Date: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 11:16:35 -0500
From: Bill Hudley <billhudley@live.com>
Subject: MY HEART'S DESIRE

My Heart's Desire

Written  by  Bill Hudley

Aaah, Home at last, walking through the terminal building at Myrtle Beach
Airport thinking of my pool and wanting to get in it as fast as I can was
all I could think about. My two week trek crisscrossed the country three
times in in 14 days, the last leg of my journey, from Atlanta to Myrtle
Beach, is now completed, I'm home with two weeks off, no more airplanes for
fourteen days at least.

My flight from Atlanta was right on time.  I've been away on business trips
from Seattle to Miami and From Montreal to San Diego, and many, many stops
in between. I'm bone tired and want to sleep in my own bed, in my home.  On
my way to the cabstand to get a ride home, I heard someone call out my
name.

"TJ?  TOM!  Thomas Tucker from Conway, South Carolina, is that you?" a
tall, blonde and very attractive man in a Armani suit asked.

"Uh...yes, I'm Tom Tucker; you have me at a disadvantage, I don't seem to
remember...Oh...my...god!  Edward?  Ohmigod!  Eddie Hastings! Is it really
you!  Good grief Eddie, I haven't seen you since High School."

At first we both extended our hands to shake but once he held my hand,
Eddie pulled us into a great big hug and was slapping me on my back.  I
began talking before he released the hug.

"Wow!  What's our Star Quarterback and best Basketball Player doing these
days.  From the looks of you, whatever it is, you're doing it very well,
it's so good to see you Eddie."

"I nearly fell down doing a double take when I saw you walk by me TJ.  You
look great, we're supposed to be old coots now but look at you, with the
same body you had in highschool, but with more hair than I remember.  I can
close my eyes and still see you running a route to catch a long TD pass.
We really were a great team on the football field.  What have you been
doing since the days at old CHS?"  Eddie asked.

"I got a Marketing degree at UNC in Wilmington, worked for a bank a couple
of years, then hooked on with FINCORP, my present employer for the past
four years.  We sell financial accounting systems to Financial
institutions.  I've been on the road for two weeks, I'm headed home to the
beach at Murrells Inlet for some desperately needed R&R for a couple of
weeks.  What about You Ed, what's your story?

"I went to college at The Citadel on a football scholarship, got a business
degree and settled in at my Dad's car dealership, starting off on the sales
floor.  We've got four separate dealerships now and two more under
construction now.  I married Angela Butler the year I graduated from Duke,
no kids, and we divorced after three years.  How about you, I don't see a
ring on your left hand."  Eddie laughed.

"I never married, I was engaged once, we dated all through college, I gave
her the ring the night I graduated and WHAMMO!  The sweet girl I'd been
with for four years changed into the woman from hell.  We...uh...I broke it
off after only three months into the engagement, she became a completely
different person with my ring on her hand."

"Wow, I wish I'd have done that, it would have saved me a bundle of money
for sure.  Where are you living now."  Eddie said.

"When my grandparents died I inherited their house in Murrell's Inlet.
It's old, they bought in in the 30's, but with careful maintenance and
upkeep it's held up well, and it's on South Waccamaw Drive facing the
Atlantic.  I can walk to my favorite bar from the house."

"On the beach on South Waccamaw!  Damn Tom, you're sitting on a gold mine,
Dude."

"I love the place Eddie, it calms me, it soothes my soul to sit and watch
the water.  When I'm home, I feel that I'm the luckiest man in the world.
How about you?"

"Home base is in Charleston for now, I'll be traveling up to check on the
two new stores frequently now. These will be our first Jaguar and first
Cadillac stores, we have high hopes for both of them.  the Jaguar place
will be between Murrell's Inlet and Pawley's island and the Cadillac store
up in North Myrtle Beach.  I'll be going back and forth between the two as
the buildings go up, so I'll be moving up the coast here for a while as we
get the new shops up and running.  Say TJ once I get here, let's go out for
dinner and drinks sometime, I hardly know anyone up in this area anymore."

"Anytime Eddie, when I'm home I'm always alone, come for a weekend
sometime, if you like fishing, there's plenty of ways to do it at the
Inlet, there's great food and I do love sleeping at the beach.  I like
working on the place, I've done lots of renovations and there's always
maintenance to do every time I come home.  It's no castle but it's mine and
I live right there on the water.  One of these days I'll give up this
flying all over the country and sit my butt down at the Inlet and stay
there.  Hey...Ed, where are you headed now?"

"Just now getting back home, I just flew in from Ohio, went there to talk
to the Honda folks, we have one of their franchises."  Ed said.

"Come home with me, kick back and relax and we can catch up.  It's so good
to see you.  Spend the night.  We'll grill steaks for our dinner.

"Really?...You mean it.  Come there now"

"Sure,it's Friday afternoon, we can kick back and take it easy, we'll have
a great time, there's a fire pit in the back yard, a hammock, a big wide
front porch to sit and watch the Ocean."

"What the hell, let's get our bags, my car is over in the long term lot.
Let's go!"

I got a bit worried in the car, I had forgotten about the huge crush I had
on Eddie from 8th. grade on through High School.  Eddie was the golden boy
in High School, blonde hair, voted most handsome Senior, had girls chasing
after him constantly.  His dad had a the Ford dealership in Conway and Ed
always had a new Mustang convertible to drive.  We played football
together, with Eddie the quarterback, throwing the ball and me the wide
receiver, catching the ball and most times scoring, we were close, we spent
a lot of time together after regular practice working a lot on the passing
routes, plus we hung out together when we weren't playing football too.

I remember his body, so perfectly muscled, his hard, rippled stomach, a
butt like the statue of David and nearly as hard as the marble the statue
was carved from.  Football guys are forever patting each other's butt, and
like many on our team, I never missed a chance to slap or touch his behind.
That's how I knew his butt was so hard and muscled, I touched it nearly
every day at practice and on game nights, too.  I longed to touch his butt
in the privacy of my bedroom too.I knew I wasn't supposed to like looking
at him naked but he was so beautiful, his perfect body, athletically
muscled, broad shoulders, that flat, rippled stomach and that perfect
bubble butt.

Proving that some guys get all the luck, Eddie has a plump, nearly 6 inch
long cock when it's soft.  I have always wondered what it would look like
hard, and standing tall, how it would feel in my hand...oh fuck yeah, I
still do.

When we parked in my drive Eddie was freaked at my house and the location.
He ran through the rooms of the craftsman style bungalow, ooing and ahhing
in every room.  I've put a lot of sweat equity into this place, using
recycled materials as much as feasible, and staying true to the original
design as much as I could.

My home is furnished with Mission style pieces that were in vogue when
craftsman Bungalows were built.  I have all of my grandparents Stickley
furniture, a trestle dining table with 10 chairs, side board and china
hutch, that came to me with the house.  A couple of glass door bookcases
flank the fireplace in the study, an Art Deco copper lamp with a mica
shade.  All of it now collector pieces.  The are some modernday Stickley
Mission style pieces like the sofa and side chairs that blend in well with
the old.  The bedrooms also have the modern Stickley pieces.

The hardwood floors are all dark stained oak, with white walls and with a
lot of luck, I managed to get a `beach home' feel .  I had large oversized
windows installed a few years ago to open the place up to the magnificent
views of the Atlantic. Pastel sheer drapes that I've never closed. I don't
mean to brag, but I was contacted by Southern Living asking permission to
come and see my place with the possibility of an article being done.  It so
happened that one of their staff had shared my bed for a couple of nights a
few months back and he had raved to the editor about my home.  I let them
come to see the place but decided against the article, with me being away
from home so often I didn't want to advertise the contents of my home to
the world.  I promised that I would call them when or if I ever decided to
take root and give up traveling for a living.

The one major alteration to the 30's theme is that the place was completely
rewired to accommodate modern electrical demands and I've installed Central
Heat & Air, and a nice 20' x 30' pool in the back yard, an outdoor kitchen
is about halfway finished, no appliances yet but most of the masonry work
done.Like I said, Ed was impressed and asked who had done the decorating.
When I told him it was all my doing, he didn't believe me.  I showed Ed to
the guest room and his bath and I brought over some shorts and a couple of
Speedo's if he wants to swim.  I've plenty of big, baggy swim suits like
most guys wear, but I purposely laid out a Speedo for Eddie.  I want to see
his bulge when he packs it all into that tiny suit.

I left him to enjoy the view and look around while I made a run to the
market for food and the liquor store for sustenance.  I got Steak filets
and lobster tails for our dinner,and wine, beer and Gin.  There was plenty
of scotch and vodka there already.

When I walked into the house I heard...

"That's right boy, suck my cock, get me good and wet `cause that's the only
lube you'll get when I fuck your pretty little butt, eat my cock boy.!"

I leaned against the door frame, unable to speak.  I was mortified.  Ed had
turned on the TV and I had left a porno DVD in the player on the TV.

I managed to get into the kitchen and sat the bags down when Eddie came
into the room.  He had a half smile, half smirk on his handsome face.

"Sorry Ed, I turned on the TV and that's what started playing."

"Uh...no..I'm the one to apologise Eddie, but at least now you know.  I'm
gay, have been since I can remember."

"Jeez Tommy, I would have never guessed.  There's no clue about you or this
place that you're gay except for that DVD in there.  I think I've always
been curious about gay guys, back when we were in school, I always checked
you out in the showers.  And I remember staring at your narrow little butt
when your ran pass patterns. Were any of the other guys on the team gay?"

"I don't know Ed...I never did anything, sex wise, in High School, but when
I went to college in Wilmington, I wasn't there a week before I had my
first man to man sexual experience at my Fraternity.  It was all kept quiet
and never anything overt was said, but when the bedroom doors closed the
`brothers' were mostly sexually ambiguous, sex was all that mattered, a
partners gender was rarely a deterrent, we were all very horny dudes."

"Well Tom...just know that it's okay with me, I won't tell anyone...but is
it okay if I ask questions about it while we're here, I'm still curious I
guess...uh...especially since you've told me about you...and I did watch a
lot of that DVD...it made me get hard."

"Sure, ask away, if I don't want to answer something I'll tell you." I
said."First off, I want to get out of these clothes, take a shower and into
some shorts and a tee shirt.""I put out some shorts and swim trunks for you
in case you didn't have any with you."I was passing through the hall when
Ed stepped out of his room in his knit boxer shorts, I stopped and watched
him walk into the bath.  His body looks like it did 10 years ago in High
School...oh god, his butt looks the same as it did when I would jack off
thinking about him so many years ago.  I went on into the living room and
fiddled about, straightening up a bit, then to the kitchen to marinate the
beef and clarify the butter for the lobster, Ed was still in the shower
when I cracked the door and asked what he wanted to drink.  He chose Gin on
the rocks with a twist...my favorite. too!I made the drinks and sat his on
the vanity, to be ready when he came out of the shower.  As I left, I
absent mindedly forgot to pull his door all the way shut (oops, silly me),
At the right place in the hall I could see his reflection in the vanity
mirror.

I heard him call out to me and went to ask what he needed.

"Do you have a disposable razor I can use Tommy.  I've left mine at the
hotel in Ohio he said.Talking at the bathroom door I could still see his
reflection, he was towelling his hair dry and I watched his cock lengthen,
in a semi hard state it had grown considerable from what I could remembered
from 10 years ago.  I told him where the razors were as well as a new
toothbrush he could use and I turned to go away.  About halfway back down
the hall I heard...

"Great it's Tanqueray!  Thanks TJ, you're the best!"

I had the steaks and lobster ready for the grill, and the grill loaded with
charcoal and soaked mesquite chips, salads were ready and in the fridge,
the wine on ice.  I headed for my room to grab a shower myself.  Once while
I was still in the shower, Ed stuck his head in to ask if he could put on
some music, I told him where to find the CD's I could see through the
shower door that he was checking me out in the shower stall.  Just for fun
I turned to face him as I told him where the music CD's are.  He kept his
eyes on my cock the whole time he was there.

After my shower when I was drying off, Ed came back into the bath to ask
where the remote for the CD player was.  I hadn't a clue so I wrapped the
towel around me and went to the living room.

"Jeez TJ...you have so much body hair.  A thick mat on your chest and down
the center of your stomach, I don't remember you having any chest hair in
High School,.  I'm jealous. I'm almost hairless with just a little fuzz on
my butt and upper legs.  You've got a great body too...you must work out."

"I run at least every day if possible, and I go to the gym to lift and do
squats, heavy lifting and pumping iron builds up your testosterone levels
I've heard, and more "T" means more sex!  I stay away from those
Testosterone pills....good hard exercise builds your `T' levels naturally.
I do feel like a different person since I started working out, and lately
my staying power has increased dramatically, I can fuck all night long
now."

Eddie blushed crimson.

"Are you a rump rustler Tom?"

I laughed, "You straight guys crack me up!  Yes, I like to fuck men, I
don't call it rump rustling though.  It's anal sex.  We (gay men) only do
that after a thorough, cleansing enema, You ought to try it Ed, you'd like
it, I can promise you that.  But I must warn you, man to man sex is
addictive, especially to those who've been disillusioned by a woman's
duplicity.  There's an honesty about man to man sex that satisfies in many
ways.  At least it's that way for me.  Have you ever done anything with a
guy, even back in school.?"

"NO!  Never...oh...there was one neighbor kid, Jimmy Byers, we did jack off
together a few times, we never touched each other though."

"Did you sneak looks at his cock back then."

"Uh...y...yeah, I guess I did."

"Don't worry Eddie, that's normal, most all guys have some sort of
homosexual experience growing up.  You never knew it, but I always had a
big crush on you.  In high school I'd jack off thinking in my bed at night
thinking about watching you in the showers."

"Really!  For real"

"You were a hot kid Eddie, and now, you're an even hotter man."

"You think I'm good looking...I mean...uh....I know I don't have a problem
attracting the ladies and I'm not rich, so I know I'm not ugly, but it's a
different kind of compliment when a gay man says it.  Thanks TJ."

He was blushing again.  I began to wonder about Eddie, he seems to be
fascinated that I'm gay and it's like he wants to know more.  Hmmm.  That
Armani suit he was wearing didn't come from GoodWill, he may not be rich
but I know his Dad sure is.I got up, took his glass from the table and went
to refresh our drinks.  He was staring at my crotch as I brought the
drinks,

"Damn...I need to get out of this towel, you can tell I'm not used to
having guests very often.  I'll be right back."

Ed was still wearing the tight knit boxers and a tee shirt.

Being the shameless slut that I am, when I see something I want, I set out
to get it.  It's time to put the moves on my long time High School crush.
Tonight my mission is to get into Ed Hastings pants, or rather get him out
of his pants. I put on a pair of white spandex square cut, low rise, trunk
style shorts(underwear, really) with a tight form fitting Carolina Blue
muscle shirt, cut off about eight or ten inches above the spandex trunks,
leaving my lower abdomen bare and just a hint of pubes at top of the
trunks.  If these didn't get him excited, then he wasn't interested in man
sex at all.  Somewhere between our meeting at the airport and right now, I
decided that Eddie Hastings would be my next conquest.  I've wanted his
cock in me since High School.When I came back to the living room Ed was
sipping at his drink and he choked a bit when he saw what I had on.  I
stood over him and patted his back and when I looked down, his face was
only inches away from my cock.  He looked at it, then up to my eyes.  He
never said a word, I saw his eyes flash down then back up to mine.

"You okay Eddie?" I asked.

"Uh...yeah...the Gin just went down the wrong way."

I saw that his cock had hardened up in those revealing knit shorts, the
helmet of his cock plainly is outlined.  I took my seat on the sofa with
the center cushion between us.  I punched in a four digit music channel
code on the satellite dish remote, and the room filled with classical
Chamber music, great background music for our conversation.

We listened quietly for a bit then I turned a bit and leaned back into the
corner and cocked one leg up on the cushion, so that I could look at Eddie.
He caught on and turned to sit like I was, it was easier to chat and we
both could get our eyes full of the other.  Which seemed to be what was on
each of our minds.  Ed's cock got harder and he looked anxious until he saw
that I was hard too."Uh, TJ, what's sex with a man like?  I mean,what's so
different than with a woman?"

I had to catch myself...I almost said it would be easier to show him than
to tell him, not thinking that he could be scared off by so bold a
statement.

"First it's the equipment we have to work with.  We men don't have massive,
pendulous breasts but our little nipples are very sensitive, most wired
directly to the cock.  The cock itself can be intimidating, many men are
`size queens,' wanting only the biggest cock they can find.  Basically,
regardless of size, they all work pretty much the same.  When sexually
aroused, blood rushes to the penis making it stand proud.

The energy two men have together is electric Eddie, they both want the same
thing, they meet to fuck and want to get on with it.  No games, no begging
or pleading to get sex.  Men don't use sex as a tool to get what they want
outside the bedroom.  Men use sex to bust a nut, to get off!  `Nuff said.
The same can be said for kissing, It's raw and sensual beyond description.
Once you've had your mouth tongue fucked, by a big bruiser of a man, you
will always want more.  Men don't play mind games with sex; there's no
hidden agenda.  Once you experience an orgasm with a hard cock up your
butt, nothing else will ever do again.  I don't have the right words to
describe that feeling, Eddie.  But trust me Ed, I swear, you will
absolutely have the best orgasm of your life."Eddie sat there listening,
his mouth hanging open and he was noticeably trying to hide his hard on and
squeeze it at the same time.

"All this talk about sex get's me riled up Eddie, let's go cool off, let's
get in the pool!"

Knowing he'd be embarrassed by me seeing his hard cock, I let the way.  We
both retreated to put on swim trunks, Mine were very similar to the
underwear I had been wearing, with the square cut, low riding style.  Eddie
came out in the bright yellow Speedo I'd left on his bed.  Just as I'd
hoped, it was very tight on him and the bulge I had been anticipating did
not fail to impress, he was so stuffed into the speedo that the front of
the waistband wasn't touching against his skin, if I looked over his
shoulder, down his body, I could see his cock where it filled the pouch so
that the speedo pulled away from his body.  Eddie has a big cock, I
remember it well from the showers in High School.  I promised myself that
I'd do my best to see his all of his hard, erect cock before he leaves
here.

My backyard has an 8 foot high, plastered, concrete block wall completely
enclosing it, wide wooden plank gates to the street at each side of the
house give me back yard access when needed.  The fence was built before
Murrell's Inlet was incorporated and was `grandfathered' in, meaning that
it was allowed to stay even though we now have lower height limits.  It is
completely private there, each corner has huge Palmetto trees offering a
little bit of shade, additionally there are two 9 foot wide umbrellas
poolside and one on the patio for eating and/or drinking.  There's a Cabana
with stools over in one corner also.  Part of the yard has been made into a
patio area with inlaid paving stones, extending from the house for about 20
feet, there are rock walls to sit on and and many strings of lantern lights
overhead.  There's lots of native plants and some old Palmetto trees, it's
really quite lush looking, and a perfect place for a party, for two or
twenty.

I walked down the steps into the water while Eddie dove into the deep end
head first, swimming underwater the length of the pool and surfaced at the
shallow end wall beside me.  We swam laps, stopped and rested with our arms
on the deck, then swam some more.  Eddie made another dive but this time
swam underwater to where I was and tried to tug my swimsuit down.  I
grabbed at him but he slipped away.

We played and grabbed at each other for a good while.  Copping a feel or
two and rubbing against each other, just two guys horsing around made it
all seem okay, even if we were grabbing asses and occasionally accidently
brushing up against the other's cock; we both remained hard the whole time,
yeah...just to old friends horsing around.

I thought of it is as foreplay!  I walked up the steps at the shallow end
and turned to face Ed out near the deep end and slowly I inched my trunks
over my hips and pushed them to the deck.  Then I walked back into the
water and swam toward Ed in the deep end.

"This is how we're meant to swim Eddie, naked and free.  I know that Speedo
can't be comfortable with all that you've got stuffed into it, take it off
Eddie."

Like all guys I presume, being naked in a pool gives us an erection.  I
turned over and did the backstroke swimming away from Eddie and my cock
stood straight and tall.

"Uh Oh, up Periscope! There's a submarine following me, Eddie!"  I laughed.

Seeing my hard cock sticking up out of the water, and that I wasn't the
least bit shy or embarrassed was incentive enough.  Eddie went under the
water and shucked off his yellow Speedo in in a flash and swam toward me
with it in one hand.  I sat down on the next to top step at the shallow end
and the tip on my hard cock barely broke the surface.  Eddie swam up and
sat beside me trying to hide his boner from sight.

"We all get an erection when we're naked in the water Eddie, don't fight
it.  Enjoy the freedom.  He settled down on the same step beside me and the
head of his cock stood at least two inches above the water line.

"Damn Ed!  How big does that thing get?" I asked, my eyes glued to his hard
and thick cock.Eddie blushed again, and quietly said it was about nine
inches.

"Jeez TJ, your body fascinates me, you're so well toned and...well I know
it may sound weird coming from me, but you're really sexy.  Uh...if I were
to ever going to be with a man for sex, I'd want him to be just like you,
TJ."

"I've told you that I crushed on you all through school Eddie, when you're
ready let me know, I'd be proud to introduce you to what Man to Man sex is
all about."

He stared at me, mouth still open, like he couldn't believe what was
happening, what we were talking about.  He kept looking from my eyes to my
cock.  While he was looking into my eyes, I slowly moved my hand and closed
it around his erect cock.  He jumped when my hand touched him and his head
turned to me quickly, his eyes wide but he was betrayed when his cock
involuntarily throbbed in my hand and oozed pre cum.  When he looked up to
my eyes I said.

"Tell me when you want me to stop, okay Eddie?

He nodded and I saw his hand reach for my cock.  We sat like that, me
jacking him a bit and him doing the same to me. I could feel his cock
getting harder as he held mine in his fist.  We kept staring and then I
couldn't believe it, he started leaning to me and his eyes closed and his
lips parted, we kissed.  When he opened to my tongue, our electricity
jolted him, (me too!) he let go of my cock and wrapped his arms around my
waist, we tumbled from the steps into the water and stood naked, body
pressed against body, the power and pure maleness of our kiss took over,
driving him to feelings and emotions he'd never known before.

Eddie fought to get his tongue down my throat, he took one arm from my
waist and found my cock to jack on as we kept kissing.  When we finally
broke free to breathe, I sat him on the top step and most all of his cock
was standing tall, above the waterline.  I didn't give him time to even
think of what I was going to do, I bent and sucked about three quarters of
his cock into my mouth.  Eddie moaned loudly and hunched his hips to fuck
my mouth.  I stood him up and I sat on the bottom step, the water came up
over my shoulders.  I took his cock back into my mouth and moved his hips
back and forth, signaling him that it was okay to fuck my face.

"Oh sweet Jeezus! TJ...ohmigod...OH TOMMY!"

He held my head with one hand and arm, the other hand moved to my face and
he ran his fingers down to feel where my lips surrounded his fat cock as he
plunged it in and out of my mouth and throat.  At one point he bent over
me, cradling his body over my head while his hips jackhammered my face and
throat.  I was holding his testicles with one hand and I felt them moving
in his scrotum and I backed away, gasping for air myself.

"I never heard you say stop Tommy.  I don't want you to cum just yet,
there's a lot more I can show you.  Would you like to go inside and lie on
my bed.  There's something special I want you to do for me."

"Okay...Yes!  The bed...TJ...Tommy, I never had any idea sex could feel
like this, is it always like this?"

"With the right partner, yes, and it gets better and better Eddie."

Once inside, I made another round of Gin/Rocks for us.  I took a fresh bath
towel and gently wiped Eddie dry, caressing every part of his body with the
towel and my hands.  Once he was dry he took a second towel and I let him
explore my body as he dried me off.  He did spend a great deal of time
drying my genitals and inspecting them as well.  I was completely caught
off guard when I felt my cock sliding into his warm moist mouth.  DAMN!
I've known since we were in the MB airport that I wanted Eddie and I to do
this.  I sweet talked to him, caressing and kissing what parts of him I
could reach, telling him how good it felt to be with him this way after
wanting him for so long.  I told him how good he feels against me, how good
his cock feels in my hands and in my mouth.  How proud I am that he chose
me to be his first, how mine would always be the first cock he put between
his lips, how just knowing that gives me goose-flesh just thinking about
being his first.  While I did love looking down to see his handsome face
distorted, his lips and mouth filled with my hard and throbbing cock.
Eventually I had to pull him off my cock, I didn't want to ejaculate this
way...not yet.

When I finally I pulled him up and we lay on the bed, I turned to the 69
position and I took his fat cock to the hilt in one move this time, the
different angle made it much easier to get all of him down my throat.  All
of his almost nearly nine inch long, seven plus inches girth, cock was down
my throat and I milked him with my throat muscles as best I could.  His
cock is so thick, I've seen plenty of cocks longer, but none as thick as Ed
Hastings.

As a cock sucking novice, Ed did very well, never once did he scrape me
with his teeth or gag from going too deep.  We sucked each other like we'd
never have another cock.  Ed was good enough to make me wonder if this was
truly his first time at this.  The man knows how to suck cock!

When my orgasm was near, I pulled off his cock long enough to tell him I
would let him know when I was about to ejaculate.  A few moments passed and
I was very near the end, I yelled to Eddie to pull off but he was too slow
or he didn't want to let my cock go.  The first volley of my cum shot into
his mouth his eyes grew wide a saucers but he automatically swallowed my
semen.  He pulled up a bit and the second volley filled his mouth and he
shut his eyes and swallowed again just as he exploded and shot his semen
into my mouth with a roar that could have been heard down south, in
Charleston.

After we caught our breath, I turned and lay facing Eddie.  At first he
kept his eyes closed, and when he did open them he saw mine staring back at
him.  I hugged him to me and kissed his neck just below the ear.

"So Eddie.  I still haven't heard you say `stop" yet, I'm beginning to
wonder if you are the really the Man to Man sex virgin you claim to be.
You suck cock like a pro Ed, you are much too good for that to have been
your first time."

"I just want to please you TJ, to make you feel good, and you were
right...I'll want us to do this again, and again, and again.  I like doing
this with you TJ, but No...I swear...I've never done this before...but
there is something I didn't tell you.  This is hard to say... especially
now after that... I mean what we did...that was the best sex experience
ever for me.  Uh Tommy, I need to confess, that back in school, I crushed
on you too.  I would get my eyes full while you were soaping your hair in
the showers and then I'd jack off thinking about you and your tall, lanky
and oh so sexy body of yours.  I've day dreamed of doing this too, but you
gotta believe me, Tom, today, here with you...is the first time I've ever
had sex with a man.  I've experienced and felt sexual sensations today that
I never knew were possible. I love having sex with you Tommy, I'll always
want to do this with you."

"There's much, much more Eddie, maybe later after we've eaten and laid
about a bit to recharged these wonderful toys between our legs...maybe we
can do some more body exploring.  We'll sit out by the fire pit for a
while, but later, I want you in my bed, I want you to sleep with me Ed.
There's an elation I feel when I wake with someone I care for spooned up
against me.  You and I...we're long time friends...it will be very
interesting to see where this thing with us goes.  I only wish we'd done
this ten years ago, I still have something I want you to do later.

I got up from the bed and held out my hand to Eddie.

"C'mon Ed, lets shower."

I adjusted the water and laid out towels and washcloths; I tested the water
and then got into the shower. I pulled Eddie in after me and and held him
to me as we stood under the warm water,"Umm you feel so good Eddie, I like
holding you like this."

He put his hands on my face and kissed me, gently, tenderly and he had me
stuttering and stammering, His kiss moved me, we stood there with the water
cascading over us, his arms around my neck, my tongue down his throat, our
rock hard cocks, dueling each other for the best position.  Uh oh!  This is
getting into mind fuck territory for me.  I never expected that we could be
so in tune with each other.  Who ever expects a beginner to be so utterly
good at making love to a man for the first time.  As for me, being with an
old friend was as comfortable as an old pair of shoes.  Eddie and I just
fit together.  We were a good team years ago on the football field, and now
we are teammates again, this time in the bedroom.  I could like this way
too much.

We put on shorts and tees and sat on the front porch for a while, watching
the water and the people driving by.  I heard my stomach growl and
remembered we had never eaten dinner.  We went to the back yard, lit the
charcoal in the grilling pit and in a few minutes we were having a most
delicious dinner of steak and lobster tails.  This entire afternoon and
evening has been a magical time for us.  I never in my wildest dreams could
have thought up what has happened here with Eddie Hastings and me today.
Pure magic!

As the sun continued its trek west, the skies darkened and night settled
over the the Ocean and our little piece our Murrell's Inlet.  I took Eddie
upstairs to the master bedroom.  He thought the bedroom I used downstairs
was the master, but up here is my retreat, the bedroom and ensuite bath
take up three fourths of the space, a massive closet and a small sitting
room takes up the rest.

There are five glass paneled french doors opening out onto the sleeping
porch, and the Atlantic Ocean, it's my favorite feature of the entire
house.  Additionally there are three french doors that open onto a balcony
from my sitting room on the backside of the house overlooking the pool.  In
good weather, the french doors stay open and I sleep on the porch most all
of the spring and summer months, sometimes well into October before the
nights become too cool to sleep there.  With the french doors open I can
see and hear the water, the waves gently lapping at the shore at Neap tide
and the stronger rushing in of the High tide each with it's own gentle
breeze that flows through the house, plus the smell of the Ocean air.  I
love this place and being away from it two weeks at a time is getting
really tiresome.  I want to stay home, not be in some chain hotel room just
like the one i stayed in last night on the other side of the country.

"So Eddie, you have yet to tell me to stop as I show you what it is like to
make love with a man.  I've told you that there is something special that I
want you to do for me Ed.  I want you to fuck me Eddie, I want to feel that
fat cock of yours deep inside me.  Also I want you to experience how
awesome Anal sex can be.  Do you think you can do this, better still do you
want to do this?  You'll wear a condom Eddie, we play safe, always"

Ed came to me from the windows, put his arm around me and laid his head
against my shoulder."Yes...I trust you TJ...I can do this with you, it's a
bit scary after all the horror stories in the papers, magazines, and on TV.
But I trust you and I really want to put my cock inside you TJ...I've
really liked and enjoyed all the things you've shown me today, and I guess
I've turned gay, at least I'm gay for you TJ.  I don't know if I could or
would even want to do these things with anyone but you.His hand slid down
my chest and inside the waistband of the cargo pants I have on.

He took my hardening cock in his hand, nuzzled against my neck and
whispered near my ear."I know for sure that I'm queer for you Thomas
J. Tucker.  I'll come running anytime you call me TJ."

I tilted his chin up with my forefinger and gave him a tender, gentle kiss.
I felt his whole body shudder when, my tongue gently probed his mouth and
he sucked gently on my tongue.  He still hand his hand in my shorts and my
cock was rock hard and drooling.

I moved my head to place my lips at his ear and my tongue danced and licked
in and around his ear, he squirmed a bit then I whispered to him...

"I need to get myself ready for you, why don't you go make us a couple of
drinks and find us some music to fuck by, while I get ready.

I pulled his arm as he started to leave and brought him back for a toe
curling, deep tongue fuck of a kiss.  I unzipped him and pulled out his wet
and shiny cock.  I knelt and took him deep into my throat and ground my
nose in his blond, trimmed pubes.  He was breathing hard when I pulled off
and stood facing him.

"Think about that while you're making our drinks...there's a whole night
ahead for us of making love, Eddie.  I think you're gonna like this, now
go!"

It took a while for me to get ready for him, that's always the way when
you're hot to trot for the man waiting to plug your hungry butt.  Just as I
was finishing up and getting out of the shower, I heard the music start.  I
had to laugh when I heard the unmistakable Violins of "Love's Theme" by
Barry White.  Eddie and I grew up listening to our parents play this music,
I rushed out of the bath and grabbed Ed and whirled us around like we were
dancing.

"I had forgotten that I have that CD, it sure brings back old memories.
Mom and dad would push the dining room table to the wall, roll up the rug
and dance all night to this song.  Jeez, I remember those crazy pictures of
them; the long hair, sideburns, bell bottoms and platform shoes, mirror
balls and strobe lights!  They had fun and casual sex was accepted and even
expected back then.  Now Eddie, get your gorgeous little butt into the
shower, pronto dude."

In about three minutes I was getting into the shower with Eddie, I slipped
in behind him and wrapped my arms across his chest and he leaned back into
me.  He reached back and pulled my cock down between his legs, sighing he
laid his head back against my shoulder as we let the water run over us.
That moment was as near to complete contentment as I've ever known, my
childhood friend, whom I've dreamed of and desired since we left High
School, is naked in my arms, and we aren't kids anymore.  I bent my head
and kissed his neck just below his ear.  Eddie straightened and turned to
face me.

"You've completely wrecked my life TJ Tucker.  I had a plan, a road map to
my goals, and dreams, then one chance encounter at the airport and the life
I planned life is shot to hell.  I never planned on anything or anyone like
you, like this, the way we are together.  I never dreamed anything in life
could be as good as I feel with you, both in and out of bed." "Eddie, I
learned at college to never make detailed plans, something always happens
to change them.  My Gran used to say `if you don't think God has a sense of
humor, just make some plans.'  Why don't we wait until morning to sort out
and amend your `life plan,' we'll both think clearer with coffee in the
morning.  But now, we need to get out of this shower and get in bed.  I
can't think about anything but getting that cock of yours deep inside me,"

I started lubing myself and talked Eddie into trying it.  Once he had a
couple of his fingers inside me, he was hooked.  I told him how to add more
fingers and how to stretch me and how he could turn his hand and crook a
finger to stroke my prostate.  I yelped when he did it and a shot of semen
splattered onto my stomach.

While flat on my back with my feet in the air and getting pounded is what I
prefer, I decided that I'd break him in by lying on my side with my top leg
pulled up giving him better access to my butt.  I was ready and I rolled an
extra large condom onto Eddies fat erection.  When I felt the bulbous head
of his fat cock pressing for entrance, I pushed my anal muscles down hard
and after three tries, the head of his cock slipped inside me.

Being alone so much, I spend a lot of time pleasuring myself with a dildo,
both on the road traveling and here at home.  You should see the looks the
security guards at the airport give me, when I fly with my little friend.
I seldom go out cruising for sex, so I'm accustomed to having a big dildo
in my ass, but Eddie's thick cock gave me a very hard time (not in a good
way...at first).  About an inch from the bottom of the Fireman's helmet,
Eddies cock thickens to a bit more than seven inches in circumference, I've
had longer, often...but never have I had a cock with anywhere near his
girth inside me.

Eddie was over the moon, he kept raving about the heat inside me, how soft
and velvety my anal canal is inside.  All the time I was grimacing trying
to get him inside me, I was steadily pulling him deeper inside me.  I
reached back and pulled my cheeks wider wanting all of him in me.  When he
settled in deep and ground his pelvis against me, we both moaned loudly.
Eddie pushed down, I pushed up and I felt the pulsations of his cock as we
ground against each other.

"OH FUCK YEAH!  Sweet Jeezus TJ, nothings ever felt like this."

He started fucking, in less than 10 seconds he hit his rhythm and I was
purring like a kitten, Ed fucks better than he sucks and he sucks really,
really good!  Oh...Jeezus his cock fills me so, I love it, DAMN! I love it,
I gotta fuck this cock.  My anal muscles relaxed and Eddie's cock was now
the perfect size and he fucked me hard, there's pain and pleasure with each
thrust but it feels so good.

"Hold on to the bed Eddie, I gotta itch we gotta scratch...down deep...I
love your big cock in me Eddie...oh jeez...yes, YES!"

I grabbed my cock and began jacking hard while he drilled me with his cock.
I flipped us and I straddled his hips as he drilled my butt.

We're gonna cum, YES!  Cum with me Eddie, shoot me full baby, fuck your TJ,
you've always wanted this ass...it's your's...FUCKIT baby...OMIGOD...EDDIE!
FUCK IT, FUCKIT, FUCKIT, FUCKIT, FUCKIT...EDDIE!  I'm CUMMING...EDDIE!  OH
GOD EDDIE, FUCKMEFUCKME FUCKMEFUCKME...ARRGGHH!  EDDDIIIEEE!

My semen went over his head, onto his face and chest and the last bit
puddled in the abs of his stomach.  When our tensed bodies relaxed I fell
atop Eddie and slid off to the side in my cum that covered him.  I felt his
hands pulling my face to him, we kissed briefly, I had to breathe.  What a
fuck...what a cock!

It was well after midnight when I woke and Eddie wasn't in the bed.  I
stumbled out of bed, tripping a bit on the clothes on the floor, then I saw
his silhouette, sitting on the balcony looking at the moonlight on the
ocean.  I stopped and loaded a CD into the player and went to join Eddie.
A crescent moon highlighted the ripples on the water, the soft murmur of
the Neap tide lapped at the shore across the highway from us.  When I sat
down Eddie leaned over to kiss me, then handed me an almost fresh gin/rocks
that he had made for us a few minutes ago.

When the first strains of `Moonlight Sonata' drifted out onto the darkened
balcony, Eddie reached over and took my hand, when I looked at him he had a
slight smile on his face and he looked very contented.  So was I, more so
than I can ever remember being.  The euphoria following our sexual as well
as emotional release was still lingering as we sat and watched the ocean,
again he reached out and held my hand.

It's been an unexpected and highly satisfying rendezvous with a long lost
friend.  Additionally, for me anyway, a long held wish come true.  It took
a lot of years but I finally slept with Eddie Hastings, my High School
crush.  Now I wondered if this would be a one time thing.  For me, the
hypnotic sounds of Beethoven, the moonlight on the water all combined for a
wonderfully romantic moment.  When the music ended we went back inside and
cuddled up in the bed.  When we woke again the sun was rising on another
beautiful Carolina morning.

Down in the kitchen Eddie wanted to cook our breakfast and sent me out to
the pool area to await his surprise breakfast.  It was over half an hour
before he called me to eat, waking me from a snooze in the hammock.  We sat
down to a fabulous breakfast of Eggs Benedict, fresh orange juice and
coffee.

"Wow, he's handsome beyond words, smart, successful, fantastic in the
bedroom and he can cook a gourmet meal!  Will you Marry Me?" I joked.

He looked up quickly from his plate, a stunned look on his face.  When he
saw the big smile on my face I guess he knew I was joking (sort of) for he
answered with...

"I'll have to think about it, you do snore quite loudly, you know."

We laughed a bit and I reached across the table and put my hand over his.

"Eddie, I know I've sort of ambushed you with the sex thing, but you never
said `stop' so I didn't.  Maybe I should have...stopped, I Mean.  I want
you to know that this time with you has been the best I've known in ages.
I want you in my life now, let's never lose touch with each other again.
You're always welcome here."

"It has been an eye opener for me TJ, you've shown me things I never
expected to learn and choices I never knew existed.  I really don't want to
leave you, but I have to get back to Charleston and the business.  Dad will
be retiring in a few years and I'll be in charge then.  You'll be flying
off again in ten days or so for another two weeks away, getting together
will be hard with our schedules, but I'll find a way to make time for us,
if you want."

"I want, Eddie."

"Speaking of our wants, do you think you could show me one more thing
Tommie?""I'll do anything for you Eddie, I hope that you know that."

"Great, 'cause I want you to fuck me, Eddie.  I saw the ecstasy on your
face when you were nearing our orgasm.  I wanna feel that TJ, I feel so
much closer to you now after last night.  I want you inside me, it's almost
a need.  It's what I was out here thinking about while you slept, please,
can we make love that way...I really want to feel what you felt. I need you
to do this Tommy."I took his hand and we left the dirty dishes on the table
and I led him upstairs.  I told him what he had to do to prepare his body
and let him know I would help if he wanted or needed me to.  He said no,
that he could manage that part.

I threw off the dirty sheets and put on fresh ones while he was in the
shower.  Then I joined him in the shower to clean myself up.  Damn...when
he holds me and lays his head on my chest I just about melt.  I can see
visions of a white picket fence around this house, 2.5 dogs and a cat, and
`forever' in our future.  I know that when he leaves I'll likely go into a
blue funk,

it wasn't supposed to be like this.  But then I'd never considered the
possibility of meeting up with Ed Hastings again.

To quote Robert. Burns; `Mousie, you aren't alone in proving foresight may
be in vain; the best laid schemes of mice and men often go awry.'

There are plans that go `awry' and then there are `trainwrecks,' which is
where I fear I'll be headed when Eddie leaves today.  After drying off we
made our way to the bed.  I've grown accustomed to the feel of his naked
body pressed against me.  The easy familiarity of our intimacy, and now
here he is giving me the honor of doing the most intimate act two men can
do together.  I'm awed by his trust in me. I want this to be so special for
him, I used the special Anal Ease lubricant that helps to numb the
sphincter a bit and keeps the pain down to a manageable level for most.I
had him lie face down on the bed while I kissed my way down his backside.
I started with a tongue in his ear as I lay prone atop his body.  My hands
and tongue

traveled downward kissing, licking and feeling every inch possible of his
wonderful body.  I let my tongue lightly trace down the crevice of his butt
and that sent chills and goose-flesh across his body.  As I moved farther
down the bed, I could see his throbbing cock and testicles pressed against
the bed between his spread legs.  My tongue bathed them as well.  I made
little nibbles with my teeth on his butt cheeks, making him groan and grab
fistfuls of the bedding.  I caressed and kissed the back of his thighs and
bent my head to let my hair tickle his legs and butt.  Without any warning,
I spread his firm butt cheeks and stabbed my tongue at his opening.  Eddie
nearly bounced us both from the bed.  He screamed and yelled and I rose to
tell him to put a pillow under his mouth.  The neighbors will think I'm
killing you.

"You are!  That's unbelievable!"

"Good...now brace yourself Eddie."

I did it again but slower, it took maybe 10 seconds for him to reach back
and pull my face deeper into his butt.  Eddie likes me eating out his
beautiful little butt, just as much as I like eating it.  Once he had
calmed down to just moans, I took the Ultra Glide and began loosening up
his butt.  I'm fairly certain he's never done any sort of butt play before.
He keeps turning to look back at what I'm doing to his ass and squirming
and wiggling to get more fingers deeper inside him.  When he was well
loosened, I crooked a finger inside him and stroked his prostate, bringing
another loud outburst before he buried his face in the pillow.

I raised up and got the condoms and let Eddie turn and put it on me.  With
his hand holding my cock, he looked at me, grinned and deep throated my
entire condom covered cock.  I had him lay on his side and raise his top
leg bringing his knee up to give me better access to his lovely rosebud.  I
cautioned him about the initial pain and that I would stop to let him get
accustomed to my cock.

"Remember Eddie, if you say stop, I'll stop."

I told him bear down, to push with his anal muscles to make the entry
easier.  I was surprised that we made entry on the second push; and more
surprised that Ed only grunted when my cock entered him.  He did start
taking short breaths, but in less than a minute he was backing up on my
cock.

I pulled back to his sphincter and then slowly back in causing him to gasp.
By the time I was into my rhythm, he was meeting my thrust and soon we were
grinding our pelvises to get deeper.  On that first pelvic grind, a low
guttural groan escaped from deep inside him and he renewed his thrust
against my cock with each plunged into his hungry little butt.  Just like
everything that we've done sexually, Eddie loves it.  He is a natural at
man to man sex.

I became impatient and I had him move to lie on his back, I knee walked
between his spread legs and bent again to lick and tongue his cock, when my
mouth closed on the groin, where the leg meets the torso, he roared loudly
into the pillow.  I placed my cock against his anus and leaned forward to
kiss him.  In one swift move, he locked his arm around my neck, locked his
ankles on my hips and pulled me deep inside him.  I began to jackhammer my
hips into him, he moaned into my mouth and kept pulling me with his legs
and ankles.  When we broke the kiss, I rose and took an ankle in each hand
and I began to pile drive my cock into him.  He grabbed his cock and jacked
to my rhythm. Staring into my eyes and twisting a nipple with his free hand
the entire time I fucked him.

I saw the change come over him, he had reached that place, his whole world
now centered around my cock inside him and how he could get more cock
deeper inside him.  He never faltered, he jacked and he fucked back on my
cock and when I felt his body tensing for ejaculation, I was only a
heartbeat behind him.

His body stiffened, legs straight out on either side of me, and a growl
that started deep down in his testicles came out of his mouth as a giant
roar, TJ!  TOMMIE!

OHMIGOD TJ...AAAUUUGGGHHH!

I saw his cum splatter on the headboard, his face and then it pooled on his
torso.  Mine ran out of his ass onto the clean sheet.  We both collapsed
and slept.  To spent to even say a word.  It was after two when I woke.  I
opened my eyes and Eddie was propped up on one arm looking at me and
smiling.

"Ya know TJ, once we get the hang of it, we might be pretty good at that!"

I started laughing and he joined in.  What we had done on his first ever
fuck was plainly beyond words for either of us.  When the laughter died, we
lay there staring at each other, I had to bite my tongue, literally, to
keep myself from saying those three little words that can make or break a
magic moment like this one.

He pulled closer and nuzzled his face into my neck and whispered...

"I wish we could stay here like this forever."

"Who knows Eddie, maybe one day we will."

Yes...one day, I'd like that TJ."

At four o'clock I stood and waved goodbye as he drove away to Charleston.
I felt the first pangs of loneliness on the second step up to the front
porch, I turned just in time to see him turn left onto Atlantic to go over
to US 17 for the drive to Charleston.  Up on the porch, I sat in Granddad's
old caned rocker and stared at the ocean.  It was more than an hour that I
sat there on the porch.  The phone ringing in the kitchen broke me from the
almost trancelike state I was in.  By the time I realized it was ringing, I
had to run to get there before the call went to voicemail.

"Hi TJ, I'm home and just wanted to let you know.

I interrupted him..."I miss you already Ed."

"Yeah...you're all I thought about on the drive home.  Never in my wildest
imagination would I have ever thought about what's happened between us.
We're cool aren't we, I mean what happened hasn't changed us, has it?"

I managed to keep it cheerful and upbeat despite the fact that I already
missed his company desperately.  It was just last week that I looked
forward to being alone, now this house seems empty.  I did my best to stay
happy go lucky with him but inside I wanted him right back here with me.

"Sure we're cool Eddie, but I'm fairly sure that things with us have
changed us.  For the better on my part, anyway.  I know I want to be with
you more now.  I hope you feel the same."

"How about me taking you to dinner Tuesday night.  I have meetings here
tomorrow and I can't get back to you until Tuesday."

"Or...how about I fix something here and we can eat then get naked for the
rest of the night?""Naked all night with you sounds perfect."

"It's a date Ed.  You know where to find me."

"Yes, see you Tuesday but I'll probably call you before then...okay?

"Yes, it's very okay Eddie.

While Murrell's Inlet is too far north to be considered `Low Country' it
doesn't mean we can't enjoy `Low country' cooking.  I consulted with a
local woman who is known for her fabulous cooking and came up with a
surprise treat for Eddie.  I cooked up a Frogmore stew (basically a shrimp
boil with sausage and potatoes and corn on the cob) for our naked evening,
and I bought several batches of her `Benne wafers,' a delicious, thin
cookie of sesame that is a specialty around Savannah and Charleston.

Even though all the food was ready when Eddie arrived, I convinced him that
it would be much tastier and enjoyed more if we got naked first and had a
bit of fun before we eat.  Although I do crave his big cock stuffed up my
butt, I can never resist the sight of him lying on his back, legs spread
wide and holding his arms up to hold me to him.As we kissed I felt him
reach down and position my cock at his anus.  I'm always amazed with the
control he has of various parts of his body.  While my cock isn't as long
as his, nor as big in circumference, it is still large enough to have made
other men wince and and cry out at times, back in the day.  Eddie has such
control he can allow me to enter his body easily and without pain.

He loves that moment when we grind against each other, straining to get
more cock into him, like I do.  I've decided that he's an aggressive
bottom.  I have to hold tight to stay inside him, as he bucks his body and
his hips fuck my cock deep inside him.  To be honest, I dearly love it too.
I've had my share of men, but there's been no one like Eddie, with him, our
emotional orgasm is what I live for.

I've thought about our situation a lot these past couple of days and
there's no doubt in my mind that I'm in love...it's not just the sex part
either, having Eddie back in my life is what I've been missing, I don't
want to be alone anymore, I want Eddie in my life and in my bed.  I never
want to stop feeling like I do when he's with me.  Now I just have to work
out how he will feel about us.  I know he's committed to me for sex...it's
the rest of our lives we have to work out now.  For my part, he can move in
here with me right now, I just have to find out how he feels, I'm not sure
how he will react.  I know that he's the heir to his father's businesses
and that could be our downfall.

After our lovemaking, we fell onto the food and devoured half of the
Frogmore Stew and a bottle of white wine between us.  I decided not to
force the issue of `us' and to leave it to work out over time.  We woke
early enough for Eddie to plow my butt good the next morning and after a
quick breakfast, he was off to his meetings and I began to prepare for my
own departure, my two weeks were almost gone.

Eddie called every day and on the days when he would need to be up to check
on the new buildings, he always came by and he stayed with me if he needed
to stay in town overnight.  We had two weeks of great sex and even better
than the sex (almost, anyway) was the genuine friendship we've resurrected
from our school days, so many years ago.  We made love every chance we had
until I had to fly out again for sales calls all across the country.
Before I left I gave Eddie a key and told him to stay here at the house
when he was up here instead of getting a hotel. (Don't want him tempted in
some hotel bar now do I!) I started checking for jobs in the area that I
could do from home.  The money I'd inherited from Gran and Granddad
provided more than enough interest income for the upkeep on the house; and
if I'm careful about my spending, I could manage without working, but I
know that I can't just sit and do nothing.  I'd have to find a vocation at
least.

I've only been good at two things, besides sales.  One is making stained
and beveled glass panels, and the other is working with wood, both
carpentry and sculpture.  My workshop is in the shed out in the corner of
the back yard.  I've a layout tables to work on and most of the tools of
the trade that I've collected over the years, making small sun catchers and
wind chimes as holiday gifts for friends and family, and a few for craft
fairs and some for a friend who has a shop on the boardwalk.  It's been a
while since I did any sculpture, I think I'll take it up again when I'm
back at home.

I started making the leaded glass panels the first year after college, my
first big project was the beveled glass sidelights for the entryway to Gran
and Grandad's house, now my house. It was something I'd always wanted to
learn and I took some of classes.  I have a few pieces in my home, the
aforementioned sidelights beside the front door, suncatchers for the west
windows, FranK Lloyd Wright styled windows in the living room, kitchen and
bath rooms and a wind chime hanging on the front porch.

I was talking to Jay Jarred, the owner of the bar up the street one
afternoon and he was talking about the home he was remodeling and that he
wanted something unique to set his place apart from the tract homes.  He
was talking about different types of art, sculpture, paintings, carvings
and asked my opinion.  I asked if he'd considered a beveled glass or
stained glass picture window.  He immediately liked the Idea and went to
his office to get a book.  He came back with a picture of a three horses
running together and asked if the picture could be replicated in stained
glass.  I told him sure it could.  He shocked me when I asked what size he
wanted the picture to be.

"I want it 8 feet tall and 5 feet wide, we'll put it in the family room."

I knew that being that size, it would need to be between two panels of
glass for protection from a growing family as well as to withstand the
winds we get here when storms rage up the coast.  He asked me what it would
cost and I told him I'd have to get back with him and that I'd need a copy
of that picture.  He gave me the book and I had a poster copy made to the 8
x 5 foot size he wanted.I checked on-line and with local artists and knew
that the Window size the John has requested will be over eight thousand
dollars from an established artist.  I told John, the bar owner what I had
found out and he said the he'd pay me $5,000 for the window ...if he liked
it.  We struck a deal that he'd pay me $6,000 if he and his wife like it.
If they didn't like it, I'd keep it. they wouldn't owe me anything.  I knew
I could sell it and it would be a great `portfolio' piece for my fledgling
business.  I knew that with the poster of the picture I could duplicate the
picture in lead and glass to their satisfaction.

It's funny how things happen, I got the $6,000 for the window and a two
additional commissions from friends of the bar owner for smaller windows, a
great start for my new business.  I worked my regular job for one more
month before quitting and becoming an `artist' full time.

Eddie was supportive and very happy that I wouldn't be flying six or seven
days a week, I was just as happy as Eddie, I just want to be at home all
the time now.  It's been just over four months since our reunion at the
Myrtle Beach Airport and Eddie has spent more nights we me than at his home
in Charleston.  He's here frequently due to the two new dealerships that he
and his Dad are starting up and he would have been staying in Hotels, but I
want him in my bed with me. To be fair, it was not a one sided
relationship, I know Eddie wants to be with me as much as I wanted him
there.

It was a Friday afternoon and I had been up to Wilmington, NC for a
consultation for a commissioned window for the Chapel at UNC-Wilmington.  I
saw Eddies car in the drive as I came down S. Waccamaw and I felt a little
flutter in my stomach.  I've got it bad for Eddie, can't help it.  I'm
hoping that one of these days when he comes to visit, he comes to stay.  I
love him and I'm fairly sure he feels the same.  I'm just a bit wary of
bringing the subject up though.  We're good as we are and I don't want to
upset things, I need it to be his choice.

I found him out by the pool in a white Speedo, the sight of him made my
heart pound against my chest.

"Hi handsome."  Eddie said.



I bent down and gave him a little peck on his lips.

"Your tan is really set off by that white Speedo Ed, you look good enough
to eat."

I wiggled my eyebrows at him and he jumped off the lounge and was pulling
me through the house and up to the bedroom.  Eddie is a genuine `horn dog,'
he's always ready for making love."So how did things go at UNC in
Wilmington TJ?""It went very well, they gave me commissions for two beveled
side light windows and transom for the president's house and there's a very
strong possibility of a couple of large stained glass windows for the
Chapel.  It's almost enough to pay for our Ultra Glide lube bill this
month."

Eddie blushed and I hugged him to me.

"Hey babe, you know I'm just teasing you.  I love being in your cute little
butt as much as you like me being in there.  Hmmm, times a wasting Ed, lets
get naked and play nasty, Dibs on the Bottom!  It's high time you fucked me
for a change Eddie boy."

The way we are when we're together is amazing.  Not just the sex part
either (but the sex is absolutely spectacular, by the way.)  It's the
little things, the everyday living part that make me know how right we are
for each other.  Everything from sleeping, to house cleaning, to cooking
and even the laundry is more fun with Eddie in the house.  Beside, all
that...he's ruined me for anyone else, his almost seven inch circumference
cock fills me like no other ever has, I fear a smaller one wouldn't even
touch me, once inside my widened anal canal.

I lay on my back, Eddie had three fingers in me before I got settled onto
my pillow.  He dearly loves playing with my ass.  Today though he surprised
me yet again when he pushed my legs up and pushed his face and tongue into
my butt, he's never done this before.  He surely loves me eating him but
this is the first time he's done this to me.  Like everything else we've
done sexwise, he instinctively knows how and what to do.  I've come to
believe that he was a gay man in a former life.  He swears I'm the first
and only man to touch him sexually and I believe him, but he sure does have
excellent intuition and the man learns really fast.  I don't question it
anymore, I just enjoy what he does to me, `cause he does it so well.

When he finally came up for air, he grabbed my ankles and knee walked up to
my butt, that wide cock of his bobbing up and down.  I think his cock has
it's own radar, he can zero in on my opening with no hands, he just walks
up and pushes with his hips and I moan in ecstasy as his extra wide cock
eases into me.  I love it!  He loves it!

When he's balls deep inside me and I start milking him with my rectal
muscles, that's usually what sets him off and on his way to our orgasms.
He speeds up his fucking rhythm and nails my butt to the mattress with
every thrust.  We've done this enough now to know how to synchronize our
movements to get the most pleasure for each of us.

When he starts his `jackhammer' fuck I know it won't be long.  I grab my
slick and wet cock and jack it in time with his thrusts into me.  Once we
feel our bodies begin to tense rigid, he leans down and we kiss
passionately, heightening the intensity of our mutual orgasm.  Immediately
after our ejaculations is the moment I feel such intense love for him.  I
always wonder `how he does it,' no one has ever made me feel like Eddie
does.  (Hmmm...maybe that's why they call it love...ya think?)

We had calmed our breathing down, back to normal and I lay there searching
his eyes and face.  There are things I need to know, so I asked the one
that worried me the most.

"Eddie do you ever want to be with other guys?  Sex wise I mean."

"WHAT!  NO!  Someone other than you?  Are you crazy?  NEVER!  Why ever
would I want anyone but you!  That's crazy...oh...uh...do you?  Maybe you
want to be with other guys...I hadn't thought of that."

"NO!  NO!  NO!  I only want to be with you Eddie...but the problem is I
want you forever, every day and every night, together."

"Why is that a problem Tommie?"

"I want us to live together Eddie, I want you as my life partner.  I love
you, and I'm in love with you Ed Hastings, I want you in our bed every
night and every morning.  Because of the way we started, you know, me
seducing a gay virgin and all, I've felt a bit guilty about that part and
was hoping you would say something but I can't hold it in any longer, I
have to tell you how much I love you and that I want us to be together."

He grabbed my face and kissed me deeply and with tenderness mixed with
passion.

"Yes Tommie, that is exactly what I want, and I've been waiting to hear
those words from you.  I knew I loved you that first night when you took
hold of my cock in the pool.  Since we go back so far together, I guess
there's a lot of love from back then mixed in with what we've become these
past months. But listen up TJ!  I don't want or need anyone but you Tom
Tucker."

We were both glowing with happiness, the tension brought on by the wait for
one of us to say `I Love you' is gone, replaced by overwhelming
emotions. The indescribable relief I felt that moment when I realized that
Eddie, loves and needs me just as much as I do.  We're friends, life
partners and lovers.  A couple.

The rest of the afternoon was a funfest.  Almost an hour of playing and
horsing around in the pool.  Making plans to go out for a celebration
dinner, Eddie wanted to try an Italian place he had heard raves about over
in Pawley's island, Cafe Piccolo.  He called and made reservations for
9:00pm.  I didn't want to put on a tie, we live on the beach for goodness
sake, but I wore my best suit and tie for Eddie.  He wanted us to have a
special memory of this night.  I already had my memory when he said yes!
We took Eddie's car, a demo from their Jaguar dealership in Charleston.
It's an F-type Convertible, White, with saddle tan leather interior.  The
car is an eye catcher just like Eddie is.

As we cruised down to Pawley's Island, I looked up and saw the full moon
which made me anticipate a wonderful night on the balcony and sleeping
porch back at the house. We had a bit of trouble finding the restaurant,
it's tucked away beside a doctor's office with vines and climbing flowers
covering the brick and wood facade, a Vespa Scooter parked by a window made
us know we were at the right place, Then we saw the simple painted sign
above the windows, peeking through the climbing vines.

We decided to sit out in the garden patio which in a word is `lush' with
greenery climbing on and through lattice walls and flowers blooming in pots
and beds.  A charming outdoor dining room. Strategically placed fans kept
the air moving in a slight breeze.

I ordered an appetiser of bacon wrapped, Seared Sea Scallops, while Eddie
had Mozzarella Caprese with tomato and basil drizzled with Extra Virgin
olive oil.  The appetisers were delicious, giving us high hopes for our
entrees.  We both chose the Arugula and Fried Gorgonzola salad with red
onion and a lemon vinaigrette.  My entree was Chicken Francese, egg
battered and fried with lemon and white wine sauce.  Eddie chose the Shrimp
Diavlo in a spicy marinara sauce.  We were both surprised by the taste and
quality of the food, but the ambiance of the place stole the entire
evening.  It's like an enchanted grotto.  Beautiful to the eye and a treat
for the tastebuds as well.

Back at my place, Eddie put the car into the carport.  I poured up a couple
of drinks and went to change out of the suit, Eddie followed.  He had a
good deal of casual clothes here by this time, jeans, shorts, shoes, tees
and swim trunks.  A few weeks ago I bought Eddie a few pairs of the
AussieBum low rise boxer briefs as a present to myself.  I get hard just
looking at him in them.  He knows how they affect me and when were alone
those shorts are all he wears, because when he does wear then, we usually
wind up with me pulling them down with my teeth and then making love.  I
only bought him three but now I think he needs enough to wear them all the
time, seeing him off to work in a nice suit and knowing he's wearing his
`fuck me, baby' underwear turns me on.

We both were wearing only our underwear as we made our way to the pool.  I
lit up the fire pit and we both crawled onto the two person sized lounge
chair.  With our near naked bodies touching from shoulders to ankles we
were both sporting boners as we sat together, sharing drinks and kisses.
We eventually made it into the water, being careful to remove the underwear
before getting into the pool.  We didn't swim much, just held each other
and rubbed our bodies together until we had to find our release.

I lay back on the lounge chair and reached under the towel and brought out
the Ultra Glide.  Eddie lubed us up and I lowered the chair back to the
flat position and Eddie put that wide cock of his right where it belongs,
filling my ass full.  After all this time I'm still in awe of how thick his
cock is and how wonderful it feels when he puts it in me.  We've developed
a routine, Eddie fucks me then in turn, I fuck him.  It sounds very
unromantic, but we manage to have our partner gasping for air and begging
for more cock before we're finished for the evening.  One tried and true
trick to have Eddie eager and his butt twitching, is to rim his perfect
little butt for 5 or 10 minutes and he's begging me for my cock.

This was an epic night, after our session down by the pool, we went up to
the sleeping porch to end the night but Eddie had other ideas.  He licked
and kissed every inch of me.  On his way back up from his trip down my
body, he opened his mouth and sucked on my knee cap while he jacked my
cock.  Both the front and back sides of my knee are erogenous zones for me.
I couldn't help myself and I shot a small bit of semen as he sucked on my
knee.  I think he planned this, knowing that it would take me a good deal
longer to bring us to orgasm now that he had drained my testicles.  He
knows, of course, that fucking his hungry butt all night is my very
favorite pastime nowadays.

We didn't get a lot of sleep this night but we were sated sexually, for a
three or four of hours anyway.  Eddie had afternoon meetings and I
retreated to the workshop out back to work on a sidelight panel of beveled
and leaded glass.  It was a hot day and I had the AC was roaring, set on
the blizzard setting.  I was so absorbed in the glass work that I hadn't
heard Eddie come home and he startled me when he walked into the
workshop. I nearly jumped out of my skin when he wrapped me in his arms
from behind.

"Babe, I'll ruin that suit...I'm dirty and sweating like a pig."

"I'll go get out of these clothes and we'll get naked and then into the
pool, TJ."

"As much as I want to do just that, I need to run out to get some work
supplies Babe.these old glass cutters I have aren't getting the job done, I
have to get new ones Babe.  I must have them to finish this commission.
C'mon and keep my company, the place I have to go to is out East on
Hwy. 501 in one of those shopping centers It's a good hour trip there and
back in traffic."I cleaned up a bit while Eddie changed into board shorts
and a tee.  He knows I like him to wear the board shorts and go commando so
I can easily get my hand up them and play with my favorite toy while he's
driving.  It's a hard to do that in my SUV because of the console, but I
have managed it a few times.  Like most shopping trips, I left the store
with much more that just the glass cutters, I spent over $300 in 10
minutes!  We loaded the loot in the SUV and started back home.  I asked
Eddie to drive while I checked out my new tools.

He took Hwy 501 all the way to the beach and turned right onto S. Ocean
Blvd.  the traffic on US 17 this late in the afternoon is always
horrendous.  Besides, we get to look at the water most of way.

We were going through the intersection at South Ocean Blvd. and Cypress
Ave, less than half a mile from the house, when we were broadsided by a
pickup truck, squarely into the passenger side door.  All I remember is the
side airbag exploding against me and knocking me into Eddie.  I first woke
hanging by my seatbelt, halfway out of my seat, the SUV was lying on its
side.  When I looked to Eddie, all I could see was out the window pavement,
and Eddie eyes were closed and blood was everywhere.  I tried to scream at
Eddie to wake up but I must have passed out, wanting Eddie to wake up was
my last memory until waking up in the ICU.

It took a while for me to begin to think.  I could see the room, but
nothing made any sort of sense to me at first.  I was in a strange bed, in
an even stranger room, with people I didn't know.  I was immobilized,
unable to move anything but my eyes.

Suddenly a woman in white loomed over me, peering at me, without a word she
pulled away and disappeared.  I tried to call out to her but I couldn't
make a noise, there was something hard and plastic in my mouth and
throat. I couldn't make a swallowing motion at all.  My arms and legs were
tied to the bed frame, I was tied into a position and couldn't move.  I
began to panic, had I been kidnapped like my Mom always warned me about
when I was a kid?  Why were these people here?  Why and I here?

Sometime later, I've no idea how long it was after the woman looked at me,
a man in a white coat with white hair bent over to look at me.  I was
startled by his sudden appearance and I struggled against my bindings
feebly.  Then the man in white smiled and spoke.

"Please calm down, Mr. Tucker.  You're in a Hospital, you were injured in
an auto accident, and we've been waiting for you to wake up."

Then I remembered..."EDDIE!  OH GOD, WHERE'S EDDIE?"  I struggled against
the bindings, and I could see that the Doctor was alarmed.  He call out
something to a nurse and I saw a hand appear and give the doctor a syringe,
he stuck the syringe into the IV tube and I went back into a very restless
sleep.  The next time I woke the hard plastic thing was gone from my mouth
and throat.  I made a croaking sound and soon a woman in while was looking
down at me.  I croaked again and she spooned a piece of ice into my parched
mouth.  As soon as it melted I croaked out again.

"Eddie, where's Eddie?"

The nurse disappeared and was replaced by the White haired man again.I kept
asking...

"Where's Eddie?" Getting more and more frantic when no one answered me.
Again my heart beat was like thunder in my ears and it must have been in
the White Doctors stethoscope too, for he called out for another syringe.

I begged to know where Eddie was, I was shouting no as he held the syringe
to the IV tube.  Tears were streaming from the corners of my eyes as I
cried our his name.

"EDDIE...EDDIE...Eddie...eddie...ed...."

They knocked me out again with that syringe.  My dreams were terrible, I
couldn't ever find Eddie or anyone who knew where he is.  I had no way of
knowing how much time had passed, but I woke with someone holding my hand.
Instantly I knew, it's him...it's Eddie holding my hand.  I opened my eyes
and my hand was empty, there was no one there, no one had been holding my
hand, but it felt so real.  I was sure it was Eddie, then my blood ran
cold, is he dead, was it his way of letting me know he's gone.

"NO! NO! EDDIE!"

I heard beeps and alarms and suddenly there were many white clad people
around me.  One was pounding on my chest, another put a plastic cup over my
nose, they were frantic and all I wanted to do was to go with Eddie.  I
felt myself floating up and out of my body, I could see myself lying in the
bed, surrounded by the white clad crowd, there was a man in a wheelchair at
the foot of the bed, too.  I screamed as loud as I could.

"EDDIE, WAIT!  NO!  NO!"

I stopped rising up, suddenly I wasn't floating up anymore.  I was falling
back to the bed, but I wanted to go with Eddie, I want to be where Eddie
is.

The next time I woke, I knew I was in Heaven, I heard Eddie calling my
name.  "TJ!  TJ!  Wake up, Tommy, it's me, Eddie, TJ...please wake up."

I felt his presence even before I opened my eyes, I knew he was there with
me, I heard his familiar voice, I was startled when I felt him take my
hand.  His touch felt real.  I opened my eyes and Eddie sat in a wheel
chair beside my bed. When I whispered his name I heard him cry out my name
as sobbing overtook him.

"Oh TJ!  Thank you God" as his lips kissed my
hand.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------It's
been nearly twelve weeks now since the accident.  We're both working our
way slowly back to normal, our broken bones have knitted back together,
there is still some internal discomforts from the trauma our bodies
suffered.  We don't complain.  We both experienced the fear that we had
lost the person we needed most.

Eddie is back at work, his parents told him to stay here with me, not to be
making the drive back to Charleston each night.  He concentrated on getting
the two new Auto Dealerships up and running, with the grand Opening for the
Murrell's Inlet Cadillac store set for two weeks away and the Pawley's
Island Jaguar store four weeks away.

I'm having a slower time healing, despite the surgeries and therapy, my
right hip and leg aren't back to normal and I've been told by the doctors
that I may have a permanent limp in that leg along with limited mobility in
my right arm.  Also I can't stand or walk for extended periods and I have
to use a wheelchair when we go out to eat or shop.

At first I was unwilling to be seen in a wheelchair until Eddie talked some
sense into me.  Making me realize that it was my vanity that was keeping me
homebound.  I finally managed to accept the chair and realized that him
pushing my chair was yet another way for him to show his love for me.  I'll
accept these new limitations without question, and be thankful that we are
both as well as we are.  Things could have been so very much worse.  I'll
be forever grateful for what we still have.  The accident has taught me
more about myself and about Eddie than I thought possible.  We're a solid
couple, based on a deep and enduring love and friendship that has seen us
through the hard times.  We've not been able to manage having sex with our
broken bodies, all we have is kissing and touching and holding, but in our
condition that is enough for right now.  Even without sexual intimacy we've
become closer and more committed to each other.  We'll make it.  We will
get completely healed.

Eddies parents stook us into their home after our stay in the hospital,
perhaps it was the scare of losing Eddie that made them accept us as a
couple.  What ever the reasons, Both Mr. and Mrs Hastings have accepted me
with open arms.  After we were released from the University Medical Center
in Charleston, where the LifeFlight helicopter took us at the time of the
accident, I learned that Mrs. Hastings has a gay brother living in
Ft. Lauderdale with his partner.  I'm sure that helped them accept that
their son is also gay.  Mrs. Hastings stayed with us for a couple of weeks
after we went back to the house in Murrells inlet, we still had a male
nurse but Eddie's Mom did the cooking and caring for us.

Eddie has moved in, he and his Dad have computer meetings every evening
when Ed comes home.  The two new Auto stores are about to open, the
Cadillac store between Myrtle Beach and Murrells Inlet opens in 8 days and
the Jaguar store near Pawley's Island.  We talked about what to do for a
Grand opening and with his Dad's approval, we came up with a `Silent
Auction' format for two cars, one the new small Cadillac and the other for
the top o the line CTS sedan.  The proceeds from the auctions will go to
Coastal County Food Banks in South Carolina.

Eddie and I are happy and content.  We are both continuing with physical
therapy to rehab our bodies.  I'm determined that I will not walk with a
pronounced limp, it just ain't gonna happen, I'll get back to my former
self, how could I not?  I have my heart's desire with me every day.

Then End