Date: Sun, 6 Nov 2016 16:45:42 -0500
From: Mike Loggerman <chatterman36@aol.com>
Subject: My Journey Out Of The Closet

My Journey Out Of The Closet

By mike loggerman
Chatterman36@aol.com
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I'm a single, closeted guy who just turned 40.  I get together with some
friends every summer to do some camping and fishing.  None of my friends
suspects I'm gay.  I keep that part of my life separate.  This year, my
friend Hank brought his 18 year old son Teddy along.  Teddy is short and
stocky, and even though he's blond, is pretty hairy.  I'd love to play with
him, but his dad is my friend, so I wouldn't mess with him.

While the guys were out fishing I cleaned the pans from breakfast.  Teddy
stayed behind as well.  He didn't have a shirt on, and I was admiring his
hairy chest and shoulders.  He came over to help me, when I felt his hand
on my crotch, feeling my balls.  He smiled and said he was going commando
too.  I stood there, enjoying the feeling.  He didn't stop.  I slid my hand
down the front of his shorts and felt his thick bush and hard cock.  I felt
his hairy chest and asked how horny he was.  He slid his hand down the back
of my shorts and fingered my ass.  He said very horny.

We went to my tent, and Teddy got between my legs and thrust his hard cock
inside me.  I groaned as he pounded my ass.  I lay back enjoying his cock
inside me as I felt his hairy chest.  He had obviously done this before.
He said he had wanted me for a long time. I moaned and he shot his load
deep inside me.  I asked how he knew I was gay.  He said he just knew.  As
we got dressed, he asked if he could fuck me after we got home.  I said
yeah.

When the guys got back, they hadn't caught anything, and had a bit too much
beer, so I grilled some steaks.  Teddy hung out with his dad, and I
wondered if Hank knew Teddy was gay, and if he and the other guys knew I
was gay.

We got home Sunday afternoon.  I showered and dressed, and watched some TV.
About 7pm, Teddy came by.  He said he really liked being with me.  I said I
liked it too.  He said he was horny for me since he was 15. He had messed
around with other guys, but I was the one he wanted.  I said I always
wanted to play with him, but his dad is my friend.  He said he is grown up
now, and he was the one making the moves.

Teddy leaned in and kissed me.  He undressed me as we kissed, and then took
off his clothes.  I felt his hairy chest and shoulders as I sucked his
cock.  He slid his thick cock inside me and said he loves fucking me.  We
moaned together as he fucked me and I shot my load on my stomach.  He
smiled and kept pounding me.  He thrust his cock deep inside me as he shot
his load.  He kept his cock inside me until he got soft.  He kissed me and
called me daddy.  I wanted him to stay, but he had to get home.

Teddy had graduated from High school and had a job as a mechanic.  He
started to show up at my house most evenings after work.  We went out to
eat or to a movie, then he came back to my place.  I loved being naked with
Teddy and feeling his hairy body all over.  I licked his pits and sucked
his tits.  He slid his thick cock inside me and I loved feeling his hairy
body against mine.  He kissed me and made me feel like he took my manhood.
Teddy started sleeping over so he could fuck me before he went to work.

One day, Hank called me to go out to lunch.  I was nervous about it because
he might be confronting me.  He told me Teddy came out to him as gay.  I
asked how he felt about it.  He said he didn't mind that Teddy was gay, but
he was worried about the kinds of people he might get connected with.  He
said he wouldn't mind if he met someone like me, but there are strange
people out there.  I was shocked, and asked how long he knew about me.  He
smiled and said he always knew, everyone did, but I was a nice guy, so they
didn't care.  So much for my straight act.  He asked if I could take Teddy
under my wing.  I promised I would do what I could.

As I thought about it later, it was pretty mature for Teddy to tell his
parents he was gay, and not mention me.

That night Teddy came over right after work.  He was sweaty, but he had a
duffel bag of clothes with him.  He got undressed and his scent excited me.
I got undressed and we got into the shower.  We soaped eachother and he
slid his soapy cock in my ass.  He held me tightly as he moved in and out
of me.  He kissed my neck and asked if I liked him enough to let him move
in with me.  I asked if he just needed a place to live.  He said he could
live at home if he wanted, and he was already fucking me.  He said he
wanted to be my boyfriend.  I said I would love that, but did he mind the
age difference.  He said it didn't matter.  I am the guy he always wanted
to fuck.  He shot his load inside me.  I said I wanted him since he was 15,
and him wanting me is a dream come true.  He kissed me and said he was
going to be the best boyfriend I ever had.

Teddy told his dad he moved in with me.  His dad was relieved.  He wanted
to ask more but didn't.

One evening we went to the movies.  It was practically empty in the
theater, and the movie wasn't very good.  I unzipped Teddy's pants and
started sucking his cock.  An usher was watching us and came over and said
we couldn't do that here.  Teddy noticed the guy had a hard bulge in his
pants and started rubbing it.  Teddy said, "My boyfriend needs a hard cock
to suck while I fuck him."  The guy said he would lose his job, but if we
could wait until after the movie, he'd come home with us.  It sounded hot,
and the movie was almost over.

He followed us to my house and we undressed quickly.  He was skinny and
smooth, about 19.  We felt him all over and I got on my knees and sucked
his cock.  He moaned and I realized it was his first blow job.  He watched
as Teddy got behind me and thrust his hard cock inside me.  He groaned as I
sucked his cock and watched me get fucked.  He said he was going to cum and
shot his load in my mouth.  He watched as Teddy shot his load inside me.
He said his name was Grayson, but everyone called him Gray.  He asked if we
could do it again sometime.  I said he could come by anytime.  He got
dressed and left.

Teddy said it was hot, and he hoped Gray would come back.  I had a feeling
he would.

Gray started coming over in the afternoons for me to suck his cock.  The
only thing I asked of him was that he get completely undressed so I could
enjoy feeling his smooth body.  I licked and sucked his balls and armpits
and licked his ass before I sucked his cock.  Sometimes he came after work,
and I sucked his cock while Teddy fucked me.

Gray started to ask me what it felt like to get fucked.  I said I loved it,
but some guys would rather fuck than get fucked. He asked if he could
switch places with me some evening.  I said I would talk it over with
Teddy.

Teddy said he wouldn't mind fucking Gray, if I didn't mind, but he said we
should realize that Gray is just getting off.  He doesn't love us.  I said
I didnt want my boyfriend fucking other guys but if he wanted to, I
couldn't stop him.  Teddy hugged me and said maybe we can find someone else
who would like to fuck him.

When Gray came over the next day, I told him what Teddy and I decided.  He
was excited.  I said it would be a good idea to get his ass ready for his
first fuck.  He didn't understand, so I explained that his ass needed to
get used to having something as thick as a cock inside it or his first time
would be really painful.  I had him finger my ass and he was able to get
three fingers inside me without a problem.  I fingered Gray's ass, and it
was tight with just one finger.  I lubed my finger and sucked his cock
while I fingered his ass.  I stopped sucking and kept fingering.  I added a
second finger and sucked his cock again.  Gray stopped me and said he
needed a rest.  He sucked my cock and I went back to fingering his ass.
Gray liked how it felt and I sucked his cock until he shot his load.

A couple of days later, I had lunch with Hank, and I told him about our
situation with Gray.  We didn't want to fuck other guys, and we didn't just
want to throw Gray to the wolves.  Hank looked at me seriously and asked if
he could do it.  I sat there in shock.  I reminded him that he was married
and straight.  Hank said he's always been bi, and has had an ongoing
relationship with one of his customers for years.  He said he kept that
part of his life separate because he didn't want to influence Teddy.  I
asked why he never made a move on me.  He said he wasn't sure I was gay
until I was committed to Teddy.  I asked if Teddy knew.  He said not yet.
I said I didn't think it was a good idea.  I was concerned how Teddy would
handle it.

When Teddy got home, he undressed me and sucked my cock.  He ate my ass and
fucked me.  While we lay in bed, I told him I had lunch with his dad.  I
told him his dad told me he is Bi, and has had an ongoing relationship with
one of his customers.  Teddy thought about it and said it must be Eddie.
He visits him every Tuesday night.  He said they were playing cards.

Teddy got a call from Hank, and they met for dinner.  Teddy was upset.
Hank explained himself to Teddy.  Teddy understood, but it was going to
take some getting used to.

When he got home, we talked about it.  I said maybe this was his dad's way
of coming out to him.  Teddy thought about it and agreed.  He kissed me and
said his Dad was entitled to be happy too.  He undressed me slowly and
stroked my cock as we kissed.  He said we were entitled to be happy too.
He slid his cock inside me and made slow passionate love.

Gray kept coming over for mutual blow jobs.  He loved sucking me and Teddy.
Teddy suggested we set him up on a date.  Teddy asked if he was okay with
interracial relationships.  Gray said yeah.  Gray worked with a guy named
Chance who just got out of High school, who told him he was gay.  Chance
was black, a talented mechanic, and a very quiet, sweet guy.  We invited
them for dinner on Saturday.

At first, they were quiet, but as they opened up, they kept talking and
chatted all through dinner.  After dinner Chance took Gray to his
apartment.  It was a one room place with a bathroom.  Chance pressed his
lips to Gray's and slid his tongue in his mouth.  They undressed eachother
as they kissed and felt and sucked each other's cocks.  Gray lay on his
back and Chance slid his big cock inside him.  Gray wrapped his legs around
Chance as Chance thrust his cock deep inside him.  They groaned as Chance
shot his huge load inside Gray.  They cuddled and Chance asked him how he
felt.  Gray said he felt afraid.  Chance asked what he was afraid of.  He
said he was afraid this was a one time thing.  Chance held him tenderly and
said no baby, you're a keeper.

Teddy met a younger guy and started coming home late, or not at all.  We
quarreled, and he moved out.  I tried to shrug it off, but I was hurt.
Very hurt.  Chance and Gray tried to comfort me, but I was depressed.

One night they came by and said they were staying the night.  Gray sucked
my cock and I sucked Chance.  Chance said he wanted to fuck me, and Gray
said it was ok with him.  I lay back as Chance thrust his hard cock deep
inside me.  It felt really good.  I groaned as I felt his cock moving in
and out of me. Gray kissed me while Chance enjoyed my ass.  He shot his
load inside me.  Chance loved fucking me, and I let him do it often.

They moved in with me temporarily, and we played all the time.  I was
touched that Gray was willing to share his boyfriend with me.  I asked gray
to fuck me.  I enjoyed Gray's cock inside me.  He was tender and sweet, and
I loved feeling him against me. It was pretty hot getting fucked by two 19
year olds.

I had a client named Rusty I had known for 10 years.  We were friends, but
we never talked about our private lives.  One afternoon I was at his house
for work, and he asked why I was so down.  I had never told him I was gay,
but I said my boyfriend left me.  Rusty said he was sorry to hear that.  I
said I just felt so alone and unloved.

Rusty was my height, and bean pole skinny, with a thick beard.  He said he
has learned to live with being alone, and it's not so bad.  He put his hand
on my thigh, and said it would be alright.  He got closer and pressed his
lips to mine.  I opened my mouth and let his tongue dance with mine.  He
said he always had great affection for me, but was afraid to say anything.
We took off our shirts and felt each other's chests. He was a very hairy
guy, which excited me.  I sucked his nipples and licked his hairy pits.

Rusty slid down my shorts and sucked my cock.  He took off his pants and I
could see his big hard cock straining in his briefs.  His dark pubes were
coming out the sides.  I pulled down his briefs and sucked his cock.  I
felt his finger pressing against my hole.  I pulled my legs up and he
gently slid his thick cock inside me.  I moaned softly.  Rusty kissed me as
he moved in and out of me and said he wanted to fuck me for a long time.  I
wrapped my legs around his, enjoying the feeling of his hairy body against
mine.  He continued to kiss me as he pounded me.  I said I wished we did
this a long time ago.  He kept thrusting and said he has always loved me
but was afraid to say anything.  He started to groan and shot his load
inside me.  When he got off me, he saw I had shot my load.

I spent the night with Rusty.  We cuddled and fucked.  He was closer to my
age, which was something I liked.  We went out to breakfast and said how
much he enjoyed being with me.  I said he was an amazing lover.

We started seeing eachother regularly.  We went to dinner and the movies
and made love often.  One evening at dinner, Rusty said he had a business
proposal for me.  He said I would continue to work for him, but he would
also like me to be his husband.  I was surprised and said he was a fast
worker.  He said we've known eachother as friends for a long time.  He's
always loved me, and I seem to like him.  I said I loved him.  He said we
should get married.  I told him yes.

Chance and Gray came to the wedding.  It was small and simple.  Chance told
Teddy about it and he was upset, but I figured he had his chance.

We went to Hawaii for our honeymoon, and I rented out my house to Chase and
Gray.  I had the feeling that everything was as other should be.