Date: Wed, 28 May 2014 21:34:39 -0500
From: Jarrod Holiway <jdylanh9@gmail.com>
Subject: Levi (Part 6)

Levi The Broken-Hearted Boy

This is the sixth installment of the Levi Series. I appreciate comments and
criticisms so feel free to e-mail your thoughts to me at jdylanh9@gmail.com

***All usual disclaimers apply***

	Three years had passed since the day the Honorable Judge Borland
gave us a victory and Levi and Jason fully experienced their love for one
another. In those three years we shared some of the best times of our
lives. We shared vacations, dinners, birthdays, holidays, we shared
everything. Levi was on winter break from SLU in his final year of
college. He pursued cellular molecular biology in order to follow in my
footsteps and become a physician. He was anxiously awaiting his reply from
the SLU School of Medicine on whether or not he would be accepted into
their physician's program. I assured him it was a slam dunk. I, along with
friends who are also physicians, wrote him glowing letters of
recommendation. His grades were impeccable and quite frankly I know some
people on the board. I didn't have to pull any strings, but one friend was
kind enough to tell me they were going to accept him, but he wouldn't
receive his official acceptance for another month. It was killing me not
being able to tell him.

"Christian! Did you get the mail today? The box is empty." Levi bellowed
the second he stepped through the door.

"Yeah. You didn't get anything. I'm sorry. You know they don't even send
those letters out until after the holidays, right?" I replied walking into
the sitting room to meet him.

"I can't believe they get away with treating people like this. Making us
wait for so long when our whole future, whole life, everything hinges on
this decision. One would think they wouldn't take so long. I bet the whole
board is full of masochists just getting off on ruining people's lives."
Levi said.

"Good God, boy. Calm down. Have a drink with me. I think I am finished
working for the day. Nathan is gonna be home early tonight. Where is Jason?
We should have a big dinner together." I said while pouring two drinks.

"He said he is studying. You know he has one more final left. This is
literally his last class ever if he passes then he will have his Associates
in Business. I haven't seen him much lately. I know he isn't dumb, so I
can't figure out why he is always spending so much time studying. His
classes aren't even hard." Levi said taking the drink I fixed him.

"Lay off of him. He just wants to impress you with his grades. You know he
only went back to school in the first place because you pushed him to at
least get his Associates.  So, now you can't be pissy with him for taking
time to study." I responded.

	Levi and I sat around and just talked for the next hour or so until
Nathan got home. "Oh honey, I'm home" Nathan announced as he walked in
holding three large binders.

"Oh honey, I'm glad you're home." I replied matching his tempo and tone as
I went to the wet bar and poured him a bourbon, freshened mine, but Levi
declined and disappeared up the spiral staircase to his room. I had asked
Jason to move in around two years ago, but he said even as big as the loft
is, all four of us might get a little crowded. I asked Levi why he had
never moved in with Jason and the answer never fully satisfied me, but
basically it was because Jason had a roommate and he said his roommate
wouldn't allow anyone else to move in. This satisfied me for a month or
two, but then I just wondered why Jason didn't leave when the lease was up
and get a place with Levi. I brought that up to Levi and he said they
talked about it, but financially it just made a lot more sense for him to
keep living with me until he was out of school. I left it at that. Levi was
welcome to stay with Nathan and me forever. Really not my business to be
meddling in those lovebirds' affairs.

"Christian, baby, love, stud, gorgeous man of mine - grab the bourbon
decanter, get in the bedroom with me and get down to your undies. I have a
lot to talk to you about."  Nathan said as he disappeared into our
bedroom. I was so intrigued and excited. There was something in his voice
that aroused interest and I couldn't wait to find out what it was.

"What is going on, Mr. Manager, that has you all excited?" I asked while
stripping down to my briefs.

"Well, that is just the thing doctor - I am not sure how much longer I will
be Mr.  Manager." Nathan said laying binders out on our bed as he sat in
just briefs.

"Are they closing the club? Surely Roger wouldn't be firing you." I said
while running scenarios in my head. Nathan and I shared everything, but we
did keep separate bank accounts. I know how much money he makes and he has
a pretty general idea on how much I make but we didn't really discuss
finances too much. I have a financial planner and a couple years ago I got
Nathan to hire him too. I'm not sure what Nathan has tied up in investments
or anything - actually I am not even sure where exactly I sit with that.
That's why I pay the financial planner.

"Oh no Christian, what is happening is what I have always imagined. It is
the opportunity I have been waiting for, for many years. Roger is selling
the club. He said he knows how much I have put into the place and he knows
it will be in good hands so he is willing to sell it to me for a great
price. What do you think?" Nathan said.

"That is awesome! I am so proud of you, Mr. Owner." I said holding my
bourbon up as a toast.

	Nathan clinked his glass against mine and took a drink then his
face went from glee to a bit more serious. "Christian, the thing is just
this - I do not have the full amount Roger wants. I could maybe get a loan
from our bank for the remaining amount but the interest, you know. I was
thinking, maybe you would want to be a part owner with me.  You could be
kind of like a silent partner. You don't have to do anything with the club
ever. I will take care of everything. It will just be a little investment
on your part. That way no one pays interest for the next 20 years and you
can even make money off this without doing anything. I had the financial
planner do a kind of prospectus for you; that is the red binder. The blue
binder is what the club currently does in revenues and the expenditures -
it has every quarterly balance sheet for the past five years. The black
binder is the contract to purchase with all the figures. I have already
filled in my information and amount. Pages 2 through 13 are for you if you
want to do this." Nathan said.
	I grabbed the black binder first. I wanted to know how much buying
into this would cost me before I looked at anything else. I scanned the 11
pages and it was simple enough. I would own 60% of the club for
$3,000,000. "I'm sorry Nathan I am not comfortable with this." Was all I
said as I took a sip of bourbon. His face looked like someone was like
letting the air out of a tire; it fell from excited and joyous to deeply
depressed.  "It's a lot of money, Christian. I understand your
hesitancy. But please don't say no yet.  Let me rework some numbers. Will
you meet with our planner and me and we can talk about what you would be
willing to buy in at and maybe I could just borrow a little from the bank,
and..." Nathan was saying and I just held my hand up to stop him.

      I leaned in and put my lips on his - it was less of a kiss and more
of just touching his beautiful lips with mine while I exhaled through my
nose. I gave his lips a little peck, then his cheek, and then I snaked my
tongue across the bottom of his ear and bit his ear lobe just a bit and he
squirmed. Nathan had to be the only person on earth with ticklish ear
lobes. I raised up and straddled his lap, sitting on his upper thighs
facing him. I went back to his mouth and kissed him hard. I forced my
tongue in his mouth and moved my hand to the back of his neck. I broke the
kiss and looked directly into his eyes. I leaned in and put my cheek to his
cheek, where my mouth was on his ear again and I whispered, "You can have
the $3,000,000. That isn't my issue. I am pissed you broke ownership down
based on the upfront capital. These papers need to be redrawn with us as
equal partners regardless of how much you put in and how much I put in. I
want to share everything with you equally. It is all I have ever wanted." I
was going to kiss him again but my words had sunk in.

      Nathan bucked me off onto my back and threw his bare chest on top of
mine. A huge smile was on his face and his cerulean eyes were on fire,
"Just when I thought my life couldn't get any fucking better! Oh I am going
to take such good care of you tonight doctor. I honestly will never
understand how you do it. How you just make people's dreams come true all
the time. You make it look completely effortless, but I know it has to be
fucking exhausting. I know how much you work. I know how hard you try in
every single thing that you do. I know who and what you are; I just don't
know how you do it.  You are like a fucking benevolent magician. You could
have just said yes you'll do it and I couldn't imagine being happier. But
you had to take it a step further and show me how much you can love and
share. How much I mean to you. How much you value our relationship. How
much you believe in equal partners in love. You make me feel like shit
sometimes because you are just so fucking good at loving me I feel like I
can't match you." Nathan said while situating his body on mine and letting
his words fall from his mouth onto my ear this time.

"You are too kind with your praise, baby. You'd do anything for me. I would
do anything for you. There just isn't anything else to it. That is just a
big part of love and I love your big part. I mean I love you big time. I
mean I want you to love me long time." I said with a growing smile.

"Fuck, be serious! How do you do it?" Nathan said with a bit of impatience
in his voice.

"Are you picking a fight with me because I love you too much? What is
happening right now?" I said sounding a little impatient myself. I
sincerely didn't understand his problem.  He was literally upset that I
said I would do anything for him.

      Nathan raised his body up in a sitting position with his beautiful
ass just resting on my thighs. I could feel his package just lying on my
own. "Ahhh, I'm sorry. I sound like a fucktard right now. I feel like you
are dismissive when I compliment you sometimes. You always fall back on how
you'd do anything for me and I'd do anything for you; which is completely
true. What you never see is how much you do versus how much I do. I
couldn't do for you what you do for me. Sometimes I just try to think of
something to do for you and I come up blank and then the next day you take
me out for some elaborate evening you planned a month prior for no reason
other than you wanted to do it for me. Don't you see - you have something
inside you that makes you better at loving people than anyone else." Nathan
said looking down into my face.

"You have to stop this, Nathan. We are not competing against each other in
a love Olympics." I said as I took his hands in mine and then continued,
"It sincerely does just boil down to us loving each other. I plan a good
surprise. I do things you don't think of, but you only see what I do and
not what you do. This is like the fifth time since you moved in four years
ago that you have brought this up. I don't know what else to tell you. I
love you. I love you. I love you. That is it. You realize the only time we
ever fight is when you are mad I have done something for you. If that
bothers you; tough shit. I will never stop putting every single thing I
have into this relationship; never. Now, if you don't start loving me long
time - we will have a problem, stud." I said.

"Christian, I am sorry. It sounds so stupid to say out loud but sometimes I
am legitimately jealous of you. Jealous of how good you treat me because I
can't be that good back to you...I just can't." Nathan said as I put my
hand up again.

"Stop. Just stop. You will stop doing this. I am not going to feel like
shit every time I do something nice for you. I can't. I just can't. Doing
things for you is what makes me feel human. So stop it. You will lick my
balls for me tonight or you won't. That is what I am interested in
knowing. This current conversation is killing my joy of owning a gay club.
Only one thing will get me excited about this gay club again and that is
some gay action from the sexiest fucking man in the world! Say it! Who is
my sexy man?!" I was yelling the last lines at Nathan as if I was a radio
personality and finally he responded.

"I am your sexy man."

"Louder Sexy Club Owner!!"

"I am your sexy man!" Nathan yelled.

"I love Christian!"

"I love you Christian!" Nathan yelled.

"I will accept Christian's gifts without a second thought because we love
each other!"

"I love you, Christian!" Nathan yelled with a smile.

"Fair enough, Nathan. Now bend down here and give your man a smooch, god
damn it."  I said with a big smile. My cock went from dormant to at
attention in less than a second.  Nathan is my life. Nathan is my
lover. Nathan is my everything. To have someone who means that much to me,
shout he loves me, is all I will ever need.

	My lover descended on me. Right before his face touched mine he
closed his eyes. A sign of trust. I repaid that trust with closed eyes. Two
blind lovers face-to-face we used the sense of touch to find each other's
lips. My hands landed on his back and I pulled him to me. I needed him to
be on me. I needed him to be touching me with his whole body. Lovers make
love. As our lips danced and tongues wrestled, my hands moved down his back
until I felt the elastic band of his briefs. I flattened my hands and
pushed them under the band, inside his briefs. The lovely ass that was all
mine was in my hands. It was heavenly to touch this man. Nathan was propped
up on his elbows out to each side of me. I wanted him to stop supporting
his weight and let it fall on me. I grabbed his ass, one perfect cheek in
each hand and I pulled him toward me. He lost balance and collapsed on
me. Like an octopus I wrapped my legs and arms around him to keep him from
getting away. I held him on my body and ground my flesh into his. All this
without ever breaking our kiss.

	I rolled him over to put myself on the top and we collided with
some binders.  Fuck those binders. I didn't need any binders. I needed
Nathan on me, touching me. I needed to smell him and taste him. When I
rolled him to his back I released my death grip and moved freely down his
body. Tracing my tongue down his neck. Kissing his chest and French kissing
each nipple. He had been at work all day and the natural odor of this
gorgeous man was all mine to smell and taste. I continued my descent
letting my tongue hit his navel. I hesitated for just a moment and looked
up into his face. Nathan's eyes were still closed and he was clearly just
lost in our session. Partners in life and now partners in business. I
continued my descent.

	Nathan's hands found the back of my head; his fingers ran through
my hair as I began planting a kiss at the base of stiffening cock right
where it met his lovely ballbag.  My tongue came out to play. I laid it
flat on his dick and ran it the full length from base to tip. I could taste
my man perfectly. It had been roughly 12 hours since Nathan showered - just
the way I preferred it most of the time. It was about the same for me but I
spent the day reading medical journals in my study whereas he spent the day
working and running around the city. As his scent filled my nostrils, my
lust became unquenchable. I don't understand how each day I yearn for
Nathan more than the previous. I engulfed his cock in my mouth. I knew at
that moment he was going to be coming in my mouth before this night was
over. Nothing else could possibly satiate my current appetite for
Nathan. Nathan knew it too. We have been lovers for long enough now that we
always know what the other wants and intends to do.

	As I moved my arms to underneath Nathan's legs putting his tight
hamstrings on my shoulders he knew I was locking in. Nathan responded by
increasing his pressure on my head with his graceful hands while also
pushing down on my back with his legs. I couldn't help but to realize I
would never be in this position with anyone else on Earth.  Nathan knew
only he could have me like this, too. It is one thing to hand over your
heart to another; it is another thing to hand over control.

	I was grinding my cock into the bed while I continued to devour
Nathan's. I realized saliva was just running down my chin and neck as well
as running down his beautiful balls and into his ass crack. My neck began
to get a little sore from the position but I couldn't imagine being in a
better place. Nathan's cock felt so huge in my mouth and I focused every
bit of my attention on how it felt and tasted on my tongue as well as how
amazing he smelled.

"You know I am going to cum in your mouth any time?" Nathan was able to get
out through ragged breaths. I didn't acknowledge him at all other than to
keep working as much of his dick in and out of my mouth as possible and
letting the spit just gush out of my mouth and cascade down his balls and
my neck. Nathan loved his dick sloppy. He loved as much sticky spit as
humanly possible and my saliva glands were working overtime for him.

	First, his legs tensed and pushed down so hard on my back I knew
his heels were going to leave bruises - I didn't care. His hands left my
head and flew out to his sides. He grabbed handfuls of our bedding and the
veins in his arms and the backs of his hands became distended and
bulged. Finally, the flavor that is all my man filled my mouth. Grunt after
grunt preceded spurt after spurt. A full minute later his legs eased the
pressure on my back and I let his dick fall from my mouth and I gave the
sweet head on long kiss. Nathan couldn't help but to lay their motionless
just trying to catch his breath. His legs fell from my back and spread out
to my sides. I hooked my hands in the bend of his knees and pushed his
knees towards his chest. I could see his winking ass glistening with all
the spit that ran into his crack during the blow job. I could see some cum
that leaked out too. I had to have it. I ran my tongue down Nathan's
gorgeous ass crack and when I hit the hole, I tongue-punched it. I pushed
my tongue in with all my force and Nathan groaned. He knew what was going
to happen.

	I replaced my tongue with a finger and then another. I had not
actually been in Nathan for several days. He was so tight and hot. His eyes
opened and I stared into them as I worked 3 fingers in and out while
twisting them. I was so hot for Nathan I could have prematurely ejaculated
and I am far from a novice in bed. Enough play; it was time to be inside
him - all of the way in him.

	I leaned down to him, bracing myself with one hand out to the side
and my other hand holding my dick right at the entrance to Nathan's love
chute. I kissed him and then let my head fall into his neck and shoulder. I
couldn't help but to bite down on his beautiful shoulder as I pushed my
eager cock into his ass. Nathan screamed and wrapped his arms around me. He
was holding us together with an iron grip. I loved it when our bodies were
being forced together so hard it was like we were becoming one.  My lust
for Nathan had been on overdrive for far too long and I went into a primal
beast mode. I like to think Nathan and I normally make beautiful, delicate
love, but tonight there is no way around saying I was just fucking his
brains out. I wasn't as gentle as I usually am. I couldn't kiss him because
I was screaming, grunting, or biting. I couldn't open my eyes. I couldn't
think about anything other than how good my dick felt in Nathan's ass. I
fucked, and fucked, and fucked until Nathan began to whimper. I forced my
eyes open and focused on his angelic face while I erupted. I moved my hands
to his chest - one sculpted pec in each hand. I pushed down on his chest
raising myself up so I could slam down into him again and again to finish
my orgasm. I collapsed onto him in a daze. My cock fell out of him along
with some cum. The sheets are going to need changed.

	For several minutes we just breathed in unison while I lie on top
of him. I finally raised my head and kissed him before rolling off
him. Still exhausted we just laid on our backs and stared at the ceiling
holding hands. Nathan broke the silence, "Christian" he said.

"Yeah, stud." I replied.

"I didn't know people could fuck like that. I just experienced it and I
still don't really believe it. Have you ever fucked anyone like that
before?" He asked.

"Never. I have never had that happen. I don't know if I could ever even do
it again. I know it was because of you. Sometimes, I just want you so badly
I forget to breathe. It is like a tornado of love slams into a hurricane of
lust. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I just couldn't stop. I was scared I was
going to actually bite into your skin. I thought I almost tasted blood at
one point. I'm sorry. I just couldn't have enough of you. It was like being
possessed or something." I said as I began to feel guilty for how hard I
just fucked the love of my life.

"Don't apologize. It was so...I don't know. It was so raw. I imagine it is
how people fuck in heaven - no inhibitions. Why don't you take a shower
while I change the bedding and then I'll shower." Nathan suggested.

"Great plan." I replied as I got up and went to the master bath. When I
emerged Nathan was standing there naked with a towel over his shoulder
telling me the timing was perfect. I put a pair of plain black Jockeys on
and laid on the fresh bedding looking over the binders waiting for Nathan
to finish in the shower and come to bed for the night. A knock on the door
broke my concentration.

"Christian?" It was Levi's voice.

"Come in, Levi." I called out.

	Levi, in just plain white Jockeys entered and fell into bed beside
me. He snuggled up to me laying his head on my shoulder and threw his arm
around my chest. "What's going on? You and Nathan always have screaming
orgasms when something happens."  He said.

"I'll let him tell you the news when he gets out of the shower. More
importantly what is going on with you? You only hold me like this and let
me hold you back when something is wrong; so out with it." I said. I didn't
think anything too bad could have happened since I saw him just an hour or
so ago.

"I finally got Jason to text me back." Levi said. I felt him tense up. He
sniffled. I could feel his face kind of scrunch up on my shoulder.

"Levi, what's going on?" I asked.

"He sent me a text, but it clearly wasn't meant for me. He sent it to me by
mistake. The text read, 'I told Levi I was studyn all night so cmon ovr
whenevr and bring the condoms.' So, I think it's pretty cut and dry. He is
cheating on me." Levi said now in full tears. "He realized it immediately
and tried to call, but I couldn't answer. He texted me asking me to call
him. Then he just texted me he was sorry and he loves me."

	I squeezed him harder and looked up at Nathan standing there. We
made eye contact and it was clear three hearts in that room just broke, but
one broke completely in half. Nathan slid into bed behind Levi and spooned
him. The three of us drifted off to sleep just holding each other.

To be continued...

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