Date: Tue, 27 Nov 2012 05:26:48 -0800 (PST) From: Boris Chen <borischen@rocketmail.com> Subject: Playing With Fire Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Erotic Massage By Boris Chen Discharging Patrick from the burn unit was the beginning of a long dry spell at work as far as having passes made at me at work. The next time it happened was two months after our trip to Florida in the spring of 1998. We had no burn patients this week. Since lots of outdoor activity is stopped in this area when the cold weather arrives we sort of morph into just a step-down ICU unit instead. They discharged all our patients, the last one leaving around the time I arrived at work for my first of three nights in a row, it was Wednesday 8pm. The day shift people were all gone. Housekeeping was in the unit cleaning rooms 1,2,4,5. I got a call from bed control, they were sending me a calm and behaved twenty two year old male with a Tylenol and Celexa overdose. Not a big overdose but poison control said he needed to be monitored and hydrated for about twenty hours or as long as his heart rate stayed above 100. He had a risk of going into a faster heart rate, without warning, a rate so fast his heart would not actually be able to pump any blood. They said he was arriving alone in about 30 minutes, so I got room three ready for his arrival and memorized the phone number for security just in case. At 8:45pm my patient arrived. He was a young looking guy, red eyes, red ears, looked like he had been crying or mad or hot or something. His face was a bit red. He had a heart rate of 135 but still a decent blood pressure, could be better. He had saline running, his 3rd liter. Transport got him moved over to my cart, he was still dressed, so I helped him undress and get into one of our horrid patient gowns and back into bed. He looked rather skinny. I let him keep his undies on so I never saw his stuff. He had a small outy and a nice belly with some hair below his outy growing downward towards the promised land. He had a decent ridge in his shorts but nothing specific like some guys do. His chest was slightly muscular with small dime size tits that poked out a little. His chest had a few hairs in the middle and his armpits were really furry. He had a small tattoo on his left upper arm, something like barbed wire with some lightning bolts around too, nothing fancy, all dark blue ink. We spoke briefly, he was very quiet and not too much for words. I figured he would be with us for a night, maybe two. His chart said he was waiting for a bed at an in-patient psych unit in Skokie somewhere. He had insurance and a job and car and life but that's all I knew about him. His name was Alex. I got his charting done and kept an eye on his electrical pattern, never saw any changes other than a gradual slowing of the heart rate. By 1am at lunch time he was down to 122 and looked like he was sound asleep when the manager came in for report and to cover while I went to lunch. There was a text on my cell, it said, `ILY' of course from Patrick. When I came back I saw the cleaning crew was gone, all other four rooms were ready for new patients, I guessed I would get another later tonight. Sure enough I got another one, it was a suspected GHB poisoning, a vented patient, 24 year old male. They sent in a patient care tech too for support since vented patients can be a handful. I think they guessed this was just GHB with some alcohol, he would wake up soon and want to go home. GHB is also known as the date rape drug which some people get dropped into their drinks at a bar or club and have no idea anything was wrong until they get close to passing out. Depending on the dose it can make you totally unresponsive and unable to swallow or gag, which is why it can be so dangerous if you puke when drugged and all that puke settles down into your lungs, you drown on your own swallowed beer or something. A nasty way to die really. My vent patient arrived at 3am with a whole armada of staff. He was being bagged manually for breathing, a tube down into his airway, two saline bags, two IVs, one respiratory tech, one nurse, one security guy and my helper tech guy. The patient was nude under a sheet. We moved him from their cart to my bed and hooked him to my vent machine and IV pumps and such. He had a propofol drip keeping him from waking up suddenly while he was on the vent. You could see marks on his wrists where he had been tied down at some time tonight. The patient appeared to be Asian or something, and had some make-up on his face badly smeared. At first glance I thought he might be a cross dresser or a trans-sexual. A brief glance at his foley told me he had a penis but his body above that looked like a young girls with tits and a nice smooth shapely belly. Probably been taking hormones for a while now. I got report from the armada of staff then they slowly departed as I got this guy settled down in my room. I had the tech go print orders and draw morning labs while I reviews vent settings with the respiratory tech who said the patient was mostly breathing on their own with a little assist and to prevent long gaps between voluntary breaths. It took me 45 minutes to get out of the room and back in to my other room to check out my overdose guy who was sleeping with a resting heart rate of 129 beats per minute. I went to do some charting on both of them. After reviewing my orders on the vent patient I shut off his sedation IV meds to see where he really was on his own. Propofol wears off quickly and even after a half hour of no drips there was not much change to speak of really, he laid there like a big dead fish on a burn unit bed. He had no response to pain and very sluggish response to light in the eyes. While the tech was in the other room doing another blood draw on my overdose guy I went in to see the vent patient again. He had really nice boobs, nipples that obviously never nursed a baby. My guess was his nips were large before he started hormones, which just gave him breasts and made his nipples as large and puffy as they were now. I had a brief moment of fantasy and felt my dick just twitch a little in my underwear. Down to inspect his pee catheter, he was putting out some decent clear yellow pee from his smallish looking dark skinned penis and darker nutsack, he had almost no hair to speak of around his dick and none above the waist except the top of his head. Back to chart some more my mind kept wandering off with fantasy thoughts of how he would be in bed with actual tits and a dick too. The tech guy who I've worked with before several times I also suspected was gay but we never talked personal stuff before but I know him by name, and him me too. Tony was Hispanic, short and thin but was probably ten years older than me, always seemed to be a decent guy. He tapped his fingertip in the middle of my computer screen saying, "It's right here Brad, this is the monitor, if you want to chart you need to actually be looking right here." We both chuckled a bit knowing my mind was wandering with two hot guys in our unit. Thankfully no wood was growing in my pants. Around 5:20am the guy on the vent started to come around and grab the vent tube. We paged the doc and security who came up right away. By 5:45am he was off the vent, gagging and coughing but breathing and talking on his own. He had family arrive in our waiting room while we assessed his condition further. Everyone else had gone so I removed his urine catheter while he sat up on the cart, tits hanging out, but he showed no signs of being embarrassed or anything. I offered to help him get dressed after taking out his IV. He sat on the side of the bed while I got his clothes out of the bag, one by one I helped him get his stuff back on while family stayed in the lounge. I pulled his panties up his legs and around his waist, he reached down laying his limp dick sideways pointing towards his hip. Then came his pants. He stood while I pulled them up to his waist and pulled out to slide over his dick bulge, then I zipped and buttoned them. He sat down on the bed. I got his t-shirt out next, over one arm, then the other, then his head. I pulled the back down a little but it snagged in front on his nipples, so I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and sliding my hands directly on his skin, slid my hands from his upper chest right over his tits and nipples down to his waist and pulled it down a little to get out some of the wrinkles. As I looked up at him he was smiling at me, I grinned back. He reached into his pocket pulling out a business card, rainbow colored. It said Kwan Lee Erotic Massage M/F and had his website, email, phone and street address. I stuffed it in my scrub shirt pocket for later. By 6:15am he was discharged and rolling out the unit door in a wheelchair with family behind. I finished my discharge charting and went to check on Alex in the other room. I helped him get up to the toilet and told him to look over the menu for breakfast, then went back to finish his charting for the night then report off to the day shift people. Out the door I walked for our apartment near the campus. Twenty minutes later I was walking back inside my apartment door. Patrick was waiting on the sofa with the TV on watching a movie. My work backpack dropped on the floor by the door, my clothes came off as I made my way to the bathroom to pee and strip to my underwear. I turned on the shower and walked out to the kitchen briefly. Patrick poked a stick of hot bacon in my mouth then gave me a lip tip kiss and a gentle pat on the shoulder. I did an about face and climbed in the shower. Before I could get my hair fully rinsed and started on my face Patrick slipped into the shower behind me, his boner rubbing across my legs and butt cheeks as he entered. Without any hesitation I leaned my head into the corner of the shower, I reached behind me spreading my cheeks. I immediately felt his dick slide up and down looking for the magic spot. He pressed gently then gave one big quick shove and in he went. He set his hands on my shoulders and humped me from behind while I leaned into the corner of the shower. He must have been pretty horny because I bet it only took him 90 seconds to reach the end where he became still so I could feel him cum inside me. While he was enjoying his twenty seconds of bliss my mind was replaying the image of the tits on the she-male I took off the vent then helped get dressed at work almost two short hours ago. I was hard and wanting some action too as Patrick pulled his dick from inside me. I finished my shower while he scrubbed his groin and also climbed out. This was the first day of my four days off in a row so we both had nothing else to do today. There was no special plan but Patrick pulled me to the sofa where we assumed our old positions facing each other, knees to knees, holding hands and just talk about our days and anything else on our minds. I told him about the Asian she-male and the business card, he sounded intrigued by the concept so we discussed getting paid erotic massages in a three-some. After an hour on the sofa he pushed me backwards to lay down, legs still crossed. He moved around, un-crossed my legs and managed to get my boner into his mouth. Like him, I didn't last even 120 seconds. He slid up to my face right after my orgasm. We got this thing we started recently, it may sound stupid, but if we cum in the other guys mouth we go immediately to sucking face and with our tongues we sort of divide the wad of cum in half. He moved mine from his mouth into mine. I split it with my tongue, half above and half below my tongue, then pressed the top half back into his mouth, then we both swallow. There is some whimpering and purring with pleasure while we do this, which also makes us hot. After that was complete he lifted off my face smiling into my eyes, he laid his face and head on my shoulder, I hugged him tightly in a loving embrace and rocked him gently slightly side to side for a time. We discussed plans for tonight, then we went to bed. That night we took the L to into the city to eat at a rather expensive restaurant in Boys Town near Broadway and Belmont. We always tip well especially of our waiter is hot and shows skin. As of now Patrick and me have been living together for seven months and getting along well. We only fight about food, he thinks I spend too much to eat out and wants us to save more. Even in our new apartment near the university campus we still struggle to find time to be together on a regular basis. His eight hour days make for less days off, which is something I think I take for granted. Too bad he doesn't want to become a nurse too. And something else that's odd is him and his identical twin brother Matthew have had no contact this year. It's not that often when you hear about twin brothers breaking up like that. He never mentions Matt unless he rattles off a list of guys he's been naked with. But even then he just says "Matt" and never "My twin brother Matt." Winter turned to spring. Spring into summer. The leaves returned to the trees, the flowers bloomed and everyone started to long for afternoons at the beach and summer vacations. During the summer school break the hospital census usually drops by a huge number and staff are encouraged to take vacation too, so Patrick and I saved up enough cash to buy a trip to Arizona. It was a four hour flight from O'Hare to Phoenix with our huge trunk of camping gear. We took a bus from Phoenix to the Grand Canyon's south rim to stay at the Mather Campground. This was one place I always wanted to stay. We booked two weeks at one campsite. We brought all our camping gear and my cameras and stuff. We paid for a donkey ride to the bottom of the canyon, swam in pools along the Colorado River, which was cold as ice, like maybe 49 degrees or something. The air was hot as a furnace by the freezing cold Colorado River. By 6pm we were back at the top after the return ride on the backs of the team of donkeys or some type of large animal, I forget what it was. At our campsite that night we had pork chops and corn on the cob on the campfire with a tossed salad and lots of wine. I think we had a little too much wine that night. We got our sleeping bags out of the tent laying them on the picnic table at our campsite and laid there in the dark watching the huge number of stars with an occasional satellite and shooting star streak overhead. We laid side by side holding hands and just like at home on the sofa we just talked about whatever was on our minds. It was one of the nicest most romantic nights in my life. The whole campground seemed to be really quiet. We could hear the occasional chirp of a bat and an occasional cough of another nearby camper. On Friday we decided to eat at one of the restaurants to spare ourselves the task of cleaning up from a campground meal. At dinner the place was packed with people from Asia. I swear we were like the only Americans in the place. Patrick spied what looked like another young gay couple in the line to get their meals and search for a table. He caught the eye of one of them and motioned for them to share ours. It turns out they were also from Chicago but flew from Midway to Phoenix then flew from there to the airport in Tusayan then took a taxi to the hotel. They were staying at one of the lodges here at the south rim, which can be an expensive vacation. They never said it but it was obvious they were a couple, gay, one was an attorney, the other a fitness coach and masseur. I asked him if he ever heard of Kwan Lee, he said no. As we talked about camping at Mather the one guy, the attorney seemed horrified about the idea of sleeping outside in a tent on the ground with insects and using a public bathroom but his partner the massage guy seemed intrigued. I mentioned the difference in cost but neither of them looked concerned. I think they wanted a plush indoor air conditioned vacation at the south rim. Patrick slid his foot over next to mine while we described our campsite and gear we with us. The massage guy asked if stuff got stolen, which it never happened to us. They had security patrols but most of our camping neighbors had families and campers and seemed like decent honest people from all over the USA and the rest of the world. They were the first ones to leave, we shook hands as they parted. I was sort of expecting to hear something like 'see you tomorrow at the rim' but we departed in silence. Odd I thought. After eating we walked back to Yavapai Point to sit on the stone ledge, holding hands discreetly and watch the sunset to our left as we faced north watching the sky slowly turn dark. Then came the long hike back to the campground. Back in the tent Patrick turned on the portable radio, we scanned the dial checking out all the radio stations from California and Phoenix you can't hear in Chicago. He was the first asleep, then me. The next morning we were up early. We were up early, with the dawn. Well almost with the dawn. You can't see it in the thick pine forest that the campgrounds is located right in the middle of. But we were up before most of our neighbors. We walked to the bathroom which was about a two minute walk from the tent. There was old old guy up shaving at the sink, the rest of the place was empty and clean. We risked it by getting into a single shower stall together to wash each other off which at home would only end with dual boners and subsequent orgasms, but this time we behaved. The old guy at the sink gave us the hairy eyeball when we got out of the shower together and walked out the door. Bastard! At least he never said anything. Back at our site we counted, three days left till we left for home. We cooked breakfast, a re-run really, eggs, sausage, and oatmeal. We needed to get to the camp store again today for ice and supplies since our ice chest was the limiting factor for anything not from a can. We had two soft sided collapsible ice chests, that's it for fresh food and wine storage. We ate lunch out every day while we explored the canyon park on foot. Patrick seemed content to sit at one of the solid rock ledges and watch the little skinny China boys that seemed to never stop walking by us. They all seemed to be hetero. I suggested they were mostly from Korea and Japan, not China, but I'm sure they were all well represented. We watched but never saw an obviously gay Asian couple. Sitting at Yavapai Point is sort of a Zen thing. The view is incredible. A mile down to the river where we were last week, and ten miles across to the tiny sliver of green and tan which was the main building at the north rim park, straight north of us. We watched the helicopters come and go and an occasional eagle or California Condor soar above the canyon searching for a quick meal. We were content to sit and stare without talking much and occasionally getting up to pee or stretch. Our minds got quieter, more and more at peace, which is why we picked this place to vacation. We shot maybe 800 photos and about ten hours of video. Okay, I know, that's a bit excessive, but this was intended to be our one and only trip here. A trip to remember forever. We hiked back to our campsite for dinner. That night we got ourselves some bread, canned tuna, lettuce, and swiped a bunch of packets of mayo and mustard from the restaurant to make sandwiches and a salad each. Patrick boiled an egg for the salad while I diced part of an onion. While we were sitting at the picnic table eating he grabbed my groin and started to rub my limp dick, why this suddenly became necessary I have no idea. Just to make myself comfortable, I left the table after eating two bites of my sandwich, went to the tent to drop my jeans and get on a pair of gym shorts. Back at the table he went after my dick again. I pulled it up to stand with the head along side my belly button, I was starting to ooze pre-cum. He worked me a bit more then took a plastic spoon and milked some pre-cum from my dick and carefully spread it on the top of his sandwich then went right back to eating while I watched briefly never saying anything. That night we didn't lay on the table, we went right to our tent and gave each other oral sex until we both came twice. Around 11pm we went to the showers then back home to bed. That night he started to fuck me but fell asleep inside me and later slipped out all limp and gooey. The next morning we took the bus to Mather Point and hung there instead of Yavapai. This was our last full day here so we spent the entire afternoon at the campsite having seen enough of the canyon for a lifetime, not to mention all the photos and video too. We planned one final feast and a night of fucking too. We made one final trip to the camp-store to get one huge ribeye, corn on the cob, lettuce, peas, and a wine cask. The steak was cooked over the fire on two marshmallow rods, slowly over the coals. The corn cobs were broke in half and boiled along with the peas. Then we had a salad with cheap bottled dressing since the camp store isn't big on choice and we didn't have the space for much more than that. We ate the wonderful steak and our corn and peas then finished the wine. I could tell Patrick had something on his mind. After eating we walked to the bathroom to pee and wash the dishes in the sink outside the building. We carried the stuff back and put it away, set up our camp chairs by the fire then stoaked the fire adding more chunks of wood we got at the store. About 30 minutes later across the road from our site we heard yelling and loud voices. Due to the distance it was hard to make out the voices then Patrick said, "Sounds like drunk Germans arguing about something to do with money." We sat there watching and listening. Then there was a police looking car with lights on the roof then another. We saw one bloodied guy get stuffed into the police car in handcuffs, then another. We tried not to laugh but it was also sort of sad. Not too long after the show across the street the sky was dark and the campground seemed to buzz with activity with lots of people walking dogs on leashes, families walking by holding hands, babies crying, dogs barking, helicopters flying overhead and cars, trucks and campers coming and going. We sat there watching the show. By 10pm we had moved our chairs together and were holding hands watching the fire get smaller and smaller. I put the last of our firewood in the ring soon after that. We could buy breakfast after we were packed in the morning. Around 11pm Patrick got on his knees between my legs. With his arms over my thighs he spent the next half hour sucking my boner and rubbing his face all over my crotch. It gets hard to hold a dick in your mouth keeping your teeth out of the way so one needs to take a break to rest his face/jaw muscles so he would just press his face into my dick keeping it by his lips, nose, and eyes. My balls by his chin and the head of my dick on his forehead while he rested. We changed positions and I worked his until midnight arrived. We went to the tent into sixty nine position and came in each others mouths. We shared a can of 7-Up then went back to work on our dicks again and cum again into each other then shared another can of pop. Exhausted and tired we fell asleep spooning on top of our bags. Next morning we took a shower, saw the same old man in the bathroom but this time we pretended not to even see him, which only served to make him look angrier. By 8am our camp gear was collapsed and stuffed back into the trunk. We carried it to the street then pulled it on it's wheels to the campground check-in station where the tour bus was waiting and loading up lots of other campers, all of whom looked tired, dirty, and glad to be going home. Around 2pm we were at the airport in Phoenix. By 7pm we were back in O'Hare walking for the L station with the trunk being a stretch of the rules but nobody said anything. By 9pm we were approaching the Foster Street L station where we rolled the trunk off, carried it down the stairs to the sidewalk and took the sidewalk to our apartment near the corner of Foster and Orrington in Evanston. It felt great to take the elevator to the 3rd floor and walk down our hallway to our secured apartment door with a stack of junk flyers and phone books laying by our door. Patrick bagged up all the phone books for the trash, we keep all the restaurant flyers, scan them and throw away the originals. Pat mumbled as he was scanning them that it frustrated him to see how many restaurants did not have web pages where people could get all this info without killing trees or creating tons of landfill. We separated our camp-gear into stuff to put into storage and stuff to clean and store and stuff to replace, like our sleeping bags were pretty much destroyed from all the sand and dirt. We pitched our camp pots and pans and showering stuff too. The tent needed a trip to the car wash then to storage. The trunk sat in the living room for a week before we had all the stuff cleaned and stored again. That night we showered together and went to bed. He had to be at work tomorrow afternoon. I still had another week off! Patrick came to bed like me, nude. He slowly laid on my back with his boner pressed between him and my back. I could feel his hardness. He laid there for a time with his head turned sideways, his face resting near my neck, then turned his head rubbing his lips and mouth on the back of my neck. I could feel his warm breath on my back. His body was smashed into mine. P: "I gotta tell you something Brad." B: "Sure hon." I said wondering if something serious may follow. P: "It's been a while but I wanted you to know I love you very much." The side of my face was pressed into the mattress since he was laying on top of me. I had a hard time speaking clearly. I struggled to get turned over onto my back without pushing him off the bed or making him think I didn't want him on top of me. It took a while but we moved around so I was on my back and he was laying on my front side, our dicks smashed together. He had his arms along side mine with his hands over my shoulders, my hands were around him holding his back and the back of his neck, he lifted up so we were almost nose to nose looking into each others eyes. He said it again, "Bradley, I love you very much, thanks for rescuing me." B: "Patrick, I love you too, very much. Thank you for spending your vacation time with me. I had a great time and I appreciate how you have improved my life, you're welcome. I love you too." His eyes got teary, a drop fell from his nose onto my face. Then we sucked face like lovers, eyes closed barely mumbling purrs into each others mouths. Our kiss seemed very passionate this time, less physical energy, more emotion. I felt his tongue enter my lips, pass my teeth, meet the tip of my tongue then sort of slide over the top then move underneath it. He curled the tip of his tongue up to touch the backs of my front teeth then back to my tongue. I pressed mine into his tongue and closed my lips around his tongue and sucked it like his tongue was a small dick. Then I stuck out my tongue and let him suck it with his lips too, then we pressed our aligned lips back together and pressed tongues together moving our heads slightly. I felt Patrick press down a little harder and another tear drop from his face onto mine. I pulled his face away from mine to put my mouth at his ear and whispered, "Make love to me please Patrick." He lifted his head to look me in the eye. My expression was one of longing and need. He saw and climbed off the bed taking his wonderful boner with him leaving a thin string of pre-cum from my tummy to the tip of his dick in the process. I stared in amazement as it broke and disappeared in the dim bedroom light. In a flash he was lubed and climbing back on the bed as I lifted my knees to my ears and reached down to spread wide making a safe pathway for him to penetrate me. I really get turned-on when Patrick mounts me from above. He places his hands beside my ribs on the mattress and lifts up like push-up position. In that moment his chest muscles tighten showing all his manly shape but it also makes his nipples flush fully and become briefly huge and tall and pointy. Then the muscles change tightness as he rocks forward and back moving his rock hard dick in and out. There is also the sensation of being screwed by a macho muscle guy. Knowing all his inner being is focused on his dick in that moment, it feels as if he is infusing me with energy as he rams his dick in hard bottoming out his hips into my butt cheeks rocking me up and down on the bed a few inches. Again and again he rams his cock into me and I watch as the expression on his face changes from pleasure to intense pleasure with each push. His eyes are usually closed. Then he gets close to orgasm. Patrick makes these funny mouth gestures into almost one of being in pain. His eyebrows lower and the space over his nose wrinkles up, he turns his head slightly to the side and he sucks in his own lower lip to suck on it. I think he does this to prevent himself from screaming in ecstasy. Sometimes he drools slightly. Then he shoves it in really hard the last two times and becomes still as I feel his dick muscles twitch as his entire body is literally jolted with the electricity of a very intense orgasm. Jolt after jolt he shakes his body as he pumps ounces of semen inside me infusing me with his DNA and his power, his essence. Lastly comes his love. His face goes straight then I close my eyes so he doesn't know I like to watch him fuck me. I tilt my chin down to watch his chest muscles and those grade-A nipples as he slowly melts on top of me, briefly without energy in a post orgasmic drought. Then comes a kiss during which you can tell he really means it when he says he loves me. No kiss he gives me can ever match those he gives me just after he comes. I slide my hands up and down his back, he is moist with sweat. You can smell his body. Minutes later his dick slips from me, then Patrick gets up to clean himself and return with a paper towel to clean him off me, which is sure to start leaking out soon after he pulls out. I stand by the bed holding my cheeks apart while he is on his knees behind me cleaning up his seed. He often lays a few tiny kisses in my butt cheeks. I lean him over the side of the bed, his feet in the floor, his hands on the mattress, his waist bent fully over. I slipped my lubed boner inside him and pounded him from behind right there and then. It didn't take long, maybe two minutes and I shot my seed inside him, then cleaned him up. We went to bed and spooned that night and the next two nights. I am really in love with Patrick, wish we could make it official. Maybe someday we will. want this series to continue? Drop me a line with your suggestions, comments: borischen at rocketmail dot com Story updates and more chapters can be seen ahead of their release on nifty at: wattpad.com/borischen