which Leo had began to open.

"We better go." I said and opened the stall door.

"FUCK!" said Leo as he slammed his hand on the stall wall, scaring the hell
out of me. He was breathing hard and sweating profusely.

"You're going to be mine." Said Leo as he adjusted his dick and walked out
with me.

We washed our hands in silence.  Leo splashed his face with cold water, and
stared into the mirror. "We got to get together." He mumbled.

I was seeing side of Leo for the first time. As a closeted man I was
uncomfortable with his openness but my desire for him was getting so strong
I was willing to risk certain behaviors. I attributed his current behavior
to drunkenness but had no idea until now how strong his sex drive was. This
man wanted me -- wanted to fuck me with his huge dick, and wanted me to be
"His." I was open to give it a try as long as I could stay in my closeted
existence.

Once back at the table Lisa asked what took so long. John looked
suspicious.

"Went out for a smoke." Leo responded. Smoking was bad, but it did make for
convenient excuses. Leo was still sweaty and wiping sweat from his brow.

"That must have been some smoke sweetie, made you sweat." said Leo's
boyfriend, John.

"Well it's hot in here, very, very hot." Said Leo as he grabbed my thigh
again.

After a few more minutes of idle chat we decided to head home.  We were all
pretty drunk but did not have far to walk. Leo and John lived about 5
blocks from Charlies and Lisa and about 2 blocks. We hugged each other
before heading our separate ways and I expectedly got a long, firm hug from
Leo.

That night I was so horny I tried to make a move on Lisa before she settled
in to her apartment.  While kissing I reached in her blouse to feel her
breasts.

"No James." she said softly.

"I do want you Lisa."

"We discussed this and you know what we agreed."

Exasperated, I assured her I respected our agreement, pecked her on the
cheek and headed towards the door.

"Night baby."

"Night honey. You do know we're both going to have serious hangovers
right?" said Lisa as she plopped herself on the couch in her studio
apartment.

I laughed. "Yes indeed. Talk to you when I wake up."

"Oh that will be next week sometime." she garbled as I closed the door and
went up to my apartment for the night.

The next day I went to Leo and John's place after being invited to watch
college football bowls. Leo was a sports fanatic, which was something else
we had in common, but John was indifferent and played along with him. I
felt that I could impress Leo with my football knowledge and make our
connection stronger. I fully realized how this was putting their
relationship in jeopardy but my philosophy was always, "may the best man
win." Lisa had freaked out when I told her that I would not be upset if she
found another guy. I wasn't going to change who I am to compete with
anyone.

When I arrived there were about 8 -10 other guys. Leo's place was
beautiful. A loft apartment it had a huge floor space and large windows
looking east towards the skyline.  It was divided into four other smaller
rooms, including what Leo called "The Dungeon" and that he would have to
show me later. The décor was masculine and comforting. Obviously Leo
made a lot of money. I thought how lucky John was to have such luxury
accommodations, and a hot man. The beer was definitely flowing and despite
a slight hangover I joined the crowd.

Leo looked really good in his shorts and football jersey. He played
football in college and was drafted into the pros but a knee surgery ended
his career. A large scar on his right knee was clearly visible. His legs
were like tree trunks, with a fair amount of hair covering them.

He introduced me to his friends, most of which seemed straight. But my
"gaydar" was never very good.  One guy, Anthony, seemed especially friendly
towards me. Seeing that I had not been around many gay men I could not
conclude that he was trying to make a move but he sure did sit close to me
on the couch. He was a stocky fellow, nowhere near as large as Leo,
brown-skinned and fairly handsome. I had not been sitting next to him for
very long when I felt his hand brush against my neck, then rub it. He kept
focused on the game the whole time but got up when Leo called him into the
kitchen.

"You making a play for James." Leo asked Anthony.

"Yeh man, you see that ass on that white boi? Whooooeeee!"

Yeh I know man. I want to hit it so bad. Last night at the bar I almost
raped the dude."

"That ain't cool man. You're shit is way too big for that virgin."

"Don't matter. I'm getting some."

"And what does John think about that?" asked Anthony.

"Tell you the truth, I don't care."

"Damn man that's fucked up."

"So what makes you think he's a virgin?" asked Leo.

"Man look at that white boi. He is fresh! I was feeling on him and he
pretended not shit was happening. So you think he'll give it up to me?"

"Man I want that myself. Could you imagine how tight that shit is? But wait
a minute, if I let you hit it first, that little dick might help my cause."

Leo laughed but Anthony didn't.

"That wasn't funny motherfucker. My dick is not little, it's average."

"If you say so man."

"Next to your shit anyone is little." Said Anthony just as John walked in.

"I hear you talking about our new guest, James." Said John as he walked
over to Leo, hugging him.

"Yeh, Anthony's trying to make a move on him."

"Really? What's stopping him? I never knew Anthony to be shy. I'll
introduce him." John shouted for James to come into the kitchen.

Leo gave John a definite look of disapproval but it was too late -- I heard
my name and walked in, carrying my beer.

"What's up?" I said.

John took the lead. "James not sure you formally met Anthony."

"Yeh, we met, sort of." Laughed Anthony as he stuck out his hand to receive
mine.

"Nice to meet you Anthony."

"Oh the pleasure is mine.... I hope." They all laughed, including myself,
uncomfortable and not knowing what to say. At this point I figured it best
to play the straight card to get out of the situation. Not that Anthony
wasn't attractive, but the look on Leo's face was an indication that he was
not pleased.

"I guess this is a good time to let you all know I have a girlfriend."

"And...?" said John.

"And I'm straight."

"And I'm his friend and got to look after him" interceded Leo as he broke
away from John and led James out of the kitchen.

"Damn look at that ass."  Said Anthony, with a lustful look.

"Um, Anthony, from what I know you are a total bottom. What are you doing
looking at that man's ass?" questioned John.

"My face belongs in there man." John and Anthony once had a slight fling
that ended in Anthony's disinterest in being a top man. But he was said to
be an expert ass-eater.

"Well let's see what we can do." Said John, knowing his man was also
interested in the new kid on the block -- with the best looking ass
around. James's ass looked like a Black man's. It protruded out from his
lower back and had round, firm cheeks. Although the girls never seemed to
care for it James was finding out that Black gay men loved it.

As the afternoon progressed into early evening, the food was gone and empty
beer bottles indicated that the party was wrapping up. By now it was clear,
thorough conversation and behavior, to James who was straight and gay. What
pleased James most was the fact that no one cared. They joked about each
other's sexuality without judgment.  All of the guys here were invited by
Leo -- John seemed to not have any friends in Leo's circle, except for
Anthony. This was a testimony to Leo's personality -- open, fun loving,
caring and apparently the alpha male. I loved the way he took care of his
guests, making sure everyone had what they needed. I could tell they
respected him quite a bit by their mannerisms and calling him "Sir"
throughout the night. Meanwhile John stayed in the back ground, not saying
much.

While coming out of the bathroom I heard someone in the bedroom close by.

"Pssssssssst." I looked over to see Anthony motioning me in. "Come here
man."

 I glanced towards the TV section of the room and saw everyone into the
last few minutes of a close game. Leo and John were cuddled up and another
gay couple was doing the same.

Anthony reached over, grabbed my hand, and tugged at it for me to come join
him. I figured, what the heck, let's see what he wants. When I went in
Anthony closed the door behind him. "

"Damn, finally got a chance to get you by yourself without Leo hovering
over you. You know you are a fine white boi." Said Anthony, coming within
inches of me.

"Thanks."

"Don't thank me until you have a reason to."

I laughed softly not knowing what to say or do.

"Whats funny?"said Anthony as he rubbed my chest.

"Man I'm not really comfortable with this."

"Because Leo will find out? He's got a man and ain't giving him up."
Anthony pulled up my T-Shirt and felt my nipples.

I was definitely at a crossroads.  Anthony was turning me on but if I let
him continue it would mean that Leo would not be my first, which is what I
wanted to happen. Also, it would be my first gay experience, period, and by
a man whom I never met before. My inaction was interpreted by Anthony to
mean acceptance. He began to suck on my nipples which is my super sensitive
part.

"Mmmmmm I love your chest James." Said Anthony as he licked all around
before he returned to sucking my nipples. It felt really good and I was
getting an erection. He took off my shirt and worked on my chest for a few
more minutes before he unzipped my pants.

I had gotten blow jobs a couple of time, by females, and often heard how
much better guys do it. I was about to find out. Although not huge my dick
has an impressive thickness to it, and bout 7-8 inches long. I looked down
and watched Anthony lick all around the head, then suck on it. His lips
slowly traveled over the shaft until I was completely devoured.

"Oh my God" I muttered as I had never been deep throated before. It felt
incredible. He slowly slid his lips off until my dick popped out, wet and
wanting more.

"How was that?"

"Fucking incredible." I gasped.

He took the length of me in his mouth again and began to swirl his head,
creating a sensation that I could not describe. I unexpectedly started to
come in his mouth.

"Damn man I'm coming" I warned him.

"MMMmmmmmm Hmmmmmmm" he garbled as he buried his face all the way into my
pubic hair, forcing my dick even further into his mouth.

I released several spurts of cum like I never had before. I would swear I
shot a good 6 to 8 times before being drained by his continuous sucking. I
held my hands on Anthony's head to keep balance and pulled out of his hot
mouth. Anthony licked the drops of cum off the tip of my dick until I was
completely drained. I continued to rub his head, feeling how unexpectedly
soft his hair was.

"Wow." I said, breathing hard.

"Damn baby, you came a lot, and quick."

"It's been awhile." I said, putting my now soft dick back in my pants and
pulling my T-Shirt back on. "I guess we better get back there."

"I understand. Normally I would expect a return but I'll take a rain
check." Said Anthony as he stood up, revealing a hard dick poking at the
fabric of his pants.

Damn, what did I get myself into? I thought.  I hadn't planned on making
this regular but Anthony's statement implied we'd do it again. Although it
was by far the most pleasurable blow job I had ever received I had not
planned on it happening again, at that moment.

I walked in as the game was in its last minute, oblivious to the guys who
were glued to the TV awaiting the game's final outcome.  Anthony came in
shortly after and like me, acted like nothing happened. The game ended on a
last minute field goal, much to the chagrin of Leo, whose team lost causing
him to lose the bets he made. After more idle conversation we all said our
good-byes and headed home.

I walked home that night concerned that my getting with Anthony would cause
problems later with Leo. I wasn't sure how this whole thing worked. Were
gay couples just as prone as straight couples to jealousy? Would my
attraction to men cause problems for Lisa and me? Were these feeling just a
phase or would it become a lifestyle?

I had trouble sleeping that night with multiple dreams about people I know
finding out about my romp with Anthony. I also woke up with a raging hard
on and masturbated to the thought of the good head job from Leo's friend. I
was definitely hooked sexually but not sure how to handle it on different
levels, socially and emotionally. I just know I wanted more.